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Maybe we do need to go back to the “are the curtains just blue” for adults and have them have a refresher cuz why is bridgerton twt saying that Francesca is jealous of polin and implying that her and John is a marriage of convenience. And that deep down she’s envious of polin and she craves the passionate love that her siblings have for herself deep down even if she’s satisfied in a safe marriage and I feel like that’s just projection not everyone wants passion and toxicity some people want simplicity especially when the envy in question was because her mother wasn’t treated her and John with the same respect as her siblings and their partner because violet has this idea that her children’s love life is supposed to match her and her late husband’s watch was filled with grand gestures and that’s just not francesa. Violet is treating them differently because they don’t follow her vision of what love is and francesa feels alienated and isolated
#anti polin#going delete later#just had to get my thoughts out#john stirling#francesca bridgerton#penelope featherington#colin bridgerton#‘if they make her unhappy with John I’ll riot’#and ‘I hate that the writers have made them this way why does francesca seem so uninterested’#I fear you may suffer from lack of media literacy too#why are yall so set on francesa being so not in love with john when francesa loves him in her own way
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Head Archivist of the Magnus Institute, London
(day 1)
#tma#the magnus archives#jonathan sims#old art i never posted bc i Hated how it turned out#but upon further consideration.. its not That bad so here u go#there r references to all of the fears in the bg 👀#like a lil scavenger hunt.. i think its fun…#may possibly delete later
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Okay I’m not really a part of this fandom but I’ve been following along cuz it looks kinda cool
So I do wanna say that I noticed smth in the last episode of Hazbin Hotel involving Alastor?
Like it’s canonical that he’s never not smiling right? But I was watching his fight with Adam again and I saw this:
His shadowwwww was FROWNINGGGGG
But then it corrects itself like half a second later!!
It’s a blink-and-you-miss-it moment:
#is this anything?#has anyone already noticed this?#might delete later#hazbin hotel#hazbin alastor#alastor#vivziepop#1k#2k#3k#5k#10k#< holy crap?#i don’t even go here guys#🎵song’s greatest hits🎵
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AuDHD is so funny sometimes like what do you mean my hyperfixations/special interests will last for years on end or possibly forever but they will cycle out every month or two with absolutely no transitional period or warning. like i will think about the same topic every day obsessively for 46 days in a row and on the 47th day with no visible cause adhd brain goes "ok! bored of that now" and autism brain goes "dw i got something queued up for ya" and i blast into full blown obsession on some other topic whose mental file folders haven't opened in 9 months. brain's out here treating hyperfixations like a crop rotation. once the dopamine runs out it cycles in another one but once something's in the rotation it never ever leaves. last summer we brought in one from when i was 11. it's so funny to me but frustrating too bc like. i cannot stress enough my inability to predict or control this. or how completely abrupt and random it can be
#actually adhd#actually autistic#audhd#aphelion.txt#ik 'adhd brain' vs 'autism brain' is a gross oversimplification especially given how much overlap there can be#but it at least helps me conceptualize wtf is going on in my head when i do this lol#and yeah i'm mostly referring to fandoms in this post but it can happen w more 'Traditional' special interests too#like my linguistics special interest which hasn't popped up in a couple years now but whenever it does#i will fill literal notebooks while studying 4 languages at once and simultaneously inventing a conlang#and then i'll be like Ok that was fun! and several months later im deleting like. 2gb of textbooks off my iphone to make room for an update#And sometimes yeah there is a precipitating event like 'Oh something new happened in X fandom with my blorbo!' but sometimes it's like#yeah. no. idk either. switch got flipped in my brain and X no longer sparks joy. only Y rn. how come it's Y? yeah idk i also wish i knew#i don't think any of this is actually an uncommon experience for people with these types of neurodivergencies it's just.#the severity of abruptness and TOTALITY of the switch that makes me feel like a weirdo sometimes lol#like I'M getting mental whiplash from this sometimes. idk how y'all are still following my blog
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i will like forever stand by the fact that self-insert art is good and helpful honestly. call it cringe or whtever but at the end of the day you need to realize that drawing yourself or writing yourself into your favorite media that makes you happy can be incredibly healing. there is seriously nothing wrong with wanting to experience a bit of a reality in which u live a life that is with your favorite character ever even if its "weird" cuz honestly who the fuck cares. make urself happy. let yourself have that singular pleasure of imagining yourself with someone or something that brings you comfort outside of this world that is not nearly as kind
#especially if ur like me and u use it as replacement therapy cuz you cant access real life therapy#i do not care if its cringe if i draw myself talking w sun fnaf or who ever fucking else#if i do not have anyone to go to for comfort Let me make it up at the very fucking least#talking#ugh or possibly#delete later
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Posting a sneak-peak of this now because I'm about to be In The Shit school workload-wise, so this'll take me a while to finish.
Doing some character design exploration/expression sheets for Celestia and Luna. Figuring out Celestia's weird ass anatomy while I'm at it.
#mlp#celestia#fanart#my art#wip#the grand galloping 20s#delete later#look at me fucking smart guy signed up for 4 art classes in one quarter#so now i have 4 concurrent art/film/creative writing projects going on at the same fucking time#taking bets on how fast i burn out#anyways the idea behind the faces is the front face is the surface. it displays whatever emotions celestia intends when she's in control.#the two side faces––sadness and anger––are sides of her she has less control over. i drew all 3 faces active for the exploration#but in reality only 1 is active at a time. the others will either close their eyes or go catatonic like a puppet or doll#the final face on the back of the head is the deep subconscious. every ugly and violent and hateful thought and emotion#that lies buried under the surface. celestia has no control over that side of her. if she ever wakes
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#so it turns out the mad durge route is PAINFUL#durge just killing themselves at the pier#and karlach just dies??? doesn't go to hell with wyll on her own?#astarion running away from the sun and never seeing durge again#no epilogue for mad dead durge#and UGH i so hate the editing of this but didnt want to make it again (maybe delete later??? not sure)#bg3#astarion#astarion x durge#durge x astarion#astarion gifs#bg3 gifs#astarion ancunin#baldurs gate 3#baldurs gate iii#baldur's gate 3 astarion#baldurs gate gifs#bg3 spoilers#baldurs gate spoilers#durge spoilers#astarion x dark urge#dark urge x astarion#dark urge spoilers#bg3 act 3 spoilers#bg3 act 3#my edits
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#going through files to finish comics and Im possesed by this one#kallamar#cotl#cult of the lamb#delete later
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if i wrote a nasty, dark highlander!soap 1600s au, would people be into that
#remember when i wrote knight!ghost and how epic that was#i think it would be a challenge to write soap without ghost to complement him#oh my godddddddd if i did all of them……also epic lol but one at a time and idea at a time#or else ill go insane#delete later
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tryna figure out where I am on the doodle spectrum
#minute doodles#last thing we doodled before our computer shot itself#I think i’m gonna delete krita#I love it it’s great to use but I think it might be killing my computer#So we’re going to be posting some doodle drafts for a lil while till we find my stylus a better home#anyhow#will prob delete this later#sun fnaf#fnaf sun#sundrop#dca
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"Josie..."
#Bottoms movie#bottoms 2023#josie x isabel#ayo edebiri#havana rose liu#this is all y'all get for now#unless i want to make more later#but go see this movie first#if any of y'all talk shit about the quality imma delete this#jk i will redo this set when it come out on prime
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from mila13la' instagram - december 09, 2024
#i am honestly just doing this just to distract myself#it's almost two am and i can't stop crying because the eras tour is over lmaooo#and i think it's more because i was part of it after many years of being a swiftie you know?#like the first time she comes to mexico and i actually have the money to go and see her? the four fucking nights?#man now i can't stop thinking about those days#anyways sebas looks handsome and he's wearing the iconic red jacket#deleting this later#probably in the morning idk#sebastian stan#sebastianstanedit#sebstanedit#fysebastianstan#sstanedit#stansclan#gbbb#tw flashing#tw eyestrain
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HIYA ! I don't think I've shared this on Tumblr, but here's a WIP of Mer Ren's new design!! Under da cut because of spoilers + I'm not done with the final design yet >:3
#I already mentioned this in Discord but I wanna incorporate more shells into his design somehow..... And make him WET lmao#I know it's a WIP but he looks so dry.... Pookie go back into Lake Bluemoss or somethin#Also I know that none of those fish inspo live in a lake but there is no way I'm makin Ren a largemouth bass kgjkgjkdsgs#🖤 — gallery.#🖤 — shut up sai.#💖 — 14 days with queue.#💖 — about ren.#to be deleted later
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Hot 4am take but I feel like if we want to get people more interested in making their yards a more habitable space for wildlife like insects, we have to acknowledge that ‘Don’t want bugs in your house’ is still a 100% fair and valid point of view. ‘Loves nature’ and ‘doesn’t want roaches spiders and mosquitoes in the house’ aren’t opposites.
And with that in mind, when we propose to people that spraying pesticides around houses is Not A Good Idea, Actually, I feel like we need to give an alternative asides from ‘deal with it.’
#solarpunk#anti pesticides#ani rambles#this is coming from personal opinion at 4am keep that in mind but like#I’m scared of roaches. i’m fine with them outside though#my parents dont like roaches and for good reason. they spray Ortho Home Defense along the veeery edge of the concrete by the doors to#keep roaches and shit from coming in because yknow. Florida.#if I tell them ‘hey actually we shouldn’t spray pesticides inside (ie raid spray) or outside (ie home defense)#theyre gonna ask wtf to do instead to prevent roaches#and if I tell them ‘nothing suck it up buttercup’ they’re gonna laugh and then double down on the sprays#we gotta have an alternative ready and honestly maybe I’m not looking in the right places but I genuinely don’t know of any#like one online friend told me leaving brush piles around the yard decreased the amount of bugs trying to come in but like#thats one person. anecdotal. and I haven’t seen anything online confirming that as a thing (yet)#idk man I’m going to bed.#might delete later#house pest saga
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When i was a child i was SOO into halloween and trick or treating. I went once, but let’s remember i live in indonesia where…. nobody celebrates halloween. And it was like, in 2006. My neighborhood is full of grandmas and grampas in their retirement homes. So i just ended up going door to door in a dracula costume and sit to talk with them. Got my cheeks pinched here and there, and they gave butter biscuits and warm tea🥰
#i love my childhood friends (neighbor grandmas and grampas)#AKDHSKDJDKKD#random stuff#delete later#i mean NOW there are halloween parties in college.#i also went once#as pele#from midsommar#bc i dont have a white dress 😭 (i wanted to go as dani but i only got white shirt and pants) AKHDKFKF
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tarpit site.
#personal#delete later#for context a tweet i made in the middle of the night blew the fuck up and brought the attention of anime fans who've been#harassing and hassling me about my big factual blunder for an entire day straight#“ok i'll apologize” “bro it's not that serious.”#“you're right it's not that serious“ ”why won't you just admit that you're wrong and apologize!“#i'm not going crazy right. i feel like i'm getting manipulated into thinking i must've been wrong#it's crazy how twitter hate will trick you into believing saying something someone else disagrees with is a moral failing#sorry i haven't seen frieren i guess but what's it to you. i wasn't making a claim or statement#also because nobody has gotten this in the original post i wasn't talking about the quality of animation i'm talking about solid drawing#which is a very specific principle of animation. dandandan has really good solid drawing wherein all the characters are animated#with realistic and proportional 3d depth. newsflash but trigger doesn't prioritize solid drawing in their animation and that's fine#it's an aesthetic choice and has ties to production limits. none of this is a big deal. this is all so stupid lol#i've dealt with worse and more annoying weebs though it's fine i'll put on my clown nose twitter needs their stupid guy for the day#oh btw at the end of the day this doesn't matter. it'll be over by tomorrow. all that's happening is petty angry emotions.#so please don't involve yourself by jumping into the argument and prolonging this shit#i'm about to go on a date with tulli after being apart for a month this is the furtherest thing from my mind rn
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