#gross ex

[hunny-luv23]

psa: date someone who doesn’t bring up stuff u do during sex as a joke

my ex was making a joke one time to me abt “how ppl don’t actually gag “like that” (he made the sound) irl, except you that one time” and laughed.

he only got like one more bj after that joke, and told me it was bad. he basically told me that i was mediocre at it (he’d been hinting at it our whole relationship) but that i should do it more.

he made too many “dick cheese”🤮🤢 jokes for me to enjoy sucking him off ever. fucking disgusting.

personally, i don’t think stuff you do during sex should be used as joke fuel, even if it’s j w ur significant other. ig i think it’s distasteful.

[faebaetch]

My ex texted me the other day.  That was... an adventure.

This journal is 100% vulnerable. I never expect anyone to see this and I would never let my friends or family or even him know.

I miss him so much.

He's still home.  I think without supports and accountability I'd sink so easily back into him.  I miss talking to him every day and I miss hanging out and fuck, I miss falling asleep on his chest. I miss feeling safe and loved and that complete blind trust.

I don't always know if I miss him or if I miss what he provided me.

Fact of the matter is though,  he's bad for me.  Bad for my peace,  my brain,  my mental health,  my relationships, everything.

I walked on eggshells around him and constantly was on edge.  There never felt like there was any accountability. He'd say something to hurt me and instead of apologizing, it was because I had done something 'wrong' first (like not knowing where his charger was or not telling him he was right in a situation) and I just took it because if I didn't and got defensive then that was the issue.  Not that he was berating me in the first place but that I got defensive. I should always be calm and gentle and patient with him as he's angry with me or else now I'm the problem.

Wow, okay,  that was a rant.

More applicably though,  he doesn't respect me as a person. He's never thought about how something may affect me.

Not when he came to my work after I said no contact.

Not when he sent me flowers after I said no contact.

Not when he sent a letter asking for my mother to lie to me and a gift after I said no contact.

Not when he contacted my sister,  a mutual friend,  and my direct manager.

Not when he wouldn't come home other than to sleep for days when we lived together.

Not when he'd leave me alone to see friends he saw on a daily basis when I was struggling.

I made myself so small,  so easy in that relationship. I didn't want to ask so much or take up space. So instead of asking for date nights or quality time, I sat at home and waited for him to get back and he never did. I lived practically alone for a year and we were both on the lease.

So yeah.

I can't invite him back into my life.

Even platonically.

But seeing him beg for my forgiveness and attention? I wanted to give in so bad.

But sometimes boundaries have to look like barbed wire.

[faebaetch]

UGH when my ex and I were dating he was so into "cringy" sappy shit and I never wanted to participate because ???? Now I'm 26 and I miss him and I want to wear matching outfits out in public and take pictures kissing 😔 I want a ring on my finger and his arms around my waist but I literally threw that away sooo

[sqiffedbloodtwins]

HES OUT FOR THE WIVES RUN

I have no regrets, I'm gonna defenestrate him lovingly

[chasiufan]

Consume my underthello content with yuri Lenses please…….

[sluckythewizard]

'I wont cry for you, I wont crucify the things you do. I wont cry for you, see, when you're gone, I'll still be BLOODY MARY'

[sparklingchim]

[variousqueerthings]

im not saying that irl married couple paul gross and martha burns were doing an elaborate sexy roleplay in this scene about theatrical actors reconnecting after 8 years apart after infidelity and madness and professional disappointments, but i am saying that it feels like im watching irl married couple paul gross and martha burns doing an elaborate sexy roleplay and this whole show exists to underpin it

and it works

[gurokatt]

I have some opinions on Jill tuck and her death if people want to hear about it.

Jill is one of my favouite characters in ALL of saw [top five] I wish she had gotten more screen time and more of her own character outside of John, but that's another conversation.

What I wannt talk about is her death.

I think thematically, story wise and as a conclusion to the series, it's one of the best/most important deaths ever.

John wanted her to be protected, promised her that. And tried to keep her away from everything. And YET. it's his own machines, the things he made that killed her.

The most iconic trap [The Reverse Bear Trap, which, its the first time we see the trap go off to kill someone which is also perfect for the end] that kills her, and I think that is the most fitting end to a woman who wanted to get away from John yet still handed out his will.

She was supposed to kill Hoffman with the rbt and because it failed, she was put on his radar to kill. John tried protecting Jill and yet he put her directly in harms way.

However:

the movie fucking sucks ass with its misogyny and treatment of women, Jill tuck especially. and it sucks so much that a great death was surrounded by stupid dialogue and mistreatment of women.

[morganbritton132]

... Why does Steve hate the hoodie?

Three reasons:

(1) Eddie had this hoodie when Steve met him and it was old then. The sleeves have frayed, there are holes in it, the collar is stretched out, and the gas station logo that was on it is so far faded that you can’t even tell what it says. Steve thinks they should burn it

(2) This thing permanently smells like weed. Eddie says that it doesn’t but Steve swears up and down that it does.

(3) Steve is technically Eddie’s first official boyfriend but he’s not the first boy that Eddie was ever in love with. There was guy a couple grades above Eddie who wasn’t out because this is Hawkins, but they used to do boyfriend-like things together. It’s his hoodie.

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[faebaetch]

Okay I'm being crazy.

I got a little high and suddenly I don't care as much.

Crazy right

What will be will be. Nothing I can do to change it and if this is what he wants I have to accept that.

I'm not so sick over it right now

[burn3d111]

Bitches think sh scars are hot (until it becomes an actual problem and is "gross" to them) 🔥🗣️🥲

[quillkiller]

rita skeeter & womanhood

anyone else ever think about rita skeeters fucked up relationship with femininity and womanhood as if it’s a costume she wears but it just doesn’t fit quite right :/

[undertheredhood]

bruce 'adopted way too many children and is now suffering the consequences' wayne: *once again lecturing jason on something he did during a fight*

jason 'fathers are overrated anyways' todd: see, this is why talia got me in the divorce

[moeblob]

I met people I knew only online for the first time irl last night and I'm still extremely exhausted cause I am not a social person so here. Take an OC.

Katale (Kitty) is wonderful and I love her and she's a criminal and that's fine. She likes to look cute and so whenever I see a really cute outfit in public with a specific vibe, I'm like "Kitty would love that". So here. Please. Please know that I saw this very pretty woman jogging with her hair pulled back, running shorts, and the CUTEST top with a little scarf from the same fabric tied and wow. It was. So wonderful, please have a wonderful day @ the lady I saw jogging yesterday.

[hsslilly-blog]

shirt with a heart and child of divorce written on top but then there’s a picture of huntclaire. you wouldnt get it. i do