#gyeong su angst

[demiec0re]

HOW SQUID GAME 2 MEN WOULD TREAT YOU!

pairings! : kang dae-ho (player 388) x fem! reader, park gyeong-seok (player 246) x fem! reader, lee myung-gi (player 333) x fem!reader, park min-su (player 125) x fem! reader and choi su-bong/ thanos (player 230) x fem! reader

warnings! : mentions of panic attacks, smut, dr*g usage, mentions of violence (fighting), a tinsy bit of angst. let me know if i forgot anything!!

will contain sfw and nsfw headcannons!!

1. KANG DAE-HO

sfw.

- this man would be the softest, cutest, most caring man when it comes to you!

- if you guys are in the games, you are his first priority and will always make sure your health is 100%. gives you his food if you’re still that finest but hungry after dinner and pretends he doesn’t want it so you don’t feel bad.

- insists you make friends with people so that you’re safe in here. drags you over to his new group who give you a warm welcome. they make sure you’re safe throughout every game which you’re extremely thankful for.

- after the riot, he comes back shaking and sweating. you can tell he’s having a panic attack due to the gunshots reminding him of his time in the marines. you’ve have experience with this so you instantly leave your conversation with hyun-ju and jun-hee.

- you comb your fingers through his hair in an attempt to calm him down which works. you also rub his back and clear the sweat from his forehead whilst telling him it’s okay and you have him.

- it works and he’s calm.

nsfw.

- soft dom. wants you to feel as calm and comfortable as possible.

-deffo likes missionary and when you ride him so he can look at your face and wipe sweat from your forehead. he praises you like crazyyyyy and you would never hear anything degrading fall from his lips. ever.

-gives you little pecks on your neck which get more light and feather-y when leading down to your chest.

- when your legs get tired he can tell and flips you over to help you finish the job. makes sure you’ve came and you feel good before he does. just like he prioritises your safety in the games, he prioritises your enjoyment in the bedroom.

-he’s big with aftercare. wether you want a bath ran with rose petals and wine plus his company or just a wipe down and a massage you’ll get what you want because he loves you sosososo much.

-will make sure you’ve drifted off before he has. cuddles you from behind like a big bear!

2. PARK GYEON-SEOK

sfw.

- also prioritises your safety in the games. he’s gentle with you and you stick with him the whole time.

- he tells you about nayeon and his unfortunate position which you completely understand and you want to help him when the pair of you get out.

- will peck you before bed which the other guys think is soooo cute. he gets a little shy when they mention it. if anything occurs during the night, he’ll rush by your side and protect you at all costs.

- when the riot occurs you had preferred him not to go in case anything happened, only thinking of nayeon. when he’s not back for a while and eveyonr else is, you panic, big time.

- with tears escaping your eyes and several of the girls comforting you, a figure runs towards you. it’s none other than him! you’re super relived and you calm down when he convinces you that he’s completely fine.

- when you guys get out, you meet nayeon who’s absolutely adores you and gets all smiley when you’re around. she looks up to you as a motherly figure. when she’s better due to the money you both earned from the gruelling games, her hair grows back which you braid and style with clips everyday.

nswf.

- he fucks you slowly so you can feel every last drop of intimacy and love his man is pouring into your experience with him. also likes positions where he can admire your face.

- is vocal but not too vocal so you’ll hear a grunt and or a deep moan every now and again.

- another soft dom. doesn’t use toys or anything like that and likes it pure and simple. he’s a bit old fashioned so if you want anything like that he wouldn’t be too sure about it.

- eats you out with so much care and stops every few minutes to kiss your clit. this sends shivers down your spine. you grip his hair which spurs him on a little.

- makes sure you clean and happy after sex and sometimes falls asleep before you if he’s had a long day due to work or taking care of his daughter. you don’t mind bescuse you get to admire his beautiful face whilst he gets some rest.

3. LEE MYUNG-GI

sfw.

- makes sure you stick with him the whole time because he doesn’t want to have encounters with the wrong people like thanos who’s had his eye on you a couple times.

- gets into fights all the time, some of which revolve around you and his relationship with you. after he comes back with new bruises, you kiss them and urge him to stop getting into silly cat fights to which he rolls his eyes but agrees

- he has a soft spot for you and doesn’t really care about anyone else. always has an eye on you and during the mingle game you never. ever. leave his side.

- protects you and himself in fights during the night. will fight off anyone who even looks at you during them.

- during the riot, assures you all is okay and you’ll be fine. he was right. and when you guys get out, he takes care of you so well after you force him to pay off his debts to others which he didn’t really want to do.

nsfw.

- is more rough with you but still a soft dom. will degrade you from time to time with names like slut but nothing too heavy.

- will draw multiple orgasms from within you which leaves you seeing stars. he makes sure your always okay though.

- always comes in you and likes when you pull his hair or scratch his back while you’re getting off. he is much more vocal than the other guys and you guys’ moans combine to make a beautiful symphony.

- will wipe you down after sex but doesn’t do too much aftercare for you. he will run his fingers through your hair or massages you. makes sure you pee straight after because he read somewhere that you can get a UTI if you don’t which worries him.

-makes sure you fall asleep before him because he’s a gentleman.

4. PARK MIN-SU

sfw.

- is extremely sweet to you and loves you so much. initially didn’t want you to join the games with him but didn’t stop you.

- unfortunately he cannot protect you very well so most of the time during the night you’re the one fending for both of you but it’s okay because you love him.

- doesn’t speak up when thanos or any of his other leeches makes comments about you purely because he’s too timid to do anything. you stick up for yourself which he’s proud of you for.

- you comfort eachother during the riot

- when you guys get out you live a pretty peaceful and calm life which he enjoys and he pays for you guys’ meals out and pays for stuff he thinks you’d like which you find very sweet.

i didn’t write anything nsfw for min-su because i just can’t think of him doing anything like that 😭 sorry.

5. CHOI SU-BONG (thanos)

sfw.

- will call you names like señorita which you weren’t too fond of at first but the more he said it the more it grew on you.

-offers you his silly pills which you sternly reject. he doesn’t say anything more of them to you. you hate the fast that he takes them but you don’t want to nag him about it.

- during mingle, he physically kicks people away in order to secure a room for you guys which you think is wrong but you don’t say anything. after he notices you crying he quickly hugs you and tells you you’ll be fine which doesn’t really work but you stop crying anyway.

- drags you everywhere with him and makes you sit with his group who you don’t like at all besides se-mi who you grow fond of. when she changes her mind to X you knew it wouldn’t end well for her. you were correct.

- during night fights, you’re 100% safe because no- one would dare to do anything to you because they know what a nut job thanos is.

nswf.

- will fuck you rough and hard.

- also makes you come several times and might even make you squirt! doesn’t care where you guys are, sex is sex and he’s willing to get off if you are

- doesn’t really matter to him wether you come or not because all long as he has, eveything is good. pops a pill during it to increase him stamina which is already high enough.

- several rounds with him and you get overstimulated by the third one. he wants to go for a forth but you have to make it extremely clear that your body can’t handle it anymore.

- he likes doggy because then he can get nice and deep within your velvety walls. quite vocal and groans loudly, many even louder than you. degrading, toys and tears are alll his stimulants and will drive him on further.

- doesn’t have a clue about aftercare and will simply let out a loud and deep sigh after tying up the rubber and flop straight onto his back. he’s out like a light and is already sleeping deeply.

- your used to it so you just mirror his loud sigh and turn over and fall asleep aswell.

- hope you guys enjoyed this! if you want a version for the squid game girls (both s1 +2) lmk!!

[staryscorner]

Someone tries to flirt with their significant other

Character: In-ho, Min-su, Gyeong Seok, and Thanos

Y/n is gender neutral reader

Warnings: None just mention of cheating

Pt1 | PT2

In-ho - 

On one of your typical date nights with In-ho you went to this new restaurant that just opened nearby. When you guys were seated your waiter brought you guys a cup of wine and looked over at you and said “here’s a special drink on the house for a gorgeous person like you.” he winked at you before he left. You just looked at In-ho with a disgusted face. “Who does he think he is?” “How about we just leave, I'm not liking this” you said to him, but before you could get up he grabbed the top of your hands and said “let's see how things play out.” The waiter continued to flirt with you. In-ho saw how uncomfortable he was making you so he said that he was going to the bathroom which then left you and the waiter alone. He said “Just ditch that loser and come be with me, how about it?”

In-ho didn't go to the bathroom, he went straight to the manager and asked to talk to the head of the establishment, and him being the crazy rich man he is, he bought the restaurant and fired him.

“That will teach him not to mess with me or the love of my life.” You just blushed at his words.

Min-su -

While you and min-su  took a walk around your new neighborhood since moving in together you saw a small park so both went to sit on the bench to feed the ducks some bread. Min-su offered to get the bread so you just sat there watching the ducks swim in the water. Soon a man approached you asking if you were alone and if you wanted to get some coffee with him. You declined the offer telling him you were waiting for your boyfriend. He thought you were bluffing just trying to get rid of him so he kept on pushing for you to go with him.

Min-su was coming back from getting the bread thinking about how happy your face would be feeding those ducks, but he soon saw the horrendous scene of some random guy trying to get you to come with him. Although he might be timid and shy he knew he had to protect you. So he went up to the person and said “You better back away from them now! You have no right in making them feel uncomfortable so leave!” He grumbled under his breath before leaving. Min-su quickly sat down on the bench next to you and took a breather. You saw that his legs were shaking a bit and you placed your hand on his leg making sure that he knew you were there with him. 

“Thanks babe for stepping out of your comfort zone and protecting me.” You smiled at him and he soon felt his worries melt away. You both began to feed the ducks and when he looked over to see your face it was just like he imagined.

Gyeong Seok-

After picking up Na-yeon from school you guys would always head to the playgrounds so she could destress from school. You love your new marriage. You have such a beautiful step daughter and husband. While playing with Na-yeon she heard the ice cream truck and asked if she could get some ice cream Gyeong Seok took her, but while they were gone a businessman came over to you and asked for your number “im sorry but im married” you showed off your ring to the man. “But they don't have to know it can be our secret” im sorry but no please leave me alone 

While getting their ice cream Na-yeon looked behind and pointed to your direction “Daddy, look we have to save them from the monster” After getting your ice creams Gyeong Seok picked up Na-yeon in his arms and ran towards you. She soon began to scream at the man “Get away you monster or else i'll throw this ice cream on you.” After seeing that the man ran so fast. You couldn't help but laugh. “I love you both so much!” you said, hugging them both.

Thanos- 

You and Thanos decided to go clubbing tonight. You were both having a good time and then you both bumped into Nam Gyu.

“Yo wassup my boy I haven't seen you in a long time” said Thanos

“Yea man me neither! I work at this bar actually. I still see that you and Y/n are going strong”

“Woah you do I never even knew!! And of course we are!” “I even plan on proposing this year” he whispers at him making sure you didn't hear.

“Why don't you two go to the bar and chat a bit? I mean you guys haven't seen each other in a while.” you said.

“Well…” Thanos hesitated for a while not wanting to leave you alone but you just pushed him to go. “I’ll be back as soon as possible ok” After that you saw him and Nam Gyu both disappear into the crowd.

You went to take a seat at one of the tables and soon a strange man went to sit beside you.

“Hey what’s a stunning thing like you doing here alone.” He said, trying to move his hand around your shoulders. You inched away from his touch. “Don’t be like that i'm just trying to be friendly here” you felt so uncomfortable it was suffocating but you soon saw your tipsy boyfriend come back and he that some guy was trying to flirt with you. 

“Huh!? Who the hell do you think you are talking to them without me around? You think you even have a chance with them, their way out of your league buddy you better apologize before things get messy.” He said intimidating the man, and so he did. He disappeared without leaving a trace. Thanos soon sat where that man once was and just hugged you.

“Babyy~ Let's get out of here I don't want anymore people coming to hit on you, your mine and mine alone ok so please don't leave me.” He said pouting. You love when he gets like this. 

“Yea let’s go and thanks for saving me back there” you said, placing a kiss on his cheek. He blushed a bit and began humming his way out the club with you in his arms.

Hope you all enjoy this im on a roll right now so Pt2 will probs be out later today or tmr let me know if there are any other characters you want to see!! :3 Also let me know if you want to be tagged! ^^

[thanosmilk]

“jealous, jealous, jealous girl”

SQUID GAME THANOS’ TEAM GC

part 2

warnings : swearing, angst

sum : thanos pulls a woman and announces it to your gc. you secretly like him and get jealous but you didn’t hide it very well. ( OMG IM SO BAD AT SUMS )

a/n : my first smau idk how this shyt works so — part 2? thanos is sober id say, making him soft

thanos is kinda ooc idk why I made him so soft…

[k1mbe3rly]

𝓐𝓵𝓵 𝓸𝓯 𝓾𝓼 𝓪𝓻𝓮 𝓭𝓮𝓪𝓭 𝓜𝓪𝓼𝓽𝓮𝓻 𝓵𝓲𝓼𝓽!

❤️‍🔥 = NSFW

🩷 = SFW

💔 = angst

Everything i wrote so far!

(request pls!)

all aged up

► Lee cheong san

❤️‍🔥Cheong san twitter links

🩷 that’s just the way things go

💔 🩷 please tell me not go

❤️‍🔥 tiny bit obsessed with you

❤️‍🔥 your the one i want

► Lee su hyeok

❤️‍🔥Su hyeok twitter links

💔🩷 please tell me not to go

❤️‍🔥 first time

❤️‍🔥 Su hyeok NSFW alphabet

► Han gyeong su

❤️‍🔥 gyeong su twitter links

💔🩷 please tell me not to go

❤️‍🔥 Gyeong su NSFW alphabet

► Yoon Gwi nam

❤️‍🔥Gwi name twitter links

🩷❤️‍🔥 Gwi nam dating a shy girl headcannons

❤️‍🔥 gwi nam Hambie twitter links

❤️‍🔥 NSFW gwi nam alphabet

❤️‍🔥 gwi nam twitter links

► Nam on jo

❤️‍🔥 caught

► Choi Nam ra

nothing yet

► Lee na yeon

❤️‍🔥Quit that

► Jang ha ri

🩷Too lazy for archery

► Joon yeong

🩷❤️‍🔥Joon yeong SFW and NSFW headcannons

❤️‍🔥 Joon yeong twitter links

► Jung min jae

❤️‍🔥Jung min jaw twitter links

► Jang wu jin

❤️‍🔥 jang wu jun twitter links

[intothemultifandom]

– 𝐈𝐍 𝐀 𝐌𝐀𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐎𝐅 𝐒𝐄𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐃𝐒 || 𝐠𝐲𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐠-𝐬𝐮

SUMMARY: In a matter of seconds, [Y/N] is infected protecting Gyeong-su, he is reminded of their 100 day celebration, and his heart is irreparably broken when you are forced to say goodbye. PAIRINGS: han gyeong-su x genderneutral!reader TAGS/WARNINGS: established!relationship ; character death ; swearing, angst + more

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IT HAPPENS IN A MATTER OF SECONDS, so sudden Gyeong-su can hear nothing but the sound of his own blood rushing through his ears as you stagger away from Na-yeong, eyes wide in disbelief.

The shock and horror of what she'd just done had ended the cacophony of mania, everyone standing shock-still by the revelation that Lee Na-yeong had intentionally infected you right before them.

"Na-yeon, what have you done?" Miss Park asks quietly, eyeing the frantic girl warily as Su-hyeok and Nam-ra step away from her, the formers' hands clenched at his sides.

Your hand is still bleeding from where she'd dug her nails into the skin, your blood intermingling with the blood she'd swiped at you with her dirty fucking handkerchief and On-jo lets out a soft cry when a drop of red trickles from your nose.

"If you're so sure he's not infected, you can die with him", Na-yeon had cried, moving too fast before anyone could react.

"[Y/N], c-come here, you need to sit down," Gyeong-su manages to say through the tightness in this throat, breaking away from Cheong-san's side to stagger towards you.

"We need to get you a tissue," he continues, almost in a daze.

We need to stop the bleeding. Put them in the recording booth. They're not gone yet. We can still–

Before he can reach for your hands however, you step away from him, pressing yourself against the door as you shake your head firmly at him.

There are tears gathering in the corner of your eyes, and your face flickers with a multitude of emotions before your features grow ladden with grim resignation.

"–Stop," you say roughly, and Gyeong-su just knows that you've made your decision.

Now that you've been infected, you're going to walk out the door, determined not to stay long enough for him to convince you otherwise.

Because doing so would only hurt everyone more in the end, and the last thing you'd want is for them to see you turn.

(I-sak's blood is still on On-jo's collar.)

For the first time since he met you, your boyfriend wishes you were selfish enough to stay, selfish enough to fight everyone to stay by his side the same way he would if the roles were reversed, but it's you.

[First name] [Last name].

Always doing the right thing, even when it hurts. Even when he doesn't want you to.

Because you and Gyeong-su both know he won't ask you to leave, and you're stronger than he'd like to give you credit for when you make no move towards him.

"Han, please just stay there...I don't want to hurt you," you say quietly, unflinching when he shakes his head with a scoff that sounds too much like denial. "I need to leave."

"N-no you wouldn't," he insists, mouth trembling as his chest gives way to a choked cry. "Please [Y/N], get away from the door. Let me help...please just move away from the door..."

The wounded sound he makes makes Ji-min and Hyo-ryung flinch on the other side of the room, hands held firmly between them. A sentiment shared by even the more quiet ones of the group.

The truth is, they've all lost people today–teachers, classmates, friends–but none have lost someone they cared for this way, to something as preventable as a contaminated handkerchief and the paranoia of a crazed girl.

More blood drips down your nose in quick succession then, and while it is the final nail in the coffin for everyone in the room and settles your resolve, Gyeong-su doesn't want you to go.

Not like this. Not after everything you've been through and not after you were infected protecting him from your traitorous classmate.

[Y/N], how can you be so calm? He wants to shake you. Why aren't you mad?

"Cheong-san, y-you need to get my bag...there's a box with butterflies on it in there..." Though you've addressed Cheong-san, you keep your eyes locked on your boyfriend, committing every plane and edge to memory as you tell your friend what to do.

For a moment, Gyeong-su has no idea why you're telling Cheong-san about your bag, about this small box with butterfly designs before the memory comes unbidden:

It was your 100 day anniversary, and Han had saved enough of his weekly allowance to take you out on a date after school. While most boys his age would aim to take their partner to a nice restaurant and shower them with even nicer jewellery, he could do only so much with what little money he had. Fortunately, while most people would've raised their brows at dining at a chicken restaurant (in his humble opinion, nothing could beat the exquisite taste of Cheong-san's family restaurant) and then being cart off to an Arcade to blow off the rest of their money, you were unlike most people. In fact, when Han had won you a back of Butterfly-themed plasters instead of the cute [favourite cartoon] phone charm at one of the claw machines, you had only laughed fondly as you placed your hands in his. Grinning as his cheeks grew flushed. "Hey Han Gyeong-su, don't be too serious," you teased gently, bumping his shoulder as you held the box of bandages. "I think these bandages are way better. Plus, I'll keep it in my bag in case I ever need it." Before he could apologise again, flustered by your earnest words, you tilted your head, brushing your lips against his as his flush deepened.

It's a nice memory, one of the more simpler ones, and Gyeong-su is sure you remember that day, too, because your breath catches as you move your hand to the door handle.

"It's a pack of bandages, Cheong-san. You need to cover Han's scratch, and keep him away from Na-yeong. He isn't infected, but he needs to keep his scratch covered. Please use it for the others, too."

There's a raspy quality to your voice now, more urgent now that there's black veins blooming from your injuries.

If he weren't so madly in-love with you, Gyeong-su would assume that your calm and poise was unnatural for someone on the verge of turning.

But you've always held a quiet strength to you, and this display of extreme will is only a testament to your character. He's glad the others seem to realise it too because no one makes a move to accost you, trusting you enough to know what you need to do.

Still, the finality in your plea seems to seep through the cracks in his heart, because this time he launches himself towards you more frantically than before, stopping only when Cheong-san wraps himself around his waist, holding him back from moving any closer.

"[Y/N] please, you don't have to do this! [Y/N]! [Y/N]! Cheong-san, let me go! LET ME GO!"

Desperate, your boyfriend bucks wildly in Cheong-san's arms, begging to be let go and cursing his long-time friend all in one breath as he punches uselessly at his chest.

Cheong-san has always been surprisingly strong, but when Dae-su and Su-hyeok join him–there's no way for Gyeong-san to reach you, no matter how much he tries.

"Han Gyeong-su," you rasp, your voice cutting through the loudness and chaos.

Saying his full name is enough to make Gyeong-su pause, gives you enough time to say what you've wanted to say to him since this whole mess started. "Thank-you for our time together. I...have loved every second being your partner."

For the first time since you locked eyes on him–hand frozen as he holds it out to you, one last attempt to reach you–you move your gaze around the whole room, hoping that as your eyes meet theirs, your classmates know there is no blame from you, or anger.

You do not look at Na-yeon, or Miss Park.

There is only sincere hope that they all make it out, and gratitude for everything they've done for you until now.

Wiping the tears that have fallen with your uninjured hand, you scrub at your face before nodding to yourself, turning to the door before you finally pull it open.

"Thank you for everything, guys. Please make it out of here. Really. And please take care of Gyeong-su for me..."

Behind you, Gyeong-su's anguished screams grow louder as you step out into the Zombie-infested hallway, the door sliding close with a soft click behind you.

Though it doesn't beat the sound he makes when he hears the first of your bones breaking from beyond the classroom door.

[cassidyysblog]

LOVED THIS SM I CRIED

Cheong-san x F!Reader / Gyeong-su x Sister!Reader

Wc: 1.1k

Requested: No

Warnings: Na-yeon, Reader is stated as close friends with Gwi-nam, Zombies, Angst

Playlist: 0X1= LOVESONG by TXT, To you by SEVENTEEN, SHOUT OUT by ENHYPEN, Sour Grapes by LE SSERAFIM, Fine by TAEYON

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You guys were in the broadcasting room, waiting for Na-yeon to apologize to Gyeong-su for accusing him of being bitten when fighting off the zombie from earlier. Your boyfriend, Cheong-san, went up to the door of the recording room, telling Gyeong-su that it's been thirty(30) minutes. Gyeong-su, being the stubborn person he is, refused to come out and instead said that he'll stay the full hour.

"Don't you think you should apologize to Gyeong-su already?" Cheong-san asked Na-yeon. "Yeah Na-yeon. You said that you would apologize after thirty(30) minutes." Ms. Park told Na-yeon. "Wait." "What Y/n?" "Let me go with Na-yeon." "Why? She needs to apologize by herself." "I don't trust her with my brother, Na-yeon always does something to be right." "That's not a good excuse, Y/n." On-jo told you.

"Well I-" You cut yourself off at the sight of Na-yeon wiping your brothers hand with a bloodied handkerchief. It made you sick to your stomach, you felt as if your throat had closed up on you, as if to not let anything out. You yelled out, "No! No stop!" You had banged on the door to the recording room and then harshly slammed it open, making a loud noise, unknowingly attracting zombies outside of the broadcasting room.

As soon as you got in there, you harshly pushed Na-yeon to the ground, making her fall, and you immediately pulled Gyeong-su up from the chair and into your arms. As soon as you pulled him into a hug you felt as if you let go, he would die. "I'm so sorry." You repeated those three words to him as if those were the only words you knew. When you let go of him, you grabbed his hand and pulled him out of the recording room and into a chair in the broadcasting room.

The both of you stared at each other, in silence. You grabbed a chair and sat next to him and hugged him, still sobbing. Gyeong-su, still confused, comforted you and played with your hair, but your moment was interrupted by something you wish would have never happened. "Look. See? I was right after all." Na-yeon said with a smirk. Nam-ra, annoyed by her antics, slapped Na-yeon and said while glaring,

"When will you ever shut the fuck up you bitch?"

The attention went back to Gyeong-su as Cheong-san had pulled you away from your brother, behind him, to try and protect you. On-jo tried getting you farther away, but you harshly pushed her, making her fall to ground roughly and hit her head hard enough for her to get knocked out. Su-hyeok immediately rushed towards On-jo and carried her away from everyone.

You tried getting closer to Gyeong-su but unfortunately Gyeong-su did his best to walk away from everyone and was fighting to open the door. He suddenly said, "W-why are you doing that? Guys stop that you're scaring me!" You immediately fell to the ground on your knees, knowing exactly why he was saying that. He had often had realistic nightmares and you were always there to help him calm down. So much as even singing him to sleep and tucking him in, not without pressing a kiss to his forehead before going back to your room, crying with guilt.

You snapped out of it by Cheong-san gently picking you up and Gyeong-su saying, "Hey C-cheong-san, take care of her for m-me please.." Those were the last words that he had said before fully turning into a zombie, heading towards Dae-su and Wu-jin not before getting pushed to the table. Zombie Gyeong-su suddenly stopped his movements, the room going completely quiet except for the sound of you and Cheong-san whistling to the tune of Auld Lang Syne, an inside joke between the three of you.

Knowing what would happen, you quickly said to Cheong-san, "Hey babe?" "Yeah?" "I love you." Those were your last words as when Gyeong-su went to attack you or your boyfriend but Cheong-san being the clever guy he is, he moved out of the way. But only you hadn't moved out of the way at all, and went flying out of the window with Gyeong-su's teeth digging into your arms. You looked at Cheong-san as you were falling with love in your eyes, but fear was evident in your eyes as you were scared to let him go.

When you fell to the ground, zombies instantly ran to you and started biting you. You didn't scream, no. You only smiled when Cheong-san looked at you from the window, pain was the only thing you could see in his eyes. How couldn't he feel like that? After all, the love of his life, his soulmate, his ride or die, the person he saw a future with. Now, you were gone. He felt like he was stabbed everywhere, nonstop. He unconsciously started crying and he felt like he couldn't look at your now limp body.

(Back to you)

When the zombies were biting you, you felt so many emotions hit you all at once yet your throat had closed up on you, not letting you speak, nor breathe. When the zombies, including Gyeong-su, had stopped biting you, you had started thinking about everything. You still had fear of losing your boyfriend along with everyone else. But you decided that your brother was more important as it seemed you only had each other in the apocalypse, and you wanted to keep it that way.

You had no hope for your parents to be alive in this situation, nor did you care anymore. You had very little hope that one of your closest friends, Gwi-nam, was alive. After all, he was a junior in high school, and yet he still couldn't ride a bike. But you had hope because he can actually save himself and fight a lot, based on his experience.

(Back to Cheong-san and the gang)

When On-jo woke up, she instantly looked at Cheong-san, her heart dropping at the sight of how he looked. All she felt was guilt, for her best friend, for his girlfriend, and for one of his closest friends. She tried snapping him out of it, but only got pushed once again. Su-Hyeok was quick to catch On-jo before the same thing happened. Cheong-san had finally snapped out of it after hearing Na-yeon say, "I have no friends, right..?" Cheong-san got irritated and got up and pushed Na-yeon as hard as he could to the wall. "You..you murder! Y/n died because of you! All because you wanted to be right! How.. how could you.. She didn't deserve that.." He started sobbing again at the memory of your limp body.

On-jo gently took him away from everything going on and tried her best to comfort her childhood friend, as he sobbed in her arms. Cheong-san knew exactly why you did this. Why you sacrificed yourself. You did all of it for love.

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Author's note: As this was my first story, I was surprised that I wrote 1.1k words! I hope you enjoyed this and if you spot any grammatical errors, feel free to let me know! Also, if you want a part two, feel free to dm me what you want it to be about!! Hope you have a good day :)!!

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Gi-hun

blood, sweat and tears - Gi hun x bottom male reader x In ho

the last supper - male reader

how to steal a man (and his grocery list) - top male reader

whiskey - gihun x male reader x sangwoo

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In-ho

blood, sweat and tears - (same as above)

behind the mask - vip male reader

loyalty - Inho x male reader (x Gi hun)

disobedience - dom male reader

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Sang-woo

satin - bottom male reader

lollipop - dad's best friend!Sangwoo x ftm!reader

teacher's pet - bottom male reader

shut up and listen - top male reader

whiskey - gihun x male reader x sangwoo

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The Salesman

russian roulette - bottom male reader

run rabbit run - gender-neutral reader (dead dove)

babysitter - bottom male reader

me 'n the devil - bottom male reader (dead dove)

sweet as sin - trans male reader (dead dove)

lost & found - top male reader (dead dove)

no way out - bottom male reader (dead dove)

bound to lose - top male reader

sub! salesman headcannons - top male reader

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Thanos

ex marks the spot - plug!Thanos x bottom male reader

tension - bottom male reader (x myung-gi)

brat taming - top male reader

milk you dry - top male reader

can't sleep? - top male reader (x bottom namgyu)

sweet treats - male reader (crack)

a deal - plug!Thanos x bottom male reader

three's a crowd - male reader

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The Guards

tight spaces - triangle guard x male reader

no hard feelings - square guard x circle guard male reader

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Dae-ho

wide awake - power!bottom male reader

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Jun-ho

i've been a good boy officer - trans male reader

detective - top male reader

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Min-su

meow - top male reader

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Myung-gi

tension - bottom male reader (x thanos)

freaky on camera - top male reader

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Hyun-ju

punsishment - professor!hyunju x ftm!reader

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Jun-hee

deadbeat baby daddy - guard!reader

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Nam-gyu

breaking the rules - ftm namgyu x top male reader

can't sleep? - top male reader (x top thanos)

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Gyeong-su

quiet - top male reader

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Tied up. (🌶)

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SEONG GI-HUN:

SMUT HEADCANNONS (COMING SOON)

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HWANG IN-HO:

I'm here. (📃🔥, PT.1, COMING SOON)

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HWANG JUN-HO:

SMUT HEADCANNONS (🌶, COMING SOON)

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GYEONG-SEOK:

SMUT HEADCANNONS (🌶)

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LEE MYUNG-GI:

Mine.(🌶)

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N/A

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Rock your shit (📃🔥, COMING SOON)

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A taste of his own medicine || Nam-Gyu

Sub!Nam-Gyu x Dom!Fem Reader

Warnings - Nsfw,Angst,Drugs,Getting High,Overdose,Begging,Mutual Orgasm,Fingering

Summary - You let Nam-Gyu feel just exactly how hes been treating everyone. Manipulated and used.

(English isnt my first language and i'm new to writing so bear with me guys !!)

Since the games have happened, you've always been aware of Thanos' team. They seemed loud, childish and worse, some of them were crackheads. You've always wondered how they made it this far, until they didn't. You watched slowly one by one of them get eliminated. First was Gyeong su, then Thanos, Then Se-mi. Nam-gyu and Min-su remained.

You've always hated Namgyu, whether it was his tongue-- always spitting out cruel words towards anyone he deems weak, or his fingers-- the same fingers he used to pop pills, or take the life of others, or his eyes, because God knows what hes thinking behind those eyes.

He always took advantage of the weak, His ego tripled even worse whenever he was around Thanos, mindlessly following him around. Maybe crackheads communicate on the same wavelength-- or whatever,.

You still see him walking around with that damn cross Thanos used to wear, watching him pop in a pill whenever he felt like it before eyeing the room in disgust. But now, with Thanos gone, and Se-mi not there to stop him from doing anything, he had nothing to lose. But beneath all that, you know that deep down, hes just an insecure man, who takes pleasure in dragging down others he deems weak, just to feel stronger. And you plan on proving yourself right.

With Thanos no longer by him, it wasn't long until you'd spot him popping another pill in his mouth , staying in solitude as he sat on Thanos' bed as he gripped the sheets tightly, his veins popping out of his arms as he lifted his hand up to bite his fingernails, staring off in the space. You couldn't help but feel disgust and hatred towards him, knowing all the sick things he has done.

You watched him from afar-- knowing what hes capable of, now that Thanos isn't here anymore. The Speaker announced a sequence of players who have passed, before announcing right after that it'll be lights out in a bit.

Players' mutters and chatters were echoed around the room as some gathered in groups, some hid while others walked around. As you eyed Nam gyu, he suddenly stood up. You felt a rush of adrenaline as you anticipated what would he do next. As you sat in your bed, your eyes trailed around his body, watching him creeping up slowly towards Min-su. You were aware of his history with him-- and it was not pretty.

You watch him pull Min-su by his shirt as he forced him to turn around. You watched as he spoke to him, the fear in Min-su shining so clearly on his glossy eyes as you try to make up what Nam-gyu was saying. As Nam-gyu raised his hand, clearly urging to hit him, You felt yourself standing up as you approached him. Your mind was filled with how you'd give him a taste of his own medicine. You clenched your hands into fists as you called out his name.

He lowered his hand as his head turned to face you, his expression annoyed as he raised an eyebrow.

"What the fuck do you think you're doing?" You spat out bitterly as you eyed his hand clenching Min-su's shirt, his fingers wrapped around the cloth so tightly, his veins popped.

He scowled as he glared at you, adjusting his hair with his free hand, tucking a few strands behind his hair before opening his mouth. "None of your business" He replied bluntly, but there was a hint of softness attached to his tone.

You scoff as you eyed his large cross necklace. "It is my business. Many people were killed and you still have the appetite for some pills? And i bet you were involved in half of those deaths."

He fully turned around as he harshly let go of Min-su, pushing him off slightly as he let out a low laugh. "You're observing me now? Don't act all Saint-like. You watched them get killed-- but you never bothered interfering.." He spat out as he began biting his nails.

You watched him get all riled up as an idea popped in your head. A sly smirk lightly formed on your lips as you spoke out, eyeing his cross once again. "And your friend? Did you kill him for the drugs too?" You awaited to watch him fall for the rage bait as you watched his fingers curl up into fists

As Min-su sensed the tension, he slowly backed away, moving himself far away from you two as he went away. Nam-gyu scoffs as he muttered, while approaching you. "You fucking bitch." His hands grabbed your shoulders, gripping you slowly before you shoved him off

"Get your fucking hands off me." You spat out as you shoved him again, this time he hit his head against the wall. Before he could react, the speaker announced that it'll be lights out for the players in a few minutes. He exhaled sharply as he gripped the back of his hair, feeling the pain lingering before glaring at you. He took out another pill from his necklace before chewing it. He eyed the X on your patch as he scoffs, walking off.

You knew what he was planning, and you knew just what to do to bait him.

As the lights went out, players all began to either hide-- or actually sleep somehow. As you felt his gaze on you, you walked inside the bathrooms, silently praying he would follow too.

You hurriedly walked in as you entered the womens bathroom, eyeing your reflection on the mirror as you washed your hands slowly. Soon after, footsteps emerged as you heard the door get pushed wide open. The satisfaction in you rising as you eyed Nam-gyu, realizing you had him exactly where you wanted him to be. He fell for it,. So easily.

"Do you think you could say that again to me? Now that we're alone?" He spat out as you turned around to face him.

"Fucking Junkie. You should pay for what you've done." You muttered as you kicked his shin, causing his balance to falter slightly. You heard him groan as he grabbed your wrists.

"You bitch, you're trying to be the hero so bad." He said as he slapped your face. "I could just kill you right here and right now, and no one would help you."

You felt the sting on your face as you pulled your wrists away harshly as your fist landed on his face, his eyes widening as his cheek bruised and his lip busted. As his balance faltered, you took the opportunity to snatch his cross necklace. His eyes widened as he desperately tried to regain his balance. You opened the cross as you grabbed his collar harshly, fighting his strength as your nails gripped his jaw, forcing his mouth open as you dumped all the pills in.

His muffled grunts escaped his mouth as he had no choice but to swallow each and every one of them. Saliva dripped down his mouth as he glared at you, snatching the cross back as he gripped it tightly, shoving you against the sink. "Bitch..!" He yelled out as he swang his hand at you. You reacted quickly as you ducked, shoving him down the ground as his drool dripped down his chin, the effects of the drugs hitting as quick as you fell on him. You watched him bite his nails as he fixed his hair.

"Whenever I look at you, I just wish someone would put you back in your place." You muttered softly as you gripped his wrists, his strength weakening as the effects of the drugs hit him.

"Fuck.. You bitch,.. I didnt wanna use it a-all at once.." He trembled out. Your eyes trailed towards the blood seeping out of his busted lip as he trembled. He was oddly not used to the effects of taking that much pills. You felt him tremble under you as he harshly pulled his wrist away from your grasp, biting his nails.

Your gaze trailed from his trembling lips biting his nails, all the way to his dilated pupils. He continued trembling as you stare at him, scoffing. "You look fucking pathetic." You said as you looked at him amused. It was obvious on his face that he wasn't registering anything you said. You suddenly slapped him in the face as he flinched, letting out a soft whine before glaring at you while he bit his nails. "W-what the fuck?? I-i didn't even say anything to you..!" He whined out. The change in demeanour amused you. Watching a man whose ego is so high suddenly fall back down like dust. Satisfaction coursed through your veins as he gripped your hands, his pupils dilating slightly as he trembled. "Fuck.. Get off me..!" You scoff as you pull your hands away. "No." You spat out bitterly as you glared at him, trapping his legs between your thighs. He trembled, adjusting his hair again before attempting to push you off, his strength weak as a side effect. A groan escaped his mouth as he failed his attempt to get you off. "G-get the fuck off me..!" He yelled at you before you slapped him harshly, a whimper escaping his mouth as he held his cheek. He hesitated before gently pleading "Please get off me." His ego was crushed as he said that. A look of satisfaction flickered in your eyes as a small smile formed on your lips. "You're a horrible person. A fucking monster." You spat out bitterly. He whined as he tried moving from you. "I-i know.. fuck.. just please let me go... i can't.." He trembled out as he gripped your thighs, Nam-gyu unable to tolerate the harsh side effects of taking so many pills at once, he felt every single emotion in his body and a rush of adrenaline as he trembled, his body growing hot as the colors in his vision grew saturated and bright.

You felt his grip on your thighs get tighter as he trembled, he bit his nails as he glanced at every part of the room. "Do you know how badly you treat anyone weaker than you?" You muttered softly to him. "You're so mindless and insecure. Everyday, i wish you'd learn just how cruel you were to them." His gaze locked with yours as his pupils dilated "I-i.." He trembled, the effects being too strong for him. The sense of power you felt over him was satisfying, it felt like you finally let him experience what its like to be so vulnerable.

And before you knew it, you somehow had convinced him how he cant leave until hes forgiven. He pleaded under you as he gripped your thighs, whining out pleas' and apologies as he trembled from the effects of the drugs.

You knew it was wrong, but hearing him plead in that whiney voice felt.. different. It wasn't out of satisfaction, out of what you believed could be karma towards him. It felt like lust.

Maybe he wouldn't mind.. maybe it would be easier since.. hes high. Thoughts and possibilities running through your mind as you couldnt stop your hand from trailing to his chest, his breath exhaling sharply as he slurred his words slightly, still trembling "what are you...doingg..??" Your soft words lulling him as you twisted the truth. "Do you ever feel guilty..? About what you've done..? Maybe your friends would be happy if you were forgiven." You came up with an obvious lie, cringing internally at it as you watched him scoff, his pupils dilating as he let out a strained groan "Fuck..I..." His groan was like music to your ears as your hips involuntarily moved against his. He gripped your wrists as a soft whimper escaped his mouth. "What the fuck.. ?" "Stop that.. I-i don't wanna..." He blurted out as his arousal grew obvious, his pants growing tighter by the second as you felt it poke your thighs. "But.. your body's telling me otherwise.. Nam-gyu.." You softly replied as your thighs grinded against his arousal. He whimpered out softly as he scoffed. "Quit it.. I dont want to.."

You chuckled. "But you don't really have a choice.. The same way you never gave any of them a choice." You said as your hips grinded against his. Whimpers slowly escaped his mouth as he gripped your hands. "I know you want this just as badly as i do.. Nam-gyu." You spat out. A soft whine escaped his mouth as he exhaled sharply.

You continued teasing him, grinding your hips painfully slow against his as he let a few moans escape his mouth, and before you know it, he was pleading-- begging you to do anything, to touch him. "P-please... Fuck.. Just.. do something already.." he whined out.

"Not even 5 minutes in, and you want me to do something already? You're so worked up over nothing." You scoff, his glare intense as he pleaded again. "You cant just..fucking say all that and not do anything.. please.." He whimpered out. "I-i can't just.. let you do this to me.." his hands slowly wrapped around your waist, gripping it tightly as his veins popped out. You slowly grinded against him as he moaned softly. You felt yourself getting wet down there as you grinded against him a few more times. "Fuck...do something...please.." You smirk hearing his pleading voice as you guided his hand to your thighs. He slowly moved his hand between your inner thighs, feeling your arousal as he moaned softly. "Y-you're just as needy as i am, fucking hypocrite.." He muttered softly as his finger traced light circles around your clothed clit. You moaned softly as you continued grinding against him. "Keep going." You said, as he scoffed. "Y-you're not even returning the favor.. why the fuck should i?" His finger stopped. You groaned as you pulled his hair, spitting on him. "I said, keep going." He whimpered at your grip, feeling the spit trickle down his chin as he kept circling your clothed clit.

As he felt you grind against him, he felt his precum leaking through his pants as he moaned out a desperate beg. "P-please just do something.. i fucking can't handle you grinding on me like this.. i-i.. please.." His fingers teasing the waistband of your pants as he waited for your approval.

As soon as you nodded, he quicky pulled your pants off, leaving you in your underwear as he lightly teased your clothed clit. Your whimpers drove him crazy as he slid his fingers inside your underwear, teasing your slit before slowly inserting a finger in. He looked at you, waiting for your approval as you moaned softly.

He began fingering you gently as he slowly slid in another finger. His pace grew faster as he heard your moans, his arousal painfully pressed up against his pants as he watched you moan.

"Keep going... i-i'm about to cum.." You moaned out as he moved his fingers faster, biting his lip as he heard your sweet moan. He felt you cum on his fingers as he groaned softly.

As you felt a surge of pleasure, you pressed your palm against his arousal, making him gasp softly. He trembled as he pleaded. "Please..this is so fucking tiring.. i-i just want you to touch me too.." tears welled up in his eyes as he fingered you softly while pleading.

You made him pull out his fingers inside your underwear as you forced him to lick his fingers clean. "Take it off." You gazed at his pants as he willingly slid them off, showing his hard aching cock standing up for you.

Your eyes lit up as your fingers slowly caressed him. A moan escaped his mouth as he trembled. "P-please..fuck me.. i cant wait any longer.." he pleaded out. You scoff "Who said i was going to fuck you? I hope you know i'm just using you. I fucking hate your guts. I can't stand you." You spat out as your thumb gently massaged his tip. "F-fuck..yeah..i-i'm a stupid junkie...i-i know.." he whimpered out. "Please please please... i want to feel you so bad.. please i-i... fuck... i-ill stop bugging min-su.. if thats what you want.. just please... i want to be inside your tight cunt.. fuck..." He begged as you massaged his tip before slowly teasing him with your entrance rubbing against his tip. "A-ah.. you fucking hypocrite.. put it in...please.. i want it in..." He pleaded as he gripped your ass. "Fuck....i-ill be good... i swear..." You smirk as you sank yourself ontop of him, loud moans escaping his mouth. "Fuck.. you're so tight..a-ah.." You moaned as you began moving, his hands gripping your ass tighter as he whimpered, feeling you ride him. "Y-you feel so good.. i-i.." He watched your tits bounce as you moved faster. "Yeah..? I do? You don't deserve this pussy." You spat out as you spat on him. "N-no.. i-i dont deserve your pussy...i'm a coward.. i-i'm a selfish..fucking..insecure..bitch...f-fuuuckk..." he moaned out

"I-i'm so close... please... can i cum..?" He pleaded as he gripped your ass. "No? I'm not even close yet.. how fucking short can you last?" You spat out amusingly as he felt embarassed and ashamed. "F-fuck.. fine..bitch.." he responded bitterly, still moaning to the feeling of your wet cunt taking him. His moans grew louder and high pitched as he desperately held his cum for you, his thighs trembling as his eyes watered. "P-please.. i-it hurts... fuck.. i cant hold it in..." You smirk as you increased your pace, caressing his face. "I'm almost there." You spoke softly as a hint of relief formed on his eyes. you pounded against him faster as you felt yourself getting close. You moaned softly, "Fuck.. I-im cumming.." you whimpered out as you moved faster, gripping his thighs as you felt him grip your hips so tight, you watched his veins pop out as you hear him moan loudly, unable to hold back his high pitched whimpers and groans. You reached your climax as you moaned softly,feeling yourself cum on his cock as he painted your walls white.

"F-fuck... you feel so good.. you're so much better than drugs..." he whimpered out breathlessly as he grew drowzy. "Y-youre so tight.. i-i.." You shushed him "I know."

He looked at you pleadingly as he tried to kiss you, before you stopped him. "I thought i told you, i'm here for your cock. Not you. I fucking hate you." He whimpered , feeling the humiliation coursing through him as he traced circles on your thigh. "Hey... but.. i wasnt that cruel to min-su anyway.." You chuckle as you gazed down at him. Funny how you hated his guts an hour ago, only to have him rearrange yours.

Atleast he knows how it feels like, to be at the bottom for once.

(A/n: i did not proofread this bruh im so lazy but yeah. My bad guys i really dont know how to write i js got bored so i decided to try this out !! This was an anonymous req btw ^^)

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~MASTERLIST~

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Squid Game

➺ Thanos/Choi Su-bong (Player 230)

NSFW Alphabet 🍋

This Means War Part 1 🍊

All Is Fair (TMW Part 2) 🍊

Smut Drabble 🍋

Fue Mejor 🍋

Judge Judy 🍋

Submissive Headcanons 🍋

Three’s Company 🍋

You On Me, Me On You, You On Her 🍋

Cockwarming Headcanons 🍋

Consideration 🍋

Sensual Seduction 🍋

Getting In Good W/ The Thanos Team 🍋

➺ Nam-gyu (Player 124)

NSFW Alphabet 🍋

IFHY 🍋

Submissive Headcanons 🍋

Three’s Company 🍋

Touch 🍋

You On Me, Me On You, You On Her 🍋

Nothing Like A Sharp Dressed Man 🍋

Cockwarming Headcanons 🍋

Say It Right 🍋

Hard + Soft 🍋

Getting In Good W/ The Thanos Team 🍋

A Tight Squeeze 🍋

➺ Kang Dae-ho (Player 388)

NSFW Alphabet 🍋

This Means War Part 1 🍊

All Is Fair (TMW Part 2) 🍊

Crush Headcanons 🍊

Smut Drabble 🍋

Husband/Father Headcanons 🍊

Blissful Remembrance 🍋

Cockwarming Headcanons 🍋

Hard + Soft 🍋

➺ Se-mi (Player 380)

NSFW Alphabet 🍋

She’s Like Morphine 🍋

Getting In Good W/ The Thanos Team 🍋

➺ Park Min-su (Player 125)

NSFW Alphabet 🍋

Cockwarming Headcanons 🍋

So Anxious 🍋

A Little Caught Up 🍋

Getting In Good W/ The Thanos Team 🍋

➺ Hwang Jun-ho (The Police Officer)

NSFW Alphabet 🍋

Smut Drabble 🍋

Wheels 🍋

Crush Headcanons 🍊

Cockwarming Headcanons 🍋

➺ Lee Myung-gi (Player 333)

NSFW Alphabet 🍋

All Mine 🍋

Cockwarming Headcanons 🍋

➺ Hwang In-ho (The Frontman/Player 001)

NSFW Alphabet 🍋

Crush Headcanons 🍊

➺ Seong Gi-hun (Player 456)

Crush Headcanons 🍊

➺ Kang Sae-byeok (Player 067)

NSFW Headcanons w/ Ji-yeong 🍋

➺ Ji-yeong (Player 240)

NSFW Headcanons w/ Kang Sae-byeok 🍋

➺ Gyeong-su (Player 246)

NSFW Alphabet 🍋

Getting In Good W/ The Thanos Team 🍋

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[ally1uvsu]

Heavy heart, Warm hands. / Choi Su-bong (Thanos) x Nam-gyu

⨉⠀⠀─⠀⠀Series .⠀›⠀Trans Namgyu Week 2025⠀‎ꪆৎ day 5; Angst/fluff, period comfort — Day 1 | Day 2 | Day 3 | Day 4

·⠀warnings info⠀· NSFW — . wc; 3.4k

summary; Nam-gyu had to be the luckiest person ever, getting his period while playing mingle, getting into a misunderstanding with Thanos, and now having to put up with earth shattering cramps. Could it even get any worse?

info; Emotional Hurt/Comfort, periods, cramps, trans namgyu, namgyu gets his period mid mingle, misunderstandings, namgyu suffers like.. half of the fic, cuddling and snuggling, understanding a misunderstanding, Thanos is a bit mean in the middle, Sober Nam-gyu, Happy Ending, Theyre so gay I hate them: (, Choi Subong I Thanos Lives, no bathroom brawl, no extra game, Soft Namgyu (Squid Game), Soft Choi Subong I Thanos, massages!

notes; Do you guys think I’d be cooked in a room w my namgyu if he knew that I write his stories like this?

It all started in that stupid round of fucking mingle.

Nam-gyu began cramping after the number called out six, not thinking much of it at first. Stepping back into the platform, he felt the drugs wearing off, but before he could even ask Thanos for another one, he nearly doubled over as he felt a sharp pain, and then another pang.

The platform began spinning, nobody seemed to notice. But Nam-gyu was a little bit more quiet now, not even dancing around with Thanos.

Round and round

Let's go around in circles and dance

We will clap our hands and sing

La-la-la-la, let's have fun dancing

Nam-gyu cursed mentally, shit, it couldn't possibly be, right? It was the kind of pain he was familiar with, the same pain he'd curl up and sometimes even cry over because of how much it fucking hurt.

His brain had been reeling due to the drug, and now due to how hyperaware he felt. He feels a hand on his shoulder, Gyeong-su. He can hear him asking something over the sickly cheerful song playing in the room. "Nam-gyu, are you okay?"

Shit, was it obvious? Before answering, he took a look around. Thanos was being himself, Se-mi was reassuring Min-su, and Gyeong-su.. well, he was here. Nam-gyu nodded, taking in a sharp breath as he felt another jab of pain. "Yeah... yeah, I'm okay." He nodded, and then the platform halted into a stop.

'Four'

Nam-gyu watched as Thanos looked between all four of the members, Min-su was standing there with his stupid puppy dog eyes, Se-mi was analyzing the situation, and Gyeong-su was standing by his side with a nervous and awkward smile. Thanos of course immediately looked at him, pointing his finger at him before speaking up in English;

"Gyeong-su, you're out!" He shouted as he placed his foot on Gyeong-su's chest and kicked him back, causing him to land on his ass. Nam-gyu merely spares the other man a glance, he looks shocked, too shocked to stand up and find another group. But then Thanos is already shouting; "LET'S GO, WOOOO!!" And despite the pain, Nam-gyu rushes after him while Se-mi pulls Min-su along.

Once inside the red door, Nam-gyu lets out a shuddering sigh as he looked through the eyepiece, Gyeong-su was still there. His head snaps back to Thanos who was asking about Gyeong-su as if he hadn't just kicked him down to his death, was he really that high off his ass?

He felt Thanos shove him off the door, it was enough to make him quietly wince as he heard the other man shout Gyeong-su's name over the ringing gunshots. "GYEONG-SU!!!!" And Nam-gyu thought for once he might vote fucking X.

He looked at the other two inside the room, Se-mi and Min-su. Se-mi was staring at him a little weirdly, Min-su looked like the same pathetic bitch as always, great.

Thanos turned around eventually, already impatient as the guards began cleaning up. Nam-gyu swore he might have to claw his insides out, he could feel the fucking blood. Why did it have to come now? Was the universe against him?

It took a little, but eventually the doors clicked open. "Anddd we win again!" And Nam-gyu forces out some noise as he walked close to Thanos. Once again, the group was in the platform. It began spinning, shit, Nam-gyu was bound to get fucking dizzy.

The song was cheerful and even loud, enough to make his head throb. He wanted to curl in on himself and maybe die, that looked like the best option here. He was sure Thanos noticed by now, the way he wasn't jumping around or joining his antics. Nobody here knew, and nobody here could fucking know.

That was just how people in Korea were, after all. They were all against these kind of shit like it was their problem, so what if Nam-gyu wanted to be a boy? Maybe they should mind their own damn business.

Round and round

Let's go around in circles and dance

We will clap our hands and sing

La-la-la-la, let's have fun dancing

And that stupid 'Ring-a ring-a ring' began playing, he needed to get the fuck out of here. He just wondered how many rounds were there left, maybe it was close enough. He had to fucking survive, even if his body wasn't in the best condition.

And then the speaker called out 'three', of course, Thanos looked at him first before he turned to Se-mi and Min-su, of course they'd go first. "Who should we take?" Of course Thanos would go with Nam-gyu, there was that, at least. "Rock, paper, scissors!" Thanos called out loudly and Nam-gyu stood a bit closer to Min-su, one of them had to play. "Come with me." Se-mi said as she stretched her hand towards Min-su, big mistake.

The boy seemed frozen as he looked at Thanos and then at Nam-gyu, right afterwards, he threw in Scissors. The look on Se-mi's face was amusing, Nam-gyu would have laughed if he wasn't in so much fucking pain. "Min-su threw in scissors!" He forced out a surprised tone with a chuckle, and Thanos grabbed Min-su's arm and began running towards a door, Nam-gyu just rushed closely by like always.

Again, they shut the door behind themselves once they were all in. Both of them holding the door shut in case a player decided to come in. Min-su looked lost, more like panicked.. as if after the panic had settled, he realized out what he just did, tsk. What a coward.

The doors clicked shut again, and Nam-gyu didn't think he would be able to hold up that much anymore, he always had bad period pains, but he always knew how to deal with them. Now?? He couldn't. He didn't have the resources, he didn't have somewhere to just lie down and swallow his own pain, not even the drugs would help, likely.

This round went by so slowly— and then, after what felt like an eternity, the doors opened. Thanos stepped out as he said to the people around him "Yo, welcome back, my friends!" 

Maybe it was because he was sober now, but his hands really were shaking. He clutched his belly for a few seconds before he began acting normally, nobody could find out— who knew how they might react?

Once back into the platform, however, Thanos turned to him and clicked open the locket, holding a single pill towards him. "You sober?" And Nam-gyu nodded, taking the pill anyways even if he knew it wouldn't help the pain and popped it in his mouth.

Again, the platform began spinning.

Round and round

Let's go around in circles and dance

We will clap our hands and sing

La-la-la-la, let's have fun dancing

It doesn't make the pain any better, however, Nam-gyu dumbly hoped that it would. Either way, he played along with Thanos' antics just to hope he could forget the pain, even if every movement made him wince.

'Six' the robotic voice called out, Nam-gyu swore he would hear that shit in his dreams.

This time, they joined teams with Se-mi and two people she found for the previous round. The awkward atmosphere was only making it worse, Thanos was complaining as he tapped his feet, and Min-su was looking at Se-mi with longing or whatever the fuck was it.

The other people looked frightened, and seriously, Nam-gyu couldn't care less. He gritted his teeth as another wave of pain hit him, he felt fucking disgusting. The blood pooling in his underwear felt disgusting, the fact he was sweating and full of grime disgusted him, the blood on his shoes, everything.

The doors opened once again, and everyone stepped out. He hoped this was the last round, he seriously wanted to scream because of this stupid pain that refused to go away.

He was already getting nauseous from so much spinning, he couldn't take this cheery song anymore. He just wanted to get out and get some fucking sleep, maybe then his pain would fucking go away.

"Do you not want to stick around me anymore?" He heard Thanos call out, and Nam-gyu furrowed his brows, clearly confused as he looked at Thanos. "What?"

"I mean— shit, I just gave you two damn pills and you're still not cheering up! Are they not enough for you anymore?" Thanos looked.. upset, maybe a tad nervous. But before Nam-gyu could even answer, the platform halted once again.

'Two'

Maybe he'd pick Min-su this time, just out of spite. He and Thanos looked at Min-su, and then back at each other. And it turns out he was wrong, because as quickly as they looked at the man and at each other, Thanos grabbed his wrist and rushed towards a door other players were trying to get into.

Everything burnt and hurt as he ran, his brain felt like it was about to explode, his cramps were making him want to just double over on the floor and curl in on himself until it all stopped— but we all know that meant death.

He attempted to stop for a single second, leaning his hands on his thighs as he bit his lip hard enough to feel the metalic taste of blood coating his mouth, and then he ran his tongue over that wound. "What the hell do you think you are doing?!" He heard Thanos bark, right.. they're still playing mingle.

Despite the crippling pain and discomfort, Nam-gyu grabbed the woman by the hair and pulled her to the ground, Thanos had already been holding the door open for him, so Nam-gyu merely stumbled in. As the timer ran down, Nam-gyu held a hand on his chest while Thanos held the door shut, hearing the other two players bang at the door.

Once it was secured and locked, Nam-gyu didn't have time to speak. Thanos was already on him and demanding an answer. "Were you trying to fucking get yourself killed out there?!" Talk about dramatic, but Thanos looked kind of.. afraid, in a way. "And you still have to answer my damn question, am I not enough for you anymore, Nam-gyu?" 

Nam-gyu blinked in surprise, oh. So Thanos does know his name. Maybe he had been pretending not to all along.

Nam-gyu didn't answer for a second, nearly clutching his stomach as he felt a fresh wave of pain hit him, and now it was getting constant, not here and there. Nam-gyu thought he might as well fucking die.

Thanos looked like he was getting more frustrated by the damn second, gritting his teeth together as he ran a hand through his hair. "Damn it, Nam-gyu, answer me!"

And Nam-gyu snapped back to it, how would he possibly explain he was on his period and was feeling like a million knives were being stuffed on his womb?

He wished he could speak, damn it, why was it so fucking hard to just say he's trans? Maybe it was the fear of being rejected and tossed out and seen as different—

"If I'm not enough for you, then I might as well leave." Why did those words affect him so much? They shouldn't, right? He grasped Thanos' necklace, hearing the other man snort before feeling it grow lighter in his hands, seeing the chain that held it up around Thanos' neck fall between his fingers.

"Keep that." Thanos said at the exact same time the doors opened, shit. Nam-gyu stared at the locket, calling out after the older man. He never had been trying to grasp at the locket, he was trying to find something— anything that would help him hold onto Thanos.

Why? He didn't know. But he did know that now shit felt ten times worse.

He didn't have the courage to keep the cross around his neck, shit, he didn't even dare to take a single pill out of that fucking cross. He just mingled himself with the crowd of players as they were led back to the lobby room. If Nam-gyu thought the pain from before was bad, this was ten times worse.

The first thing he did the second they were back was go to the bathroom, shit, he felt fucking disgusting.

Moreover, without Thanos he felt empty. Popping pills didn't feel as fun, nothing felt as fun. Maybe because all along his euphoria was Thanos.

He was quick to get into a stall, pushing his tracksuit pants and underwear down to see the blood- disgusting. He grimaced as he rolled a shit ton of toilet paper and stuffing them into his underwear, these would have to do, right? He could just change them from time to time as disgusting as it was.

He avoided Thanos' gaze upon walking towards his bunk, funny thing is that he knew Thanos was staring at him. He could feel the other's burning gaze glaring into his skull strongly enough to burn a hole.

Some relief came towards him when he finally managed to lie down— sure, the bunks were hard as fuck and uncomfortable, but he could try to get some sleep through the pain that seared through him.

He laid the cross under his pillow, bringing his knees to his chest and hugging himself under the blanket as he tried to get something that resembled comfort, he couldn't get why everything decided to go so wrong today.

He felt his eyes water, why did this have to hurt so fucking much? Real men aren't supposed to cry, are they? Especially over something so little such as period cramps. But damn it, the pain was flooding his system and consuming him whole.

He didn't know how long it took him to sleep, he just knew that after somehow managing to keep himself quiet, the pain lulled him into sleep. He would have wished it lasted forever, but nothing did.

He was jolted awake by the sound of a loud beeping noise, sitting up as he looked around. Shit, how long had it been since he fell asleep?

As if on cue, he heard his number being called. Observing the X's, he could see Min-su and Se-mi over there, tsk, pussies.

He walked forward looking disheveled, slamming the O button and dragging himself towards the O side, especially away from Thanos. Mealtime probably already passed, but it was fine, it wasn't like he could eat anyway.

Voting felt like a blur, and they ended in that stupid tie. Whatever, at this point, nothing really mattered to Nam-gyu anymore. He just did the same thing as before; dragged himself to the stairs and climbed them as he tried not to wince in front of everyone and knock the fuck out.

He tried to sleep again; but it wasn't like he had any luck, anyways. Nothing really happened, except for some fight that broke out in the bathroom. Even then, Nam-gyu found himself looking around for Thanos, only to find him walking inside the room all bloodied but looking unharmed— it wasn't his blood, anyways.

'Player 333, eliminated.' 

It finally made sense why he was basically drenched in blood. But it didn't matter— at least they just had more money piled up in that piggy bank.

Nam-gyu's cramps came and went, they were better after taking a nap but right before lights out— they were fucking back again. And Nam-gyu was back to zero. He was fidgeting with his cross, tossing and turning as he tried to stop the stupid pain, but it just didn't. And the cross wasn't doing him any better, it only reminded him of Thanos.

Fed up of it already, he looked at Thanos who was seemingly asleep beneath his bunk, and dropped the cross necklace right on his head, at least it was light. It didn't do much to relieving how he felt but he did somehow, feel a lot lighter.

Screwing his eyes shut again, he bit his lip as another wave of fresh pain hit him. He just wanted this shit to stop— why in the middle of this stupid game? Why now? He turned again a couple of times, trying to find a position comfortable enough for him to fall asleep in and one that would cease his cramps, but a voice coming very close to him.. no, scratch that. A very familiar voice close to him caught his attention.

"Do you ever stop tossing and turning? I can't sleep like that." With the dim lighting of the X and O that gleamed on the floor, Nam-gyu managed to see Thanos standing on the feet of his mattress, nearly enough to give him a heart attack. "Shit, you scared me." Nam-gyu rasped out.

"Oh, so now you talk to me?" Thanos scoffed, shaking his head. "Unbelievable." He said as he tossed the cross back towards Nam-gyu. "Whatever, keep making noise and I'll knock you out to sleep."

Nam-gyu knew Thanos would leave again, maybe this was the last time they'd see each other, maybe— before he could even think twice, he was calling after him. "Wait." He managed to grip Thanos' arm, looking at him through the shitty lighting.

"What do you want, Nam-gyu." It was more of a statement than a question, and Nam-gyu swore that he could hear the slightest bit of longing in his voice, it was as if none of them could stay apart for too long.

"I didn't mean to make it seem that way— I.. I was in pain.. back at mingle, I mean. And popping pills weren't doing the best job to help, running hurt and even moving made me feel like I was going to fall and die on the flo—" he was cut off mid speech by Thanos beginning to check his body over for anything, all while asking him what the hell was wrong. "Shit, you are hurt? Why didn't you say anything?! What hurts? Is the wound too deep? Shit, Nam-su, talk to me!"

Back to the Nam-su thing.. Nam-gyu guessed. He would have laughed if he wasn't in pain right now, frustrated, and if anything emotional because of those damn hormones. "Thanos, I'm on my damn period." Nam-gyu said that as he felt his throat lock, everything felt too overwhelming. Maybe it was because be was scared to come out, maybe because he was in pain, or maybe because he just wanted  a damn rest, but he really felt like crying.

"Oh." Thanos let out after seconds that felt suffocating and like an eternity, Nam-gyu felt like the air was fucking suffocating him alive. "Is there anything I can do to help?" 

And as quickly as it had arrived, the pressure lifted. Thanos wasn't mad? Wasn't calling him a million slurs or just.. being an asshole overall? Nam-gyu felt shocked, because the same Nam-gyu from 10 years ago would be in an argument with his parents over his gender and sexuality. That Nam-gyu would have just been kicked out of his house, so.. how could someone that wasn't his family be more accepting than the people he grew to know for half of his life?

It took him a while to process it, Thanos was offering him help, some sort of solace, he wasn't being pushed away. "I can just leave if you want me to—" Nam-gyu quickly interfered, no way. "No!- I mean, no. Just.. lay down with me." 

This felt nice, Nam-gyu assumed. Thanos was under the thin ass blanket with him, pressed with his chest against his back just so none of them would fall out of these beds. Nam-gyu brought his knees to his chest once again, or at least attempted to. 

He felt warm hands sneak around his waist, slide inside his shirt and press into his belly in a comforting way, shit, Thanos knew his way with his hands. He was definitely getting comfortable, pressing his face against the back of Nam-gyu's neck and massaging exactly where it hurt for him.. Nam-gyu would admit it, this was definitely helping.

"Go back to sleep, you need your energy for tomorrow's voting since we ended in a tie. And even then, we need energy in case we do play another game." And that's exactly what Nam-gyu did, it didn't take long for him to fall asleep. The pain slowly felt like it was ceasing, fate had a weird way of bringing two people back together, huh?

[vumming]

all of us are dead — han gyeong-su “collide"

contents : angst, pining, unrequited love

a/n: it's been a year since i watched aouad this is rusty lol also, i tweaked a few to match the vibes hope you don't mind.

You've always seen him. Prancing around in that childish display like a toddler who has no knowledge of the world yet. How insufferable.

Gyeong-su, who would always have the wide wolfish grin on his face as he claps everyone along the way, sending "positivity" and laughter whenever he passes by.

Gyeong-su, who would always show his heart on his sleeves. A guy who cannot lie so easily due to his fiery temper and short fused personality.

He's a real pain in the fucking ass.

"Out of my way." Your shoulders bump into Gyeong-su, the room is too small and sharing it with him makes it all the more annoying. Na-yeon obediently follows, clinging on your arm—she always does, like a helpless duckling always needing your constant affection.

You notice how her eyes pierce and narrow in disgust at the sight of the boy alone. She has always developed a sense of superiority complex over Gyeong-su, you could care less about it.

What's nagging the back of your mind is how even with the harsh and constant back and forth between you and him, that stupid 'adrenaline' that sends your blood pumping never goes away.

Na-yeon lifts her chin, nose high as she flips a lock of her hair behind, "I can't believe we are sharing a room with a welfie." She tugs on your uniform's sleeve, delicate hands holding your arm gently.

"This is beyond awful." She murmurs, eyeing the other boy whose face is put in a scowl as he eyes the two of you, the burn in his gaze is full of hate.

You let her talk, ever since you've dated Na-yeon, she's always been a rather opinionated girl who sticks deeply to her ideals and that much is admirable no matter how much hate she always seems to get.

"The hell is wrong with you two?" His friends held his arms back, teeth gritting as they tried to shut him up to not worsen the fight.

After all, you and him have created quite the reputation—both infamous for your constant rivalry towards each other.

Na-yeon cringes at his uncouth attitude, gesturing at the boy, "with how he's acting right now, it's no difference to those flesh eating creatures." She hissed, flinching when Gyeong-su turned to glare straight at her.

Apocalypse or not, things do not change.

You find your own thoughts wander in the carnage of chaos that surrounds you.

Which monster would prevail, do you wonder?

"Tch. Always up on your high horse, are you looking down at me?" He's always quick to assume things, Gyeong-su has a tight grip on the lapels of your collar with his knuckles turning white by the passing seconds.

Students were intrigued as they watch it all happen on the school grounds.

You sneered at him, a rough look replacing your usual features. "Hah, were your wits taken when you weren't looking?" Gyeong-su pulls you towards him, the proximity is so close that your foreheads touch against each other.

It could've been something romantic if not for the tension between the two of you, glares and snares sent between each other. The fight that accumulates in between is loss in the chitter chatter of the pesky nosy students that's gathered.

"Why you—!"

He's always quick to anger indeed. Pulling his head back only to slam it against yours. The tension breaking only to worsen as a fight broke out causing the horde of students watching you to cheer and whip their devices out.

"Who are you calling an idiot, you arrogant bastard!" He swipes another punch, "I'm even surprised that you know I was calling out your IQ!"

You don't know what fueled this fight in the first place, now it's a hit or be hit situation that you find yourself in. You parry only to punch him, retaliating.

Fuck.

Your head hurts and you felt like your brain shook inside your skull at his headbutt. This crazy guy drives you mad.

Gyeong-su manages to push you down, the back of your head hitting the ground as you wince, your own hands pulling him down. If you will be taken down, you'll make sure he'll suffer the same too.

Fist fly and whacks echo the place as the two of you continue to fight.

And somehow, you find yourself in the same situation as the first, but now, your own hands are gripping his collar too. "Fucking hell.." Gyeong-su curses, panting heavily as he struggles to stand up due to your hold on his clothes.

His leg slipping in exhaustion as he slips on top of you—"Fuck-!" The both of you swore at the same time, eyes wide when you felt something soft brush against your own lips.

This guy drives you mad.

"Oi! Y/n!" They attempt to stop you from entering the recording room—Na-yeon and Gyeong-su were supposed to break up the fight and for her to apologize.

The Na-yeon you know rarely yield over things like apology.

Too stubborn.

Too..

Maybe it's the realization that you have because of your observations, the way she was adamant on taking him out of the group was normal due to her dislike, but when she has swiped something off—the handkerchief that she'd always cherish and never use was whipped out.

A gift you had given her.

Shit.

Your hands open the door in a flurry, harshly grabbing your girlfriend's wrist as you face her, eyes mad and in disbelief over the course of action she decided to take.

"What the fuck Na-yeon?!" Your voice rises as you snatched the handkerchief from her hands in a fury.

The girl flinches, arm outstretched as she stares at you in fear at the strength you emit over her delicate wrist. "Y/n.." Was all the left her lips. "What are you doing?!"

"Wiping that blood off of the mop— do you plan to kill him?!"

Everyone stares in wariness and disbelief, eyes wide like saucers. Gyeong-su stepped forward with a look of caution. "..What do you mean.?" He hesitantly asked.

And perhaps it was the heart in you that cannot betray your girlfriend no matter—even with how cruel one is, someone loved them until the bitter end. Atleast that's what you try to tell yourself as you gaze upon Na-yeon who looks at you with eyes that can break your own heart.

Gaze of a desperate.

And with a crushed look, she snatches her wrist from you. "You.. I thought you're on my side."

You couldn't hear anything, a buzzing and ear deafening noise films itself inside your mind that you couldn't even comprehend why you did just that, morality? Kindness? Pity? You didn't notice when she exits the room, her cries hidden amongst the ringing in your mind.

Did you do the right thing?

You did, right?

Even if she cries.

Even if your heart breaks hearing that.

Sure she's annoying but the girl was once whom you held dear in your heart.

Am I wavering..?

"Hey-!"

You snapped out of your thoughts, eyes focusing on his that holds you grounded. Gyeong-su holds you down to reality, his hands cupping your cheeks to hold your gaze.

It looks soft, concern for you and there's something more..

The rough pad of his fingertips brushes on your skin and his face, scarred and worried looks at you—like someone important enough to be worried about.

"Hey! You okay? Snap out of it, damn it!"

There's a slight sharp pain on your cheeks though...

"Did you just slap me?"

"How else would you wake up?!" His tone was somewhat offended, and by instinct, which is the rivalry between the two of you, you took a hold of his collar. Somehow it was a big harsh therefore pushing the two of you to the ground with a soft thud.

His limbs entangled with yours as the two of you stare wide eyed with each other.

Ba-dum.

Ba-dum.

Who's heartbeat is it that's beating wildly?

"Wha-"

"Fuck!"

You pushed him down the floor, clicking your tongue as you drag a hand over your face. "Don't say a word about it!"

The door slammed shut, leaving him all alone in the recording room once again, this time, in a wild and uncomfortable tension inside him.

Gyeong-su looks at the door you exited, the image of you walking out in his mind and he could've swore he saw a faint trace of redness in your face—or maybe not, but that doesn't explain the synchrony of hearts beating with each other like a perfect melody.

".. or was that mine..?"

[deliur]

can I request a thanos x reader angst where the reader almost dies in mingle when she gets pushed out by another player, and Thanos thinks she’s dead but finds her after? (dating please!)

i’m sooo sorry, I didn’t see the dating part until after I wrote this and if I rewrite it just won’t be enjoyable.. but it’s kinda romantic???

I’ll run away with you.

Relationship: Thanos/F!Reader

Tags: Implied death, blood, drug usage, they r lowkey crushing on eachother hehe, they knew eachother before squid games.

No, I didn’t spell check this,,,

You and Thanos had gone into these games together, not knowingly though. Actually, you were familiar with him and Nam-Gyu. You worked in the club that Nam-Gyu promoted and Thanos frequently visited. You were just a simple drink runner, though. Just looking for tips. That’s how you met Thanos, becoming good friends after awhile. You had hung at his place after hours many times, and maybe things got a little more touchy than friends would typically get.. But you never spoke about it afterwards. Just friends. Nothing more, nothing less. But the average person knew friends didn’t look at each other the way he looked at you when you weren’t paying attention. To your surprise, the club guests stopped tipping you when they noticed you being around Thanos too much.. It’s not like he could help you either, he was suffering his own debt as you fell into yours.

That’s how you ended up here, 5 minutes until the next game would start and you swallowed dryly, sitting on the edge of your bunk. Your back warm with anxiety. Thanos came, sitting by you as he was obviously drugged up. He grinned wide as an open palmed hand patted your back a little harder than intended. You gasped softly as the feeling caught your breath and knocked you out of your anxious trance. You looked over at him, facial expression softening slightly as your panic left just by a little. “We got this shit, man! We fuckin’ dominated in Red light, Green light AND Penta! Maybe more of these no brained losers will get wiped out this round and we’ll get our money. Get the fuck outta here, y’know?” He asked, being too enthusiastic. Too harsh. You brushed his hand off your back, shaking you head at him in annoyance. “I’m not even worried about money anymore.. I’m concerned for my life and yours.. You should be too. I’m sick of washing blood splatter off my face.” You said harshly as you glared at him. He rolled his eyes and laughed. “Whatever, I know deep down you’re just as harsh and Nam-Gyu and I.” He slurred slightly as he fidgeted with his necklace. Your eyes locked on it. “You’re only like this cause you’re fuckin’ high, Su-Bong.” You mentioned.

. . .

Sooner than later, you were ushered into a large room with the other players, like animals. Like sheep being pushed into the open to be devoured by wolves. You and Thanos stood alongside each other. You slowly looked over at him, only recognizing him as the high junkie you met at the club. You squeezed your eyes shut for a second as a twisting feeling arose in your chest. Your throat burned. You were scared.. So scared. And Thanos and Nam-Gyu were fucking high. They probably didn’t even know the gravity of the situation. The yellow platform you all stood on began to spin, playing a childhood nursery rhyme as it did so. Your breath picked up, breathing heavy as you prepared for the platform to stop.

“dung-geulge dung-geulge, dung-geulge dung-geulge, bing-geulbing-geul dol-agamyeo chum-eul chubsida, sonppyeog-eul chimyeonseo, nolaeleul buleumyeo, lallalalla jeulgeoubge chumchuja.” The nursery rhyme rang throughout the room. The song stopped. The platform stopped. You looked around frantically as the voice came over the room. “Six players!” The Ai voice chimed happily. It angered you. You looked at Nam-Gyu and Thanos with pleading eyes. Thanos grabbed your arm and pulled you with him, frantically looking around. You spotted Se-Mi and Min-Su, along with Gyeong-Su. You pointed at them. “THEM!!” You managed to get out of your throat in fear. Thanos yelled at them. “GET THE FUCK OVER HERE IF YOU WANNA LIVE!!!” He yelled as they noticed and trailed behind the group. Once you all made it in the room, Thanos looked down at you, clutching his bicep in fear as the gunshots sounded. Your eyes were squeezed shut as you twitched with each gunshot. His eyes softened slightly at your fear. The others weren’t paying attention to you two. “It’ll be okay. Hey, we’re gonna get out of here after this game.. I promise. Everything will be normal, we’ll go to the club.. Get drinks.. Do karaoke.. Just stay strong. Promise me you’ll stay alive?” He asked, seeming as if your fear sobered him just enough to feel empathy for you. You opened your eyes slowly, nodding. “I’ll live. Only if you live.” You said with a small grin as he plastered on a big smile. You held up your pinkie. He twisted his with yours. You were intertwined. You looked in his eyes for a moment, him staring back at yours. Like it was the last time you could see him. You knew he had a good soul.

The doors unlocked as you both snapped out of it, making your way back to the platform.

. . .

This was the last and final round now.. Your group had lost Gyeong-Su at this point. It was all too real.. But you just needed to survive this last round. One more round, and you would all vote X.

One more round, you would all be out.

One more round, you’d all be safe

One more round, you’d be laughing with Thanos again.

Just one

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Round…

You were zoned out as the platform spun. Three players. Thanos and Nam-Gyu, assuming you were with them. Se-Mi and Min-Su took off to find someone as you were left. Fuck. You took off to find a different group, looking around frantically. You saw an open group, gasping as you began to run towards the door. Someone shoved you tp the floor as they sprinted past you and into the room, shutting the door. You were left on the floor, panicked. You were going to die. Thanos noticed you missing. “Where… Where the fuck is she?! Did she not follow us?? He said frantically as it then settled that there was only two of them.. He spotted you across the room before someone ran in him and Nam-Gyu’s room, shutting the door. Thanos tried to shove them out but Nam-Gyu grabbed him, shaking his head as the door locked. “It’s too late. Doors are locked. Shes gone.. I’m sorry man.” Thanos got out of his grasp as he saw a body identical to yours on the floor as the guards aimed the gun at the head. “DON’T SHOOT!! TAKE ME INSTEAD!” He yelled out of the small slot in the door, now completely sobered up. You had been pulled into a room with people last minute.. But he didn’t know that. He watched as the woman he thought was you got shot in the head, her blood splattering all the way to his door. He clenched his fists so hard his nails dug into his palms as he turned to the random that came into the room. “This is YOUR FUCKING FAULT.” He yelled at them, ready to strangle them as Nam-Gyu grabbed him. Thanos yelled out “I didn’t even get to fucking tell her!” Nam-Gyu looked at him oddly, letting go. Thanos’ breath shook as he looked at his shoes, slumping down with his back against the wall, head in his hands. “I was gonna tell her when we fuckin’ got out of here.. She’s the reason I came to these games.. Was gonna fix my debt.. Start a life with her. She made me want to continue to live. Now shes FUCKING GONE because of YOU.” He said harshly as he looked at the random player, who looked incredibly guilty. Thanos’ eyes were red, not from drugs, from stress and emotion.

The door unlocked, finally. Nam-Gyu helped Thanos up as his cheeks were stained with very few tears. He would wait until tonight to let it out. He chest burned with guilt. Why hadn’t he made sure you were behind them. This was his fault. He watched you get shot, and it was all his fault. Everyone walked back into the main room as he saw your head in the crowd. His face lit up for a second. “No.. that can’t be her.” He muttered before you came running to him, wrapping your arms around him tightly as you buried your face in his chest. He looked down at you before pulling you back. “Is that really you? You didn’t die..? But.. I saw you get shot-” he rambled before you cut him off by pressing your lips to his, not very softly before you pulled back and held his face in your hands, making him lean down and pressing your forehead to his. “I’m not dead. I promise. But please.. Vote X.. get out of here.. With me. Please.” You said, shakily as he nodded. He was caught off guard by your lips on his earlier.

Voting commenced as he looked over at you with confidence in his eyes. “I’ll run away with you. Start over.” He said as you gave him a soft smile with a nod.

Let’s hope voting works in your favor.

[k1mbe3rly]

HAIII REQUEST AGAIN! (ITS PROBABLY CONFUSING)

Injured!Plantonic!child!reader x aouad (cheongsan,suheok,namra,onjo,gyeongsu) headcanons >>>>

Child!reader lost her parents due to a zombie attack so she was roaming alone covered in her parents blood trying to survive and she also fell and scraped her knee so she was limping and she looked like a zombie because of her red droopy eyes because shes scared and shes drenched in blood then she meets the aouad characters , try to help them by giving them her weapon that her parents gave her to protect her before they died.

The characters, was going to attack the reader because they thought it was a zombie, but child!reader flinches and backs away, so they realize she isn't a zombie?

IDK I EVEN CONFUSED MYSELF ASKING THIS SHIT 👩‍🦲

Please tell me not to go

warnings: ⚠️CHILD!platonic!reader x aouad⚠️ loss of parents

It all started in the middle of the day, you begged your mom not to go to school since you honestly didn’t want to

Your parents needed to run a few errands which you obviously tagged along jumping into the backseat and watching how the car moves, looking out the window just hearing your parents talking about work

“Oh my god what’s wrong with him..?” your mom spoke as you poked up your head in confusion, your dad stopped the car to get a better look of the person

All you could see was the middle aged man pale, his body stretching back, you heard him groan thru the car window as his nose bleeds, his fingers curling in and veins able to be seen, struggling to get out the car and falling onto the side walk

You watched in confusion as your dad unbuckles his seatbelt and quickly rushes out to the person trying to help him, “Stay in here sweetheart” your mom spoke softly as she unbuckled her seatbelt as well stepping out the car, you watched them trying to help out

Suddenly the man lunged out biting into your mom as you flinched up from the window, your mom screamed out as she quickly pulled away

Your dad was quick to put in an action as he had grabbed onto the random man pulling him back and immediately punching him

Soon later you saw your mom nose bleeding as you widen your eyes, your hand hovering over the car door handle, her bones begin cracking and not long after she attacked your dad, you spoke softly “Mama..?” you noticed your dad didn’t bother pushing her off.

Instead he hugged her letting your mom bite onto him as he squeezes her, you quickly ran out the door getting closer as you grabbed onto your dad a bit tugging his shirt “Daddy? what’s going on..” you spoke to him as he stared at you, his eyes going a bit red and his skin already going pale as he squeezed onto your mom almost as if he’s holding her back

“Run.” was all he spoke and the only thing you’ll ever hear.

He quickly searched into his pocket taking out a pocket knife, placed it in your hands and taking it to his lips kissing your hand and quickly pushing you back a bit ,You backed up seeing him twitch, again the same nose bleed came from him, you watched as your eyes widen soft tears forming into your eyes, you breathed heavily “Dad..?” you spoke again softly

His bones begin cracking, you forced your feet to run away, you wanted nothing more than to hug them both but you understood what was going on, you quickly placed the pocket knife into your back pocket

You ran and ran until you lost sight of them both, you were now alone, everyone was nowhere to be seen, bodies everywhere.

You kept running and starting running thru these trees as suddenly you fell into a branch, you yelped out as you landed to the floor, dirt getting into your clothes and your pants ripped from your knee, seeing blood come out of you knee, you scraped your knee, you sat there for a moment soft tears dripping down as you tried getting up, but your ankle was starting to hurt

You tried running again only to fall back down, you couldn’t feel much of your ankle only a sharp pain, you looked over your ankle seeing it a bit lobsided and you panicked

Time skip

You have been walking for awhile and lead up to a school, could this be your hope? you looked around the school noticing the same bodies and glass that was broken

Your noticed the ambulance and fire truck cars out, did you make it on time for help? you smiled weakly limping towards inside the school, handprints of blood on the floor and smudged blood on the walls

You continued walking up the stairs seeing nothing, you noticed a group of students as you sped up to them, they were carrying..doors?

You kept walking until someone yelled “Behind you!” and a large guy looked behind as he screamed out and raised up the door as you flinched and screamed as well

He quickly stopped his movement and looked at you “What the hell?” he spoke out as another guy came beside “Holy shit a child, how’d you even get here !” some student said

You stayed silent looking at them as one of them introduced themselves “Cheong san. That’s my name, are you alone? where’s your parents” he spoke to you kneeling down

“Cheong san wait! you don’t know if she’s bitten” a girl with a yellow jacket spoke up grabbing on his arm a bit

“I’m not bitten, i think? I’m not sure what’s going on..my parents they told me to run..and that’s all before they both got nose bleeds” you said

Cheong san led out a hand as you looked at in confusion “Stick with us for now, it’s not safe out here.” He told you as you placed a hand onto his

He wrapped around your tiny hand “What grade are you even in?” another guy said, you simply read his name tag ‘Su hyeok’

“I’m in middle school, well i started it..”

“So 6th?” he said, you just stared at him not answering him

“Are we seriously gonna keep this child! she could put us into danger!” a girl quickly spoke up, she wore a pink cardigan, “She’s just a kid Nayeon.” another girl with a roller on her bangs said

And ever since that you’ve been sticking with them, you guys hid in a random classroom, you sat on there floor thinking, thinking about your parents.

You missed them so much, as you felt your eyes tearing up, simply thinking about the past, and all the times you regret back talking them and shutting them down

“Are you okay?” Cheong san spoke sliding down next to you

“My parents. There gone..i have no other family, i don’t have any siblings” you spoke as you took out the pocket knife, a last memory from your dad and the jacket you wore was from your mom, still smelt like her.

“I know it’s hard..but i promise your gonna make it out alive, i’ll protect you, i’ll even take you in” he said smiling at you, you looked at him with teary eyes

“You would..?” you spoke as he hesitated, he than nodded, “Hey! little girl drink this” another guy said handing you water “Gyeong su” he said, that was his name as you nodded and took the water

“We never got your name” Su hyeok said looking over

“Uh..y/n” you said messing with the pocket knife a bit, he nodded

And just like that you and the entire group experienced the apocalypse together, lost a few people like Gyeong su, Nayeon and Isak.

But at the end yall were all fighting hard and prayed for those lives.

Thankfully they accepted you and took care of you

[freakynote]

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THINGS I WRITE

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female oc x male character

different types of headcanons

oneshots ( fluff ,angst… )

fanfictions

how characters would react to

nsfw alphabet

sfw alphabet

chats / smaus

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FANDOMS / CHARACTERS I WRITE FOR

I also write for other fandoms and characters, just send a request <3 My favorite fandoms are written in pink!

death note — l lawliet ,light yagami ,near ,mihael keehl ( mello ) ,teru mikami ,mail jeevas ( matt )

alice in borderland — shuntarõ chishiya ,ryõhei arisu ,suguru niragi ,daikichi karube ,morizono aguni ,õki yaba ,sunato banda

game of thrones — jon snow ,jaime lannister ,robb stark ,viserys targaryen ,oberyn martell ,tyrion lannister ,podrick payne ,eddard stark ,bronn ,petyr baelish ,ramsay bolton

house of the dragon — daemon targaryen ,aegon targaryen ,aemond targaryen ,jacaerys velaryon ,cregan stark ,lucerys velaryon ,benjicot blackwood

vikings — ragnar lothbrok ,bjorn lothbrok ,ivar the boneless ,ubbe ,rollo ,harald finehair ,hvitserk

cobra kai / karate kid — miguel diaz ,robby keene ,eli moskowitz ( hawk ) ,kwon jae-sung ,axel kovačević ,sensei wolf ,terry silver ,daniel larusso , johnny lawrence

the walking dead — daryl dixon ,rick grimes ,negan smith ,carl grimes

the boys — homelander ,the deep ,soldier boy ,billy butcher

squid game — thanos ( player 230 ) ,salesman ,hwang in-ho ( front man | player 001 ) ,lee myeong-gi ( player 333 ) ,hwang jun-ho ( policeman )

all of us are dead — lee cheong-san ,yoon gwi-nam ,lee su-hyeok ,han gyeong-su ,jang woo-jin

jujutsu kaisen — satoru gojo ,megumi fushiguro ,choso ,mahito ,sukuna ,toji fushiguro ,suguru geto ,yuji itadori ,yuta okkutsu ,takuma ino

blue lock — yoichi isagi ,meguru batchira ,seishirõ nagi ,hyoma chigiri ,rin itoshi ,michael kaiser ,oliver aiku ,ryusei shido ,sae itoshi

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[burningembers91]

Fics Scheduled for the rest of week

Below is a list of fics I have scheduled up until Sunday. I'm in a furious cycle of writing the dirtiest smut and the most gut-wrenching angst, while also writing an essay on the factors that led to the German Revolution in WWI... It's been a real mix of writing this week.

I also pushed my Baek Kang-Hyuk fic because so many of you had such lovely things to say about the two I'd written so far!

If there is a particular storyline you're invested in, please send me a message and i'll prioritise that next week! I love hearing feedback from you guys, so please let me know if there are any fics you're looking for follow ups on. I have so many ongoing that sometimes characters slip through the cracks and i forget to write for them (I'm looking at you Cho Hyun-Ju and Hwang In-Ho)....

Thursday 30th January

In the Shadow of the Devil - Do In-Beom has spent his entire life being bullied by his cousin. His cousin takes what he wants, including In-Beom’s girlfriends. That’s why he keeps you at arms length. He couldn’t bear to see you broken the way Yu-Gon has broken everyone else In-Beom has ever cared about.

Sweet Like Chocolate - When your services are required in the trauma centre, emotions between you and Baek Kang-Hyuk bubble over.

Friday 31st January

The Cowardly Doctor - Han Yu-Rim had always been a coward. But when he falls for his secretary, will he find the courage to tell you how he feels?

Saturday 1st February

After Hours - A late night trip to the hospital gym results in an accident, one that brings you closer to Park Gyeong-Won and threatens to expose your growing feelings.

Sunday 2nd February

All of You (NSFW) - Desperate to show you that he loves you, Park Min-Su showers you in gifts. But the only thing you really want is him