#hakaieve

[atvbs]

you cant escape him

GOD FUCKING DAMMIT

[aroace-poly-show]

This is the fic i was reading: defining love by tinkonka. have i finished it? no. apologies if it takes a weird turn. however, i present two pieces of YEHFDKSKJKLFJSDLKFS: 1. implied arospec rui and 2. the most BASED emurui takes ive seen in my whole entire life.

and for completionist's sake, here's a few more fics i have bookmarked, in no particular order!!

poor communication kills by HakaiEve: THE og aroace wxs fic. also recommend their other wxs works too because they get them. (also i think they have a tumblr with some aroace wxs art, if you haven't seen it yet!)

ikanaide by Gummysaur: maybe im just a sucker for sick fics and poetic language but. they all just care about their idiot troupe leader so much.... there's another one by them with the reverse plot of tsukasa taking care of emuruinene too that i remember relating to quite a bit!

the study of the sky, the sun, the star, and the moon by JadeMeraki: MY FAVORITE SERIES OF ALL TIME THE LANGUAGE THE HEADCANONS THE ABSOLUTELY UNFILTERED RAW TAKES i love this characterization and have accepted every word into my personal canon. i love this.

and by the same author, with hope: rui writing letters to his future self. im genuinely not ok reading this fic. the crossed out lines. the language. the despair and the hope that defines rui's core. this fic inspired me to write my own journal.

polysho nails by nonchalantatall: to be perfectly honest i do not remember this fic but 1. miracle paint reference 2. acey's favorite band reference (ajr) and 3. i must have saved it for a reason so now you will figure that out

How to Be Free by SkylerHyrule: VBS FANTASY AU (featuring the one and only tenma tsukasa and co). looooooove the way this is written and also this author understands vbs so well. really fun akian interactions too, a rarity in the field. If you like vbs i would also recommend their Misadventures of VBS's Clothes!

Infinity Spectrum by kjcoded: mizuki focused fic! the way this author describes gender stares directly into your soul and gives feelings you didn't even know you had a voice. i think about some of the lines in this daily.

Disparate Threads by MiyoatThePineapple: a little tsukasa-focused poem on creation and loving your friends a whole great deal :) (i am a sucker for poetic language)

if you're ever tired of being known for who you know (you know, you'll always know me) by dizzi_dizzy: like it says on the tin, tsukasa through ichika's eyes. it has been a while since i read it but again. bookmarked it for a reason. i think it had some great language on the passage of time?

july 27th, 2015 by anonymous: i left a comment here about dragonfly symbolism and characterization. i think that's all i need to say about it actually. yeah. loved it.

that was... a lot more than i thought i had. lol. anyways. book club!

ourgh saving all of these to my marked later thank you so much acey i will have so much to read. if i remember some bookmarked fics in particular that i really liked i will recommend them to you as well. book club!!!!!!! :3

[ask-bwagency]

what about thomaslack :(

[raimi]

✏

After Frisk falls into the CORE and has their essence deleted, Chara must enlist the help of someone else to break the barrier and free monsterkind.

Niko has just managed to calm The Entity and save the world, and is finally able to go home to their mother. But as they head in that direction, they stumble into a large red pixelated heart that wasn’t there before, and wake up on a bed of golden flowers...

[kimmysfandomblog]

idk if komanami is one of your otps, but komanami and q3? im curious (eyes emoji)

Thanks for the ask, hakai!!!☺ an anon also asked me the same question! Unfortunately I accidentally deleted the ask qq

 (under the cut for length and those people who wanted to avoid komanami (I don’t want my asks in the main tags so I am also adding a link here to prevent that hopefully

I never really talk about KomaNami, because whenever I do, somehow and somewhere, I find resistance ^^; It is one of those controversial ships, mostly because it is one of the “popular” Komaeda×(girl) ships that people don’t like others shipping. But yes, KomaNami is one of my OTPs! I love them dearly, but am too afraid of expressing myself more openly. Hopefully that changes this next spring! I want to create a KomaNami event.

3. What is your favorite AU/prompt idea/trope for your pairing?

I really want a DR3 AU, honestly. I do think they should have been much better friends than they were in canon. Like, in DR3 in particular, that set-up was right there… two students who outcast themselves from a chaotic classroom, and Nanami and Komaeda sharing a love for games and silence.

Nanami joins in the class, but struggling because they reject Komaeda, who is the friend she had before warming up to the class. She and him always pairing up for class activities because she refuses to leave him alone, and the feeling start to stir. She still feels awkward about how he talks about hope and they challenge each other’s ideals, but in the end, the only thing they want is to help each other. There’s also this struggle that she wants him to be accepted by the class, but neither he nor the rest of the class want that, so she’s stressed about that and organized more class activities so that at least she and Komaeda can still hang out and have fun “with” the class.

Whether it is romantic or platonic, I want her and Komaeda to be important to each other so that it makes sense that Komaeda falls to despair. It could be just the two of them at the end trying to figure out why the class is spread out, and even Miss Yukizome is acting weird, so they use class time to investigate and come across Junko. Junko finds Nanami to be just as resilient as Naegi with that optimism and decides to use her to get to Komaeda, who may be a “hope fanboy” but is already on the brink of despair with all the tragedy in his life. Using her typically means death/torture anyways. She probably has it be an execution for Chiaki Nanami and Komaeda’s Hope because she dredges up all of the past tragedies and extrapolates on future ones, and that she feeds Komaeda with the lie that Despair will bring a brighter Future as Nanami is being executed/becomes nonresponsive.

I even think a DR2 AU is necessary. Nanami in DR2 is annoyed at, and avoidant of Komaeda. That makes no sense for an AI programmed to create safety and observe the class to be avoidant of the “most dangerous” individual. I want her to always be following him and Hinata. With Hinata, it makes more sense since he is the main pillar in the trials and lost of them want to hang around him, since he is the safest. It is harder to justify hanging out with Komaeda. I think that it would start by her leaving food for Komaeda while he is captured without him noticing (whenever he is unconscious) but she struggles with finding food/drinks that won’t just spill/make a mess. He catches her finally and he really unsettles her, but as long as neither of them tell (and she doesn’t explain how she knows he was captured), she no longer has to be as secretive to him and feeds him (much to his embarrassment and resistance, but she hardly understands why). It becomes a habit that she gravitates toward him while there is free time since Hinata just goes to whoever (Komaeda makes it easy by mostly choosing the library while the others are on the first island/the fourth island). I would like to think she overhears Komaeda talking to Hinata about his life and, while still wary of him, isn’t quite as emotionally distant and is more open to working with him on the third case, even if he is still annoying to work with what with him having a bit of liars disease in him. Speaking of which, it is weird that she chooses not to stay at the hospital, so I would probably have her join Hinata, Kuzuryuu, and Tsumiki, and she would end up spending time at each place like Hinata, visiting each room. And in CH4, nothing really changes except that she is somewhat in the same area as Komaeda during free time. After Komaeda blows up at them in CH4 and the trial, I think that by breaking into Monomi’s house and stealing her diary, he figures out it is Chiaki rather easily since she mentions he had been captured before Souda and Nidai let it slip and she may casually mention him at the library a few times. He confronts her about it, but she remains unwilling to cooperate, so he takes things in his own hands once more. And that would be the end of their canon AU interaction.

Something that I really would want in post-canon is that they recover Chiaki and she checks up on everybody, including Komaeda. If she were to get a robot body, I want her to hang out with Hinata and Komaeda mostly XD Of course, she still hangs out with the others, but she would have spent most of her time looking after those two.

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Ok, so canon rewrite is probably not following the way the question was meant to be answered, and I kinda owe one more response to anon anyways, so here’s a trope!I really like the idea of a Hanahaki AU for KomaNami! I would like to imagine it going with mutual pining, but I can definitely see it as Komaeda suffering because of unreturned feelings for Hinata, and Nanami for unreturned feelings for Komaeda. Komaeda initially thought he only doomed himself, but to doom Nanami as well makes him, well, despair. And I could see three endings here. One would be where he can’t force the feelings because he genuinely doesn’t like Nanami romantically at all, but she’s his friends and he hates she suffers and wishes she would just get the surgery, but she dies first and then Hinata turns out reciprocating his feelings, letting Komaeda live, but they are both grieving over Nanami and blame themselves for her death. Another would be that he does actually like her, but not as much as Hinata. He had decided, for her sake, to get the surgery since she refuses to, and the two don’t regret it (well, Nanami does since he basically forced himself to not love Hinata, but he reminds her that he does love her, and it’s only grown since then). Actually, this could still turn into a tragedy where he convinces himself he loves Nanami and can save her by removing feelings he has for Hinata, but all for naught because she feels it disgenuine OR he actually never had feelings anyways and she passes away. The final one is that Nanami only thinks his disease is because he like Hinata, when it’s really mutual pining, and this could go two ways of they realize it too late, or they both realize it together and are equally embarrassed about the situation XD. Oh yeah and my KomaHinaNami heart has this as a three-way where Hinata is involved too and they all get together and are happy XD self indulgence is a key factor lol

[serahne]

Same, same. Most of Zakiko’s dj aren’t IC at all. We deserve good Koma/hina content, godammit !

[incorrectpokemongoquotes]

A big thank you to @hakaieve for the follow! And thank you for being so polite with your request. It was a pleasure to name my Finneon after you.

[lordichamo]

Comm previews!! top two are from all the way back during round 1 in February

In order: cryptidkaz // iminqri // @hakaieve // luminous_rain Again, comm info can be found HERE!

[miicachii]

things i picked up from kotokos voice drama

[this is 90% speculation based off bits and pieces i heard orz probably not accurate at all. i ran the drama by my japanese-speaking friend but i myself am only theorising la MAO]

"your heart" (es to kotoko). maybe "your heart knows it's wrong"? "i won't forgive you" (es to kotoko) kotoko begins to refer to es by their name and also as あなた "anata" instead of guard. at the end she also refers to es as 仲間 "nakama". maybe that's what shook them so badly? (probably not.) (DUBIOUS) es says "there's no connection" and "milgram won't forgive you". possibly "there's no connection [between what you're saying/trying to justify your murder, and milgram's decision] milgram (still) won't forgive you". take my word with the tiniest tiniest grain of salt this is a WILD GUESS and im betting im 99% wrong, the only thing i really heard clearly was "milgram won't forgive you" "you're a milgram prisoner, you're a murderer/you murdered someone, you're [...] evil" (es to kotoko) es referred to kotoko as 貴様 "kisama" like a fucking NERD (SOUPER DUBIOUS) "why are you saying this [...]" (es) afterwards mentions something about a murderer/prisoner and is very confused. maybe asking how a prisoner would know/say this? kotoko mentions haruka and fuuta, in a way that really angers es for some reason (they say her name not in a warning tone, like they're asking her to stop, but more like "KOTOKO 🤬🤬".) perhaps she's saying haruka is weak and fuuta is easily irritable or talking about his sense of justice? those are the most notable traits she might bring up.

edit: ello tumblr user @hakaieve has kindly offered their translations n kotoko is actually talking about haruka yuno + fuuta's character development; fuuta getting less prone to lashing out (or less inflammatory) and haruka beginning to communicate more. ANOTHER EDIT HI @crispie-1 can corroborate (is that how u spell it A.) the above ^ translation!! kotoko discussing their demeanours changing o__o at the end, something kotoko says rattles es very badly. they're gasping and stuttering in a low voice when they activate the mind song extractor thing. what did you say girl. WHAT DID YOU SAY.

[hakaieve]

fuuta haruka found family agenda part two electric boogaloo

summary: “What do you want?” Fuuta snapped. The words came out quieter than he expected.

Haruka flinched, but he didn’t move away. “Um! I, uh, thought you looked less scary than usua—”

Fuuta scowled.

“Ah! Uh, kind of lonely…”

Alright, that was not an improvement. Lonely? Some seventeen-year-old thought he looked lonely? Ugh. Fuuta clicked his tongue.

Fuuta is in a bad mood and Haruka tries to be there for him. But Fuuta realizes that a superiority complex and self-deprecation aren't a good combination.

[atvbs]

YOU LIKE KAMIKUZU?! IM OBSESSED WITH THAT, HOW FAR ARE YOU INTO IT (niyodo and asahi are aroace solidarity i think. besties)

i just started it last night and finished ep 2 but i LOVE it so far FjwkjFHISJDJS

i solely watched it bc imai moment :^) its so silly

and youre SO right theyre such aroace besties… i love the main three so badly

[migurin-art]

@hakaieve.... your tags!!!!!! 💖💖 i literally have no words to describe my happiness right now.... just... thank you very very much!! so happy you like my artstyle and colors 💖

the drawing was actually a quick doodle so ... i thought it wasn't that good but thanks for your sweet words 💖 hope i can do better in the future!!!

[yourfaveendedhomophobia]

Requests are open!

Submit your fave who ended homophobia!

(tags for promos under the cut. no need to promo if you don’t want to!)

@lemonpeemon @urfaveisgayandsmokesweed @yourfavhasonebraincell @yourfavcannotbekilled @yourfavecommitstaxfraud @your-fave-is-republicanphobic @urfavhatesterfs @yourfavehasgun @yourfavisgayandeuropean @urfaveistransandplaysminecraft @urfavisgayandplaysroblox @urfaveisratkindasexy uh @hakaieve cuz why not uh @your-fave-eats-unbroken-kitkats @your-fave-is-a-niceguy @ur-fave-is-lgbt @your-fav-uwus @your-fav-owos

[raimi]

personally i think legendaries are too special to be allowed to breed... like, they're legendaries for a reason. on an unrelated note, what do you think about psyducks typing? i was thinking about this today but it's kind of weird that they're only water type

they’re water/flying now :)

also ye that makes sense but at the same time... Breed Legendary

[kimmysfandomblog]

@hakaieve replied to your post “Hinata and Naegi for the "vs", "or", "+" character thing? :3c”

i frOZE WHEN YOU SAID 'NAEGI OBVIOUSLY' AND I WAS LIKE IS THIS THE WRONG BLOG???? HAS KIMMY BEEN REPLACED BY ALIENS????

I got you!!! :P

Yeah, no, Hinata is my #1. Assume Junko used her brainwashing techniques on me if I say otherwise and mean it, because denying my love for Hinata would be true despair for me! XD

[iaobug]

7 person blindfolded art collab yeehaw! (okay the blindfolded part was just on the sketch part but still)

message me if you wan individual pics

Cleo: Cleokatdoodles on inta (haha no tumblr cleo)

Kuro: @kurokaen

Spider: @spiderlondon

Nan: @nandrewrambles

Rose: @problematic-crab

Marx: @oumakure

Hakai: @hakaieve