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sorry for not posting guys i’ve been so sick :( requests are still open btw! hope all of u have the best week ever :>
#i’ll post some requests later this week#it’s summer here already#i hate it#everyone’s celebrating fall i feel left out#gonna go move countries#anyway love u guys and send requests plss :>
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please help me by reblogging ‼️
hello im dylan. i make what money i can through doordashing but that barely covers even half of my bills and nowhere else will hire me rn (slow season in a tourist town). my car payment and car insurance are both scheduled to come out of my bank acct today and i barely have enough to cover the $135 in my checking account leaving me to have to use my credit card for my $150 car insurance. i also really need to buy groceries and get gas which i desperately need to keep working.
i currently am over $1000 in debt on my credit card and i really can’t afford to keep piling up the bills on it. the monthly fee ($99) for my HRT service just came out as well so i really need at least $400.
$155 (insurance) + $99 (hrt) + $60 (gas) + $100 (groceries) to at least get my credit card back down to only owing $1000. ideally i want to pay that all off but i know there’s no way i’m crowdfunding 1400. thank you guys this isnt terribly urgent but the sooner i can pay it off the better. ❤️
$60 / $400
#im so mad. my fucking car insurance price keeps going up and i dont know why. i dont get tickets i drive safely and make my car payments on#time. but nooo geico says kill yourself fagggot#anyway. of course no pressure to donate as always but sharing would be much appreciated#gonna queue this a bunch sorry in advance#thought i was over this!!! but nope. doordash doesnt pay jack shit either#if i cant figure something out ill have to move in w my mom across the country and id probably just kill myself there so! not ideal
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well. work with your communities, keep donating to palestine and others in need, protest, don't blame minorities for this. n don't just give up; people around you have been fighting this whole time. falling to doom won't help
#this is what i predicted so i honestly woke up feeling nothing#the country has been moving further right. rich ppl are dumping money for trump. harris ran a shit campaign#put it all together n there you go. but ofc we're gonna see ppl lash out on nonvoters 3rd-party voters n minorities ect instead.#already seeing ppl i follow getting flooded w harassment#text post
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#my little brother is engaged :/#don’t know if any of you remember me posting about the whole situation like 8 months ago but i feel soo weird#and sad because i want to b happy for him but he’s six yrs older than her and she’s 19..#or i guess twenty now maybe whatever i feel so aggh. and he moved to a different country so i just feel like i’m never gonna see him again#like i knew this was coming they’re both super religious so i was like yeah they’re going to want to get married and have kids fast but.#it just feels crazy. i know that’s selfish but i have such a bad gut feeling about it that i can’t shake#but i can’t do anything about it so. idk. i just feel so lonely when things like this happen because i don't have anyone outside of the#family bubble to talk to about it. and obviously everyone else is like super happy for them. and it's not that i don't like her! i just#don't really? know her? at all which feels weird because we are a very close sibling group and i feel like i know & get on with my other#siblings' partners. i think it's partly like i just don't ever hang around people who are under twenty so she feels really young to me#which isn't her fault obviously but. do feel kind of scared for her getting married at twenty so she can start having babies.... idk idk#and obviously on top of that it's my younger brother so it does feel a little salt in the wound that he's moving on with his life and i am#counting it a win these days if i don't want to kms every three minutes#god it just sucks lol and i can't talk about it 2 anyone so i am venting here
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Thinking about Sophie’s dramatic death in the “San Lorenzo Job” today and how many Leverage altered things will be written in history books people will have no explanation for.
#like you know there’s already gotta be conspiracy theories#and of course Hardison has ways to protect them from that#but think of the major things they did#assasination during an election in a foreign country#exposing a corrupt mayor during elections#while also creating rumors of a baseball team moving cities#like these are things people keep track of#and they’re gonna go down in history and people are gonna be like yeah that happened#but the next history buff in a 100 years is gonna be ripping their hair out#wondering how they’re all connected#*always sunny in Philadelphia meme style*#looking for how it’s all connected and not being able to understand how all these events occurred the way they did#leverage#the San Lorenzo job
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In my OWN personal crisis journey that no one cares about because the country is on fire- midterm did not get completed and I am emailing the professor to drop the class. Also tags are Embarrassingly personal and have dark mental health stuff be forewarned. But if you want to read some personal drama as a distraction then I am happy to be that person for you lol
#this is a horrible difficult humiliating decision#but im literally so miserable i wrote a suicide note#and i promised myself that if it ever got that bad i would try to change things first#i LOVE this class but i dont need it to graduate. this sucks i am upset but i will live#bawling my eyes out but depression isnt going to get me that easy!! once i started googling bridges near me i knew it was over lol#that thang was not getting written i need to make the terrible choice and move on#otherwise the only other choice would be breaking my parent's hearts. so anyway. she lives to see another day#suicide tw#if this is melodramatic im sorry im so sleep deprived#im gonna salvage what's left of this shit semester and muster up the will to live even though this country is making that Very! Difficult!
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Hi I'm still surviving yay
#i am going to make it throughthis year if it kills me etc#anyway just went for a walk in the first snow of the year#and texted back all the people who texred me for the first time all month#and know im gonna go home and have hot chocolate and butternut squash soup and crusty bread w goat cheese and balaic vinegar and olives etc#and also danggg its ok that km losing it a bit so far this year i have:#lived overseas for 3 months (culture stress loneliness language learning etc)#dealt w reentry#graduated college#started my first proper grown up job#moved & rented my 1st solo appartment#broke up w my boyfroend#and dealt w my chronic illness flaring pretty bad#oh also visited another like 6 countries in there somewhere?#and enrolled in a 2nd BA degree that im now working on#damn.
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This comic happens after the Shadow Arc, and references a Previous Comic I made.
[PREVIOUS PART]
[His call with Tails]
#i promise hes not usually this harsh he's just going thru it#he just lost his dead sister's only surviving possession. then he tried to kill his “foster parent”#then he had to move in with Rouge cuz Starline fled the country#and hes gonna get more bombshells dropped on him#he is not okay#shadow the hedgehog#amy rose#sonic#sonic the hedgehog#comic#art
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anyways... surely Wilhelm reaching the rockiest bottom of his life (which is really a high bar at this point) doesn't drive him to do anything rash... right?
#shimmer's thoughts#young royals season 3 spoilers#young royals season 3#young royals#yr s3#yr s3 spoilers#prince wilhelm#this is gonna be fine guys. he's going to be fine#tbh. abdication? :eyes:#abdication so he doesn't have to deal with the stress or his family and he and simon can move countries and live in peace? :eyes:#*clears throat* who said that
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Fuchgenta??
#the tiny house i based my own blue print off of is for sale at 110000 across the country#if my ass weren't broke id hop on that and drive all the way over to get it#but also 110k for a tiny house on wheels is pretty outrageous especially when these things were originally marked at a cap of 65k#once upon a year now no one can afford them#i do want a home someday and I'm also finding I'm nomadic by nature#dream would be have a “home base” with land thats permanent#but as soon as winter comes i can pack up and move south or wherever is warmer for several months before returning#that would be great for minimizing fibro flares getting away from the cold#heck if remote work ends up getting me good money after i pay off a huge chunk of medical debt i wouldn't mind#being a digital nomad for a few months out of the year#go see people i like across the pond see pompeii see rome see ireland see spain see australia see japan#so many....#theres people that want to hear the pitter patter of tiny feet before they die#then theres me that wants to see all the cool ancient human things before it disappears or before i leave earth and go home#one of the few big fears i have is it wont happen in this life#but hey i didnt think i was gonna make it past 23 let alone make it to 32#i didnt think i was ever gonna get out of my abusive household and out of my old shitty life#but im here so who knows what could happen right?#not magenta or fuchsia but some other pink variation#i just need to roll out a pink color palette and start assigning emotions to them at this point 😂#magenta is my vent word#fuchsia is my vent word for good things#idk wtf this is its a combo
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gonna say this for like the 900th time, but i want to draw in a funkier style - but my pea sized brain is filled to the brim with anxiety and doing something new when i have a strict routine of how to make drawings... lets just say i know how to make myself scared of drawing
#you should take my brain out after i die and inspect it like they did with einstein#rambles#although i will say out of my entire friend group irl im the least scared person when it comes to interacting with strangers#as soon as an action involves another person i go 🫡 and just fucking do it even if it makes me borderline insane from stress#my middle name is people pleaser fr#hi im rambling because i want to make tea but blanket warm so i stay and type on here#anyways upcoming week ill be moving around the country a lot and then afterwards ill have a.... JOB aarghhhh!!??!!?! so idk how active#ill be and i have school shit to make and submit so this maybe the fall of my kingdom#anyways pt2 im gonna go take a shower and you should too
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i need to change my legal name fast. but id also need to update the passport after that too, which im not sure id be able to do before the next administration. i think it's still worth a shot, but im a little apprehensive.
#the reason i didn't change it earlier was because my family was going to go on this (stupid) trip to taiwan in dec#and i need a current passport for that#i was gonna change my name + update passport between jan and march#now i might also need to change some more documents for possibly moving to another country (possibly)#what a mess#yap#sometime i want to put down all of my thoughts about the next few months and stuff i need and crap like that#to be able to weigh the pros and cons of america vs portugal#is it better to be average in america or poor in portugal#would moving there fix me#and then what do i do about my family#is running away the morally right option#idk#so many thoughts
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if y’all see a butch dyke out walking her cat with a pretty pink harness…… give her ur number cause that’s me 😘
#🐺#yeah so i’ve decided i’m gonna harness train cricket lolllll#she’s my cat without a doubt#like super bonded to me#and i’ve been thinking about moving in the near future#and i think it would be easier to potentially pack up and drive across the country#if i could just clip the leash on and go#and also it would be fun to hike and camp with her if she takes to it
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My mom is visiting for a week and since she lives in the middle of nowhere I decided to take her out to all the local businesses she doesn't have up where she lives, one of which was a boba cafe. After her first visit she grew OBSESSED and wants to go back every day and has since befriended the owners.
#shes gonna have such a hard time going back to the middle of nowhere after this 😭#she also really likes the new bakery that opened up too weve been going every day for cheesecake and other sweets#i also took her to a live show at the theatre earlier this week#a canadian comedian she really loves stopped by on tour so she was thrilled to see him#she told me that the only time she feels she really gets to live is when she visits me 😭😭😭#girl move out from the country its not for u
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Can I have a hug
#side effect of slowly getting better is I now have to work out how to have a life after when it feels like I ruined everything#I know I didn’t and my illness would’ve done this eventually but it feels like it cause my degree is worthless now#can’t do any of the jobs that I was going to do anymore#can’t do most entry jobs#can’t do retail or food service or most peoples first jobs#don’t really have irl friends anymore#I’m just. ugh.#my parents said they’d pay for me to go to college again so I can get a degree that works for remote jobs with higher pay than my original#field. which isn’t hard bc that pay was gonna be 20k a year for like six years lmao#and I did stumble across some resources for which doctors can treat my illnesses in Europe so I could try to use it as a way to finally#fucking leave this country but idek how I’d go about getting accepted to a university anywhere if I already have a degree that just doesn’t#work for me anymore#and I’m sad that I can’t do the career I poured my soul into for so long#and I miss my friends and feeling confident#I’m glad I’m getting healthier enough to think about after but I’m terrified and exhausted just thinking about working out how to find what#comes next and what’s possible#and I’m just really really sad#and I’m scared of getting too hopeful about anything#I really miss Austria and people have said I’d really like Germany and I’d love to move but I’m scared I’ll research and find nothing
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#okay no it's not the darkness getting to me there is a real life thing occupying a lot of my brain space#and idk if there's anything to be gained by speaking it out loud into the void but at the moment it's the only thing i Can do#i don't even have to click the 'post' button if i don't want to#but yeah. yesterday got the news that my mom's husband is dying. had a surprise heart attack and he's not gonna make it#just feels super fucking weird#personally i never really liked him at all so it's not like i myself necessarily have to grieve. never was that close with him#but like. oof this is going to be hard for my mom. and i'm super worried about how she's going to survive#but there's nothing to DO about it really. she wanted to have some space to come to terms with this on her own#and she has a strong support network of friends in her city. while i'm on the other side of the country#and don't even know what i could do to help if i was closer to her. i just. like. what can you even do in a situation like this?#just feels weird to Not do anything when i know how huge of an impact this will make for her entire life#she'll probably have to move to a different place too#and there are people there to help her. people with more life experience. people who probably know more about grief than i do#i just. i have no idea how one handles something like this. except for being there for her when asked#do eldest daughters have some sort of universal responsibilities that i'm just not aware of?#it feels kinda horrible how this is constantly circling back to what can *I* do and what must *I* do. how *I* feel#i'd never ever ever make things this much about me in any other setting than my own tumblr blog. in a tag whisper i'm not sure i'll post#but yeah all of this is eating my brain in a very weird way. an odd sort of limbo where it feels like there should be something here#it'd certainly be easier if i had any sort of relationship with the dead person myself. if i had something to grieve myself#now there's just a feeling that something Should be here to feel. and the knowledge of how hard this must be for my mom#ahhhhh idk none of this makes any sense i'm just speaking in circles and everything feels bad#it's bad and horrible and i don't know how to process any of this and i'm stuck in my brain and can't DO anything#there's nothing i can do to help my mom at this exact moment when she wants to be left alone with her thoughts#and i can't do anything else either because all of this feels like a heavy black cloud fogging up my brain#can't concentrate on anything at all today#not fun. not cool#sussitalk
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