#goddamn hormones

[ftm-radio]

UPDATE!?!?

oh my god. I don't know if I can even properly express how I feel right now. I am gonna need some time to fully process this, lmao.

I've been freaking out over this for a week, and today I finally had my appointment, and everyone I spoke to was so warm and friendly! I did NOT expect to walk away with a prescription today, like I figured that would be too good to be true, I'd probably have to come back for a follow-up before that happened, but no! The doc was like 'I want to do a few tests to make sure there's nothing we need to worry about, so I'm ordering these labs,' and I was like 'okay,' thinking that the T would come after those were squared away, but THEN she was immediately like 'and I'm also putting in a prescription for androgel' ajauhsbehdehjejbs

said prescription is being processed at the pharmacy, so we'll see how long I have to wait before I can pick it up. I'm so fucking excited. I can't believe this is happening.

...I need to take a nap. 😂

[irlactualhuman]

I dont post mcyt stuff normally, but I've heard Rendog say a few times now that he's been unlucky in love in the past and is still somewhat looking for a lady.

Let me preface what follows by asserting that I'm not delusional and what follows is merely a fantasy that is absolutely how I feel, but still only just a fantasy. Sadly. But like. If it did happen... who knows?

...I have had the biggest crush on him for so long. omg he's just the sweetest and most caring and also quite a funny guy. He's also super cute.

And like. I watched his episodes on the Imp and Skizz podcast. He's a baddie. A baby girl. Would let eat crackers in bed. Would overcome my misophonia to catch the crumbs.

Anyway. Ugh. He makes me thirsty in a wholesome way that kind of subverts a lot of things I thought about myself. Wild. And really nice.

Okay. Now that that is outta my head, ima go back to wistfully catching up on season 10 on my lunch break.

Haters will be kindly but firmly forwarded to the furnace of my everlasting indifference to suffer until they somehow find love in their cold and broken hearts.

[moodysnowflake]

L E G S

So much Legs

[cowboy-robooty]

PUBLIC SERVICE ANNOUNCEMENT. I AM NOT TRANS I AM A CIS MALE LORD PLEASE WHY DOES EVERYONE I MEET THINK IM TRANS

[muiromem]

It should be illegal for my bowels to audibly groan and gurgle like the slow but inevitable sinking of a massive yet ancient sea-faring vessel.

[lesbegays]

if anyone has tips on how to eat well and exercise a little when you’re so tired every day you can’t even bring yourself to do the things you enjoy pls let me know

[raitonsfw]

i dont even write for toji, but seeing all these daddy (sfw of course, him as an actual dad lol) posts of him's kinda making me melt a bit??

like i wanna write him with lil megumi or like reader pregnant with his kid or something.

those fanarts make him look so goddamn scrumptious and i dont even look at him like that, but when hes with baby megumi, i lose it fr.

maybe its the period hormones idk.

[disagigglebilities]

As someone who has heat intolerance and several chronic illnesses that get worse with heat, I hate not having control over the thermostat

[love-killed-the-superstar]

unusual anecdote from pmsing real hard tonight: i just broke down crying rewatching the battle nexus arc because of splinter letting mikey win and saying he doesnt want to stand in the way of his children competing in the tournament

[kicksnscribs]

Been obsessed with the assassins creed torchbearer since watching snippets of the ceremony this morning and now ive been grumpy af with yearning all goddamn day

[carfuckerlynch]

man would I love it if my brain did normal shit

[sparklehoard]

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[snekdood]

wonder if trans people advocating for a bloody revolution weigh in the fact that you will have absolutely 0 access to consistent hormones.

[trash-and-trash-accessories]

tw: suicide, suicidal ideation

not being able to talk to anyone when I feel suicidal - because I could be literally swatted (police wellness check) or involuntarily hospitalized which would ruin my life - is actually a nightmare. Like I would love to just talk to a professional and be able to tell them "I would like very much to die and I could absolutely make that happen" would help my mental health so much but I literally can't do that. Because of the carceral mental health system. And I can't talk to my friends about it because just saying that to your friend who you love can be deeply traumatic for that friend.

Of course I would want my friends to tell me and I would never ever call in a wellness check but I can't trust other people not to do that. Being mentally ill in the US is an absolute nightmare.

[piplupod]

ik sometimes the body just does stupid things that are harmful to its functioning bc bodies do not always work right but it is so endlessly frustrating and scary to be extremely suicidal for no real reason for a few days every single month, and not be able to do anything about it. and theres no cure or even any real research into it because misogyny 👍

"oh pshh ur just hysterical lol." okay then let me get a hysterectomy. "nooo we cant do that! then you'll be useless bc all ur good for is making babies! you'll want kids later, trust us!" i have literally never in my entire life been interested in having children, not to mention going through the entire process of pregnancy. but cool man i guess I'll go kill myself. "we dont care :) actually we would appreciate that bc then you'll stop bothering us and being a burden on society!"

[bunnyb34r]

Absolute bullshit system where my body just decides it cannot shit for a week, will be absolutely a massive cunt for no reason, and have massive mood swings every two weeks like jfc man I'm so tired of this