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loevhyuck · 1 year ago
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the-literary-legacy · 12 days ago
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God forbid you are the Uber driver of Lovesick/Stalker!Ghost...
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You could be bored out of your mind or busy as a bee when suddenly you get a notification of a customer needing to go somewhere.
What kind of name is Ghost?..
The second you pull up to the curb to pick up this man, his eyes are glued to you like a deer in headlights.
You stare back at him for a hot moment before ripping your eyes away and forcing yourself to drive.
A few minutes in, he starts talking; asking you nearly everything there is to ask.. From your favorite color to your love life, he leaves almost so question unasked.
Another few minutes in, his hand finds its way to your thigh.
Oh, dear.. Is he trying to-
Your thoughts are cut off when you realize you've arrived. Your heart is beating like crazy as you slowly come to a stop and laugh nervously, gently nudging his hand away.
"We're here.."
He seems almost reluctant, but he gets out without a fuss. As you drove off, you could swear you felt his gaze on you even as you got out of sight.
It would be a coincidence that he just happened to stop by your workplace every few days, his eyes on you again, that same unreadable look hidden behind his mask.
You're so naive to only believe he was stalking you the day he broke in during the night and stood over you while you looked up at him in confusion and terror.
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To be continued..
Part 2
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nothingbizzare · 1 year ago
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Hello hello hello... helloo HELLOO SERIZAWA !!!!!
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volivolition · 4 months ago
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DAY 3: RHETORIC - You – against the atom, the charm and the spin. Where the whole world failed – matter failed to bend to human will; human will failed to get out of bed and tie its laces – you alone, single-handedly, will rebuild the dreams of the working class. You are The Last Communist.
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r-aindr0p · 6 months ago
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Good luck at getting Rollo! Hope he comes home very quickly!
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WELL, FANTASTIC NEWS MY FRIENDS !!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HAD OVER 200 PULLS READY FOR THIS MF !!!! (got it at 90 pulls hehehee)
Giving him all of the guest room keys (I wish), all my thaumarks, every single red grimoire in the whole academy, keeping him forever at ramshackle zeajzkdhskdzjhkbse
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Oh and he will get back his stolen robes of course, haha
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b4kuch1n · 2 years ago
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sunstroll
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veresidae · 2 months ago
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rough little tezuka rodya i finished in october...
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caterpillarinacave · 3 months ago
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actually one of my favorite parts of NATM3 is when ahkmenrah looks at this 4000 year old magical 24k gold tablet that's keeping him alive and is like "nah I don't wanna carry this" and just sticks it in a teenagers backpack
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themintman · 8 months ago
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Such gorgeous homophobia in his eyes 😍
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melochrome · 2 years ago
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「ある少年の記憶…」
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famouslysleepy · 6 months ago
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i hope you can tell which character i’m clearly in love with <3
Kafka’s hair looks fuller than i meant to make it look here, but overall I’m so much more comfortable drawing his hair than i was a week ago.
if you want a glimpse at my starting progress with drawing Kafka almost everyday for the past two weeks take a look under read more
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this is just some of my best attempts from a week ago before school started up again, mostly just redraws based of screenshots
from the neck up however, i was fighting for my life to make Kafka’s face and hair (especially the hair) actual look like Kafka for a while there
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x-ladydisdain-x · 2 months ago
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Someone finally genuinely interested in mcr lore and I’m forgetting everything I know 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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mqfx · 1 month ago
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do you think feng xin has any way of getting over his fear of women. like. we see he's not afraid of lan chang but I'm currently wondering how the fuck that came to be since I don't see him passing by a brothel willingly at all. also asking since I have a fem martial god oc and trying to make them at least somewhat get along
by clicking below this readmore you accept the terms and conditions that i'm 1) going to skate dangerously close to extremely bullshit psychoanalysis, 2) pulling egregiously from headcanons, and 3) it's been 2 years since i read canon end to end. now let us begin
actually another disclaimer: no i'm not writing a nice essay for this i literally have work tomorrow so if it's disorganized mais oui pay me and i'll do better. also, some discussion of sexual assault (canonically happened to jian lan + implications and social mores around it)
i think feng xin's "fear of women" is more complicated than just, "he's afraid of women." phobias can stem from something barely or not at all directly related; in other words, what you react to may not really be the cause of the fear. here's what darian leader, a bri'ish psychoanalyst, has to say on the matter:
"Amnesia, for Freud, was not the only form of defence. There was also a repression that operated by displacement, moving the emotional charge of an event on to some small and contingent detail."
now you may be like "my liege where the fuck are we. why am i tied to this chair. what's freud doing here." shhhh baby i'm working up to it. the question we must first ask, before "how can we fix him" is "what is it that needs fixing?" that is, we need to find the "event" that creates that "emotional charge" that then gets "displaced" on some "detail". most of these we already know or can guess at
event: many possible canon answers, all of them easy. he was under so much stress during the xianle fall and during his time with jian lan (a relationship borne from that very stress to begin with), which of course ends in baby's first thematic heartbreak. if this is the seed, the "event" from which his present-day phobia comes from, then of course the later ju yang problem could have triggered and exacerbated what was once latent anxiety into full-blown neurosis.
before that, he was wary of women. why? because feng xin is a stickler for black and white morality--as such, he likely followed strict codes of conduct for virtuous men towards women. but it's likely that he wasn't so scared that he couldn't fall in love with and have sex with a woman--he simply hadn't developed that phobia yet. that means, so far: i believe feng xin did not have his phobia until later.
this is where we get into headcanon territory as additional support for above. we know that feng xin was raised with the role of guardianship and protection. we can assume that this is a society that values chastity as well, given how people reacted to jian lan's rape as her being defiled, with the rapist expecting that she would marry him to preserve her honor, and it is considered notable that she fought back and demanded justice instead. what does that tell you about the kind of society they all grew up in?
not to mention, this is the society that taught its own crown prince to follow an ascetic path of cultivation, knowing damn full well he was expected as a crown prince to have babies in the future. a massive contradiction (which may be oversight on the author's part but we can't assume that in lit analysis i'm afraid so roll with it we must), but not unheard of, especially in conservative societies. but let's not get caught up in that rabbit hole of purity culture, which does not apply to an eastern-inspired fantasy
back to the points: 1) xianle was a conservative society that valued chastity. 2) feng xin was raised in this society to protect. 3) feng xin has a black and white view of the world. what does this make?
a guy with issues that's what. pre-phobia feng xin was wary of women because, we can assume, society drilled this into his head: women can be defiled. as a protector, it is your job to make sure this does not happen. you, a man, are capable of defiling, so you must watch your conduct so that you don't bring ruin to yourself and others. and there's no nuance, it's all or nothing
i have a lot of problems with that statement too but please consult.... like, any feminist philosopher. i vaguely remember judith butler saying smth about how "possessing the instrument of violence does not make the person inherently a violator" or smth in gender trouble, but surely you can find so many other versions of this statement
is what feng xin learned a truth of the world? NO! is it gonna be the basis of his moral code anyway? YEAH! but this would have worked in theory (internally, the Woman is not treated with respect so much as condescended to, but in practice, ideally, the Chivalric Man would Do No Harm upon the Woman) if two things didn't happen.
ok so right now we've got The Basis of Feng Xin's Moral Code in our hands. falling in love challenges that theory, because here he goes falling for a defiled woman and seeing her as a Person and not an Object to be protected. oh it's going great, he's gonna unlearn the toxic masculinity, he's gonna heal and have a more well-rounded outlook--
and then he gets his heart broken. which REINFORCES THE LESSON, that if you fuck a woman and then you can't protect her (in marriage, the only sanctuary of honor) it will ruin both your lives. now we've got the EVENT that becomes the seed. from here it's easy to see how centuries of requests of a sexual and procreative nature would be reopening that wound over and over and how he gets worse
at this point i think we can now answer some things. "what is it that needs fixing?" feng xin's attitude about sex, which is ingrained into him by both society and reinforced by an unfortunate heartbreak. "what is he afraid of?" not women, but failing his role as a protector by becoming the very instrument of dishonor and violence.
sex for feng xin carries double the negative connotations. now he's like, "i'm never doing that shit again it hurts so bad it's not worth it." "that shit" in this case is intrinsically tied to sex because this was the only period of his life in which he had it. am i saying that slutting it up could save him? if he had other, more neutral sexual experiences, perhaps with people who are not women, could he finally disconnect sex from those flawed conceptions (aha)? moving on
now we get to the second question. if then we accept that feng xin's not afraid of women but of dishonor, all it would really take for him to be normal about a woman is to eliminate every possibility of them being susceptible to that dishonor. in other words, a woman only has to be completely divorced from the notion of sex, completely inaccessible in one form or another. i mean, he's not afraid of ling wen even though she's a woman. why? because ling wen cannot BE fucked, so she is "safe" from him and he can let down his guard.
look. we know that feng xin's not the type of guy to . well he's not pei ming let's just say that, and even pei ming has some honor to him (all his dalliances are consensual). feng xin doesn't have any real reason to be afraid of himself. but when has fear ever been reasonable?
so finally to get to YOUR question, and not just the ones i used to facilitate this yap sesh: i don't think it would be that hard. depending on when this happens in the timeline, either have him come to some realization or other (perhaps it happened before the scene you wish to imagine) that his existence alone is not tainted, or that women aren't clamoring to fuck him (hard to make him unlearn the ju yang prayers though). or make your OC competent enough that he sees this OC primarily as a martial god and not for her femininity
and finally, a coda:
"so if it's not womanhood that terrifies him but sex, specifically 'destroying' or 'defiling' someone via sex, does this mean he's also gonna have problems if such a situation would arise that sex with someone known to have an ascetic cultivation can occur?"
yes. yes it does. :)
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TLDR:
feng xin did not have his phobias yet before jian lan
bro was raised with chivalrous (or chauvinistic) views on women and sex, later reinforced by untimely heartbreak
he is not afraid of women; he is afraid of hurting others in very specific ways, which goes against his born protective "role"
hypothetical ways to ease his fear: give him more perspective or reassure him that a person will not be harmed by him
coda: it's gonna be hard for him to fuck someone with an ascetic cultivation background. on both sides. PLEASE consider this
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rowlfthedog · 11 months ago
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My Fraggles ..
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w1ld-wr1t3r · 3 months ago
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LANDO NORRIS ON POLE!!!
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dreamlandgirlie · 1 year ago
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isn’t it crazy that i’ve spoken to tanner bibee?? like hello??? he’s amazing!!!
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