#gods what an exhausting day
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💪 is feeling depressed and sewerslidal now apparently
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#he told me he was okay for the even harder conversation#and he can't even handle me sharing that I was hurt by him trying to act casual about our relationship without lashing out#i even took SO much of 👑's advice to continually temper my language and claim I statements instead of being combative#just calmly standing my ground while he tried to distract from the truth#and now life is hopeless#oh my gooooooods#this is going to be worse than I thought oh gods#💪#micro.txt#throwback to when my ex told me he wanted to k!ll himself because he didnt feel loved cause I wouldnt fuck him#gods what an exhausting day#i stg if 💪 doesnt respond to me offering a comfort#if he literally only asked me how i was doing so he could dump that on me......#goooods wtf#I JUST DEALT WITH DUMBASS MANIPULATION WTFFFFFF#wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf#no gods please I can't do this again
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#yeah i'm not dead woo let's celebrate#my art#kuroshitsuji#kuroshitsuji fanart#black butler#black butler fanart#grelle sutcliff#grell sutcliff#anyway i didn't draw SHIT for a good while and when i got back to it i suddenly hated using the flat marker brush???#it's part of what makes my signature distinctive so i used it for that but yeah i switched brushes#oddly enough i'm not hating the more textured look? it gets very pixelated at times but it's not awful#back to the signature- it felt weirdly nice to sign things again#i haven't in a while#if you're one of the very few people who also follow me on instagram you'll know i don't use it on there#and the only art i've been doing these days has been original work so yeah nothing on tumblr#and thus the words 'brain exhaustion god stan' have not been written by this comically large hand in a hot minute#enough rambling this is just grelle art because i love her and i know y'all love her too so i thought it would be a nice comeback piece
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rewatch the show yall. it gets even better if you do.
#personal tag#good morning im still sadly exhausted so i’ll probably make gifs later instead#but please rewatch the show. i too missed some nuances when i was watching it as i was so overwhelmed with what was happening#yall have rewatched s1 a bunch of times. do the same for s2.#god i hate seeing all the negativity in my dash but i get why ppl are also disappoint but i still dont think it warrants the hate#remember to watch it to enjoy the media and not because you want to see what you want to see. watch it for what it is and dont get clouded#on whatever expectation you have and you will get a clearer judgment of the show#and read some analyses of the bigger brain people. im sure theres going to be more getting published as the days to by.#anyways gn im going back to sleep#i’ll make more things when im free
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completely innocuous vash sheet :) fr practice
#my art#trigun stampede#trigun#vash the stampede#trigun vash#trigun stampede fanart#trigun fanart#vash fanart#STILL dont know the tags gomen ill do research one of these days#anyway . 4 gd days later hes finally done#here is what i am learning . i love his design sm. but jesus CHRIST#all the individual elements r so time consuming i want to tear my face off. im slowly getting more familiar w the arm but God.#im so peeved at how long this took but i am trying to cut myself some slack. remembering tht his design is a 24 hour endeavour#and i drew 4 of him#3 of which being fullbody 2 of which being foreshortened 1 of which being a Maid Dress#the price i pay fr self-indulgence.....the price i pay fr [redacted]#this started out as a treat fr me n it became my purgatory#but it is DONE and now i can look at vash in a maid outfit and tied up and jacket off turtleneck Out and shirtless and- *is shot dead*#anyway huge shoutout to mey rin black butler fr being the og Maid With Gun#stole the thigh bustle from a panel of her it was just too good#anyway take it enjoy the fruits of my labour enjoy him i am . exhausted.
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Sonic Twitter and TikTok Takeover 2023 Masterpost
Guess what? I saved every response to the takeover like I did last year, and here they all are, with a bonus.
I created a transcript of every single answer and saved it in a Google Doc, which you can find the link to [Here]
Links to all the individual Tweets and Tiktoks can be found below in order of when they were answered.
Intro [Twitter Link][TikTok Link]
Sonic: Question from @MetroGamer21: “How often do you keep your quills sharp? Do you brush it yourself or do you have someone else do it?”
Sonic: Alright. Question from At Xyn…qieqie underscore- “Okay Knuckles, I just gonna know what’s under your gloves!” Uh, geez. “Is it weird spiked hands or is it just the design of the gloves?”
Amy: This question is from @SilentNayuri. They ask Eggman, (Clears throat) “Out of every machine you’ve built, which one was your favorite?"
Tails: This question is from @Prisma_Sonic. “To Sonic, have you ever wondered if there were other versions of you out there? Asking for a friend.”
Sonic: This question’s from Jack. “For Eggman.” Oh. “Why did you get rid of the yellow cape? It was so fashionable!”
Sonic: Well this question is for me from At daniel nu beh n… “For Sonic, who in the group do you think is the prettiest!”
Amy: From @Rayfun_25028. “To Knuckles, I always wondered, how are you able to glide, actually.”
Sonic: This next question comes from @pabloandoogway. “Why do none of you use the emerald power anymore?”
Eggman: Question coming in hot from @BlueBlur68. Let’s see. “For Sonic, since you guys were in Eggman’s dream, what would Sonic’s dream be like?”
Tails: Question from Leyla. They ask, “Do you guys sometimes feel dizzy when you do a spindash or jump? If not, why?”
Amy: Aw! This next one’s from @selkadombom1n. They said, “Hey gang, big fan here. Today’s takeover is actually very special because it’s also my nineteenth birthday.” Aw. “If it’s not too much to ask, could I get a happy birthday serenade from your beautiful singing voices?”
Knuckles: wyattron asks, “Do the Chaos Emeralds have different tastes with the different colors?”
Tails: @Razer, Ooh, asks, “Are there any moments where going fast is not the best option?”
Tails: This question is from Pastelz. “Knuckles, does Rouge ever come by trying to steal the Master Emerald?”
Tails: This question is from @thatblockholevt. “To Eggman. What would your fursona be?”
Amy: Yubby asks me, “Do you wear inhibitor rings?”
Sonic: Question from @HannahW_1031 to Amy, “When or how did you get into reading fortune cards and where did you get them?”
Knuckles: knulaa! asks, “What are your thoughts on knowing that you have a biggest fan?”
Tails: Question from At Real-Mephi-One-es-Fan, “To Amy Rose. How was the concert with Shadow? Did you go to any other concerts by any chance?”
Knuckles: Two Stars asks: “For Tails, where did your fear of thunder come from?”
Eggman: Question from @ShadowsTrueBiggestFan, “Can I adopt Shadow? He can’t say no he isn’t in the Twitter takeover.”
Eggman: @DigiDevilTrig asks, “Sonic, if you’re the fastest thing alive, why did you use the train to go to the Mystic Ruins?”
Sonic: This one’s from spiro. Hi Eggman, are you looking for another henchman? I could be your henchwoman? I’m on your side all the way! Team Eggman!"
Sonic: This next one’s from holz. They say, “Since Shadow isn’t present this time, what’re your opinions on him?”
Knuckles: @Sonic_Sunset asks, “We know Sonic was a huge inspiration for Tails, but does he have other sources of inspiration? Like Dr. Eggman’s machinery for example.”
Sonic: Let’s see. This next question is from ‘the dog is very cool’. Interesting, uh, username, there, but, I’m happy for you. They ask, “Can I borrow a couple rings? I wanna buy a bag of funions.”
Tails: @45Euvee asks, “For everyone. If you were a flavor of cake, what flavor would you be?”
Knuckles: Uh, I think this is for everyone. thehiddenface52 asks, “What’s your favorite winter activity?”
Sonic: This is from sam. “To everyone, how much sleep do you need? Does the fastest thing alive need a full eight hours?”
Eggman: Question from @valiixe. “If Sonic was a worm, would any of you guys still like him?”
Knuckles: Autumn asks, “How can I convince my dad to give me all Sonic stuff for Christmas?”
Eggman: @TailsAustin9922 asks the class, “What is something that you don’t do very well that you’d like to improve on?”
Amy: Okay! Question from @JopieTropi. They ask, “If the five of you could swap roles with someone for an entire day, who would each of you choose?”
Sonic: Question from fan, “Why is it called an oven when you ove in the cold food of out hot eat the food.”
Sonic: At creator-super-long-underscore asks, “Is it painful to give Knuckles a fist bump or handshake?”
Amy: @SpongyRabbit asks Sonic, “Why don’t you just put Eggman in jail?”
Eggman: @thefortnitelegend190 asks, “Eggman, why don’t you team with Sonic? You guys would be a really good team.”
Tails: @squidboi7674 asks, “Eggman, do you do commissions? Like can I pay you to do a custom badnik all for me, because that would be really cool I think.”
Sonic: @TyphonTwister asks, “You guys have beaten a lot of baddies over the years. This might be a little weird but, who was your favorite to fight? Besides the good doctor of course.”
Tails: ExcaliburSonic asks, “If flamingos are pink because they eat shrimp, then why are you blue? Do you eat blue paint?”
Knuckles: This is from kittyxpickle. They ask, “To Knuckles, rougher than the rest of them, are you allowed on the internet without supervision? If yes, please reconsider.”
Outro [Twitter Link] [TikTok Link]
Feel free to let me know of any mistakes or missing responses, in either this post or the transcript doc, and I'll try to fix it. I'll also take suggestions on how to improve the transcript, since this is my first time making one.
#Sonic the Hedgehog#Sonic#StH#Sonic Twitter Takeover#Sonic Twitter Takeover 2023#Knuckles the Echidna#Amy Rose#Tails the Fox#Miles Tails Prower#Dr. Eggman#Eggman#Ivo Robotnik#Long Post#Sonic Twitter Takeover Masterpost#Sonic Twitter and TikTok Takeover#Oh god I'm exhausted I've been doing nothing but typing in the name of Sonic for almost 12 hours.#Cut me some slack if I made a few mistakes my back is literally sore from typing all day. Why did I even do this?#Also I literally do not know how TikTok works what even are people's usernames I'm serious...#I hope literally anyone finds this useful because I am In Pain.
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I'M ****ING FREEE
#I MEAN#NOT REALLY#BUT I DON'T NEED TO RIDE ANYWHERE TOMORROW#AND MY HEAD ****ING HURTS FOR NO REASON#AND I HATE ILLUSTRATOR AND INDESIGN AND PHOTOSHOP AND GRAPHIC DESIGN#HOW THEY MANAGE TO EAT ALL MY NERVES#I JUST COME BACK HOME ALMOST AT NIGHT AND HAVE NO TIME AND SIT TO DRAW A LITTLE BIT AND OH MY GOD WHAT DO YOU MEAN IT'S 2 AM AND OF COURSE#CAN'T WAKE UP ON TIME AND I'M A SHITTY MESS TOMORROW AND CAN'T EVEN SLEEP FOR 6 HOURS AND THEY DON'T UNDERSTAND THAT I HAVE TO RIDE FOR 3-4#HOURS IN SUMARRY AND IT IS SO EXHAUSTING JUST BECAUSE YOU DO IT EVERYDAY#RARRRRRRAAAAAARRARARRARARARARRRRRRR#RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR#ONE DAY IS NOT ENOUGH FOR ME#OH MY GOD I NEED TO DIG THROUGH SO MUCH
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So many things I want to do. No time or energy
#drag rambles#I want to draw more#I want to write again#I want to act again#I want to learn new skills#I’d love to get into voice acting or something#I wish I felt more hopeful#I wish life were a bit better#I’m very very tired#new job is significantly more tolerable but working full time is exhausting no matter what#idk. I want to do so much but barely have it in me to wake up each day#and I live in a dead end shithole which is absolutely not helping so y’know#I’ll get out of here one day if it kills me but god I am sick of struggling to hang on
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this oscar season kind of insufferable at this point ngl

#whats going on now with ksg breaking idk what rule because she campaigned against fernanda???#and the audiard comments about spanish speaking countries....evil#but yeah....GOD it's becoming a bit exhausting what the hell#take me back to last year godddd i'll take poor things discourse over this every day#oscars 2025#movies#according to jules
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knowing I will be misgendered for the rest of my life and essentially being forced to begrudgingly accept that reality does not make it any easier or less exhausting or wearing on my soul every time it happens
#i am so happy with my gender and what i have done to get where i am but my god#as it happens i try to just shrug it off but its a weight that accumulates and how much longer before i breakdown or get angry and cold#i am kind of just real tired being surrounded by cis people all fay every day#and surrounded by people who are performative allies#and paying ungodly amounts of money to an institution where only a small percentage of faculty actually try/care#is life not exhausting enough to then be invalidated at every corner? whatever#the speaking clown
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Re prev reblog. Why are there genuinely so many parallels btwn Seb and Fernando. Ik I am a delusional shipper but god, they're seriously so alike it's insane to me 😭😭 I need to make a comparison post between them inspecting cars cause it's literally the exact same!!!! Imagine them as teammates, standing around like old men, hands clasped behind their back, observing the car, discussing the legality of it. Imagine.

^ sobbing crying
#fernando filling the gaps seb left 😞😞😞#stuff like this makes me sad they're not friends bcs like. they engage in the same exact behavior constantly#I JUST WANNA SEE THEM INSPECT CARS TOGETHER DO YOU UNDERSTAND 😭😭😭😭😭😭#fernando crawling on the ground looking at the exhaust#seb nearly rolling the car onto him when he puts his foot on the wheel and rocks it#okay but 40s noir private detective au WHEN!?#one day maybe i can make a giant comparison list#but this made me emo 😞 bcs irs so similar to seb and that makes me miss him#and also think about what we could have had 😞#WHY ARENT THEY TEAMMATES GOD DAMN IT 😭😭😭😭#vettonso#catie.rambling.txt
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thesis proposal defense tomorrow 😞😞😞.
#literally a day before the defense (today).....i discovered a bunch of corrections on our manuscript BWAHAHHSHSHA FUCKKKKKK.#waiting for our thesis coordinators reply if we can still resubmit revisions 😭😭😭😭.#this paper is so fucking ambitious and annoying and LONG!!!!! this is gonna be three months of analysis good god.#put my other paper on the table for now........after the defense tmrw my girl friends planned a night out#but this girlie is socially exhausted what i need is a nap and binge watch all the gose and what door eps i missed BWAHAHAHHAA.#wish me fucking luck i'm going to vomit.
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hi im just wrapped up my third reread of dean winchester take two and i just wanted you to know that its one of my favorites (if not THEE favorite) fic of mine in the supernatural fandom. i am absolutely fucking obsessed with how you write sam and dean's relationship and even more obsessed with dean and cas's. if i could send a billion kudos to that fic i would, but i'll settle for commenting on every single chapter with deranged passion. thank you for writing and sharing it!! 💖💖💖
I’m overwhelmed. My face is like. Burning. And im giggling but im also going absolutely bonkers banana.
THREE TIMES? Insane. Do you know how LONG that is?!
ONE OF YOUR FAVES? i can’t!! Im gonna fucking explode i swear to god.
Like WHAT DO YOU MEAN THATS CRAZY. you think im a good writer? Wack. Absolutely wild. Im in love with you.
Thank you so fucking much pls you’re too too kind and im breaking at the seams.
#THE AO3 COMMENTS AAAAAAAAAAAAAA#You dont know what they do to me#my inner monologue while reading this—AAAAAAAAAKJLLLLAAAAAAAIIOPPPPPPPPAAA#*explotions* *a high pitcjed ringing*#i HAVENT HAD TIME TO ANSWER A LOT OF COMMENTS ON AO3 Bc i worl like a billion hoirs a day and then come home exhausted#but i do read them in my breaks and tjey make me want to scream#and then fuel something in me that is unknowable and elderly#i start writing like a madman swear to god#and then and THEN the chapter ends up bieng like 50 fucking pages!#wild i love you#supernatural#myfic#writing
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ok posting it here bc im not sure if its going to stay in the doodle page
#delete later#deleting soon bc eyes on me#for those of you who kept asking about Something last year LOLLL#sorry this is too entry level vent comic ykwim i jst needed to get it out#im over it in the sense that like ok yeah whatever#but not in the sense that i came out worse than before. i was already Small. ive been further Smallened#i was a rebound and lied to and discarded...which thank god i was Set Free but wow!#all my personal fears reinforced. it is embarrassing for me to want and need...i get it neow. i was a stepping stone i am an npc#idk that i could do it again! im not sure its worth trying i am too much of a...project.#as i was told from day 1 but still ran directly into it#and i was too much of a coward to leave myself. if it happened again i wouldnt be able to leave then either.#im happy that i dont think it could get much worse than all that for my first experience but it was also exhausting#and weirdly at the same time i dont think i cld ever expect better#its almost been a year since its been Done and the words and treatment linger <3#this is also why i had to enlist talon as imaginary bf number 2 LOL need extra reinforcement and love#cringe as fuck but it rly will never be as good as whats in my brain...i know that neow. i will spare everyone the trouble#and remove myself from the dating pool (<- implying he was ever even in it)#i dont even hold any ill will toward em bc they were right...its just hurts ykwim
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i am not immune to launchpad sol and albin thoughts
#ramble tag#its so like. okay.#launchpad was when they 'peaked'. best years of their lives#the . i think what we canonically know happened at launchpad was like.#laquidditch (fun!) christmas special adventures (fun!)#and then . also#getting deeply bullied. sol lightly kidnapped to launchpad. lizer. claudius. 'you made us run until we threw up' 'im pretty sure he got off#on torturing kids'. literally what the fuck was their deal#getting stuck in a spiders web ???? for a semester ?????#......??? getting chased down by a vaccum cleaner ..........#'it got a lot darker near the end' ... fun pretend child endangerment#like . man.#not to sound CRAZY or anything. does anyone get the impression launchpad was like. a bad ? time ? for them ?? like. it just straight up. bad#by god does it rlly sound to me like#the feeling of when high school was so bad it made ur life a living hell to be in. and u were truly just. surviving#but then youd b goofing off w ur friends in a little dorm. and the stress and the exhaustion seems to color everything that isnt that.#in a beautiful hazy rosy golden film#it hurt but the hurt was monotonous and dull. so all u remember were those shining bright in betweens#sol and albie sneaking into the kitchen and enchanting the self moving cookingware and just seeing what happens#and watching mothership approved saturday morning cartoons in bed#and studying together late at night n sol tucks albin in after hes crashed from hiss allnighter#and passing notes in class#and all that free time over crittermas breaks to do stupid dares and long rambling conversations abt nothing#sol knits albie his first sweater#they have their first beer together#they come back after a really bad day for the both of them and lie on the floor and talk abt anything but that#albin practices spells on sol and its not a good or safe idea but its probably fine#albin pettily bitching about his assigned partner for an arcana class project and sol blindly tsking his side always#only wizards can check out library books and albie checks out all sols books for him#...... anyway
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Ughhh I’m so mad I wish my body and my hair could stay clean for longer than 2 days it’s so hard to motivate myself to shower and do so consistently.
#doesn’t help that I am usually so god damn physically exhausted too like 😭😭😭#like MAYBE I would be FEELING BETTER mentally AND physically if all the Gunk™️ in the world didn’t cling to my entire body 2 days after doin#barely anything that would warrant Nastiness™️#what a vicious vicious cycle this is. need to shower to not feel too depressed 🔄 too depressed to shower#shout outs to anyone dealing with anything similar 🤝 I feel you#Myco can speak#the horrors
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Having to micromanage your entire physical battery day in and day out is so exhausting, especially when your ability fluctuates without rhyme or reason with every single day. I'm starting to have to reframe how I view and tackle my task lists because otherwise the grief and frustration becomes so much that I get nothing done. I'd love to complete the entire list today, but I'm gonna have to limit myself to ticking off two tasks just so I don't burn myself out to the point of being unable to do anything later...
#and even then thats no guarantee since i could feel super sick later without warning#OR maybe i feel superdupergood and can do them all no problem and THEN some#but then i also have to prepare for being bedridden after if i dont keep track of how much energy i burn#the event horizon of which ALSO changes daily lmfao#meanwhile people assume youre lucky or even privileged for this#as if being homebound for your safetys sake and spending most of the time being unable to really do anything#is anything worth envying. people assume youre resting when frankly youre just keeping your face above the water#i dont have a choice either. i gave up all my dreams and ambitions just for the sake of trying to survive for once#i WANT to have a life i WANT to have the power to be independent and not be at the mercy of others until the day i die#god sorry URGH its so hard to not feel sad and hopeless and almost bitter about this sometimes#its so hard not to feel alienated and embarrassed by the fact that you practically live in a different reality to people#people whose lives revolve around careers and working to the point where they cant comprehend you as a disabled individual#and what that means beyond the assumption that being chronically ill and overall impaired is a choice and moral failire#whether or not people are aware of that baseline assumption concretely#and i feel stupid and annoying for whining about this when i have so much to be grateful for#just. guhhhhhhhhh idfk. i SHOULD get started here but i can barely move out of bed#exhaustion is killing me i miss going on daily walks my house feels like a prison#i need to stop moping im already spiralling lmfao#trying not to close my eyes lest i pass out yet again despite having gotten more than 12 hours of sleep#cause apparently to my stupid body thats not enough to even stand up#silvi talks
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