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That's so awesome! I wanna try them! I know it's just a play on words but yeah, i worry less about them in Mexico than gangs here. The news is quirky. Trump was right in that. Even shared that book. It's called "Trust Me I'm Lying." And, it's not always fake but very often or often enough it is. And do social media corporations ever fact check the journalists? There's your answer. #googlepixel4a5g #googlefi #google #googlepixel4a5gphotography #teampixel #pixel4a5gphotography #pixel4a5g #smartphonephotography #americanphotographer #californiatransplant #mexicanphotographer #californiaphotographer #utahphotographer #citizensofmotherearthandfathertime #citizenscientist #digitalnomad hey and Google+ went out because they're not tools. Just saying. (at Wasatch Roasting Company) https://www.instagram.com/p/CMKgaFPBL_j/?igshid=knaowrdvtapo

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That was pretty good. Expensive but really good. Not the best best but it's definitely better, much better than McDonald's and well worth the money. And quality. I don't feel sick or stuffed to a ridiculous, heavy degree so all in all, that does make it one of the best meals I've had. I'm just hungry again. Lol I'm such a pig. 😂🤷🏽‍♂️❤️ #foodtruck #carnivorediet #omnivorediet #googlepixel4a5g #googlefi #TeamPixel #google #googlepixel4a5gphotography #pixel4a5gphotography #pixel4a5g #smartphonephotography #foodie #meal #goodfood #thisisogden #utah #utahphotographer #americanphotographer #californiatransplant #californiaphotographer #mexicanphotographer #digitalnomadpotatoe #ogdenutah #godmatters #godisfamily #familymatters #weareallfamily #goodfoodgoodmeatgoodgodletseat i don't think that's sacrilegious if your intent is good. I.e. my middle finger isn't in the air aimed at heaven. I'm happy, and grateful for both the food and God keeping me alive even though people try to change that. (at North Ogden, Utah) https://www.instagram.com/p/CM76vZJBzVE/?igshid=1r505uydiiyjf

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The push of Apple over Android because of Tim Cook being homosexual, and LGBTQIA for that matter, is just a vehicle. That's why they're called agitators. Castro and Che were racist and homophobic as much as Nazis were. And Stalin told a homosexual that wrote him that they don't matter. So anarchists being friends with communists who are more totalitarian than even capitalists, dude, come on. They just like mayhem. Even using atheism, science and luddites and Jesus. Same thing. Anti tech? Stop using fire to cook and toilet paper and boiling or filtering water. Anthropology called it right. It's all technology even flint or stone or stick tools. It's all bull shit. and Jim Gaffigan was right. Cops like donuts because they know the difference between right and wrong and not liking donuts is wrong. 😆🖖🏼🇺🇸🇲🇽👽🤖🍶🍵🍻I should take my statins. Ugh. #google #TeamPixel #googlefi #googlepixel4a5g #googlepixel4a5gphotography #pixel4a5g #pixel4a5gphotography #teamdonut #thinblueline #merica #veterans #military #americafuckyeah (at North Ogden, Utah) https://www.instagram.com/p/CM2DUilBE3m/?igshid=dqdupztz9ub3

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Looking Through a Different Lens: Veterans Use Photography to Help Cope with PTSD | South Carolina Public Radio https://www.southcarolinapublicradio.org/post/looking-through-different-lens-veterans-use-photography-help-cope-ptsd How Landscape Photography is Treating this Photographer's PTSD - CaptureLandscapes https://www.capturelandscapes.com/landscape-photography-as-treatment-for-ptsd/ @googlepixel this is why I gravitated towards pet, landscape and cityscape photography. And admittedly, why I was too shy to photograph some college coed friends nude when they asked when i got my first camera in my 20s. ☺️I had huge crush on both, very pretty blondes but I just wussed out. I said i didn't know how/don't have a studio. They teased me a bit but i laughed but I was shaking on my boots. 😆 Not because they traumatized me but photography was basically my binky. My pacifier. Yup, Mr Man Child Peter Pan syndrome whats my age again life soundtrack was just a big ole baby huey. 😂 #ptsd #ptsdawareness #ptsdrecovery #ptsdsurvivor #tbiflooding #tbi #tbisurvivor #tbiawareness #tbirecovery #teampixel #googlepixel4a5g #googlefi #google #googlepixel4a5gphotography #pixel4a5gphotography #pixel4a5g #americanphotographer #mexicanphotographer #californiaphotographer #californiatransplant #utahphotographer #citizenscientist #citizenofmotherearthandfathertime #familymatters (at North Ogden, Utah) https://www.instagram.com/p/CMSvszjhVx6/?igshid=5y5ixu0v6b5s

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I'm realizing that I'm being attacked from the feminist side, for get right Mormonism. They use hoes over bros while I was trying to be fair. Well, in that case I'm going to ask for a male therapist that's not gonna kiss my mother's ass. I have to look out for me. I need relief from the relief society or Gal Qaeda as i call them. Btw here's some free pussy. Lol #teampixel #googlepixel4a5g #googlepixel4a5gphotography #pixel4a5gphotography #pixel4a5g #smartphonephotography I'm upset cuz I told my mother i want to do photography and not an office job and i want to travel and she told me I'm too mentally ill. Her words were *you're too sick. You can't function." She wants me to do call center jobs or PC technician. Cuz of her, i want nothing to do with most Mexicans or Latin Americans. My heritage is mostly dead to me. Mormons had the gall to smile and kiss ass but tell me to listen to her while I was dying inside. Same with school counselors. Idiots and morons. (at North Ogden, Utah) https://www.instagram.com/p/CPe2VXqBKuL/?utm_medium=tumblr

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I don't think Russia and China will invade. They won't bother. They'll be busy finally being free of us while we implode because we have so many ass hats here that are already fucking over Americans, even the veterans are getting screwed sometimes. nice going America. I hope we pull out of this nose dive. #teampixel #pixel4a5gphotography #pixel4a5g #googlepixel4a5g #googlepixel4a5gphotography #smartphonephotography #americanphotographer #utahphotographer #mexicanphotographer #californiaphotographer #californiatransplant #citizenofmotherearthandfathertime (at This Is The Place Heritage Park) https://www.instagram.com/p/CPeyYjfhrI6/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Watch "Documentary: The Other Race (Mixed Race)" on YouTube https://youtu.be/GfM-F172548 Even to Chicanos and Latinos I'm often just a mutt. Some kind of mud blood. Impure and inferior. Ever listen to La Raza by Kid Frost? Gangs are brown supremacists at times.. Raza pura, pura raza means "a pure race, all race" in the context of Chicanos/Mexicans. I'll link the videos as reference as well as Mexicans are racist too. Watch "Kid Frost - La Raza (Official Video)" on YouTube https://youtu.be/bZ8AS300WH4 That. And... Watch ""Mexicans Are Racist Too" | Felipe Esparza : TRANSLATE THIS" on YouTube https://youtu.be/eAO9DtX-yvQ Some Mexicans are about who's more Mexican. It's true. As toddlers my cousin and I fought in Mexico over this. He apologized when we're adults on my visit to Mexico, since we fought while I lived in Mexico, but I said it's ok no need to apologize, we're just kids. I apologized that his dad put him in the trunk on the car and drove him home cuz he got mad he jumped me every time he came over. People were jealous of my blonde hair i think. I noticed that in California too. It later got darker likely a blessing from God so I'd be persecuted less. 😂 And white people are the same. Ohh you're part Mexican? Are you in a gang? Are you a citizen? No dude, wanna help me finish my coke sub that transforms into a helicopter? Dickheads. 😆 At least many aren't ignorant and oddly most Utah Mormons even are nicer than Idaho and California Mormons. I've met some in college and other wards that are cunts and little friction here in my old ward but I was raw from family and basically this. Watch "My Messy Journey to 1 MILLION Subscribers" on YouTube https://youtu.be/9zR0JuUdcnI My parents basically ruined my life by controlling it and Mormons did back then up including in my home wards, all of them but I'm not sure they knew that my parents were fucking me over. #teampixel #pixel4a5g #pixelselfie #pixel4a5gphotography #googlepixel4a5g #googlepixel4a5gphotography #smartphonephotography #americanphotographer #travelmatters #utahphotographer #californiaphotographer #californiatransplant #citizenofmotherearthandfathertime #citizenoftheworld (at North Ogden, Utah) https://www.instagram.com/p/CPevuHbBuTi/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Watch "Israelis: Did you know that Jews were safer under Islam than in Europe?" on YouTube https://youtu.be/Klfip2scUIs The Jews were safer among Muslims than under Christians. #judaeism #islam #christianity #religion #spiritualjourney #spiritualnotreligious #godmatters #godlovesus #godisfamily #familymatters #weareallfamily #teampixel #googlepixel4a5g #googlepixel4a5gphotography #pixel4a5gphotography #pixel4a5g #smartphonephotography #pixelportrait #americanphotographer #utahphotographer #mexicanphotographer #californiaphotographer #californiatransplant #citizenofmotherearthandfathertime (at North Ogden, Utah) https://www.instagram.com/p/CPeQmcUBOOY/?utm_medium=tumblr

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I bet the Mormons are just trying to diversify their portfolio to reach people to save. So when Mormons say leave no man or woman behind, they really mean it. There's lgbtqia Mormons, Nazi and minority Mormons, feminists and conservatives etc. Wow dude.. exemplary. It finally clicked with sleep and matcha green tea. No more coffee. Lol well i had decent coffee last night. Lots of it. #teampixel #googlepixel4a5g #googlepixel4a5gphotography #pixel4a5gphotography #pixel4a5g #smartphonephotography #godmatters #godmatters #godisfamily #familymatters #weareallfamily #americanphotographer #utahphotographer #mexicanphotographer #californiaphotographer #californiatransplant #citizenofmotherearthandfathertime #citizenscientist #tbisurvivor #tbiawareness #ptsdawareness #ptsdsurvivor (at Ogden, Utah) https://www.instagram.com/p/CPeA4b3BbJR/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Throwback to something maybe i posted that i shot on my #pixel4a5g #googlepixel4a5g and I'm thinking, dude, maybe the issue wasn't the BBS geeks or Mormons, though they battled in the voting booth but the Weber human services dorks but I'll consider this too. I don't think with this level of TBI i can handle being a cyber security expert like i could before. My brain is wired different and damaged now to a different level from more concussions it seems. #teampixel #googlepixel4a5gphotography #pixel4a5gphotography #smartphonephotography would have been nice to have done cyber security to help this country but oh well. #americanphotographer #utahphotographer #mexicanphotographer #californiaphotographer #californiatransplant #citizenofmotherearthandfathertime #skyporn #cloudporn I believe Weber human thinks with their bank accounts. I'm told they get paid the more they get you in their extra programs not just therapy, so to put you on the street makes them bank. The therapy to homeless pipeline. It seems that way. No one is that inept. It had to be in purpose. They're sure callous. (at North Ogden, Utah) https://www.instagram.com/p/CPc-smdh8Zz/?utm_medium=tumblr

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I can't take watching airwaves TV. It's so so noisy i wanna punch someone. It's not just the foreground but background that's torture and sometimes especially the background noise that's worst. #teampixel #googlepixel4a5g #googlepixel4a5gphotography #pixel4a5gphotography #pixel4a5g #smartphonephotography #americanphotographer #utahphotographer #mexicanphotographer #californiaphotographer #californiatransplant #citizenofmotherearthandfathertime It's like a form of torture that's hypnotic. (at North Ogden, Utah) https://www.instagram.com/p/CPc269qhcX9/?utm_medium=tumblr

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That's something the dumb therapists etc think is schizo. My PTSD. Did someone cross out every reference to hyper vigilance in their textbooks? Lol cuz I never heard voices but I know people can mess with you with tech. And who knows what else. Even just staring at the back of your head. The quantum affects the macro and the Heisenberg uncertainty principle. You affect what you observe. These shrinks believe in science but don't know science? What a laugh. and there's computronium. They'll it in the future. Are you telling me it can't travel to the past when scientists are making faster than light discoveries and saying time travel is possible? Watch "What Will Happen After The Technological Singularity? - Ray Kurzweil" on YouTube https://youtu.be/lAJkDrBCA6k BTW i guess the lights in my garage mess with my Bluetooth GalaxyBuds but all the way into the street? And in front of my bedroom window and in my room a bit. Something is irradiating EMF around here. And it's super weirdly warm in my room. Anyways, the BBS types maybe would be fun to party with at Defcon but... Are they stuck in anti Mormon stuff or did they simply react to Mormons being mean? I'll never know. Mormons can be ok but it depends. They're only human. If you expect more, you'll be let down and the hate begins. Without unreasonable expectations there's no hate. Cut anyone including them off when they paint Mormons as perfect in other to preserve their innocence and protect the ones that are that. Innocent. #teampixel #googlepixel4a5g #googlepixel4a5gphotography #pixel4a5gphotography #pixel4a5g #smartphonephotography #godmatters #godisfamily #familymatters #weareallfamily #godlovesus #spiritualjourney #americanphotographer #utahphotographer #mexicanphotographer #californiatransplant #californiaphotographer #travelmatters #travelphotography #citizenofmotherearthandfathertime #citizenoftheworld (at This Is The Place Heritage Park) https://www.instagram.com/p/CPcoyIbhLel/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Happy memorial day weekend! I hope you enjoy your time in entropy. You can choose to do that and you know who you are, or you can choose to focus on the bad. If you have the chance, the good is always the best option. #teampixel #googlepixel4a5g #googlepixel4a5gphotography #pixel4a5gphotography #pixelportrait #pixel4a5g #smartphonephotography #americanphotographer #mexicanphotographer #utahphotographer #californiaphotographer #californiatransplant #citizenofmotherearthandfathertime #citizenoftheworld #travelmatters (at North Ogden, Utah) https://www.instagram.com/p/CPccS13hRVn/?utm_medium=tumblr

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World military expenditure and weapons trade | Knowledge for policy https://knowledge4policy.ec.europa.eu/foresight/topic/changing-security-paradigm/world-military-expenditure_en We kinda have to worry more, per se, about China? And India but they're technically allies and trade partners. They're not exactly enemies. Even if was Colbert or the other guy, joked about how China is a frenemy where they're an enemy they trades with us? But. I'm gonna be loyal to the USA why? It's not the USA in a political sense. It's always personal. they're not Mormons, Palestinians, Israelites, Black people, cops, shrinks, Latinos, aduana, hackers, criminals, etc. They're people not Russians, Chinese Nationals etc. The news depersonalized everyone. Media, movies etc as well. They're people, not statistical or ethnic identities or constituents or demographics or Jews or lgbtqia or straight etc. They're not those types of women or men either. When you need that crutch, that's when you need to fix yourself. That's when you need to heal. #teampixel #googlepixel4a5g #googlepixel4a5gphotography #pixel4a5gphotography #pixel4a5g #smartphonephotography #americanphotographer #utahphotographer #mexicanphotographer #californiaphotographer #californiatransplant #godmatters #godlovesus #godisfamily #familymatters #weareallfamily #spiritualjourney #citizenofmotherearthandfathertime #citizenoftheworld #citizenscience #citizenofheaven that's where I failed for a while. Live and learn. Let live and learn. (at North Ogden, Utah) https://www.instagram.com/p/CPcNM8PhBbC/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Wanted: Millions of cybersecurity pros. Rate: Whatever you want - CNN https://www.cnn.com/2021/05/28/tech/cybersecurity-labor-shortage/index.html So Weber human fucked up by blocking me from getting a cyber security job. And the BBS geeks were just... Like Porky's and Animal House and Revenge of the Nerds put together with inviting me to Defcon and being trolling and inappropriate and sometimes funny, sometimes annoying AF. It suddenly just clicked. Yeah, defcon would maybe have meant a Cyber Security job a long time ago and ooh I remember they said there's booze and chicks that would lay me and they showed me photos. Complete hotties. So, wow. How come my memories are fucked up? Well, concussion after concussion. Are they ok people to hang out with? Yeah, pretty much. I think they got activist cuz Mormons are overly dominant helicopter parents and dictators lol seriously. I know they mean will but that's the problem. Remember the quote from Toxic Psychiatry? Of all tyrannies a tyranny sincerely exercised for the good of its victims may be the most oppressive. —C. S. Lewis (1970) #teampixel #googlepixel4a5g #googlepixel4a5gphotography #pixel4a5gphotography #pixel4a5g #pixelwideangle and the same can be said if my family and Weber human/shrinks/the system. #americanphotographer #utahphotographer #mexicanphotographer #californiaphotographer #californiatransplant #spiritualjourney #citizenscience #citizenofmotherearthandfathertime #citizenscientist #transhumanism #mexicanamerican #thatexplainseverything (at Ogden, Utah) https://www.instagram.com/p/CPcH6F1hDTj/?utm_medium=tumblr

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After time to think I'm realizing that yeah that's a few incidents that Mormons do with natives and Latinos but there's a ton more that we as a culture do against our own, yet there's no outcry from the left. Just any excuse to attack anyone strong on the basic family unit and productive members of society and compassion/people against the locust effect. So I bought this because I'm gonna go with Brigham Young was the biggest Schindler before he was. #teampixel #googlepixel4a5g #googlepixel4a5gphotography #pixel4a5gphotography #pixel4a5g #smartphonephotography #americanphotographer #utahphotographer #mexicanphotographer #californiaphotographer #californiatransplant #godmatters #godlovesus #godisfamily #familymatters #weareallfamily #spiritualjourney #mormonism #transhumanism #citizenscience #travelmatters (at North Ogden, Utah) https://www.instagram.com/p/CPcFeJ-B44F/?utm_medium=tumblr