#golden int

[goldenhour-s]

coming soon: britechester townhouse(s) for rent 🔑

[broh3m3]

azul and riddles

[grand-line-shenanigans]

WHITEBOARD DOODLES!!!

[gbslament]

I want to die.

Kill me, kill me, kill me, kill me, kill me, kill me.

What a nice whisper, Muse…

[loneycorner]

The little bits and things about them (I missed them thank you vidcon)

[yibo-best]

[heartsdefine]

@infernaliscor — lucy maclean starter call / accepting!

        “Thank you,” Lucy says, echoes of relief in her voice despite the wariness in her eyes. A few days ago, the dead ghoul this stranger just took out would have been enough to win her trust. Now, she's learned to be more careful. “Sorry, I just...” Lucy exhales a sigh. “I haven't met too many people up here who are willing to help each other out.” She swallows, trying not to think too much about how dry her mouth has gotten, or the taste of dust on her tongue. “I'm Lucy.”

[gaylos-lobos]

there is so much symbolism in the grimwalkers being craved out of wood, the same way Caleb craved out a wooden mask for Pip when he was younger. the fact that he craves Caleb standins out of it, that Caleb craved Pip into the person he would become eventually. the way he always tries again with the grimwalkers.

cause if it worked with him then why shouldn’t it work with Caleb?

[blcssom]

open to: f/m/nb ft. jameson 'jamie' leroy | he/him | actor plot: linked in source!

he'd known this would be coming, of course. the second he'd seen their name underneath his on the cast-list, jamie had anticipated their eventual face-to-face but somehow it's even.... more awkward than he'd anticipated. nevermind the fact that they're the first two on set. "so...... have you worked with this guy before? he seemed nice enough during the callback."

[auricbound]

Behold, a Botanical Charge Triad!

violet :   how does your muse respond to betrayal ?

chamomile :   what is your muse likely to take away from a painful experience ?   are they one to be haunted by adversity ,   or to use what they’ve gone through to become stronger ?

amaryllis :   what is something or someone that your muse takes pride in ?   how do they express that pride ?

(For any verse, feel free to split the answers too haha)

botanical hc meme ! | accepting. dear god quen not the THREEFER.

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violet.

horrible. in any verse, in any time period. he's really, really bad with dealing with betrayal - for him, it feels like an incredibly personal attack for someone to have gained his trust and then subsequently break it. it's even worse, though, because despite that wishful expectation for people to just stick to their word, he also EXPECTS betrayal in the same breath. again, doesn't matter what time or verse. hali - humility - did a lot of damage to him as a child at pretty much every point via the chaotic corruption he experienced. a lot of his lifetime has been spent unable to discern reality from his fantasies, and this kind of gets a lot worse when taking into account how often he dissociates and leaves someone else in charge of functioning for the day - usually sephtis, because the indifference lets them survive better. he hallucinates other people around him and other people talking to him. it's something that reinforces his lies to himself ; surely people can't actually tolerate him that much, they're just waiting until he finally gives them a reason to leave him behind ! and of course, when he DOES get betrayed, it leads to an intense affirmation of his deepest fears that then, in turn, adds to hali's gradual corruption, continuing the cycle. he's really bad at dealing with it. as an adult he starts to get a little better, but that's ONLY with his support system around - and for five years between the promised day and him finally going to xing to be with ling, he significantly LACKS that support system. yeah he just doesn't do well with it at all.

chamomile.

same thing here - any time, any verse, he'll take away extremely bitter things regarding his most painful experiences. while the smartest parts of him can and DO file away more important lessons from being hurt by people or things, the rest of him that hates the feeling of being hurt instead stores away the information like some kind of plague that continues to destroy his insides. the transmutation, the incident in briggs, his wounds from the promised day - all of them are horrible, HORRIBLE experiences in his head, and they're ones that his brain likes to REPEAT at the most inopportune of times. the briggs scar especially. even long after it's healed he still remembers the feeling of ice filling his body and the sensation of cement in his heart while he tried to stay alive. it actually keeps getting worse for him, sometimes - he'll straight up have moments where he gets stuck with phantom sensations of the whole thing even IF hali isn't the one specifically triggering all of it. sometimes he'll have the worst pains in the metal limbs. sometimes he'll have the worst pains around his heart, which was his most damaged organ to begin with. he really never catches a break. eventually his trauma gets to a point where he physically CANNOT handle any more of it - and that's when one of the others is thrown into the mix so he can let them handle the burden. usually sephtis handles everything - but honey is responsible for keeping him sane despite having been targeted by a serial killer while he was crossdressing that one time. they kind of carry that trauma so he can just forget it ever happened. his mental state is ... weird, like that.

amaryllis.

ah shit its lairus now. because goldie had an issue with understanding and dealing with his pride in HEALTHY ways - aka not letting himself be tortured by humility for having a natural human experience and not letting himself grow too manic in said experience - we're going to lairus now, who is eternally 34 and NOT constantly hounded by his phantom twin for feeling things. he's ... weird about his pride, though. he has his small, brief moments of enjoying himself and being proud of the things he's capable of, but it's very clear he still has SCARS regarding his childhood and struggles to maintain said pride for a normal period of time. he'll have one moment where he boasts and then immediately cringe at himself and "calm down" - aka he'll just quiet himself and give a small, bitter smile before doing whatever else he needs to do. it goes hand in hand with how obnoxiously "humble" he can be - which is more sad than anything. he's getting better, though ! slowly. as slow as someone who's scattered across time and space can be, anyways.

[goldenhour-s]

dollhouse edit #1 / no cc

[lrdvyke]

thinking about it, but despite vyke changing up his loadout three times in his time as tarnished, he never had to respec once. look at him, king of forethought over here

[gbslament]

Do you like the stars?

I do… :)

Oh, Muse. Why are you crying? Why are you so so gloomy? No one is here.

ONLY ME.

[gorgynei]

im watching the cr elden ring oneshot this is awesome. i didnt like this oneshot when it came out bc i didnt get it or care about elden ring but now? NOW? oh this is crazy

[majorbitchwillgraham]

Dragon dream 🐉

I think it's a dream about success and your parents being a threat to that..

Flying: flying can represent success in dreams, I think also through popular sayings it has been asociated to that, like when they say "open your wings and fly". I like that dreams often represent popular sayings!

The golden dragon: There can be personal reasons to you of why it is a dragon.. but what I can say is that the characteristics of the dragon are being beautiful, majestic, powerful... so you want to be like the dragon, and achieving success would make you feel beautiful, would make you feel great about yourself and satisfied with yourself, like you are living your best life maybe

The area near the street you grew up on: besides from that this appeared in the dream so that you could find your parents, in the context of this dream it's like a sense of.. not being able to escape your past? because even if you are having success in your independent life, then the neighborhood you lived in is still there to influence you.. in the dream is the fear of this happening, not necesarily that it is a reality that you can't escape your past. And then your parents appear..

Parents: it seems easy to see maybe.. that your parents suddenly pulling you by the wings like a kite, could mean that you think they could control you or negatively influence you on your search for success and independence.. also maybe like they want you to be the version of you they remember. And you are worried it could make you powerless, because suddenly they turn your real wings into a kite

The tree line: it's like your parents could have good intentions, but they are unaware of the damage they could cause your or just that they could do more harm than benefit.. so that could be represented when they pull you towards the tree line that is an obstacle that could make you crash or get hurt. And the anxiety you wake up with is regarding all this situation and not wanting it to happen for real..

[heartsdefine]

↪ memes — accepting!

@faultyconscience (moldaver) said: “i don't think you've changed much.” - to Lucy

        “Don't...” Lucy turns away from her father to face Moldaver, wiping a few stray tears from her cheek with the end of her dirtied sleeve. “Don't do that, please. You knew my mother.” She shakes her head. “You don't know me.”