#gutter punk

[digtwograves138]

Blah blah blah sewing.

[webdiggerxxx]

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[xx-d-e-s-t-r-u-c-t-i-o-n-xx]

goregrind blinkies from blinkies.cafe

[bonemaggotsludge]

Meet Nero! He's a whimsical kind of fellow [*hard cut to him waterboarding a guy for trying to steal drugs from him*]

He's my junkie Ravnos for a Vampire The Masquerade one shot we're gonna do with some friends

[n3ph1l1m-1333]

[rawvnoisevcruster]

[nefariouscryptid]

Morgan can sing, Brenda can play guitar. Worlds worst band. Speedpaint under cut!

[artofkhaos404]

"Come work for us! There's opportunities for advancement!" Advancement? PAH! You don't understand Carol, I crawled my way to the bottom and damn if I ain't staying.

[madintersexmermaid]

I've been seeing numerous disabled, crippled, neurodivergent, mad and homeless (whether currently homeless and unhoused or formerly homeless and now housed) folks sharing their life experiences, so I figured I'd share my own experiences.

I'm mentally ill and neurodivergent (I'm autistic with comorbid ADHD, bipolar, depression, anxiety, borderline personality disorder, severely chronic and debilitating OCD, schizophrenia, C-PTSD, dissociative identity disorder (DID/OSDD), antisocial personality disorder, etc.), as well as physically disabled and chronically ill (I have fibromyalgia, epilepsy, chronic fatigue syndrome, tourette's syndrome, ehlos danlers syndrome (EDS), a traumatic brain injury (TBI), pseudobulbar affect, irritable bowel syndrome (IBS), etc., and I'm not forgetting about the many intersex variants I have as a result of being born intersex along with anorexia and bulimia which are simultaneously mental illnesses as well as illnesses that affect me physically), and I've been homeless before. My family and I have experienced financial struggles and being broke to the point of living below the poverty line, and we've been homeless and unhoused before, having briefly slept in our car and living in and out of hotels all during the time of moving out of our previous apartment complex and looking for a new place to live. I've had to work a part time job while dealing with being homeless as well as simultaneously dealing with being in the midst of a severe, life altering episode of stress induced psychosis, dissociation, anxiety attacks and back to back nervous breakdowns directly due to stress from moving (and overall unresolved mental health issues and trauma based issues).

Now admittedly at the time my family and I were just beginning our time of living in and out of hotels and hotel rooms, my mom even said to me, "We're effectively homeless." Of course due to both my initial preconceived notions of what homelessness was and looked like and due to the very idea of being homeless being too emotionally and mentally overwhelming for me to swallow at the time due to everything else already being too stressful along with my increasingly fragile and unstable mental, emotional and psychological state, I brushed it off. Now I've since swallowed the pill due to doing more research on the different definitions and degrees of homelessness and looking back at me and my family's situation at the time and acknowledging it for what it was. My parents were homeless and I was homeless. Fast forward years later and my family and I are now in another apartment and have been here for a few years. Granted there's been quite a few issues with said apartment: the rent and cost of living getting too high and becoming increasingly more and more expensive, malfunctions in our apartment i.e. cracks in the ceiling along with plumbing issues that have resulted in multiple water leaks and dripping on numerous occasions, sketchy conditions of some parts of the house (i.e. my mom not being able to sleep in her and dad's bedroom due to the carpet having tons of dust and there being some mildew on the bottom parts of the wall, each of which are dangerous to mom due to her allergies and asthma which make her immunocompromised and which results in mom having to sleep up front in the living room, etc.)--but other than that, there's no complaints. My parents and I are housed now, we have more than plenty of food and drink, clothes and shoes to wear and beds to sleep in, and my mental, emotional and psychological state, even with up and down days and overall challenges, is in a much better and more improved state now than years earlier, so I'm thankful regardless.

Which now brings me to my discovery of gutter punk. I've been into the punk/punk rock subculture and into the alt subculture for many years already though it's just recently that I've found various categories of the punk alt subcultures that fit me: anarcho peace punk, gothic punk, Afro-punk, straight edge punk (heavy emphasis on this due to me being clean and sober from my opioid prescription pill addiction since November 21st, 2023), bohemian punk, cripple punk, weirdpunk, etc. But in context of everything I've shared with my experiences with homelessness, gutter punk jumped out at me for obvious reasons. Because like I said, I've been homeless before and I've been unhoused before, so needless to say I both feel great empathy for others experiencing homelessness even though each experience differs and I identify with gutter punks and gutter punk subculture due to my experiences with homelessness and due to me having my skin in the game of punk rock subculture as a whole. That and due to my growing awareness of the housing and homelessness crisis in California that's only getting worse instead of better. Oh, and also give a raspberry to the system of classism that treats the poor, middle class, lower class, lower middle class and working class like garbage.

And I guess the main purpose of this post is to basically express my gratitude that there's a community of folks with shared experiences that I can connect with, which I'm indeed thankful for. And I'm thankful for all of you.

[schlock-luster-video]

On October 24, 2015, The Decline of Western Civilization Part III and Over the Edge were screened as a double-feature on TCM Underground.

[digtwograves138]

Fuck the back of this pair is going well. That get dead patch was a bit of time though. From front to back it’s about 50% done.

[gutterfailkidz]

I have a dream boulevard. Let's make it happen.

[lesboslibra]

Any punks in PDX area wanna join a punk house some friends and I are starting? DM for details

[dagreatgonzogreen]

[skullfuck77]

Hey guys! Ive noticed i actually have a couple followers on here - thankyou so much! Incoming personal post •^• ill try keep it short!

So, i haven’t been able to post any customs here recently as much as i want to, because simply put, i haven’t been working on them (im dying to get back into it again aksjdksn) and heres why!

Im working on my tattoo portfolio to get an apprenticeship in tattooing :) tattooing is my dream, its what i have been working towards since i was 15, and im so excited for the future!

I have a side blog, @banditstattoos, that i would really appreciate if you could give it a follow to support my work! In addition to this, i have an instagram by the same username. Social media is a huge factor in what will get me clientele in the future. So if youd be so kind, and you think youd like my work, please feel free to support my future, and help me get out of homelessness accommodation with a kick-ass job. It literally costs nothing! And there’s not much punk-er than mutual support.

Thankyou! (๑′ᴗ‵๑)♥

[idiotcoward]

Skitsystem - Stigmata

God damn is this a good crust punk album that I don’t seen thrown around in crust punk circles nearly fucking enough. I see it mentioned every once and awhile, but it’s not nearly as widespread as Aus Rotten or Dystopia or His Hero is Gone. This record absolutely blows so many half assed shitty crust projects from the same area to shreds and it does so purely by how fucking well written and groovy this album is. I do not speak Swedish but this fucking record has me screaming along regardless. Shrieking “stigmaaaataaaaaa” while I do the dishes.