#h1ghr scenarios

[milkybonya]

slip ☆ big naughty

order 070, anon: large taro milk tea with banana tapioca pearls, pudding, and regular tapioca pearls for big naughty

! : suggestive (kissing/making out), swear words/explicit language, a lot of bickering, kind of cliché and fast paced

# : enemies to friends to lovers, fake dating, academic rivals, big naughty (Seo Donghyun x gn reader, ft. bestie Haon

[💌: yes i keep using old photos of bigna because he looks cuddly n sof and what about it !!!! also my fav song from hopeless romantic is papillon. and why is he going to so many festivals pls do a world tour sir we're waiting]

"oh, fuck off y/n," Donghyun snaps.

"i literally just want to sit in my seat," you say, pointing to your spot that Donghyun is sitting in.

he scowls at you and sticks his tongue out, turning back to his friends.

"what the fuck is your problem?" you sigh. "why can't i just sit in my seat?"

"your mom," he replies, laughing with his friends.

you groan and sit in his spot instead. he watches you carefully, trying to find more things he can pick on you about.

"what did you get on last week's assignment?" he asks.

"your mom," you reply with a smirk, proud of your retaliation.

"touché," replies Donghyun. "well, i got 99%."

"i got 100 so suck it," you say, turning back to him and sticking your tongue out.

you hear someone laugh and recognize it immediately as your friend, Haon. he walks into class and sits in his spot usually next to you, but currently taken by Donghyun.

"suck it fr, Donghyun," Haon says, opening his books.

"shut up, you can barely even pass half the time," Donghyun whines.

you burst out laughing and Donghyun smiles to himself.

the two of you are sworn enemies, academic rivals.

"but you guys enjoy this, don't you?" Haon asks you as he eats his lunch with you in the cafeteria.

you shake your head.

"he's so annoying, i can't stand him. he's literally so dumb and immature."

Haon shrugs, continuing to eat.

-

that week in class, a new assignment is announced. you're ready to do research and present the best ppt ever... until they say it's a creative project... and a group project, too. a group project in pairs. assigned pairs.

"i'm placing the two rivals in this class together because i'm sure if you actually work together, you can get something spectacular done," your teacher explains.

all eyes on the class turn to you and Donghyun. you can see Haon laughing somewhere within your peripheral vision as you try to look straight ahead.

"y/n and Donghyun, you'll be the first group to present. come take your assignment sheet."

you look back to see Donghyun rolling his eyes and sighing, exaggerating his every move and sound. so, you get up and fetch the sheet yourself.

everyone gets 10 minutes to read the assignment over before the class continues, and you drag your seat to Donghyun's desk so you can both read it over.

"this is so dumb," Donghyun sighs.

"i.. think it's quite fun, actually! we're given a lot of freedom for the presentation.. what should we do?!" you ask.

"i say we write a song. i know a thing or two about music. and you can come to my place; i have the equipment," Donghyun quickly explains while looking down at his phone.

you sigh. this is going to be tough.

-

Donghyun's house is big, clean, and extremely organized. you look around like a tourist at a foreign museum, taking in everything and also trying to find any baby photos of Donghyun to use as blackmail. you find his class president promo poster on the door of his room and immediately take a photo.

"everyone's already seen that. it won't do much for you," he says nonchalantly, making you jump as he walks from behind you into his room and onto his bed.

"let's go to my studio; it's easier to work there," he says with a smirk.

deep down, he's excited. he's excited for you to see the studio and feel shocked. he's excited to show you that he's more than just a bookworm. why is he excited? he doesn't know.. well.. because he gets to show off and one-up you, right?!

you follow behind him, imagining his studio as a tiny closet with a cheap mic, but you're suprised to find a soundproofed room filled with art, a weird toilet-chair, and a setup that looks like it belongs to a producer.

"wha--?" your jaw is dropped as you look around.

Donghyun's face is burning up, your shocked face makes him feel so proud he could die right now and die happy.

"Donghyun, this is all yours?" you ask.

"yeah, it's whatever. anyways, come sit. let's figure out what we want to do," he says as he sits in his chair, leaning back and turning on the desktop.

it takes a while for you to come up with ideas because you're still so in shock, but eventually, the two of you come up with the bare bones draft of a song. by then, it's pretty late and you decide you should go home.

right as Donghyun is sending you off at the door, his mom walks in.

"oh, hey Donghyun! i'm home.. who is this? a friend from school?"

"i'm y/n, Donghyun's classmate. we were just working on a project together," you say with a smile.

Donghyun's mom smiles back and nods, saying goodbye to you along with his son who glares at you as you leave.

"what kind of classmate do you glare at as they leave, huh Donghyun?" his mom asks him once you're gone.

"a classmate i hate."

-

back in class the next day, you excitedly race to Donghyun to talk about the song you've made.

"i was thinking about it all night! i have so many ideas now... we can incorporate some of our favourite poets' work into the song.. we can also sample some classical artists because we're gonna talk about how copyrighting and stuff is a blurry line, right?!" you ramble on.

"excuse me, do i know you?" Donghyun asks, trying to glare at you but breaking out into a laugh.

his laughter makes you crack up, and you don't notice Haon staring at you. the classroom's biggest rivals are suddenly laughing together?

you spend all of lunch talking about the song with Donghyun, and you go back to his place that night to work on the song again. his mom brings you fruits and wishes you luck as the two of you keep getting more and more ideas for the song.

"what about a music video?!" you suggest.

"let's make Haon the villain," Donghyun jokes.

"hey, hey.. don't bring my friend into this!"

-

the next day, you use your lunch period to film the music video. at this point, all sorts of rumours are spreading throughout the school. most of them involve you and Donghyun dating.

"i heard from someone that you went over to his house and spent the whole night making out with him instead of studying. what do you have to say for yourself, y/n?!" Haon asks you before a class begins.

"they can all fuck off. everyone will see when we present that we've actually been working hard," you explain.

-

at Donghyun's place, the two of you meet to add the final touches to the song and music video. you're so invested on fixing up a specific scene that Donghyun speaking makes you jump.

"don't you think it's so dumb that everyone thinks we're dating," he says.

you raise your brows at him while your heartrate returns to normal. "you heard it too?"

he nods, running his fingers through his soft, dark locks.

"yeah," you agree with a scoff, "it's really dumb."

"what if we fake date to make them think they're right and then a week later or something tell everyone ha we were just pranking!" Donghyun explains with a toothy grin, his hair falling back into his face.

"huh? w-why would we do that?"

Donghyun shrugs. "because it's fun."

you don't see the fun in any of this.

"okay, if you agree to fake date me, i'll... purposely fail the next test."

you perk up at the sound of that and Donghyun smirks.

"deal, then?"

"no... what would fake-dating entail?" you ask, leaning back in your chair next to Donghyun.

he presses the keys on his keyboard as he speaks. "acting like a couple but not actually being a couple?"

"okay, i know that much, but are we talking full pda or--"

💌: (pda means public display of affection, things like holding hands, kissing, etc that a couple does!)

"gross!" Donghyun yelps, pushing you and covering his face as it turns pink.

"get your head out the gutter! we'll just go with the flow, nothing too wild," he explains, pushing the hair out of his eyes.

you find yourself agreeing and the next morning, the day of your presentation, Donghyun is at your front door.

"Donghyun?" you ask, shocked.

"we're dating, aren't we? so let me walk you to school," he says, slipping his hand into yours.

"fake dating," you clarify as you lock the door.

"well.. anyways, all ready for the presentation today?" he asks, pushing his glasses up with his free hand. he grins at you; a small, curious grin.

"yep! i'm so excited... i think the reactions will be legendary," you say.

you both try to ignore the butterflies you feel each time you look at your interlocked fingers.

-

"they're holding hands?"

"i told you they're dating!"

"is it a prank?"

"y/n just wants to make Haon jealous."

the whispers start the second you and Donghyun enter the school grounds while holding hands, and they don't stop.

Haon races up to you in class once you're in your seat, demanding answers.

"i haven't seen you in a week and you say it's because of this project and now you're holding hands with your sworn enemy?!"

you shrug in response and he sighs.

looking back at Donghyun, you find he was already looking at you. quickly, he looks away, his cheeks red.

"okay, class. let's start the presentations! Haon and Seunghoon can go first," the teacher says.

you watch your best friend sigh as he stands, shuffling over to the front. you cheer him on and watch eagerly as he presents, but you're also nervous for your turn.

well, you don't even have time to be nervous! you're up next!!

the class murmurs as you both walk up and Donghyun smiles at you, lovingly? you can't tell if he's putting on the fake dating act or if his small smile and warm eyes are genuinely shooting out love hearts for you.

you shrug it off and focus on the presentation. luckily, you and Donghyun both present without any mistakes, and both the class and teacher love it!

"i knew something good would come out of pairing you both together!" the teacher says.

after the class, so many people come up to you both with questions about the song. Haon jokingly tells everyone that no paparazzi is allowed.

"move back!" he shouts, gently pushing the students away.

while Haon is unknowingly distracting them, Donghyun whispers into your ear.

"on the count of three, let's run."

"one." he smiles at you.

"two." he takes your hand.

"three!" he pulls you towards him as he sprints out of the class and you trail behind him.

your laughter echoes through the halls as you both stop in an empty classroom to catch your breaths.

"why?!" you ask Donghyun, who shrugs his shoulders.

"this is so much better," he says, panting while smiling.

"agreed," you reply.

there's an awkward silence between you both and you look around the classroom, not noticing Donghyun's eyes on you.

"can i kiss you?" he suddenly asks.

"huh?!" you whip your head around.

Donghyun's eyes are sparkling. he's serious, genuinely meant the question he asked.

"yes," you reply, knowing you mean it but not knowing why.

before you can try to find out, Donghyun is pressing his lips to yours and cupping your cheeks. his kiss is warm, and soft. you see stars; you feel butterflies like never before. he's practically taking you to heaven but brings you back down the second he pulls away.

"i-i'm sorry," he says, sheepishly, looking ashamed but cute with his cheeks all rosy.

"no. i wanted to," you say, reaching for his hand.

why are you reaching for his hand? your body is acting on instincts that you aren't even aware of.

you hear a low whistle from outside the classroom.

"so this is where you ran off to?" Haon asks, stepping into the class.

you quickly let go of Donghyun's hands.

"you have a lot of explaining to do, y/n," Haon tells you.

-

an hour spent at a café with Haon and he's had his jaw dropped the whole time as you've been talking.

"okay and so basically now you both kissed and you're wondering if you have real feelings for him?" Haon asks.

you slowly nod, taking a sip of your drink. your friend shakes his head at you, smirking.

"you fucking idiot. you've had feelings for him this whole time and haven't known! just date him for real already," Haon says.

"it isn't that easy! who knows how he feels about me," you point out.

Haon laughs, "he asked if he could kiss you. you don't think he likes you?"

your phone vibrates on the table. Donghyun's caller id flashes on the screen.

"answer it," Haon says. "i bet he wants to confess."

"hello?" you speak into your phone, stepping outside of the café so you can hear better.

"hey.. you're not busy, are you?" Donghyun asks in a small voice.

you look back at Haon. "no, why?"

"about what happened today.. i want to say that i don't regret it. i wanted that.. and i still want it.,"

"what do you mean?" you ask.

"i like you, y/n. for real. let's date.. for real?" he asks.

"you idiot. why aren't you telling me this in person," you joke.

"because i'm shy. answer me first," he whines.

you laugh, telling him that you feel the same.

"everything is happening so fast," you say.

"you're right, but let's not waste any more time. do you wanna come over?" Donghyun asks.

Haon looks up moments later to find you rushing in to grab your things.

"i'm so sorry Haon, i've gotta go," you say.

"just go. go to him," Haon says, sipping on his drink.

-

at Donghyun's house, his mom invites you in and you walk straight to his studio. the second you knock on his door, he opens it. clearly, he's been waiting.

and he wastes no time before he pins you to the door and his lips crash onto yours, tenderly melting against you as his hands slowly come down to wrap around your waist. he sighs in relief as your cool hands cup his warm cheeks, pulling him closer.

"was that okay?" he whispers after he pulls away.

"yes.. we like each other and we're dating now, right?" you ask.

Donghyun shyly nods. he takes you by the hand toward his chair, inviting you into his lap after he first takes a seat.

"wanna watch a movie with me?" he asks.

-

in class the next day, the two of you act as normal... as normal as a couple who were enemies before, then fake dated and are now dating for real could act.

people still don't know if your relationship is real or not, and some snobby popular girl comes all the way to your class from hers just to find out.

"it's real.. right? Donghyun, you wouldn't be dating your rival.. right? c'mon, i know you like me--"

she's cut off by the sound of your boyfriend scoffing.

"excuse me? like you? who even are you?" Donghyun asks, not even looking at the girl but instead focusing on drawing circles on the back of your hand as he holds it in his.

the girl is dumbfounded and storms away. you look at Donghyun, surprised that he stood up for you. he kisses your nose and giggles.

"i have to get used to this," you say.

"used to what?"

"you defending me for a change."

Donghyun shakes his head at you.

"get to your spots, everyone! we have a test today," the teacher says.

you look back at Donghyun before going to your desk, and he throws you a wink.

it's after class that you realize why--he kept his promise. he purposely failed his test because you agreed to fake date him.

"why would you do that, though? we stopped fake dating," you explain during lunch.

"but you still agreed, and a deal is a deal," he says with a small smile.

-

that night, you go to Donghyun's house again. in the studio, you recount the events that happened with that dumb popular girl and how Donghyun failed a test for the first time. you both laugh your heads off until a long silence prompts you to speak again.

you kneel down so you're eye-level with your boyfriend as you say, "Donghyun, you did really well today. i'm so proud of you. you did so much for me.. i don't deserve it."

"can i kiss you?" he suddenly asks without hesitation.

as soon as you nod yes, he presses his lips to the corner of your mouth, below your lips and above your chin. his touch as he gently caresses your cheek with his thumb is warm and soft. when he pulls away, even though you weren't kissing him, you miss the feeling of his lips on you.

his eyelids flutter open and he stares at you with stars on his eyes, his cheeks dusted red.

you unconsciously whine and pout, wanting to kiss him, making Donghyun break into a smile.

"you missed," you say, pointing to your lips.

"you're crazy," he tells you, but he still kisses you for real this time and butterflies rage within you as he pulls you onto his lap. it feels like you're melting onto his chest as one of his hands hold the back of your neck and the other your back.

Donghyun's phone starts vibrating on his desk but he pays it no mind, fully focusing on his racing heart and how sweet you taste, how warm you are to hold and how much he loves you.

he tells you this, breathes and mumbles it against your lips and you have to hold onto him because you feel so weak.

"D-Donghyun i can't.. i need a break.. my heart is exploding," you stutter.

he holds your waist and lets you lean back, admiring you.

"you don't think my heart also feels like there's warfare happening in there?" he asks with a toothy grin.

"i hate you," you say while smiling.

"oh? why are you sitting in my lap then?"

"fuck off."

"did you mean 'fuck me' instead? cause i will--"

"SHUT UP!" you shout, standing up.

Donghyun is a laughing mess, clapping his hands together and gasping for air.

"i'm sorry," he says with a smile, reaching for your hand as you jokingly turn your back to him.

[lookismaddict]

Random Lookism Thoughts that I Get During Class:

(Whenever I daydream during class, I always think of these random scenarios or if they were real, they’d probably do these things IRL.)

Vasco: He would be heard singing One Direction with the rest of the Burn Knuckles crew in the hallway at school, especially the song What Makes You Beautiful.

Daniel Park: He’d be fine with helping his female friends out, by making him their makeup model to try different shades of makeup whenever he gets dragged into a makeup store with them, like in Sephora

Jay Hong: He’s the type of guy who’d gladly help you in finding puzzle pieces for a picture. Also, he’d be good at playing charades. (Only when acting out the topic.)

Samuel Seo: The type of mf to act like he can beat the shit out of everybody in a MMA ring but then cries at home after just losing one round to a professional. (Or maybe he’d get disqualified off the bat for not following the rules because we all know this man is a walking time bomb.)

Johan Seong: This guy acts like he’s the shit but then doesn’t even know what’s the shit. For instance, he claims to know all of the Tik Tok trends that Zack shows him, but doesn’t even have Tik Tok.

Zack Lee: The type of guy to think that Africa is a country. (Or England is his city. Mira had to correct him every time. LMAO) Also, he might think Drake’s music is top tier and you might catch him trying to sing “One Dance” to Mira.

Vin Jin: Let’s be honest. We all have a feeling that he’d be a rising underground SoundCloud rapper with his 50 followers on SoundCloud. His inspirations would probably be K-Hip Hop rappers such as ZICO, Jay Park, Flowsik, etc. (or anyone in H1GHR Music). And his fashion sense would probably be inspired by Dumbfoundead, who was inspired by American East L.A. hip hop. (You can see from Vin Jin’s previous outfits in older Lookism chapters, with his snapback cap, black hoodie, plaid shirts and gold chain)

Jake Kim: This dude would definitely bring the entire Big Deal crew to Disneyland, but they would be stuck in the entrance checkpoint since he was thinking of just barging in there for free. Even Jerry wore Mickey ears and was hoping to get into Disneyland that day.

Kouji: This kid would have trolled people online by causing unnecessary arguments and debates on Reddit, and would later dox them and expose their personal information on Reddit, 4chan, etc. (And maybe sell people’s personal info to shady people on the Dark Web for a good amount of cash.) His hobby would be looking into internet mysteries, such as Cicada 3301.

Eli Jang: He’d be Insta-famous and would probably have like 100k followers, getting a bunch of promotion offers (Men’s Fashion Nova). Sally and the rest of the Hostel girls would help Eli dress up for his “photoshoots” even though it’s just them taking pics of Eli in different places. One of his main hobbies would be looking at popular hair trends on Instagram, to try them out at his work.

Joon Goo Kim: He would secretly be an anime fan. If he started watching anime, he’d definitely choose Demon Slayer first then become a fan. He’ll even buy and collect weapons from anime that he’d watch including those from Naruto, Bleach, and Jujutsu Kaisen. (Update: He’d definitely be a Gojo fan. They’re similar in a way.)

Jong Gun Park: You’d probably catch him in the UFC gym, training and working out. But then will end up causing a blood bath in the gym when he goes on a crazy fighting spree, just by punching people who he thinks are strong. You might see this man in a video on Worldstar or on a random Tik Tok video by an ordinary civilian.

[a-fence]

Suit and Tie

Inspired by this post of pH-1

9:41 AM: Can you go shopping with me?

9:43 AM: Please?

9:50 AM: Y/N!

9:51 AM: Y/N!

9:52 AM: Y/N!!

9:53 AM: Y/N!!

You awoke to the incessant ringing of your phone and you wondered who’s trying to ruin your attempt to sleep in on a Saturday morning. You checked your phone and it’s none other than your best friend, Park Junwon. You groaned as you read his messages because not only did he ruin your attempt to sleep in, he’s also trying to ruin your plan of staying in your bed all weekend long.

Y/N: No. Please choose another sacrifice to go shopping with you.

Junwon: You’re the only one who gives me honest opinions about my clothes :((

Y/N: You have other friends!! Why not take Seonghwa or Sungwoo? Those two dress well!

Junwon: Because!!

And your doorbell rang.

Y/N: Tell me you’re not outside my door!!

Junwon didn’t reply but instead rang your door again. You got up to let him in, not even bothering to fix yourself in the hopes that it’ll convince him to let you sleep some more.

He’s unfazed by your appearance and instead turned you around and pushed you by your shoulders to the direction of your bathroom.

“I’m not getting out of it, am I?” you asked, defeated.

“Nope!” Junwon declared.

Junwon had ordered in breakfast by the time you’re done showering. While eating breakfast, he told you that he has a wedding to attend in a few days and you’ll be helping him pick a suit.

You arrived at the tailor’s and you started looking around. You picked a few and you chose some odd ones, like a red felt one, and a dark green one with what looked like crocodile print on it just to tease him.

“Really?” he asked, as he eyed the suits you picked for him.

You shrugged, “You told me you needed a suit. You didn’t tell me any other specifics.”

Junwon rolled his eyes but took them with him inside the fitting room anyway. He started with your odd choices first just to show you how ridiculous they were. You both laughed and agreed that it might upstage the groom a bit but he could probably wear it for an awards show or some other event in the future.

He opened the curtain for the nth time, donning a black suit with a white dress shirt underneath and he asked you to choose between a necktie and a bow tie. Your jaw went slack at the sight of him all dressed up. There hasn’t really been any event until now that prompted him to wear a suit and you’re shocked at how well he cleaned up. You’ve been staring for a few seconds and it took you a while to answer his question.

“Hello?? Earth to Y/N??” he asked as he waved the ties in your face.

“Sorry, um bow tie,” you chose.

He faced the mirror to put the bow tie on then turned around to show you. “I think we’ve found a winner.”

“Try the dark blue one just to compare,” you suggested, not really for his benefit but yours as you’ve realized how much you like seeing him in a suit.

You both agreed that the black one is better and that was the suit he purchased.

You headed to a nearby restaurant for an early dinner and you asked him about the wedding.

“I actually introduced you to the couple a while back. I don’t know if you still remember,” he said and took out his phone to show you a picture of the couple.

“Oh I think I remember them!”

“Yeah so do you wanna go with me? They reserved me two seats so I can bring a plus one.” He slid the invitation towards you and pointed where it said two.

“I guess. It’s not like I have plans on that day. I get to play dress up with you,” you beamed.

Junwon laughed, not expecting you to be excited about dressing up. “Let’s go back to the tailor’s after dinner to get your dress.”

After dinner, you headed back to the shop to pick a dress that fit the wedding’s dress code. You chose a dress with a simple sillhouette that accentuated the curves of your body nicely.

Junwon dropped you home after dress shopping and you spent the rest of the evening looking for hair and makeup inspirations online.

On the day of the wedding, you woke up early so that you’ll have ample time to do your hair and makeup. You were putting on the finishing touches of your makeup when the doorbell rang.

“Are you ready?” he asked as soon as you opened the door.

“Just need to put my shoes on and we can go.”

You arrived at the wedding and it was magical. The venue was at a garden which was split in half, one side was where the ceremony was held and the other side was for the reception. The aisle was artfully littered with white petals and the seats were clear acrylic chairs and huge flower arrangements were placed on every other row. A miniature version of that flower arrangement was used as the centerpiece for the tables in the reception area. A string ensemble was present to play the music. You almost teared up during the ceremony despite only meeting the couple once.

Junwon introduced you to the couple again when he had the chance after the ceremony. They remembered that one time you met briefly and they told you they’ve heard about you a lot through his stories and that they were glad to have met you again and that you two looked good together.

While everyone was eating, the host suddenly asked Junwon to sing a song for the couple.

“I’m not prepared,” he reacted.

You turned to him and fixed his bowtie, made sure it wasn’t askew, and flicked off non-existing dust off his shoulders. “You’re gonna be fine,” you reassured him.

He squeezed your hand to thank you and he got up and went onstage. He sang 365&7 for the couple which had everyone bobbing their head to the beat. He congratulated the couple and wished them well after his performance.

He went back to his seat and a few more artists sang songs for the couple. The sun began to set and it was time to party.

Both of you were still seated and the couple, determined to have everyone dancing, pulled the two of you out of your chairs and ushered you to the dance floor.

You knew Junwon could dance and was even some sort of dance instructor in the past, and you started to bust out the moves he used to teach his students. He covered his face in embarrassment and started to move away from you but you pulled him back and told him they don’t even know about it. So the two of you danced to the songs using his old choreographies.

The DJ slowed down the songs which the other guests used to take a break from dancing. Mostly couples were left on the dance floor who slow danced to the music.

You wanted to take a break from dancing as well but Junwon gripped your hand, preventing you from leaving. You indulged him and you put one hand on his shoulder and the other held his hand, his free hand on your waist. You swayed together to the music and you rested your head on his chest.

“I don’t think I’ve told you yet how beautiful you look today,” he commented.

You felt your face heat up and were glad he couldn’t see it. “You don’t look so bad yourself.”

“Thanks for coming with me today.”

“You know I’ll always go with you. Even if it’s against my will.”

Junwon threw his head back as he laughed, knowing how true that statement was. “The same goes for me,” he confirmed, making you chuckle against his chest.

He rested his cheek against the crown of your head and added, “I’ll stick to you forever.”

You lifted your head and peered at him. “Ya Park Junwon what are you talking about.”

“We’re not just friends and you know it,” he stated.

You gulped after hearing his statement, unable to look him in the eye. You’ve confirmed that what you’re feeling towards him is mutual.

This gave you the courage to look back at him again. You moved your hand that was on his shoulder to caress his cheek. “I guess it wouldn’t be so bad to spend the rest of my life with my best friend.”

Junwon gave you a quick peck on the lips, aware that he was still at his friends’ wedding and did not want to steal their spotlight.

The suddenness of his actions electrified you. “I hope there’s more where that came from,” you teased.

Junwon winked back at you in response, the two of you suddenly eager to leave the wedding early.

multiple prompts from @screnwriter

[johnnysnostril]

hi cuties ✨

so it’s been some time since i’ve done imagines & things like that, & i really miss doing them.

so, i would like to open up requests! give me some ideas & i’ll post them asap!

[harrysmiso]

Jealous

Haon x reader

Genre: fluff, jealous boyfriend!Haon

wc: ??

gif not mine!! credits to the owner :D

"WHAT?" Haon exclaimed, looking at you with wide eyes. The others and you laughed at his expression when he heard your answer.

You were currently at the h1ghr studio with your boyfriend, Haon, and some of the h1ghr artists. They were currently just hanging out and had a meeting a while ago, talking about future plans.

"Haon, you asked and I answered. What's so bad about Harry oppa's verse?" You said, looking at him while you were seated together with Harry and Sik-K. As a non-artist from h1ghr, they wanted to get some of your opinions. Haon then asked who's verse was your favorite on The Purge, expecting that your answer was his. After all, everyone loved his iconic 'I spit 16 bars when I was 16 they used to call me damn boy' line. However, your answer caught him by surprise when you answered 'Harry oppa'.

"Yeah, Haon. What is wrong with my verse?" Harry teasingly asked, making you giggle.

"See, see! You even giggled at his non-funny joke!" He whined at sat down. However, some of the rappers wanted to push his buttons.

"You know, Harry did tell me he found you pretty," Minsik told you, making you burst out of laughter while Harry blushed, making Haon pout even harder.

"Sucks to you because she's my girlfriend now," Haon said, now making you giggle. With that, Haon had enough and told everyone he'll go to the comfort room. He was never jealous because of his friends and labelmates, he knew better that you love him so much and that you'd never leave him. But hearing you and Minsik's teasing made him jealous.

"Good job, Minsik oppa. Mission accomplished," You jokingly said, standing up and going after Haon. You find him easily in the lobby, scrolling through his phone furiously with eyebrows furrowed.

"Kim Haon, were you really jealous of Harry oppa?" You asked him softly, bending to his height since he was sitting and looking at him. He shrugged, not answering you properly.

"You know, you're the one who told me to listen to his songs more," you said, now sitting down beside. He sighed, now facing you and putting down his phone.

"I know, I'm sorry I kind of overreacted," he told you, making you smile.

"It's alright. I'm sorry for teasing you," you said, making him nod. You then stood up, grabbing his arm to make him stand up with you.

"Now let's go and buy ice cream. Leave those grown ass men be," you said, giggling, making him smile and nod.

You then got a message from Harry, making you chuckle.

pH-won: Not gonna lie, I really did find you pretty the first time I saw you :)

[whats-wild-to-you]

ALL IN (Jay Park fiction)

[Epilogue]

Anniversary

Jaebeom

I look at the calendar, smiling to myself.

02/22. The day we went on our first date. It's funny how much time has passed. It feels like yesterday, when I drove to her apartment and picked her up. I remember how nervous I was, and today I feel the same kind of nervous.

We arrived at a small bistro, I had rented out. We sat at our table and ordered our food. Min Ah looked at me, cheekily smiling to herself. 'Why are you nervous?', she then asked. 'I don't want to mess this up!', I answered truthfully. 'You won't.', she said with a stern voice. I relaxed, enjoyed the evening. After our dinner we went on a walk. We were walking next to each other, but Min Ah's head was turned towards me. 'If you keep doing that you'll collide with a lamp post soon.', I jokingly said, but due to nerves my voice was shaky. 'No, I won't!', came her immediate reply, 'and do you know why?', she inquired. 'I know you're looking out for me!', she then said, taking my hand in hers.

When I dropped her off at her apartment that night, I was elated, floating on cloud nine. The only time I let go of her hand was to get out of the car and walk around to her side to open the door for her. When I walked her up to her floor, Min Ah seemed deep in thoughts. Then when we arrived at her door, she looked at me questioningly. 'I usually don't do this.', she said, grabbed me and pulled me closer to her. Our first kiss was exhilarating. 15 years in the making, and worth every minute of it.

"Babe! Have you seen my keys?" I hear Min Ah yell from the living room.

"They're in here!" She storms into the bedroom, grabbing the keys I dangle in front of me.

"Kiss."

"You already got one!"

"I didn't know there was a one-kiss-per-day policy?"

"Well, you learn new things every day."

"Come here!" I grab her wrist, pulling her close to me. "So tonight, it's settled? I'm picking you up after work?"

"Yes! Where are we going again?"

"Nice try! You're getting no hints this time."

"You know I don't like surprises." She pouts.

"You'll like this one! It's going to be something fun and exciting."

"Fun and exciting? Oh no, are you taking me bungee jumping? I saw the brochures laying around."

"Kinda like that."

"Oh my God, you're impossible!" She scoffs, smiles and frees herself from my embrace.

"I love you!" I call after her.

"I know." She snickers in response.

"Hey! Get back here!"

Her laughter echoes throughout the entire apartment. She appears at the door, carefully approaching me.

"I love you! I'll see you later."

Min Ah

"So Jaebeom has another surprise planned for me tonight. Little does he know, I have a surprise for him too." I say into the phone.

"Did you buy him something?

"No."

"Did you make him something?"

"No!"

"What’s the surprise then?"

"You will find out soon enough!" I end the call with Ji Hyun, continuing my stroll down Apujeong.

I still need something to wrap my gift to Jaebeom in. Suddenly it dawns on me, I collect everything I need and an hour later I'm driving back to my old apartment. I can't spoil the surprise by storing the present at home.

6pm sharp Jaebeom knocks at my door. He's dressed in a dark blue suit, the color complementing his skin.

"Wow! Where are you planning on taking me? The dress I brought with me is definitely not fancy enough."

"I got you this!" He inches closer to me, producing a large box from behind his back.

"Aww, thank you, babe!" I kiss him passionately. "My gift isn't ready yet."

"That's not my gift to you! It's just a dress."

"I see." I disappear into the closet room in my office, quickly changing into the dress.

"Wow, it fits like a glove!"

"Let me see!"

I come out, turning in circles, so Jaebeom can admire the dress.

"This is gorgeous!" My hands glide over the fabric.

"You are beautiful!" Jaebeom gushes, moving closer to me, until we're only inches apart.

We arrive at the Lotte World Tower and I suspiciously eye him. "What did you plan?"

"Just dinner!"

"Yeah, right."

I exit the car and enter the building, riding the elevator up to the 85th floor. That's where the best restaurant in all of Seoul is located. I expect to find a surprise party waiting for us, and I can't hide my confusion when I see the whole restaurant is empty.

"Just dinner, huh?"

"Just dinner!"

"No one's going to jump out while I eat my steak, right? You know I get scared very easily."

Jaebeom simply shakes his head in amusement.

The evening is indeed just a beautiful dinner for the two of us. Afterwards we go down to the 70th floor, where Jaebeom booked the penthouse for the night.

We take a bath together, and make love all night long.

Around 4am I feel Jaebeom stirring, spooning me and leaving light kisses on my shoulder. I try not to move, surely he will go back to sleep soon.

"What's wrong?"

"How did you know I was awake?" I ask flabbergasted.

"You were sighing. Tell me, what's on your mind?"

"It's nothing." I start, knowing full well Jaebeom won't let this one go. "The evening was beautiful, and the sex mind-blowing, but you said something about a fun and exciting surprise..."

"It's not over yet!"

"But-"

"Try to sleep for a bit. We'll need to get up early."

"For what?"

"The surprise!"

And in fact Jaebeom wakes me up at 6am.

"Babe, the sun hasn't gone up yet!"

"Come on, get up! Hurry! We're going to be late!"

I avert from asking the same question I asked two hours ago, knowing full well I won't be getting a response.

By 7am we're on our way to the viewing platform at the top of the tower. As we're getting closer I can hear loud music and chatter.

The door opens and I look into the faces of friends, family and loved ones.

"What is this?" I ask Jaebeom as he pushes me towards the crowd.

A delicious feast has been prepared and I dig in, starved.

"Can I have your attention, please? The sun is about to go up." Jaebeom speaks into a microphone. I almost choke on my baby carrot. What did this fool plan?

Someone takes the plate off my hands, as Jaebeom's approaching me.

Before I can protest, he drops on one knee, producing a ring out of his pocket. I can see his lips moving but I can't hear the words he's saying. Nor can I see in front of me, with the tears blurring my vision.

The crowd cheers as my lips curve upwards. "Yes. Yes! Yes!"

Jaebeom

"A toast! Someone yells. I hand Min Ah a glass of champagne, and watch her wince. "I can't have champagne early in the morning."

She takes a glass of orange juice and we toast. Then she clears her throat and the sound goes silent.

"I won't be able to top this but I got something for you too!" She looks at me sheepishly.

"We agreed to no presents!" I protest.

"I know, but I saw this and couldn't resist." I watch her walking towards the door and coming back with the biggest box ever.

"It's not much, but I hope you'll like it!" She takes a step to the side and I carefully remove the bow.

I open the box only to find another box in it. The crowd snickers when I lift the second box out. This one has a bow on it too. I remove that and open it, only to find a third box inside. I turn around to see Min Ah smiling. "Keep going."

I open that box, find another box, open that and find another one. It goes on like this, until I unbox the last box, small enough so that only an envelope could fit in.

"Remember how I mentioned bungee jumping yesterday? And you said something about a fun and exciting surprise? Well, it got me thinking and I prepared this for you!" Min Ah says, then urges me to open the last box.

There's indeed an envelope inside. I take it out carefully, suddenly uncertain whether I want to open it or not. Someone in the crowd yells sky diving and I look at Min Ah in panic.

"Kinda like that!" She mocks my response from yesterday's conversation as I open the envelope, a nervous smile on my face.

As I take out its content and stare at it I feel an indescribable feeling that leaves me speechless. I hear people guessing, asking what it could be. I look over to Min Ah, who beaming at me.

"No refunds!"

The crowd gasps and erupts in cheers when a picture falls on the ground as I wrap my arms around Min Ah.

THE END

[ilykhh]

Woodie Gochild and Zene The Zilla

english is not my first language sorry and my first post i hope you like it

photo taken from zene The zilla IG

All right?- asked minsik he was a childhood friend of y/n even though he was two years older than her as he sat next to y/n making her sigh and take a sip of her drink.

When s/n agreed to go to this party with her boyfriends she could not imagine that after joining the club they would forget about her and would talk to lee shoon the new producer of h1ghr when woodie arrived home excited telling zene how she was an excellent producer and that it would fit perfectly into the album the two of them were planning, you didn't give it much thought at first but now you could say you were biting with jealousy after the three of them had been meeting every week for the past two months.

Y/n-you got a shock when you heard big naughty almost scream in your ear making you laugh and y/n wonder when you got so immersed in your thoughts that you didn't notice minsik coming out of your side-me, haon and woogie let's get some snacks do you want to go with?-ey/n accepted at the time would not be watching their boyfriends chatting excitedly with the producer.

hey-said woogie to y/n as soon as he saw her coming in with big naughty he was one of the guys closest to y/n and she owed him a lot of favors as he helped her meet hwasa..

i sit in front-said s/n making woogie laugh at her friend's competition with haon to know which one would be in the front seat.

.

*some minutes later*

pov zene

woojae-I called my boyfriend who was talking to mokyo and lee shoon-a y/n isn't up there-said staring after him after going to the VIP wing to meet my girlfriend and she wasn't there.

No?-woodie asked and I could see traces of concern in their eyes.

She could be in the bathroom,” Lee shoon said.

are looking for your girlfriend-said minsik arriving at the little group and taking a sip from the bottle of vodka-she just left with the woogie-he said staring at us and smiling-someone paid attention to her poor little girl was alone in the vip wing with that dress soon they come back, it's fine in his hands, woogie and an angel-said sik-k staring at them and reminding them of the day that woogie took to meet hwasa and she said he was an angel hugging him.

let's just wait for them then-she said feeling a twinge of jealousy growing-I'll go outside and smoke.

I'm going together-said my boyfriend, following me out-it's cold and she didn't even bring a coat today-said after we left the club we arrived outside the club while I lit my cigarettes and his.

woogie this is horrible-I could hear s/n chuckle as he was walking towards the club wearing his woogie coat and scowling at the squid chip he was holding was the chip s/n hated the most.

hyung-haon yelled coming towards us and I smiled thinking y/n and woogie weren't alone together-tell your girlfriend that this snack is great-said haon laughing knowing that woodie loved that snack but hardly ate it because y/no hated it .

they are my boyfriends have to stay by my side-said s/n laughing.

are we your boyfriends?-asked zene, staring-making the other three face each other and sneak out to let the lovers resolve themselves

true right-said y/n crossing his arms-it didn't seem like today.

you vanished with the woogie-said wonjae.

you guys ignored me all night, I mean for two months you only go out with her-said y/n staring at them and making them sigh.

I know we're spending more time with her but…-she started to say woodie

nothing else, you're my boyfriends should spend time with me at least-said y/n-you didn't even show me the tracks you prepared-said y/n staring at them and making them sigh.

baby-said zene approaching her along with woodie-sorry we know we're being bad boyfriends but we just want to finish the album to spend more time with you-said zene and woodie nodded.

we actually thought about traveling afterward,” said woodie, rubbing his hand over y/n's face.

just don't leave me aside anymore-said s/n giving a peck on each one.

Now let's go home and have our own party-said zene looking at her boyfriend and grabbing their waists.

Request open

[veniteme]

Requests are open!

Hello, just wanted to let you know that I am now taking requests for khh oneshots! Hunting for Gems will be my main priority but hopefully these requests keep me writing so I don't lose inspo/motivation. See below for who I write for!

AOMG

Gray

Simon Dominic

Woo Wonjae

Ambition

Kim Hyoeun

Changmo

Way Ched

Ash Island

H1GHR

Woogie

Haon

Homies

Chin

CK

Louie

Just Music

Giriboy

VMC

Rohann

[khhsh-t]

EP 5 SMTM 9 

[fmufmu]

I wanna say I love you. (M)

[I'd like to request for Sik-K, please! A comfy night with you falling asleep on his lap or in his studio. ♥]

           Minsik is thoughtful, more than you ever thought.

A/N: for my girl @mayhembunny​! one of few people who’ve been with this blog since the start. this is long due, thank you! 

               “Aren’t you tired, baby?” Minsiks’ hand is warm and smells like cherries as you feel it cup the side of your face, fingers playing with the lose strands in your hair. With your eyes fluttering open, your boyfriend sits in front of you, eye to eye, smiling lazily. “I told you, you didn’t need to come.”

               You don’t usually come to the studio, especially when you know Minsik would be camped out but with how hectic things have been for you with your family and your older sister having a baby, you wanted to with Minsik. Even if that meant curled up on his studio sofa with one of the throw-over blankets covering you.

               But recently, you’ve missed your boyfriend more than words can express. You’ve been together for years and being apart for longer than a day makes you clingy. You hadn’t planned on falling asleep, if you’re honest. You had planned on staying awake, ordering some food then making your way home. But the studio is so warm, and the couch is huge.

               “I didn’t mean to fall asleep.” You huff, sitting up. Minsiks hands fall to your waist as he leans forward, lips meeting yours and you can’t help but melt into the kiss. You missed this so much. You don’t think you’ve ever loved someone like you love Kwon Minsik.

               “Y/n, it’s okay if you do. I know your family is important and you’ve had no time to yourself.” Your hands cup his face. “Sleep more.” You want to. Your body is begging just a few more hours and then you’ll be fine but – but having Minsik like this, right now, is all you want. It’s silly, you think. Almost four years of being together and you still feel like every day is the first day that you’ve been together.

               “No, I just wanna . . .” you childishly say, bumping your noses together. “I wanna be with you.” Minsik laughs. It’s soft, light and airy and blows through so easily. He presses a kiss against your cheek. You let out a small laugh, lying back down.

               “Baby.”

               “I’ll be awake.” You say, pulling the blankets over your body. “Carry on.” Minsik stands up and looks between his desk and you. With a deep sigh, he stalks over to his laptop and the mixing board and shuts it all off before turning back to you.

               “Then let’s nap together.” Minsik hums, climbing next to you on the couch. The weight of his body against yours makes your body go weak.

               “You have work to do.” You tut but you don’t stop him, covering him  Minsik slips behind you, arm thrown over your side. You can’t help but turn over to face him properly, legs tangling together and your arms over his shoulders.

               “That’s the good thing about being your own boss,” Minsik replies. “I can do what I want.”

               “Hm, I suppose.” The kiss is nothing but innocent. It’s deep, your stomach turning and your skin feeling hot. Pulling away, Minsik makes a b-line for your neck, letting his teeth dig into the soft skin. “Here?” It wouldn’t be the first time you’ve both done it in the studio.

               “I haven’t seen you in weeks.” He mumbles, kissing your jaw and your fingers instinctively pull at his hair and you feel him hum against your jaw. You blink, feeling the tiredness really hit you more than anything now, the feeling of arousal slowly fading.

               “Hwmin or Gyujeong could walk in.” You say, your hand pushing away his chest. “Sleep.” Minsik pouts but doesn’t push it. He kisses your lips and pulls your closer.

               “Fine.” Minsik mumbles. “Love you.”

               “Love you more, baby.”

               Four years and that feeling – the feeling of feeling completely and utterly overpowered by your emotions – still doesn’t leave you. You think that this feeling won’t ever leave you. You’ve never adored someone like you adore your boyfriend. Even the bad habits are things you miss when he’s not around.

It must be true love, especially when you look up and Minsik is already snoring into your hair, soft breathing.

[firetextskpop]

H1ghr music artists finding out that their s/o is gender fluid or NB

Req:  Could you do H1ghr artists react to finding out that their significant other is genderfluid or nonbinary.

A/N: I really love this ♥ I’ve been listening to their recent releases lately so it came in time. I’m only including the artists in Telefono remix and Purge.

Jay Park:

You were laying on the couch when Jay approached you and asked what Genderfluid/Nonbinary was. You began to explain and could see the visible confusion in his face. Before finishing the explanation, you asked why he was interested suddenly. “Well I seen you had it in your bio on Twitter and Instagram, I wanted to get to know you better.” His reasoning touched your heart. This was one of many ways he showed his love to you.

PH1:

Just as Jay, he was a bit confused at first but he got it quicker. You actually had came to him to tell him because you were so comfortable in your relationship. He was very happy that you trusted him enough to come out to him. It’s not an easy thing to do and he truly appreciates you for confiding in him.

Sik-K:

Minsik had researched gender due to being interested by his own fans. He was pretty educated on the topic so when he over heard you talking to your friend about your gender identity, once the call was over he confessed he had over heard the conversation and reassured you that you are valid. You felt a lot of relief and comfort with his statement and proceeded to kiss him.

Woodie GoChild:

Honestly when I see Woodie, he looks like he has no cares for the world lol. This being said when you tell him, he absolutely cares and even starts hyping you up. He will literally fight anyone that has any negative comments about you.

Haon:

He would be the most understanding. He would absolutely appreciate your trust in him and smother you in absolute love and maybe even a night out. (If that’s what you’d want.) He’d promise to never let anybody hurt you.

BIG Naughty:

(My son ;-;) He’s young but he’s not ignorant. He’s decently aware of the gender spectrum but I don’t think it’s peaked his interest. He seen how active you were on Instagram about fighting for LGBTQIA+ lives and how you related to one specific post. He decided not to ask but rather wait until you were comfortable to come to him as he felt it wasn’t his business. When you finally came around, he gave you a hug and let you know that you’re always safe with him and the h1ghr music artists. (Ofc he wouldn’t tell the other artists but he knew they love you so much)

Trade L:

Like BIG Naughty, he’s aware of the gender spectrum but doesn’t completely understand. You would have to explain it a bit but he would understand rather quickly and absolutely accept you and tell you that you’re valid. You are a very important person in his life so it’s only right he learned more and tried his best to understand you.

[sakkicore]

[10:55pm] tonight you decided not to go out. opting to just stay at home while your friends went out without you. a grin crept up to your face as you stare at the text notification you got from haon.

haon: wya :( im bored here

you: dance with byungjae then

haon: u know i suck at dancing

haon: too bad you aren’t here , i've been looking forward to see you after all

you: have fUNNNNN

haon: u're no fun

you rolled on your bed as you continue to exchange message with him. work had kept you busy and got no time for yourself so as soon as you got a day off, you decided it would be nice to spend it nicely by staying in. though you felt a bit guilty for not going since it had been a while since you last went clubbing. your phone vibrated again, signalling a new message.

haon: you really not going ?????? I could pick u up

you: you don’t have a car lmao

haon: i'll sneak minsik hyung's car and drive ;)

you: wtf no

haon: :[

haon: i miss u

you: u’re drunk

you felt your heart drop at his message. the thing with haon is that the two of you are actually not friends nor in a relationship. nothing’s official between you yet you act like a couple. it never bothered you but your friends are. “i mean, why can’t he jusk ask you to be his girlfriend? the feelings mutual already plus you guys act like one to be honest,” yeeun plopped down on your bed with her hands under her chin. “i don’t know, i don’t really mind though. if he asks me then i'll say yes but if he doesn’t...” you paused not really knowing what to say.

yeeun just shook her head, “you guys are messed up,”

“more like, complicated.”

“whatever.”

an incoming call pulled you out of your thoughts. sitting up straight, you picked up. “hey,”

“i'm really gonna do it,”

“don't you dare,” you warned. haon may be full of crazy ideas but sneaking his hyung’s car just for you is not it.

“i'm coming over,”

“wait wha—“ he quickly hang up, not giving you time to respond. he wouldn’t actually do it will he? suddenly the movie you were currently watching doesn’t seem so interesting anymore as you felt anxious. not long after, someone knocked on your door. you got up, already knowing who it is.

“how di—“

“will you be my girlfriend?” haon interrupted as your eyes widen at his question.

“are you drunk?”

“i'm not. i had a few drinks but i'm still sober and aware of my actions right now.” he looked sincere as his eyes locked with yours. what’s happening? why does he suddenly ask you at this unexpected time?

“how did you get here?”

“minsik hyung drove me.”

you tried to change the topic but failed as he asks again. “so.... is it a yes or...?”

trusting your actions, you stood on your tippy toes as you kiss him. you felt him smile as he snaked his arms around you. “i take that as a yes.”

[a-fence]

Masterlist

Code Kunst (Jo Sungwoo)

Faking It

DPR Ian (Christian Yu)

Nerves

Pose For Me (M)

An Exploration (M)

DPR Live (Hong Dabin)

Boom

Beside You

I Want More (M)

Sinder Twindler

Text Me

DPR REM (Scott Kim)

Beer

Jay Park (Park Jaebum)

Fussy

Pinot Noir

Trial Dad

Jayci Yucca

untitled

Jeon Wonwoo

Body Warmth

Paint (M)

pH-1 (Park Junwon)

Suit and Tie

Simon Dominic (Jung Kiseok)

Chili Lips

The Quiett (Shin Donggab)

12:48

Bunny

Girlfriend

Woo Wonjae

Trouble Sleeping

KHH/KRNB Playlists

2022

2021

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[khh-layouts]

#SAAY 🌄

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[harrysmiso]

Let me braid your hair

BIG Naughty (Seo Donghyun) x reader

genre: fluff, comedy ig??

wc: 439

"Dude, ow!" you wince.

"Sorry! Wait, lemme just..." Donghyun said, trying to brush your hair properly.

"Babe, you're pulling my ear"

"Sorry! Don't move"

"Donghyun, I'm not even moving!"

Being with Donghyun for a year now has its ups and downs, considering he was hella busy with work. He was fun to be with, especially since the two of you love doing the same thing: staying at home. The both of you met at work, you being a producer and him being a rapper.

You started being a producer for h1ghr music two years ago when Gyujeong discovered you on Soundcloud. You made music for underground rappers, and he found your music amazing. He was shocked at first when he first met up with you because he never expected you to be so young because the beats you made were as if made by someone their age and experiences. With that, he helped you arrange things and got you to be a producer for h1ghr music artists, signing you to the label.

The two of you made music at his house since you were both too lazy to go to the studio, but a few hours later, you both grew tired and decided to call it a day. At the moment, Donghyun's now trying to braid your hair.

"I swear I can do this, I saw a video on YouTube and it looked so easy!" He said, trying to braid your hair properly.

"Why did you even watch a video of braiding someone's hair?" You asked, getting a mumble of words as an answer.

"I'm sorry, what?" You said.

"Because! The hyungs and my classmates said girls find men who can tie hair a turn on.." He said. You giggled at his silliness, finding his small effort cute.

"Okay, but after this let's get coffee, please?" You told him, earning a hum from him as a 'yes'.

A few minutes later, he finally succeeded. Your hair was now tied to a neat braid done by your boyfriend. He took a picture of it and even sent it to the chatroom with his friends and the h1ghr music chatroom, making you smile at how proud he was.

"Alright Mr. Braid professional, can we get coffee now?" You said, now trying to stand up from sitting on the floor. He nodded and helped you up.

"My treat, because I'm proud of myself for doing a great job at braiding your hair," he said, getting his wallet. You nodded and the both of you walked out his house, saying goodbye to his mom and walking to the coffee shop hand in hand.

[whats-wild-to-you]

ALL IN (Jay Park fiction)

[Chapter 26]

Fresh Start

“Sometimes, when you're stuck in a hopeless situation, all you can do is hit the reset button.”

I had read that phrase in a book years ago. Never imagined it would be the best advice I would ever find.

I squeezed the piece of paper in my palm. My hands were sweaty and my heart rate elevated as I walked down the street.

This was is. My final attempt, my last resort.

Taking deep breaths, trying to steady my heartbeat, I remained a few minutes in front of the building. When I had mustered up all my courage I took a few steps forward and rang the bell.

The door opened and I walked in. I decided to take the steps up to the 7th floor, buying as much time as I could.

"Min Ah!"

"Can I come in?"

It was the first time I was allowed a glimpse into Jaebeom's private life. I imagined his home to be extravagant, but was pleasantly surprised when I found he lived in a nice, homey place.

"Sit. I'll make coffee."

Jaebeom was silently making coffee while I was looking around.

"Thank you." I said, reaching out to take the cup off his hand.

"I have something to say!" I took a sip, then another, trying to calm my nerves.

"The first time I saw you in the neighbor hood, I must've been around 11 or 12. I don't think I was even interested in boys back then. But I was interested in you. As you know I didn't have friends in school, Ji Hyun was no help back then and I didn't want to tell my mother about how I had a crush on a boy. So I kept admiring you from afar. One day I convinced myself to tell you that I like you, just to get it off my chest. But when I saw you at the cafeteria I chickened out."

I took a deep breath and drank some more coffee.

"Your mother was actually the first person I told about my crush. I didn't mention your name then, and years after I still thought about what would have happened if I did. Maybe our lives would've been different now."

Jaebeom inhaled sharply, I knew he wanted to chime in but I stopped him.

"I read your letter, and it made me sad. It's not all your fault, you know. We both made mistakes, or didn't speak up when we had the chance to. I was so preoccupied with school and my grades, I had no room left in me for anything, or anyone else.

When I got engaged, I knew it wouldn't last. But I was desperate, I had spent my whole life studying and working, I wanted to find a partner, settle down, start a family, enjoy life.

From time to time I would check your social media, trying to picture myself in your world. Every time I did, I ended up being depressed. I was no fun to be around, I wasn't spontaneous. I told myself you needed someone extravagant, extroverted and exciting next to you and that wasn't me. I told myself 'Min Ah, you had your chance and you didn't take it. Now move on!'

When I first came to Seoul, I thought about what I would do, what I would say if I ever ran into you. But then I realized it was probably not going to happen, and that soothed me."

I finished my coffee, smiling bittersweet.

"When I saw you the first time after 15 years, I was catapulted back to 2003. I felt like a giddy school girl who saw her crush in class. I didn't know what to do with that feeling, I kept telling myself 'Min Ah, you're a grown ass woman, act like one!'

I think I was trying to keep you at an arm's length because I didn't trust myself, but partially because I didn't want to get my heart broken.

If I had known it was you, I would've turned down Lee's proposal. We both created a mess, and the lines got blurred."

"And now? What do we do now?" Jaebeom whispered. His voice was shaky.

"I have already informed Lee that I won't be your lawyer anymore. Nick and James left the country, Chris never contacted me again and I cleared my schedule for Saturday."

"What's on Saturday?"

"You're taking me out on a date on Saturday!"

He almost choked on his coffee, to which I laughed wholeheartedly. He chimed in, but soon our laughter died down.

"We're starting at zero, taking one step at a time. Are you in?" I asked, hoping, praying that his answer would be yes.

"I'm all in."