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shrews-art · 2 months ago

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From the Heights

#tma #tma fanart #mike crew #michael crew #the magnus archives #magpod #rusty quill #guess what!!!! I'm sick again #plenty of time to draw but at what cost #several people said him when I asked about favourite avatars #and he's my own fave #so I decided to draw him now <3 #not sure how I feel abt the end result tho #shrews art #tma s3 #MAG 91 #the vast #commissions open #if anyone is interested :D

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icewindandboringhorror · 6 months ago

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Little bright colored outfit with a fun vest ~

(shoes from ebay like 10 years ago. everything else is thrifted)

#ootd #jfashion #fashion #fantasy fashion #mori kei #....like... adjacent... lol #no idea what style this would be lol.. makes me think of like whimsical vaguely fantasy themed childrens book character #finally posting one of my aforementioned seven million drafts of actual outfits and costumes i have finished and edited #the photos for but just never feel like posting lol..#I need to find one of those people whos like 'omg i am ADDICTED to social media ugh i wish i could get off of it #im just browsing and posting like 60 times a daaaaay!!!' and take a little magical bottle and suck some of the social media #enthusiasim out of them. for moi. In exchange they can have some of my 'literally just never in the mood to post or interact with the #outside world ever' energy. We can balance each other. huzzah and so on #Though I think maybe it's part of the general thing I've heard of like.. I can't remember if it was in reference to adhd or just some sort #of general execcutive functioning issue type of thing - but the idea that things have to be ''just right'' before you do something. like #'oh i need to do this task. but i have to wait until XYZ first' or 'oh i can do this but only if X specific condition is met' or etc #The fact that I even have to be in a Specific Mindset to post. or sometimes will delay posting on social media because like 'oh well #I'm going somewhere tomorrow. somehow this matters. i cannot spend 5 minuts posting TONIGHT. clearly it will interfere #somehow schedule wise with the doctor appointment i have 15 hours from now. yes. yes. i must wait until my appointment is over #tomorrow afternoon. THEN i shall post' or etc. etc. lol. NOT even taking into account the many days #I just genuinely and physically sick and it's not even a mental thing. I just physically dont feel like sitting at the computer lol..#ANYWAY.. trying to get back into it. trying to get a business bank account.. make a proper paypal so i can start selling sculptures again.#selling clothes and sculptures.. posting about such things then of course as one must. etc... chanting to hype up and motivate myself lol #But yes. this is my favorite outfit out of the bunch so I am posting it first I guess.. maybe others later..#Also the purple dress says its from shein. which I've heard is bad fast fashion stuff. but maybe okay since its second hand? I havent #been to the bins since like 2020 or late 2019 even. and I think stuff like shein and temu has only become poular in the past few years #but I bet if I went to the bins now I might would find a good handfull of that stuff. Probably now not much different than what you #find in a walmart or a forever 21 or actual physical stores you can go to though. I hear quality of clothing is down everywhere no matter #where you get it or whatnot. What bountiful joys unfettered capitalism and exploitation bestows upon us (<being sarcastic).#Wearing one of my favorite little vests though. I love the texture of it and the clasps on it

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nombitenary · 3 months ago

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How’s the new year treating you?

Him and me both.

#for context.#family emergency (recent)#medical shit (recent and old and. just ongoing and the worst.)#financial crisis (got laid off unexpectedly)#animals were sick.#but. i Am alive so that is something #and i use crutches now which has been. interesting.#maybe this is my glorious return ft. an off model christopher i can't be arsed to draw better.#had my abuser reach out to me again also so that's super cool and fun to navigate #sorry to traumadump on the vore blog but also. nah. i'm not this is my blog i can do what i want.#gnarl snarls #<-my new talking about things in the tags tag #not putting this in the chris tag this is low effort slop #BUT his story got updates so. ask if you want i guess maybe you'll get something. maybe i'll vanish for more months again.#also jesus christ wow watching the world uh. do that has been fun (not fun)

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xxplastic-cubexx · 4 months ago

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MARVEL RIVALS NEW SEASON DROPS ON MY BIRTHDAY LETS FUCKIGN GO????????

#marvel rivals #snap chats #DUDES I WIN I WIIIIN I DONT GIVE A FUCK WHAT HAPPENS THIS WEEK I WIN #//THROWS UP//#OUGH fiiiine since youre twisting my arm ill share my birthday plans !!!!!!#im gonna head into the city with my bro and check out this taiyaki place and then we'll prob swing by midtown comics or somn #then go home .... hell yeah ... maybe get birthday sushi from my fave All You Can Eat place YOU KNOW WHATS HEINOUS #wait i shared this story already. whatever im sharing it again YOU KNOW WHATS HEINOUS #I WENT THERE RECENTLY AND ONE OF THE WAITRESSES WAS LIKE 'oh you're back ! i recognize you :)'#lady HOW. the last time i was here was what. NOVEMBER ive only been there FOUR times. TWO with my brother #and ONE TIME BALD WHY DO YOU KNOW WHAT I LOOK LIKE #i guess not a lot of people go into an all-you-can-eat alone like three times and order the whole menu but i digress #i was very touched all things considered. like wdym someone remembered me... stop...#ANYWAYS my brother has a dentist appointment in the morning so i will be spending All Morning playing until he's free #then we'll go to the city prob by like what. 1???? whatever...#im so excited for the new rivals season i wanna know what the rest of the skins are so bad...#lest i speak any more on the wanda one SHE'S SO PRETTY IM GONNA BE FUCKING SICK !!!! I'M GONNA BE SICK #anyways byyyee im gonna do more work so i can celebrate my bday with a peaceful mind !!!!

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muirmarie · 5 months ago

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on one hand, irreparable hearing loss. on the other, music so loud it shatters my bones. decisions, decisions.

#this is generally not a problem for me except for those nights where i feel like i'm crawling out of my skin bc my brain's on overdrive #guess what tonight is lmao #it's fine tho i just need to burn off some energy a different way and i'm finally un-sick enough to use the elliptical again so! all good #mine

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bell-swamp-fitzjames · 2 months ago

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mcdonald goodsir talking scene but its like an hour bc i just would like to see them talk more

#oh fics i must write things i must think #not to imply im not giving my two current fics my all i just am doing varying degrees of brain power on writing #i want to do a refresh on my one college gothic course bc i'm going to be doing ghosts in my next #multichapter fic where idk if this will change talk about things i need to pin down but #i think it will be collins crozier and eventually tozer who are able to see ghosts and they exist but i'm #going to be keeping it where generally ppl don't think this is real at all slash like #idk the spiritualism movement etc is like our real world but the thing is ghsots REALLY DO exist i guess osrt of just furthering #the yes and of tunnbaq actually eating these guys souls #but i also dont know what else im changing bc like rn its just like ok everything the same but i get to describe how to certain characters #its MUCH worse actually like imagine tozer seeing irving in camp only for him to later see his body being brought back idk #i think im gonna combo i tmaybe with the one wild thing i started back when venus in furs had me GOT #where tozer makes his own mutiny but ugh we shall see #i'm considering letting manson also see ghosts idk man i know this fic cant to everything but im also like #oh tee hee i can write morfin and collins and oh tom hartnell is here and of course tozer #and then new we are also saying fuck it and adding crozier which opens #lots of things #ENSEMBLE CAST CURSE YOU like looove this show but why are there so many guys #if i want to write a sick and cool fic i have to think about too many guys and then i shoot myself in the foot by going #yeah ok..... and what if we explored so much in this one thing #says the guy who also has to go through hoops to write terror fic sorry i forget my roots #i act like i didnt fucking make fictional show mickey's sister the same as his real life one and made her a lesbain in high school #LIKE MY BROTHER IN CHRIST it doesnt matter #i guess its just bc i worry i dont get these guys and again theres too many of them #like what if i write c #well they are all fictional #anyways i shouldn't put in the tags so much if you read this im giving u a kiss

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majoris · 2 months ago

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hi hello im just gonna complain in the tags so don't worry about that hope you're having a nice time a good day cozy soft day to you my friend ✨

#complaining in the tags cause why the fuck not right it's my house and u don't have to read this bless #hope you're all doing better than i am cause fuckinggg #had fucking insane work weeks with barely any sleep #as reward i guess got sick basically slept for two days with fever #still sick trying not to be sick cause i've got full work weekend also but i am so tired #i've already been tired and now it's even worse i hate it here #also people pissing me off sincerely men fucking men pissing me off so much and i have to be nice but i wanna strangle someone #like fuckinggg stop asking me stupid shit please stop thinking we are friends i am not your friend i just have to fucking work with you #people playing with my time also cause i guess tf would they ask in advance i don't have kids so obviously i'm available to work #at a drop of a hat right #im so tired my friends #and depression is depressing and anxiety is anxieting #i need a breather idk where is my air where is the air in my lungs idk idk #also wtf happened to tumblr again i've not logged in in what? two weeks and they fuck up the dashboard yet again i don't understand #insane thing to talk about at the end of this tag complain rant i guess #anyway

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caterpillarinacave · 14 days ago

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nothing like a corporate american retail job to crush your soul like a grape

#and theres fuck all i can do about it right now #just give me the shift off it's five hours figure it out #It's not my fault my boss doesn't respond to my emails until the night before it's not my fault the app doesn't work #it's not my fault I'm not personal friends with any of my coworkers and thus cannot text people asking them to cover #It's been made clear that I'm really not important in the slightest so could you just make do without me for one monday evening shift #I'm selling you my time here. You don't *own* it. I do my job without complaint. I'm a good solid worker drone. Just give me the shift here #Fuck I feel like I'm seven again #oh and they gave me a fucking 50 cent raise. lucky fucking me. fifty fucking cents once a year to get screamed at by middle aged ladies.#Boy howdy if i work here for three decades I could make a living wage! Halle-fucking-lujah #and there's nowhere else i can go. there just isn't. this is so miserable and I know I don't have to work there that much longer #and even with that in mind this is hellish. but i need a damn job even a pathetic one like this one and in this fucking economy #I don't even know what to do. I'm absolutely smarter than this. I'm worth more than this I swear.#I'll just suck it up I guess. THAT is my really marketable skill.#I'm really not having a good time in general right now #For all the work I've done not to hate myself for my autism I'm really pretty sick of myself right now

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erikisser · 9 months ago

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that is exactly what i've been saying. this also doesn't happen overnight, these so called "fans" make her life a living hell and then make fun of her when she is openly having a hard time mentally with all this

#i'm just saying that it's ridiculous what people have done here as in making a seasoned performer scared of doing her job #it's completely deranged to me but i guess i'm also sick in the head for feeling compassion with a girl that's having a hard time #like again you don't have to like lessera to see that something is clearly going way too far here #sakura #le sserafim #000

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ara270904 · 9 months ago

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I'm sick soooo Daring is too, why? Because he is one of my favorite characters and my suffering is going to be his suffering.

I think there are different types of favorite characters like those in whom you reflect everything positive, that you don't want them to go through the same thing as you and you are happy about their happiness.

And the others are the ones where you reflect your suffering and all the bad things in them as a form of affection, angsty fics are better when you choose this type of loving your characters.

Sometimes you can love a character both ways (that usually happens to me) or one for which type (ahem Darling and Daring).

So he's going to hate being sick because who likes being sick? Having a runny nose or a sore throat or fever it's boring. Throwing up is also disgusting and if your throat hurts after that it hurts more and sometimes vomit comes out of your nose and burns. The feeling of vomiting is horrible so Daring is going to hate that too because I say so.

Coughing like a sick dog that you almost cough out your lung is not my favorite thing in the world.

I don't know but on the one hand I feel that Daring would go about his day like normally even if he was super sick and he would keep going until he collapsed because appearances come first. (probably because of fucking King Charming) I personally don't think Daring is very whiny when he's sick because his stupid dad would scold him.

And in the other hand idk.

Everything is King Charming's fault because I say so. He is to blame for everything that happens to the Charming sibling (ok yes I should think more about Queen Charming too but not in this post)

So yes this post it's about me complaining about being sick (I haven't vomited and I wish it would stay that way) because I don't like it but mixed with EAH.

#ever after high #eah #Daring Charming #mention of vomit #tw vomit #?#? i guess #idk what im doing #idk what to tag this as #king charming #King Charming hate #again #okay I think I rambled #i'm sick #And even if I wasn't #I would probably go off topic twenty times

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daltonsnightmare · 2 months ago

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MacGyver (2016) s4e6 Right + Wrong + Both + Neither | Cold Open

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natjennie · 1 year ago

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anyone else out here a middle child saddled with eldest daughter responsibilities?

#a bumper sticker that says 'middle-child neglect and eldest-child duties'#i want to believe it started when my older sister moved out but. lets be real. it's always been me.#i am genuinely acting care-giver to my chronically ill younger sister while my dad watches basketball on the couch #and my mom doesnt get out of bed.#like. my mom is pretty sick too and works all day and does most of the housekeeping too #so i dont blame her at all.#i mean i guess my dad works all day but. for real king you can't get up off the couch to support your daughter crying and heaving #no that falls to me. yeah yeah I'll get her a drink and make sure she takes her meds.#what's that? yeah I'll rub her back and run a cloth under the sink and bring her something to eat too.#oh? yes fine I wont take a gummy so i wont sleep because she's in a flare up and needs them more than me #to be clear!! I'm not blaming her either like clearly she feels like shit and she feels guilty all the time #i just. some amount of help from anyone else. or at least maybe. idk A DAY I can rest when i feel like shit #but oh- no- she's coughing up bile again. yep I'll come bring a bucket.

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kizzyedgelll · 5 months ago

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ah yes, feeling tired from sitting down and not being able to breathe, my favorite activities

#laro talks #guess what #i'm sick again

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nobodybetterlookatme · 5 days ago

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How many times has your boyfriend got you sick? If we're allowed to ask?

Just the one time lmao and honestly it was a weird situation so it's like 50/50 if he actually got me sick or if my body just got fucked up somehow for no reason ahdjakska

#not really snz but it's like adjacent #no okay let me tell y'all why it was fucking weird bc idk if i shared the details #so he ended up testing positive for flu b at uc #and he fucking got half of us sick and we all went to uc just to make absolutely sure we could assign blame to him #i did not test positive #for fucking anything #like they did the flu covid rsv tests both rapid and pcr #i was literally negative for everything #and the pcr tests have like a 99% accuracy iirc so there's almost no chance it was a false negative #i still think it was bc there's just no fucking way #like all my other coworkers who got sick were also positive for flu b and they weren't around him nearly as much #and same shit when i got sick again like week(?) later i was still negative for everything #like I'm a paranoid bitch i Have to test lmao #and i never got anyone in my house sick so there was that too #i do feel like it was somehow a false negative but if i really was negative then i guess it could've been an allergy thing??#i used to get sinus infections and bronchitis semi frequently bc of them and those have pretty similar symptoms #but i think it's too big of a coincidence that my other coworkers had the flu at the same time i was dying #OH but you know what else is weird is that the same exact thing happened to my dad a few months after me #we thought for sure he had the flu but he was negative for everything and didn't get anyone in the house sick #and that man doesn't know how to keep to himself so there's no way we didn't get exposed #so my dad and i are just built different i guess ahsjkaksk psychosomatic or some shit idk #anyway all this to say is it was schrodinger's sickness LMAO #i still blame him but we'll never know for sure #also he didn't get me sick when he presumably had norovirus so 😌 my immune system kicks ass 😌#my ass included bc of the allergies and possibly autoimmune thing but it also kicks the diseases asses so #can't complain LMAO but yeah he only got me sick just the maybe probably one time #and hopefully never again bc i will Scream and never let him forget lmaoooo #partner posting

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oatf · 2 months ago

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all I want is a body and brain that function normally pls

#i thought i was getting better but today my me/cfs has been kicking again and it's just so frustrating #i hate being sick and i hate having this unreliable disease. if i could have a clear rulebook I'd know what to do and what to avoid #but it's just a guessing game. I'm really tired of being tired. i wanted to have a normal weekend #but it seems like I'll have to spend it in bed afterall. it's hard for my body to heal when I'm so pissed off and frustrated with it!

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bredforloyalty · 3 months ago

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doinggg bad

#</3 #i don't know how to feel about therapy. maybe it was a bad idea #and maybe i have always been resistant to treatment! so how do you fix the resistance itself if the treatment can't get in #sick of it all. i guess i felt like it was supposed to make me feel better but i just feel worse #it feels like we're doing the “just don't be a stupid baby idiot who believes things that aren't true”#[[← this phrased psychologically]] song and dance again. yk?#so i guess i just feel attacked. don't tell me i'm an idiot that's what i'm trying to move on from + live a normal life despite it🙄#also i keep thinking about this exchange that boiled down to me saying i don't think more thinking and more cognitive restructuring and mor #willpower will help because it hasn't helped all this time and basically saying i have a hard time believing i can just choose to change ho #i feel. and her asking then what do i think would change how i feel‚ if not my thoughts. and i said i don't know etc. that's why i'm here #(i must've elaborated or said something else too it's whatever). but i should've said substances! i should've said hysterectomy hell i #could've said lobotomy. i wish i had said substances so she would know where i stand #it's whatever. it's fine i can just stop going a few months from now if it seems like we're getting nowhere #bit expensive for even that but i'll just‚ i don't know‚ budget. or not move out for a while #kata.txt

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