#haha youch.

[mutatiio]

what colour does your love feel like??

deep staining red. ripped out confessions, warm velvety whispers and a heart like an open wound. your love flows out like dripping blood, beautiful, flawed and twisted. it's gut wrenching, the type of painfully dramatic feeling that makes you clutch your chest, picturing dramatic monologues about love and loving and big screen over the top scenes of sobbing into your pillow until you fall asleep. it rips out of you, clawing it's way up your throat more so than tumbling out. sticky words that just need to be let out, feelings so big they don't fit inside you. your love isn't easy, it's a true bloody mess, dripping and staining everything it touches in a desperate attempt to be seen, to be felt, to be loved back. and you, you love so hard, so deeply, so much for someone who carries all that pain. atlas holding up the world, how are you? is your love still flowing? is your heart still open? still pumping and bleeding and dripping with blood and tears? still painting your beautiful pictures and writing your love letters in deeply personal red ink? because i see them, i read them, i love them and you, you, you, you. clench your chest, scream your love, cry it out. spill your words of loving, keep your heart beating, keep your love coming and paint the entire world red with it. make it in your image, keep going, it's okay. maybe one day the whole world can be red and loved and beautiful just like you.

tagged by: @misfittcd ( thank yoooooooou ) tagging: @rottingkiss / @debelltio / @alootus / @mayxthexforce ( jyl or johhar?? ) / @jeditrash / @jedibetray / @acharnemcnt

[wambsgender]

it's just, tom—it's like, i'm super grateful? tom? for the milk? like, that's ... it's super kind, and there is. so much of it. uh must have taken, quite a bit of ... pumping? ahah... youch! for sure! yeah um, but the thing is that i'm kinda lactose intolerant maybe? so it's not really viable, for me to ingest without uh, a sort of, consequence per se............... huh? it's what? wh................ well, how does that even.......................wow. no, i just don't understand, like scientifically i don't know if— how that's possibl—ok, OK, ok, no, tom, that's fine, i don't need to know, you're right, it's great! i'm thrilled. haha, yayy

[elizakai]

Hay :D

Can you tell us what do you use to color your drawings on traditional? I need some tips •́⁠ ⁠ ⁠‿⁠ ⁠,⁠•̀

why hello!! Sorry for such a late answer!!

so, I’m a fun little something we call ✨inconsistent✨(sigh) so while I may not be the best person to ask…but here’s things I commonly use color wise (favored art supply dump)

Alchohol ink markers

I use these most, they are a beautiful thing, my favorite are Ohuhu as they are high quality and a much lower price then brands such as Copic. (Can you taste the salt.)

They have less blend ability in comparison to Copic but are overall a much better investment if you ask me! They are great for a more smooth look! Another one I have around that I use for less saturated colors is touch youch youch

I very much prefer brush pens over the chiseled ones, for a paint like experience, and more dynamic application! Again these are just personal preference!

(I have a bad habit of opening ink capsules and painting with ink. I would not necessarily recommend this.)

Watercolor

There’s lots of pretty nice watercolor you can get for a pretty cheap price! The ones I prefer currently are MeiLiang, I got them online for a good price and they are very nice!

That said I do mix around different brands and such, whatever is on hand.

Gel pens

I love gel pens, even if you just have like one or two it’s such a difference!! I love just having white ones for adding little details and such to drawings! You can also get colors if you like! I use the Jellyrollers!

Colored pencils

a lot of people hate colored pencils which I get, but I find them very helpful for detailing (when I have motivation to do so lol) I often use them on top of drawings I’ve layed down a base of alcohol ink with! That way it has a clean base and can add the fun texture and stuff afterwards!! Those smooth looks can be achieved with pencils alone, I often just don’t have time for that :) it’s very fun though, layering is key with pencils

I do very much enjoy prismicolor colored pencils!!! It’s an investment I don’t regret lol, although I’m sure any soft core colored pencils would have the same effect!!

Posca

occasionally I use posca markers for large poster sized drawings, esp for the ink capsules. I like the paint coverage!! That said they can be a pain to work with.

it’s probably not good to be like me and use all of this on sketch paper. (I know. I’m aware that that is psychotic.) but I do normally use sketch paper, getting some multi medium paper might be good if you are interested in paints inks and pencils though, that way you can use it for all of the above :))

Color wise that’s what I commonly mix and match with, when it comes to pens my FAVORITE pens to sketch or do lineart with are Tombow calligraphy pens. Simple brush pens, it makes detailing harder but I enjoy the dynamics. There’s lots of micro pens you can find for small details as well!! I also prefer to use mechanical pencils for sketching, simply because the mechanical lead stays thin and sharp instead of getting dull. That said, I use very cheap mechanical pencils, and sometimes you need a full pencil depending on the project.

There’s a little mini rant on the art supplies I use color wise, again these are just my preferences from what I’ve tried!! I’m by no means a professional haha, i very much experiment and make a mess of things!

Traditional art can become…quite the investment. Especially when it comes to buying all of the art supplies as your resources dwindle. I have to buy new art supplies much more often than I’d like to admit.

All that said, I am a firm believer of art being able to be formed from any medium!! >:D

be it a simple 2b pencil, a ballpoint pen, or crayons products, I think anything can be used to make something really pretty :))

Only real advice I have is don’t be scared to mix and match, get messy, and experiment!! Do whatever’s most fun, and don’t think you can’t make something great from something simple!! There’s no real rules. Only techniques and suggestions. It can be daunting because there’s no undo button in traditional art, but I think that’s a really good way to expand your abilities :0 it teaches you to roll with mess ups and learn how to work with them!!

Most importantly, let yourself learn from others, but NEVER let people force how you use your supplies, don’t be scared to beat them up if that’s what you need (the art supplies not the people.), and don’t think you need the fanciest things to make nice things >:D

if you want more specific tips and such feel free to ask, I’ll do my best to answer :,)

[quanblovk]

Beheader, shaking: Please, n-no more. Leave me alone!!

[Mordred wraps him up in a blanket and cradles him]

Sir Mordred: Look at what you did to him! He's traumatized by you!

Sir Uther: Huh??? All I did was stalk him and repeatedly harrass him to join the army!- I-! Oh. Oh wait yeah I- haha! I guess you're right! I went too hard on him.

Sir Mordred: Uther! Take this seriously!

Sir Uther: *sigh* He'll be fiiine! Do you know what kind of person The Beheader is?

Sir Mordred: YOU-

Sir Uther: *raises his hand* He's the most ruthless warrior of the Sky Astrals! Someone who's been through the thorniest of paths! Someone who's faced horrors beyond our comprehension! Such a legend like him couldn't possibly be scared of a nobody like me!

Beheader: PISS OFF.

Sir Uther: YOUCH! LANGUAGE!

Sir Mordred: You heard him.....go away, Uther!

[fictionkinfessions]

aubrey omori here again. just dyed a chunk of my hair pink and oh my god. i heart it

it took me a bit to adjust to it but damn i am really happy with it!!!!!! it looks so so cute omllll

it reminded me of mari a bit though. which. youch! you know? i don’t really have any memories or anything but i just. hurts still. hurts quite a bit haha. i just wish we could’ve done it together. dying our hair together would’ve been so nice. i miss her a lot sometimes.

actually i miss everyone. i miss hero and his great cooking, i miss basil and his fun facts about plants, i miss sunny and his amazing listening skills, i miss kel (despite his annoying nature /lh /j) and his Cool Sports Skills. i miss the hooligans. i miss mari. a ton.

to any omori buddies out there, sorry for being such a major asshole over half the time. you all are the best.

=

[nerves-nebula]

randomly remembered the song Always by octobervox and it reminded me of you and your turtles

Haha. Youch!

[expirisims]

Music in the Park

As much as Precious loves Daniella it was time to get back to feeling like herself. She called up her bestie, Sharon Cortes for chatting, sharing parenting advice and a little jam session in the park! They drew quite the crowd!

Youch! Edith took a hit to the face!

She kept going and her determination paid off! Another level up! OMG, her face! She is always giving me that side eye!

See what I mean?

Precious and Sharon stayed until it began to rain. They even inspired a tourist to start singing (in the rain heh heh).

Back home, Precious feels rejuvenated and invited Andrae over. She has wants both to move in with him and to get married so tonight may be a special evening!

Everything was going great...until it wasn’t. 

Yikes! They got into a huge row! No proposal tonight!

Oh look! Our first in game born baby has aged up!

Haha! Andrae, you’ve been a jerk all night. Can anyone say karma? Don’t worry, he’s just fine!

[breakingbenned]

because grififn deprived us of probably one of the most painful but ultimately satisfying scenes that he could’ve possibly written

ned’s funeral is no small affair. mama is there (and is taken into custody the day after on unknown charges), and she wears a black dress under her usual leather duster. aubrey has on her magician suit, with the flame bright pendant hung over her heart. duck, barclay, zeke, and kirby are the pallbearers, and they all wear plain black suits. every person in Kepler who ever walked into the cryptonomica, as well as every sylph who didn’t immediately run away, is in attendance. every attendee is checked for weapons at the door.

there is no priest, as ned chicane didn’t believe in any power higher than his own will, but indrid offers to do the ceremony.

no one who comes up to speak is able to finish their speech, not even indrid, who only met ned a handful of times. aubrey can’t even get her first sentence out before dani has to pull her away.

the room falls silent when hollis walks up, but they don’t go to the podium. instead, they stand beside ned’s open casket. they never knew him, but his bravery was enough to shock some sense into the hornets, and ultimately kept them from storming sylvain. hollis still doesn’t understand all of what’s happening, but when they look back and see jake, face red and damp with tears, they decide that they owe ned for stopping them, whether he meant to or not.

pigeon is not in attendance. she stays outside and cries instead, and when the service is over, gives her gun to duck.

aubrey and duck bury ned themselves.

they don’t notice the handsome, dark-haired man standing just in front of them, or the shorter, older man beside him. the shorter man is crying, silently, and he can’t remember the last time he smiled so wide.

“your family loves you so much, edmund.” kravitz says, placing a hand on his shoulder. “don’t you worry about them. they’ll be just fine. my husband says the world isn’t allowed to end until he gets a tv show, after all.” and he ushers ned through a rift.

and aubrey and duck stand up, satisfied with their work.

here lies edmund “brave” kelly chicane, loved.

[universeschoir]

Im straight up not having a good time right now

[alfredolover119]

I looooove your zukka rec lists! I recently became Avatar-obsessed, never got a chance to watch it as a kid and only just got through it all! I was wondering if you'd consider doing a specifically angst rec list? I love fluffy zukka everything, but sometimes you just gotta have your heart ripped out of your chest and put back in after being thoroughly blended.

thank you! i relate heavily to “recently became Avatar-obsessed” haha. as for the angst list, i sure can try! warning: all of these have happy endings because im a crybaby who can’t read unhappy endings. also, p much all of the fics in the completed section were featured on my other lists but this is specifically the ANGSTY ones >:^)

angsty zukka wips

first, most obviously, feels like we only go backwards by @oldpotatoe

-currently at 102k with 19/27 chapters posted; rated teen

-the amnesia fic. the amnesia fic. the amnesia fic. you know. i haven’t actually read it yet because, as previously mentioned, i’m a crybaby and am waiting for it to finish up but, from my understanding, this fic will murder you in a dark alleyway with no remorse. if u like zukka angst, you’ve probably already read this, but just in case!

An injury leaves Sokka with amnesia. His last memory is of the failed invasion, of leaving his father behind in enemy territory on the Day of Black Sun. Of hopelessness. Rage. // But then he wakes up, and the war is over. Suddenly, he must come to terms with the fact that years have passed, and that he's somehow the Southern Water Tribe Ambassador to the Fire Nation. He is also supposedly friends with banished-Prince-turned-Fire-Lord Zuko, of all people. Close friends.

Yeah, nah.

and i’ll do anything you say (if you say it with your hands) by @goldrushzukka

-currently 38k with 6/8 chapters posted; rated mature

-holy shit. holy SHIT. modern au based on the “my cat likes my fuckbuddy and i am falling in love” trope(?). maybe it’s just because of how the last chapter ended, but oh my god. this one made me cry. made me want to commit violence. when it’s not angsty as hell, it’s pretty funny, but holy shit. ao3 user nebulastucky please.

It’s supposed to be a one night stand. Pick up some guy at a bar, barely remember his name and never learn anything real about him, send him packing in the morning with a thanks for the ride and a cup of coffee to-go. That’s how it’s supposed to go. // But then it’s the best sex Sokka has ever had, and he thinks he’ll hate himself if he never gets to have it again.

Violet Blossoms and Celestial Objects by @hollypunkers

-currently 15k with 2/? posted. rated teen.

-this is the sequel to blue (an angsty, zukka rewrite of book 2-- go read it if u havent!)! !! this is a book 3 rewrite. only two chapters in and mrs hollypunkers is really abusing the miscommunication tag, as zukka writers seem to enjoy doing. im excited to see how the world and story develops with the changes to the story! you should be too!! its very good! obviously spoilers for blue lmao

Having sided with the Avatar in Ba Sing Se, Zuko not only must navigate his new relationship with Sokka but returning to the Fire Nation as a banished enemy. His own journey of self discovery and personal growth must now coexist alongside the personal struggles of every other member of the Gaang as together they blaze a treacherous path toward an unsure victory against Zuko's own father and nation.

breakable heaven by @fruitysokka

-currently 71k with 9/11 chapters posted. rated teen

-swt ambassador zuko! soon to be chief sokka! fake dating ur best friend to get out of an arranged marriage! what could go wrong!!! i also haven’t read this one ((see: i’m a crybaby who is being hurt by too many zukka wips already)), but it has been hanging out in my marked for later for months. from what i understand, this fic has: angst.

With his twenty-first birthday looming just around the corner, the Southern Water Tribe Elders have decided that Sokka, next in line to be Chief, needs to get married. Sokka does not want that, but he does need to get them off his back until he can figure his way out of it. What better way to do that than to pretend to date his best friend (and newly minted Ambassador to the Southern Water Tribe) Zuko? // Seriously, this is a foolproof plan. Maybe one of Sokka's best. Absolutely nothing can go wrong.

angsty zukka fics (completed!)

(i’ll put these in wc order)

lighthouse beam by @incorrectzukka

-7k, rated g

-a modern college au!! zuko’s inner-monologue is very angsty in this fic. typical zuko. also per usual, theyre both fucking dorks. they sort themselves out in the end, but not before The Angst. zuko is semi-deaf in this fic and also he has a bit of internalized homophobia.

Sokka’s breathtakingly beautiful and he’s smart and makes other people laugh. Zuko has a half-burnt face and a deaf ear. It’s not rocket science. // Or, Zuko falls in love with the boy in his Philosophy class.

This Isn’t My Idea of Fun by @khaleeseas

-9k, explicit

-moon spirit/nwt prince!sokka, no war to be found here! admittedly this isnt THAT angsty but like. the angst IS present. zuko is still the prince. a lovely childhood friends (though they hated each other for a minute haha) to lovers story. 

If you asked Zuko, he and Azula saw far too much of Chief Hakoda of the Northern Water Tribe’s children growing up. It wasn’t until they were older, and Azula pointed out that - duh - their families were trying to set them all up, that he realized why. // He was told by his mother to be polite. These people were their friends and allies, and though their nations were as different as they came, harmony between nations was the most important thing. // It wasn’t his fault the Chief’s children were so annoying.

put your lips close to mine (as long as they don’t touch) by @celestialceci

-9k, teen

-modern au! zuko and sokka are college roommates. zuko goes to spend the summer with sokka. again,, not really that angsty but-- its there!! the detail and feeling of Home in this story make me happy. zuko is insecure as hell here too. if ur into that. 

Zuko hates his home. He likes college alright, but he likes Sokka even better, his assigned roommate turned best friend. Spending the summer with Sokka will be fun, a welcome change of pace he desperately wants. It probably won't awaken anything in him... right?

the thing about dancing by anodymalion

-9k, teen

-yes. this one right here officer. it makes my heart ache. also trans sokka! which is cool. but the zuko angst in this one. hurts me. not so much relationship angst as it is zuko learning he deserves happiness angst. i’m sure u know The Type.

The first time a attendant spills Zuko’s tea and doesn’t immediately fall to her knees, begging the Fire Lord’s forgiveness, it is not anger but a resounding warmth that fills his chest.

i could (never) give you peace by @zukkababey

-10k, mature

-OUCH. OUCH OUCH OUCH. boys please learn to communicate im begging u. also zuko.. zuko, dude. as the tags of the fic say, hes “really going through it” in this one. YOUCH. post-canon.

Zuko almost said it. He almost said the words I think I’m in love with you, but he choked them back down at the last second. // Zuko would never be able to be what Sokka wanted. They might have needed each other during the summer, when two boys with too much weight on their shoulders found comfort in each other in the only way they knew how. // But now Zuko was Fire Lord, and Sokka was leaving.

this love burns so yellow (becoming orange and in its time, exploding) by @meliebee 

-18k, teen, major character death 

-i lied. THIS is the one, officer. found family.. good mai and zuko and toph friendships.. . ozai escapes prison and tries to overthrow zuko. OBVIOUSLY angst ensues. poor boy. he Does heal in this but it gets worse before it gets better. angst angst angst angst.

Ten months after Zuko is crowned at seventeen, he faces his first coup.

Anything for You by beersforqueers

-23k, explicit

-istg. this is probably one of my favorite zukka fics. its PAINFUL. modern au where theyre broken up but sokka hasnt told his family yet so zuko goes home with him for kataang wedding. a bit smutty, but the plot oh my god ohgm y fuvk. made me cry the first time i read it. (see: crybaby!me) insert that one picture of the horse with the caption PAIN. 

In which Sokka and Zuko have broken up but Sokka hasn't told his family yet. So when Katara and Aang's wedding weekend rolls around and he doesn't want to break Gran-Gran's heart, he asks Zuko to pretend to be his boyfriend for one last weekend. // Things don't go as planned.

Moving Mountains by @thefangirlingdead

-64k, mature

-so. when i read this the first time it was in one sitting. soulmate au set within canon era / the comics, to an extent. soulmates can hear each others thoughts. i will happily say this is slowburn, jesus christ. champagne without the cham. 

Soulmates are chosen by the spirits and can hear each other’s thoughts. Sokka thinks it’s cheesy and dumb. Zuko thinks it’s poetic justice that he doesn’t have one because he doesn’t deserve it. Cruel irony is finding out that the prince of the Fire Nation (and the person currently hunting you) is your soulmate.

In the Soft Light by @voidcenturyscholar and @romancedawning

-83k, teen, graphic depictions of violence

-moon spirit!sokka living in the northern water tribe. zuko is sent to the northern water tribe as a cultural liaison. iroh is the fire lord but while he is away taking care of lu ten after his injury ozai steps up. i cannot express how many emotions this fic made me feel. background yuetara. i would almost say found family?? but. anyway. plenty of angst to spare here with a healthy dose of enemies to friends to lovers.

As the newly appointed cultural liaison to Northern Water Tribe, Zuko is the first Fire Nation Citizen to step foot inside the city's walls in nearly a century. He's determined to prove himself—to the Fire Lord and to his father—even if the Water Tribe's spirit-touched prince seems to want nothing to do with him.

That Midnight Sky by @zukkababey

-103k, teen

-now now now. tms... modern college au where sokka agrees to tutor zuko in physics because zuko has to maintain straight a’s and physics is just not doing it for him. so. thats cool but THEN azula moves in, randomly, with zuko. to hide the fact that sokka is tutoring zuko, they fake date! what could go wrong!! the mutual pining in here combined with the angst... wonderful, tasty. everyone read it rn. also SLOWBURN 

In Zuko’s strict family, needing a tutor is just about the worst thing you could do. Failing a class, however, is even worse. The only rational solution? Take up Aang on his offer to find him a physics tutor and have Sokka—beautiful, smart, handsome Sokka—tutor him in secret. // When Azula’s arrival threatens to reveal Zuko’s secret, it’s up to Sokka to convince her this definitely isn’t what it looks like. See, he’s actually… Zuko’s… boyfriend? // Hmm. There’s no way this could get complicated, right?

[skeetlehand]

I know I’ve been really inactive lately on my Tumblr. Things have been quite turbulent in the past couple of months! For two months, I have metaphorically, dropped the pen (I actually got a pen, one of those little cheap magnetic circle ones ehehe). I’ve tried my hand at some simple things, and they didn’t really pan out well, so I never posted. I’m trying to get back into the rhythm of things, but they’re really going slow. 

I’ll be in college soon! That’s a youch on my wallet, chief. Might do commissions, but I’m not sure how to set those up, or even if I should? Ahaha. I AM IN COLLEGE NOW. wow. this costs money. they dont have good food L Well, some things that have made me really happy recently though, are the small things! I got a new (lined. not an actual sketchbook) notebook to draw in until i get it right. I’ve started playing DND again, and I’m finding, I really really like the way the campaign’s goin’. DND is going well and my character is a gay whore now /affectinate and an massive clown. i am the clown he is only the circus. i force him to show the tiddy line because the shirt doesnt have any more buttons. he doesnt like it. imagine being a wizard, hollis.

This here, is something I’ve been cobbling for over a month. It’s a small section of a longer ... animatic. It was supposed to be an animatic. But I ended up adding some small details like this. That’s my wizard, Hollis! He doesn’t look much like a wizard, does he? Haha... :) THIS PROJECT IS STILL BEING WORKED ON just. so many frames. i want music. sadness I hope yall will be patient with me as I try to get back to a normal posting schedule after my ... hiatus? I do have a bunch of reposts to make, that I saved off of my dash from my beloved mutuals. Sorry I’ve been practically radio silent, though - I used to be really active, and to the asks I had that I never answered,,, sorry. To the mutuals I kinda stopped talking to, extra sorry!! i didnt mean to skjdfhlsdjkhfjlk. Thanks for waiting this long, though! Means a lot! - skeetlehands

[pop-punklouis]

Hi there!

I know it's no way to start a positive cheery secret santa message but uff I had such a horrible day. From what I gathered from your recent asks, you did too. Hoping for both of us to have better days tomorrw. We definitely deserve it 💐

Concerning what we talked about before: I'm not really good at bowling, haven't been too many times but honestly it was a lot of fun. And the alley had amazing pizza mhh. But my thumb wasn't used to it, hurt for two days afterwards haha.

The Christmas market was fun! Didn't entirely feel the vibes bc I went during daytime and not when it's dark and all the lights are on, but still got me a bit more into the Christmas vibe. Also ate some yummy stuff there (e.g. chocolate covered strawberries).😋

And with presents for parents I meant my own parents actually, I don't have any kids yet 😅😂 It's hard to find presents for them because they say they have everything they want.

I don't remember if you said anything else but fingers crossed that tomorrow is gonna be a lovely day. Talk to you soon ⭐

Oh noooo baby. I’m sorry you had a rough day. it seems like we’re both just going through it™️ huh? my sunday has been a bit better. i forced myself to go outside and just enjoy nature. that usually helps me to reconnect with the outdoors when i’m feeling low. that and hot baths 🤍 what usually helps you on bad days? how was your day today? any better? 💫

oooo greasy bowling alley pizza sounds so good right now. i’ve barely eaten all day, so anything sounds good tbh but like i said there’s something about the bowling alley where the food is greasier and better. i cant believe you hurt your thumb from bowling!! youch. those holes in the bowling balls can get ya.

yeah, i can see where the market would feel more magical at night. i think i’m also going to mine during the day so hopefully it’ll at least hold some of its magic still. i love all the vendors at those types of markets. i bet the chocolate covered strawberries were delicious 🍓 what’s your favorite dessert? I’m currently eating some cookie dough ice cream

and OH DJFKFKFK i totally misread that I thought you mean kiddos. at least you now know about what i’m getting my nephew haha. geez yeah parents are so hard to shop for. my parents are always like “i dunno” or “i don’t need anything” and i’m constantly in a state of 🔪🔪 but i’ve found if i write down things they like throughout the year in my notes that shopping for them is much easier when it comes to the holidays. crossing my fingers for you!! what do you parents like? x

love ya, holiday pal. hope your weekend turned around 🤍🤍

[phoebehalliwell]

Paige is both an only child and the youngest and an orphan twice over, she can be as snarky as she wants.

ooh yeah tru i forgot about that bc u start off with the fact ur adopted so u don’t know ur biological family which sorta blows but whatever the past is the past don’t cry over spilled milf u got a new family now who actually wants u and they love and support u this is great! and then they die. so now ur basically like an orphan youch and u gotta make it on ur own bc now u have literally No Family and u make it on your own ur doing p good 4 urself u’ve got a job u went to college and hey hey ho ho what’s this it’s ur actual biological family!! granted, ur meeting them through a funeral meaning one of ur sisters just bit it so i guess you don’t get to know her but hey at least u still have the rest of your family let’s count there’s one sister theres another and uh that’s it literally everyone else is dead. also ur a witch hi let’s add that in there. so u get to meet ur mom for 90 seconds that’s cool i guess it feels a little weird to know that she’s been dead since u were like 3 bc you always felt like maybe she was still out there but clearly ur not as connected to ur family as u thought also ur the child of an affair haha that’s wild what about your dad no he died too back in s2? cool cool guess uhh everyone who ever loved u will die so maybe let’s keep those walls up huh babe

[symphonic-scream]

Angst Prompt: It’s during that Scarlet Moth situation, and it hits Chartreux. Crimson stares in horror as she turns into a monster that was never supposed to happen. A monster he stopped. A monster that never existed but also did at the same time. He watches as his Noire turns back into: Bastet.

Youch

I'd totally write this but, haha, I still haven't watched past Pharaoh yet. I'm still in season one

And somehow I managed to avoid any spoilers around this Scarlet Moth so I have zero context on that right now.

I'm very sorry about this

[mira-eyeteeth]

Ok I know I specifically asked for it but um. OW. Fuck dude, turned out I was the one who had to die for this bc I’ve been slain. The part where Jon says “giving someone back the arm you ripped off doesn’t fix things” like youch? “I wonder if it would hurt more or less if i could still love you” excuse me? “He wondered if Jon hates having to see him” a murder has been committed? This is unforgivable, big time thanks my dude. Gotta find some money for the funeral now it’s been nice knowin ya XD

Haha, I feel like learning the “be careful what you wish for” lesson is a very thematically appropriate one for this fandom.

I’m glad that those lines made an impact! They hurt when I wrote them down, so I knew I was doing something right.

I do not apologize for murdering you, but thank you for clawing your way out of your grave to share your delicious pain. Terribly kind of you, I do love to hear how I’ve made my victims readers feel.

[bruhphil]

haha ahahahahah ouch ouch youch yikes