#god i wnna die.

[7-ferrets-in-a-coat]

SAM I AM GRABBING YOU AND SHAKING YOU I NEED YOU TO SPILL MORE DETAILS ABT YOUR AU NOW

Idk what to specifically ask about UHHH so what does the Goat think about the Lamb’s “arg”? Does it worry them? Do they help? Will they ever be *gasp* pulled into the danger?!?!? I am so curious

I was going to wait a bit before doing angst but,, this is the perfect opportunity actually *rubs hands deviously*

Goatthew at first isn't aware its not an actual ARG, because she hasn't come in contact with the Nari Ai at all really, not at first at least.

She full on just believed that Ludo was just that invested in a really well crafted ARG!!! But after..

.. A little Mishap !!! Ludo tells her all about the thruth and now Goatthew isn't really much of a fan at all.. But she can't find it in her to tell Ludo to stop and reconsider, because she knows how involved they can get in their projects and they are having a little bit of fun too tbf..

Do they get involved with the arg? A little!!! It's mostly her being moral support and hearing out what plans Ludo has and all.

Does she get dragged into any danger?... Well, no way to know yet, ain't that right? We barely started :}

I did draw some comfort for ludo after the little mishap if u wnna see or smrh lol :3 :3 :3

[zorubark]

life feels meaningless i dont wanna go to school tomorrow I wanna diieeeeeeeeeeeee I wanna die AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA i feel so empty and sick i hate school i wanna die i wanna die i cant take feeling like this everyday i. wnna. die. oh my god I hate having to deal with life so much I wanna dissapear I wanna pass out I wanna stop existing I want to be gone I want someone to take my blood with a syringe until I pass out I want it I want it I can't take it anymore IUqaaafsrAAAAAAAAAAAAAA i feel so alone and sick and apathetic to my own feelings because its like my headaches, tiredness and sickness kept me from enjoying being myself I already didn't like having to go to school but now even at home I hate everything because I feel like I can't like anything

[jwowwsboobs]

i mean the whole song just. but its when she goes “the way ud play 4 me at yr show/and all the ways i got 2 know yr pretty face & electric soul” that i breakdown n the chorus…will u still love me when im no longer young & beautiful will u still when i got nothing but my aching soul . fuck u lana how could u do this 2 ME.

its abt eddie 2 me n its MISERABLE i am going 2 b sick … like when I die will they recognize me? i keep getting older n eddie stays a kid forever … if we end up in the same place when i die will they recognize me? are we even gonna end up in the same place? is there anywhere 2 go? whyd it have 2 go like this? why couldn’t we calling eachother every night swapping stupid jokes n complaining abt how we cant hang n jam like. nobody has clicked w me the why eds did n i fucking miss them i miss yheir stupid 30 min monologues abt metallica i miss hearing abt the weed misadventures i miss the shut the fuck up ive got a riff i wnna know what u think n its fucking. the most insane aggressive intense riff ive ever fuckjng heard. i miss all of it i miss all of it so fucking bad n i literally. literally don’t understand how its just. gone. 4ever. why her why not me why not someone else brother in arms why mine . god. fuckoff

[arcadequeerz]

[seonghwah-remade]

honestly this day wouldn't have been so bad if i hadn't fucked my hand

[rosewaterdrop]

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[ihavegaysex42069]

[lindaspark]

shut up wally might be actually permanently moving to legends,,,,GOD WHAT THE FUCK

[deniz-the-jellyfish]

/TW?

I have my math exam in 2 hours and I'm so fuckibg stressed. I NEED to get over 85 this exam. If I don't I'm pretty sure my parents will abuse me verbally or worse. Also I didn't sleep tonight and I'm so fuckibg tired. I LITERALLY MIXED REDBULL AND COFFEE AND DRINKING IT RN. God I'm gonna die before I finish school. I realy just wnna fucking die rn.

[kenyma]

reading thirst tweets with cherryjoe!

warning⚠️ slightly strong language. a bit suggestive, i guess?

cherry blossom: hello–

joe: –and welcome to buzzfeed thirs tweets!

cherry blossom: why did you interrupt me?

joe: i thought we were gonna do the thing where we finish each other’s sentences.

cherry blossom: never.

joe: but–

staff: just cut to the beginning. [que intro music]

##

cherry blossom: alright, first tweet is from redacted for professional purposes, i suppose.

cherry blossom: “wnna have cherry blossom’s long hair to choke me”

cherry blossom: as much as i’m honoured, but no one touches my hair. sorry. also you made a typo, just letting you know.

joe: same though.

cherry blossom: [death glares at joe] ... moving on.

##

joe: second tweet is for me!

joe: “can joe just squeeze my head between his massive thighs”

joe: aw, that’s so sweet! my thighs are pretty big so i might crush you but i’m down.

cherry blossom: it’s because you’re a gorilla

joe: that’s not what you called me when you rode my–

cherry blossom: –cut the cameras! [cameras turn off] [joe’s high pitched scream echoes in the studio]

##

joe: [clears throat] wow, clearly i tired my throat with all the talking, huh?

cherry blossom: clearly.

joe: and next we have a tweet from another redacted name... wait there are blurred words.

staff: yeah, we had to blur some words. feel free to fill in the blanks.

joe: “do you ever just want joe to [redacted] [redacted] you with his massive [redacted] so bad that your [redacted] is set on fire and you just die happily?”

cherry blossom: ... i don’t want to try filling in the blanks.

joe: for once, i agree with you.

##

cherry blossom: and for the next one we have, “want to taste cherry-sama’s cu–“

cherry blossom: –nope. nope. absolutely not. [throws paper away]

joe: what did it say?

cherry blossom: mind your business.

joe: four-eyed pink-haired short bitch.

cherry blossom: that insult made no sense, just like your entire existence.

joe: excuse me–

staff: –cut the cameras!

##

cherry blossom: and the next tweet says, “i would let joe and cherry blossom tag team me”

cherry blossom: tag team? [confused] like in wrestling?

joe: [holds in laugh] yeah, it’s exactly like in wrestling.

cherry blossom: oh... i don’t know why you’d want two skaters to wrestle you but sure. bring a friend so we’re on equal grounds. :)

joe: oh my god, i’m gonna die.

staff: [whispering] should we tell him?

##

joe: and for the final tweet, “joe looks at cherry blossom like he’s his entire world”

joe: aw, that’s very sweet. i guess it’s true.

cherry blossom: that’s so inaccurate.

joe: you just don’t accept my love.

cherry blossom: you called me a four-eyed pink bitch 30 minutes ago.

joe: that’s love!

cherry blossom: [deep sigh and face palm] oh god, why must you curse me with this one?

joe: i think he loves me too. :D

##

joe: and that’s it for our interview today! thank you for the love and support.

cherry blossom: i still don’t know why someone wanted to wrestle us.

joe: i’ll tell you later, babe.

cherry blossom: alright– wait, what did you just call me? you little–

joe: [waving to the camera while covering kaoru’s mouth] goodbye, everyone!

the tweet in the first image.

on twitter.

[7-ferrets-in-a-coat]

8 25 26 38

The ask game

8. OH MY GOD I GET TO TALK ABOUT THE TREE GUY. Ok so Sometimes, usually when i had an extra bad day, I have a random ass dream that at some point morphs into me finding a small door in a wall and I get brought to this IMMENSE white void, and i MEAN immense it is HUGE and I have to scale down some stairs, and in a Small room in the wall this Humongous, extremely friendly tree with a face Sits, and Then for the rest of the dream I just talk to him and i think i get therapized? I have tried looking into "What does a tree with a face being my best friend in my dreams mean" but i have got 0 answers, so im just left with a friend Lol. Love him tho, he looks like a Puppet, but a friendly one, facewise at least.. Yeah

25. WINTER. Absolutely winter. I am EXTREMELY sensitive to the heat, half a degree too hot and im hit with AWFUL Nausea and I want to die.. Whilst winter i can Regulate how hot and warm i wnna be with cozy clothes and blankets, during summer all u can do to cool down is a shower and that lasts like. a whole 5 minutes.

26. BROWN !!!!! Specifically the reddish shades of brown tho, looks warmer than the yellowish shades :3 Also pleasing to the eye

38. I don't have a fave atm but I have listened a lot to THROWDASHI! whilst playing WEBFISHING, so i think that counts :3

[sosekinyatsume]

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[mikahater]

IMM SO ANGRY IM RLLY. UPSET

[arcadequeerz]

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[rcinberry]

hello pals . here thoust be with an about ? haha kisses love and respekt these hoes !

tw: familial death, murder 

STATS: full name: sebastian eli jung nickname(s): bas, bash, CALL HIM BA AND YOU DIE age: 23. date of birth: april 4th 1997 hometown: chicago, illinois  gender: cis male. religion: athiest. sexuality: bisexual. hair colour: blonde. here’s visuals of what he looks like currently, he’s always decked in accessories ! head to toe , he loves looking handsome n expensive, it’s like a personality trait to be that sexy yk?  .. xx (x) eye colour: brown. height: 5'10, i bumped up jimins height myob tattoos: (x) (left hand, the rose & cross only) , (x) (back of his neck), (x) on his inner left forearm,  piercings: two ear piercings in each, right cartilage piercing, (1) nipple piercing, had his tongue pierced when he was like 13 but that hole closed up now.

(i copied this family background from ellie bc she summed it up OFKMGDHG)

immediate family: richard & elizabeth jung (parents), silvia jung (twin brother, younger), and bambi & thumper (pure golden bred golden retrievers, bambi’s owner)

extended family: jeremy jung (uncle, father’s twin, deceased), jeremy’s husband (uncle)

started out as world renowned physicians, but would later own the best hospitals around the world

became a household name because of their big role/impact in the medical world and later the business world

twins run in the family and theres been a set of jung twins in every generation so far (aka richard & jeremy, silvia & sebastian)

mom was the hardass, dad was the softy

richard and elizabeth got divorced when the twins were 19 years old, the fortune/businesses was split between the two

the dad basically disappeared after the divorce happened, the mom is a witch

the twins were always closer to their dad and uncle

in addition to their family life 

sebastian does not get along w his mother at all, she sees him as scum and he sees her as disgrace and a money hungry person, he saw to that when she murdered his uncle before him. they hate each other but he’d never express tht hate in front of silvia, although when silvia isn’t around his mom hurls horrible insults at him and he fights back

will protect silvia till the end of the world he would jump fences for his sister, the only girl that he truly loves even if she hates him currently

loves his dog a lot, bambi is his baby.. his emotional support animal

misses his dad terribly and wishes he’d reach out, he’s tried a few times, hired the best PI and couldn’t find it. his dad doesn’t want to be found or does he? 

which leads to how sebastian is so afraid to be himself and love because mom, a bitch, dad? god knows why he bailed when he needed him the most. 

whomst is sebastian , condensed  !

sebastian is a boy who has seen his uncle die in front of him, so tht fucked him up a lot. like he can be difficult but that’s because he watched someone die and the loving boy he was once was no more... and then to lose his dad right after was a pretty fucked up burden for him to carry into his teen years, he tried not to let it show for silvia’s sake but that kind went down the drain in their 20′s

he rlly only ever looked out for silvia when he was growing up, he didn’t really care about anyone else and that was a product of his mothers neglect, he didn’t want the same for silvia to see her thrive made him happy, he loves his twin a lot 

after his uncle died, and they all got the riches of the family business, he rly saw his mom do a 360 and saw how much money changed the bitch, he rly hates that hag he rlly does, she lets her own son rot and makes sure silvia never feels the way he does around her so he sucks up his pride sometimes

anyways growing up !! he's always been home schooled, unlike silvia he never did anything? he doesnt need to? now that he’s dripping wealth he’s like i can buy excellence i dont need to be work my ass off like yall, bye <3

he’s very cautious of people, you know how the old trope goes.. once betrayed never trust again - that’s him, hardly lets anyone into his circle, it’s so small it’s just himself tbh

anyways , he spent most of his teen years traveling and wandering the world bc it's sexier than being home and u could be whoever u wanna be across seas , not tht he ever faked his identity, his name has meaning n he uses tht for his advantage. even home schooled, he’d be doing school in italy, france, greece, maldives you name it, his experience was the outside world and he’s seen a lot

sebastian doesn't hide himself , like what u see is . esstentially what u see x he has never faked it for the cameras, always authentically and annoyingly himself

he knows he's not a pleasant person and if u can't u can't hang. he's not gna make himself a pleasant person to hang out with , if u wnna curse him out ? curse him out he rly doesn't phase at all like he's rly heard it ALL from his mother that nothing else rly hurts , it takes a lot to hurt him

unless ur silvia, anything that girl says breaks his heart but he doesnt let it show his .00007 centimeter of whats left in his chest

moving on, he's rly the type to show up anyone out of spite . say he can't do it ? watch him do it perfectly the next day , he doesn't like being shown to be stupid bc as much as he does as dumb , he rly isn't the boy has a lot of knowledge up in his brain , he likes playing stupid for the aesthetic. like the jungs come from a line of brains and such, silvia has the brains and the drive - sebastian just... hides it, never shows up to class, pays it off by buying a new wing for the school.. 

but when he does do smthn to show up ppl, does it w grace and a smile on his face or if he wants to prove someone wrong, does it with ease

he interrupts people's tasks bc he doesn't want one of those tasks to be involving silvia at all 

he is a Whore , he just fucks anything honestly u yell at him n he's just . HE's jsut full of himself makes me wnna punch him uhh i thin kthats it!! hes just , a damaged self absorbed son of a binch u kno , gets his shit rocked sometimes and he just laughs it off wipes tears , god  bless

[smalltittiegothboyfriend]

oh my god i fucking hate ads holy shit every goddamned thing i wnna do ya gotta deal with ads now i hope corporations die