#h1ghr music imagine

[milkybonya]

slip ☆ big naughty

order 070, anon: large taro milk tea with banana tapioca pearls, pudding, and regular tapioca pearls for big naughty

! : suggestive (kissing/making out), swear words/explicit language, a lot of bickering, kind of cliché and fast paced

# : enemies to friends to lovers, fake dating, academic rivals, big naughty (Seo Donghyun x gn reader, ft. bestie Haon

[💌: yes i keep using old photos of bigna because he looks cuddly n sof and what about it !!!! also my fav song from hopeless romantic is papillon. and why is he going to so many festivals pls do a world tour sir we're waiting]

"oh, fuck off y/n," Donghyun snaps.

"i literally just want to sit in my seat," you say, pointing to your spot that Donghyun is sitting in.

he scowls at you and sticks his tongue out, turning back to his friends.

"what the fuck is your problem?" you sigh. "why can't i just sit in my seat?"

"your mom," he replies, laughing with his friends.

you groan and sit in his spot instead. he watches you carefully, trying to find more things he can pick on you about.

"what did you get on last week's assignment?" he asks.

"your mom," you reply with a smirk, proud of your retaliation.

"touché," replies Donghyun. "well, i got 99%."

"i got 100 so suck it," you say, turning back to him and sticking your tongue out.

you hear someone laugh and recognize it immediately as your friend, Haon. he walks into class and sits in his spot usually next to you, but currently taken by Donghyun.

"suck it fr, Donghyun," Haon says, opening his books.

"shut up, you can barely even pass half the time," Donghyun whines.

you burst out laughing and Donghyun smiles to himself.

the two of you are sworn enemies, academic rivals.

"but you guys enjoy this, don't you?" Haon asks you as he eats his lunch with you in the cafeteria.

you shake your head.

"he's so annoying, i can't stand him. he's literally so dumb and immature."

Haon shrugs, continuing to eat.

-

that week in class, a new assignment is announced. you're ready to do research and present the best ppt ever... until they say it's a creative project... and a group project, too. a group project in pairs. assigned pairs.

"i'm placing the two rivals in this class together because i'm sure if you actually work together, you can get something spectacular done," your teacher explains.

all eyes on the class turn to you and Donghyun. you can see Haon laughing somewhere within your peripheral vision as you try to look straight ahead.

"y/n and Donghyun, you'll be the first group to present. come take your assignment sheet."

you look back to see Donghyun rolling his eyes and sighing, exaggerating his every move and sound. so, you get up and fetch the sheet yourself.

everyone gets 10 minutes to read the assignment over before the class continues, and you drag your seat to Donghyun's desk so you can both read it over.

"this is so dumb," Donghyun sighs.

"i.. think it's quite fun, actually! we're given a lot of freedom for the presentation.. what should we do?!" you ask.

"i say we write a song. i know a thing or two about music. and you can come to my place; i have the equipment," Donghyun quickly explains while looking down at his phone.

you sigh. this is going to be tough.

-

Donghyun's house is big, clean, and extremely organized. you look around like a tourist at a foreign museum, taking in everything and also trying to find any baby photos of Donghyun to use as blackmail. you find his class president promo poster on the door of his room and immediately take a photo.

"everyone's already seen that. it won't do much for you," he says nonchalantly, making you jump as he walks from behind you into his room and onto his bed.

"let's go to my studio; it's easier to work there," he says with a smirk.

deep down, he's excited. he's excited for you to see the studio and feel shocked. he's excited to show you that he's more than just a bookworm. why is he excited? he doesn't know.. well.. because he gets to show off and one-up you, right?!

you follow behind him, imagining his studio as a tiny closet with a cheap mic, but you're suprised to find a soundproofed room filled with art, a weird toilet-chair, and a setup that looks like it belongs to a producer.

"wha--?" your jaw is dropped as you look around.

Donghyun's face is burning up, your shocked face makes him feel so proud he could die right now and die happy.

"Donghyun, this is all yours?" you ask.

"yeah, it's whatever. anyways, come sit. let's figure out what we want to do," he says as he sits in his chair, leaning back and turning on the desktop.

it takes a while for you to come up with ideas because you're still so in shock, but eventually, the two of you come up with the bare bones draft of a song. by then, it's pretty late and you decide you should go home.

right as Donghyun is sending you off at the door, his mom walks in.

"oh, hey Donghyun! i'm home.. who is this? a friend from school?"

"i'm y/n, Donghyun's classmate. we were just working on a project together," you say with a smile.

Donghyun's mom smiles back and nods, saying goodbye to you along with his son who glares at you as you leave.

"what kind of classmate do you glare at as they leave, huh Donghyun?" his mom asks him once you're gone.

"a classmate i hate."

-

back in class the next day, you excitedly race to Donghyun to talk about the song you've made.

"i was thinking about it all night! i have so many ideas now... we can incorporate some of our favourite poets' work into the song.. we can also sample some classical artists because we're gonna talk about how copyrighting and stuff is a blurry line, right?!" you ramble on.

"excuse me, do i know you?" Donghyun asks, trying to glare at you but breaking out into a laugh.

his laughter makes you crack up, and you don't notice Haon staring at you. the classroom's biggest rivals are suddenly laughing together?

you spend all of lunch talking about the song with Donghyun, and you go back to his place that night to work on the song again. his mom brings you fruits and wishes you luck as the two of you keep getting more and more ideas for the song.

"what about a music video?!" you suggest.

"let's make Haon the villain," Donghyun jokes.

"hey, hey.. don't bring my friend into this!"

-

the next day, you use your lunch period to film the music video. at this point, all sorts of rumours are spreading throughout the school. most of them involve you and Donghyun dating.

"i heard from someone that you went over to his house and spent the whole night making out with him instead of studying. what do you have to say for yourself, y/n?!" Haon asks you before a class begins.

"they can all fuck off. everyone will see when we present that we've actually been working hard," you explain.

-

at Donghyun's place, the two of you meet to add the final touches to the song and music video. you're so invested on fixing up a specific scene that Donghyun speaking makes you jump.

"don't you think it's so dumb that everyone thinks we're dating," he says.

you raise your brows at him while your heartrate returns to normal. "you heard it too?"

he nods, running his fingers through his soft, dark locks.

"yeah," you agree with a scoff, "it's really dumb."

"what if we fake date to make them think they're right and then a week later or something tell everyone ha we were just pranking!" Donghyun explains with a toothy grin, his hair falling back into his face.

"huh? w-why would we do that?"

Donghyun shrugs. "because it's fun."

you don't see the fun in any of this.

"okay, if you agree to fake date me, i'll... purposely fail the next test."

you perk up at the sound of that and Donghyun smirks.

"deal, then?"

"no... what would fake-dating entail?" you ask, leaning back in your chair next to Donghyun.

he presses the keys on his keyboard as he speaks. "acting like a couple but not actually being a couple?"

"okay, i know that much, but are we talking full pda or--"

💌: (pda means public display of affection, things like holding hands, kissing, etc that a couple does!)

"gross!" Donghyun yelps, pushing you and covering his face as it turns pink.

"get your head out the gutter! we'll just go with the flow, nothing too wild," he explains, pushing the hair out of his eyes.

you find yourself agreeing and the next morning, the day of your presentation, Donghyun is at your front door.

"Donghyun?" you ask, shocked.

"we're dating, aren't we? so let me walk you to school," he says, slipping his hand into yours.

"fake dating," you clarify as you lock the door.

"well.. anyways, all ready for the presentation today?" he asks, pushing his glasses up with his free hand. he grins at you; a small, curious grin.

"yep! i'm so excited... i think the reactions will be legendary," you say.

you both try to ignore the butterflies you feel each time you look at your interlocked fingers.

-

"they're holding hands?"

"i told you they're dating!"

"is it a prank?"

"y/n just wants to make Haon jealous."

the whispers start the second you and Donghyun enter the school grounds while holding hands, and they don't stop.

Haon races up to you in class once you're in your seat, demanding answers.

"i haven't seen you in a week and you say it's because of this project and now you're holding hands with your sworn enemy?!"

you shrug in response and he sighs.

looking back at Donghyun, you find he was already looking at you. quickly, he looks away, his cheeks red.

"okay, class. let's start the presentations! Haon and Seunghoon can go first," the teacher says.

you watch your best friend sigh as he stands, shuffling over to the front. you cheer him on and watch eagerly as he presents, but you're also nervous for your turn.

well, you don't even have time to be nervous! you're up next!!

the class murmurs as you both walk up and Donghyun smiles at you, lovingly? you can't tell if he's putting on the fake dating act or if his small smile and warm eyes are genuinely shooting out love hearts for you.

you shrug it off and focus on the presentation. luckily, you and Donghyun both present without any mistakes, and both the class and teacher love it!

"i knew something good would come out of pairing you both together!" the teacher says.

after the class, so many people come up to you both with questions about the song. Haon jokingly tells everyone that no paparazzi is allowed.

"move back!" he shouts, gently pushing the students away.

while Haon is unknowingly distracting them, Donghyun whispers into your ear.

"on the count of three, let's run."

"one." he smiles at you.

"two." he takes your hand.

"three!" he pulls you towards him as he sprints out of the class and you trail behind him.

your laughter echoes through the halls as you both stop in an empty classroom to catch your breaths.

"why?!" you ask Donghyun, who shrugs his shoulders.

"this is so much better," he says, panting while smiling.

"agreed," you reply.

there's an awkward silence between you both and you look around the classroom, not noticing Donghyun's eyes on you.

"can i kiss you?" he suddenly asks.

"huh?!" you whip your head around.

Donghyun's eyes are sparkling. he's serious, genuinely meant the question he asked.

"yes," you reply, knowing you mean it but not knowing why.

before you can try to find out, Donghyun is pressing his lips to yours and cupping your cheeks. his kiss is warm, and soft. you see stars; you feel butterflies like never before. he's practically taking you to heaven but brings you back down the second he pulls away.

"i-i'm sorry," he says, sheepishly, looking ashamed but cute with his cheeks all rosy.

"no. i wanted to," you say, reaching for his hand.

why are you reaching for his hand? your body is acting on instincts that you aren't even aware of.

you hear a low whistle from outside the classroom.

"so this is where you ran off to?" Haon asks, stepping into the class.

you quickly let go of Donghyun's hands.

"you have a lot of explaining to do, y/n," Haon tells you.

-

an hour spent at a café with Haon and he's had his jaw dropped the whole time as you've been talking.

"okay and so basically now you both kissed and you're wondering if you have real feelings for him?" Haon asks.

you slowly nod, taking a sip of your drink. your friend shakes his head at you, smirking.

"you fucking idiot. you've had feelings for him this whole time and haven't known! just date him for real already," Haon says.

"it isn't that easy! who knows how he feels about me," you point out.

Haon laughs, "he asked if he could kiss you. you don't think he likes you?"

your phone vibrates on the table. Donghyun's caller id flashes on the screen.

"answer it," Haon says. "i bet he wants to confess."

"hello?" you speak into your phone, stepping outside of the café so you can hear better.

"hey.. you're not busy, are you?" Donghyun asks in a small voice.

you look back at Haon. "no, why?"

"about what happened today.. i want to say that i don't regret it. i wanted that.. and i still want it.,"

"what do you mean?" you ask.

"i like you, y/n. for real. let's date.. for real?" he asks.

"you idiot. why aren't you telling me this in person," you joke.

"because i'm shy. answer me first," he whines.

you laugh, telling him that you feel the same.

"everything is happening so fast," you say.

"you're right, but let's not waste any more time. do you wanna come over?" Donghyun asks.

Haon looks up moments later to find you rushing in to grab your things.

"i'm so sorry Haon, i've gotta go," you say.

"just go. go to him," Haon says, sipping on his drink.

-

at Donghyun's house, his mom invites you in and you walk straight to his studio. the second you knock on his door, he opens it. clearly, he's been waiting.

and he wastes no time before he pins you to the door and his lips crash onto yours, tenderly melting against you as his hands slowly come down to wrap around your waist. he sighs in relief as your cool hands cup his warm cheeks, pulling him closer.

"was that okay?" he whispers after he pulls away.

"yes.. we like each other and we're dating now, right?" you ask.

Donghyun shyly nods. he takes you by the hand toward his chair, inviting you into his lap after he first takes a seat.

"wanna watch a movie with me?" he asks.

-

in class the next day, the two of you act as normal... as normal as a couple who were enemies before, then fake dated and are now dating for real could act.

people still don't know if your relationship is real or not, and some snobby popular girl comes all the way to your class from hers just to find out.

"it's real.. right? Donghyun, you wouldn't be dating your rival.. right? c'mon, i know you like me--"

she's cut off by the sound of your boyfriend scoffing.

"excuse me? like you? who even are you?" Donghyun asks, not even looking at the girl but instead focusing on drawing circles on the back of your hand as he holds it in his.

the girl is dumbfounded and storms away. you look at Donghyun, surprised that he stood up for you. he kisses your nose and giggles.

"i have to get used to this," you say.

"used to what?"

"you defending me for a change."

Donghyun shakes his head at you.

"get to your spots, everyone! we have a test today," the teacher says.

you look back at Donghyun before going to your desk, and he throws you a wink.

it's after class that you realize why--he kept his promise. he purposely failed his test because you agreed to fake date him.

"why would you do that, though? we stopped fake dating," you explain during lunch.

"but you still agreed, and a deal is a deal," he says with a small smile.

-

that night, you go to Donghyun's house again. in the studio, you recount the events that happened with that dumb popular girl and how Donghyun failed a test for the first time. you both laugh your heads off until a long silence prompts you to speak again.

you kneel down so you're eye-level with your boyfriend as you say, "Donghyun, you did really well today. i'm so proud of you. you did so much for me.. i don't deserve it."

"can i kiss you?" he suddenly asks without hesitation.

as soon as you nod yes, he presses his lips to the corner of your mouth, below your lips and above your chin. his touch as he gently caresses your cheek with his thumb is warm and soft. when he pulls away, even though you weren't kissing him, you miss the feeling of his lips on you.

his eyelids flutter open and he stares at you with stars on his eyes, his cheeks dusted red.

you unconsciously whine and pout, wanting to kiss him, making Donghyun break into a smile.

"you missed," you say, pointing to your lips.

"you're crazy," he tells you, but he still kisses you for real this time and butterflies rage within you as he pulls you onto his lap. it feels like you're melting onto his chest as one of his hands hold the back of your neck and the other your back.

Donghyun's phone starts vibrating on his desk but he pays it no mind, fully focusing on his racing heart and how sweet you taste, how warm you are to hold and how much he loves you.

he tells you this, breathes and mumbles it against your lips and you have to hold onto him because you feel so weak.

"D-Donghyun i can't.. i need a break.. my heart is exploding," you stutter.

he holds your waist and lets you lean back, admiring you.

"you don't think my heart also feels like there's warfare happening in there?" he asks with a toothy grin.

"i hate you," you say while smiling.

"oh? why are you sitting in my lap then?"

"fuck off."

"did you mean 'fuck me' instead? cause i will--"

"SHUT UP!" you shout, standing up.

Donghyun is a laughing mess, clapping his hands together and gasping for air.

"i'm sorry," he says with a smile, reaching for your hand as you jokingly turn your back to him.

[lady-une]

Betrayal part 2

Wow so this took me a long time to get out to you guys. I just couldnt get into the right head space to right for our girl. I could have writen anything but I felt that if i rushed it then she might lose who she was. So anyways here is the next update. I hope you all like it and as always please leave me some feed back and like, share, and follow!

For years you have been by his side and this is how he repays your love. An anonymous email brings reality around you crashing to the ground.

Word count: 6343

Theme: angst

Rating: Mature, cheating

Pairing: Jay Park  x Reader (F)

TRAILER

Part 1

Laying on the hospital bed you peered up at the TV that was attached to the wall across from you. The sound of your baby’s heart beat filled the room as the TV showed your precious baby wiggling inside you. The technician moved the wand around to collect the information she needed for the doctor. After you were cleaned up you were moved to the next room where you waited for the doctor to come in. Looking through the parent magazines that littered the counter you smiled at the cute pictures but couldn’t help the frown that slowly creeped up when you would come across the pictures of parents and their children. Your baby wouldn’t have that, instead your baby would grow up with a mom and dad who hated each other. Before your emotions could run away with you a knock came on the door.

“Sorry to keep you waiting.”

You smile at the doctor as she entered and sat down and cued up the computer monitor.

“How are you feeling these days?”

“Good.”

“You’re eating enough and not feeling dizzy at all?”

“No, I feel fine.”

“How about work? How is that going now that you are showing?”

“It is going ok, I have only been getting some commercials that would show me from the chest up or where I would be able to hide my belly.”

“That’s good to hear. I don’t really have any concerns for the baby, he or she is right on schedule and growing nicely. If you want at your next ultrasound you will be able to find out the sex of the baby. You should see if daddy wants to come too. I am surprised he wasn’t here for today’s appointment, he usually accompanies you.”

You smile at the doctor’s mistake, of course she would assume that Jungwoo is the dad.

“He has to work.”

“Well that’s unfortunate. How are things between you two?”

“Fine.”

“If you are ever need someone to talk to and can’t reach out to your family please know I am always here for you. I only ask because your blood pressure was a bit high. I need you to watch out and avoid any stress triggers as much as possible. The baby is getting bigger and will be putting more strain on your body. I want to try and avoid your blood pressure getting too high, we don’t want you to develop preeclampsia.”

You look down at your hands and play with the strap of your purse. Things were going fine in your life except for when it involved him.

“Y/n?”

“Yes?”

“Did you hear what I said?”

“Yes, sorry about that. I will make sure to avoid any kind of stressful situation as much as possible. Was there anything else?”

“No, just make sure to stop off and schedule your next few appointments.”

You nod your head and stand from your chair bowing to the doctor before turning around and walking out the door. You made sure to stop off and schedule the next few appointments before going to your car to drive home.

When you arrive home you grab your laptop and sit on the couch before turning the TV on for some background noise. As you were going through some work emails your attention was grabbed by what was going on with the TV.

“After reports of musician Jay Park expecting his first child with the mysterious woman it seems that he has gone into hiding. Attempts to reach Mr. Park and his people were left unanswered. Sources close to the musician say he is over the moon with excitement and wants to keep this happy time private for the well being of the mother and child. Fans seem to be divided with how they feel about this. Comments being left on Mr. Park’s social media vary from supportive to demanding he pull out of his upcoming concerts and future appearances on variety shows.”

Of course, he would have gone into hiding. Even if it had been months since the news broke he was still playing it safe. Making sure the only time he was caught on camera was for promoting new music or his appearances. The identity of his child’s mom was still unknown, but in time that will be discovered as well. The door of your apartment opening had you turning your head to watch Jungwoo walk in.

“How was the doctor appointment?”

“It was fine.”

“Well what did she have to say?”

“Nothing much, the little one is growing strong and healthy. I will be able to find out the sex of the baby at the next ultrasound.”

“When is that, I want to make sure I have the day off.”

“Oppa you don’t have to, you are swamped right now.”

“Still, I want to be there for you. It’s not like you have anyone else.”

Unbuttoning his jacket he sat down next to you.

“What do you want for dinner tonight?”

“I don’t know.”

“I should be off around 7ish tonight so figure out what you want by then and let me know.”

“I will, but shouldn’t you be at work?”

“I just got done with my client and wanted to stop by. I don’t have anything for another hour and I just want to rest my eyes. If I go back to the office I won’t get a chance.”

Looking up at him you watched as he sunk into the couch and put his feet on the coffee table before closing his eyes. You watch as he slowly falls into a deep sleep with his chest raising and falling with his deep breaths. You were thankful for him always being there for you but at the same time felt guilty for taking up so much of his time. Turning your attention back to your laptop you finish going through some emails about some photo shoots you had set up for a makeup add, when you noticed a new email from the same person who started all of this. Taking a deep breath, you slowly move the cursor over the email clicking it so that it displayed. Pictures of Jay and the woman were now filling your screen, he was smiling down at her the same way he use to at you. Another one showed him at the studio with her on the couch with his hand hovering over her stomach. Another was of him and her walking around a department store. The message that accompanied the pictures made you feel a wide range of emotions.

How is it ok that he gets to walk around with a smile on his face after he did that to you?

You still had no idea who this person even was and how they were able to get such photos. You once thought maybe it was one of the guys but then shook that thought from your head, none of the guys would betray him that way. It had to be someone close because how else would there be pictures from inside the studio? Closing out of the email you shut your laptop down and place it on the coffee table. Picking up the remote you turn the tv down until it was just a soft noise in the background before you move to lay on your side, resting your head on the arm of the couch.

When you woke up you had a blanket on you, probably thanks to Jungwoo who had also left a note. He again asked you to think of what you wanted for dinner and to let him know. Looking at the clock you noticed it was around 6pm and if you were going to go out for dinner you needed to shower. Sending Jungwoo a quick text saying BBQ sounds amazing you set your phone down before jumping in the shower.

Just as you were putting on your lipstick you heard your phone go off. Picking it up you see a text from Jungwoo notifying you that he was waiting downstairs in the car. Grabbing your jacket and bag you walk out of the apartment and down to his car. During the ride to the restaurant the two of you talked about your upcoming photo shoot, you really were lucky to have such a supportive friend in your life. When you arrived, he parked the car before walking over to your door to open it and helped you out of the car. You always laughed with how he acted as if you couldn’t do anything for yourself. You weren’t even that far along where you would have trouble getting out of the vehicle. Walking into the restaurant you were in the middle of a fit of laughter from something Jungwoo had said. The laughter died instantly when you happened to glance around the restaurant and saw him. He was at a spot against the wall with the rest of the guys. Jungwoo followed your stare before bending down to your ear.

“We can go somewhere else.”

Closing your eyes to get control of your emotions you shook your head no. The waitress came and escorted you to a table which was directly across from Jay. Jungwoo ordered for the two of you and tried to keep your attention from across the room but it was of no use. Your eyes were glued to him as you watched him laugh with his friends. This is what you wanted, you didn’t want him in your life, but you couldn’t help the anger that still sat in the lower parts of your heart.

“Y/n stop looking over there.”

Jungwoo said as he grabbed your hand. You turned your attention to him and smiled.

“So have you decided if you were going to move to another place or did you want to stay where you are?”

“I’m not sure really. I really like my place but part of me thinks change would do me some good.”

“If you want I can start looking around for you. I am sure I can find a new apartment in a good building. If you want to move we should do it before it gets too late so that you can have everything ready for when he or she comes. Which reminds me, did you want to find out what the baby is? I don’t think we really talked about this.”

“Yes, I want to be prepared. I don’t really know how anyone could go into something like this without knowing if the baby was a boy or girl.”

“Plus I am sure your mom will want to know.”

“I am lucky my father didn’t send packers right to my apartment when I told them. If it wasn’t for you I‘m sure I would be locked up in their house.”

You started laughing at the memory of the day you told your parents. Your father wanted to kill Jay and move you right back home. Lucky for you Jungwoo stepped in and informed your father as to what you had done in regards to Jay. Your father puffed his chest out with a smile on his face, proud that his daughter wouldn’t sit back and let a man get away with what he had done. He didn’t raise his daughter to sit back and take things laying down.

For the second time that night your laughter died in your throat. Looking up from your spot you looked into the smug face Jay who was flanked by both Kiseok and Chase.

“Well look at what we have here. How are the two love birds doing?”

“What do you want Jay?”

“I heard your laughter and couldn’t believe my eyes when I saw you across from us. I just had to come by and see what would have you laughing so openly.”

“It has nothing to do with you so please leave.”

“Now, now that is no way to treat me now is it. It would be a shame if a bit of info were to be slipped to the media. After all I am if nothing but a sharing kind of man. I don’t mind sharing the spot light with you.”

Slamming your hand on the table you stood quickly pushing your chair back. Jay stood there just smiling from ear to ear, he knew he had gotten under your skin.

“Oh I know you are a very sharing man. Whether that was with work or even in your personal life. I know just how much you like to share Jay. I know how you like to share your success with others in work and how you like to share your women with the guys. But if I were you Jay I would leave, I would really hate for you to have that kind of info leaked to the media. I mean you are keeping a low profile enough after the news of your unborn child. I would hate to think how the media would spin that kind of news. I can just hear the headlines now, Musician Jay Park who is expecting his first child with the unknown woman is now being reported to have been involved in polyamory relations with women and other members under his label.”

Jay squinted his eyes at you, but you just smiled and continued.

“If you really want to share that kind of media attention with the guys then please do continue. I would really hate for them to get pulled into this. It won’t just be you who will be ostracized but the others as well, even the ones who had no part in this. Everything you have worked hard for would go right into the gutter.”

“You wouldn’t dare! It would affect you too since you own shares in the company now too.”

“I don’t care, I am willing to take that loss. Are you?”

The look in Jay’s eyes made you grin with triumph.

“That’s what I thought.”

Turning your attention to the silent Jungwoo you tell him that you are no longer craving this food. With a hand on your belly to protect your child you walk past Jay but stop to hug both Chase and Kiseok and apologize for everything. Even if things fell through with you and Jay you had no intention on pulling them into this, you still had such fond memories with them. You walk out to the car and wait for Jungwoo as he paid for the uneaten food before coming out to the car and unlocking the door. When you climb into the car you finally started to come down from the adrenaline rush, your heart was beating so quickly that you were sure it would burst out from your chest. Pressing your hand to your chest you tried to calm your racing heart. Jungwoo climbed in and put a hand on your back rubbing it in slow circles trying to help calm you.

“I’m ok oppa.”

“How about I just grab us something quick and we go back home to relax.”

“I’m sorry, I ruined your dinner.”

“Nonsense, he ruined it not you.”

When you arrived home you sat down as Jungwoo opened the container of soup he had bought. You hated that part of you still held Jay in your heart, even if it was only to hate him. You had wished you could cast him from your mind and heart but no matter how hard you tried you couldn’t. You feared that the man would forever stay with you, that he would always be there lurking in the darkness waiting for the perfect time to rain doom and gloom on you.

A month had passed since the incident at the restaurant, thankfully you hadn’t run into Jay at all since then. It was the day of your next ultrasound, you were currently sitting inside the clinic waiting for Jungwoo who was rushing over there from work. Just as your name was called he came rushing through the door. Shaking your head you follow the nurse with Jungwoo trailing behind you. Jungwoo helped you up on the table as you laid back and lifted your shirt. The technician squirted the warm jelly onto your growing stomach before placing the wand on your belly. The TV across from you lit up showing the image of your baby. Again the sounds of the heart beat filled the room as Jungwoo who sat next to you grabbed your hand with a smile on his face.

“Are we wanting to find out the gender of the baby today?”

You nod your head, the technician moved the wand around more until she had it in the best spot.

“Well I hope you two have some girl names picked out, say hello to your future princess.”

Tears pricked at your eyes, it was a girl. It didn’t really matter to you if it was a boy or a girl, you only wanted a healthy baby. Yet a part of you was so happy with knowing that you would have a little princess to spoil. The technician quickly finished collect the information the doctor would need before sending you off to the next room. Jungwoo kept looking down at the picture of your daughter with the biggest smile on his face, he was really falling in love with your baby. You weren’t sure how to exactly feel about it. Before you could think on it more the doctor came in.

“I hear congratulations are in order, looks like you have a little princess growing in there.”

“Thank you.”

“So do you have any baby names picked out?”

“No not yet, I was waiting until I knew exactly what the baby was before I started my search for names.”

“I am sure what ever you two come up with it will be beautiful. Now daddy I need to ask you this because I want to make sure she is actually telling me the truth. How is our mommy doing? Is she eating enough? How is she doing with work?”

“She is doing great, I haven’t noticed anything different with her. I try and make sure she is eating her three meals a day and she isn’t too busy with work either.”

“That’s good to hear, but there must be something else going on because her blood pressure is still high.”

“High? She didn’t mention anything to me.”

“I see.” The doctor turned her gaze to you, “Hiding things from your husband won’t do you any good.”

“I wasn’t hiding anything.”

“Y/n whatever is going on we need to figure out how to take it out of your life. We need you to be stress free as much as possible. We can’t have your blood pressure continuously staying up.”

“I will keep that in mind.”

“Please do, I would hate for something to happen to your child. Other than that, I feel like everything is going smoothly. Your daughter is growing strong and is right on track.”

With a promise to keep yourself calm and cut stressful things out as much as possible the two of you left the office. Jungwoo wanted to talk but had to rush back to work but promised to stop by after he finished. Getting into your car you drove home. You knew exactly what was stressing you out but no matter what you did you couldn’t get him out of your mind. You hated that he had this power over you.

When Jungwoo finally showed up you knew he wasn’t happy with what the doctor had said. He walked into the apartment and took his jacket off and threw it on the couch before undoing his tie and falling into a chair.

“Why didn’t you tell me.”

“I didn’t think it was something you need to worry about.”

“Of course, I need to worry, I need to make sure you and the baby are ok. I am here to help you but I can’t do that if you don’t tell me these things.”

Setting your glass of water down on the table you turn to him, you tried to keep your emotions in check but knew it was going to be useless.

“Why? Why oppa do you need to worry about me and my baby? Why is that your problem? We are not in a relationship and this baby isn’t even yours! Why do you feel like you have any kind of responsibility towards this baby? I just don’t understand you.”

“If I don’t then who will? Who will be there behind you to help support you when things get tough? Who will be there for you when the baby arrives? It’s not like her real father will be there! So why can’t I be there? Your daughter will need a father in her life! You know I have always loved you, don’t try and deny it.”

Looking down the pillow you held in your lap you wished you had just gone to bed instead of staying up. You knew this was getting bad but you couldn’t do anything, it was like a runaway train, it was destined to crash.

“Yes I have always known that, but you also have always known that I only ever saw you as my older brother figure. I have never once thought of you in that way. Yes my baby will need a father but it will be up to me to find her a suitable one.”

“Yes because you have the best taste in men, I am sure you will find one who is suitable. As suitable as her real father.”

Your eyes quickly turned to look at Jungwoo with your mouth slightly open. You couldn’t believe what he had just said.

“I don’t know why you just don’t give me a chance! I would make you so happy! I would love that child as if she was my own, hell I already do! Not to mention our families would be so happy to see us together. You don’t want that child to grow up without a father, think of how she will be teased in school.”

“What our families want doesn’t matter to me. I just want to be happy and I want my daughter to grow up in a loving home with a mother and father who love each other.”

“And I can give you that if you would only give me a chance!”

“You would love me yes, but I wouldn’t be able to love you in that way. It wouldn’t be fair to you. You need to be in a relationship with a woman who loves you and only you. Plus you don’t need to be raising a child that isn’t yours.”

“Who else is going to step in and raise a child that isn’t theirs? Not many men would be willing to do that.”

“That may be true, but I won’t do that to you oppa.”

Jungwoo stood from his chair grabbing his jacket, “I really hope you change your mind. I would hate to see you raising that baby on your own or ending up with another man like Jay.”

You said nothing as you watched Jungwoo walk out of your apartment. You refused to chain him down to this life, he deserved a woman who was untainted such as you were. Standing from your couch you went around the apartment turning everything off before going to your room. When you finally laid your head down sleep quickly took over, but it was anything but peaceful. That night you were plagued with nightmares. Ones where Jay was there with the other woman and their child. He kept reaching for your daughter trying to take her from you, which would cause you to run away with her. Yet no matter how fast you ran he was always there when you stopped reaching for your child as he laughed with his menacing face. You cried out for help, but no one was there to help you. The woman walked over to where you kneeled on the ground and held you down as Jay ripped your crying baby from your hands. The two of them laughed as you were left there glued to the ground crying out for him to bring her back.

The sound of your phone buzzing brought you out of your dream and you shot up with your hands clutching your stomach, a cold sweat covered your body and drenched your sheets.

“It was only a dream.” You kept repeating out loud, trying to calm your racing heart.

The phone buzzed again and you leaned over to your night stand and plucked it from the charging station. Unlocking it you found a message from Jungwoo, apologizing for the way he acted the other night. You quickly send a reply back also apologizing. You hated how things had ended the other night but things needed to be said so that he wouldn’t get anymore attached then what he already was. No you would start putting some distance between you too.

It wasn’t an easy thing to do, you had grown so use to having Jungwoo around. The two of you would often sit around late at night with him working and you either going over work emails or just doing some light reading. Over the past couple of months you stuck to your goal and didn’t allow him to come to the doctor appointments anymore. You kept your contact with him strictly in a friendship way. He was hurt and tried to go against your wishes the first month. You hated how you were hurting him but knew it was what was best for him.

Things were slowly getting to a point with you two that you felt that life wouldn’t be as hard as you had thought. You were now too far along in your pregnancy to be working and had decided to take some time off. Jungwoo had also finally found you a new apartment that was not only closer to him but to your parents as well. You were set to move into the apartment next week, but you still needed furniture for the nursery.

Walking into the baby store you couldn’t help the large grin that displayed on your face. You had been looking forward to this for a long time, you were beyond excited to finally purchase the stuff for your daughter. A sales lady came up to you and asked you if you needed any help. You said that you just wanted to look for a bit but would be needing some help later. The lady smiled before going off to help other customers. You started off near the clothes making note of which items you would end up ordering before going over to the actual furniture. They had different colors and designs of cribs along with crib bedding. Your daughter gave you a strong kick to the rib as you looked at the circular crib. Placing your hands on your stomach you rubbed where your daughter kicked you.

“Is this the one princess?”

Picking up the white rabbit from inside the crib you ran your hands against the soft fur of the stuff animal.

“Small world.”

Placing the stuff animal back in the crib you turned towards the sound of the voice.

“Unfortunately, I guess so. What do you want Jay?”

“Nothing, just thought I would stop by and say hello. Friends can do that can they not?”

“We are not friends.”

“No I suppose not, we are closer then friends. In fact, we are parents.”

Jay’s hand quickly went to your stomach and you pushed it off. The memories of the nightmare you continuously had of him taking your child came rushing up.

“Now now don’t act that way. I only speak the truth. So from the looks of it I will be having a daughter.”

“No I will be having a daughter.”

“A child needs a father. Say where is your trusty dog at? Did he get sick of being a stand in for me?”

“Fuck off Jay.”

“You always had a mouth on you.” Jay’s finger went to his lips as he smiled, “You always knew what to do with that mouth didn’t you.”

Disgusted by what he was saying you turned to leave, needing to get away from him. You had done so well with avoiding anything that had to deal with him. Jay shot his hand out grabbing you by the wrist stopping you. Turning around you took his hand off yours, but before you could say anything she came up next to him linking her arm with him.

“Oppa, I found the perfect outfit for our son. Oh, I am sorry but who are you?”

The woman turned her gaze to you and glared at you. You rolled your eyes and turned to leave.

“I will see you around Y/n.”

“Oppa is that her? The woman who wouldn’t leave you alone? God she actually kept the baby? It’s disgusting how she went and got herself pregnant to try and hold onto you.”

That last comment stopped you in your tracks, you quickly turned around and marched right up to her getting right in her face.

“I didn’t do shit to keep this piece of garbage. Had I known earlier that he was the scum of the earth that would fuck anyone who would spread her legs for him I would have kicked him to the curb sooner. So don’t for one second think that I want anything to do with this garbage.”

The woman pushed you away from her before jabbing her pointy manicured finger into your shoulder.

“Don’t you dare talk about him like that. I know all about you. About how you never let him out to have fun and how you always kept tabs on him. How you suffocated him so much but he stayed with you because he felt bad for you. Then when he was trying to leave you, you went and got magically knocked up. It’s pathetic.”

“Is that what he told you?” You let out a dark laugh before continuing. “The only pathetic one here is you. You believe everything he has to say don’t you? Open your eyes you ignorant bitch, the man played me as I am sure he is playing you!”

“Ignorant bitch? How dare you!”

The woman tried to lurch forward, but Jay grabbed her holding her in place.

“Oppa don’t let her talk like that way to me.”

Jay turned the woman around and wrapped his arms around her slowly running his hand down her head trying to calm her down as he sent a wink your way. You felt your blood boiling and quickly turned to leave the store as your little exchange with the two had gained the attention of the other patrons in the store and the last thing you wanted was to be caught on camera with him.

As quickly as you could you waddled your way to your car. A pinch of pain had you bent over once you were inside your car. Breathing through your nose you tried to get through the pain. When it finally subsided, you started your car and drove home. You couldn’t believe how you let that woman get to you. Nor could you believe the horrible luck you had. You were praying that you wouldn’t have any more run ins with Jay for the remainder of your pregnancy. When you finally got home you changed into some comfy clothes before grabbing a cup of tea and going to your bed. You needed to calm yourself down before your blood pressure got to high. You had finally gotten it to the point where the doctor was happy and didn’t worry. Going through some breathing exercises you learned you eventually got yourself calm enough and fell asleep.

The same nightmare visited your sleep that night, the same one of Jay trying to take your daughter from you. Like every other time, he always left you there screaming for him to bring her back. Like every morning you awoke to your body and sheets drenched in sweat. After showering you and getting dressed you went and made yourself some breakfast. Sitting on the couch you ate your cereal as you watched the news. Clicking through the channels you came across a music channel that had their morning talk show on. They were currently talking about some up and coming boy band and how one of them had just finished wrapping up their first drama. When suddenly your name got brought up.

“While everyone is excited for the drama to air, there are rumors surrounding the director. Apparently, there was a bit of a scandal with an actress who was thought to have been casted as the main female lead. Before the director could be replaced they decided to go with another actress. Pictures have surfaced overnight of the actress at a department store and it was evident that she was with child. Attempts were made to reach the director to question his involvement with the actress, but they were left unanswered. We will bring you any future updates to the story when we receive them.”

Reaching the remote you turn it off before throwing the remote across the room as you screamed out in frustration. Your phone started ringing, you knew it was Jungwoo and he had probably heard about the rumors. You both new they were false but none the less they were out there now. You sent Jungwoo to voicemail before pulling up the number for the person who started all of this. You quickly sent out a text message.

I want all and any information you have of Jay. Any illegal dealings he has and information you have with the many women he has. I want it by the end of the day.

A few minutes later a response came through promising to have everything you needed by the end of the day. Throwing on your clothes you quickly got in your car and drove right to Jungwoo’s office. When you arrive you didn’t wait for the receptionist to announce your arrival, you walked right into his office and found him on the phone.

“I don’t care what you have to do! I want a retraction put out right now! You shouldn’t even have ran that article to begin with before checking the facts. If the retraction is not released within the hour I will have law suit papers drawn up for defamation of character and you can kiss your company good bye.”

Jungwoo slammed the phone down on the receiver before sitting back in his chair.

“Y/n how did this even happen?”

“It had to have been Jay. Casting was being done for that drama right when I found out I was pregnant, and he knew about the drama. I turned it down because of the baby and told him they went with someone else.”

“But why would he?”

“I don’t know, I mean I ran into them at the baby store and got into it with his baby mamma.”

“Why didn’t you call me?”

“It was fine, I handled it and then left.”

“So that’s where the pictures came from then.”

“Probably.”

“How do you want me to proceed?”

“Just get the articles taken down for now. I will think of something for Jay.”

A shot of pain ran through your stomach and you did your best to not show it. Your hand went to your stomach and began rubbing it.

“Are you ok?”

“Yeah, she is just kicking away in there.”

Jungwoo was about to say something when your phone ringing cut him off. Reaching into your bag you pulled it out to see Jay’ name being displayed.

“You have some nerve to call me after releasing that kind of information.”

“Well you knew it was bound to get out. How does it feel to be in the spot light? Is it everything you had hoped for?”

“I will destroy you, you do know that right?”

“Don’t get yourself worked up, a little bad publicity is still publicity and as an actress who is working her way up isn’t that what you need?”

“I will see you destroyed Jay.”

“We shall see. Say when I saw you in the store I noticed that you and Juna were about the same size, so your due date should be around the same time. It’s getting close, I should probably make some adjustments to my apartment to fit another crib in there. After all a daughter needs her daddy and she will want to spend time with her brother.”

“Don’t you even dare! You signed your rights away!”

“I can easily fix that. I imagine you are probably at Jungwoo’s office correct? I sent a package over to him and it should be arrive any minute. I hope you like it.”

Jay ended the call just as a knock came on the door. In walked Jungwoo’s secretary with a small box, it was from Jay. She sat it on the desk before walking out. Jungwoo opened it and took out a small rabbit, the same one from the store. Inside was a note which Jungwoo handed you.

To my darling daughter,

Daddy can’t wait to meet you! I hope you like your rabbit, your mommy picked it out.

Love, Daddy

Dropping both the rabbit and the note to ground you doubled over as another sharp pain in your stomach suddenly hit you. You groaned out in pain as you reached for the desk to steady yourself. Jungwoo came rushing around the desk as the pain began to intensify. The pain was becoming too much, and you were crying to Jungwoo as you grasped onto his arm.

“Oppa there is something wrong with the baby.” Was all you could get out before the strongest stab of pain hit you causing the world to spin before everything went dark.

[a-fence]

Masterlist

Code Kunst (Jo Sungwoo)

Faking It

DPR Ian (Christian Yu)

Nerves

Pose For Me (M)

An Exploration (M)

DPR Live (Hong Dabin)

Boom

Beside You

I Want More (M)

Sinder Twindler

Text Me

DPR REM (Scott Kim)

Beer

Jay Park (Park Jaebum)

Fussy

Pinot Noir

Trial Dad

Jayci Yucca

untitled

Jeon Wonwoo

Body Warmth

Paint (M)

pH-1 (Park Junwon)

Suit and Tie

Simon Dominic (Jung Kiseok)

Chili Lips

The Quiett (Shin Donggab)

12:48

Bunny

Girlfriend

Woo Wonjae

Trouble Sleeping

KHH/KRNB Playlists

2022

2021

Fic recs

[harrysmiso]

Jealous

Haon x reader

Genre: fluff, jealous boyfriend!Haon

wc: ??

gif not mine!! credits to the owner :D

"WHAT?" Haon exclaimed, looking at you with wide eyes. The others and you laughed at his expression when he heard your answer.

You were currently at the h1ghr studio with your boyfriend, Haon, and some of the h1ghr artists. They were currently just hanging out and had a meeting a while ago, talking about future plans.

"Haon, you asked and I answered. What's so bad about Harry oppa's verse?" You said, looking at him while you were seated together with Harry and Sik-K. As a non-artist from h1ghr, they wanted to get some of your opinions. Haon then asked who's verse was your favorite on The Purge, expecting that your answer was his. After all, everyone loved his iconic 'I spit 16 bars when I was 16 they used to call me damn boy' line. However, your answer caught him by surprise when you answered 'Harry oppa'.

"Yeah, Haon. What is wrong with my verse?" Harry teasingly asked, making you giggle.

"See, see! You even giggled at his non-funny joke!" He whined at sat down. However, some of the rappers wanted to push his buttons.

"You know, Harry did tell me he found you pretty," Minsik told you, making you burst out of laughter while Harry blushed, making Haon pout even harder.

"Sucks to you because she's my girlfriend now," Haon said, now making you giggle. With that, Haon had enough and told everyone he'll go to the comfort room. He was never jealous because of his friends and labelmates, he knew better that you love him so much and that you'd never leave him. But hearing you and Minsik's teasing made him jealous.

"Good job, Minsik oppa. Mission accomplished," You jokingly said, standing up and going after Haon. You find him easily in the lobby, scrolling through his phone furiously with eyebrows furrowed.

"Kim Haon, were you really jealous of Harry oppa?" You asked him softly, bending to his height since he was sitting and looking at him. He shrugged, not answering you properly.

"You know, you're the one who told me to listen to his songs more," you said, now sitting down beside. He sighed, now facing you and putting down his phone.

"I know, I'm sorry I kind of overreacted," he told you, making you smile.

"It's alright. I'm sorry for teasing you," you said, making him nod. You then stood up, grabbing his arm to make him stand up with you.

"Now let's go and buy ice cream. Leave those grown ass men be," you said, giggling, making him smile and nod.

You then got a message from Harry, making you chuckle.

pH-won: Not gonna lie, I really did find you pretty the first time I saw you :)

[khh-and-kactors-reactions]

Ash Island and Jay Park reaction to falling in love with a strong and independent woman:

Jin Young would hopelessly fall in love with a strong and independent woman because of one, very big reason: you are able to love yourself, a personality trait he finds to most charming and loveable in a woman. However, falling for you and confessing his love for you are two different things. Jin Young is rather reserved person who does not feel very comfortable talking about his emotions or feelings, except in songs, so it takes a lot of courage to confess. Being a strong woman can also overwhelm him sometimes, so be attentive to his mood and do not push him too much to voice out his thoughts. He is a deep thinker, and you have to accept him like that. But when he confides in you, know that he trusts you more than anyone.

When it comes to Jay, it is not only about falling in love with a strong and independent woman but also about needing one. His life is dominated by music, as an artist and the CEO of two companies, which means your life will also be heavily influenced by it. Having a girlfriend who will constantly waits for him to come home or who makes him choose between her and his obligations will not work for him. He will feel guilty for not spending much time together and eventually end things. So, he needs someone who lives her own life and someone who can put him in his place from time to time or make him think things through. Being in a relationship with a strong, independent woman means living in the moment and not thinking too much about the future for him.

[millithekid]

my man looking good 🔥👀

[veniteme]

Requests are open!

Hello, just wanted to let you know that I am now taking requests for khh oneshots! Hunting for Gems will be my main priority but hopefully these requests keep me writing so I don't lose inspo/motivation. See below for who I write for!

AOMG

Gray

Simon Dominic

Woo Wonjae

Ambition

Kim Hyoeun

Changmo

Way Ched

Ash Island

H1GHR

Woogie

Haon

Homies

Chin

CK

Louie

Just Music

Giriboy

VMC

Rohann

[fmufmu]

I wanna say I love you. (M)

[I'd like to request for Sik-K, please! A comfy night with you falling asleep on his lap or in his studio. ♥]

           Minsik is thoughtful, more than you ever thought.

A/N: for my girl @mayhembunny​! one of few people who’ve been with this blog since the start. this is long due, thank you! 

               “Aren’t you tired, baby?” Minsiks’ hand is warm and smells like cherries as you feel it cup the side of your face, fingers playing with the lose strands in your hair. With your eyes fluttering open, your boyfriend sits in front of you, eye to eye, smiling lazily. “I told you, you didn’t need to come.”

               You don’t usually come to the studio, especially when you know Minsik would be camped out but with how hectic things have been for you with your family and your older sister having a baby, you wanted to with Minsik. Even if that meant curled up on his studio sofa with one of the throw-over blankets covering you.

               But recently, you’ve missed your boyfriend more than words can express. You’ve been together for years and being apart for longer than a day makes you clingy. You hadn’t planned on falling asleep, if you’re honest. You had planned on staying awake, ordering some food then making your way home. But the studio is so warm, and the couch is huge.

               “I didn’t mean to fall asleep.” You huff, sitting up. Minsiks hands fall to your waist as he leans forward, lips meeting yours and you can’t help but melt into the kiss. You missed this so much. You don’t think you’ve ever loved someone like you love Kwon Minsik.

               “Y/n, it’s okay if you do. I know your family is important and you’ve had no time to yourself.” Your hands cup his face. “Sleep more.” You want to. Your body is begging just a few more hours and then you’ll be fine but – but having Minsik like this, right now, is all you want. It’s silly, you think. Almost four years of being together and you still feel like every day is the first day that you’ve been together.

               “No, I just wanna . . .” you childishly say, bumping your noses together. “I wanna be with you.” Minsik laughs. It’s soft, light and airy and blows through so easily. He presses a kiss against your cheek. You let out a small laugh, lying back down.

               “Baby.”

               “I’ll be awake.” You say, pulling the blankets over your body. “Carry on.” Minsik stands up and looks between his desk and you. With a deep sigh, he stalks over to his laptop and the mixing board and shuts it all off before turning back to you.

               “Then let’s nap together.” Minsik hums, climbing next to you on the couch. The weight of his body against yours makes your body go weak.

               “You have work to do.” You tut but you don’t stop him, covering him  Minsik slips behind you, arm thrown over your side. You can’t help but turn over to face him properly, legs tangling together and your arms over his shoulders.

               “That’s the good thing about being your own boss,” Minsik replies. “I can do what I want.”

               “Hm, I suppose.” The kiss is nothing but innocent. It’s deep, your stomach turning and your skin feeling hot. Pulling away, Minsik makes a b-line for your neck, letting his teeth dig into the soft skin. “Here?” It wouldn’t be the first time you’ve both done it in the studio.

               “I haven’t seen you in weeks.” He mumbles, kissing your jaw and your fingers instinctively pull at his hair and you feel him hum against your jaw. You blink, feeling the tiredness really hit you more than anything now, the feeling of arousal slowly fading.

               “Hwmin or Gyujeong could walk in.” You say, your hand pushing away his chest. “Sleep.” Minsik pouts but doesn’t push it. He kisses your lips and pulls your closer.

               “Fine.” Minsik mumbles. “Love you.”

               “Love you more, baby.”

               Four years and that feeling – the feeling of feeling completely and utterly overpowered by your emotions – still doesn’t leave you. You think that this feeling won’t ever leave you. You’ve never adored someone like you adore your boyfriend. Even the bad habits are things you miss when he’s not around.

It must be true love, especially when you look up and Minsik is already snoring into your hair, soft breathing.

[sakkicore]

[10:55pm] tonight you decided not to go out. opting to just stay at home while your friends went out without you. a grin crept up to your face as you stare at the text notification you got from haon.

haon: wya :( im bored here

you: dance with byungjae then

haon: u know i suck at dancing

haon: too bad you aren’t here , i've been looking forward to see you after all

you: have fUNNNNN

haon: u're no fun

you rolled on your bed as you continue to exchange message with him. work had kept you busy and got no time for yourself so as soon as you got a day off, you decided it would be nice to spend it nicely by staying in. though you felt a bit guilty for not going since it had been a while since you last went clubbing. your phone vibrated again, signalling a new message.

haon: you really not going ?????? I could pick u up

you: you don’t have a car lmao

haon: i'll sneak minsik hyung's car and drive ;)

you: wtf no

haon: :[

haon: i miss u

you: u’re drunk

you felt your heart drop at his message. the thing with haon is that the two of you are actually not friends nor in a relationship. nothing’s official between you yet you act like a couple. it never bothered you but your friends are. “i mean, why can’t he jusk ask you to be his girlfriend? the feelings mutual already plus you guys act like one to be honest,” yeeun plopped down on your bed with her hands under her chin. “i don’t know, i don’t really mind though. if he asks me then i'll say yes but if he doesn’t...” you paused not really knowing what to say.

yeeun just shook her head, “you guys are messed up,”

“more like, complicated.”

“whatever.”

an incoming call pulled you out of your thoughts. sitting up straight, you picked up. “hey,”

“i'm really gonna do it,”

“don't you dare,” you warned. haon may be full of crazy ideas but sneaking his hyung’s car just for you is not it.

“i'm coming over,”

“wait wha—“ he quickly hang up, not giving you time to respond. he wouldn’t actually do it will he? suddenly the movie you were currently watching doesn’t seem so interesting anymore as you felt anxious. not long after, someone knocked on your door. you got up, already knowing who it is.

“how di—“

“will you be my girlfriend?” haon interrupted as your eyes widen at his question.

“are you drunk?”

“i'm not. i had a few drinks but i'm still sober and aware of my actions right now.” he looked sincere as his eyes locked with yours. what’s happening? why does he suddenly ask you at this unexpected time?

“how did you get here?”

“minsik hyung drove me.”

you tried to change the topic but failed as he asks again. “so.... is it a yes or...?”

trusting your actions, you stood on your tippy toes as you kiss him. you felt him smile as he snaked his arms around you. “i take that as a yes.”

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Lights Out

Chapter 6

Hazel’s P.O.V

I glanced down at my dress and watched the fabric soak up the liquid. Sapphire instantly searched for my face, as did woojae. I sighed as i looked back up at junwon. He had his hands in his pockets, looking off to the side and lightly bopping his head to the music. I glanced over at sapphire, whose attention was now on woojae. She was clearly upset. She waved her finger in his face and he grabbed her hand, lacing their fingers in a way that calmed her down almost completely. 

I stood up from the staircase and made a beeline for the bathroom. Pushing through the crowd of half drunk humans, I kept my composure as best as I could. I wanted to cry so badly.

As I slammed the bathroom door behind me, I closed my eyes.

Why would he be here with someone else?

Just as I was about to let out the water works, there was a bang at the door. I slightly jumped and yanked the door back. “What!” I shouted, expecting it to be junwon. It wasn't. It was some drunk fool, who pushed right past me and threw up all over the toilet. I groaned and stomped my way back towards the crowd of people. 

Pushing against everyone, i made my way towards Woojae. Grabbing his shoulder, I turned his body around to face me. “Why would you let him bring another girl here!” I shouted over the music. Woojae quickly shook his head and put his hands up. “We just happened to arrive at the same time, Hazel. I’ve been trying to get in touch with him to tell him about the accident. I had no idea he was even coming to this party.”

I looked over towards sapphire. “How did he even know there was a party in the first place, Sapphire?” 

She placed her hands on her hips and cocked her head to the side. “I didn’t personally invite him. He probably saw the invitation that I posted.” 

I rolled my eyes and bumped her shoulder as I walked past her.

Junwon’s P.O.V

This wasn’t really my style. Parties were just too loud for me. I was only here cause someone sent a stupid invitation to Jay. he saw the word mansion and said we must attend. To be honest, I was still tired from all the partying we did the other night. All I really wanted to do was get away from this girl and go to sleep in my own bed. Jay really wanted to spend some time together since this was his last day in the states. He wanted me to see what kind of lifestyle I would have back in Korea. Only he said it was going to be ten times worse with the partying. 

“Damn, there’s hella people here.” Jay laughed. “Perfect opportunity to spread the word about your music to gain more exposure. What do you think?” he asked. I nodded my head and glanced around the room. He was right, there was a ton of people here, but i--

“Hazel?!” I shouted as I spotted a familiar figure throughout the crowd. I pulled my arm back from the girl who was attached to me. “Hey!” she whined. I waved her off and wiggled my way through the people. “Hazel!” I yelled out for her. She kept walking. 

“Yo!” someone pulled at my jacket and I turned around. “Woojae? what are you doing here?” i laughed.

“What the hell are you doing, bro?” He shouted over the music. 

“What do you mean? I just seen Hazel, where is she going?” I shouted back.

“She going crazy. You really thought bringing another chick here wouldn’t set her off?”

I furrowed my brows. “Wait, who’s party is this?” i asked. 

He ignored my question.

“You know everyone’s been trying to get ahold of you, right?”

I pulled out my phone. Something I hadn't looked at in days, and he was right. I had tons of missed calls from unsaved numbers.

“The girls didn’t miss your show on purpose. They got into a car accident.”

I glanced up at him. “A what?!” my breathing went short and I turned my attention back to finding Hazel, leaving woojae standing there.

Hazel’s P.O.V

Walking into Sapphire’s room, I reached for my clothes that sat on the bed and started to change out of her dress. As i lifted my arms to put on my shirt, this stupid pain in my back started to pinch at me. I winced and shut my eyes, instantly crying. Not only from the pain but, because this idiot brought a freakin girl to my bestfriend’s stupid party. 

“Hazel.” Sapphire said as she entered the room. “Don’t take your anger out on me. I didn’t invite the man.” she said closing the door. I breathed a laugh and proceed to get dressed, wiping my eyes. “I don't care, Sapphire. I really don’t. I’m going home.” I said wiggling into my pants. 

“Yes, you do care and no you’re not going home. You don’t have a ride back.” she said snatching my shoes up. “You really think that’s going to stop me from leaving. I will leave this house barefoot.” 

As I made my way to the door, Sapphire put her hand over the handle. “Just stop.” she whined. “This wasn’t supposed to happen. We were supposed to be celebrating being alive.” 

I sighed. “Yay. we’re still breathing. Now, move.” Pushing her hand away from the knob, I snatched the door open and there stood junwon with his fist in the air, like he was going to knock.

I groaned and slammed the door in his face. Sapphire stood there quiet for a moment. As she placed my shoes back on the ground, she pulled me into a tight hug. I started crying again, as I hugged her back.

Everyone knew deep down, i had feelings for junwon. Even when i was with Bryan.

Everyone knew. Everyone!

“Hazel, i just wanna talk..” Junwon said through the door softly. I said nothing.

I just stood there, in sapphire’s arms and cried for what seemed like forever.

“You should just let him explain himself. I know you wanna punch him in the throat, but do that after.” she said giggling a little. I pulled back from her hug and pushed my hair back. 

This night was just terrible. 

“I don't even wanna see his face, sapp.” I mumbled. “I wouldn’t either.” she replied. “But, at least he’s here. Not down there, with that hoe.” Sapphire shrugged. “Use this opportunity.”

Seconds later, sapphire disappeared. It was just junwon and i now. 

I kept my distance, standing over by the entrance to the bathroom. As he started to approach me, I lifted my hand and shook my head slowly. 

“Just- don’t..” I furrowed my brows as my lip started to quiver. “Don’t..” 

Junwon parted his lips and sighed. I could tell he didn't know where to start.

“Did you really get into a car accident?” he mumbled, searching my body for marks.

I breathe a laugh and crossed my arms. I couldn't bring myself to say a word. I was just going to scream and I knew that wouldn’t be good for the situation. Did he really think I would lie about something like that?

“Why do you care?” I spat out. Junwon blinked a few times then shook his head. 

“Hazel, why wouldn’t I care? You’re.. my best fucking friend...” 

Best fucking friend?

I looked off to the side, pretending not to hear those words. 

“Are you okay?” he said walking over to me. He took my hand and I immediately snatched it away. “I’m fine. Just- get out of my way.” I mumbled as I walked past him. Slipping on my shoes, I tied the laces carefully. 

“Please stop acting like this.” Junwon was becoming frustrated and I really didn't care. I rolled my eyes and headed towards the door, but he stood in front of me.

 “I thought you ditched me, okay? I thought you just completely forgot about me and went to kick it with Bryan instead.” He confessed. 

Hearing his name just pissed me off even more. 

“Bryan was the idiot who hit us.” I yelled angrily, pushing past him.

I stomped out of Sapphire’s room and was soon in the mix of the wild hyenas.

Pushing them aside, I made my way to the front door and yanked it open, stepping out into the cold night. I squinted my eyes, looking down the dark road- having second thoughts about leaving.

Leaving the door wide open, I could hear the party getting louder. Girls were screaming and shouting at the presents of someone. I turned back, looking at a big circle of people and flashing lights. I rolled my eyes at the scene and started walking down the road.

an hour later

This was my sanctuary. This was the place that i would go everyday after my father passed away. This place has seen many tears of mine.

I sat down on the bench, hugging my arms to get away from the cold. I looked out towards the waterfall and sighed. 

“What is happening, dad? I don’t understand.”

The next day

“What the hell..” I groaned. As I opened my eyes, the waterfall came back into my sight. The sun was warm against my skin and the wind was slightly blowing. 

Sitting up, I yelped. My back was on fire and it felt like someone was stabbing me over and over again.

My body became stiff as i tried to lift myself off the bench.

How the hell did I fall asleep out here?

Approaching my front door, I stared at the handle. My mom was going to flip. I bet she was worried sick about me.

“Hello?..” I called out as I opened the door. It was quiet. The silence could actually kill. 

“Zoe?”

Nothing.

Walking over to the kitchen, I glanced at the oven clock. 

10:42am

I lifted my brows and opened the pantry for some medicine. I popped two advils in the mouth and grabbed some water than made my way upstairs.

Opening my door, I saw a small box on my bed. Flipping it over, I examined the square and tilted my head. “The heck is this?”

Ripping the box open, i slightly gasped. It was a new phone. I shook my head and picked it up, searching the box for a name.

Nothing.

“HAZEL?!” I heard Zoey’s voice call out for me.

I ran over to the ponywall with the new phone in my hand. “Did you do this?” I said looking down at her, showing the phone. She smiled and lifted her arms, which i could barely see. They were covered in shopping bags.

“What the hell?” 

“I damaged Woojae’s pockets, not mine.” she confessed. Zoey skipped up the stairs, leaving the front door open.

“I was gone for 14 hours and your first thought was to go shopping?” I said disappointed. She shook her head. “No!” she shouted. “Look, we went looking for you. Even tried to file a missing person report, but they said we had to wait for 24 hours just in case you showed up.” she started. “We looked all night for you, staying up until 4am.” Zoe made her way to her room and I followed behind her. “So, you gave up and decided to go shopping?” I repeated. She huffed. “Sapphire and I were worried sick, okay? Woojae thought it would be a good distraction for us.” she smiled as she tried to hug me. I pushed her arms away.

“Are you not understanding how fucked up this is?” I questioned.

“HAZE?!?!?” Sapphire’s voice rang in my ears.

I rolled my eyes and made my way downstairs, folding my arms across my chest. “Are you guys serious right now?” I said annoyed as I looked down at her shopping bags. Woojae entered the house quickly after her and set down more bags.

“I’m so happy to see you!” I winced as she threw her arms around me. “OUCH!” I screamed. Sapphire pulled back quickly and furrowed her brows. “What’s wrong?” she shouted. 

I paused for a minute.

“Your.. ring..” I lied. “It got stuck in my hair..” as the words left my mouth, I felt slightly out of breath from holding in the pain. She glanced down at her hand and lifted her brows. “I'm sorry..” 

Woojae cleared his throat.

“I see you like your present.” he said nodding towards the iPhone. “I didn’t know which color to get, but I heard that your favorite color is pink.” he laughed as he looked over at Sapphire. 

“This came from you?!” my eyes instantly got bigger. Woojae nodded. “I can’t accept this. Here.” I said handing him the phone back. Sapphire pushed my hand away. “Take it, Haze.” her expression was firm. “I don't want it.” I mumbled to her. “I didn’t ask if you wanted it. You need it.” 

I could tell Sapphire was upset. She picked up a few shopping bags and set it on the couch then approached Woojae, taking his hand.

“Woojae was nice enough to buy you a phone and you should use it. You clearly need some time to get yourself together, Hazel. You’ve been very weird and slightly rude for the past couple days and that's not you. When you find my bestfriend, call me.” Sapphire tugged at Woojae’s hand, signaling him that it was time to leave. He sighed and flashed a weak smile.

“I’m glad you’re okay, Hazel. Get some rest..”

As the door shut behind them, I stared at it. 

“She’s right, you know?” Zoey said from the balcony. “Woojae was actually really worried. He’s the one who made the report for us.” she mumbled.

“Who’s side are you on, Zoe?” I said quietly. 

“I’m not picking sides. You’re my sister and I love you, but Sapphire is right.” she said sighing and going into her room.

[makeamoviemba]

Sunshine | Sik-k

characters | one

⤷ summary: meeting a handsome stranger on the streets could hold a lot more than you would ever imagine

⤷ social media au

Y O U ; T H E  G I R L

J A Y  P A R K ; Y O U R  B R O T H E R

K W O N  M I N S I K ; T H E  H A N D S O M E  S T R A N G E R

I N F O R M A T I O N S

they are all famous like in real life

this story is a social media au

this story is also available on wattpad

you can ask me if something isn't clear or you don't understand some parts i hope you enjoy the story!

[eliteadditions]

Hero’s Relationships With H1GHR

[harrysmiso]

Let me braid your hair

BIG Naughty (Seo Donghyun) x reader

genre: fluff, comedy ig??

wc: 439

"Dude, ow!" you wince.

"Sorry! Wait, lemme just..." Donghyun said, trying to brush your hair properly.

"Babe, you're pulling my ear"

"Sorry! Don't move"

"Donghyun, I'm not even moving!"

Being with Donghyun for a year now has its ups and downs, considering he was hella busy with work. He was fun to be with, especially since the two of you love doing the same thing: staying at home. The both of you met at work, you being a producer and him being a rapper.

You started being a producer for h1ghr music two years ago when Gyujeong discovered you on Soundcloud. You made music for underground rappers, and he found your music amazing. He was shocked at first when he first met up with you because he never expected you to be so young because the beats you made were as if made by someone their age and experiences. With that, he helped you arrange things and got you to be a producer for h1ghr music artists, signing you to the label.

The two of you made music at his house since you were both too lazy to go to the studio, but a few hours later, you both grew tired and decided to call it a day. At the moment, Donghyun's now trying to braid your hair.

"I swear I can do this, I saw a video on YouTube and it looked so easy!" He said, trying to braid your hair properly.

"Why did you even watch a video of braiding someone's hair?" You asked, getting a mumble of words as an answer.

"I'm sorry, what?" You said.

"Because! The hyungs and my classmates said girls find men who can tie hair a turn on.." He said. You giggled at his silliness, finding his small effort cute.

"Okay, but after this let's get coffee, please?" You told him, earning a hum from him as a 'yes'.

A few minutes later, he finally succeeded. Your hair was now tied to a neat braid done by your boyfriend. He took a picture of it and even sent it to the chatroom with his friends and the h1ghr music chatroom, making you smile at how proud he was.

"Alright Mr. Braid professional, can we get coffee now?" You said, now trying to stand up from sitting on the floor. He nodded and helped you up.

"My treat, because I'm proud of myself for doing a great job at braiding your hair," he said, getting his wallet. You nodded and the both of you walked out his house, saying goodbye to his mom and walking to the coffee shop hand in hand.

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pH-1 and Bloo reaction to people belittling the work you do because it looks easy:

Daniel will be quite pissed reading the comments on his live about your work and how you two were not a good fit because of it. You are a kindergarten teacher and you absolutely adore the little troublemakers in your class while he -let’s just say- rather chooses to stay away from them; definitely after that time that he decided to pick you up from your work. He will probably call his fans out on it for being so ignorant and will cut his livestream short. Afterwards, he will take a night stroll with you knowing it will help you forget things but also for himself to calm down.

Jun Won will also be very judgemental about the people that are criticizing your work. You are his personal stylist, and he loves your style (and you); you two grew close over the years and started dating along the way. He hates people who are so narrow-minded and, worse, feel the need to share their unpopular opinion. He will talk to the person in private and not cause a ‘scene’ like Daniel but from the tone of his words the person will get the message. When you two are alone, he will ask you if you are alright and tell you not to care about those people.

[rap-basquiat]

I need some drunk Hwimin imagines/FF, there’s only like 5 in his tag :(