#gosh forreal this is so much fun

[saessenach]

No but why is this silly show so much FUN and why am I several years late to it!!!

I love lying characters who tell the truth but only to a certain degree, so I am absolutely YELLING about Sauron flat-out TELLING Galadriel about the blood-oath to Morgoth and "I am not the hero you seek"

I especially find it really fun how you've got the little sleight of hand trick setting up Sauron behind Halbrand - the so-called kingship of the Southlands, the mystery of a crest that marks the way, the whole forge thing!! Gosh, it would have been sooooo much to go into this blind about the reveal BUT this is also really FUN.

(I've only ever read one of the LOTR books, but had a lovely time with the movies, so I am not the best at discerning whether this is a ~good~ adaption, but hooo boy am I having a lot of fun with it!!!)

[jawusa]

Goldie’s Adventures on the Moon - Day 3

Chapter 3: Is it love, when so easily said goodbye? 

Ever since Mom's passed away, I always woke up with tears. She used to wake me up for school in the mornings - something that not everyone would do. My mom was by far the best mom out there! But something was strange on that day, I wasn't thinking about Mom when I woke up. I wasn't thinking about how she used to cook pancakes with me in the mornings. I wasn't thinking about how we'd sometimes go hiking around town. I wasn't even thinking about how she'd read me to sleep when I was a little kid. On that day, I was actually thinking about... uhmm about that cute boy whom I met just two days ago? And I didn't wake up with tears, but with a stange feeling of joy! I actually woke up with a smile after such a long time of grieving! 

Dad, Rhett and I decided to go to the Lunar Zen Garden on that day! Actually, we went there... because my Dad's seen this place with Rhett yesterday while I was spending some time in Hua's clothier and they really wanted me to check that place out. They'd say it's the best place for me to find happiness! They'd tell me to toss a coin in that shrine thingy and wish something! At first, I didn't really approve of what I was supposed to do - but I guess, it really did some magic on me? Because of the things... which came about later on that day... that day was kinda strange, though!

But I really loved the garden, though! It was so beautifully decorated with those tiny bridges and canals... and those cherry trees! Oh my! I really had a great time raking the zen garden! It felt so relaxing - but forreal! 

Rhett came to check on me every now and then, but I kept on shooing him away... he just... couldn't see that I was trying to concentrate and find my inner peace? Sheesh! He was playing some mahjong - or what was that game called again? - with Dad and those natives. Sometimes they ask me whether I'd like to join them, but there was this guy I kinda thought looked weird with such a top hat and Asian looking clothing... some people know him as the Unsavory Charlatan - that name already scared me off! But Dad and Rhett were still going for the game... (btw, I couldn't take a picture of him, he'd avoid being on camera for some reason... but he was playing with those other natives on the other table!) 

Anyway, I was soo into medidating, that I completely forgot what was all around me. For one second, I even forgot where I was... I couldn't hear anything... I couldn't see anything... I couldn't even feel anything, not even the ground! It felt like I was levitating forreal! But... hold on, I felt something observing me from the other side... I felt something smiling at me... I felt... I felt something approaching me... I felt... I felt... I... "Hey, OMG you're Goldie! What a surprise to see you around here! How are things with you?" 

I... could literally just... GOSHH! Ground, pleasee, PLEASEE swallow me?! That was soo embarrassing... and when I looked around, I saw his friend (with whom he had played chess before... all the time?)! He was smiling at me... mischievously? "Hehe, I've seen you raking, then medidating..." "Ooh, so.. you've literally seen everything?" "Hey... you didn't do that bad... let's just... have this moment together!" *grabs hand OMG and then, YOU GUYS, he GRABBED my hand... OMG, I... I didn't even know what to say at that moment! At first I was afraid... I was petrified! 

"Goldie, I've been trying to say this to you ever since I've first met you... ever since I've first seen you, ... ever since Day 1, but uhmm..." 

"I think I have a crush on you, Goldie! Your eyes are so beautiful! I... I'm so into you, I can barely breathe! "Uhmm... Qiu, I..." "I've been waiting and waiting for you to make a move... before I make a move!"

And then, he really kissed my lips! OMG, that was my first kiss... and I'd never imagine it to be in a romantic zen garden... in outer space! They say you never forget your very first kiss, and now I can see why! Either way, it was lovely! "So, uhmm... now you know, how I feel towards you, Goldie!" "Awww, you're soo romantic! I think I have a crush on you, too! I was shy to tell you this as well... and actually, I didn't even know myself what was going on... because I've never been this shy before, I'm actually an outgoing girl, I never had to struggle to find the words and it's so strange... I couldn't even... " "Lemme hug you one last time, babe!" *Goldie blushes 

Dad and Rhett must have probably seen me when I had my first kiss... they smiled at me... my Dad even winked at me, but we didn't say any words. It was just this... awkward moment where nobody would talk... and all! I was getting hungry... and just asked my Dad whether we'd go for a dinner soon? Since it was already getting too late... he just nodded and kept on smiling... which was even WEIRDER than it was before!

Anyway, later on that day, we went to dine in a traditional tea house/restaurant! They didn't have my favorite hamburgers on their menu, but they had other fancy-looking meals... which I haven't heard of before! I couldn't really choose, because literally EVERYTHING seemed foreign to me! But I could remember ordering something... which looked like a salmon on the menu! Not that I tried it before, but it looked somewhat familiar to what I'm used to, so I went for it! The salmon was... good! Though, I wasn't sure, why Rhett decided to eat on a different table! Maybe he did that on purpose, so I could have some "daddy & daughter" time? I don't know... but Dad told me something... out of blue. All of sudden, he was like: "Girl, I'm so glad to see you happy again! I told you, you'd be happy after tossing a coin or two into that shrine..." At that moment, I understood why he kept insisting me on tossing that coin into that shrine thingy when we first arrived at the Lunar Zen Garden... 

By the time we finished our dinner, the sun still hadn't set yet, and Rhett insisted on visiting the spa & gym... he's heard that they have these hot springs, which he REALLY wanted to try out... I mean, I couldn't blame him! After all, I was curious to see what these moon geysirs were all about! Thankfully, we had a great time spending time together as a family! I just noticed how I missed that in the past, but for the first time after all of these years, I wish that Candy were here as well! Things were about to improve between I and Rhett, too! I was getting along with all of them! Back in my miserable days, I'd always reject Rhett - remember the "silly" attempts of him trying to talk to me through my childhood teddy bear... GOSH, he was trying to cheer me up and I acted like an idiot! "Uhmm, Rhett? I'd like to tell you something..." "What?" "Well, now that I think, I really appreciate all the effort you've done for me! Like... you know, to cheer me up with the teddy bear and all..." "Yeah, I remember... it was probably a bad idea. I thought it'd work since as a kid, it did..." "Well, I'm a teenager now..." "True." "But hey, at least you tried to cheer me up... and to tell the truth, it does cheer me up, now that I think you tried to do something for me! Thanks for that!" "You're welcome, but look behind you! Isn't that your new boyfriend?" 

I turned my head... and OMG, it was him indeed! It was Q! And when I looked upon him... he winked at me! "So, I bet you guys want some privacy, right?" "Daaad... I'm..." "I know what you mean, Goldie! I've felt this way many times when I had my first fling in the hot tub!" *winks at Qiu and Goldie 

It kinda felt bizarre when my Dad had to give away way too much info... and it made me feel very AWKWARD at that moment! Like FORREAL! They all were into something... all of these boys! I just couldn't... understand them! Q didn't even seem to be irritated or something... I just hope he does forget about what my Dad just decided to reveal? It was a steamy atmosphere, though... with him! But not just with him, I mean... it was literally steamy, what else would you expect at the hot springs? So... that "steamy" term applies well here! Either way... I really enjoyed this steamy moment with... uhm, him? As always, kinda... Dad and Rhett would tell me that they'd be "out for fun" again... like on the other days. They never really told me where they'd go, but it had always to do with nightlife venues... kinda? Anyway, I couldn't blame them anymore... I mean, I'm a grown-up girl now and I don't need their company all the time! As much as I wanted to be left "alone" with Q, I guess... they wanted to have some time off on their own, too! 

But... my, oh, my! Those dance moves! LOL! Even I could dance better... I mean, Rhett's got something still, but Dad, he really sucks at dancing! But he thinks he can dance, he can jive! But at least, he's having the time of his life! And I'm happy for him... and Rhett, too! In the past, I'd be mad at him for moving on too fast, but he's right! We can't be stuck in sorrow FOREVER! One day, we just... have to break free and be happy again!

If I were to choose which day my favourite day was on the moon... I guess, it'd be this one here? I just had my first kiss? OMG, how cool's that?! And did you hear what he said? He just confessed his feelings to me... and I could finally do as well! I WASN'T expecting ANY of this! This is soooo GREAT! OMG! I'm literally melting! Alright, enough is enough... lol! But I could literally be raving about him all day long! I felt SO flattered when he confessed his feelings... Oh, wait, I have to tell this Hua! And Virginia, my best friend back in Widespot, too! Maybe this would even encourage her to confess her feelings to Woddy, too! I mean, she's told me once that she's a crush on that Woody boy? Why did I forget that? HOW could I forget that?! They don't even know what just happened today! Hold on, dear diary, let me text to them real quick...

[cachekakusu]

K, so ya girl made the trip to see Anastasia on Broadway because WHY THE FUCK NOT also I needed a much needed vacation lmaooo (RIP MY $$$ but I’m here for a good time, not a long time!!! And worth going to see the show alone!) I also saw it twice because I’m so Extra(TM). But anyway, here be a reallllyy looooooong ass flail-y recap and thoughts for prosperity!!! I’m also combining both nights because I can!!!

So the first night, I sat center orchestra so I can IMMERSE MYSELF IN THE SHOW and the second time, I sat mezzanine right and HONESTLY the theatre is so small that as long as you’re not super to the side, you’ll get an amazing view wherever you are.

ACT I

When the EMPRESS WALKS IN, THAT SHIT SPARKLED LIKE A FUCKING THOUSAND DIAMONDS!?!?!? WOW LINDA CHO WAS ROBBED. The audience also gasped audibly during her entrance

People laughed when they took pictures IDK WHY IT’S SO FUNNY KJDSFS

The Attack (as I’m dubbing it) is so intense and visually stunning, especially the end

Also the “In The Dark of the Night” melody playing!!!! 

I also loved the Romanov Sisters “AAAAAHHHHHHH”  before the run away 

Ok MAX AS GLEB!!! I LOVED HIM he really was more awkward and less poised than Ramin was, at least in front of Anya but just as terrifying and intimidating.  I thought he was also funnier sdjfhdsjkhf. The tone of voices were pretty similar too so it was kind of easier to focus on his portrayal, which was amazing overall. 

Uhhh once Dmitry comes out, you can’t stop looking at him. JAWLINE. And also he gesticulates a lot sjkfskjj.

Christy really forreal literally has a sparkle in her eye whenever she sings and it’s amazing to witness SHE REALLY IS SUCH A SPECIAL PERFORMER 

ISTG, one of these days Derek and John are forreal gonna end up flipping Christy over when they lift her THEY ALMOST DID THE SECOND NIGHT AND I WAS STRESSEDT you legit could see her feet up in the air lmfaaooao

After Anya chases off those hooligans, she points the stick at Dmitry and says, “Come at me, I won’t hurt you.” in this playful almost flirty voice and it gave me......thoughts......

DEREK GETS SO SWEATY AT THE END OF MY PETERSBURG AND IT’S SO FUNNY KFHSKJF also he kind of warbled the last note in both nights but I  find it kind of endearing lmao bless him

There are a number of moments where Dmitry just kind of stares at Anya and then kind of catches himself and shakes himself out of it and it’s adorable like “hahahahaha idiot you’re falling in loooooooooooooove”

Uhhh OUAD is even more amazing because the ghost projections extend to the sides of the theatre so like SENSORY OVERLOAD I cried metaphorically

Watching the ensemble is so fun, when you can look away from Derek/Christy for a few seconds (WHICH IS HARD TO DO) lmfaoo, and in “We’ll go from There”, when it’s Dmitry’s turn to sing and he’s just hanging on the train rails, I was watching the two smoker girls (one played by Lyrica aka Odette/Ballerina), and at first, they have these disgusted looks that slowly turn into “Oh no, he’s hot” and LYRICA ESPECIALLY had that “gosh, he’s actually really cute” AND IT’S HILARIOUS (and I told Lyrica when I met her at stagedoor and she laughed a lot, saying she and Sarah have a lot of fun doing that scene)

OTP: DMITRY x BATHTUBS FOREVER

Stay, I Pray You gets me on a deep personal level because the immigrant connection is real (”You are all I know. You have raised me.” WHEN WILL I NOT CRY!?!?!?) , also I love numbers where everyone just sings classic choral style also the harmonies at the end PHEW

Also CONSTANTINE’S VOCALS

Journey to the Past. No words tbh other than MAGICAL. 

ACT II

PARIS HOLD THE KEY TO YOUR HEART IS SO FUN AND THE ELEVATOR RIDE UP TO THE EIFFEL TOWER IS SO FUCKING FUN!!!

I appreciate Land of Yesterday so much more as a visual performance because Caroline O’Connor is amazing. Her wit and her PHYSICAL STAMINA

MBP is one regal HBIC and Close the Door made me EMO

TCATCM is always such a hoot and John and Caroline are amazing together, the audience really just eats it up

IN A CROWD!!!! OF FUCKING THOUSANDS!!!!

I love arm

Christy’s delivery of “I remember” has gotten much softer it seems, and then they both kind of stare at each other for awhile, as if really realizing who each other is before they CRASH INTO EACH OTHER RIP ME 

both gasp lightly between “I’d find you....” “again”

*cue the disappointed sounds of the audience when Dmitry pulls back. SAME, MY DUDES*

also they both let out really audible gasps before Dmitry pulls back and it’s so !!!!!?!?!?!?!?!!!!!!!?!?!?

When Dmitry kneels down, the background turns into this starry sky AND THE FULL EFFECT OF IT IS BEAUTIFUL AND I WAS AWESTRUCK

I always get so emo when character’s leitmotifs play but ANYWAYS when the Dowager came out, you can tell she just looked so done and tired AND IT BROKE MY HEART (she looked regal af though)

When Dmitry comes RUNNING OUT and just kind of looks around and you know he’s searching for Anya THE silly boy and then Vlad spots him and he’s fixing him up while he acts like a disgruntled son lmflaks

ANYA’S ENTRANCE IN THE ICONIC BLUE DRESS fuck, the sparkles on that dress is so mesmerizing and SHE WAS GLOWING but she only had eyes for Dmitry right when she found him and has this fond look on her face AND SDKJFHSKJ SHE LOVES HIM FLALSMA

(release “When She Walks In”, you cowards!)

I didn’t really cry cuz during both performances (I was TOO HAPPY TO SEE THIS ALL COME TO LIFE BEFORE MY EYES) BUT I did get super emotional when Vlad sang “Meant to Be” becaue HE JUST LOOKED SO HEARTBROKEN FOR BOTH HIS CHILDREN!?!?!?

QUARTET AT THE BALLET is one of my favorites AND I LOSE MY SHIT EVERY TIME!!!! Also LYRICA!!!!! What an amazing dancer and I found it really nice that it was a show within a show and they had their own curtain call for this

Seriously, which of the writers hates Cleveland sdkjfhsdjkfh that joke will never not be funny

DEREK’S CRESCENDO AND DESCRESCENDO IN ETW!! BITCH!!!!

Also, DMITRY BOUGHT ANYA A FUCKING DOLL!?!!? WHY IS HE LIKE THIS!?!?!? Let me stare off into space while I continue to process that information

Uh, when Dmitry checks in on the Dowager and Anya during their reunion, he has a little smile on his face before he angstily walks away (and out of Anya’s life forever!!! Or so he thought, haha that fool)

The Anya/Gleb confrontation is always such a cool and emotional scene, especially when the Romanov ghosts also step back behind 

After Gleb decides to let Anya go, and the Romanovs/Officers leave and you see them carry a body, as if physically and metaphorically burying the past IT’S SO. WOW. HAUNTING AND EVOCATIVE AND I THINK ABOUT IT A LOT

When Anya finds Dmitry and he kind of takes her in for a bit before going all emo on her and Anya kind of has this fond smile before getting all sad once he says, “I can’t be in love with someone I can’t have for the rest of my life” like GOD, YOU’RE A FOOL BUT I LOVE YOU!?!?!?

“*softly* I’m not your prince, Anya.”

*cue my tears*

THE KISS!!! SO MUCH CHEERING And lmao whenever Christy grabs his suitcase to step on it, IT’S SO HILARIOUS because even in her heels she’s almost eye level with Derek (a real testament to how big of a height difference they have) 

After Dmitry pulls away, they both have dazed smiles on and kind of look at each other for a beat longer RIP ME

EVEN AFTER ANYA TAKES HIS ARM AND THEY KEEP SMILING AT EACH OTHER AND IT’S SOOO!!! CUTE!!! I LOVE ROMANCE!!! 

The finale gets me so emo, the Dowager’s “Still...” and her opening the music box AND THE ROMANOV SPIRITS ALL COME OUT AND THEN THEY ALL ROTATE LIKE AN ACTUAL MUSIC BOX!!!! IT’S BEAUTIFUL

Also the bridge in the background changes from being real, to a PAINTING as if to really add to the fairytale effect of DIMYA WALKING TO THEIR FUTURE and then when it goes, “Far away...” IT CHANGES TO A SNOWY SCENE AND I!!! LOSE MY SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Stage door. K so honestly, I appreciate all of them so much they are all so nice and gracious AND DESERVE ALL THE LOVE AND PRAISE!!!!

Max was so nice (SUPER HANDSOME) and I told him that he was really funny as Max and he laughed skdjskjf

Nicole came out next and she’s adorable, protect her forever!!!!

Lyrica is WOW BEAAUTIFUL TBH and I told her she’s an amazing dancer and she said how she has so much fun doing the ballet (also she has the most legible signature and I respect that lmaoo)

Caroline O’Connor is a delight and is so nice and I told her that I love her jokes and her high kicks skjfhskdjfh and she laughed and she thanked me for buying the program lmfaoo that was cute

Mary Beth also came out and is so elegant and precious and Zach was following after her because he was carrying some box (??? hers??? WHO KNOWS) 

I’m lame and exclaimed, “You’re the music box!!!” when it was Zach’s turn to sign and he was all, “How did you know!?!?!? We have an avid fan over here, guys!” sdkjfhskjfh and I honestly would love to see his Dima cuz he’s really witty and a good egg.

I told John that he was the real winner in my heart and he laughed and said how they really enjoy making the vlogs and I jokingly asked when the next season was and he was very ;)))) about it SO THAT’S EXCITING BECAUSE I WANT MORE ROYAL MISFITS FOREVER!!! I also told him he deserved a full pack of gum sjkfhsjk and he said that he doesnt even like gum sjkdfsh 

Derek is unreal beautiful and lmao the thirst for him by everyone is real but he’s so nice with everyone. I just told him that his vocals in Quartet are particularly amazing sdfjhsjkfh and he laughed adorably (ok, everything he does is adorable lbr). I was kind of a mess trying to take a pic with him but he was really patient while I got my shit together and flkaoska he’s so tall he had to crouch down quite a bit (sorry for my shortness, my dude). Anyway, both pics turned out slightly blurry because???? He just has that effect, I guess!

Christy went last and lmao, I wonder if they purposely plan it that way  now because of how long she takes interacting with each fan. Even the security guard was impressed with how much she loves doing the stage door lmao. She really is as precious as you expect and I pretty much babbled my love for Anastasia and for her AT her because SHE’S EVERYTHING AND IS A LITERAL PRINCESS and emanates so much love and kindness. I asked for a pic and I’m such an awkward ass turtle, trying to decide which way would provide better lighting lmao she offered to do hold the phone instead and I didn’t even realize she was taking so many pics lmao. Then I told her I loved her and thanked her for being THE BEST ANASTASIA  A FAN CAN HOPE FOR and we hugged and she thanked me for coming and told me my hair smelled good sdkjfskf. The second night is when I gave her my gift (lmao, it’s supposed to be a giant easter egg that I painted with some candy in it but the top half came off when she was taking it out, hence why she’s only holding half of it in the picture akhad) and she’s honestly like a little kid with how excited she was about it and even held it out so the other peeps could see lolol. She saw the treats inside and I told her how I know she loves snacking and she kind of went on about the pocki sticks she was eating backstage (which she pronounces, “poke-y” lmaoo so I didn’t know what she was talking about til like, a day later) and how they’re so addicing lmao I love one (1) backstage snacker. And she keeps saying how they have the best fans and I’m like, “UH!!! YOU GUYS DESERVE IT, HONESTLY!!!!” and she does the “Awwww!!!” face (y’all know the one). OH she also tried guessing where I was from but I kind of blurted it out before she could and she was so “SEE, I WAS GONNA SAY ‘CALIFORNIA’! I shouldn’t have even asked!” lmao. I gushed at her again, thanked her and probably told her I loved her again before I finally said goodbye lmao. 

I’m probably missing a lot of stuff, honestly it’s a blur and I’m trying to finish this up before I pass out from a food coma but ANYWAYS! 20/10 would fucking recommend, I love this musical so goddamn much and the cast and literally every one involved they’re all so talented and it will always hold a special place in my goddamn heart!!! *a million crying emojis*

[gooeychewy]

cauldron! pumpkin! witch! zombie! sorry if you didn't want people to send several at once :P

Multiple is fine!! haha

Cauldron: What is your favorite thing to cook?

For savory food, fried rice! Simple and delicious >:3 But I do a lot more baking than cooking, so for sweets, cheesecake my dude!! I don’t make it very often, but when I do it’s so much fun, and turns out so good ^^

Pumpkin: What is your favorite food around the holidays?

My mom’s cousin makes this mcfreakin delicious plum pudding?? Gosh it’s so moist and yummy!! I haven’t had it in like 5+ years but it was the best forreal, I used to hope nobody else would eat much so we could take more of it home ^^; (I didn’t even know it was called plum pudding until really recently lmao I used to call it “chocolate cake but not really”)

Witch: If could have the power to cast any kind of spell, what kind of spell would you cast?

Ohgghh.... One that would....give me enough money to move out.....and cure my depression.....So I guess one that fixes all problems that are making you unhappy?? And since it’s a spell then that means I’d be able to cast it on others too, which would be pretty rad haha

Zombie: What is one food you always overeat?

All of them?? Lmao what the heck is a portion control

I guess specifically I’d say sweets though...especially junk food snacks like chocolate and candy...I’m eating a 16oz bag of candy pumpkins as we speak, I just bought it today and there’s already only like 5 left ^^;;

Halloween asks!

[kjonginswife]

hi Leila I’m New I love reading ur tags but in a post you said u luv jongin n bbh for different reasons ? What are the reason?like for each member also

first off tysm!! my tags are kinda,,,,,, wild but i’m glad u like to read them anyways fhjkdfg when you say each member i assume you mean everyone in exo, so that’s what i’m gonna do, i hope u don’t mind…..get redy for an essay

jongin

jongin……..what do i even say about this guy theres so much to say dfhjkdf i love him a lot, obviously, since he’s my bias but why??? my love for jongin is like…..it’s like my heart is always bursting because of him….it’s like that person that you meet and you completely fall for to a point where you always wanna be around them and you always want them to be happy and you just have so much genuine care and affection for them it’s impossible to control. he makes my cheeks warm, he makes my heart flutter, he makes me feel like all the bad in my life has disappeared….i really can’t explain it i just love him very very much. he’s a very kind caring and affectionate soul and he resonates with me in a million ways, so much that i would have to talk about it some other time. he means so so much to me and i’ve really never felt this quite strongly for someone, really :/ i guess you could say i’m in love 

baekhyun 

so it really wasn’t until recently that bbh took his spot as my official number 2 on the list. he has been one of my bias wreckers for a while now but now he’s managed to be the only one in the #2 spot fhjkdfgd i’ve always loved bbh, i won’t lie, but lately it’s been really….strong. bbh is that first love type……he’s the one that i was best friends with all through high school and slowly fell in love with as time went on. him and i would click really well irl and i think that’s why he gets me so much. he also reminds me of myself in some ways, and he really compliments me, a lot like jongin but in a different type of way. he’s the one i would go and do reckless things with, the one that would always keep me guessing….but jongin is the more laid back and the more….solid version of that?? i really don’t know how to explain it dfhjkdfgd i love baekhyun because he’s really such a genuine guy with a big heart and he’s freakin hilarious. i dunno i guess that rectangle smile of his got to me….smh

ok im gonna make the rest short

kyungsoo

KYIUNGSOO!!!!! KYUNGSOOOOO KYUNGSOo oh my gosh i’ve always loved this boy. he just gets better with age he is so humble and kind and he is just!!!! a sweetheart i fall for sweethearts, as u can see, so he is ofc up there. plus uhhhhh he’s rlly fuckin handsome like wow 

jongdae

i’ve also always loved jongdae fghdkf he’s really fuckin funny and he’s the cutest thing ever!!!!! like he kinda seems like the devil but he’s actually really sweet and caring and i love that fhdkfg he never hesitates to fight an exo member and honestly it’s inspiring……also him kitty lips :(

chanyeol 

pcy…….my first lov……..here u have this big 6 foot tall guy, he’s got big ass ears, a dorky ass smile and a deep voice…….how can u Not love him. he will always have a special place in my heart cause he was my first exo bias of like a month but he’s such a dork!!! he’s a cutie and he has a big heart i lov him 

junmyeon

junmyeon has done some……stuff,,,,,,, but i’ll talk about the things i love him for. he’s always there for exo, a really nice leader and he and i share the same joke tastes fhgjkdfgjkd also him when he hears rv???? me fhjkdfg he’s rlly cute and soft and when he’s not making fun of other ppl he’s nice sgfhjs

sehun

sehun really dont give a fuck and its AMAZING this boy is also rlly sweet tho like forreal he’d die for exo and its so cute fhjksdfgjd he’s jsut a rlly soft cute guy but he’s very lorge too dfhjdk a lot like pcy…..

minseok

another iconic man who dont give a single fuck!!! this guy is so strong tho like actually he’s been thru so much shit and he’s really such a good kind guy like when will he get the recognition he deserves…………also he never ages like what the fuck…anyways he’s good at everything and i love him ok :(

yixing

uhhhhh yixing’s been in some shit lately but before alla dat, he was someone that kinda surprised me with how sweet he was…..he’s really hard working and there is good in him, he just needs to clean up his act a lil bit 

[chahchani]

Sf9 Being Jealous When You’re Close To Another Member

Inseong: Isn’t the type to confront or really express major jealousy much on the outside but could be SUPER jealous on the inside. Will constantly look over at you if you were close to zuho or something and his smile will fade just a teeny bit. The type to, if really jealous, will just call you and when you turn, he’ll return you a small smile and say, “come here for a bit I missed u~”

Youngbin: If he has a crush, it will probably make him someone that is close to you and be a very brotherly/oppa figure type of guy so if he does get jealous, he will joke around with the other members like moving you to the side away from a member like, “she’s not interested taeyang, stop trying to flirt with her.” Even tho yall know that aint a joke.

Jaeyoon: “Um? Don’t touch her too much.” Jaeyoon will bluntly say to any damn member who seems like they’re going over their boundaries. Probably is super obvious about liking you or his ass will make sure it’s clear that he does and would probably make it clear to the other members as well that he does so they know your off limits. “Yah, rowoon, watch it buddy.”

Rowoon: Would probably be the cuteass type that hovers around you all the time because if he likes you secretly, he will make sure he establishes a good friendship with you that involves alot of skinship and aegyo that people will just often assume that you’re dating. (So basically you’ll be treated like how he treats chani but 2x) Will constantly hug you away from a member or distract you with something and if your too into a member, he’ll probably hook his pinky finger with yours and be like “let’s go get some coffee.”

Dawon: Wouldn’t be too obvious like Jaeyoon but will constantly tease you and playfully whine and judge like “why are you so close with many boys???? Stop being too pretty gosh!” And whenever he sees you hanging around a certain member way too much he’ll just be like “Hey! Stop flirting you two!” Would be so ugly like that when instead he knows he should just spend more time with you if he really wants to get things running instead of interrupting and cock blocking every chance he gets.

“Oh I was saying-dawon why you here?”

Zuho: Probably would just stand there like a robot watching you get close to someone that’s not him and be awfully jealous on the inside, but would talk quietly to that member later and lay his feelings straight with them that he likes you. Would be another oppa figure so if he does everything do you and more, he’s forreal. Would be extra too and start coughing super loud or clearing his throat loud if a member starts to initiate skinship or call that member off to run fakeass chores just cuz thats the zuho way. 

   “Dawon, go buy some milk.”     “We still have milk..”                                                                                     “Then go get some orange juice.”

Taeyang: The sunshine would highkey become a sunset everytime you are not next to him and having fun with another member. It will show on his face even if you never really noticed, however the other members will. Wont frown or glare but it would be like a poker face sort of thing where it looks like he’s lost in his own little world, sometimes his eyes just fixated on you or the other member until they realized they’re being stared at.

Hwiyoung: Baby is also a huge diva when it comes to his member, in private he will make it clear to all his members he likes you and to back off from trying to get with u. In public, if it does still happen, he will Look tired and like he’s done and just wants to go home. Perfect moment for the phrase  “I came out here to have a good time and I’m feeling really attacked right now.” Its practically written across his face. Could also lose alot of his confidence cuz he’s a sweetheart and also he’s annoyed cuz he clearly reminded everyone not to try to get with you.

Chani: smiles and brush it off every-time you get close to another member but once he sees something serious going on between you too, he will go into his other phase and it’s not the super funny extra one, its poker faces robot/done with the day chani. Would also distract that member away from you instead of distracting you from that member cuz he’s an awkward hamster and wouldn’t know how to entertain you anyways and would just get too pressured and turn into an awkward mess.

[calypsoff]

Seventy One.

Robyn is struggling, struggling to sleep that is. She’s so achy, and she’s irritated. She’s not comfortable in bed, she’s been like this for the past two days and she hasn’t been sleeping because of it and that’s concerning to me because she needs her rest, she’s been clumsy too. She’s fallen down on her side which bruised her hip, she did this in the shower which I luckily of course was upstairs anyways just waking up. I got worried and said we going hospital and the baby is fine but Robyn on the other hand, she’s not happy. That’s her favourite sleeping side and she can’t sleep on it which then means she can’t sleep; she’s struggling since being back home and it’s making me ever so sad that’s she’s in this position. She’s not sleeping so it’s like three in the morning and to make her feel sleepy, well I hope she does we are driving around California. I ain’t even put no music on or anything, I ain’t entertaining her at all because I want her to sleep “why can’t my pregnancy be easy, like a dream. It’s unfair that I am in this state, I look awful” reaching over and placing my hand on her thigh “you’re not in no state, I have googled it and baby. It’s normal to have these issues, people that say pregnancies are easy are lying. Just relax ok, you will be fine” Robyn held my hand “I can’t believe I fell down; I feel so stupid. Like my mind went blank, I just wasn’t thinking and then the next thing I knew I see you in the shower picking me out. You had to see me naked too” rolling my eyes “shut up, please. You’re just doing the most for no reason now, you’re my wife. I was speaking to my mom and she made me calm down, I was so so worried about you when we went hospital and she said that it’s fine and that things happen, I got you. She offered to come and help take care of you and I said no, I got you. Just don’t think what you are doing is wrong; it’s not. Just relax your mind” she is overthinking too much “I just feel like I am doing it all wrong, how can my mind just go blank like that” she is just doing too much “I am so thankful for you Chris, thank you” I smiled to myself, I am more thankful to her for being in my life “relax, I am hoping this drive puts you to sleep” here I am wanting her to sleep and she’s overthinking.

My plan worked, I was losing hope, but Robyn fell asleep in the car. That was because I stopped talking to her and didn’t pay her any attention, she remained holding my hand and fell asleep which I sneakily loosened her grip on my hand. Pushing the front door open before going back to my car, I am going to have to carry Robyn inside. Walking back to the car, the sun is rising this is how long it’s taken me, but I wanted her to sleep. She needs it, opening the car door. Stepping on the step to reach over her bump and unbuckle her seatbelt, this is what love is. I can honestly say I am very much in love because I would give up anything for her to be ok, now I need to be careful. Placing my arm under Robyn’ legs and then around her back, her eyes shot open “it’s ok, just me” she reached out and wrapped her arms around my neck, lifting Robyn carefully out of the car. I need to extra careful and use every muscle in my body, Robyn has really put weight on because my god I am struggling. Kicking the car door shut, Robyn fell back to sleep in my arms. She is so exhausted; I feel for her so much. Kicking the door shut, I will not attempt to go upstairs. I am lay here down on the couch and put a blanket on her, I will also sleep downstairs just to be there for her. Thank god for corner couch because then we can both fit on this, who even thinks pregnancy is fun, this is not fun at all and it’s not nice to see your wife like this.

I bought the blanket from our bed, seeing as Robyn is being clumsy, I will sleep on the edge so she can’t fall off, I don’t trust her. Shuffling down in the covers after fixing them, I should have maybe laid Robyn on her side because she is snoring but then I didn’t want her to be in pain for when she bruised her hip, I really hate people that snore it drives me actually crazy. Looking over at Robyn, with that double chin and extra weight, I get why she is snoring. Shuffling closer to her and she abruptly stopped snoring “am I snoring?” She said sounding confused “no, I am just getting comfy” she didn’t care for what I had to say, she went back to sleep. Being in love sucks, I am such a bitch nigga when it comes to Robyn. Turning onto my side facing her, I just smiled watching her sleep. I sighed out placing my hand on her bump, what a long terrible night that was.

I woke up on the floor, Robyn is still asleep so I’m happy with that but her team are here because we are going to have the photoshoot, the maternity one but I don’t think Robyn is up for it “you know what, I have worked with her for years and she’s never been this bad” I wish I could have taken her upstairs but now her team are here they have heard the storm “yeah, just don’t say anything to her about it though please. She’s so sensitive about it all, she’s been emotional because of her not sleeping too. I don’t know if she is up for the photoshoot actually, she’s already fallen in the shower and bruised her hip, so I don’t know if Robyn really is up for it, just please. Be kind, like not even joke about her snoring like that, not right now” I pleaded with them “I won’t, you must have had a terrible few days if you are pleading like this” nodding my head “awful, little things. She’s sensitive about, I don’t know if she will be feeling better with her actually getting sleep. I had to drive her around for Robyn to fall asleep, that’s how bad it’s gone, she’s clumsy too” her team look so sad “I hate seeing my sister like this, oh my gosh” Yusuf said “yeah, her mother wants to come but I am trying to say I can look after Robyn, I am just home all of the time” hearing the door close “it’s just Mel” I pointed out, she’s the only one that walks in “I’m back from Barbados, where is she?” I am glad to see she is here, I actually need Mel here “asleep, I was just telling everyone to be sensitive towards Robyn. She is very uptight about things, jokes too” Mel sighed out “Monica is worried about her, I said I will come back. Every time I go to Barbados there is issues” Mel looks so refreshed, I miss Barbados.

Robyn came straight upstairs without seeing her team, like she had me rushing behind her “I am not mental, I can do things” nodding my head “baby, listen to me. We are just concerned for you, it’s ok. You’re exhausted and we are just here to help, like me” it literally goes through me seeing the bruise on her hip, all on her thigh too “once I finished creaming your bump then we can go, did you sleep well? Feel refreshed” I can’t stand the bruise “I know your hate seeing it” Robyn mumbled, nodding my head “I’m sorry that I’m not normal. Like having a normal pregnancy and that I didn’t fall, I’m just useless” rolling my eyes, this is all she does. She thinks she has done bad because she fell “I love you so much Robyn, but you can be so hard on yourself, why?” looking up at her “tell me why you think you need to be perfect?” I am getting annoyed “because that is what is expected of me, I am just fed of being pathetic. Like who falls down in the shower, I am asking to lose my baby” I scoffed “don’t ever say that ok?” I have to scold Robyn because it’s nasty what she is saying, how can she even think she is that “you are going to be the best mother, your team are here and they are going to make you look all pretty and we will have our photoshoot, I am so excited for it” finishing off the cream on top of her bump “all done” pressing a kiss to the bump and getting up, I feel I am more busier since she has become pregnant, I don’t know what is wrong with Robyn lately.

Her team have been great, its amazing what makeup does because it totally hid the bruise, like it never even happened. I don’t really fuck with Robyn having her clothes off and showing lots of skin since being with her but she looks amazing pregnant, it’s her day and I been wanting this to happen “you look so good” Dennis said “you wouldn’t think I have been having a meltdown for the past few days” she lucky there is only her team here cause her boobs being out once she removed her arm “put the suit jacket on, just hiding her boobs” Dennis said, crossing my arms across my chest watching intently as they rushed around Robyn and they redid her makeup, freshening her up and making sure her hair is perfect “yes just like that” Dennis was taking pictures as they was rushing around, looking at the monitor, as he takes the picture you can see them pop up “so sit on the edge of the bar stool for me, just look at the camera. Looking into the camera, you know what to do” feeling an arm on my shoulder, looking to the side of me “you look so engrossed” Mel laughed in my ear “I am, it’s her time. I want it to be perfect you know. I been wanting this to happen, she looks amazing” I am mind blown “when Robyn has to do something, you better make sure she will do it one hundred percent with the least sleep” she is amazing.

Chewing on my bottom lips smiling “Chris, now you know you need to do the usual. On your knees kissing the stomach” Mel said behind me as it’s now me having to be with Robyn “don’t you worry, I will be” pulling my pants up “actually Chris, can we start with your shirt off and then doing what Mel said” turning to Dennis thinking he was joking about the shirt thing “Chris, undo your shirt” Robyn said as she started undoing my buttons “oh forreal?” I thought he was joking about all that “I will do it for you, but Dennis doesn’t play, he means it” letting out an oh, looking over at Dennis laughing “yes I wasn’t joking” he repeated “luckily I been working out, I got my six pack ready” Robyn lightly hit my stomach “hey” taking my shirt off “I will hold it for you” Mel took my shirt from me “see this body” Yusuf rolled his eyes “boy, you are so damn skinny. Boo!” he is such a hater, stood in front of Robyn and then getting down on my knees “I don’t think this has been his first time like that” I snorted laughing “actually it’s usually Robyn like this, just more recently it’s been me” Robyn’ team got jokes “oh you been the taker then huh?” Yusuf said, “you not realised why he’s been so loose” Robyn has also joined in “oh boy, let’s just get on with this” they are getting carried away from “so just your at the side of her bump first and then after we will do one with Robyn’ hand over yours ok?” nodding my head.

Sitting down at the table, I thought I would take Robyn Giorgio Baldi after the shoot. She is miserable of course “cheer up, you literally love this place. I come here for you, what is wrong? Talk to me” shuffling my chair in “I just don’t feel good, I just feel terrible. Pathetic and stupid” she is still on this “Robyn, lack of sleep is doing this to you. I know you’re feeling uncomfortable, but you need to try and sleep in the bed” this is the whole issue “you try and sleep being pregnant, I can’t sleep on my favourite side, I just can’t do it because if the bruise. I know I am being negative, look I will get better” she will just hold it in, and I don’t want that “no, I am here for you Robyn” I am just getting tired myself, but I can’t say that because I don’t want Robyn to suffer alone “it’s a lot, I am a lot. I will try and sleep in the bed tonight, but I can’t then I can’t” nodding my head “I think you will” I don’t want to jinx it, but I think she will, she is very tired. She keeps on yawning too, so I am praying she does “mhmm you know a lot” licking my top lip smiling, let me just keep my mouth closed because she is getting annoyed with me.

The staff here adore Robyn, it’s actually cute to see how much they do “thank you Rihanna, bye” the guy said smiling as he held the door open, looking up seeing a flash. I rushed forward and moved around Robyn, we have no bodyguard with us, how the hell they know we was here. I assumed there was just one but there is like four paparazzi and fans, looking behind me. I need to get to my car “move out bro, stop shouting shit nobody care about that shit” wrapping my arm around Robyn, the car is a little further away “I said move!” I will end up pushing him out of the way, unlocking my car door “cool car Chris” the guy finally moved away from us. Opening the car door “you good?” I said to Robyn, I mean she is moody already, but this will make her even more annoyed “I am ok” she got into the car, moving back so she can close the door “how is Rihanna Chris?” they asked me “she is pregnant, why y’all in her face like that, it’s stupid” walking around my car “we’re sorry Chris, hope you have nice night” opening the car door and got in.

Mel held out the bottle of water “thank you” I said in a whisper “you don’t need to whisper to me nigga, she is knocked out asleep. Stubborn ass” I chuckled; Mel sat down on the couch across from me “we both said she would sleep but did she go upstairs? No she did not, she was actually saying to me earlier. She mentioned how good you have been with her, she feels awful with the way she has been but she doesn’t understand what is happening, her moods have been off. And she is being forgetful and clumsy about things, but she has said how good you have been with her, it made me smile in general because she deserved a man, and that is you. Even though she adds she doesn’t deserve it” sounds about right with Robyn to say that “she is so silly sometimes, more then anything to me I was just concerned. I wanted her to have her sleep, but I don’t care. She can snore, fart or whatever. As long as she is ok” I shrugged “nice, but that is why I said to Monica I will come back, don’t you come here. I am sure they will be ok; she is. She just needs to be taken care of a little more, you know but I see it myself. She isn’t feeling herself” I am glad it ain’t just me that has noticed that she isn’t herself.

[elvensemi]

Bree is such a fun and interesting character. I'd read a whole book about her. I was considering writing fan fiction with her a little while ago but I don't think I could do your stuff justice.

Gosh... that’d be so cool. @_@ Once or twice my fanfiction has gotten fanfiction, but my original characters sure never had. I can’t even imagine it. If you decide to do it, please let me see it when it’s done! That would be so cool lol. 

And thanks for liking her that much, seriously! It’s really flattering when someone likes original work, forreal. It’d be great if I could work the Valesport Squad into some kind of cohesive long form story at some point... Maybe one day. Until then, lots of random smutty shorts without much context, woo!