#hahaha lovin life :)

[piastrinorris]

hey gang. sorry i didn't get any 2k celebration stuff done today. promise i'll get back on it tomoz <3

[banjjakz]

"oh shit someones already figured it out" hehe i saw right through ur tricks LMAO just thought that gloomy yandere shoko would b Very hot (oh pretty neurotic woman w eyebags... u have captivated me). that was my argument. that one meme that says "my pussy has led me to places i wouldnt even go with a gun" HAHAHA

and abt final girl thoughts... squeezes ur gojo in my hand.... hes so dear to me, in all of his charming asshole and eldritch horror glamour. no cuz the way he chuckles and grins while demeaning reader !! he is not driven by pure love but by deeply rooted obsession, and its only suguru whos at its core- not reader. i love how neither gojo or reader respected each other despite their interactions taking place in the "gojo route". sure it is an otome route but you get no sweet lovin at all! you get literallyreduced to shreds, dissolved into particles scattered across the universe instead! sighs dreamily. anti-otome final girl fanfiction written by banjjakz youre so dear to me........

btw the gojo dsm comment took me out LMAO kinda unrelated but i know psychologists would NOT b welcomed in the jjk world lmao. the stigma around mental health matters between non-sorcerers pales in comparison to how a mental health professional would b treated by a higher-up, for instance. supposing ur goal is to have young sorcerers manage their negative emotions so that they dont go mental and die before they turn 18 then youre unfortunately getting executed for sabotage at best... i remember reading a yuuta fic in which it was mentioned that he had seen a psychologist after the rika incident. makes me wonder if thatd mean hes learnt (within that au) lets say breathing exercises and if he practises them whenever he gets anxious. every other sorcerer watching him like: https://www.tiktok.com/@androidg1rl/video/7291743972991503649

anyways sorry 4 rambling lolll thanks 4 writing final girlll loved it smmm and will be waiting for the secret endings eagerly :> !

no truly like serial bereavement was written for yuuta fans sure whatever but the actual intended audience is the #real sick and twisted individuals with a penchant for off-putting women who lowkey look like they'd be into consensual vivisection

"anti-otome" why am i obsessed with this label LOL wow this is really high praise anon like thank you???? crying.... we are inventing new genres of fiction over here..... just another day on banjjakz.tumblr.com

as for gojo's route, yeah, to be quite honest i can't in good faith imagine him in any lifetime or in any universe with anyone other than suguru. not even in a sappy stsg otp way, but like, just going off of my own personal notes of his characterization.... to me, pairing him with someone else -- even a self-indulgent MC -- would be egregiously out-of-character LOL. this was actually a point of writer's block for me as i was drafting final girl. like, i knew i wanted to tackle satoru. but i also knew there was no way i could convincingly or ethically produce a route where you were the object of his affections. had to take the cowards way out and have him kill you, lol, but at least we get lore? (more will be revealed in the final updates... i promise...)

KJHKSJDK mental healthcare in the sorcery world is actually insane like let's focus on physical healthcare and increasing the life expectancy first maybe

also if you'd like to slide the link to this therapized!yuuta fic.... [eyes emoji]

[misguidedasgardian]

What did Joe Jonas do?

Well, he is in the verge of a very messy divorce with Sophie turner, according to him... and I'm paraphrasing HEAVILY HERE, that he was no longer into her "party girl" status and preference, and it was implied that Sophie was out there partying and "working", (she is working, and sometimes as an actress working does include going to events and parties though), and he wants to make it look like he is the one taking care of his daughters while sophie is "out there", and he is like... homey, wanting to stay home, while she prefers the night life.

Coincidentally, he had been seen on the streets taking his daughters for a walk, (after all of this exploded), while Sophie hasen't

Now there are several articles, including from the CNN, that will not believe this narrative, his narrative, because society really likes to punish "bad" mothers, and canonize fathers who do what mothers are expected to do, and people are sick of it.

So people are not buying it, and obviously people are taking sides, my socials incline for the Queen of The North... but you know how social media is, you think you are getting the whole story but they are very isolating points of view...

I really don't know what to believe, we will never get the whole story, but... this is what we are seeing...

It is important to see that regarding fame, Sophie is on her peak as an actress, while Joe Jonas' music career is been on a slum... I don't know... its her moment, is not weird that she wants to use this, to keep going out there, getting roles in movies and series, I gether that for actors is hard, you have this few moments in your whole career and you have to take them

Well, I don't know

But I'm lovin this misguidedGossip column though HAHAHA

[trinimusicophile]

Meghan Trainor - Me Too

Ow!

Who's that sexy thing I see over there? That's me, standin' in the mirror What's that icy thing hanging 'round my neck? Um, that's gold, show me some respect, oh

I thank God every day (uh, ha) That I woke up feelin' this way (uh, ha) And I can't help loving myself And I don't need nobody else, no, uh

If I was you, I'd wanna be me too I'd wanna be me too I'd wanna be me too

If I was you, I'd wanna be me too I'd wanna be me too I'd wanna be me too

I walk in like a dime piece I go straight to V.I.P. I never pay for my drinks My entourage behind me

My life's a movie, Tom Cruise So bless me, baby, achoo And even if they tried to They can't do it like I do

I thank God every day (uh, ha) That I woke up feelin' this way (uh, ha) And I can't help lovin' myself (wooh!) And I don't need nobody else, no, uh (baby)

If I was you, I'd wanna be me too I'd wanna be me too I'd wanna be me too (oh, ayy)

If I was you, I'd wanna be me too I'd wanna be me too I'd wanna be me too

Ow! (Turn the bass up) (Hahaha!) Turn the bass up Ow! (Turn the bass up) Let's go

I thank God every day (say to thank God) That I woke up feelin' this way (uh, ha) And I can't help loving myself (ow!) And I don't need nobody else, no, uh, baby

If I was you, I'd wanna be me too I'd wanna be me too I'd wanna be me too (oh)

If I was you, I'd wanna be me too I'd wanna be me too I'd wanna be me too

If I was you, I'd wanna be me too I'd wanna be me too I'd wanna be me too

If I was you, I'd wanna be me too I'd wanna be me too I'd wanna be me too

[nox-et-stellae]

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[zgvlt]

Hi👋🏻I'm here to say that I'm ABSOLUTELY ADORE your Riddle x Reader fic ❤️❤️❤️

vdoabsiwnshj I didn't expect my ask to be this long. Sorry(?)🙏💦 This is kind of embarrassing so I'm going anon🙈🙈

The way you portray Riddle and Reader is not really something I often seen in the fandom.

Instead of the quite common "Troublemaker x Rule Sticker" or "Slacker x Hard worker", it is "scholar-lord x scholar-lord", two people who have chemistry with each other, but put their first priority on studies instead of relationship is just🤌🤌 hsabpwycdkpshsvsjskskskwhwpb

Therefore, the ending is very satisfying for me🤭🤭 "Maybe more than friends, less than lovers"=my fave trope💁‍♀️ I'm so lovin' it~♡

About ur characterization of Riddle, I really like how his need of having to be the dominant one/in control is there and also very on point😭😭😭😭 He couldn't bear being looked down on/underestimated, to the point even something so small, like the reader sitting on desk would look like towering over him sorta irks him in a way---one of the reason why the 'empty classroom part' is my fave scene🥺🥺🥺

Listing other stuffs I like below. Or else, this ask would be longer than it already is🤣🤣🤣

the way you write Riddle thinking he is subtle with his thing, but is actually not😂

Riddle's lab coat voice line reference😆😆😆

Stages of feelings development from Riddle's side [jealousy/respect👉🏻adimiration👉🏻appreciation👉🏻adoration]

Riddle being 'dense, but not too dense'+"But why would you want my attention anyway? Because you wanted to be my friend?" Idk why this cracks me up so bad🤣🤣

The way Riddle goes from refusing the idea of like-like to as I interpret subconsciously(?) accept the inevitability coming and his jealousy dyed down at the end😲😲, to which his feelings is now "not yet on the crush phrase, but the fondness is there(?)"👀

Riddle refusing to use the L word🤣🤣🤣🤣

Jealousy from both sides are stemed from respect of the other person

"Jealousy won't just disappear because you befriend someone or end up loving them" Feeling sm resonance over this😭😭😭

How Reader seems calm and nonchalant, but can be quite emotional(?) I've always love the idea of Riddle's s/o being an emotionally mature person that would cool themselves down or both of them whenever thry sennse their argument is seemingly escalating

The argue part, plus I totally agree with you on the "Riddle would be good with someone who could argue with him."

Extra note on (10)

As I think arguments is not 100% a bad thing, clashes and conflicts can serve as a way of knowing each other on a deeper level+broaden perspectives (which I hc Riddle' would learn to appreciate), just careful the words not to hurt the other too much+properly make up

[talking about this fic]

oh my god you know when when the ask notif popped up i went to click it and my phone crashed i was like (!!!) is smth wrong with the ask? nathya getting hacked era? but no it was just my phone

anon who are u do i know u 🤔 you type like people i know but i'm also delusional so 🤷‍♀️ but also ANON not to be parasocial right now UR MY NEW BESTIE YOU GET ME YOU GET ME!! i thrive off of feedback like this so scrumptious while reading i went from 😴🤒😷 (i was feeling ill) to 🤩🤭😳 i was smiling and all!!

riddle... when he brings up the friend part he's sort of like, "i mean, if you were also jealous me, then maybe you wanted to be my friend. that was what i was going through"

(8) is me @ my own experiences 😝 since i like dumping my emotions and turning them into fics, but it's true! the people i've been most jealous of are easily my closest friends so yk! life advice from nathya HAHAHA /j

And yeah on (10) i agree! Of course there are healthy ways to go about it, as long as they remember to take a step back to properly communicate, but yeah to better phrase it I see Riddle best with someone who can challenge him, not just academically but in general (but academics is a good way to start)

[karasimpno]

Karasimpno’s Top 10 Posts of 2020!

Thank you so much to Jade (@honeybunny-sawamura) for tagging me in this and giving me a reason to celebrate myself! And also because I didn’t get around to doing an end of year appreciation post! First, here are my top ten posts of the year (based both on the stats and my personal preferences ;) ), and then I’m gonna talk a lil about folks I’m super grateful for!!!!

HQ Boys Seeing their S/O in Lingerie

This one kicked off my winter writing mini-marathon hahaha! I’m pretty proud of it - just some good ole fashioned boys lovin their sexy partner in lingerie!! Ft. Atsumu, Akaashi, Suga, Iwaizumi, and Sakusa

Bokuto//Back Muscles//2pm

Need I say more? Bokuto smut as a part of my 2:25 event! SMUT

Run Away With Me ft. Suga

Suga rushes over to your place to ask you a very important question. Whaddaya say? Fluff, part of my 25 Days of Ficmas event!

Sick Day ft. Akaashi

Ugh this one was so self indulgent for my Akaashi simping self but yeah. Things get a lil heated w Akaashi before he realizes your forehead is a lil heated and exerting yourself is the LAST thing you should be doing. Fluff with a dash of spice. Part of fluffvember!

The Party Goes With You ft. Kuroo

You don’t know his name, but you’re almost certain you’re in love with him. Mystery man Kuroo sweeps you off your feet during winning dances in the high-stakes poker game you deal for. Angsty, part of my 25 Days of Ficmas event!

What Happens If I Do This? Ft. Oikawa

You’ve been working hard and Oikawa just wants to make you feel better... fluff that gets a lil spicy (the best kind of fluff)

Graduation Button Ft. Kenma

This was such a sweet request I got where Kenma gives you his button at graduation. Fluff!

(Un)Wedded Bliss Ft. HardDom!Ennoshita

You and Ennoshita attend a wedding together, and dang if he doesn’t look good in a suit. It gets you thinking ideas that should probably wait until you get home, but Ennoshita’s gonna make you wait as long as possible before that happens. SMUT

Who Will Say It First? Ft. Asahi

You and your best friend are nearing the end of your high school year. Maybe it’s time you’re both honest with each other. Fluff:)

If I Loved You ft. Ushijima

You meet college volleyball star Ushijima Wakatoshi at the end of your senior year, not looking to get involved with anyone new. But a discussion about hypotheticals and a perfect night may end up surprising you. Fluff, part of my 25 Days of Ficmas event

Thank you so much to ALL OF YOU for following and liking and reblogging and commenting, it means the world to me and I read every one. I seriously do it for the serotonin hahahaha so I appreciate each and every one of you. Below the cut are some folks that I’ve particularly gotten joy from ilygsm

@chiefest-and-greatest-calamity you were literally my first follower and continue to be my biggest fan. I’ll never know what you see so much in my writing but I can’t tell you how much your support means to me. I love u SO MUCH and thank you for bringing a smile to my face with memes every day:) ily

@ceo-of-daichi LYDIA you were like one of my first ten followers and the first person to really encourage me to write smut heheheh so thank you for that. But beyond that, YOU’RE SO TALENTED I remember being floored when you followed me it felt like the beginning of making big strides for me. You were a huge role model to me in how I structured my blog and writing and stuff and it’s been so lovely to interact with you

@mrs-kuroojinguji aaaaa darling you’re so wonderful!! I’m so glad we’re moots and I love reading your writing!!!

@azo-musxas ugh GOD I PROMISE I’M GETTING TO YOUR OIKAWA REQ I’m sorry it’s taken forever!!! Ily please forgive me, I love going feral with you and seeing your comments on my posts <3

@heauxzenji IT WAS LITERALLY THE BIGGEST HONOR WHEN YOU FOLLOWED ME!!!!!! I adore everything you write and I just think you’re the coolest cucumber. You’re like hq tumblr royalty; I’m so glad we’re moots, thank you for being amazing <3

@honeybunny-sawamura JADE YOU ABSOLUTE ANGEL I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!! Idk what I did to be blessed by your constant love and support, you’re amazing and I love your writing, thank you for being such an incredible cheerleader

@tsumurai ILYSM you’re so cool I’m so glad we’re moots. You were such an incredible support during the 25 days of ficmas event and it meant so much to me!!

@waitforitillwritemywayout AAAA Sabi I’m so glad we interact so much now!! You used to really intimidate me bc I love everything about your blog but it warms my heart to know you a little better now:):)

@alto-march-of-death AL YOU ANGEL it’s been so good to get to know you recently, thank you so much for interacting so often, you’re such a sweetheart and I feel like we’re very similar :) makes me happy to see you on my dash

@kodzurin ugh. Darling. I love you so much. I love seeing you interact with all your character anons (yes all of them, but especially one ;) ) and I’m so glad we’re moots. I love your work and I selfishly hope you post more of it!!! 

@daichis-kitty Kat you are my whole life omg your comments and tags on my posts recently mean the WORLD TO ME and you just fill my heart with joy ILYSM THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR LOVE N SUPPORT

@keishinslove I’m so GLAD we bonded over our love for Ukai Keishin, 26, high school volleyball coach last week like I just felt like I had a kindred spirit there and I’m so glad we met <3

@helloaisabelle AISY I - I’m so grateful that we chatted for so long the other night about writing and everything. Your writing is seriously incredible and it was so nice to just talk about writing in general. I know we like just became moots but I really kinda already consider you a friend haha I just really enjoyed talking to you and I think you’re wonderful <3

@lovingseijoh​, @datech, @chaotickatts, @kenmasbb, @b0ba-chan, @aiiishiiiteru, @tetsurolls, @atsubos, @softsakusa​, @prettysetterbaby​ I still cannot beLIEVE each of you follows me. Y’all are like hq tumblr royalty to me and I’m so GRATEFUL that you follow me. Thank you for being such inspirations and for making me so excited to be here. Thank you thank you thank you.

@karasunobbys, @matsukipple, @kingdoms--night--star, @crescentsteel @tsumtsumland see you guys on my dash all the time and it makes me happy!!!

and of course I’d be remiss if I didn’t give the BIGGEST THANK U to @bluntkingkuroo for getting me into this show, for beta reading all my shit, for indulging me in tom foolery, and for generally being a great friend. so grateful I’ve known you this long!!!! thank u for enabling me lol

[saranghanuuu]

7 SIGNS THAT YOU HAVE TRUE FRIENDS - as taught by Hospital Playlist!

1. Good Friends Accept You for Who You Are

2. Friends Stick Around During the Good Times and the Bad

3. A Real Friend Celebrates Life With You

4. True Friends Will Make the Time to See You

5. A Real Friend Will Tell You the Truth, Even If You Don’t Like

6. A True Friend Encourages You to Achieve Your Goals

7. A Real Friend Helps Us Feel Comfortable in Our Own Skin

Hah~ Hospital Playlist ended and it's like a part of me has been taken away, enough to make me feel empty. This drama officially made it to my list of fave Korean dramas and so far, my highly recommended this 2020. There are a bunch of lovely things about Hospital Playlist worth remembering - a feel-good drama about friendship, all forms of love, and career - not to mention those wonderful, relatable OSTs to top them all off. Reminiscing all these makes me emotional. So in order for me to cope up with the showhole, I watched this drama again. And guess what? Watching Hospital Playlist for the second time made me uncover interesting things among seemingly trivial matters. I'm now even more intrigued about season 2 next year slash whole year of suffering in waiting ㅠㅠ

Things I'm looking out for in season 2:

Winter Garden relationship progress - Knowing that Jeongwon and Gyeoul are innocent with the matters of the heart, I'm aching to know their level of crazy towards each other. Isn't it impressive that they commenced their love with a kiss? What's there to it as the romance deepens? They've been holding their feelings back for a long time and it's now ready to explode! Merely thinking about this makes me go... 🤭😍

Ikjun-Songhwa-Chi Hong - As we know, the writer-director duo of this drama is notorious for blowing the viewers' minds about who the characters will end up with. It's highly likely that they'll do this again with the Ikjun-Songhwa-Chi Hong love triangle. We've been hinted on season 1 that Ikjun and Songhwa are each other's first love's. There are lingering feelings for sure, knowing that Songhwa neither accepted nor rejected Ikjun's advances and eventual confession. But with the addition of Chi Hong in the middle, what would make it different? My shares are for keeps on Ikjun until next year ('coz why not him? I am for the bestfriend of 20 years of course!) But who knows? I might sell them for Chi Hong depending on the situation ㅋㅋㅋ

Junwan and Iksun's love might... Bear a child? - I know this is shocking, but I'm not saying this without basis. I think their scene on episode 8 won't be there for nothing. Yeah... I may be wrong. But we are aware that Junwan dreams to marry Iksun. They're also very much worried making a long distance relationship work out. What if it's cut short due Iksun's sudden pregnancy? Will this cause Iksun to finally believe in marriage? I also can't wait to see Ikjun's reaction once he knows about this. He won't stand still HAHAHA

Seokhyung, Minha, and the ex-wife - I am finding Seokhyung's situation to be the most complicated among 99즈. Seokhyung obviously cares for Minha, but afraid to do anything as he's been too much wounded. Minha likes him, yes, but is she willing to wholeheartedly accept him and his painful past? Also, that last scene on season 1. Why is ze ex-wife calling him? Well knowing Seokhyung (in the drama, not personally ㅋㅋㅋ), there is no chance for reconciliation. However, will the ex-wife intervene between Seokhyung and Minha? That is a possibility, especially since Seokhyung feels terribly sorry for her.

What I'll miss the most about Hospital Playlist:

The band sessions

Ikjun's funny antics

Songhwa and Junwan's mukbang sesh, and Gyeoul's too

Jeongwon's drumming skills putting boom boom into my heart (♬You send my soul sky high when your lovin' starts♬)

Seokhyung's ob-gyn/outpatient scenes. I love them for some reason haha. I wonder what if Songhwa gets pregnant next season. Will he go to Seokhyung for consultation?

Ikjun and Junwan's bromance. They might turn into bro's-in-law in season 2!

Songhwa's vocal (though some may not warrant it to be called v o c a l but still ㅋㅋㅋ)

The residents of Yulje Hospital, especially Do Jae Hak. I can totally relate to him on episode 12.

Drama seasons aren't my thing. I will not get used to it. But for Hospital Playlist, I'm making an exception. CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU AGAIN NEXT YEAR!

[taixju]

Aaaaaaaah! I don’t know how but I started a conversation about ✨daddy kink✨ with one of my friend. And she said she doesn’t understand which character could embody this role. And I was like: Toji, Lovin and Capitaine Glacier from Sugar Sugar rune, Reiner and 💓Jean💓 S4. But I send these messages too quickly 😂😂 she was speechless.

For a moment, I forget this was really life friend and not tumblr buddy 😂

All of that to say: I LOVE HAVING THESE SORT OF CONVERSATION WITH PEOPLE WHO UNDERSTAND ( like you baby girl ) 💓

tw: mentions of degrading, dirty talk, daddy kink

ABAHAHAHAHA DADDY KINK OMF — I understand this but my friends are pretty kinky LMAO my friend told me of this hook up they had and the guy was dirty talking to the max calling them things like cum dump 😭🤭 that’s a little intense for me but yeah, just to give you a picture of what kind of friends I have HAHAHA BUT YES your thirsts are always welcome in my inbox 🤪

[eberles]

Our Song

JJ Maybank

(gif is not mine, if it’s yours lmk and I’ll give credit:)

Request: hi! I have another song request for JJ 🙈( I hope they are never annoying I just love listening to the songs and remembering what you wrote!!! don’t feel pressured to write this one HAHAHA) Our Song by Taylor Swift?! I don’t have any specific request I just love a good JJ fluff !!!

A/N: They are never annoying!! i think it’s so cute 🥺and i love writing them!! this one is super soft btw brace yourselves! all of the italics are flashbacks of JJ explaining your song basically, bold = lyrics

Warnings: none, sickening amounts of fluff lol

I was riding shotgun with my hair undone in the front seat of his car. He’s got a one hand feel on the steering wheel, the other on my heart

"Baby, is something wrong?” JJ looked over at you curiously as you were looking around and turning the radio down.

“Nothing, I was just thinking how we don’t have a song.” you responded back looking over at him in the drivers seat.

“Our song is...”

Our song is the slamming screen doors, sneakin out late, tappin on your window. When we’re on the phone and you talk real slow, cause it’s late and your mama don’t know

You had just gotten home from a date with JJ about an hour ago and you barely made it with a few minutes to spare for your curfew. Even though JJ only dropped you off an hour ago you were already talking on the phone with him while you got ready for bed.

“You’re talking really slow, babe.” JJ laughed into the phone, making fun of you.

“My moms sleeping, i’d just rather not wake her.” you said trying to explain.

“Would it be easier to see me in person?” As soon as the words came out of his mouth through the phone you could hear a tapping on your window. He didn’t, you thought. Yet, you weren’t exactly surprised when you looked out your window and saw your beautiful boyfriend.

“JJ? What are you doing? I thought you went home.” you asked sticking your head out the window of your 2 story home.

“I did, but I missed you, so I came back. Come keep me company.” JJ attempted a whisper careful not to wake your sleeping parents.

“JJ Maybank wants me to sneak out! What are the odds?” you joked making his roll his eyes and give you his best puppy eyes while saying, “please” multiple times.

“Okay okay i’m coming!” you laughed and started climbing out your window, scaling the side of your house. Lucky for you, you’ve done this a few times.

Our song is the way you laugh, the first date, and when I got home before I said amen asking god if he could play it again. I was walking up the front porch steps after everything that day had gone all wrong and been trampled on and lost and thrown away

“So, how was the date?” John B asked JJ, wanting to hear about the first date he had with you the night prior.

“Man, I didn’t kiss her, and I should have.” JJ kept his answer simple, only regretting one thing from the night before, everything else was perfect.

“Well, is there gonna be a second one?” JJ thought about John B’s question for a moment, but he already knew the answer.

“Hell yea, she’s amazing.” John B looked at JJ with a shocked face because usually JJ didn’t get too caught up with relationships, but he saw something different this time.

“Then it sounds like there will be plenty of other time for kissing.” John B added making JJ nod his head in agreement and John B swore he could see JJ’s cheeks light up with a small blush just thinking about the possibility of kissing you.

You agreed the night was perfect, so perfect that you even went home from your first date with JJ and prayed to god there would be a second one. Hopefully he would kiss you on that one. You weren’t usually one to pray, but you had a good feeling about that one. About him. Originally you were having such a terrible first part of the day that you almost cancelled your first date with JJ, but wanted to hopefully lift your spirits you continued to go on it. Once you got home, you couldn’t believe how well it went, imagine if you did cancel.

Got to the hallway, well on my way to my lovin bed. I almost didn’t notice all the roses and the note that said...

When you arrived home from another date with JJ, you noticed a note from him on your bed accompanied by a bunch of roses. you weren’t sure how he did it while he was with you all night, but it made your heart melt. You guys had been dating for a few months at this point and he just wanted to show how much you mean to him.

The note talked about how important you were to him and how much he cherished having you in his life. You meant the world to him and every minute he spent with you was better than the last. Crying at the sweetness of the note you decided to sneak out of your house and go visit JJ at the chateau where you knew he was staying. Once you got there John B opened the door letting you in and calling for JJ.

“Baby? What are you doing here?”JJ asked surprised to see you. Usually he was the one to go over to your house after dates. JJ took your hand and led you into the spare room that he usually slept in when he stayed at John B’s.

“I got your note, and I wanted to thank you in person. I don’t know how you got the roses in my house, but I thought it was really sweet, babe.” you gushed telling him exactly how you felt. JJ sat down on the bed as your spoke and pulled you into him so you were sitting on his lap. He had a little bit of a blush on his cheeks since he’s not used to showing his soft side.

“I just wanted you to know I appreciate you, pretty girl.” JJ whispered, leaning in to kiss you and when he had you wrapped your arms around his neck and deepened the kiss.

I was riding shotgun with my hair undone in the front seat of his car. I grabbed a pen and an old napkin and I wrote down our song

“Do you have a pen in here?” you said reaching out to grab the napkin that was wrapped around your coffee cup from earlier.

“Yea babe, check in the glove box, why?” JJ watched you out of the corner of his eye while you searched around in the compartment for a pen. Once you found one you started to scribble words on the napkin.

“I’m writing down our song, bub.” you spoke as if it should’ve been obvious. “I’ve heard every album,” you added.

“Listened to the radio,” JJ interrupted.

“Waiting for something to come along that was as good as our song.” you agreed with him, impressed he was able to finish part of your sentence. “Keep telling me more of our song.”

[onyxheartbeat]

I’ve been tagged by @astarkey to list four songs I’ve been listening to on repeat lately. Thanks girl! By the way, I’m sorry to everyone who has tagged me for something lately that I didn’t get around to doing. I’ve been exhausted by life!

I’ve been listening to a lot of Big Klit and hip-hop throwbacks lately, hahaha.

FSU / Big Klit Wanna Get To Know You / G-Unit One Call Away / Chingy Thug Lovin / Ja Rule

I tag @awesomgrlgr8job @finckyoufreeky @steelewrites @tastesofwhiskey @nemesesofneglect @batwingsbee @everoutoftouch

[shmothman]

Mothed man anon: *crashes through door on roller skates* I SAW YOU TAG INDRID AS YOUR HUSBAND AND I GOTTA KNOW. DO YOU HAVE WEDDING IDEAS?

HAHAHA... *do* I have wedding ideas—my dude ive only been fantasizing about marrying mothman for over a YEAR now—

Yes. Yes I have ideas.

I am putting this under a read more bc not everyone wants to see my insane wall of text wrt marrying mothman

Just kidding I can’t figure out how to do that on mobile im so sorry everyone

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Indrid’s feelings on marriage are a bit complicated. On one hand, he doesn’t necessarily feel like he has to get married for their love to be “official.” He knows how much they love him, and they know how much he loves them. On the other hand, Indrid essentially gave up on romance when he came to earth, so he’s beyond giddy to be able to spend every day with the person he loves, and to tie the knot, as it were. And receiving Sylvain’s blessing is a marriage tradition that he would like to be able to experience. Basically, as long as his partner wants to be married, he does too. So, although there’s no “legal” marriage between Indrid and his partner on earth (bc well. He’s not exactly a citizen), they do have their own ceremonies to pledge their undying love make it “official.”

Wedding ceremonies on Sylvain are sort of akin to the Celtic tradition of handfasting. The couple joins hands, and Sylvain (or, sometimes, the interpreter) bestows her blessing on them for a life of happiness. Indrid, as the (retired) Seer, is technically a high level official, but I think he would turn down most of the pomp and circumstance that comes with an Official Sylvan Wedding. Indrid loves his home planet, and he loves his goddess, but Earth is is home now. So the ceremony takes place in Kepler, with Sylvain—speaking through Aubrey—presiding over the event. All of Indrid and his partner’s friends attend. It’s still a rather small group, but they’re both more than happy with that. They both cry. (Indrid cries a lot. he’s literally never been so happy in his life.) Aubrey cries. Barclay cries. The afterparty is legendary. (As for mothperson wedding attire, I picture it as similar to what I wrote him wearing in the Gala chapter of Can’t See Me Lovin Nobody But You. What his partner wears is up to you!)

His partner might want an Earth-style wedding as well—if they want their human family and friends to be able to attend without knowing the truth about Indrid. I don’t see this one being much different from their other ceremony (though of course, if there are traditions from his partner’s culture, Indrid would absolutely want those incorporated into their weddings as well) but Indrid wears his disguise. It’s probably a small, quiet affair, close family and friends only. Even if it’s the second ceremony, Indrid cries. He’s just. So in love, y’all.

[elleaveryblog]

***Lost That Lovin' Feelin' & And A Lil Somethin' About FUCK***

Whoa-oh-whoa-oahhh-whoa... You've lost that lovin' feeeeelin' whoa-oh that lovin' feeeelin'..you've lost that lovin' feelin'..now it's gone, gone, gone...whoa-oh-whoa- oahhh-whoa..buh-dum-buh-dum-buh-dummm...yada yada fuckin' yada!

I've been single long enough that this exerpted portion of a song, has become my theme song! It's pathetic and hilarious to me...but shameless none the less.. =P

I've chosen this because a month ago I was sad and going through the whole 'whoe is me' phase of being single, alone, yada yada.. ~After that was about a week of sexual hunger, fearing I'd never survive not being able to kiss, cuddle, and make love to another person...even just be close to someone...we've all been through it! Though it feels pretty lonely and as if 'everyone' else has someone, doesn't it?!?

Once I got past that..I felt stronger and more intune with myself...and no I don't mean I relished in masterbation! Hahaha! I mean, being alone, as in single...you are left to get to know yourself better...keep yourself company and expand your personality as it suits you...being there's not the other person to entertain you.. you are left to take over yourself and make life interesting! ..I've thrown myself into my creative hobbies and talents, obviously one being this online diary...which I love and I'm sooo grateful it's available to me, and free..as I'm broke! It can be a true trial of strength and especially during that vulnerable stage of sexual hunger, as I call it, old flames and the general hottie population become a part of your fantasies...I found myself considering what I'd never have thought a good idea in a more stable set of mind...I maintained, though I flirted wildly, my diginity...not that the guys and girls I had in mind were no good for me, just that I knew it'd be something I didn't really need to deal with at the time...yada yada yada...I need this time alone to sort my life out here...get everything settled and be stable in life again..

So, I've lost that lovin' feelin'...my mind is on accomplishments...not lusting after my next cuddle-buddy or erotic love-slave...hahaha.. There's always a loop hole for my much needed pleasure...this girl's got quite the hunger for the lovin' feelin'...

Speaking of fucking, here's a little grammar and history lesson on the word FUCK (looked up on www.dictionary.com)... enjoy the brain food and g’night.. 

FUCK

2 entries found for fuck. fuck ( P ) Pronunciation Key (fk) Vulgar Slang v. fucked, fuck·ing, fucks v. tr. To have sexual intercourse with. To take advantage of, betray, or cheat; victimize. Used in the imperative as a signal of angry dismissal.

v. intr. To engage in sexual intercourse. To act wastefully or foolishly. To interfere; meddle. Often used with 'with'.

n. An act of sexual intercourse. A partner in sexual intercourse. A despised person. Used as an intensive: What the fuck did you do that for?

interj. Used to express extreme displeasure.

Phrasal Verbs: fuck off Used in the imperative as a signal of angry dismissal. To spend time idly. To masturbate. fuck over To treat unfairly; take advantage of. fuck up To make a mistake; bungle something. To act carelessly, foolishly, or incorrectly. To cause to be intoxicated.

------------------------------------------------------------ -------------------- [Middle English, attested in pseudo-Latin fuccant, (they) fuck, deciphered from gxddbov.] Word History: The obscenity fuck is a very old word and has been considered shocking from the first, though it is seen in print much more often now than in the past. Its first known occurrence, in code because of its unacceptability, is in a poem composed in a mixture of Latin and English sometime before 1500. The poem, which satirizes the Carmelite friars of Cambridge, England, takes its title, “Flen flyys,” from the first words of its opening line, “Flen, flyys, and freris,” that is, “fleas, flies, and friars.” The line that contains fuck reads “Non sunt in coeli, quia gxddbov xxkxzt pg ifmk.” The Latin words “Non sunt in coeli, quia,” mean “they [the friars] are not in heaven, since.” The code “gxddbov xxkxzt pg ifmk” is easily broken by simply substituting the preceding letter in the alphabet, keeping in mind differences in the alphabet and in spelling between then and now: i was then used for both i and j; v was used for both u and v; and vv was used for w. This yields “fvccant [a fake Latin form] vvivys of heli.” The whole thus reads in translation: “They are not in heaven because they fuck wives of Ely [a town near Cambridge].”

Source: The American Heritage® Dictionary of the English Language, Fourth Edition Copyright © 2000 by Houghton Mifflin Company. Published by Houghton Mifflin Company. All rights reserved. [Buy it]

fuck

n : slang terms for sexual intercourse [syn: fucking, screw, screwing, ass, piece of ass, roll in the hay, shag] v : have sexual intercourse with; "This student sleeps with everyone in her dorm"; "Adam knew Eve" (know is archaic); "Were you ever intimate with this man?" [syn: love, make out, make love, sleep with, get laid, have sex, know, do it, be intimate, have intercourse, have it away, have it off, screw, jazz, eff, hump, lie with, bed, have a go at it, bang, get it on, bonk]

Source: WordNet ® 1.6, © 1997 Princeton University

[winter-barnes]

Hide N’ Seek

Summary: When the power goes out, why would you do anything other than play hide and seek?

Pairings: Peter Parker x Reader, Avengers x Reader

Warnings: None (:

Word Count: 1.6k

A/n: Second night in a row writing imagines and I’m really lovin it. This is the longest one I’ve ever written so that's fun hahaha. As always, feedback is appreciated and I apologize for any grammatical/spelling/characterization mistakes!(: I’m also open to doing requests (:

You were sat on one of the two loveseats in the living room of the compound. You were sprawled out across the seat, legs dangling off of the armrest, blanket up to your chin, and hand hanging down the front of the seat. Peter was lying on the floor in front of you. He was cuddled against the front of the loveseat, absent-mindedly playing with your fingers that dangled next to his face (a face you had grown to find particularly handsome). Nat, Clint, and Sam were on the couch sharing one huge blanket and munching on individual bowls of popcorn. Steve was on another loveseat next to Tony, and they were arguing over who was hogging the most blanket which made you giggle to yourself. Bucky was lying on the floor on his stomach, his metal arm holding up his head as he watched the movie that was playing on the flatscreen T.V.

Everything was great. You were watching a movie with your closest friends and were finally able to relax after having been on a week-long mission. Your eyes flicker to the wall made of windows and see that it’s rather dark out for only being three in the afternoon, and a few seconds later you hear the patter of rain pouring down onto the roof and streaking down the windows. There’s thunder, lightning, and heavy winds.

“Steve, Tony, shut up for two seconds.” Nat shushes their arguing, “This is my favorite part.” She holds one arm out toward them as if to say ‘stop.’ 

“I didn’t know Captain America could be such a blanket hogger.” Tony retorts, ignoring Nat’s request as he tugs the blanket back closer to him.

“Me?” Steve points to himself with a look of shock on his face. “Look at me! My legs are completely exposed!” Without looking, Bucky throws a spare throw blanket at him and you chuckle. Right as Nat’s favorite part is about to come up, the power goes out. You immediately fly up, your hand grasping Peter’s since he was already playing with your fingers. You despised the power going out, it always scared you. You hated the sound of everything in the building shutting down, leaving you in complete, ear-ringing silence. 

“Whoa, Y/N,” Peter sits up aswell at your sudden movement and turns his head to look back at you. “Are you okay?” You nod forgetting that he can’t actually see you. 

“Yeah, yeah I’m okay.” You whisper. You hear a groan that you already know came from Bucky as he presumably stands up.

“We were just about to see if the Muppets made enough money to get their studio back!” He groans. You hear Nat release a snort at his comment and you crack a small smile. 

“Well the backup generator isn’t working and I don’t entirely want to spend my day off fixing it, so here are some flashlights,” Tony says as he throws each Avenger a flashlight. You catch the one he throws to you against your chest and quickly turn it on. After a few seconds, everyone has theirs turned on.

“Why’s mine pink?” Peter asks, his face scrunched up, and you can’t help but let out a laugh at his pink light. He hits your arm softly with his light and you hit him with yours. You begin to feel better about your fear after distracting yourself.

“Well? What do we do now?” You ask the rest of the team. They all just shrug and look around. You get an idea and immediately smile. “Let’s play hide and seek!” Peter shoots up in excitement and Tony looks down with a hand settled on his forehead. When no one shoots the idea down, they decide to play and make you count first since you had suggested the game. 

“Make sure to count all the way to thirty, Y/N!” Sam yells. “And no peeking! I will know if you peek, I’m badass like that.”

“Okay, okay shut up and go hide.” You yell back as you try to control your giggles. You stand in the corner of the room and cover your eyes as you begin counting.

“28… 29… 30!” You shout. “Ready or not here I come!” You grab your flashlight and make your way through the dark compound. You made a rule that you can only hide on this floor so it wouldn’t be too hard to find everyone. First, you check the kitchen. You quickly find Clint hiding behind the door to one of the pantries.

“Really? I’m the first one?” Clint asks, a feigned look of hurt on his face. You just laugh in response and keep moving. 

After Clint it was Nat, then Sam, then Bucky and Steve who hid together in the bathtub, and then Peter. You couldn’t for the life of you find Tony, so everyone got together and went on a search to find him. Eventually, Nat found him stuffed underneath one of the couches. 

“Took you long enough,” Tony grunts as he slides out from his hiding spot. “It was starting to get a bit stuffy down there,” he smirks as he runs his hands down his shirt to rid of any dust. You just roll your eyes and shove his shoulder.

“It’s your turn, Stark.” You say. He holds his hands up and stands in the corner. You look around to find a spot, and right as you’re about to start walking, a hand grabs your wrist. You turn around and see Peter behind you, his strong hand wrapped lightly around your wrist and a finger against his lips. He tugs you in the opposite direction and you willingly follow. He pulls you into your room and points under the bed. You nod as he lets go of your wrist. The spot that he held was warm under his touch, and you can continue to feel that warmth even after he let go. You lightly touch it before you hear Tony yell:

“...30! Ready or not… here I come!” You quickly scramble to get under the bed with Peter. Once you get situated, you’re sat shoulder to shoulder with him. You turn to look at him and he looks at you. You’re very close. Very, very close. In fact, you were so much closer than you expected to be that you feel your breath hitch in your throat, and you hope to whatever God exists that he can’t hear your heartbeat drastically increasing in the complete silence. 

But he can hear it, and at that moment he wishes he had the courage to just kiss you and finally admit to you how he feels. He doesn’t do that though. Instead, he breaks your gaze and watches the crack underneath the door, watching for Tony’s penguin socks that you had gotten him for Christmas that year. 

You look down at your hands as you hold yourself up with your elbows. Just talk to him. You think to yourself, but you know it’s not that simple. This was the boy you had been crushing on for months now. This was the boy who would let you paint his nails for fun when you were bored. This was the boy who would help you prank Tony or Thor (and sometimes, when you both were feeling particularly annoying, Tony and Thor) just for the shits and giggles. You were terrified of ruining the friendship you two had created over your little (huge) crush. So you didn’t. You kept it to yourself for the last five months and tried to suppress your feelings. Although, suppressing your feelings for this boy was really hard at times, and this was one of those times. 

 “I think I hear him coming,” Peter whispers, looking over to meet your eyes once more. All you could do was nod your head, scared that if you opened your mouth to talk nothing would come out. Or worse, you wouldn’t be able to keep it shut. You were scared that if you opened your mouth all of your feelings would spill out and you wouldn’t be able to stop the waterfall of words that would pour from your slightly chapped lips.

Peter didn’t take his eyes off of yours, he scanned over your face as if memorizing every little detail, every little imperfection that he thought only made you even more perfect. You notice his jaw tighten and you wish you could read his mind, just to know what he was thinking in this moment. He lets out a low breath and slowly brings his hand to your face. His thumb traces lightly along your jaw, leaving goosebumps in its wake, then trails over your bottom lip. You feel goosebumps rise on your arms as a shiver runs down your spine. 

“I, I uhm,” Peter stumbles over his words causing you to smile. He sees your smile and relaxes slightly. “God, you’re so pretty.” He whispers. His hand rests on your cheek as he pulls you in for a kiss. You melt into him, using one arm to tangle your fingers in his hair while the other one holds you up. He removes his hand from your cheek and wraps his arm around your waist, pulling you as close to him as he can. In that moment, you forget about being squished underneath your bed, and you forget that you’re hiding from Tony. All you can think about is how Peter Parker called you pretty and is finally kissing you. You’re so full of emotion and blinded by the feeling of Peter’s soft lips against yours that you don’t even hear the footsteps enter your room.

“Gotcha-” Tony starts to shout as he lifts the skirt of your bed but quickly stops after seeing the situation playing out in front of him. He slowly sets the skirt down and mumbles as he walks away, “I knew I should have let Nat check this spot.”

[ellsey]

Agents of Shield Rewatch 5x08 The Last Day

It’s wee Robin! And Jemma! And May!

Well this looks like fun...

Awwww Phil and Melinda are so happy to see each other

Omg Deke you are such a poop hahaha

:( Well this doesn’t sound good for the people left in the Lighthouse

“This is the day it all ends” oh dear

Daisy is super sweet 

They’re Fitzsimmoning together I could cry out of happiness

So Deke’s dad seems like he was pretty smart too...

Look I just want to know everything about the Fitzsimmons family that I can

Yaaaaaaaaaaasssssss lab sex time

Which actually sounds super uncomfortable and unhygienic but get it anyway you two

“You’re the one I trust to always have my back’ TEARS

2022 Flashback featuring unbelieving Fitz and A WEDDING RING???

OUR VERY FIRST WEDDING RING SHOT WHAT A TIME TO BE ALIVE

Awwww Robin is trying so hard :(

Mack and his shot gun ax my real OTP

They unleashed those monsters on the general pop???

NOT COOL KASIUS

Don’t interrupt Fitz and Simmons DAD

Oh well I hope they made the most of the time they had

Elena is not about working with the Kree while poor May is trying to hold it all together

Nooooo Mack died in the past :(

Uh oh, Deke knows that this dude whose name I can’t remember did something to his dad

These roach things are well animated but also they are gross

DON’T TRUST HIM DAISY

“Jemma did you lock the door?” That little smile on his face indicates that he thinks more lab lovin is coming. 

Sorry Fitzy

Fitz having to hear about Jemma’s death is probably enough to break anyone

Nooooooooooooo Robin!

ROBIN DESERVED BETTER

SHE CALLED MAY MOM MY HEART

I can’t believe May got her child and raised her and loved her but then had to be separated from her whyyyyyyyyy

This is legit breaking my heart

Mack, Elena, and Flint are up here leading a revolution and I love it

I love having (most) of my family back together if only to comfort each other like this

Who’s Flint??????? OH BOY

I guess Sinara and Kasius are still there whatever

This episode is kind of hard to watch, not only for what Jemma says, that we shouldn’t see someone at the beginning and the end of their life, but also for the pain of seeing May get what she always wanted, but knowing that it’s going to cause her even more pain. But I’m also happy knowing that she got to be a mother, something she had probably given up on. 

So this episode gets a 1000000000000/10 on the Heartbreak scale, but also a 1000000/10 on the Heartwarming scale. It also gets a 5000000/10 on the Fitzsimmons scale because they clearly get married and that makes my heart super happy. Also Flint, Elena, and Mack get my Interstellar Revolutionaries Award for fighting the power.

When I thought of what song I wanted for this episode, I decided I wanted something for May and Robin and quickly thought of this song. It’s something I sang to both my son and my daughter when they were wee babes in the middle of the night, so I have a lot of fond memories of it. Also the lyrics seem to particularly fit May and her daughter. So here’s “Lullaby” by the Dixie Chicks.

[talkfastromance4]

this aint a request but this shot into me head while being on the loo for approx 30 minutes (yeah tmi iknowsorry) BUT i wanna learn more about Mama. I mean ofc Lily and Lu are our stars but Mama deserves some good lovin too (in more way than one looool) like she is with a freakin rockstar ffs. I can see Mama being overwhelmed with Lu and his way of living at first. Im really curious and really stuck im my bathroom right now

Hahaha I love everything about this ask. Okay, I love mama too and I’m so so happy you want her to have some lovin too! That’s why I always try to incorporate her in blurbs and discussions because we wouldn’t have Lily (or Posy) without her! So mama’s a tough cookie. She knew of Luke being in a band but it never really scared her or freaked her out that much. He’s still the cute guy at the Dream Bean she’s sneak glances at💕 but anyway, the paparazzi would be a little intimidating, she knows Luke will keep her and Lily safe but she has to bite her tongue from speaking to them. She balances being a mom, a girlfriend and a paralegal like a boss cause she’s a queen but then when Lily is at her dads she LOVES how Luke dotes on her for those two days. Massages, bubble baths, going out to dinner, sexy time with her rockstar, she loves it. Just as much as she loves watching frozen and moana for the 10th time with Luke and Lily on the couch. Her life is great and she loves her family so much💕