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roadkill-dreaming · 6 months ago

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#11:11 #gonna smoke and go to bed #♡#got some wired earbuds finally so i can listen to music while im laying down #way more comfy than the big ones 🤭

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corpsebrained · 5 months ago

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petejer vampire au..............

#my art #eltingville #welcome to eltingville #the eltingville club #pete dinunzio #jerry stokes #petejer #adult swim #digital art #vampire posting #ft my in consistent ass art style i swear im good at drawing like and subscribe #gonna go smoke in bed now BYE 😁

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sluckythewizard · 8 months ago

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these are A BIT OLD but uhhh here check out these aggio doodles i did forever ago. still VERY happy w my colors :3

#this was back in uhhhh jan 2023!! hot dog!! and its still perfeclty good to eat!#i think kian and chip would get along. they could talk about feelings. kian could give chip the therapy he needs. maybe kiss? who said that #jay and rand could also get along i think. smoke buddies. cigarette fans. i bet they could play dnd together. or build a contraption togeth #also WAUHG the way i colored in kira here is SO PERFECT.. SHES SO SPARKLY N PRETTY. ALSO THAT HOOORNN i remember bleeding for that #shading is HARD lighting is HARD drawing a crazy unicorn is HARD but SOOOO WORTH IT I SITLL LOVE HOW IT LOOKES.....#waht else is there. oh yes the prime defender doodles #i love mark so much.... i miss being crazy and strange abt mark winters... i need to draw him killing more people someday #anyway i gotta go to bed soon to keep my sleep schedul on track but I DONT WAANNA!!!! recently relistened to bitb. that might release spore #im also chippin away at that am i in heaven animatic between workin on commissions. I GOT RLY FAR!! i think that i could finish it within #like. 3 or 4 more inspo waves. it wont be unfinished forevcer..... its so close... just 4 more full scenes to rly fleshh out #so basically another 2 years. YEAH BABy. in the meantime i have a backlog of things i can poast. i got plenty o drawings and doodles to sha #alrigh thats all the ramblin im gonna do for now. sleep well everyone hope shool or work goes easy on u in the coming week

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prince-liest · 1 month ago

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My first patient today made me so happy. She's this relatively young woman that I've seen a few times now who came in with this story of really debilitating, recurrent episodes of nausea and vomiting multiple times a week that were getting in the way of work and life and leaving her collapsed in the shower for hours a day. She had irritable bowel syndrome listed in her diagnoses, and was tearful for most of her first visit because she was so tired, stressed, and had basically been told repeatedly that she just had to lose weight. I was like, cool, weight can definitely be a goal for your long-term health but right now I'm more concerned about your immediate quality of life.

She's also had migraines with aura since she was a kid, worse the past few years.

Now, don't get me wrong: I did a thorough work-up to make sure that the nausea and vomiting weren't from some other underlying pathology. Thyroid, ultrasound, the words. Results were all pretty much perfect.

Anyway, started her on sumatriptan as an abortive medication for the migraines, it helped partially but not fully, so I nixed the sumatriptan and started her on daily venlafaxine as a preventative and stacked Nurtec on top as an abortive medication and she came back looking happy for the first time I've ever seen her. Like, every single other visit she's ended up crying in the office, not even out of active upset but just because she was so stressed and tearful at baseline. Also, guess what? No more debilitating nausea and vomiting.

I've started several people on antidepressants and one of the things I've been realizing fairly swiftly is that more than half the time I'm starting people on them, they do have depressive or anxious symptoms...but the main thing I'm gunning for is actually either migraines or chronic pain. And I get two birds with one stone: improved pain, and improved mood because, well, antidepressant, but also because not being in pain makes people happier.

Antidepressants woooooo

#personal #residency #dear diary #things I've used antidepressants for so far: migraines anxiety chronic pain helping someone quit smoking #love me a good SNRI/SSRI #love seeing someone's GAD-7 go from 20 to 7 #medicine #anyway now I have to stay up as late as I can to switch to night shifts #which frankly is gonna be MAYBE 2 am because I've been going to bed at 9-10pm lately #due to my 6-8am work start times #RIPPPP #thank god my night shifts in the ED are all team B #(team A takes ambulance patients team B takes waiting room)

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melanogast3r · 9 months ago

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and some vent art coz why not

kinda how my body feels right now lol

relatable hurt vox moments ill see myself out the brainrot is getting stronger

#my art #hazbin hotel vox #hazbin fans dni #vox #vent art #ish #idk does it count if im thr only one who knows #fucking so much pain right now im just drawing to try and get rid of it #im just gonna go smoke a fat one and go to bed u-u

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superkitten-poison · 25 days ago

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well ive said it before and ill say it again Taste by sabrina carpenter THE angel x vox catty rivals for vals attention song. angel knowing his mere presence makes vox Pissed and just running with that tiny bit of power he has. yeah thats right your boyfriends fucking me too. bitch.

#literally every time i listen to this song. every time there is an animatic going on #uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh #staticdust #staticmothdust #whatever this ones probably not gonna make it anyways #hazbin hotel #staticmoth #everytime you close your eyes and feel his lips youre feeling mine and everytime you breathe his air #JUST KNOW I WAS ALREADY THERE you can have him if you like ive been there done that once or twice #and singing bout it dont mean i care YEAH I KNOW IVE BEEN KNOWN TO. SHARE.#<- i picture this line with a closeup on angels face smoking n kinda scowling and at SHARE you see the whole picture #of val with like 7 other people on the bed and all over him #bc you know at the end of the day angels still just another whore. no ones really happy here. except val!

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angelstrawbabie420 · 2 months ago

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in my quest to quell my pain ive only hurt myself worse. damned if i do damned if i dont.

#i need better coping mechanisms but it’s so easy to just turn to substances when you’ve never learned how to cope w your emotions #and physical pain. however a lot of it has been brought on by the substance abuse aka i did it to myself #so i probably deserve it #but i started with them in the first place to get rid of pain that was so overwhelming and constant #it feels like every time i do something to preserve myself im punished for it #and im so sick of it. i cant believe its gotten this bad #i drink to help the pain -> i get hungover and the pain is way worse -> i drink to stop that pain #and the worst part is it always works #realistically ive depended on substances for like a decade #i started drinking at 13 and fell into a rut of alcoholism at like 15/16 #my mom was going thru a phase of alcoholism and roped me into it so bad if be woken up by her bringing me a drink at 9 am #and we’d drink till she passed out and i had to walk her to bed and cook for everyone and do all the chores #it went on for months one summer #then it was weed and i smoked every day from like 18-22 #only thing thwt stopped me from drinking until i started again after both my parents died #i havent recovered since.#im still so traumatized and depressed that i looked for any method of relief #the dph phase was the worst. i think alc is even better than that lmfao it was horrible #once i got access to alc i stopped all that. wouldnt have if i hadnt had alc tho #it’s honestly been one addiction after the other for a decade #and my parents fueled so much of it #‘oh id rarher you drink under my eye than do it behind my back’#BRUH YOU WOULDNT LET ME GO ANYWHERE OR DO ANYTHING. HOW WOULD THWT HAVE HAPPENED #crazy how i was obsessed w drugs and shit by the time i was 10 and i remember thinking wow im gojna grow up to be an addict.#why am i so irreparably fucked up #idk whatever. like im not gonna drink abt it lmao.

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innalheid · 1 month ago

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Feeling very Ascension by Gorillaz ft Vince Staples at 2:18

#i need to solve a puzzle or some shit. god. fuck.#i cant concentrate on anything i cant fall asleep i cant stay asleep i cant stay awake i cant wake up on time #i hate depression 😒 and all the other things wrong with me yknow #i need to do something like. good for me. but its so damn hard to drag myself into doing that too #brain. stop being so foggy. please.#im even like. im eating im drinking water. i could probably like do some sort of exercise but everything makes me so tired.....#like even a walk yknow? i do my shift at work and im at 3% battery. i dont. i dont know what to do man #and i dont even wanna die about it???? im actively NOT suicidal for once #like are you kidding me??? ive been suicidal for like over a decade and for once #my brain is still popping up like have you considered killing yourself? 🤔 but im Genuinely not swayed by it at all #which is weird. and probably good. but now i just feel like. numb #stuck. stagnant. foggy. can we PLEASE cut through this fog and have some meaningful brain functions for a little bit. brain. cmon #i dont wanna die but i *do* wanna sleep for like. three days #i want a week off where i have NOTHIN to do #genuinely nothing to do. chores are done work is on pause i need nothing creeping in at the edges thinkin bout #ohhhhh you should be doing this instead..........youre wasting your time........do a task.....#but i cant i cant do a task. i cant. and its so frustrating and i feel bad about it #id feel much worse about it if my BRAIN wasnt as foggy as fucking SAN FRANCISCO #and i keep trying like. healthy ways of ''feeling something'' like hobbies i like or yummy food #nothin. does fuckin nothin. i get off and it gives me a Little bit of clarity Maybe. like #no wonder bad coping mechanisms happen yknow??? its an absolute fucking miracle i havent taken up smoking #anyway. i need to go to bed. tomorrows gonna be a long day. if you feel so inclined send me mental love or something. im fuckin tired folks.

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slythernnn · 11 months ago

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Ahh fuck it, here’s some more pics

#I’m kinda obsessed with the middle one ngl #made it my profile pic on fetlife lol #my thighs look nice af #and I usually hate how my thighs look #anyways #im gonna eat this quiche smoke a bowl then go to bed #send me asks while I’m still up I’m bored #shut up rian #me #self #face

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fagrackham · 7 months ago

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I GOTTA GET OUTTA HERE

#out of school. out of this semester. out of vt. out of mass. out of new england out of the east out of americaaaaa get me outta here!!!#i just. im done brother im tapped. im gonna smoke weed and go to bed because the tragedy of the american condition is that i cant just fuck #off to some small european country because its stupid expensive and compicated to do so and i cant really fuck off anywhere domestic becaus #i cant drive and its even more expensive. and im 19 and hate myself a lil el oh el

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oozeyboozey-archive · 6 months ago

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okay , i'm still putting together the lore ( because there's a lot ) but the new carrd site is more or less up and running , and can be found here. my public verses can be found there , and i'm in the process of working on the mains / affiliates list.

#and now i'm going to collapse holy crap that was a whole lot #i am pretty happy with it though...so this is gonna be where i tell myself...good job jj!#and now imma go smoke some and get nice and stoned before bed because i am BEAT!#✡ / °. • °. psa. . . . 𝙷𝙴𝚈 𝙻𝙸𝚂𝚃𝙴𝙽 𝚄𝙿!

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milkweedman · 1 year ago

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managed to fuck up my wrist to the point that i can pop the radius back into place but it just comes right back out as soon as i stop putting tons of pressure on it. also it hurts so bad :/

have caught myself genuinely considering breaking my wrist several times now so that i can get some kind of treatment or medication for it. bc the baby tylenol level shit that pain management gives me is um. literally not doing a single goddamn thing. as always.