#greatday

[soupiero]

great_day (roblox myth) for @supercoolcattttt ! 1 - 2 - 3 - 4 - 5 divi + der 0_o ⤷ 6 - 7 - 8 - 9 🎭

[societycleaners]

[illuminatingfacts]

Have a great day ahead! The team at illuminatingfacts.com

[nesrodesigns]

It's A Great Day For Hockey 🏒

[robfrid]

Had a #greatday #yesterday with this #lovelylady visiting the #museedelavieromantique #georgesand #hairpin #painting #sculpture #satan #actrice #garden #lunch @ateliermala_paris #friends #solucky #museums #museumagain #reclaimingmytime #art #culture #paris https://www.instagram.com/p/Cp7JmgCtEO9/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[arishmarycanada]

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🌞Have a great day everybody🌞 

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[allisonwil75]

Day 2: Dress up and Open Communication

I started the day as most girls do. Get up, put together a cute outfit for the day, washed my face, did my makeup and got dressed. Today I had no work calls so I could be in femme all day. The day was starting off right. I felt cute, happy and excited about the day. Really and truly felt free, but as in all things in life reality comes in. My amazing wife made breakfast as I did some house work, and something felt off. As we started eating there was something on her mind, so I asked what was going on. She then tells me her stresses and fears. She fears losing me as a husband, that I will want to become a woman, and she is afraid that if she can’t accept it that I would leave her. This fear came as a result of a game we played a couple of days ago called “Let’s get Deep”. It's a get to know you game where you ask your partner questions, and the question she cited was “What is a deal breaker for you?” My answer was, “If someone can't accept me for who I am, that was a deal breaker.” I meant it because the woman I dated before I met my wife hated all of my interests, not just sissyhood and crossdressing, but Dungeons and Dragons, Anime, Manga, and some Fantasy. We bonded over some books, but never the books I liked. It was an emotionally abusive relationship where I had to change everything about me in order to make it work, and I wasn’t happy. I told my wife this, along with reassuring her that we do have the same loves and interests, the only place where we struggle is my crossdressing hobby. It was that fear paired with all of the stresses from our move and getting work stuff set up right for her to do her job and it just isn’t quite working. I took her by the hand and professed from the bottom of my heart how much I love her, and that I would forever and always be her husband. I promised her that I am and will always be me. I told her how crossdressing is my stress relief and talked about how my dysphoria goes away when I am crossdressed. I even reassured her that just because I look more feminine, doesn’t mean she would lose me.

What I guess I am trying to say is this. My wife does love me and accepts all parts of me. She worries about this as any spouse would worry about their spouses safety. It is by us being honest with each other that we can grow together and work through our problems. After we had our heart to heart and comforted each other, she asked if I had a feminine name. I went through and gave her the history of Nicki, and asked if she could pick one. I said she could, and said “I think, in that outfit you look more like an Ellenore.” I smiled and told her it was a cute name. The rest of the day went on as normal. I even got to try curling my hair, and I love the results. 

My normal hair is nice but it's a little flat. I can work with some styles but as soon as I curled my hair I had a vision. I tied the back of my hair up into a ponytail and curled some of my hair to frame my face and it looked amazing. I felt sooo pretty. I really did feel comfortable in my skin, like all of my hardwork and patience finally paid off. I walked more confidently and took these wonderful Pictures. 

As the day drew to a close I did an aerobic workout cause I am trying to lose some weight. I could only wear my normal workout clothes since I don’t have any fem workout clothes to work up a sweat in. By the end of the workout I was sweating and felt the endorphins flowing. I decided that would be the end of being dressed up for the day and when I went into the bathroom, for the first time in a long time I was able to look at myself in the mirror and smile. I looked how I always dreamed I could look, even if I was sweaty, I thought I looked beautiful.

[loversplayground]

Make today great.

[petsuites]

It was a great day at camp! Camp: https://petsuites.com/camp/

[janslocum]

Did Someone Say Christmas

Yep, you read the title right. Grandma finally has the story of my life to Christmas of last year and boy, was it a Christmas to remember. We have a tradition with my grandma and grandpa. They get up early and they head over to our house, well in this case, great grandma’s, so that I can open their presents. And let me just say, they out did themselves. I love everything they got me. But the…

[authorksc]

Good Morning!

[thetshirtlady]

Today was a great day! Time for some rest… 😴🛌💤

[thegravityblog]

Wednesday evening: Dexa, AI Assistant and other stuff.

Too much gloomy weather is weird. As if it feels like everything around has stopped, completely, frozen. It’s been gloomy here all day long, sometimes raining and sometimes isn’t. I thought I would pick my car and go for a drive but when it starts raining, you cannot trust the traffic on the roads, so I let that plan be. Was working on Dexa, checked up my stock portfolio and realized NVIDIA has hit $1Trillion in Market Cap and I really believe its overhyped, as per its sales to earnings ratio. NVIDIA right now is going through the same hype bubble that CISCO went in early 90′s when the Internet happened, solely because of a new technology selling on high future stakes, but it wasn’t long until CISCO stock price crashed 90% just after the hype-cycle ended.  After that, I was browsing through science videos when a video explaining MDMA Therapy for PTSD caught my attention. I watched the video which basically comprises of people who have went through the clinical trials for the treatment and it actually works. I am sure it does, because I have took MDMA in the past, but like all other illicit street drugs, this MDMA I took was also not pure. MDMA is basically Ecstacy, a party drug that boosts empathy, emotions and you feel good on it, the last time I did X (short for ecstacy) was back in 2020. For once I felt like I should try checking up with someone who might have found this therapy beneficial but unfortunately and obviously it isn’t available in India. India hasn’t even legalized weed yet, let alone another psychedelic that too much stronger than it. India has a weird law structure when it comes to substances and a lot of other things. Drugs come into this country with the help of the government officials, in this case corrupt politicians and officials, everyone in the hierarchy is involved into the dirty business of drugs, but they won’t legalize the once that are less harmful/potent. The street weed that’s being sold here is SPICE which is dried leaves of marijuana sprayed with different toxins, sometimes even fentanyl and people are catching habit out of smoking weed. The more contaminated the drug, the more harmful it is to your health but boy oh boy my country will never want to lose control and also the extra cash that the illicit market has, if they legalize it they’re gonna lose the big chunk of cash. And no, I don’t smoke WEED. I don’t do any drugs since the last 8 months, but I have tried almost every drug available on this planet except DMT and Ayahuasca. I was a full blown Heroin, Coke and Meth addict for 6 years before I hit I think my 10th rock-bottom and decided to get clean and never go back that route ever again. No matter how emotionally painful somethings are, I ain’t gonna do drugs ever again in my life, and this September I will hit my one year sober anniversary. Cheers to that!  Coming back to the point, even if I want to consider the MDMA Therapy or psychotherapy, for the lack of a better word, I have to travel abroad. I will be going to Amsterdam by the end of July this year and I’ll try to take a look into this thing. I know MDMA does heal a lot of things because I have used it a couple of times in the past and I very well understand how this thing will work, but the therapy will be supervised by a therapist for 8 hours and its a process that I alone can’t achieve. Also, street ecstacy quality is not at all good for therapeutic use. Street level X is mixed with meth, ketamine or sometimes even caffeine or sometimes all of these together. So no. Let’s put this in the bucket list.  Right now I have been working on coding a GPT-4 based Assistant that will answer your questions and even talk, or work as your personal therapist. Writing the business logic for the app, and the front-end has already been written. That’s pretty much it, took a quick break to write this post and I’ll again write back shortly.