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that cringe part in episode three where Jax is tied up but it’s ribbun brainrot
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Meme Prompt 10
#dcxdp#dpxdc#prompts#meme#memes#I have art for city spirit Gotham on my blog somewhere lol#Gotham handing Bruce his future kids & several baby liminals: Grandbabies :)#Bruce who is barely surviving on his own while Alfred is in the hospital: What.#Bladhaven & Arkham Asylum: Little brother >:)#Bruce now even more sleep deprived and near tears: wHaT#Danny Ellie Jazz & Jordan: Clockwork this wasn't what we meant when we said we needed new lives-#Dick Jason Steph & Cass who were orphans on the streets: We're gonna commit a murder!#Gotham literally would not let Bruce hand them off to the authorities & people helping with the rescue efforts#Duke & Tim whose parents can't be found (oh how weird Gotham mutters while shoving the Drakes away): Mr Batman sir we found the dino nuggie#Barbara who literally started following the Batman around: Hi Mr Vigilante did you know my dad says most of his coworkers are taking mob $$#Bruce is so relieved when they get liminal enough that he doesn't have to use words#Alfred when he returns is gonne be so shooketh#gotham
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not to be depressed and all but
watching my country, my home overwhelmingly voting for extreme right wing parties for the last 4 years, watchingit go from conversative but center to right and racist. watching them already voting out trans rights and seeing their extreme rhetoric against fair and open education that talks about our history with the shame that we should have knowing thats what I'm going to be teaching in. seeing young muslim kids terrified of the people that are voting in fascists is so fucking scary and so fucking terrifying and all we can do is fucking protest and then we get fucking beaten and attacked by the people meant to protect
and yet we go around acting like we're any better like we're still this beacon of the left and progression like we're this paradise and I hate it but I can't see any other country I'd currently feel fucking safer in to be a trans educator and it scares the shit out of me.
#just needed to write that shit down after the confirmed dutch european election results 😘✌️#gonns go sleep now#kyle.txt#delete later#if this makes sense??? idfc i didn't want to reread jt
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I started a piece of art today which is based on some plant species* that I think would be good to colonize Tim in @gunpowder-tim’s headcanon of the Persephone Tim headcanon; so it’s art based on a headcanon of a headcanon of a headcanon 😅 [sweat simle emoji].
It’s gonna take a long time I think, but I am planning on posting it here even though it’s just gonna be plants and no Tim (because I am much better at drawing these little doodle plants than drawing people).
*so the art is basically of real species we have on Earth, but I maintain that they wouldn’t have the same plants on the City, so in my brain his plants are just similar to these ones.
#i don’t know if i should main tag this. thats always hard for me to tell#persephone tim#i am taking a break now because for some reason it took me almost 4 hours to paint some ghost pipe.#i am researching more species too. im looking at a lot of liverworts. but they are ‘obscure’ enougb thats its not always easy to find if-#they are parasitic or not. i know *some* species of liverwort are. and depending on how im able to draw them i might include non-parasitic-#species because i need the space filled a particular way#im also tired because i stayed up until after 6 am and then didn’t take my sleep meds (because it was 6 am)#oh there’s also gonns be some mushrooms included#ive explained it before but basically the fungus being an intermediary is a thing we see in real life (although not between plants and-#animals afaik) and it makes sense because fungi are closer related to animals than to plants.#now i suppose thats not necessarily true on the City. because we dont know if they are homo sapiens or not (this would make possible-#implications for the other life on the plant). however for now I have no hcs regarding that. its easiest to go with their life works the-#same as ours. but their species are different if for no other reason because of evolution (over time)#well thats whats easiest and most interesting and fun *to me* which i realize is because i am a biologist and happen to also crave as much-#scientific accuracy as possible. but thats not everyones cup of tea. not everyone wants to spend hours searching about different parasitic-#plants to choose one for this and learn about how they interact and what not. probably *most* people wouldnt think this hard about it.#and that’s okay too. if you like to make up your own plants whole cloth and not worry about it aligning with realy world biology. thats-#okay too. do what you like.#(unless you are a tv/movie/book/etc which is supposed to be set in our world on our earth. YOU CANT MAKE APE/WORM HYBRIDS! for crissakes)#hope its okay i tagged you gunpowder-tim#also sorry to everyone for how much i ramble in the tags. i have adhd and keeping 1 try of though is nigh on impossible#like this: nigh means near. so nigh on impossible is nearly impossible. but one way of defining nigh is approaching. then its approaching-#impossible. which makes me think of math. ‘as x approaches infinity;’ ‘as y approaches impossible’#there have a little language and math too with your dose of spec bio explanation#(the ape/worm thing is a reference to an early x-files episode that i have complained about in tags before)
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#screaming crying throwing up#how to feel good enough#its not even an 'other people' issue its just me#how do i trust myself to be enough for this?#how do i convince myself that i don't need to sacrifice the time with my family for a boost i may or may not need?#i know i learn quickly; i know i can adjust;#i know it's probably enough#but what if i need more? just a tiny step to support me#why does it feel like that step would cost me a lot#it's one day#should i just go for it or#vent#tw vent#delete later#okay gonn sleep now
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Feel like I'm in a funky funk tonight... not ideal
#meh#idk why since i was fine earlier#what gives#now i just have a headache and feel sad but theres no real reason to feel sad#i also didnt sleep great last night#fucking nightmares#maybe tonight will be better#in the mean time im gonns watch rampage cause its rediculous and i love ot#thanks for reading my rambles
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#finlly had a breakdown in regards to uprooting my whole fuckin life#only took 5 months#im ok now#just apparently needed a really good cry and to wrap myself in a blankie while i couldnt stop shivering#im gonn try to sleep#maybe things will be better tomorrow#life
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i'm insane over (L) like a totally normal amount
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Putting myself to bed because suffering is not good or useful and there's no reason to beat myself up for something done and over with
#gonne pee drink water and try and actually sleep#i can feel hot with shame and regret later so i dont need to indulge in it now#and then when its not now ill hopefully not feel those feelings as hard and itll b better#bleghhhh
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h.aar deserves sooo many kisses
#ash rambles 💚#i showed you my wyvern please respond 💤#like yeah i get that h.aar's whole deal is that he's always sleepy and it's a haha funny gag and all but. he's been through a lot#if i were him I'd never wanna be awake either#i just wanna hold him close and tell him i love him#his and ash's ending is really cute#they basically settle down on the countryside and raise baby wyverns together#neither of him ever holds a weapon again. ever.#more than twenty years of nothing but fighting.. and finally it's all over.#he's a loving (eventual) husband to ash and a great wyvern dad too. they don't want kids theyre very happy with their wyverns#i just love him so much. he's such a little shit sometimes but he's smart and strong and so fucking cool.. he's so badass.. that one line he#has where the other guy is like 'I'll die for that guy! that guy is great!' and h.aar is like 'yes. you will.' goes sooo hard#haard if you will#get it?#heh.#anyways tomorrow my f.ire emblem cipher cards are coming in! i got a h.aar! and some others! well.. tomorrow.. more like today.. it's 2:30.#my quarter is finishing on the 22nd so i've just been working nonstop since then. yeah. at least a week later is pax!!!!!! exciting right?#i know a lot of people travel for it but. I'm cooler than everyone. I'm a local.#i jest i jest ajdjajd it's not even that great up here#yeah. thats basically it. i should probably go to sleep now! it's been a long last few days.. both with school and irl shit..#i truly am too hot to catch a break huh?#n e ways..#h.aar my beloved!!! it's so nice when it's nighttime because he takes off his eyepatch. the scar underneath is fucking ugly. I'm not gonn#a sugarcoat that. but it's part of him and i love all of him so i love that scar too.#he always looks at ash so lovingly with his one good eye whenever they cuddle#I'm gonna quit rambling now ajdhajhs otherwise I'll be here forever going on and on and on about my h.aar#goodnighhtttt!
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good lord it's 2 pm
when i last looked at the clock it was 11am????????????
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#i soent my whole life curating a personality bc i was ugly ans refused to be Boribg#n then i burn myswlf out and lose sight of who i am#n suddenly everyone is commenting on my appearance and its fucking with my head a LOT .#bc. i dont have much going 4 me anymirs . n my face / body being smth ppl are now drawn to#after years of Not .#i am Confused on what tocdo. bc if anythubg its just made me more Weird n Offputting#bc oh . u think im pretty. cool im also so fucking annoying ur gonns Hate Me xoxo#n i do own my weird shit sorry. i have to. its who i am and it serves as a barrier bwteeen the rigjt n wrong ppl !#bur still .#incase u couldnt tell its almost 2am and im so stoned so nothing is making sense anymore#but i dont wanna sleep .
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venting :-) sorry
#sh tw !!#i am so tired of my mother#last time i saw my therapist i talked about how she drives me insane but still i feel so guilty for getting mad at her because i know she#has issues and literally can not reason but i get so frustrated and exhausted#she took like 9 days off of work to ‘take care of me’ (her words) after my surgery and i didnt ask her to do one thing all these days excep#help me make food and come up with stuff for me to eat bc of my diet rn and thats all#she has been doing her thing all these days like literally just sleeping on the couch and going out with her friends and going shopping and#only made me food herself once (1) in over a week#and i didnt say anything bc i know i cant say anything to her if i dont want to get her to start screaming but today i couldnt take it#i was painting all morning because i am extremely stressed and anxious to make a fucking portfolio to find some work and idk what they thin#i do in my room all day probably sleep but i dont !! im up until 1:30 am working every day even now despite having just had my jaw cut into#pieces and stitched back together#and she went out to the post office for me for a second and then spent the rest of the morning shopping and came back at 12 and had the#audacity to get mad because i hadnt made any food for myself or for anyone else yet#when i literally called her just minutes before to ask her instructions on how to prepare a certain soup for myself and she told me to wait#because she was gonna do it instead#like ???????#and when i told her i had been busy working all morning and that the whole point of her being home from work was that she said she was gonn#make stuff for me she started screaming like an insane person that i was accusing her and it wasnt fair and i was mean and rude and that sh#does EVERYTHING for me and im ungrateful#and when i say my stomach sinks to the floor every time i hear her yelling#it is ingrained into my brain#i have nightmares about her tantrums and her yelling#im so tired#and it always ends with me getting the urge to hurt myself and i want to cry but i cant because my face hurts when i cry and i am not#allowed to blow my nose bc of my surgery so im just here. swallowing all of this once again
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im so tiredd
#i keep zoning out#im functioning on maybe an hour snd s half of sleep eve#im so sleepy right now... im gonn try and take a 3-4 nap i think ..#terin.txt
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christmas morning with leehan <333
extra ⋆。˚❆˚ 。⋆ christmas morning!
kim leehan x reader [fluff, gender neutral!reader]
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09:49 - you smiled, “good morning, my love.”
leehan blinked slowly, lips in a pout as he looked around the room in slight confusion. he looked back to you, laying up on his chest, face just centimetres away. he smiled, “good morning, princess. merry christmas.”
you giggled, leaning down and pressing a slow kiss to his lips which he reciprocated, hand moving to your hair, “merry christmas.”
“how long have you been awake?” he groaned, twisting his body to stretch himself out as you laid your head on his shoulder, finger tracing light patterns on his chest.
“not that long,” you shook your head, a faint smile at your lips, “just been watching you sleep.”
leehan chuckled, smoothing your hair and kissing your head, before tapping your back, “come on then.”
“hmm?”
“it’s christmas!” he exclaimed, voice an excited whisper, “let’s open our presents, hmm?”
“okay,” you giggled, jumping out of bed and taking his hand, “i need some coffee first though.”
“coffee for my darling,” he announced, making his way first to the kitchen and sitting you on a chair before busying himself.
“donghyun, let—”
“nuh uh uh,” he spoke, looking at you almost offended, “i’ve got it. okay?”
“okay,” you smiled, amused as your boyfriend made two cups of coffee, handing one over to you before speeding into the living room and turning on all the christmas lights before you could enter.
“now,” he spoke, turning on some christmas music at a low volume, “presents?”
you giggled, placing your coffee down and kneeling by the tree, sorting out the presents into piles of yours’, leehan’s, and any that belonged to anyone else. “these are yours!”
leehan smiled, taking the pile from you, “thank you darling.”
you took your own pile, turning round to just open them from the floor as leehan frowned.
“what are you doing? come here,” he beckoned.
“no, i’m just gonn–”
“come here!” he said, in mock-annoyance.
you laughed, taking your presents and joining leehan on the sofa. he was turned to face you, pulling you so you were basically sat on his lap. he wrapped his arm around you, pulling you closer to his body as he kissed your lips. pulling away, he kept your body close with his arm, a goofy smile on his face as he studied your every feature (though none of it was a stranger to him).
“you’re so beautiful,” he murmured.
you rolled your eyes, “donghyun, i just woke up.”
his expression didn’t change as he shrugged, “so?”
you smiled, leaning forward and kissing him again, placing a hand on his face, “shut up and open a present.”
he laughed dopily, pulling away and grabbing his first present, “it’s from my parents, they sent them from busan. they sent you something too.”
“really?!” you gasped, looking through your pile of presents to sure enough see one with a tag to you, from leehan’s parents.
he smiled as he pulled open the wrapping paper slowly, a classic aftershave gift set. he looked to you, shrugging, “standard. what did they get you?”
you unwrapped the paper, gasping as you opened the first page of the mysterious book they’d gifted you: a handmade photo album full of donghyun’s baby pictures.
“wait a minute,” leehan said quickly, taking his arm from around you and trying to grab the book.
“no, no, no! this is mine!” you laughed, leaning away and flicking through the pages; a goldmine of the oddness that was leehan as a baby, “oh, my baby! you’re adorable, donghyun-ie.”
leehan shook his head, headbutting your shoulder, “i can’t believe they sent you that.”
“oh this is the best!” you laughed, turning back to your boyfriend, “come on, next. i can go through that later… with the boys!”
leehan groaned as you laughed, leaning forward and kissing him gently with a teasing voice, “merry christmas.”
#🏠 who’s there?#boynextdoor#bnd#bnd x reader#boynextdoor blurb#boynextdoor x reader#bnd blurb#bnd fanfic#bnd imagine#boynextdoor fanfic#boynextdoor imagine#boynextdoor fluff#bnd fluff#kim leehan blurb#kim leehan imagine#kim leehan fanfic#kim leehan fluff#kim leehan x reader#kim leehan#kim donghyun#leehan🪸🐠#12 days of christmas⋆。˚❆˚ 。⋆#gender neutral reader
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