#going thru my notifs like a FAN

[repressedgaymer]

hey tumblr can i get a special mutual color for my girlfriend so that i can see his reblogging from me easier

[getting-messi]

BREAKING NEWS🚨🚨🚨🚨

I AM ALIVE!!!🥳🤩💃🏾💃🏾

[causenessus]

ME READING ANYTHING REE SAYS OR WRITES <333 EVERYONE U SHOULD GO READ REE'S WORKS IF U HAVEN'T ALREADY!!

YOU'RE SO SWEET THANK U SM 😭😭 I KNOW U GOT CLICKBAITED AT LEAST ONE PRSON

FROYAOYA FACE REVEAL!!! here are genuine, real pictures of me as I read ness’ reblogs!!!!

did u get clickbaited did it work. or is readbaited the word

[simpjaes]

u have been putting me thru such a rollercoaster this week with your hiatus indecisiveness right when I start coming to terms with your absence on this site you’re like wait maybe I was jk and I’m like YAYYYYYYY but listen no matter where u go I’ll be an active fan 🙏🏼 tho I do like having u on here bc I get to send u anons and receive notifs whenever you post your little late night jay yearnings I wish neither you nor drunkhazed would be burdened with the presence of the chronically clenched kindergarten number line IQ engenes on here 😞 i miss her so bad but I’m very grateful that you’re still around for the time being <3

man, this shit happens every time i'm manic ;-; I'm sorry. It's like, i genuinely cannot stand how uncomfortable I am here but there are times where it's just like "it's just a website, who cares?" and I decide to stay. I think I'm too attached to some of my readers here and I guess I'm just generally not ready to leave yet no matter how much I wish I was. I keep trying to bite the bullet, but i also keep spitting it back out.

Sorry for the roller coaster fr. It will likely happen again. ;O; i do genuinely deal with hypo-mania that makes me feel capable enough to delete all of my blogs and disappear off the face of the earth but I'm learning how to deal with it and try to think before I make decisions like that. I've worked too hard on this blog to abandon it like that :/

hate that i want to be here at the same time, but I'm thankful you put up with me. I'll just start utilizing the option to turn off anon every time i receive hate. Also might just use tumblr as another platform to post my writing but distance from the social aspect from time to time. There's just...so many issues here, but also a lot of positives.

omg im being messy and yapping.

[karmaajr]

CHAT 😭😭 I was literally just looking thru notifs on tumblr and was seeing some from my girlfriend and then like.. the girl comes in and turns off the fan?? and we have rlly short discussion and she sits on the bed and is like

"why are you happy?" and I'm like HUH!?!?! WHAT 😭😭😭😭 WHAT TYPE OF CONVERSATION STARTER IS THAT?!?!?!? LIKE EVEN IM BETTER AT STARTING CONVOS I THINK WTH

and so I go

"wuh now-"

AND SHE GOES

"phone, look! you smiling at the phone!"

AM I THAT GAY?!?!?!?!?! SHE HASNT SEEN THE SAME AMOUNT OF JOY ON MY FACE IN THE PAST TWO-ISH WEEKS THEN IN THOSE FEW SECONDS OF SEEING NOTIFS FROM ALLI???

[ventithedrunkbardehe]

Hello hello

I'm baackk~

Warnings: English is nkt my first lanuage so there might be grammar errors, also typo's mighz happenen here and there, also swearing

So let's get started shall we?

Streamer!reader accidentaly revealing their relationship with the Xsoleil boys ft.Nina!

You were just doing an ordinary drinking stream, or so you planned to. You didn't realize how much you got caught up in drinking and started answering the questions in the chat. You didn't realize how much of a bad idea it was beacuse of your drunked state. You took a sip of your drink as you read out the next question

'Is there anyone that has your interest in NijisanjiEN' - you rewd the question out lous and without even thinking you answered to it. "Mhmm... And I'm so glad that he's actually my boyfriend..." - you said as you took another sip.

Ver

"I mean who wouldn't love Ver... He's just so perfect, and handsome, and cute, and everything else you could ask for..." - you continued babbling about your boyfriend as the whole chat turned into a mess, both hate and love coming from fans. You would've kept going unless Nina called you up that you should stop the stream since you were so drunk and you didn't realize what were you talking about. You argued a bit with her ws she tried to convince the fans thru the phone call that you were saying nonsense and it was just beacuse you were drunk. But everyone knowing that you're one of the most honest streamers out there, why would you be babbling lies about being together with Ver. Nina luckily got you to turn the stream off and go to bed, but you weren't ready what would happen tomorrow.

As you woke up the next day, you're phone was blown up by how many notifications you got from Twitter. As you opened the app you saw several clips about you talking about how much youlove Ver and so glad that he's your boyfriend. You saw how many other streamer friend of yours tried to protect you, as you got embarrassed from reading all the tweets about your mistake, you finally got yourself together and wrote an apology tweet saying that you were sorry and that too drunk to even know what were you talking about, you didn't mean to say boyfriend as in a relationship but as a good guy friend. After ypu posted the tweet out you immediately called Ver up.

"I'm so sorry about everything honey, I was just-" -he cut into your sentence

"It's okay, but next time make sure that you don't get caught up in drinking and start spilling tea about our relationship okay? Anyways I'll go over to your place in a few minutes okay?" - he said

"Okay, love you" - you said as you giys put the phone down.

'This will be hurting for a while...' - you tought as you looked at the screen of your monitor that had twitter open.

Hex

"I mean who wouldn't like Hex... Just look at him... He has such an attractive voice... His humor... Ahh I could talk about him all day." - you said. You continued talking about him as you took several sips from you drink. You didn't ralize thst you were talking about him for like 5 minutes straight untill Mom came to the rescue and called you up to stop the stream which took her like almost 10 minutes beacuse your drunk ass didn't realize what was going on and you guys ended up arguing untill she finally got you to end the stram and to to bed.

When you woke up your head was hurting like hell, as you remembered back what did you do last night's stream and immediately went up on twitter to see clips about you talking about you dear boyfriend Hex, and others trying to protect you. When you got yourself together you wrote an apology tweet, saying thst it was just a big missunderstanding that the word boyfriend you meant was not the 'in realtionship' term but it was as 'guy friend' term. Hoping that people will belive you as you posted it. After a few minutes of continuing reading the tweets about your mistake your phone buzzed. It was you boyfriend Hex. You immediately pickee upand started apologizing to him about the accident.

"It's okay... Hopefully it will go down in a week or two..." - he said as you were on the verge of tears. "But to be honest... I never imagined that you love me this much" - he chuckled at your reaction as teased you.

"Oh shut up... This is embarrassing" - you said as you huffed and joined to laugh with him.

Doppio

"Pio-chan is just so cute... He's like a giant baby... His laugh... ahh so cute. Everything about him is so cute..." - you continued babbling about your boyfriend. Some of your streamer friends in the chat tried stopping you, writing to you on social media, but Nina saved the night. She called you up talking you down from continueing the stream as you were drunk drunk. After a few minutes of talking and arguing a little she finally got you to stop the stream and get yourself together and go to bed.

The next day you woke up with a terrible headache from being drunk yesterday night.

"Fucking hangovers..." - you said as you tried to get out of bed and get some painkillers. After ypu took them, even tho your head was still hurting you went up on twitter to see everything about your mistake that was clipped and posted everywhere. Everyone was talking about your little tea spilling. You saw some of your friends trying to stop the people from talking about these matters, but everyone knew that they won't die down from just these tweets. You were reading the tweets about yourself as the phone buzzed on your desk. It was Doppio. You didn't really want to answer it being a bit scared how he would react to it. But you eventually picked it up.

"Good morning darling~" - he said lively.

"Good morning" - you said back to him, it was hearable on your voice that you were nervous and embarrassed.

"Are you worried about yesterday night?" - he asked in a softer tone.

"Mhm... I'm sorry" - you answered.

"It's alright it's alright! My company might kill me but let's tell the fans ye? I mean it won't die down until they get to know the thruth yea? So why not make it easier for everyone?" - he said in a reassureing voice.

"I-... Pio-chan... Are you okay? Are you drunk? As I know I was the one drowning myself in drinks and not you." - you asked worriedly laughing a bit.

"Yepp a 100% sure!" - he answered immediately.

The two of you agreed to announce your guy's relationship and after tweeting it out the both you turned your social media's off. Soon enough he arrived at your place and you guys went and played games.

@lonelysimpfor2dmen thank you for the request ❤️ sorry thst it took this long 😭🙏

Hope you guys enjoyed it! Have a nice day! Byeee!

[danphantom]

oh hey i wanna talk abt smth thats been on my mind both lately and on and off for a while in general. sorry this ended up being a hella long post lol. but i have a lot to say

so...for context, ive been in the phandom for 10 years--since 2014--though it has admittedly been on and off in terms of engagement from me. in 2017 i got into dragon ball and all but dropped danny phantom completely with a few small drawings here and there. it was only like..within the past week that i actually got back into the phandom legitimately again, actively making art and posts about it and engaging with the source material and etc

anyway, i was obsessed with dp from 2014-late 2017 (until i got into dbz). i made lots and lots of fanart, played the gba games like all the damn time (i got to where i could speedrun tue lol), rewatched the show regularly...i was even one of those fans that bought obscure merch and learned useless trivia that ive since forgotten. in 2015 a lot of you may remember that i made @doppelgangercomic, a comic about an au i had where dan got a redemption arc (albeit a bumpy one) and future vlad was there and stuff happened (go read the comic LOL). it got a LOT of love and traction! it made me really happy to see all the positivity around my work like that :) i actually got a lot of positive responses towards my work in general. i had a really great time in the phandom back then

then i changed fandoms and kinda fell out of the phandom space. after being on a hiatus from the phandom until literally a week ago, i honestly have to say ive felt like i kind of...faded into obscurity in the phandom's eyes? basically i feel like old news. people dont generally know what doppelganger is now. they may have seen my art in passing here and there but they dont know who i am anymore. i think the only place people actively still find my old danny phantom art from when i was heavily active is...deviantart lol. i get notifications from favorites literally every day there. but uh anyway--im not saying this to garner pity or tell a sob story or anything! im just expressing some thoughts and feelings ive had for a long time lol.

the reason i bring this ^ up though, is because like...i know its not true? logically, i know that i DID make an impact in the fandom i loved/love so so much. i left my mark on both the fandom in an artistic sense, and also the people in the fandom, and sometimes i forget that because i get significantly less engagement on my posts than i used to. but i know that doesnt mean that people dont like my stuff anymore, or that ive been forgotten.

i actually got a message from someone today--a friend i made kinda recently who approached me bc they liked doppelganger actually. they told me that basically its surreal to them that theyre talking to me as a friend because they remember reading doppelganger when they were younger and looking up to me because of it. and it really reminded me of what i said previously--ive not been forgotten, and people still do appreciate and love what ive put out into the world (specifically about danny phantom in this case). ive made an impact on people's lives even when i dont realize it or see it physically. the message and sentiment made me feel really really good and nice and happy and honestly relieved, because the phandom and danny phantom as a media has been an extremely important and impactful part of my life ever since i got into it ten years ago. i literally changed my name to dan because of it lol. it was the reason i found stephen silver's work and went down that path of my art journey. its the reason i found so many amazing people and friends and artists and continue to do that even now. i owe a lot to danny phantom and the phandom as a whole, and i try to give back in the only ways i know how--mainly thru showing my passion through my art and posts.

anyway erm. yeah. all of this to say i wanted to thank yall--the phandom--for supporting me all this time, whether youve been with me from the beginning or if youre just joining me recently. youve been an absolute delight in my life and i know youll continue to be for a long time. :)

[ixomiyu]

It's the season of love! and you know what that means, time to find yourself a valentine! and who better than one of your beloved mutuals? answer these questions, and the mutual with the most mentions your tumblr valentine:

Mutual you can always rely on?

Mutual who never misses a post?

Mutual you share the most interests with?

Mutual you have the most in common with?

Mutual you look up to?

Mutual you'd run away and live in a cottage with?

Spouse material mutual?

Mutual with the best personality?

Mutual that never fails to make you laugh?

Mutual you'd have a crush on if you knew them irl?

Mutual you absolutely cannot live without?

YES OK !! THANK YOU TO THE ANONNIE BAE WHI SENT THIS 🫶🏻

MUTUAL YOU CAN ALWAYS RELY ON — @byuqi

she’s seen every side of me…all the good parts and bad parts. my ei has always been there for me ilyily bae 🤍

MUTUAL(S) WHO NEVER MISSES A POST — @hanniluvi @wonieleles

i always see them in my notifs whenever i post nd it’s always fun interacting w/ them 💓 i love to check my phone to see notifs from my pookies 🤭

MUTUAL YOU SHARE THE MOST INTERESTS WITH — @amakumos

yun was the first person that i have interacted with that has figure skated before, so me being the biggest amakmos fan ever i screamed ����

MUTUAL YOU HAVE THE MOST IN COMMON WITH — @hannikz

i read thru their carrd nd we listen to literally the same people #xintwinz FR!! 🤞🏻 ALSO!! we’re both hufflepuffs 🤭

MUTUAL(S) YOU LOOK UP TO — @amakumos @arininlove @hanniluvi @kynrki @soobnny

i could name a whole bunch more of names but they really were the ones who inspired me to take writing seriously. i’m so grateful to be able to interact and be friends w/ all of them as they were by biggest inspirations 💓

MUTUAL YOU’D RUN AWAY AND LIVE IN A COTTAGE WITH — @trsrina

my 09’bae, i see us going to a type of cottage-y house whenever we wanna/feel like it yk 🤷 AND OFC WE’D TAKE LOTSSSS OF PICS !!! 😍

SPOUSE MATERIAL MUTUAL — @hanniluvi

my most obvious option ofc 🤭🤭 #soki_endgame 💍

MUTUAL(S) WITH THE BEST PERSONALITY — @ all of them

I LOVE EVERYONES OWN UNIQUE PERSONALITIES MWAH MWAH ITS WAS MAKES YGS SO SPECIAL AND DEAR 2 ME 🫶🏻

MUTUAL THAT NEVER FAILS TO MAKE YOU LAUGH — @byuqi

we say and talk abt the most random shit at times so it’s so hard to NAWT laugh 😭😭😭 ei is such a fun and charming presence to be around <3

MUTUAL YOU’D HAVE A CRUSH ON IF YOU KNEW THEM IRL — @hanniluvi

sophi checks all the boxes 🤷 SHE’S JUST BETTER THAN EVERYONE ELSEJDKDJ !!! that’s why she so wifey material 🤭

MUTUAL YOU ABSOLUTELY CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT — @byuqi

ei is my ride or die. if she jumps, i jump idcidc 🤷 we’ve known each other since we opened our accounts and i could imagine my life without her ☹️ nd even though we don’t talk everyday, WE DON’T NEED TOO!! cause the moment we start talking again our convos go on for hours 😭😭🤍 anyways i have sml 4 you my ei, never forget that 🫶🏻

[trashyandtiredsol]

I weirdly feel tired and kinda shitty rn?????

Gonna type my day out, big text time

The fuck- I had a nice day, ate well (2 waffles plus a peanut butter nature valley cracker sandwich thing and a small bag of chips a bit before noon, then had coffee and finished it in like maybe less than 20 minutes that my mom got me after I ate what I said above this.

I then went to a Wizard of Oz play with my gram and a couple of her friends, listened to my music with earbuds during the ride, so nice and not awkward stimulation from being uncomfortable and to quiet. We were on the balcony there, right after the row in the front of the balcony. I really liked the play, would recommend, they did a fantastic job at it. I worked on a rottmnt Leo drawing before it started, Finished it!! Then I worked on my bluejay lemur drawing during intermission, didn't get real far :/ gotta look back at my wing tip Reblog at some point.

We then went to some food place never heard of before, tried haddock and some other seafood thing grs friends ordered, wasn't a huge fan. I ordered a chili dog with orange Fanta soda (small size I think?) with some fries, didn't finish the fries, was a bit larger than I was hungry for.

Also listened to music on the way home and dropping grams friends off.

I then ate a donut my mom got me (dunkins, same place she got the coffee (iced pumpkin spice coffee with caramel added, highly recommend!), plus the other donut that was for my brother, but he didn't want it. Took a drowsy making allergy pill plus my prescribed sleep pill before I ate the donuts, it was after 6 then, which is when I usually take the pills, helps me fall sleep faster if I take them an hour or two before 8 ish, when I usually go to bed (to not fuck my sleep schedule and to be able to sleep more).

I then was going thru my Tumblr notifications, replied to mino on mini me in mug (will work on eventually!! It's currently 8:40 rn, gotta sleep soon :/).

I then went to get ice cream with my mom and step grandma (married to my grandpa, my bio gram and him aren't together) from McDonald's, an Oreo mcflurry, finished it before I'm typing this post.

And then am now going thru my Tumblr notifications and making this post, will go to bed after I finish this and finish going thru my Tumblr notifications!!! :D

My day all typed out (woke up at 7 something, that's why I go to bed at 8ish wanna sleep around 8-10 ish hours :P. I like sleep)

[tamaharu]

im still only like 42% thru orv (torturous) (the demon king selection just started if u were curious idk)

anyway but my secret is there were TWO reasons i wanted to read orv #1 i reblogged a lot of posts from you and tagged em as zero escape but you tagged em as orv. which basically guarantees orv is good

THE OTHER SECRETER REASON is cause i saw u had a tag for shipping 3 of the characters together and i was like ok dont mind if i do

anyway youre doing good work to remake/rehash memes to make sure they include all 3 and i kno i dont have most of the appropriate context at this point (mortifying ordeal of only being halfway thru media. excrutiating. death and dying) BUT ITS A SENTIMENT I TOO HAVE FELT. WITH OTHER MEDIA. SO I APPRECIATE IT.

so anyway in 10 years when i finally get all the way thru prepare to have your notifs wrekt i WILL be going thru ur tags

thank you for your time

ehehehe if my memory of the order is correct youre getting extremely close to an veeerrrry fun arc. so good luck for when you reach that :3

I WANT TO PLAY ZERO ESCAPE! I've heard very good things about it.. mostly from a lot of fellow orv fans! and i played some of aitsf (although i didnt get the chance to finish it) and enjoyed it, so im interested to see the predecessor to that. i just havent found the time/money to pirate/buy and play it but its definitely on my ever-expanding to do list..

and YES ahahaha! i knew having that tag would be of use (besides my own personal enjoyment)! the unfortunate part of the yhk trio is. oh its so good howls to the moon. but hsy is introduced comparatively late into the game and a lot of her Deal is only properly contextualized at the very end, so when a lot of the readers are webtoon-only/primarily or just going slowly when working through the novel, she can often get excluded sad face. it really doesnt help that shes A Girl and fighting for prestige against the blowjob brothers. but its okay. i know her heart. i know of the yaoi and yuri she engages in with those two. han sooyoung, fighting!

[dialecticzander]

Daydreams about Fiction Writing

Here are some visions of potential websites that don't yet exist (as far as i know):

Daydream: I browse paragraphs describing various fictional universes. Each universe has a wiki that anyone can write new content for. I forgot about that airships-in-a-hollow-planet setting! I add a list of airship names to that wiki's page about the faction that can talk to birds. I'm good at inventing vehicle names. But i can't make more substantial changes to this page without getting the permission of cactuschloe, the person who came up with this faction. Instead i check the list of Freely Expandable Pages, which any writer is allowed to add anything to. I spend 2 hours expanding the stub page List of Expeditions Beneath the Shadowstar Well. This makes me the concept-admin for most paragraphs on that page. I go seek lunch. The next day, i see 2 Likes on that page, 1 Request for me to expand the Explorers MIA section, & 1 notification that another writer added a List of Monsters section. It's nice that other people are adding to this story.

Daydream: I can't stop thinking about the cliffhanger at the end of book 2 of Catherynne M Valente's new Redwall-except-theyre-butterflies series. I'm obsessed. I scroll thru plot bounties posted by other impatient fans. The biggest bounty is about a ship i find boring, but the 2nd biggest is 'Reveal - Who Wrote the Instructions Inside the Tulips?'. I pay a cool $20 to that bounty, because I WANT TO KNOW. 14 months later, Book 3 comes out & reveals that the Ant Queen is behind the flower instructions. Obvious in retrospect. The user who posted this bounty marks it as complete & all $9,625 that fans paid into it goes to Valente. If the series had ended without ever revealing this, that user would have clicked Refund All & we would all have gotten our money back. By escrowing our money, we were showing Valente how much we were willing to pay her to write about the plot threads we care most about. A ebook can be copied for free, but the writer's time cannot. That's the valuable, scarce resource here.

Daydream: I post a bounty & pay $30 into it. I describe it using tags that are mostly from dropdowns, but sometimes typed by me, like AO3 tags. I'm paying for someone to publish a novel about lonely self-sustaining communes in a cyberpunk setting, ideally involving northern California & whole brain emulation. I can't get this money back after i post it, & indeed 6 years go by before i become aware of a new novel that fits my bounty to my satisfaction. I release my bounty's $30 to that novel's writer. They also collect the bounties of hundreds of other users, whose overlapping tags also match this novel. In this way, those unwritten books we all dream about become buyable.

Daydream: While others would not be, I'm delighted to pay $30 / month to a very nice membership bookstore located along my drive home from work. The store is a generous participant in the Open Fiction movement that's taking off in the 2030s, financially supporting many new authors who write DRM-free ebooks. The bookstore membership revenue helps replace the carbon-heavy paper revenue of traditional bookstores, & of course the store is a lovely place to have a tea & browse.

[legionofghostss]

I have this problem where if I see some fan art I like, I'll go to original posters page and just scroll thru liking and reblogging literally everything I see, most of the time I forget im on someone's page and not just on my dashboard I'm so sorry to all the people who just have me x100 in their notifs 😭

[maddsmallow]

really not a huge fan of the fact that i cant see my notifications while going thru my likes on mobile 🥴 i hate this stupid update with the blog button on the top of the screen

[tintinology]

!!!!!!!

Ok ok but not only can the newspaper not fire him, it's gotta convince him to stay as well because the other newspapers would definitely try to poach him!! Like sure, he's unpredictable as hell and if he dies during an assignment it'll look bad, but he's been fine so far, and if they could just get him to work for them their sales would go thru the roof! So his editor has to somehow balance keeping him safe for the sake of his fans and his newspaper while also keeping him happy enough that he won't quit, and this man's blood pressure is way too high to be healthy and he is definitely going to die from the stress at some point rip

And also I just love the idea of Haddock getting dragged into this mess, and I especially like the concept of a Haddock who's very much online (though I can't decide whether he actually interacts with fans or just happens to know what the latest discourse and discussions about Tintin are) and just has to deal with knowing what the fans say about Tintin and about them (I wonder how he'd react to being called Tintin's sugar daddy??). But ALSO Haddock liveblogging their adventures and alternating between being like "this idiot better NOT be doing what I think he doing" and "ohmygod this is it this is how we die help me", except he never gives any actual details so the fans (and Tintin's editor who at this point has notifications on for Haddock and for any mention of Tintin online) have to use Haddock's tweets to try to figure out just in how much danger Tintin actually is this time

Also Tintin vlogs but only about the most mundane parts of his life, like here's what I feed snowy and oh my friend Chang is visiting Marlinspike this week and then just disappears for months at a time while adventuring before coming back with another video compilation of Haddock tripping over stuff

Modern AU where Tintin's editor begs him to please stay out of trouble for a little while after his latest adventure lands him in the hospital (again) and people take to Twitter to accuse the newspaper of endangering its employees for the sake of profit

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

the vlogs been out for over 5 hrs am I allowed to be mad abt it now

[jayflrt]

hello ! firstly, i’m glad you had fun at svt’s concert !! i also wanted to go for the svt concert but the ticket’s too expensive so… 😓😓😓 but still! if possible can you share your experience and the pictures and videos you took 👀 i’m just like,, living vicariously thru everyone i know who went/is going to a svt concert atp…

also, on the other hand, for the last two chapters of diamond league, your entire first taglist wasn’t tagged, so i didn’t get a notif for them — if possible, can you try to fix that? thanks! 💗

thank you anon !!!! 🥰🥰💖💖 it was incredible omfg they’re such amazing performers and i was so emotional towards the end when i realized it was ending soon 😭 they’re so genuine too in how they perform and talk to their fans <//3 i just love them sm 😔 there were so many sweet carats too and i got a few freebies and a banner ♡ also omg you’re right some of the resale tix were crazy expensive </3 i’m ngl i didn’t take many pictures at all it was all videos HAHAH and i wasn’t planning on posting those bc you can hear me very clearly 💀 LMFOAOO

i do have a few pictures i just didn’t take that much !! 🥰 i was mostly trying to sing along and watch them dance 🤭

also i’m not sure why it didn’t tag bc i tagged it manually but i think i’ll just add the tags in a separate reblog and that should fix the issue! thanks for bringing it to my attention!!