#good ol menty-b

[swiss-army-ghoul]

I’m taking like 5 points of psychic damage for every second I’m not going back to bed and forgetting about today

[alaskan-wallflower]

GRRRR EMMA PITTMANS VOICE I LOVE ITTTT

[ghcstpyre]

hhhhhangover.

save me pls

[adventuresasmrsfindley]

Looking at both my work and personal calendars for the next two weeks makes me want to cry. I have no idea how I'm going to juggle all of it. May be having a good ole menty B soon!!

[sarroora]

Hi there I just wanted to drop by and tell you that i had surgery on my other hip today and I'm chillin

also in regards to the election it looks like the Biden administration gave the fuck up so I shall be living in ignorant bliss for the next few years because if I think about it too hard I'm gunna have a good ol menty b if you know what I mean

Anyways I know you've been hella busy and I hope that it's starting to lighten up a little, may your favorite meal and drink spawn in front of you tomorrow and your blankets always be real nice n warm n cozy

SWEETIE it took me AGES TO GET TO THIS ASK

First of all, I hope you're doing better now! 🙏🙏🙏

Second, on the whole distancing yourself and intentionally avoiding news to not go crazy...I know the feeling bruh. I know.

Good news is, I finally get some time to myself this week although I feel so cramped mentally - a lot of stuff needs to be done and that’s while ignoring the stressors we’re living.

[pedrospatch]

Hey Vee baby, I love you to bits and I hope you’re doing okay, and I say it all the time but I appreciate your existence so much my friend. I hold you dear to my heart always. 🫶🩶

You don’t have to share anything about your writing if you don’t want to, but just wanted to tell you that all of your WIPs sound so good. I’m excited for what you do with like good girls do cause lord knows I love me some Javier Peña and deep throating and I love your Javier fics. Whenever you share, I’ll be here sat ready to eat it up. Take care of yourself baby. I’m always here cheering you on. 😘💕

nic

my love my light

my little sister from another mister

i hope you are doing okay too honey! i appreciate you so so much 💕thank you for always sending me such positive vibes and hyping me up, especially when i am on the verge of a menty b (which is like all the time rip) i love you tons!

with javi p, this is my first genuine attempt at pwp. i have tried (and failed miserably) to write smutty one shots where there is hardly any plot, but somehow feelings and such always get in the way. but so far, this one is just some good ol’ filthy smut, nothing but reader on her knees gagging and drooling on agent peña’s cock aka what i really wish i could be doing right about now.

[taylorsverz]

been having a good ol menty b since approximately 7:30 yesterday morning please keep me in your prayers

[valkwriteshealth]

Back at it again with the menty b

So. I can't remember the last time I post. Feels like its been a month, so I'm going to go with it being a month.

Shit got dark, not going to lie. Felt like I was having a breakdown and I'm only recently getting over it. Feels like I'm throwing off the weight of it, like pulling back blankets, shaking off the heaviness settled on my shoulders, kicking my feet hard enough to break the water's surface. All the poetic bull shit was to say I no longer feel as weighed down as I did.

I did another tarot reading. I'm trying to shift my perspective. It's my birthday next week and I don't want to feel sad. I want to feel like I'm in control, of myself and moods and of my future.

I can't remember what set me off originally, I think it was a few bad days, hormones and the knowledge I had a funeral to go to (went to it last week for my great aunt). I'm really just sad that that was all it took. Derailed for almost a month.

Its a common theme. One I'm always on here saying I'll do better about. I wish I was able to cast it aside, be driven and motivated, work harder, achieve goals but then a shitty day will happen and I'll sulk, be useless, lazy and worst of all sad for days on end, until I tell myself its time to reinvent myself because this slump will simply not do.

Still haven't found a better way to cope.

So we're going back to the ol' tried and true method of reinvention.

I'm beginning a new workout routine after my birthday, called Callanetics, its this old 80s workout video my mum used to do. She said she saw real results in 6 weeks so I'm going to go into a cut (protein shakes for lunch and snacks) and do that every weekday morning. Still going to the gym twice a week mind you. I also want to incorporate 10,000 steps a day some how.

Look lifting heavy weights just isn't for me. I thought it was, I wanted it to be but I ache too much. My bones click, my joints feel week, its just not worth it. Little old lady me won't be able to fucking move. So aerobics callisthenics etc are it.

My routine is currently solid. So no other changes there are required.

I'm at a loss how to motivate myself mentally at the moment. I write best when isolated and theres nothing else to do but write. Like I'm actually looking forward to teams day at work purely to have 6 hours on a train to write. I almost want to stay over just to sit in my hotel room and write there. I've gotten to lax with myself in the conservatory. Too many distractions now that I'm writing on my laptop. The eternal debate of writing it all by hand again has arisen purely to make myself do something. I'll have to sit on that one for a minute.

Future wise, my job is pretty solid, going to be starting an apprenticeship in the next week or so. I'm being paid better and due an increase when it starts. I think I'm going to buy a whole new warddrobe. I always say I want to do this but I never like spending money.

I think I need to start from the bottom and work up on it. Styles and colours, then sleepwear, underwear, homewear, outing with friends, party wear, family events, work wear, camping (?).

I mention camping because my friend has reminded me twice now about going camping. I've managed to get out of driving anywhere which, good for me honestly. Driving gives me so much anxiety its unreal. It's like the one thing that will and can keep me awake at night. Like to panic attack levels. I don't get how people can be so chill about it. The next step basically, is to look at train routes and then figure out how to get to campsites from there.

There you have it, thats the plan for now. I hope not to have to have another rant any time soon.

I've changed the name of this because I was getting paranoid that people would find it. My old blog from 7 years ago has taken Valk Writes, I want to post about my stories on there, I want to do fan casts and stuff but I just don't have the time or know-how on how to do that sort of thing yet. Maybe stay tuned.

[ethicalcannibalisms]

see the thing is sometimes you’ll have a good ol menty b at 5am and grab a bunch of clothes out of your closet to sort them in an attempt to take control of something for once in your life and then immediately get hit with a wave of sleepy

[hownicethatis]

Nothing like a good ol menty b at work

[sammymoon13]

Trying to fucking get shit done the day after having a good ol’ menty b is so… mid

[bonbongiveshell]

Successfully bailed on something that would only have had benefits for me at the cost of the mortifying ordeal of being known

[centralsaints]

do you think armin writes more romance fic or more gen fic?

(and for romance fic, what are his main ships for each fandom he writes for?)

(i forgot i had some asks sitting in here i've been meaning to answer but i have been having some menty b time lately)

i think it would be a mixture of the two!! like he would write super cliché romantic aus like coffee shops, and also the good ol there was only one bed. id say those romantic ones are usually one shots. but once in a while, he'd start a big ass project of a multichapter adventure fix it fic that ends up being over 50k words. as for ships, i dont know that well some of the fandom i said he'd be in, the one i know most is naruto..........and i think that moment when naruto and sasuke kiss was an awakening for a lot of us. definitely was for armin imo