#goodbye reality

[michelangelos-last-judgement]

MAY I RAISE YOU

Neil Kev and Andrew in early EA Sports games like NHL 2009

[98chao]

spire of deceit & truth: soul revue

[shiftersroom]

all i did today was intend to get into sleep paralysis and shift, and i did.

i heard my dr (cicadas, morning birds), i felt my bedsheets and i was there. actually what’s funny is i first heard crickets but i went nah i prefer to wake up in the morning rather than at night, then it switched to cicadas.

i woke up here bc i was thinking about how i should check if i can hear any cicadas in my cr, and if i really am there.

well there are no cicadas where i live whatsoever, so yes i was in my dr. and i wear earplugs so pretty much anything i hear, is bound to be from another reality.

so i proved my theory right that the less you do, the more you achieve. i was able to get into sleep paralysis easily at the start bc i only intended, but then i started trying too hard.

tomorrow i will only intend, then try to smell my dr, as that’s a sense you don’t really get in dreams so i feel it’ll ground me.

[luckyashes-art]

With only a couple of hours remaining before the servers close, I just want to bid this game one last farewell ❤️

Splatoon will always be one of my favorite games, if not THE favorite! With so many memories, the game will always live on in my heart.

Until next time... Stay fresh !!

[sabrondabrainrot]

Just finished "Dark Sun CONFRONTS SUN in VRchat" SO

it's late and I need to go to bed for the weekend plans but I HAVE TO WRITE THIS I think D!Sun isn't doing this for OUR SUN I think he's doing things for the CONCEPT of Sun. He just showed Sun all the worlds where Sun dies, mostly because of Moon.

I usually don't believe what villains say, but here's the thing. This is Sun to Sun. D!Sun is one of those villain's who won't share all the things he wants to do. He trickles out just enough to raise more questions but never give anything of importance away.

Neptor, in the last episode I just finished, did implode. He warned Neptor that is what would happen. He didn't lie to Neptor. He hasn't lied about Nexus. He still sees Nexus as a Moon but hasn't lied about any of his actions. Nexus has done all the things D!Sun warned Sun and Moon about.

So I'm taking what he says to Sun as the truth. I think he's telling Sun this information because it's the most opportune time. He told Sun all the things he CAN do. He fully believes Sun can kill his baby dragon WitherStorm.

He told Sun that he is capable.

D!Sun wants Sun to gain his own independence because I think D!Sun sees our Sun as his HOPE.

Dark Sun wants to SAVE all Suns. He wants to save the future ones from dying. Not just from Moon's (that's the main reason though) but also from other things.

We haven't heard of a Sun council, but I think what we're witnessing in the show is the lead up to one being finally formed.

It's canon in the show that Eclipse's tried to work together and ultimately fail.

I don't remember if Moon's were ever stated to try to make councils but it seems most go crazy beyond the point of return far too soon to form one.

Creator is the only person who made a working council and that's due to their own shared delusions. They, however, did not have strength in numbers due to their own shortcomings and egos. They thought they could be uncontested while they 'researched' WitherStorms.

Ruin, a singular amalgam, killed off the entire Creator council in one fell swoop.

ANYWAYS

I think that D!Sun wants to make a council with our Sun, because he's been watching their dimension for a long time. I think he was watching since before Moon even reset and created N!Moon.

I made a silly haha joke about the council of Suns a few weeks ago but now I'm actually seeing character motivation and proof on it.

D!Sun is a villain who's not really done villainous stuff...he's been a schemer and he can't be trusted...but he's not done anything horribly evil yet (besides Neptor, that was so sad, but compared to literally everyone else in the show he did the same thing that Old Moon did to that one Moon robot he built that went rogue in one day. Old Moon blowing that bot up was treated for laughs but what D!Sun did was treated serious, food for thought). He does cherry pick what information he gives but the strange thing is, he hasn't lied. Not once. Early on he flat out told Eclipse and Ruin what he was going to do to them when he put something in their heads. He just didn't tell them what it was. He also grabbed N!Moon and told him he'd scan his head and he did just that, then sent him home. We know he also took a chance to secretly move his dimension and save it during Ruin's revenge scheme. (It's unclear if Ruin's statement that 'Dark Sun killed another Dimension' is valid or not)

I think D!Sun picked N!Moon as the catalyst to making our Sun independent from all Moons.

Nexus is a Moon who started off completely differently from any other Moon. As far as Nexus was aware they were never merged, they never had to fight for dominance. He had the ever present shadow of Old Moon....but that's it.

He got to be a gentle sweet and loving brother to Sun and the rest of his growing family. He wasn't perfect, but with time he would have been a great family member. It was growing to be that way.

I think D!Sun was waiting and hoping Nexus would also go crazy. Like every other Moon he's ever watched. He called him 'a dead one'. We have no privy to how other reset Moons are. The chances are they all are doomed by their own narrative to kill their Sun or just go insane.

While he didn't cause Nexus' to go crazy...he was fully banking on it to happen.

After all, Sun is willing to forgive Old Moon for hurting him over and over because he can excuse it away. "Moon was trapped in my head so it is justifiable why he was mad and lashing out." "Moon had the kill code so it makes sense why he hurt me and flew into blind murderous rage." "I call Moon brother and that means something to me." Sun has always found SOME WAY to justify why he should forgive Old Moon. It's his greatest strength and his greatest weakness.

D!Sun I think wants to show our Sun that forgiveness can run out. There's also the added bonus N!Moon/Nexus promised to never hurt Sun or be like Old Moon.

He broke that promise.

This is also D!Sun's evidence that Moons are going to always be 'evil' or in the wrong.

D!Sun is also studying things that were thought to be impossible. He's taming WitherStorms and learning how to communicate with them. He's figured out how to make multidimensional star energy work. He's done the impossible over and over. He, like our Sun, has the uncanny ability to affect and change fate.

My entire theory is just this, I think D!Sun is trying to rewrite the universal fate of all Sun's and he's starting with ours. The one we know, because he hopes that he can break other Sun's free.

Free from Moons. Free from suffering. Free from death.

He states he just "wants to be left alone." but he's ALWAYS interfering. Even visiting Puppet's original world to go to the grave-site of the Sun and Moon that tore themselves apart.

D!Sun can't sit by because he knows too much. He knows too much on the suffering that occurs to every innocent Sun out there. He's still a Sun. He's just the Sun that loves other Suns.

It explains so much. It explains why he's bothering to do any of this. Explains why he went and killed Lord Eclipse/witness his downfall personally. It explains why he told Puppet to not hesitate with BloodMoon (the entity that's tortured Sun from day 1 with the July incident). It also explains why he's kind to Earth and Lunar, even joking with them while subtly hinting how to catch Goliath. Explains why he kissed Sun on the mo-

I mean....

Anyways that's my late night rambles typed this up 30 mins before bed hope it's coherent. I couldn't sleep unless I wrote this down. That was such a good episode.

I also want to go in to how D!Sun is super wrong and I think Nexus is going to subvert the expectation by snapping out of it but idk about that one. I have to wait and see. I would want nothing more then for D!Sun to be wrong about all Moons.

[oliviaswrldd]

GOODBYE, GOOD RIDDANCE

Farewell Post

Guys i decided to leave Tumblr, "enter" the void state and live my dream life. I procrastrinated it because i just wanted to think deeper about my Respawn. It's very responsible decision. Once i'll enter Void State i'll wake up in my desired reality. I won't remember anything from this reality (except about reality shifting). I won't deny, i am full of emotions but i feel ready. It's one way ticket but i don't want to experience that life here. I know i won't wake up in this reality tommorow. I decided it.

I am so happy that i was part of this kinda messy community but i really love to be here. I think my time has come and i want to leave Tumblr and "this" reality as well. Actually after my break i didn't think that i will leave forever but i am starting to see this app is kinda influencing me and my shifting/void journey. I am spending so much time here. I wanna say thank you to all of bloggers for being here and to all of the people, my followers, my anons and to all who messaged me for advices.

Also, i want to thank to all of the bloggers who answered MY questions in times when i wasn't sure about all that loa and void state, in the beggining of my own journey. I am really grateful.

I am leaving Tumblr but my blog will be still there, i won't deactivate it.

And my last message to all the people who still have doubts and negative thoughts and wants to give up:

i know what you may feel because just one year ago i was in horrible state in my life. i was dealing with depression and anxiety, i had suicide thoughts. today, i'm mentally so different person. law of assumption saved me. i am so so so grateful for having such knowledge and i am so happy that i am able to live my desired life. please, never give up and be stubborn, persist and screw 3D. that's all you need to do and i promise you everything will come on your favor. it may be bad days in your life when you will feel unmotivated but remember after storm, there's always a rainbow. you are amazing, i love you even if i don't know you. you deserve everything you set your mind to ♡♡♡

"IF I CAN THEN YOU CAN TOO"

Goodbye <3

[3416]

"it's like those reality dating shows...you know who's going to be together in the end."

jim ralph on tsn 1050 toronto | 04.06.24

[itsrlymine]

The funny part is the minute I put that ask in, I scroll down and you post the meme that was used for his song to blow up. That’s a sign, idc. He wants me so bad smh. Now I just feel bad cause once it gets exposed that he isn’t the dad everyone’s going to clown him for posting the baby shower pictures. But I’ll be there to pat his head as he gets clowned on social media 🤷🏾‍♀️💖 love you boo x.

GIRL BYE!!!!! Not he finna be spending all his money in an effort to apologize! I can see him at your doorstep with mad flowers and a new car rn.

[ipegchangbin]

Boypussy mingyu anon here! LOL

I was thinking of something like one night he gets home from practice, having already showered at the dorms before coming to your apartment. You're just now getting out and finishing up your skincare and mingyu walks into your bathroom frantic, looking so frizzled out. He won’t fess up what’s wrong, even when you ask a few times. Naturally, you grow worried until he finally takes his shirt off, and you're just like??? 

Then he proceeds to slide his sweats down, his hands a bit shakier here than before, and then when he’s in all his naked glory, you notice.

You notice that where once Mingyu's big cock resided there is now something different.

Something cute and chubby.

It’s silent as you take him in and it’s not because you're disgusted or disappointed that his dick has seemed to disappear, no it’s because you’re so turned on. How could you not be when he looks so pretty? 

Tall Mingyu whose muscles shine under the bathroom lights and tan skin glows from the care he takes of it, standing in front of you with flushed cheeks, teary eyes, and the cutest cunt you've ever seen!

You know you shouldn’t be so turned on right now, shouldn’t be feeling like you just want to stick your face between his thighs. Appreciating the warmth that would enclose you, appreciate the taste that would drown you.

When you accidentally get too caught up in your head you must have said this a bit louder than a whisper to yourself because mingyu brows furrow in annoyance and lips pouty as he states that you can’t think about him like that right now!

You inwardly crumble a bit at that. He has the cutest pussy and the pupiest eyes and you're not allowed to think about taking his fat clit in your mouth, sucking lightly to build his pleasure up? The thoughts make you hazy so you take to agreeing, that yes you won't say anything else about it. Choosing to instead comfort him as much as you can through his nervousness. 

You two proceed the following days like this. Mingyu being embarrassed and ashamed of this bizarre event and you being turned on, not phased in the slightest. You do comfort him when he lets you because since this has happened mingyu has been so reserved and refusing anything further than a kiss on your forehead or a side hug for a few seconds that feel like nothing at all. 

You’ve tried to go further with him, reassuring him that until you both can figure out how to get him back to his original state you don’t mind this at all! It doesn’t bother you one bit, quite the opposite. Expressing your arousal at this situation and how much you desire to make him feel so good by playing with his chubby pussy.

He expressed his irritation at your words and advances leaving you to feel ashamed for some reason so you never broach the subject again. 

Figuring mingyu must be turned off by you wanting him like this.

...That couldn't be further from the truth.

Mingyu doesn't feel like that, he could never be. He’s just a bit scared and nervous. I mean his dick disappeared suddenly and he doesn’t know how to be good for you this way, doesnt know how you want to take him or how you want him to take it. What if you are only saying that you want him to make him feel better? What if you are disgusted at this turn of events?

but what if you…aren’t? what if you really do want to feel Mingyu’s clit twitch on your tongue as he spreads himself open for you just like you said?

Eventually, Mingyu decides that all his overthinking isn't leading him anywhere near sadness or insecurity. Only leading him to yearn for your touch again. He wants it all too, wants to feel you moan into his cunt, wants to feel himself stretch around your cock as you ease your strap in. So he takes the steps to get that to happen.

You just got home from work a bit tired from the loud noises and chaos of the day. You set your bag down, eyes lifting up at the catch of light seeming to come from beneath your bedroom door. Assuming Mingyu is there you feel yourself become energized at just the thought of his presence. Opening the door in a hurry, a greeting on the tip of your tongue before you halt to a stop.  

In the middle of your bed is your big pretty boyfriend sitting on his knees in nothing but an oversized white shirt. His hair looks freshly dried, leaving him looking so soft. He looks at you with sparkly eyes as if he’s excited for something. “You okay?” you ask needing to make sure of that before anything else. 

Not trusting himself to speak yet, Mingyu just nods before looking down. He's nervous and so needy. The sight of you walking closer to him before stopping at the end of the bed to observe him causes him to want. He loves you so much and he wants you so so much. 

“What are you sitting here looking all pretty for baby?” he looks up at the sultry tilt to your voice and feels himself clench. He notices he does that often when you squeeze him too tight or whisper in his ear too close.

“Can…we do what you said when this first happened?” he asks quietly and you tilt your head. He knows you want him to say it but he can’t not…not yet. “I say a lot of things Mingyu especially when it comes to you. Does it have anything to do with how pretty you are?” he shakes his head and you step closer. Trailing your hands up from his collarbone to his chin, grabbing it gently. “Does it have anything to do with what’s between your legs?” You ask flicking your eyes down to where his pussy is hidden by the large shirt and thick thighs.

He lets out a shuddered breath before nodding. Before you can say anything else he scoots back to the top of the bed, leaning against the headboard. He picks the bottom of his shirt up to sit above his belly button before opening his legs for you. You don’t even need to tell him to spread them wide because he automatically does. Automatically lets you take in all of him and you do.

Hair slightly in his eyes and one of his hands resting on his stomach while the other teases you. Gently scratching from his knee down to his thigh. Fingers caressing the inside of it before reaching his pussy. 

Such a sight. 

Being able to take in and admire him fully for the first time has you feeling dizzy. Mouth watering at the prospect of what's behind his chubby pussy lips, just how wet does your baby get at the thought of you touching him, at the sight of you needing him. 

You watch as he sighs a little at the short contact before his eyes find yours again. 

He takes two fingers and opens up his chubby pussy lips, showing you the wetness that coats him already. Showing you how his hole clenches in anticipation at what you just might do to it tonight. “Mommy?” he calls. You look up from his warmth seeing his face morph into a trap, a trap you fall into immediately. Willingly of course, always willingly.  

He smiles at you tilting his head slightly. “You wanna play with it?” he asks softly. Your mind seems to have short-circuited, and you can’t find words right now resulting in you nodding dumbly. He lets out a soft giggle beckoning you to come sit between his legs. Once there he doesn’t waste any time in pulling you close, kissing you deeply, letting out a whimper when you pull back; biting his bottom lip.

He looks up at you, puppy eyes hazy as they stare into yours. “Want it Mommy.” he whispers to you as if someone might hear him if he speaks too loud. “I’ll give it to you baby, give you anything you want. You know that.” he smiles, sharp canines on full display. Pleased to hear that even now with this sudden change, that your heart still only beats for him. That your lust is only directed at him.  

“Anything?” he asks, putting his arms around your neck. “Anything.” you reply.

He sits up and changes positions. He lays you back onto the pillows and sits on your stomach. You practically shake from anticipation, feeling the need for him to just go ahead and smother you with his cunt. Hoping that’s what he’ll do…and he does.

“Gonna sit on your face Mommy, gonna cum all over your tongue just like you wanted. okay?” He states, leaning over to lick at your earlobe and smiling to himself when you groan softly. “you gonna make me feel good? make your sweet boys pussy only know you?” he asks leaning up to gaze down at you through hooded eyes. 

You nod but he shakes his head. “Can’t believe you if you don’t tell me it, can’t soak your face with my cum if you don’t tell me you want it and don’t you want it Mommy?” he pouts. moving to take his shirt off leaving him bare and your eyes wandering. “want it so bad baby. want to taste it more than anything, wanna make you feel s’good.” he laughs satisfied at your desperation.

He moves up, hovering over your face. Your eyes leave his face to the sight above you. You can smell him here, feel the warmth that radiates from his leaking pussy. Eyeing the way his pretty clit is just begging for you to pinch it but you don't get to. 

Not tonight at least, letting Mingyu do whatever he wants with you, wanting nothing more than to make your sweet boy feel good. Before granting you both the reward he asks; “what do we say when we want things?” Despite slightly wanting to tell him not to push his luck, You don’t hesitate. You could never, you're weak to Mingyu no matter the cause and right now you would beg pathetically over & over just to lap at his cunt.

“Please. Please baby need your pretty pussy on my face.” you beg. Lifting your hand up for him to take. “what a good mommy, so polite.” he says with a breathy laugh pleased at the dominance he seems to have tonight before dropping his heat onto your awaiting tongue.

Poor mingyu though, you can only be pliant for so long until you need to have him underneath you gripping onto your arms in pleasure as you take him over the edge again and again. But you guess that can wait till another night :) 

(omgg I hope you like this because I haven't written in forever and have been thinking about getting back on Tumblr so this was fun hehe!)

god GOD GOD GOD GOD THIS WAS SO GOOD FUCK OH MY GOD I HAVE NOTHING TO ADD

genuinely this just . outhhbf FUCK this is so good on its own anon your brain is driving me insane. i love the thought of mingyu being unable to admit how he feels and all of the mild angst turning into the most blessed kind of nasty face riding holy jesus

call me a dom with a praise kink because mommy reader being told that theyre good is . making me glitch. im going to ruin this boy so bad he needs his chubby clit all licked up and fucked thoroughly

anon may i have permission to draw boypussy mingyu and mayhaps please keep writing i cant get enough maybe im the one getting edged HOLY FUCK

[purgatorygrl]

Arthur had to face the reality of his mortality. With each passing day he knew that his life was coming to an end, with no possibility of a better tomorrow.

The dreams and plans he once had became impossible knowing that he would not be able to experience a future. The fact of not being able to think about anything but the present, without the possibility of planning for tomorrow, is something that surely filled him with deep loneliness and terror.

The uncertainty of whether he would wake up the next day or not, and having to live with the constant pain, both physical and emotional, is an unimaginable pain.

The fear of the unknown, of what would come after death, is something he probably struggled with in his final days, in addition to the sadness of the emotional weight of knowing that his death would affect those he loved, leaving a void and causing pain

[thebirdandhersong]

lads it is mostly my fault (was sick, didn't tell healthcare until it was Dire, was sentenced to bed rest for the rest of my time at camp) that I literally can't say goodbye to these 100+ people I've come to love properly before I leave. I'm not permitted to participate in any singing, dancing, communal joy, any event that's remotely fun (that's nearly word for word what they said) here at camp. and I'm leaving EARLY, am still miserably sick, and have a four hour commute back home on top of that, because there's no one available to drive. literally cried my eyes out over everything just now and am This Close to crying my eyes out againnnnn

[mrkmciver]

#Change

[sillyzombiedelusion]

I actually can’t stand antis

(I’m also ace)

Featuring my Human Sexuality textbook lmaooo

[alpacacare-archive]

If i think about noelle deltarune too hard i just crumple and die a little. I just want to give her her sister back and never replay the game again

[jimmyspades]

This is the softest gentlest sweetest little goodbye kiss...

[good-to-drive]

I swear the conversation around get back would be so different if there were more overlap between beatles fans and reality tv "fans" (in quotes because no one who watches reality tv actually likes it)