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I just woke up from a nightmare in which megumi died 😭😭😭
#it was so traumatic#my heart was racing#ugh:(((#there are no leaks at the moment so#going back to sleep asap#@meyers
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[ To Save your enemy (Your Family) ]
#jujutsu kaisen#ryomen sukuna#sukuna#itadori yuji#yuji#itadori#yuji itadori#jjk#gojo#satoru#king of curses#manga#fan art#my art#final arc#gojo satoru#satoru gojo#meguna#og sukuna#true form#man im glad i still had the artistic dawg in me but i've grown to really nooot like my coloring renditions#i need to go through some sort of metamorphosis asap -_-#this may not seem much but the expressions took me quite the time to pen down :> i'm especially proud of the last two panels#i hope they evoke some emotion especially Yuuji's#;_; broke my back for this and for what ahhh sleep time now
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Working on crawling out of my hole, thank you everyone. It's been a rough month and it means a lot to me that any of you care and support me in such hard times. I hope everyone reading this has a good day
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EVIE !!!!!
I SAW U USE MY ART AS UR THEME SO I WANNA DO A REMAKE !!! mostly cause the other one was full of mistaks hurrrrr orz
keeping the color palette the same so itd still fit + use softer shading so convey how soft u are + moze is now IN UR HAND !!!! >:3
oh nick :’)
#🐦⬛🐕 .#彡 cherishing.#彡 inbox.#彡 nick!#AAAJSNSNS i did my makeup in record time because i had to respond to this asap !! T T i have 25 tags left and so much to say so let’s see#how efficiently i can use my words to convey my gratitude !! T T im actually losing my mind at the addition of moze’s little hands .. i#i will get into that later …. i cannot believe u revamped it for me!!!! thank you nick ?!?! 🥹 i went to gaze 🔎 at the two!! though i think#both are so lovely — i love the curl to my hair !!! i sleep with my hair in those heatless curl rods — so they always tend to be wavier at#the bottom since the top comes loose — THOUGH ITS A RANDOM DETAIL AHAJJ I THOUGHT it looked so accurate !! >< U DID THE BOW EARRINGS UUURGH#i love drop earrings !!!!! and the bow matches with the big one — i noticed the bow & headband is a bit different!! I LOVE BOTH — omg and t#god im going to run out of tags - AND THE SLEEVE!!! ok i shouldn’t point out every difference akajjajaj i am just so excited looking at bot#of them!! I LOVE HOW YOU DRAW ME IM SO?? CAN I SAY THAT??? the little sparkle is spot on because !!! i am showing off mini moze!! to everyo#everyone* T T !!! HE IS SO PRECIOUS AHAHAJSN his gigantic hood … and his signature (ᓀ ᓀ) oh but he is so cute …. T T NICK YOU MAKE HIM LOOK#SO SQUISHABLE URK ITS SO SPOT ON . HIS SQUISHABLE-NESS REALLY SHINES IN YOUR AWESOME ART STYLE (i don’t think i have ever reblogged somethi#something* from you without mentioning your art style) HES SO TINY AAASJSN MY HEART FELT SO HAPPY SEEING HIS LITTLE HANDS …. HIS HANDS ARE#FHE SIZE OF MY EARRING 😭😭😭😭 oh my god i just noticed you gave him a little blush and i want to lock myself underground /pos HE IS SO CUTE#IN YOUR STYLE IUUUAGGHHHH IM IN SUCH AGONY /pos :’) oh i don’t think i will get over his little hands ISNSKDKX im feeling so violently#affectionate staring at it — THE WAY HE IS DRAPED OVER MY HAND IS SO SJSNDNCJ he is my …. most treasured little crow …. that i am showing#everyone with the happiest smile ever …. THANK YOU NICK ))): and the fact that you kept the colors for my theme is so ?!?! you are so thou#UGH TUMBLR — you are so thoughtful with all of your gifts towards your friends!! noting all the details and such ): oh i adore you ): u sai#softer shading to convey how soft i am but i have quite literally melted into a puddle of goo so now am i soft ?! i believe i am just a#puddle in the corner over there in the nick museum -> waiting to be mopped -> OH I LOVE THIS SO MUCH SOB THANK YOU ))): i was about to say#that i don’t even know what to say to convey my gratitude — but i have said something! just not enough to get out my feelings ^^; never eno#ALSO I LOVE HOW YOU DID MY LASHES AAHHHNXNX )): my eyes !!! your style !!! oh i am really in such agony /POS URGH AND I KEEP LOOKING AT HIS#LITTLE HANDS AND WANTING TO DO SOMETHING ABOUT THIS BUNDLE OF VIOLENT AFFECTION I GET FROM IT T T HES SO TINY AJANSDto ruffle his hair with#the very tip of my pinkie … trembling trying not to knock him over ……. i must make him a little spot in my purse …. with little blankets to#keep him nice and cozy …. nick words cannot express my gratitude — thank you!!! both versions are so stunning 🥹 I REALLY APPRECIATE IT (<-#severe understatement) (the most severe understatement) your art is always so stunning#when im home i must come back and add some good reaction photos !!!! THANJ YOU SNIFFLE YOU ARE TOO KIND )))))):#similar to the first time u visited my inbox …. if I ever spot a kofianywhere 🔎🔎🔎🔎🔎👁️!!
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A warm round of applause for blankies!!!!!!!
#Upgraded back to two blankets. Everything is right in the world. I am at peace.#The weight. The warmth. The coziness.#If I knew it would stay this cold and I didn't have to worry about the temperature going back up......ten blankets ASAP.#All the weight. All the warmth. All the comfort. All the peace.#But two blankets is better than one.#Even my warmest favouritest blanket that is always the blanket that touches my skin on the blanket stack. The one I never put away.#Just feels like a mere sheet. Just a weasily old layer on top of me for my bedtime amusement. A second blanket is all the difference.#I just feel so content. This is how it should always be. At minimum.#But alas......heat........#I'll never. NEVER give up a blanket. It could be hot enough to boil water and I'll still sleep with a blanket.#But I must admit defeat at put away my extra blankets during the dreaded summer.#BUT WE ARE SO BACK!
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y’all keep me in your thoughts and keep your fingers crossed that my day today and my shift tonight (it’s almost 2am already wtf) goes significantly better than today did 🥲🤞🏻
#⟡ — kayleigh’s yapping#everything was just absolutely fucked today and especially during my shift at work tonight#things did not improve when i arrived home 🙃#i am exhausted and my entire back is killing me from shoveling one (1) run#i desperately needed to shovel the rest of the runs because of how bad it was snowing#because since i didn’t the morning kennel attendant is going to have to shovel like 3-4ft of snow 😭#but i almost passed out 2x while at work and also my back is fucking killing me because i sprained it ughhh#also i literally didn’t have time 😭 it would have taken me probably 1 1/2 hours to shovel the runs#and i only have 4 hours to do everything including walking the 6 dogs 2x#and cleaning up after 6 groups of puppies and laundry and doggy dishes and and and-#also my boss texted me telling me to get out early tonight because of how bad the weather is#idk i am just feeling absolutely horrible about leaving joey with that much work 😭#it’ll probably still be snowing tomorrow morning too 💔#hopefully it fucking stops tomorrow or at least doesn’t snow as much#ANYWAYS i am going to attempt to go tf to sleep asap
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#i really need to go back to ams asap i need to at least be in a different country than my father#he’s still trying to coerce me into moving to italy which is crazy since i’ve been saying i don’t want to stay here since i was 15 yo#i don’t think im perfect at all but i think im a pretty sweet person and i dont like hurting people and hes trying to take advantage of that#idgaf if u built me an apartment !!!!!! leave me alone !!!!!!!!!!!!!#not only is that apartment not even wheelchair accessible (if u build it for me i think that’s a basic requirement ?) but it’s also#disrespectful to me bcs i have made it ABUNDANTLY clear that i do NOT wanna be in this country !!!!!! why are they ignoring my own desires#and i mean if i had to be in italy for some unknown reason he would be the last person i would stay with#i think i would rather be homeless and sleep on a park bench#ive been having nightmares about living w him and his family for days#next year istg im coming back for like 4 days
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wailing at the sky I'm tired ! ! ! ! ! !
#just me hi#ik i'm testy rn and i should take a nap but ouuhhrrr#consistently on drives i've been just. dropping energy like nothing#like on the way to wherever i'm good i'm floating it's great. but then on the way back it's just. Bleugh kfshv#and then my legs get tired cuz i can't stretch !! i'm dyinggg out here#hate being tired. hate being sleepy. wish i could banish the neepy forever tbh#however the awesome embrace of sleep is pretty good so i guess it's a trade i'll have to be content with. sigh#wah. blah. bloo. ouhrr#//anyway let me tell you abt smth really nice now hfhvbsh :>#so i was just sitting down last night doing.. smth i don't rember lol and my youngest siblings come over like ':3 we have something for you#which is immediately suspicious and i was measuring the level of child-safe violence they were going to be subjected to lmao; but i asked#what it was and they handed me this little paper bag full of little bracelets and beads and hair clippies ????#and the bag said 'we appreciate your existence' And had oath's little symbol on the front dude are you KIDDING ME#if it wasn't for the fact i did not want to scare them i would have cried. it was very very sweet and i wish i wasn't so flat irl kfvshg#there were 2 bracelets n one of them says 'space buddy' (tears in funkin eyes) and the other one says 'pink space'#'pink space' has the 'ace' part highlighted Do You Understand What They've Done To Me#dude. dude. [<- big wet eyeballs staring at the horizon]#i need to like. hbwauhhhhhhhh#i love them so ??? i need to explode them asap lmfshvg#/anyway putting this here cuz i don't wanna forget kfhghfs#i don't think leo reads these tags so Lmaoo 💥 get 'Unknowing of Things'ed loser#//okey i'm gonna go melt into a puddle of ice cream now#oouuuu here i go... toodles lol :3
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#would i be the insane one if i srsly am congemplating suicide bc of the fact that my paycheck is Gone day two and i still need to#pay my PARENTS to live in my own CHILDHOOD HOME.#someone let me know asap thanks#obscurus.txt#ok now i understand tge dangers of credit cards when you made dirt money. oh.#im gonna just go back to sleep before i lose it LMAO
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Mutuals I'm afraid I'm losing my mind
#i should sleep but... write... fic... need... to publish... asap#the heat is so bad i literally can't think during the day. i got out of the shower in the morning and immediately started sweating. bruh#my daily routine is just wake up#go to the beach#take a shower#eat#nap#lie in bed doing nothing till 6-7pm#write/draw/watch youtube/play the sims#and repeat#sigh... guess i'll come back to this fic tomorrow evening
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hii i’ve been very ill for a couple days lol so fun ! i feel so bad i haven’t had the energy to get to asks or anything but just know im thinking of u and also dnp should upload tonight pls @ dnp :(
#literally just been sleeping and binged good omens#i get the ineffable husbands now :(( i get it :(((#they’re so dnp coded it’s fucking insane#anyway#i’m going back to sleep and hopefully i’ll get better asap#jenna rambles
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i have had the BUSIEST day so far, but please know that i am screaming about everything along with you all. will scream properly and spam you all later ✌
#yeah this is about all of the GO stuff#i'll tag properly as usual#basically i pulled an all-nighter. got 2 hours of sleep. cried on my way to work. now at work for the next few hours. pray for me lmaaooo#at least i finished that draft!!!#grad school tag#also sorry to everyone i haven't responded to yet!!#hopefully i'll get back to messages asap!!
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My doctor messaging me at 12:30 in the morning to tell me she wants to do a telehealth visit abt the side effects I'm having with my new Lamotrigine dose (including worse insomnia than my usual insomnia, as u may have guessed lmao) is. something.
#text post#like i know why i am awake babe why are YOU awake this late#and god why do we have to do another visit#they aren't bad enough to make me stop this dose and i haven't been on the new dose long enough to let it even out#can i not just Not have to do another uncomfortable visit where even if things turn out okay after#i later feel like I'm still not being wholly trusted/treated like i know my body and how i feel#i had worse side effects restarting this med months ago and we didn't have any additional visits for that#they fucking forgot to even book me for a f/u and i had to call in and beg for one basically#and then they misbooked it for the wrong reason and with the wrong doctor#and made it out like it was my fault when i made clear i begged and told the receptionist i spoke to to book said appt#that it needed to b with my doc for the Lamotrigine and that i hadn't been told when to follow up so i was just. doing it#bc she said i needed to but then didn't say when to book it#they're trying hard and im trying to give them grace but then this shit happens and like#im tired. makes me want to go into my new doc like nah never mind im fine. don't ask me nothing and i won't bug you with anything#unless im dying or nearly dead already.#would suck beyond believe attempting to raw dog life mostly again but goddamn. im so sick of this lack of stability with my care#anyway. probably an appt next Tuesday which is great#that's the week of the weekend that i work again and the week before my bday#(a bday I'll be working now which I'm not normally irked abt but. i am a bit rn)#so cool. yeah. let's stack anxiety and fear over a medical appt on top of everything else for that week#and that's not counting that this weekend I've been tasked with buying and getting signed a v expensive and rare figure#for my mum's bf and I'm kind of terrified im gonna fuck it up#he paid for tickets to the con the figure will be sold at and that the person he wants to sign it will be at#so if i fuck this up he'll want (understandably) to be paid back asap for that#and that's money i don't fucking have rn#i really wish she had waited till the actual day proper to contact me bc i couldn't sleep before this#and now i definitely cant bc like#it's dumb. but what if she takes my med away. it isn't perfect but it works better than any other med I've tried#what if she wants me to try a new one. i cant do that and b dealing with major side effects during the intense work schedule#that'll be happening for me v soon and then into November
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I just thought of the another smau idea someone stop me😵💫.
#wanna write it asap but#first MF and then SoY and then FM.#it's literally gonna take forever :(((#Ok it's 4 am back to sleep I go
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it’s official; i’ll be working 5:30-9:30pm instead of 6:30-9:30pm thursday-monday due to the fact that we have 6 momma dogs and 37 puppies between them all in addition to the 4 dogs i have to walk (6 right now because we have two dogs boarding with us unfortunately) which means that i should have time to clean everything thoroughly and it also means that i will be making about $680 instead of $578 each biweekly paycheck which isn’t a lot but it is significantly more than $0 per week and this job suits my schedule so so so much better than literally every single other job i have had and also i get paid for getting some puppy therapy
#⟡ — kayleigh’s yapping#it’s only until we have less puppies of course but then again i honestly might just ask if i can work 5:30-9:30pm from now on 🤷🏼♀️#the extra hour makes a huge difference because it takes ~30min to walk all 6 dogs currently#so i should be done walking dogs by 6pm and then i have until 9pm to clean everything before i have to walk dogs again#ngl i will probably still have to stay 10-15 minutes late but that’s totally fine i am used to it by now lmao#when summer comes around it’ll be nice to have that extra hour to walk the dogs for longer#but right now the weather is usually shit and it is usually cold af so i only walk them until they go potty#they all get woods walks during the day so it ain’t a big deal that i don’t walk them for a super long time#ANYWAYS i am going to attempt to go tf back to sleep asap until 3:45ish and i am so so so glad that i have two days off after tonight#i just have to go pickup a big curbside grocery order tomorrow afternoon#(i always feel bad for getting 50+ items but i get so overstimulated if i go in and shop myself 😭)#(and i mean. it’s their job. i worked curbside pickup at a different store for a bit and it was infinitely preferable to working registers)#unfortunately i have been putting off groceries because i couldn’t get them last week due to their slots being full due to the holiday#so i have to make up for that by ordering a lot at once ughhh
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cool, the second i'm not blasting my brain with 3 different kinds of sensory input, i'm haunted by images
#I DO NOT WANT TO BE TRAUMATISED BY THIS BUT IT SEEMS THAT I FUCKING AM!!!!!! SHIT#gotta work in a couple hours so i need to sleep BUT I CAN'T BECAUSE I'M HAUNTED BY IMAGES AS SOON AS I CLOSE MY EYES#that's it earphones go back in. blasting my brain with asmr videos until i pass out#idc about the potential risk of getting strangled by the cord. i just need to SLEEP ASAP
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