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if polin doesn't get that steamy carriage scene from the book !!!!!!!!!!
#*and this is icarly!#bridgerton#bridgerton s3#romancing mister bridgerton#colin bridgerton#penelope featherington#polin#otp: you are special to me#THIS AND THE PART WHEN COLIN ASKS PORTIA FOR PENELOPE'S HAND IS ALL I WANT#.... and maybe the epilogue too#god i'm so tired of waiting on them
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The wait was worth it!
Travel Season, premiering May 31st on watchertv.com
#watcher#travel season#steven lim#andrew ilnyckyj#adam bianchi#watcheredit#worth it#itzegifs#i'm so excited i cannot wait god#hey so#i got tired of waiting them to post this in socials#+ i wanna cheer up a little#watcher entertainment
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Heian Era! Sukuna, back when he was a human Curse-Sorcerer ; If Gege won't give him to us, I will =_=
#ryomen Sukuna#Sukuna#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fan art#my art#fan art#human sukuna#heian era#curse sorcerer#jujutsu sorcerer#We got that ''love'' comment by the narrator again#i don't get why Gege is so stingy with regards to Sukuna's lore#like For God's sake please develop him and his backstory already i'm so tired of waiting; Give us his Cursed technique while your at it too#gonna do a bit of PR for my goat Sukuna though <3 you'll always be my number 1#I think it's possible he may have had blue eyes when he was human or perhaps his OG form still has them#i think it fits in the color palette rather nicely too :p#wanted to add less beef on him too but i guess that didn't work out :T#curse user#jjk sukuna
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i love the bingge extra because it's like
the horror of realizing you're the dark universe version of yourself. the injustice of seeing this other version of yourself be happy and loved, seeing him be treated with such gentle tenderness from a person who only ever treated you with cruelty
bad sex.
#svsss#julianno#the little glimpses into bingge's perspective when he's watching them are so rough!!#the sqq he knew was cruel and cold and abused him#and so he got his revenge and became powerful and should have everything he wanted#and then he goes into this other universe#and he sees himself being fussed over by an sqq that is gentle and kind and worries about his wellbeing#an sqq that drains himself of his spiritual energy just to tend his wounds#an sqq that brushes his hair and answers with an indulgent hm? whenever he calls out to him#and how unfair is that? he has everything#but this other version of him is loved#and maybe that's all he wanted this whole time#augh.#and then binghe coming back from pidw's universe and saying he looked everywhere but couldn't find shizun#he had so many people at his side but he didn't have the person who mattered most#GOD. anyway. I have so many thoughts on this extra and I haven't even gotten into the bad sex!#i love how sqq is like FUCK HE'S HUGE. NO WAY I'M TAKING THAT.#and binghe is like maybe shizun should top 🥺 <- definitely something he has fantasized for a long time#and sqq is like wait no what if i hurt him i wouldn't be able to bear it. so he ends up bottoming anyway#also the fact that he's so tired by the end lskdjflksd old man.#he claims it was awful and yet he came twice. you are a liar ❤#reading these books after reading mdzs is very funny#going from wangxian fucking like rabbits and having very enthusiastic kinky sex#to binghe crying in the middle of sex and sqq being like If He Puts That Thing In Me I Think I'll Die.
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I'm back and Guys they played my favourite song they played where your eyes don't go and they played spy and last wave and the darlings of lumberland and let me tell you about my operation and
#my back hourts ough. and i totally froze my ass of standing in that queue in the rain for 2 and a half hours#but well it was worth it for the spot right by the stage!!!!!!#and oh my gosh. oh mmy god. this was so!!!!!!!#well first of all it was so damn fun i was bouncing and singing along the whole time#and there were so many great moments even besides the fact that the setlist was AHHHFHG SO FUCKING GOOD?????#and it actually got even more crazy during the second sent it was all just one 'no way' moment after another#and my pal got the setlist i'm so happy for them..... but uyeah i have so much to talk about#i'm totally making that proper concert review later and going into detail on all the stuff#and i actually got many more videos than i planned because as i said there were so many 'NO WAY i gotta record this' moments#like i actually don't know if i should just put them on youtube and link them here or what#because i have the entirety of spy recorded among other things#well first i'll need to make sure that the videos came out ok but i probably shouldn't have to worry about that much#thankfully my brother's phone is pretty well suited for this kind of stuff unlike mine#anyway will get into all that later like later next week even maybe so when i'm back home#in the meantime i'll have to reflect on all this anazingness. oh my god this was so awesome.#as my pal said it's so easy to undestand now why there are people who go to hunderds of their concerts and never get bored of it all#so worth the wait i love you tmbg i had so much fun aaaaahhhhh ok going to bed now i'm so tired but very happy#goosepost
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my family was just robbed of two thousands and my grandmother was denied a permanent residence card despite her daughter and grandchildren having lived here for 20 years and despite her being 80, so she can only spend a total of 90 days here in the next 5 years, and we can't visit her because we'll be arrested as soon as we cross the border, all this together meaning she will probably die alone there. and how are the rest of you all doing
#i'm so fucking sad and angry with all this#i made 10k last year but my family doesn't know so i'm considering taking the 2k from it to give to them like#'oh look he returned it after all how lucky how nice of him!!'#but God. like it's not my fault AT ALL that we're missing those 2k and i worked so hard for them...#also we're not criminals it's just belarus. we protested lukashenko out on the streets and we're in photographs.#you get jailed for even Liking an anti-lukashenko post on social media#and in terms of my family we're talking Writing anti-lukashenko articles#so... yeah#it's over#as soon as we cross the border#and people die in those jails! just recently a family friend was beaten to death#he was a painter#i'm. SO fucking tired of this#i am also not doing so hot but that'll have to wait fucking... forever because my father is retiring this winter#and my only access to healthcare was through his company health insurance#so 💙#mine
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I wish my sister would stop making fun of my music taste :[
"your music taste is so basic"
"this song sucks/this is boring"
"ofc you would like this song"(/neg)
"why do you like *genre/general songs* they're not even good"
"hmm I think this is one of *music artist*'s more weaker songs"
"turn this trash off oh my god I'm tired of it"
GIRL. just let me listen to songs I like in peace. I don't talk about your music taste!! I never judge you for what you listen to and I never tell you your music taste is bad. So why do you keep treating my music taste as inferior??
It's just.frustrating. It's gotten to the point where I don't wanna listen to songs I like near her anymore. Anytime I hear her coming upstairs or I feel like she's going to come in the room, I immediately stop the music I'm listening to because I know once she hears it she'll start saying a buncha negative stuff about it. LIKE BESTIE. IT'S NOT THAT DEEP IT'S A THREE MINUTE SOUNDWAVE. JUST LET ME ENJOY IT :(
#I literally can't listen to my music whenever she's in the room#and I KNOW. I should just ignore her#but it's just tiring. I don't feel like hearing ittt#how the hell am I supposed to enjoy my favorite songs when someone is constantly in my ear nitpicking every little thing about them??#so I'm willing to wait until she goes to sleep so I can listen to my music in PEACE#thank god she's a heavy sleeper :p#and she keeps being all like “you're still into vocaloid and love live? I got out of those when I was like 12 wtf” HOW ABT YOU STFU#and she's constantly shitting on im@s songs I listen to IT'S SO TIRING GGGGG BLAHBLAHBLAH I GET YOU THINK THEY'RE BORING BUT JEEZUS#I DON'T TALK BAD ABT THE SONGS FROM MUSICALS YOU MAKE ME LISTEN TO SO WHY.WHY DO I HAVE TO GET THE SHORT END OF THE STICK RAAAGASDHFHDAB#aaaa sorry sorry I'm just#asdbfhbdashfsdaj#vent#<- kindaaa I guess? I was thinking of tagging this as complaining hours but I think it's a little too ranty of a post to tag it as that
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(cw vent, sorry it's just been A Couple Of Days)
Not really having many irl friends comes at the price of feeling so terribly lonely, I feel like I have no one to talk to because I'm not close to enough people, or maybe I am and I just haven't talked to them in a while and I don't want this to be our first conversation qwq
I'm honestly just. Tired, tbh qwq
#I mostly talk to my partner#But they've been more absent lately and like they have their own life#But the second they're gone I realize I don't talk to anyone that much#I used to have someone else I spoke to daily; it was an awful friendship though and it took a lot of struggle to end it#But god; just qwq; I'm so tired of everything qwq#Honestly I'm disappointed in how upset it makes me that my partner is more absent because I know it's bc they've found a game they're into#And have been playing non-stop#They'll come telling me that they've done this and that and I'll be struggling HARD and will try to mention it at some point but#But like I wanna leave them their space to be excited but I just#Look. Look the NPD is getting to me; and I know these are not kind or fair feelings but#But I hate it here; I don't care about their game; I don't care about what they've done;#All my brain focuses on is that I've had a shitty fucking day and everything's gone wrong and they weren't here#Because they were fucking playing#And I know that's not fair for MANY reasons and that voicing all that would make me a massive asshole#And that at its core; it's more of a matter of never going anywhere; not having people to hang out with;#Not leaving my house nor talking to that many people#I feel so lonely and so fucking hollow qwq#My bag got taken away and I feel like I've lost an intrinsic part of myself#And to top it all off; I had today's exam and the project I'm doing#And my dad screaming and my period coming and all the things I have to do and how much I yearn for friends#Yet when I'm with my friends I can't wait to be alone#Man; just#I didn't wanna go this far; and I only say it here because no one's really gonna read it;#But I genuinely just wanna kill myself at this point#There's no point nor reason#I'm trying hard to enjoy life but nothing goes my way#I have so many things I want to do and nothing fucking goes my way#I'm so tired; I just want to go to sleep and not wake up; it's gnawing and clawing and it's such an ugly feeling qwq#I feel like if I cut myself I'd be even more pathetic; I wouldn't even be met with sympathy; just. Disappointment#It's been a while since I last self-harmed in a way that was visible
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#rant cw#mental health cw#negativity cw#I literally just need to scream somewhere so please feel free to ignore this - I'll be fine#I'm so tired of working my ass off so my family don't get angry at me while I'm staying with them (I'm still sofa surfing unfortunately)#All while I'm dealing with all my mental illnesses RAW because I'm still waiting on a therapist#only to have family members act like I'M the lazy one or imply I only do half jobs#got back home 20 minutes before they arrived back and I'd already:#moved the sofa beds - put the bedsheets away - moved their chairs back to their desks - made some tea and my sisters hot water bottle#got my nephews drink and his tablet - empty my sister's ashtray - I HADN'T EVEN EATEN ANYTHING YET AND IT WAS LIKE 4PM#and what I get is my sister using the phrase 'don't pull a mags' when my mum only half-did a job after dinner#keep in mind this is the same woman (my sister) who refuses to do washing up 'because of her nails'#but at the same time god forbid I freak out WHILE STILL DOING THE JOBS I'M ASKED TO because of sensory issues - then I'm overreacting#GOD FORBID I STRUGGLE AND STILL DO THE THING#I'm so fucking tired of never being good enough for people for FUCK SAKE I'M TRYING AND I'M BURNING MYSELF OUT DOING SO#I need to get out of this fucking situation this year I s2g#I'm so fucking tired -#I know it was a small comment from her this time but it felt like a punch to the chest because I'm TRYING SO HARD#maybe I'm being stupid and overreacting but feelings are stupid sometimes ig- idk man#ooc || the birb speaks
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chronic migraines are back yaaaay
#shut up gabby#getting a new neurologist is so annoying i wish the pcp could prescribe the medications i was on.#anyway i'm tired of having headaches most days of the week#help. lobotomize me#i'm begging#also after a certain point of having frequent headaches u cannot take pain medications any more or u risk having rebound headaches etc.#so there's really nothing i can do right now to relieve the pain AGGGGh i'm so tired of being alive. i ams ofuckign tired. i want to die.#idk how long it will take the neurology place to get back to me either. so every day i have to wait for them to contact me is another day o#pain.#god.#kill me.
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why do customers always stay until the last minute whenever i'm closing, i'm gonna fuckin lose it—
#we had to stay an hour & a half late last night bc the customers were '' waiting for us to kick them out ''#we told them multiple times we could wrap their peices and they could coms back w/o paying a fee#take a FUCKING HINT GOD#then tonight i had a group of 5 stay until close so it took me nearly an hour to do my closing tasks#apparently i'm not the only closer who's had this problem so 🤷#i'm so tired.....#mj.txt
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i think i should be allowed to sleep for 4 months without pause. i think i've earned that right.
#🔪.text#i'm tired.#i am so tired.#dear lord.#just got home and immediately had to do litterboxes and change the sheet on my bed and GOD.#i'm not even bothering unpacking the rest of my stuff right now#i got the necessities out#the rest can wait#i don't have the energy for that shit#i'm tired and my back and head hurts and just aghhhhhh#i'm delaying feeding the frogs til tomorrow#it sounds like my mom got off schedule anyway so they'll be fine#i'll just have to mess up the schedule again to get them back to how i prefer it
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You ever have a fellow mentally ill person basically call you ableist for not being able to be there for them anymore?
Like, my brother in christ, we are both suffering here. What am I supposed to do? Prioritize only you and hurt myself?
Guilting me (and my friends) by saying your disorder "isn't pretty enough for you" is accusatory and manipulative. I̲t̲'̲s̲ ̲n̲o̲t̲ ̲t̲h̲e̲ ̲t̲r̲u̲t̲h̲. It's only hurtful, and doesn't make helping you any easier.
It doesn't matter if your disorder is stigmatized; you don't get to start basically implying people are ableist for not being able to constantly be tolerant and be supportive of you.
People run out of spoons! People have other shit going on outside of you!! OTHER PEOPLE ARE ALSO DISABLED BY THEIR MENTAL ILLNESSES!!
If they leave, it's not because your disorder is "ugly." It's because they have their own priorities.
#caster speaks#I don't care who sees this#not even the person I'm talking about#they can be angry about it#they wrote an entire poem. I can write vagueposts on tumblr.#vent#mental health#ableism#depression#PDD#Persistent depressive disorder#how do you fumble the bag with so many people who genuinely wanted to see you get better#oh wait! Accuse them of rushing you and putting expectations on you and also being ableist#even though two of those things were self imposed by your own image of others#I am bitter as fuck but I do hopethings go well for them#I did not bust my ass for literaly years to quit wanting a motherfucker's mental health journey to go good#I swear to god though#if they and the people who defend them keep ignoring all the shit people went through#or excusing their actions#on the grounds of trauma#except for when literally anyone else does shit because of trauma and distress#like damn at least do both#and quit calling people abusers too when you literally implode when it's aimed back at you#both members of a party can be abusive#did malachite teach you nothing#bruh#I'm so fucking tired#I needed to just scream all of this out so I can finally be left ALONE in my own head#AAAAAAAAAAUGHHHhhh#self victimizing
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Everything is nice and all at work then suddenly someone feels the need to remind you why you hate your workplace so much agshshdhs
#Girl I thought we stopped with the bullshit#If I hear someone say 'just wait until you have your own kid' ONE MORE TIME#I actually have a cool job and all. I love what am I doing#But gosh my coworkers are not it sometimes#They took away the guy around my age too now I'm stuck with all the married people with +2 kids of which one is little and killing them on#the inside.#I love when someone's like 'Why don't you work on Saturday too? You don't have kids/family to worry about' 🙃#And I will keep not having them if I come to work every fucking weekend Karen but fuck off I guess#god i'm so tired#And sick of the whole situation. My aromantic ass is dying slowly#One day I'm gonna snap and yell at everyone I don't wanna have children and have them interrogate me for ages
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i swear to god if i call my derm tomorrow and they tell me they haven't heard from dupixent and don't know what i'm talking about i'm going to fucking THROTTLE SOMEBODY!!!!
#i have a bitch of a rash in my armpit and it's pissing me off and being a ptsd trigger#i have exactly 3 shots left and i've already been rationing them#we're nearly halfway through the year and i still haven't gotten my new prescription. i was supposed to get it in January btw#the derm doesn't seem to know what's going on at dupixent and dupixent doesn't seem to know what's going on at derm#i've been on this med for nearly a decade and have NEVER had this happen before#DO YOUR FUCKIJNG JOBS FOR GOD'S SAKE. FOR THE LOVE OF FUCK!!!!#this isn't even getting into my other medication that i also haven't gotten yet this year. that i'm also supposed to get in January btw#and i've been out of that forever because they decided to short me on it for no reason and i was like well#i'm about to get a new script for the year so i'll just wait til then. then insurance decided not to cover it for the first time ever 😐#i'm so fucking upset and tired about this can someone please do their fucking job please please please i'm gonna lose my mind#i shouldn't have to call every goddamn week and be like hiii did you guys do your job yet? :)#darryl speaks
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I've basically been moving non-stop all day for a week (except Monday when I went to the doctor, and then the antibiotics were mean to me), everything hurts, but hey at least my room is somewhat close to being finished!
now there's just everything else left to do....
I've also had to deal with builders and electricians and a painter and I don't remember who else every day this week. I think I did alright. didn't have a panic attack or anything, it didn't even make me very anxious. so that's good! but I want to be left alone for several months now please 🙃
#I'm sorry for not replying to messages etc. I'm SO tired#and I only have a phone signal in the living room.... which is where alllll of the boxes are. so I don't really spend time there#there's some people coming by from the ISP (again) next week. maybe they'll at least be able to tell us when we can expect to have internet#also we got our washing machine today!! I love it so much. I'm so glad we didn't take the old broken one with us. I mean it did technically#work in that it washed things. but if you have to constantly stand next to it to press a button every time it gives an error messages that#is not very convenient#we put my bed in my room today!! so I'll get to sleep all on my own for the first time since January 😭 I'm so excited#I love the cats SO much and I'll still let them sleep in my room sometimes (once the rest of the apartment is safe for them to go into)#but man I already have so many issues sleeping. I just need to be alone in the quiet and without two cats literally walking all over me#I can't wait 🥰#and I'd love to be able to sleep in the same room as my husband all the time but my god his snoring has been driving me absolutely insane#these last few days#personal
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