#gonna do a lil tag vent don't mind me

[beeceit]

it makes me so sad how Raph sets himself on a different level from his brothers when he's having a big protective moment, even in more comedic episodes. I actually had to pause the screen and yell for a minute watching Pizza Puffs when he said "but they're just kids" bc it's like RAPH BABY BOY YOU ARE ONE YEAR OLDER YOU ARE ALSO JUST KIDS. But the worst part is that it's not really something anyone else seems to expect of him, it's something he puts on himself. Like, no one ever tells him he's supposed to fix everything. The boys look to him first because he's the leader, but that also seems to be self appointed. He's way too relatable and it breaks me. Like, I'll be watching and be like "Ah, yeah, big sibling moment. I'm like that, too" and then getting hit with the emotional equivalent of a frying pan bc he SHOULDN'T be as relatable as he is to me. I'm an actual adult and the age difference between me and my brothers are 6 years and 20 years. I just want to wrap this boy in 30 blankets and give him a day off. He makes himself responsible for way more than a teen ever should

[padawanton]

the NO-SKIP albums: a tag game 🎶💖

rules: share the albums that you can listen to nonstop. those lightning in a bottle-albums that scratch ur brain just right. every single track, an absolute banger. u could not skip one if u tried. no notes. stunning, show-stopping, immaculate. ur no-skip albums.🔎 bonus & optional (but imo, v fun) rules: 1) add a track rec for us to listen to! AND 2) share ur favorite line(s) from that track! 👀

Thank you for tagging me @faeryclown 🥺🤍 sorry it took me so long lol 😳 I'm not tagging anyone but feel free to do this 💖

🎧 album info/track recs/favorite lines under the cut

🥀Paramore's All We Know is Falling

Favorite Track: Pressure Tell me where our time went / And if it was time well spent / Just don't let me fall asleep / Feeling empty again

🌎Wrabel's these words are all for you

Favorite Track: pale blue dot I wonder what happiness feels like / I wonder if I felt it before / I wonder if love comes one time / Or two, or three, or even more

💀My Chemical Romance's The Black Parade

Favorite Track: The Sharpest Lives A light to burn all the empires / So bright the sun is ashamed to rise and be / In love with all of these vampires / So you can leave like the sane, abandon me

🌟Stray Kids' 5-Star

Favorite Track: Collision As time passed, we met and broke / The traces of it remain throughout the universe / Tonight

🦋Lil Nas X's MONTERO

Favorite Track: LOST IN THE CITADEL I remember when I met you / Thought the universe sent you / Thought you were someone I could vent to / So I hit your line, what you getting into?

👰🏼‍♀️The Crane Wives' The Fool in Her Wedding Gown

Favorite Track: Tongues and Teeth I will only break your pretty things / I will only wring you dry of everything / And if you're fine with that / You can be mine like that

🫧Fall Out Boy's So Much (For) Stardust

Favorite Track: Love From the Other Side I saw you in a bright clear field / Hurricane heat in my head / The kind of pain you feel to get good in the end / Good in the end

🧡IDK HOW's GLOOM DIVISION

Favorite Track: WHAT LOVE? What love, what love, what love / What love would get this viscous? / That's right, but never mind / This blood sometimes, holiness brings you

⚡️Red Velvet's Chill Kill

Favorite Track: One Kiss Almost out of reach, one, two, three / Gonna lose your head / Like falling into a swamp / One kiss / A trick that will swallow you up in an instant

[cowgremlin11]

6x6 Vikdecai Idea

I'm having even more ideas!! At this point I've just made a series on AO3 of all my song based fics lol. I didn't post my rough for Hell and You, but that one was waaaay rougher than I Know Those Eyes/This Man Is Dead. I'm listening to 6x6 atm in my discussion class and have been waiting for the inspiration to strike me down with the might of Zeus, and it finally did.

I'm gonna be working on the fic itself for the rest of the day and will most likely finish it today again (these 1k minimum fics are easier to pump out when I have an idea. the 10k+ fic requires much more time and care to it since its a multi chapter thing and I'm being careful to be sure that every chapter builds on each other and flow nicely so I'm finishing each chapter and having my friends beta them for me before anything is published)

(also im adding indents to the lyrics to hopefully make reading these things a lil more pleasing on the eye :)

tag list: @lordofdestructionm @flimflamfandom @weaver-z @snellyboi @feelgoodghoul

After the night I head into the place Where I can feel A cerebral embrace It's visceral My walls begin to break The hell inside my mind erased

In the middle of their love. Viktor finds himself knocking on Mordecai’s door in the middle of the night. He’s hugged inside, and his walls begin to break as everything that was troubling his mind is erased. He lets himself lose himself in their love.

I cleanse my thoughts That gather through the day It's “how are you Is everything okay” Not what I want But something that I crave Heaven with you is hell to me

Viktor and Mordecai lay on the couch entangled in each other's embrace. Viktor is prompted to vent his thoughts with a “How are you? Is everything okay?” It’s not what Viktor wanted, but something he had been craving. He talks about the stresses of keeping their relationship a secret. Mordecai gives him affection to help Viktor relax and comforts him that everything will be just fine if they keep hiding things the way they have been.

You and I inside the six by six room Put your hand upon my beating heart But I know this touch won't last foreverSo I'm leaving here alone (alone)

Viktor thinks of the nights with Mordecai when they would lay in each other’s embrace. He thought back to the six by six room where no God could ever see them. Mordecai was so small and delicate in his hold. Part of him knew this touch wouldn't last forever. Part of him knew he'd be left alone.

You and I inside the six by six room Place your hand around my bleeding heart "I don't know if love will keep us together" So I'm leaving you alone

The kneecapping incident. He was having flashbacks of Mordecai walking out the door at home mixed with him leaving Viktor in the garage bleeding from more than just his knee. "I don't know if love will keep us together," and then Mordecai left him alone.

I almost wish You put me in the grave Though it's your fault Would I be right again To let you off Go back to being friends You never caused me any pain

Viktor sits in the garage thinks of the kneecapping months later. He's where it happened, exactly in the same spot where his blood had momentarily stained the floor. Part of him wishes Mordecai had just put him in the grave. He knows he’s not as angry as he lets himself appear to be. He knows it’s Mordecai's fault. He’s mad at him. But he wants to let him off and go back to being friends as if he never caused Viktor any pain.

It started small My body was the host I'm fading out Pearlescent as a ghost And now you'll be Someone I used to know So easily you let me go

Viktor’s heart breaks thinking of how easily Mordecai let him go. His body was a host to the rage that had clung to him like a parasite. He wonders how it would be to see him again, what he would do, what he would say. Viktor knows he was changed that day, he’s become pearlescent as a ghost. The Viktor Mordecai had known has faded out into someone he used to know.

[solartranny]

a guide to the loser boy thing , the myth , the legend ; Korvin w additional beings

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[raetttriestowrite]

The plot is dodging all attempts to write it. You can have an absurd amount of subplot and random sideways development instead.

[maladaptivedaydreamsx]

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[mysticalwaterdroplet]

WARNING! Looooooooooooong venting ahead about why d/h sucks. So if you ship it and have somehow Goren lost in this tag, turn around, cuz if you continue you might get hurt. You have been warned. Also I guess language warning and mature themes...? Just to be safe. I'd also like to give y'all a little side note: I guess I am what people would call a Hawks stan. I personally really like his character and find him intriguing, however I am completely capable of admitting that Hawks has done sum fucked up shit. I still however "stan" Hawks, so I'm going to show why d/h is shit from a logical Hawks stans point of view. Anyways, without delving too deep into the whole Dabi vs Hawks stuff, since I'm not here for it, I'm here to talk about the shitshow that's dabihawks. So, first of all I'll give y'all a lil back story as to why I'm here. Long story short: I accidentally stumbled upon some d/h art and people who still defend the ship (with already debunked theories mind you), I felt kinda sick to my stomach, so I need to vent. Like they were referring to the fight where Hawks killed Twice and basically said: "DiD yOu SeE hOw HaWkS wAs OnLy LoOkInG dAbI iN tHe EyEs ThE wHoLe TiMe. 🤪 ThAt'S sO gAy!?!?!??!??" Bish, where was Hawks and Dabi supposed to look at? THE WALL??? They were fighting! Of course they have to keep an eye on each other. They were also talking about how "DaBi JuSt GoT jElLy CaUsE HaWkS wAs HaNgInG oUt WiTh TwIcE, aNd Is JuSt ClAiMiNg HaWkS!" And they were saying so much more nasty shit that I'd like to write here, but I don't think I physically can, and I also want to spare everyones brains, cuz I already took the L, like if any of y'all know how to get back my brain cells hit me up. I also noticed a common theme of people making Hawks the bottom to like a point where they thirsted over the idea of Dabi "destroying" Hawks' insides, if you know what I mean. Which seems to be the opposite for many of you guys here with finding stuff where Dabi is the bottom? I mean I know many of you guys probably don't like Hawks, but you gotta admit that it's fucked up to think that these shippers think it's hot that one of the people in their makeshift relationship gets seriously hurt in the act without consent. Whether it is Dabi or Hawks they put in that position is irrelevant, they literally like the ship because it's toxic and someone gets hurt. Like in what world would Hawks let Dabi willingly even get close to him or vice versa. We all know damn well that they despise each other. Horikoshi has literally shown that these two never trusted each other, never even tolerated each others shit, so why oh why did this become a thing?! Also, and I know that this can sound annoying to some people... But as a Hawks stan, I don't understand how people can say: "YeAh, I sTaN HaWkS UwU 👉👈, hIm AnD dAbI dEsErVe eAcH oThEr AnD aRe So GoOd ToGeThEr." "ThEy DeFo FuKiN'! Is CaNoN! 🤪" Like:

So... Are we just gonna forget that Dabi literally burnt Hawks' wings off? (Which was understandable looking at the context.) Or how Dabi sent some goons after his mother? Or the fact that Hawks literally idolised the very man that Dabi hates with a burning passion? The shippers: "Oh, BuT hIs WiNgS wIlL gRoW bA-" Bish! The fact that Hawks didn't die or that his wings are allegedly growing back doesn't mean the ship is relevant again. Hoooooo... it's like I can't catch a breather once in a while. How are people trynna stan someone and then say: "Yeah, let's pair our favourite person with the person that is trying to hurt them." HOW!? My initial reaction when Hawks and Dabi interact is: "Fuck. Someone's gonna get hurt." Like if I could have it my way Dabi wouldn't be anywhere near Hawks, they are a danger to eachother. There is no damn way I'd want to see the character I stan for hurt, so why do so many damn stans ship it! I just can't wrap my mind around the "appeal". I just don't see the sexual tension that these people talk about. Anyway I could probably write a whole ass book as to why I personally don't like this ship

but frankly I don't wanna waste your time since it's toxic.

I would like to however debunk a couple of already debunked theories that people use justify the relevance of d/h.

The "childhood friends" theory: Yup. People still cling to it. However Horikoshi literally trashed, stomped on and lit the theory on fire. We saw that Touya went to a regular school and was trained personally by Endeavor. While Hawks was in the commission. There is no way that they knew each other. The way Dabi got Hawks' real name was through his mother. Dabi ain't dumb, he's actually smart and calculating to a point it's almost a little scary.

The "Dabi freed Hawks and Hawks will turn into a villain": Boi.... Dabi didn't free Hawks off anything. Dabi tried to kill him and exposed Hawks and his wrongdoings to the world. That ain't love. Hawks isn't even Dabi's main focus, Hawks is literally just one insignificant part of Dabi's plan. Also, like Horikoshi has wonderfully brought into light, Hawks would never turn to villainy. He didn't even kill Best Jeanist. And he's still, after everything, saying "Endeavor is in trouble." Clearly insinuating that he's going to still help Endeavor. This man is the last person to just become a villain. And people have the audacity to say he'd become a villain because of Dabi. I have no words.

Besides even if for example the childhood friends theory was true (which it isn't, but let's humour the thought) or even IF they were foils, it wouldn't change shit. We'd still be in this situation where they despise each other. Childhood friends wouldn't automatically mean that they'd get along as adults.

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Anyways, if you made it this far, you're a damn trooper. Thanks for letting me vent.

And as a short note to end on: I hope I didn't come off as too aggressive. That's not my intention here. Also the text is way less polished and thought out than I'd like it to be, but I honestly don't have the time or energy to give y'all a publishable version of "Why d/h sucks": the Book. So instead you get this. A hastily put together vent cuz I saw sum shit alright.

TLDR: People with a brain can see that these two aren't in love. There has to be some major mental gymnastics in play to get any whiff of chemistry from these two.

[pxppinmolly-archived]

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Salty Sunday

I will preface and also again prob state in the tags don't take this shit personally if it applies to you as this is just MY OPINIONS and my personal views but they don't make me think of you really any less yadda yadda yadda I'm a bitter bitch whatever okay- ASKDJB

1. One thing that's been really on my mind lately and has always been a pet peeve of mine, even though I kinda... Do it too.. Sometimes but you know- AKSDFJG But I always disliked people using FC for their muses as like... popular characters in fiction.

Like. It just bugs me because I see that character and think... Of that character. And I'm sure plenty of other's do! And it just takes away the immersion, you know? Like if you use Mickey Mouse as your FC for your OC I'm just. Gonna be thinking about Mickey Mouse. It's good to try and use obscure characters from less popular animation because then it just gives the illusion and easy to see that person as that character. And of course popularity with certain properties varies from person to person, you know. Like I use Irina from Assasination Classroom for Molly's Modern Human FC, but I never even seen this anime or see much talk about it but there's prob lot of people who know it and see it! But I mean like if you use like Princess Aurora and stuff it's just like. Well that's Aurora to me, I'm sorry.

Even if it's just editing hair color and or eye color and adding some features to change it a lil bit helps but honestly it is just very like :V when I see it happen but WHATEVER.

2. Okay pours another cup of tea.

Honestly? It really fucking sucks it feels like you can't post any sort of opinions or 'hot takes' on your blog w/o it turning into a fucking debacle. Like not even just RPC wise, as I have this issue on my prsnl blog where I'm scared to even post my opinions cus I have like 9k people ready to jump on my throat BUT it's also so much more difficult in the RPC since everyone is so interconnected you know?

It sucks because I like to post my opinions and w/e the fuck is on my mind, and I still do, but I hold back so much 'cause damn if the backlash aren't rough in this place. It's OKAY to disagree and like. Voice your opinions especially if it's about your own comfort or shit you are invested in. People take things so personally too easy sometimes, and I know I'm one of them but I've been learning to just go: okay but I'm still gonna be doing my thing. <3

3. Alright hits my spoon against my cup

Speaking of taking things too personally.

I get being attached to your muse and all I get it - I am that way with Molly and even Vel cus her emotions are very strong and I'm empathetic as shit but jesus christ you need to learn to take a step back. I'm honestly tired and hate people who fucking guilt trip and vague post when their muse gets fucking hurt emotionally or physically cus of an argument or fight with another muse.

I recently had it my muse had beef with this other person's muse and the other person took this so personally and EVEN VAGUE POSTED ABOUT ME IN THE DISCORD SERVER I FUCKING MODERATE in vent chat over how upset and sad and ashamed they were. Even giving me THE COLD SHOULDER when I offered help.

Not as bad though with my other friend to where their muse was mad at the other person's muse and they deleted their blog for a few days but you know. <3

Like. Learn to separate yourself from your muse. This is why I also don't think writing as and with self inserts is such a good idea because like... Of this. It always bugged me personally. If you wanna write a self insert go ahead but please be aware of the shit that comes with it.

Like. Poppy, Kit and Aurora on my OC blog WERE self inserts for awhile but they grew into their own thing and separate from me and so I'm comfy writing them even if they still hold a lot of personal shit with me. MOLLY has so much personal shit from me in her and sometimes I get overwhelmed and have cried irl over writing and got stressed on her behalf but you gotta know that's the time to step back and like. take a breather and just separate yourself from the situation.

Like please just be mature. AOSDFIKJ

[possible-eldritch-god]

I think now that I have a small but decent amount of followers(whom I know and love every one of you for following this shithole) I'm gonna have a decent tag system, so here it is : #txt : just a lil text post ! up until now I've been using that as like 'oh so I made this post myself so' but I think I'm gonna start using it as just a general tag #welcometotheuniversity : basically the before you follow/interact tag, I don't have a DNI so don't even worry about being not absolutely welcome here But I do have a few strong opinions on things and stuff you should probably know about me before you interact. especially because I don't want to like make anyone uncomfortable like you start following me and turns out I'm xyz DJFKDJ #schoolcounseloronmain : vent/rant posts, most of these contain a lot of cussing and get kinda scream-y so if that makes you uncomfortable feel free to block, also feel free to like/reblog these posts I honestly don't mind. #you'refinallyhere : tag for asks and stuff, I don't get a lot of these and they make me very happy. #chaosuniwasmyqueue : I finally filled the queue once in a while ,, yay ,, #mindthetentacles : that's a trigger warning babes, usually I try to talk what it is specifically but I can be very bad at that so if you want you can just block that tag #thegangshowedup : when my alters decide to speak, yES THIS IS A RARE OCCURANCE YES IT HAPPENS #maybeitisallfluffwhoknows : positivity posts and reminders, Everett might be doing a little bit of these.. I'll try to make one every day just bc I think if ur following me u need these /lh that's about it for now ! I'll reblog this again if I edit it in the future, I might slip up trying to memorise these but hey it'll let me actually organise my stuff so I think it'll be cool