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sugaggukkie · 7 months ago
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Back from the dead for more kpop opinions no one asked for but I have to share: Le Sserafim at Coachella edition:
You would think the way people online were talking about this set, the girlies went on stage and BOMBED. I was prepared to watch the worst live set I’ve ever seen. INSTEAD. It was so fun?????? Like incredibly undeniably extremely super fucking FUN!!!!!!!!!! I literally can’t believe the shit yall say on dolly parton’s internet about this group.
Firstly. Since the SECOND I got into kpop all I have seen is endless debate on the overuse of lip syncing and vocal smoothing and loud backtracks etc etc etc and I have always always always been on the side, as someone who has seen quite literally hundreds of live sets, of LIVE. VOCALS. I want to hear breathing I want to hear cracks I want to hear imperfections I want to hear actual singing from a real live person standing on stage. Were their vocals perfect? Obviously not. Were they still giving it their all, dancing at full energy, and putting on an insanely fun show???? YEAH GIRL. Not one person on planet earth bar beyonce can dance at that level and give absolutely flawless vocals and for the energy they were expending the vocals still sounded fine and most importantly, conveyed the emotion of the set they were going for. It was high energy! It was hot and fun! It was a party! Of course they’re going to yell and scream and hype up the crowd and run around, THANK GOD THEY DID.
Secondly, if I had watched it and the crowd hated it and the energy was bad and everything was awkward and weird that’d be one thing. But the ENTIRE time everyone in the crowd was losing their minds, screaming the girls’ names, and SINGING ALONG!!!!!!!! The energy was so good and fun and you could tell everyone there was having a blast which in my opinion is the absolute 100% nonnegotiable most important part of a live set.
Thirdly, I’ve watched all of their encores, other live stages by them, and I feel like I know what they sound like live in general and this was actually truly leagues better than they’ve been in the past and that wasn’t because their vocals were worlds better, they were definitely improved but not by like A TON. what actually made this their best performance I’ve ever seen was how fucking fun the entire set was and how you could tell what they practiced was their actual stage presence and the show they put on and it PAID OFF!!!!!!!!!! The entire thing was just so enjoyable to watch and I truly didn’t want it to end because you could tell they were having so much fun and really working the crowd.
My favorite parts were eve psyche in English, the bit about going out for a drink but then realizing eunchae and kazhua are underage, the live band, THE NEW SONG!!!!!! WHERE THE HECK IS SAKI!!!!!! and of course “Coachella shake some fucking ass”
In conclusion, you guys don’t go to enough live shows, don’t know anything about what makes a performance good, love to be miserable, and hate having fun. I on the other hand, who love to have fun, love talented young ladies putting on a great show, and love live music for all its flaws and imperfections, had an absolute blast watching this set.
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loonavrsl · 10 months ago
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240204 Loossemble: The 1st Fanmeeting in Japan Go Won's and Hyeju's random play dance to LE SSERAFIM - "Perfect Night" in Osaka
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chaenniefirst · 1 year ago
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not gonna lie, i wish i was at weverse con.
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elleluvsjurin · 2 months ago
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it’s our paradise and it’s our warzone
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synopsis: flirting with another member gets you in big trouble
pairings: gf!huh yunjin x fem!reader
cw: smut, g!p yunjin, established (secret) relationship, reader is a 6th member of le ssfm, yunjin is kinda toxic
MEN DNI!!
Tonight is a big night for le sserafim. you guys are on your US world tour, hitting the big cities like New York, Las Vegas, Houston, etc. tonight is the Anaheim performance. here you are sitting on yunjin’s lap in her dressing room. her head is nuzzled in your lap while her hands are gripping tightly but securely around your waist
“you ready for tonight?” yunjin mumbles into your neck.
“ready as I’ll ever be.” you reply. you eventually get up because you know that your manager will be fetching you two to get ready and get your makeup done for the concert. nobody knows about you and yunjin’s relationship. it’s not that you guys don’t trust your bandmates but you’d rather not hear feedback from them about your situation. yunjin gives you a peck on the lips before letting you go to your own dressing room.
an three hours later, your hair and makeup are done to a tea. yunjin is wearing a white dress along with some lace gloves paired with white platform boots; making her appear taller than her usually 5’7’ height. her hair is dyed red and it’s curled with added in extensions.
you’ve decided to wear a white cropped top, paired with a white mini skirt and safety shorts, topping the look with a pair doc martens. you and yunjin’s outfits slightly contrasting together.
you and yunjin talk with each other backstage. sakura, kazuha, and eunchae talk amongst each other but chaewon comes up to you. Complimenting your outfit and smacking your butt playfully.
“im sorry y/n, you just look so hot. I can’t imagine what fearnots will think!” she exclaims happily and you softly blush. yunjin’s jaw tightens but she tries her best to hide it.
“thank you, unnie.” you reply, sweetly. you guys continue talking until it’s time to go on stage. you perform crazy (English version), pierriot, smart (English version), and some other popular songs. the fans are loving the performance. you and yunjin talk to the fans before performing another song.
“anaheim, let me hear you make some noise!” you exclaim into the microphone. you and the members hear a loud roar from the fans.
“I can’t hear you!” yunjin adds and they scream even louder.
“fearnots, look at how cute our y/nie looks!” chaewon states in English, her accent making her voice sound adorable. the fans scream at chaewon’s comment.
sakura, kazuha, and eunchae agree. stating their lines and letting the fans scream and applause. chaewon comes behind you and hugs you tightly, you and her looking like an alleged couple.
the fans roar in excitement as their “y/nwon” ship comes to life right in front of their eyes. yunjin notices it and keeps note of it for later.
“ah so cute.” she comments into the microphone. no one grasps onto her act but you can see right through her that she’s pissed. throughout the night you perform most the songs and do a huge bow and take a picture in front of the stage with the fans behind you before walking off stage, fearnots scream loudly as you guys exit the stage.
the manager hands out bottled water and cold towels to press up against you guys’ foreheads to cool you guys off after performing. eventually everyone changes out of their performance outfits and makeup, wearing things that are more comfortable.
“anaheim was amazing.” eunchae says with kazuha agreeing.
“i loved it, the energy was amazing.”kazuha mentions
“yes I loveeed the energy.” yunjin draws out the word “loved” and everyone looks at her like she’s crazy, nonetheless everyone goes on about their night.
you guys finally head to the hotel. you and yunjin are paired together. eunchae and kazuha are paired together leaving sakura and chaewon together.
“that was nice little concert, hm y/n.” yunjin mentions as she closes the door to your room.
“yunjin don’t start this shit, it’s too late.” you mumble under your breath.
“speak up. you weren’t mumbling when chaewon was holding you.” she says
“yunjin i said don’t start!” you blurt out and she’s taken aback, she clenches her jaw. she grabs your shoulders, turning your body to face her.
“you better watch your fucking mouth when you speak to me!” she grits through her teeth
“get off of me.” you push her away, you lay on the bed. at this point, you’re pissed off. it was a casual hug, nothing sexual.
“get up.” she says
“me and chaewon aren’t fucking if that’s what you think.” you reply
“I don’t want her touching you.” she mumbles.
“yunjin, it’s not that deep.” you groan out
“im fucking sick of you.” yunjin says as she walks into the shared bathroom between you two. you follow her and hug her from behind as she’s brushing her teeth.
“is this what you wanted? my attention, hmm Jen?” you ask
“maybe..” she mumbles. you touch her toned stomach up under her shirt, your hands eventually finding their way up to her breasts; giving them a nice squeeze before she squeaks out.
“Y/N!” yunjin exclaims
“hm?” “stop it.”
“but we’re just getting started.” you whisper in her ear, her body shudders at your words before taking you into the room.
you pull out your phone, setting it on the vanity in front of your bed. you prop it up and press record.
yunjin pulls you into her lap, kissing your lips. you grind on her crotch, feeling her member grow up and under you, you pull away to giggle.
“happy girl, huh?” you taunt and she scoffs.
“go get your phone.” you comply, handing her phone to you.
“get on your knees.”
“yes…mommy.” she holds the camera up to your face, admiring you.
“you know what to do. get to work.”
you take off your outfit, stripping down to take off your bra and panties for the camera as you pull down her shorts and her underwear. Her cock springs into the air as it hits your face. you roll your eyes and grab the base of her cock, playing and moving it around. the camera is still on as you play with her cock.
“goodness..” you mumble before wrapping your soft lips around her length. you bob your head up and down, some of your spit leaks down her balls.
“f-fuck, look at the camera, pretty. doing so good. let everyone see how much of a slut you are for this dick.” you look up at the camera through your eyelashes as you deepthroat her long cock. her degrading/praising has your own cunt clenching around nothing. you use your hands to jerk her cock while you suck her off and groans.
“holy fuck…just like that.” she moans. you remove your hand before going back to deepthroating her. you feel her tip at the back of your throat, holding it there for a few seconds before pulling away. a string of saliva connecting your mouth to her cock appears before you go back to sucking her off.
“that’s my girl. shit we’d go platinum if we released this.” her hips stutter as she feels as if she’s going to cum.
“oh fuck..” she whimpers out, you suck on her tip while you look at the camera. that act alone was the straw that broke the camel’s back and she cums into your mouth, with some getting onto your face.
“that’s my pretty girl. you did so good.” she turns the camera off so she can wipe your face off.
“thank you.” you blush
“want me to give you head?” she asks
“its ok jen, we can fuck and call it a night.” you reply. you bend over on the edge of the bed, arching your back for your girlfriend.
“if you change your mind just let me know.”
“yes ma’am.” yunjin stands behind you, turning your camera back on as she presses her tip up to your entrance.
“so wet for me.” she mumbles softly
“all for you, not for unnie. only you.” you state, her cock twitching at you statement.
“all for me.” she whispers before she slowly slides her length into your pussy and you both groan out at the same time, oddly harmoniously.
“fuck.” she mumbles. she slides out until the tip is at your entrance before sliding back in. you feel like a virgin each time with yunjin.
“jen..easy.” your body twitches as she harshly thrusts her cock inside of you. one of her hands hold the camera, the other hand spreading your ass so the she can get a clear shot of her cock sliding in and out of your tight cunt.
“just like that, pretty. open up for mommy.” she coos. she thrusts deep into you, your plump ass jiggles each time her thighs come into contact with it.
“yes..” you moan out. she puts her leg up on the bed and completely digs you out. nothing but your pants and the sound of skin slapping up against each other fills the hotel room.
“look back at me, baby. show the camera how pretty you are while you take my cock.” you comply, looking back at yunjin with hazy eyes, which in turn makes you appear to be looking at the camera. her gaze is intense as she fucks you, looking into your eyes. you cunt clenches around her shaft as you moan out.
“j-jen.” you whimper. she holds the back of your neck so that you can stay in that position.
“yes, baby?” she coos, speeding up a bit.
“gonna cum ..” you trail off as you squeeze your eyes shut, squirting all over her cock.
“good girl for mommy.” she continues plowing you, letting you ride out your orgasm before she cums deep into your pussy. her whole body spasms as she squirts ropes of cum inside of you before pulling out. she even films how her cum leaks out of you.
you fall onto the bed in exhaustion and she stops recording, throwing your phone down on the nightstand.
“you ok, baby?” yunjin asks, looking at your limp body.
“y-yes, just tired heh.” you mumble.
“go to sleep babe, I’ll clean you up in the morning.” she kisses your cheek, letting you doze off. after about an hour she does the same.
little did you two know, chaewon unnie was getting herself off by listening to her bandmates fuck.
a/n: i think i was in heat when i wrote this sjsjsjsj. anon I’ll be honest, i wrote this slightly differently than the ask but I based it off of the ask(if that makes sense?) furthermore, I hope you enjoyed it!
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silantryoo · 8 months ago
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nakamura kazuha x le sserafim!reader (fluff)
WARNINGS ; scheming, possessiveness (non-toxic)
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kazuha lived a hectic life, almost as hectic as her mind.
at age three, she decided to throw herself into a raging fire.
she had listened to one of her close friends (as close as children could get at that age, at least) rave about how fun their after-school activities were. how she felt like the spotlight was on her, and only her.
kazuha would never admit it, but she craved attention. she yearned to be seen and be recognized, to be watched and to amaze. her after-school activities (read: watching cartoons and drawing stick figures for her parents to interpret) left her with a restlessness, one that relayed onto her parents.
("kazuha! stop cutting holes into your blankets!")
nearly all her childhood memories consisted of school and ballet. it was a monotonous rinse and repeat. each day, she woke up with the dull sensation of aching and routine.
it was fun. it was exciting.
kazuha knew she was good. there was no doubt about it. she would get comments from other parents, praising her, and her mom and dad constantly walked around with their chins held high, knowing how well they're daughter performed.
she was a performer. an amazing one at that.
it didn't go unrecognized. as soon as she reached high school, she earned herself a hefty scholarship, attending one of the most rigorous ballet academies in the world.
kazuha had everything a ballerina could ever want to achieve, but somehow, a sudden emptiness started to consume her.
ballet was fun. kazuha knew what to do to get the spotlight. she knew how to catch the attention of the audience. it was a test, a rigorous evaluation of everything she knew in each class, in each recital.
it was a test, one which she had studied.
but nakamura kazuha wanted to perform.
she would've lied if she said she joined hybe purely out of ambition.
kazuha knew about kpop. she wasn't born in the last century. she, although not as diehard as her roommate, liked blackpink and bts. she knew their discography well enough to attend concerts, and her roommate usually blasted some random song from an idol group while washing the dishes.
(she refused to mention her secret twitter page that somehow shifted into a blackpink fan account.)
when she had gotten the email from hybe, kazuha was more than hesitant. she heard horror stories about the training, how foreigners were forced to speak a language they knew none of. kazuha was already accustomed to how rigorous ballet was, but she knew that the language barrier would be the final straw to making her break.
still, she couldn't do this forever. she couldn't die doing ballet, of feeling the dull ache of something missing.
"i don't know." kazuha sighed, gritting her teeth as she thought about that email again.
Dear Nakamura Kazuha...
("how did they find out my email address and my full name?!")
her roommate sighed. "i think you should."
"and leave everything behind?" kazuha shivered at the thought. change was fun as it was scary. "what if my parents say no?.
mina shook her head. "as if they would. they know how your brain works."
kazuha couldn't disagree with her. her parents were her number one supporters. if she decided to be a cashier at the nearest 7eleven, they would support her.
"besides," mina smirked. kazuha always became worried when her friend was smug. "i heard some of the izone members-"
l/n y/n.
"izone?"
kazuha hadn't known much about izone in all honesty.
all she knew was that miyawaki sakura, honda hitomi, and yabuki nako were in the group. she had heard their songs, and although she had always wanted to get into them, she never had the time.
but then there was you.
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your minju-unnie said that it was okay that your family group disbanded. she said that it was an opportunity for growth and change, and despite her face full of tears, you tried your best to believe her.
packing your bags was the hardest thing you had to do. your roommates, wonyoung and yujin, were quiet and solemn. it was unlike the three of you. your unnies always heard shouting from your room, whether it was you and yujin arguing over the air conditioning, or wonyoung begging you to go shopping with her.
you were their maknaes.
now, you were no one's.
being a group of thirteen, someone was always left out, no matter how hard eunbi or sakura tried. sometimes, it was one of the two. other times, it was willingly hyewon, trying to avoid working.
sometimes, it was you.
everyone grouped up. yujin and wonyoung were going back to their company, starship. hitomi, sakura, and nako were getting ready to fly back to japan. yena and yuri talked to a bumbling and restless chaewon, crying into their arms. chaeyeon and hyewon were in the corner, worriedly watching eunbi as she scanned everyone's faces.
"y/n-ah."
you turned around, wiping the tears off your face.
"minju-unnie." you couldn't help but smile at the older girl.
minju was your rock.
she was a year older, and almost, if not more, confused than you about the whole idol thing. she was shy and insecure, always double-checking if things were done right.
but she was always there. minju always cared, even when she didn't have time to care.
she was the older sister you had always wanted (regardless of whatever chaewon and yena said during interviews and lives).
"give me a hug."
"okay."
you smiled, holding her tight. you could feel her tears dripping onto your shoulder, and her hand gripping your shirt.
minju was afraid, just like you were.
"i'm still your unnie after this, okay?" you didn't know if minju was trying to convince you or herself, but it didn't matter. "talk to me about anything."
you pulled back.
why did this feel like a goodbye? why did it feel like everyone knew this was a goodbye.
you didn't want them to leave. you didn't want them to forget you.
"unnie-"
"i'll be okay." minju could always read your mind somehow. "everything will be okay."
"okay." it'll be okay. everything will be okay. you'll still have your family members. "i trust you, unnie."
a week later, you, chaewon, minju, and sakura received an email.
everything will be okay.
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being okay came in the form of nakamura kazuha.
you had seen her on that video call, talking in broken sentences with a cute accent. she read the paper in front of her, and you could visibly remember the light reflecting the hiragana pronunciation from the back.
a month later, she flew in.
nakamura kazuha was pretty.
a soft knock echoed through your room, the vinyl drowning it out after a few moments. the clock on your table read one am.
it could've been anyone of your group members at this point. maybe it was yunjin, dragging you out to go eat with one of her friends (despite it being past midnight). it could've been sakura, just wanting to sit next to you as she knitted. maybe it was eunchae too, claiming your room was colder despite her living in a different dorm complex. maybe it was chaewon...
you shook your head. chaewon wouldn't leave her room.
the door creaked open, puppy eyes staring back at you.
"hi."
kazuha.
you smiled. part of you was glad that minju never took the offer from hybe, otherwise she would pester you nonstop about your (extremely obvious) crush on the japanese ballerina.
you waved your hand, telling her to go inside. the younger girl beamed at you, a red tint dusting the apples of her cheeks.
"i got something!"
you raised an eyebrow, sitting up as you tried to peak at what she was holding.
"what is it?"
kazuha blinked, trying to calm herself down from bursting at the thought of spending time with you.
it didn't matter to her that you two had been friends for more than a year. being near you was enough to make her heart double in size.
"i, uh, i bought a lego set." she couldn't show that her confidence was wavering. "yunjin-unnie doesn't wanna do it with me."
you frowned.
you loved yunjin as much as the next person did, but you hated it when kazuha talked about her. the ballerina seemed to worship the ground that yunjin walked on.
the worst part was the fact you couldn't blame her. back in izone, there was a moment in time when you had done the same with one of your former members.
minju still teased you about your former crush.
the room went quiet, and kazuha could tell that you were caught in your head again. she always wondered if you thought about her when you were lost in your thoughts. maybe if she knew, she would find the courage to tell you her true feelings.
kazuha fiddled with the box, her voice suddenly a whisper.
"do you," kazuha blushed harder. "do you wanna do it with me?"
although you knew that kazuha most likely went to you after yunjin had said no, you couldn't help but agree. it didn't matter to you that you always seemed to be kazuha's second thought. all that mattered was that she thought of you.
you nodded, and the younger girl couldn't help but smile brightly.
("it'll be a good excuse for you to confess! maybe you'll even kiss her."
"unnie!")
you moved aside, letting kazuha sit across from you. she couldn't help but blush at the feeling of your covers. your room always seemed softer and brighter than hers, just like how you seemed prettier than everyone else.
kazuha sighed. maybe yunjin was right. maybe kazuha had fallen a bit too much in like and ended up in love.
she didn't mind though, not when you felt so familiar to the spotlight.
"these flowers are pretty." you looked closely at the orchids, humming as you traced the box with your finger.
mina had always mentioned how she was a sucker for pretty girls. she vividly remembers the two of them in their second-grade science class, kazuha tensing up whenever her teacher came near, or the time that one of her closest friends back in the academy complimented her physique, and she stiffened up so hard that she strained her neck.
when she first saw you during that video call, she was more calm than she expected. kazuha knew that she was gonna meet her celebrity crush, and the thought of you knowing she existed nearly made her brain short-circuit but she prepared. kazuha wasn't weak-willed.
and then she met you in real life.
somehow, she had forgotten how to speak at all.
("kazuha, right?"
"mmh!")
even after two years, she still struggled to form thoughts around you. it wasn't her fault that you were pretty.
kazuha cleared her throat, her face heating up as she realized how long she had stayed silent.
the two of you got to work quickly, the lull of the record playing. pieces of lego scattered your bedsheet, the two of you (mostly just you) struggling to figure out which piece went where.
"so..." you fiddled with a piece, one that you assumed to be the leaf. "you got these for yunjin-unnie?"
kazuha snapped out of her daze, too focused on completing the set in front of her. she always got too into these things.
"huh?"
"the flowers." you smiled, holding back an 'aw'. kazuha was too adorable for her own good. "you said yunjin-unnie didn't want to build them with you."
kazuha couldn't help but avoid your gaze.
she knew that you weren't exactly the best when it came to anything that required hand-eye coordination and focus. she also knew that she desperately wanted to spend time with you. you had been too busy meeting up with your former members and she had been missing you a bit too much.
she had seen the set while window-shopping.
they looked easy enough, one that wouldn't confuse you as much as the other ones, but hard enough to make sure it took more than one sitting.
it was a perfect excuse.
"oh, um," kazuha didn't know why it suddenly got so hot in your room. "no, i got them just because."
you glanced at her, watching as she toyed with the piece in her hand. you had no reason to doubt the younger girl, but you had to admit it was odd.
you couldn't complain, however. kazuha was here, and that's all you wanted.
the two of you continued, you looking over every so often. the scattered pieces seemed to never end, and despite the younger girl's dexterity, your lack of seemed to prolong the process more than it should've (just like she had hoped).
"this has a lot of parts." you muttered, feeling bad. "i think you picked the wrong person for this, zuha."
kazuha, like always, smiled at you as if she was smiling for the audience.
"i don't mind it taking long."
it was breathtaking.
"if you say so..."
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you yawned, rubbing your eyes as you curled up against the futon.
you loved comebacks more than an idol should. it was fun to roam around, exploring the building of whatever showcase it was. being the only extrovert in le sserafim, you also made it your duty to help the others (and yourself) connect with whoever you seemed to cross paths with.
most days, you would already be outside, introducing sakura to whoever walked by.
not today. not when you were running on three hours of sleep.
"y/n-ah," sakura's voice echoed in your brain. "did you see my iron anywhere?"
"chaewon-unnie had it last." you yawned out.
sakura glared at her leader, watching as chaewon dug through her comically large bag. she needed to use it after the show. chaewon couldn't look like a mess in front of min anyone.
the leader stared you down, your peaceful body irritating her.
"snitch."
your mouth dropped open.
a couple years ago, back in izone, chaewon wouldn't dare insult you (although snitch was barely an insult). it didn't matter whether you barged into her room unannounced and left the door open, insulting you was off-limits.
as one of your unnie's once said, insulting you is equivalent to scolding a kitten who didn't know any better.
"i'm telling eunbi-unnie!" you whined, pouting.
chaewon laughed, pinching your cheek as if your threat meant nothing to her. you were basically her little sister after all. the worst thing that your 'mom' would do was scold her.
"like you told her about your crush on zuha?" chaewon snorted as she saw how red your cheeks had suddenly gotten. "how she's so pretty when she dances and how you wanna kiss her?"
you slapped her arm away, embarrassed. you should've known that eunbi had told chaewon (and probably the rest of the other girls) about your infatuation with the ballerina in your current group.
maybe that's why wonyoung gave you a thumbs up when she saw you and kazuha gathering drinks for the rest of your members.
"kkura-unnie!" you turned to the eldest, her figure hidden under a purple blanket. "chaewon-unnie being annoying again!"
you stared at the blob, waiting for it to utter a word. something that hopefully defended you from your child-like leader. sakura tended to take your side, anyway, except when-
you squinted, watching as the blanket shook up and down.
was she...
"stop laughing!" you groaned, throwing your head back.
you thought that somehow, especially since hong eunchae was in your group, chaewon and sakura would stop treating you like a maknae.
it seemed to be worse now, the two throwing jabs at your unrequited crush when the three of you were left alone.
"when are you gonna ask her out, y/n-ah?" sakura sat up, her voice drowning out the door opening. "you can't pine forever."
eunchae looked around, her eyes beaming with curiosity.
"ask who out?"
chaewon screamed as the youngest's voice echoed from behind, her eyes wide open as she jumped onto the couch. somehow, sakura followed with her, the sheer volume of the leader's voice frightening her.
"jesus, eunchae..." chaewon clutched her heart. "you scared me."
beside her, sakura's head hung low as she tried to catch her breath.
eunchae chose to ignore the two, glancing at you with shining wonder.
"who are you gonna ask out, unnie?"
she already knew who you were talking about. eunchae wasn't dumb. she saw the quiet glances and the bright smiles you and kazuha sent to each other. she knew that sakura saw it too.
but somehow, neither you nor your ballerina did.
you bit your tongue, debating whether or not to tell the younger girl in front of you.
you trusted eunchae. the young girl knew how to keep a secret unlike some people (yunjin and chaewon), but you also knew she had a tendency to meddle when the chance was given to her. it was why your junior, minji, and chaewon were so adamant about keeping her and her friend, haerin, away from each other.
you hummed, blurting out the second name that you could think of.
"minju-unnie."
"minju-sunbaenim?" eunchae shook her head. she didn't know you were this bad at lying. "as if chaewon-unnie would let that happen."
all eyes shifted to chaewon as her ears burned a firey red.
"yah!"
eunchae rolled her eyes, pouting as she ignored her leader's half-hearted scolding.
"so?" the youngest continued to press. "who is it?"
you shrugged, not knowing that the two of you were thinking about the same girl. "no one."
"but-"
the door opened, kazuha and yunjin entering the cramped room with a boxful of cheesecake.
chaewon frowned. she had told them to get real food. not dessert.
"what is that?" chaewon glared at the white reflecting the lights.
yunjin looked down, half confused and half serious. "it's a container...?"
with a deep breath, chaewon closed her eyes. she always wondered how eunbi managed to keep some sanity when choi yena, kang hyewon, and ahn yujin were all under her care.
part of her knew that if yunjin was added to that mix, eunbi would combust.
"but i ordered rice...?"
chaewon looked at the proud smile on her member's face. "it's made with flour, so it's close enough."
huh yunjin was gonna give her an aneurysm.
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"have you told her yet?"
being ambushed while drying her hair wasn't exactly how kazuha wanted to spend her night.
in all honesty, she had mentally prepared herself to confess to you later today. from the moment her six alarms rang, she knew that she'd do it.
she didn't take into account how many people would stop by and say hi to you.
kazuha frowned. why did you know so many pretty people?
"no..."
yunjin frowned, pointing at her with the fork in her hand. "you said you'd do it today?"
kazuha loved the thrill of the spotlight. she loved showing the world that, not only was she talented, she was confident. she held herself with a poise that she knew many people could never compare to.
kazuha never crumbled under the presence of the spotlight.
why was it so different with you?
"told who what yet?"
kazuha spun around, her eyes wide. it had slipped her mind eunchae usually drank a caprisun around this time. something about her nightly routine...
(kazuha tried to pay attention, but eunchae talked fast, faster than she could translate in her head.)
"what?" yunjin laughed awkwardly, her mouth scrunching up. "told who what?"
leave it to yunjin to make things obvious.
"you're such a bad liar, unnie." eunchae rolled her eyes. "so, who is it zuha-unnie?"
kazuha swallowed air, her fingers nervously tapping on her side. if eunchae found out, there was no doubt that she'd tell you before kazuha herself could.
"no one."
the youngest sighed. everyone seemed to think she was five years old or something. they might as well have told her santa was real.
eunchae shook her head, plastering an unbothered smile on her face.
the maknae had decided a while ago to not get in between you and kazuha. she liked how the two of you acted like two stupid shoujo characters, dancing around their feelings. yes, it frustrated her, but at the very least, she found daily entertainment.
everyone had forced her hand.
"oh..." eunchae nodded. "you're just like y/n-unnie."
kazuha's head perked up almost instantly, like a dog when they smelt a treat nearby.
"what?" eunchae knew something about you? was it something she didn't know? "what about her?"
the youngest bit back a smirk.
"i heard that she was gonna ask someone out."
someone...
kazuha frowned.
someone?
did she know them? were they close to you? was it one of your former members? was that why you had been so busy visiting them instead of paying attention to her?
"who?" kazuha's mind couldn't stop racing as she named all the people you had visited in the past month.
eunchae chuckled, squeezing past her and grabbing a drink from the fridge. "i'm not telling!"
"what?" gears turned in kazuha's head, her frown deepening. "who?"
eunchae smiled. if she was right and kazuha thought like any lead in any of her favorite tv shows, planning a seed of anxiety would be enough for her to finally do something.
"she's probably teasing, zuha." yunjin's voice was laced with nervousness, never before seeing kazuha in such a state of panic.
"maybe..." the youngest sighed.
wow... she was a genius.
"so," the youngest stabbed her juice open, sipping as she acted innocently. "do you guys think minju-sunbaenim is pretty?"
the kitchen went silent.
"...what?"
yunjin's eyes widened. she never knew kazuha's voice could be so intimidating.
"minju-sunbaenim?"
minju? kim minju?
how was she supposed to compete against kim minju?
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kazuha liked spending time with you.
she liked how easily she made you laugh, how your eyes seemed to brighten at every word she uttered. she took note of how your cheeks tinged red, and how you'd stare at her as if she was the focus of your attention.
your spotlight was on her.
she'd never tell you, but there was a reason why she had gotten so close to yunjin out of nowhere.
it was obvious how you liked jokes, stupid or not. you laughed at whatever was said, even if imaginary tomatoes were being hurled towards the other person.
huh yunjin always managed to make you laugh, and kazuha knew from the first day she met you that she wanted that as well. she wanted your eyes on her and only her.
("take it."
"a joke book, yunjin-unnie? i don't think..."
"it'll work. trust me.")
now, the spotlight was somewhere else. somewhere familiar... somewhere you were used to.
it was driving her insane.
kazuha looked up, watching as you struggled with the legos in your hand.
"do you like minju-sunbaenim?"
you paused, confusion suddenly appearing in your eyes.
"minju-unnie?"
kazuha, too filled with anxiousness and determination, thought nothing of it.
"do you like her?"
you blinked. kazuha had never been this blunt, nor this flat with you.
your searched your brain for an explanation, but none came to. "where'd this come from?"
kazuha frowned. that wasn't a no.
"eunchae said you did."
you laughed quietly, shaking your head as the girl in front of you sulked. gently, you put the last piece together, staring at the orchid head in your hand.
"don't listen to eunchae." you smiled, her eyes hardening as she took in your words. "she just heard i liked someone and-"
someone?
there was someone, just not kim minju.
kazuha nodded internally. she could compete with someone. in fact, she was sure she would win. as long as it wasn't another person like minju (god forbid it was hyewon), she'd be fine.
hell, she'd fight lee chaeyeon for you.
"who?"
"who?" you blushed under the dim light of your lamp, the thought of confessing to kazuha outright flustering you. "someone..."
the ballerina clenched her jaw. she didn't understand why you wouldn't tell her.
she was greedy. she had always been. kazuha needed to learn to share the spotlight, but she had always struggled with it. she needed to learn to accept that not everything came to her the way she wanted it to, no matter how hard she tried.
"i think we did it!" you smiled, clicking the last piece of the set together. "i'm so glad that's over with-"
she wasn't gonna share you.
kazuha crawled over, not caring that her knee had crushed the bottom of the pot that the two of you worked so hard on.
"kazuha!"
your eyes widened in horror as it shattered under her weight. it took you two hours of work, and so much patience that you felt like you had transcended time at certain points.
kazuha didn't care.
she craved the spotlight. she craved you.
her hand rested on the side of your neck, pulling you into a kiss she had so desperately dreamt of each night.
you barely registered what was going on, your brain hopping from grieve to confusion to flustered in less than a second. her mouth was on yours. kazuha was kissing you.
humming, your eyes screwed shut as you focused all your attention on her. you could taste the faint layer of chapstick on her lips, the one that you had always wondered what tasted like.
sweet. you smiled. like her perfume.
you pulled back awkwardly, watching as she semi-hovered over you, and struggled to maintain her position.
"focus on me instead." she ignored the sharp pieces digging themselves into her knee. "like me instead, unnie."
you looked into her dark irises, her breathing heavy as they searched yours. you couldn't believe how out of nowhere kazuha had been. you had known her long enough to know how she kept her thoughts to herself, rarely speaking out unless something had happened.
you paused.
oh.
"eunchae, you sneaky little..." you shook your head, deciding to scold the youngest another time. now, your focus was kazuha.
her eyes never wavered away from yours, almost as if she was silently pleading for confirmation.
with a smile, you chuckled. "you're the someone, kazuha."
kazuha's face went blank, shifting to her knees.
"huh?" her face heat up. she had never been more embarrassed in her life. "but eunchae said..."
you gave her a pointed look.
"exactly."
kazuha clenched her eyes as she sat back to the opposite of you. how did a fifteen-year-old manage to out-smart her.
i got played.
"so..." kazuha sat cross-legged, glancing sadly at the broken figure in front of her. "i broke our flowers for nothing?"
you couldn't help but let out a laugh, watching as the girl across from you reminisced about the state of the lego set a few minutes ago.
"it's okay." you hummed, picking up the pieces. "it just means more time together."
kazuha hummed happily, going back to work to fix the vase. the more time she spent with you, the better.
together...
that was another conversation for another day.
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eunchae stared at the fake flowers on the living room table, smiling as her scheming had worked perfectly.
she was glad that you two were finally dating, even if that meant you and kazuha (poorly) snuck around the dorms.
it was also a plus that she got treats for not telling chaewon about anything (not like she was going to).
"do you know orchids mean love?" sakura said, glancing at her phone.
"love?" chaewon laughed. you were too young to know what love was. "y/nnie didn't even have her first kiss yet."
yunjin's eyes bulged out, not sure if she was hearing wrong. "she didn't tell you?"
"unnie."
"oops."
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simplyjake · 10 months ago
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Enha hyungs w / idol!reader !!
summary: tbh its pretty self explanitory, fem!reader
a/n guys maybe at one point ill write for maknae line but also idk so dont hold me to it, not proof-read
Heeseung
Let’s say ur in aespa
So rmbr the drama challenge they did
Instead of winter it was you and karina right
OUUUU ik he was giggling when you asked him to do the challenge with you
At the end of the challenge he puts his arm around u 
He looks at u like you hung the stars one by one
Heeseung pls this is gonna be posted later
ITS WORSE AT AWARD SHOWS
When you are on screen performing 
He has the biggest heart eyes and a slight smile pls
Its like he dgaf if yall get caught
Definitely interacts with you in public when he can
He wants to see all those ship edits
Invites you to his concerts and you invite him to yours
Once bought like 500 albums so he can get all of ur pcs and inclusions
Ur honor he was being silly!
And in luv w you!!!
Jay
Okay stayc member i see u
He learns how to play ur songs on guitar
Such a cute supportive bf
You guys have sm matching things tgt
Phone cases, hats, jewelry and more
Surprisingly no one has caught on yet.
He lurks on stayc twt for updates when hes away on tour
Even tho he can just text u himself
You accidentally left your jay signed album in the open on live
EVERYONE WAS FREAKING OUT
“Omfg yall since when did y/n and jay know each other”
” Wait but the signed album? Do yall rmbr when we caught them w matching hats but no one batted an eye WHAT ABT THIS”
Call jake for the dating rumor damage control selfie
Anyways he has all ur albums and you have all his
He found out you voted for him during Iland days and sobbed
Staycs number 1 fan, will fight ANYONE for that title
JAKE
Worse than heeseung when it comes to hiding things
Oh lord here we go
“My girl- i mean my friend” its rover.
On live streams he uses this to promote your group without looking suspicious 
“Have you guys heard le sserafims comeback? It’s so good”
“Oh Y/n? Yeah her part was amazing as well”
When he sings your part of the song it has u blushing on the other end of the phone
Once you were on a live, you forgot to let jake know
You were showing some photos that youre gonna post on instagram and all of a sudden
Is this love by Bob Marley aka the ringtone you have for jake
And his contact name “yunie<3” pops up
Quickly you decline the call and look sheepishly to the camera
Hoons time to do the selca damage control.
He accidentally liked a y/njake post on twt on the main acc tho
Ruh roh 
Sunghoon
Definition of nonchalant 
Nonchalant king if u will
Well besides that one time when he was mcing
And your group purple kiss was with him and wony
He was definitely getting side eyed by the fandom after sending you quick glances and a smile!!
Other than that baby hes an illusion
He dont know you
Well at least to the cameras, he doesnt know you
Otherwise hes the sweetest bf to ever bf
Sends you flowers to your dressing room after performances
Always claps whenever you guys win an award
Once a camera was pointed on him at an award show during your song
But he pointed to ur group telling them to focus on yall instead
UGH i love supportive bf hoon!!
Ofc your one of enhas biggest supporters as well
No one knows this but you have a secret sunghoon fan acc
He thinks its cute, a way to publicly say u love him
Without it actually being public yk
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okaylikeschaewon · 1 year ago
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Chapter 6: Antifragile
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“Sweetie, that hurts.”
“Huh? Oh, sorry,” Chaewon apologized, letting go of your hand.
“I’ve never seen you this nervous before,” you chuckled softly, placing your hand on her trembling knee. “At least try to enjoy it.”
“I do enjoy it, I- it’s starting!” she screamed before grasping your hand once more, even harder than before.
This time you simply ignored the pain and let it happen, smiling at her excitement. Unfortunately for your ears, her scream wasn’t alone, it was accompanied by four others. This was as new of an experience for you as it was for the other members; You couldn’t help but feel just as excited as the five girls in the room as that first line of the music video played.
I am antifragile.
“Ah Zuha!”
“Eunchae!”
“Kkura wow!”
Hectic was an understatement. Even though there was a lot of energy in the room, it was nothing compared to the level of excitement that could be felt by hundreds of fans waiting for Le Sserafim to take the stage just a short distance away. It was a brilliant idea to release the group's first comeback together with an entire concert; it was surely one way to come out with a bang..
“You girls are acting like it’s your first time seeing the video,” you laughed.
“Hey! Shush,” Yunjin responded, shooting you a playful glare.
“Hey, shush!” Kazuha repeated before the two girls began giggling like crazy, repeating the line over and over.
“Ahh what is wrong with these two,” Sakura whined, unable to contain her smile, with Eunchae sitting in her lap.
“Look,” Chaewon muttered, her eyes never leaving the screen, face full of focus. It almost looked like she was reviewing the video- or perhaps she was hyping herself up for the impending performance.
“Pretty,” you said before giving her a quick kiss on the cheek, patting her thigh with your hand. Her grip loosened on your hand for a bit, just until her powerful ‘whoa’ line which had the girls erupt in screams once more. Chaewon took the opportunity to stand up, pulling you along with her.
“Where are we going?” you whispered, following her to the back of the room where a couple of rows of clothing gave you some privacy from the others who were still screaming their lungs out.
“I want to show you something,” she answered, hopping up onto the dresser.
Chaewon slipped a hand up under her skirt and pulled down her safety shorts to her knees before leaning back, spreading her legs as far as the shorts would allow. You lowered yourself just enough to see up her skirt as she stuck her hand up the bottom again. She pulled her white underwear to the side, revealing a sparkle between her legs.
“Is that-”
“Yes.”
“Why?” you gasped, quickly checking over your shoulder to make sure your privacy was still intact before slipping your hand up her skirt as well.
“I’m going to perform with it,” she whispered into your ear as your fingers made contact with her wet skin.
“Won’t that be a bit uncomfortable?” you asked while rubbing your fingers beside her folds, up and down her soft skin.
“It’s going to be my constant reminder,” she moaned as you began to rub your thumb around her clit. “My reminder of what you’re going to do to me.”
“I’m going to do to you?” you replied, lightly tugging on the glass piece inside her. “What might that be?”
“You’ll find out soon,” she answered before pushing your hand away and hopping off the dresser.
“Don’t go,” you protested, trying to slide your hand up her skirt again. “You still have time.”
“Chaewon-ah! We’re about to go out, where are you?!” Sakura shouted from the other side of the room.
“Coming!” she shouted back while smirking at you. “So much for still have time,” she added quietly before leaning forward and kissing you.
“Have fun out there, I’ll be watching,” you cheered, giving her butt a little pat as she rushed over, back to the rest of the girls who were a screaming mess as the video came to an end.
It all happened so quickly. The room was filled with screams and excitement just a moment ago, but now they had vanished, leaving you with nothing but the ringing in your ears as a reminder. You got comfortable on the couch, eyes glued to the screen as the group’s introduction began playing.
There was no denying this group was loaded with charm. Each member had their moment on the screen; Yunjin with her chic expressions, Kazuha with her unrealistic beauty, Sakura had that slightly awkward but so loveable smile, and Eunchae in typical Eunchae fashion was adorable. Then the camera zoomed in on Chaewon, the one who was able to pull it all off: cool demeanor, beautiful makeup, her slow and seductive blink, all topped with her adorably tied up hairstyle.
What really captivated you, more than you already were, was the seduction. The way Chaewon looked into the camera, she nonverbally forced you to look at her. Dripping of confidence, you would have never guessed that the same girl had been sitting next to you trembling from nerves just a minute ago. Then it began, the instrumental to No Celestial starting up, the members all getting into it as if this was their calling in life.
In a way it was. All of the training and hard work was unraveling before your eyes. In a vacuum, it would be impossible to know that these were rookies performing their first comeback; They jumped up with the assurance and certainty of seasoned professionals. You could see that they were enjoying themselves despite a little bit of shakiness here and there and a few minor choreo errors that were completely overshadowed by their enthusiasm - it was obvious to anyone watching that they were genuinely having a good time up there.
The amount of pride you felt as you watched Chaewon address the crowd was overwhelming. She, and the rest of the members, just looked so happy. You were glad that all of their hard work was rewarded with an opportunity to be face to face with fans; fans who were cheering their lungs out. They deserved it, the hardships they faced. Just as you were really feeling the emotions, Good Parts began to play. Before you knew it, the girls reunited with you in the room.
“Why do you look so sad?” Chaewon asked while jumping onto your lap, blocking your view of the screen and the video.
Without speaking, you pulled her into a hug. At first she didn’t move, but eventually she returned the hug twofold. Her body was still slightly warm after the performance, and it brought you great comfort having her in your arms.
“I’m not sad,” you mumbled into her shoulder, giving her butt a little squeeze, knowing what she had between her legs right now. “Excited would be a better word.”
“You two are so adorable,” Eunchae teased, taking a seat next to you.
“Eunchae behave,” Sakura said sternly, taking a seat next to her.
“Wow, Kkura is so cool when she’s bossy,” Yunjin cooed, sipping on some water and fanning herself while Eunchae laughed.
“Zuha, is everything alright?” Sakura asked, ignoring the other two.
“This won’t open for some reason,” she mumbled, fiddling with a little packet.
“Do you need help?” Sakura laughed.
“I got this,” Kazuha mumbled, her face fully focused on the snack.
“Come on,” Chaewon instructed, standing up and pulling you away. “We’ll be right back.”
“Where are-” Eunchae began before Sakura covered up her mouth.
“Don’t be too long, we have to change and head back out,” Sakura said while playfully. It almost seemed like she knew something.
You paused briefly next to Kazuha as you followed Chaewon out of the room. She was holding the packet when you took it from her and ripped it open before returning it to her. She was shocked at first, but she soon gave you a loving smile. You returned her grin and thought how sweet she was as you caught up to Chaewon.
“That was kind of you,” Chaewon commented now that the two of you were alone in the hallway.
“Am I not allowed to be?”
“I’ve told you so many times,” Chaewon huffed. “Zuha is fair game, I expect you to treat her well. Just stop making it so obvious that you want her.”
She was playing playful about it, but part of you suspected there might have been a tinge of jealousy. Or perhaps you were overthinking it.
“Yeah, but I don’t want Zuha right now,” you announced before aggressively pinning Chaewon against the wall. “I want you.”
“Do you?” she moaned as you began peppering her neck with kisses.
Your hand slid up her thigh, up her skirt, and then yanked her safety shorts and underwear down at once, letting the garments fall to the ground. With her neck in your mouth, you grabbed the base of the plug and slowly pulled it out of her pussy.
“Ah,” she moaned softly, reaching behind your back and grabbing your head.
Her pussy was dripping - you could feel little droplets fall onto your wrist as you began rubbing the plug around her intimate parts. You slid it up and down her pussy, forcing her to moan quietly, knowing that at any second someone could walk out of the room and catch you in the act.
An idea popped into your mind as you rubbed the little glass plug around her pussy. With your other hand, you gently squeezed her ass as you moved your mouth deeper into her neck. You slowly slipped the plug towards her ass, spreading her cheeks just enough to give you access.
“What are you-” she began to whisper before suddenly letting out a deafening squeal.
“Chaewon-ah?!” Sakura shouted from behind the door.
“Are you okay?!” Yunjin shouted as well.
“Yeah!” she shouted back. “I slipped, but I’m fine!”
“Slipped,” you whispered while stifling your laughter.
She hit you on the chest, playfully, before pulling up her underwear and fixing her skirt while glaring at you.
“Need to find somewhere more private,” she whispered, taking your hand in hers and squeezing it painfully hard.
As you followed her towards the door, you couldn’t take your eyes off her ass. The first few steps clearly showed some levels of discomfort, but soon she began walking normally. If you didn’t know better, you could have never guessed she had a plug in her ass right now - but you did know better.
“I can’t believe you did that,” she scolded you while walking.
“I’d say sorry, but I noticed you didn’t take it out yet,” you teased back.
“Shut up.”
You obeyed her command, trying your best to play along with her ‘anger’. She was clearly trying to act upset, but you just found it adorable the way she was trying to hide her smile.
“This works,” Chaewon said while peering into one of the empty dressing rooms. “Lock the door behind you.”
“What if I just leave it open?” you asked while locking it. “Add to the excitement?”
“I don’t care, just hurry up and get in here,” Chaewon growled, slamming her lips against yours.
As you two kissed, you moved deeper into the room. While the sloppy and messy kiss took over your mind, Chaewon backpedaled deeper into the room until a dresser eventually came into contact with her lower back.
“Someone’s in a rush,” you joked while yanking her skirt alongside her underwear down to the ground.
“Someone shoved a plug up my ass,” she hissed, stepping out of the clothes before kissing your mouth again. “Now can that someone hurry up and fuck me? I have to go back on stage soon.”
“Then someone needs to hurry up and turn around,” you snapped, giving her ass a hard spank before spinning her by her hips so that she was staring into the mirror of the makeup station.
Your firm cock immediately sprung up in attention as you dropped your own pants and locked eyes. Your hand slipped up her body and wrapped around her neck as you held onto your base with your other hand, fumbling with your cock between her legs until you found her hole.
With her lustful gaze in the mirror, and your cock poised to enter her pussy, you thrust your hips. As your length squeezed into her tight little pussy, your hand around her neck gently pressed down. Her mouth shot open, her eyes squinted, and she paused for a second as your hips slammed into her ass.
“So fucking wet,” you groaned, sliding your hand from her neck onto her shoulder. You brought your other hand up the side of her body, placing it on her other shoulder before pressing down and bending her over deeper. However, you made sure not to push too far - you wanted to see her face in the mirror as you started fucking her.
The initial shock had already worn off, and Chaewon began to pant each time your hips slammed into her cute little ass. Slapping noises filled the room alongside her breaths and your occasional grunt as you exerted as much power as you could. At this point, she was moving her hips back onto your cock as hard as you were thrusting into her.
“Fuck…” she moaned out freely. “Fuck me.”
Her ass was jiggling like crazy as you let go of her shoulders, running your hands down her body until they were on her hips. Now you could clearly see the ripples being made each time your thighs slammed into her. Her tight pussy was making it difficult to pace yourself. All you wanted was to keep fucking her senseless. She knew you were watching her all night, just like all of those other fans out there, but only you knew what she really wanted.
Peeking out from between her ass cheeks each time your cock rammed into her was the sparkle of the plug. You stopped thrusting for just a second and rubbed your thumb against the base of the plug, gently pushing it deeper into her ass.
“Take it out,” she whispered.
“Does it hurt?” you asked, grabbing the plug, worried that it was too much for her.
“No,” she answered, looking back over her shoulder. “Take it out and fuck my ass.”
“You mean it?” you confirmed after getting over the initial shock of her request.
She didn't need to say anything; the look she gave you was plenty for an explanation. She wasn't messing around - nothing facetious about it. This was going to happen, yet you still couldn't believe it. You quickly removed your cock and sank down behind her. You shoved your face between her legs, ripping the plug out of her asshole while licking at her pussy.
“Ah!” she screamed out sharply before quickly transitioning into moans as your mouth pressed against her asshole, soothing the pain. She began to moan softly as your tongue toyed with her tighter hole, teasing it, prodding away.
“You alright?” you asked, standing up behind her, your hands continuously massaging her ass.
“Mhmm,” she whimpered, staring down. 
“Tell me what you want.”
“Fuck me,” she moaned quietly.
“Be more specific,” you commanded, giving her left cheek a rough spank before reaching forward and pulling her hair back with a touch of roughness, forcing her to look up.
“Fuck my ass,” Chaewon cried out, grabbing onto the dresser for support, looking up in the mirror directly into your eyes. “Please.”
Luckily your cock, twitching in excitement, was coated in her wetness already. You spat on your hand before rubbing against her asshole, adding more of your saliva to the bit that was already there from when your tongue was exploring. Carefully, you pressed your tip against her entrance until it entered her hole. You took hold of her hips, bracing yourself for what was to come.
Chaewon’s pussy was tight - beautifully tight - but her asshole was a whole different story. You slowly pushed forward, fighting against her body, taking utmost care to go slowly. Each inch forward was a fight against pressure. It felt so wrong yet so right at the same time. Her tight asshole squeezed every ounce of your energy out of your cock.
“Chae,” you gasped, your fingers digging deeper into her hips, your cock halfway into her asshole.
The two of you made eye contact in the mirror and she knew, she knew what you wanted. Her eyes shut tight, face scrunched up in a grimace, her teeth clenched, and she began to push her ass backwards onto your cock.
A slurry of grunts and moans escaped her lips as she pushed back with all her strength. She got most of the way, her asshole getting tighter and tighter by the inch. When she got to what seemed like her limit, you took control again. With a firm grip on her waist, you pushed your hips forward, jamming your cock all the way into her ass.
“Fuck!” she cried in a mix of discomfort and pleasure.
“Your body is so fucking perfect,” you gasped, bending forward and pressing your chest against her back. You brought your hands up her body, wrapping them around her stomach. “You good?”
“Yeah,” she groaned, her asshole convulsing all around your cock. “Give me a second,” she added in her tiny voice.
With her tight asshole squeezing every bit of your shaft, you took the opportunity to slide one hand down from her stomach and between her legs. You began to rub her, gently, working your hardest to make this feel as good for her as it felt for you.
Her pussy was still soaked, instantly coating your fingers. You inserted a single finger into her pussy, which at this point barely felt tight relative to where your cock was at the moment. Back and forth your finger went, easing her body into pleasure and euphoria.
“Fuck me,” she begged quietly. “Fuck me, please.”
Your hips slowly began to pump away at her asshole, carefully with no sudden movements. She felt so fucking good right now. You kept fingering her, almost in an attempt to distract her from any discomfort.
It did feel like her discomfort was starting to vanish, that or your cock was getting used to the tightness of her body. Either way, all you knew was the way she was squeezing your shaft felt divine. You began to pick up the pace, moving your hips in a bit of a rhythm now.
While your cock found a comfortable tempo, alongside your finger, you took the chance to turn her head sideways and kiss her. It was sloppy, definitely lacking form, but you needed as much of her body as you could touch. You repeatedly kissed her mouth, or rather tried to as her body kept shaking each time you slammed into her backside.
The lust for Chaewon took over. The next few minutes were a blur. All you knew was Chaewon’s asshole felt like heaven. Even though you never wanted to stop, you could feel your cock getting ready for the climax. Surely you wouldn’t be able to last much longer, not with how perfect Chaewon’s tight asshole felt.
“I’m getting close!” she cried out, breaking her lips away from yours, her voice three octaves higher than normal. “Don’t fucking stop.”
Her body collapsed down to the dresser and you followed suit, pressing down against her back again with your chest. One arm snaked around her toned midriff. You could feel the flex of her abs each time your cock slammed into her asshole.
She began to squeal, loudly and rapidly. Words could not explain how turned on you were at the sound of her voice. It was too much for you, and you felt yourself mere seconds away from unloading into her asshole. You quickly tried to logic out of the situation; Keep fucking her ass even though you were about to cum? Slow down to try and delay it? Pull out and cover her beautiful ass?
The options flashed in your mind, but you quickly realized it was futile. Your cock began exploding inside her, filling her up with your cum. The added lubricant from your cock made it easier to fuck her tight little asshole as your orgasm took over your entire existence. There was a lot.
Your orgasm kept going, giving you the drive to keep plowing Chaewon’s little asshole. Luckily for you, her high-pitched squeals were a clear indicator of her own impending orgasm. Just as your cock began to burn up from the sensitivity of your post-orgasm state, you felt her pussy clamp down on your fingers.
A single, drawn out “fuck” escaped her lips as her whole body began to shake beneath you. With the arm you had wrapped around her stomach, you squeezed her body gently - subtly reminding her that you were here for her. You ignored the struggle of using your spent cock and you kept pumping away gently at her asshole as she trembled in your grasp: the goal was just to make her feel good.
It took some time for her body’s convulsions to finally subside. At this point, your cock was painfully sensitive, and the tight squeeze of Chaewon’s asshole offered little reprieve from the sensory overload. You stood up straight, taking a good look at Chaewon’s body bent over the dresser.
Slowly, you began to pull back, your cock sliding out of her little asshole. The same body that made it so difficult to enter was now making it difficult to leave, squeezing tightly as you pulled your hips back. It was all worth it, just to hear that satisfying moan Chaewon released as your cock finally freed itself from her embrace.
Immediately afterwards, a glob of your thick white cum spilled out of her asshole. Some of it adhered to her body, leaving a white mess on her pussy, while most of it fell directly onto the floor. You crouched down behind her, reaching up to spread her asscheeks lightly, admiring your mess sliding down the insides of her thighs.
“How’s it feel?” you asked, fully focused on the mess between her legs.
“A lot rougher than the plug,” she giggled, pushing herself up off the dresser, standing up straight. “But fine, better than I expected.”
“Good,” you said, standing up behind her, hugging her from behind. “We should probably get you cleaned up, you still have to go back on stage don’t you?”
“Yeah,” she sighed. “I wish we could just cuddle instead.”
“I do too,” you confessed, looking around the room to find some tissues or wipes. “But there are fans waiting, you wouldn’t want to disappoint them.”
“I know,” she agreed, accepting some tissues from you. “They deserve a good show, we honestly owe it to them.”
“Imagine if they saw what we just did,” you chuckled. “That would be a good show.”
“Inappropriate,” Chaewon reprimanded you in an exaggeratedly playful tone.
“By the way, what gave you the idea for the plug?”
“It was Kkura’s idea,” Chaewon confessed. “I… asked her for some advice.”
“Advice?” you cocked an eyebrow. “You claim nothing happened last night, yet-”
“Nothing happened last night,” she said firmly. “I never said anything about this morning.”
“The truth comes out,” you announced dramatically, wrapping your arms around her waist. “So why don’t you tell me what you and Sakura got up to this morning.”
“That’s a secret for you to find out another day,” she teased before turning around. “Who knows, maybe one day we’ll show you.”
“I’m exhausted,” Chaewon sighed before falling face first onto the bed.
“Awh sweetie, I’m proud of you,” you admired her, placing your hands on her back and massaging her sore body gently. “I’m sure you’ve seen, but the initial response has been phenomenal.”
“I don’t care.”
“Yeah you do.”
She sat up and smiled warmly, despite the fatigue being so evident in her eyes.
“You’re right, I do care,” she said, leaning forward and kissing you briefly. “But I’m still exhausted.”
“With how much you guys record beforehand, you’d think things would get easier after the comeback.”
“I wish,” she laughed, standing up and removing her clothes. “It was really just the hours we spent in makeup today that got to me, I nearly fell asleep like three times.”
“If it makes you feel better, I think you look amazing even without all that makeup.”
“That’s sweet and all but unfortunately it doesn’t work like that,” she muttered while reaching into her closet to find some more comfortable clothes. “Thanks for waiting, by the way. I’m sorry I ended up being late.”
“It’s fine, I know you’re busy with the comeback stuff,” you reassured her.
“Yeah,” she sighed softly.
“We’re still good for dinner, right?”
Her pouty face as she returned to the bed was all the answer you needed.
“You’re too tired, aren’t you?” you asked with a light laugh.
“I’m sorry, we just had such a long day,” she sighed, joining you on the bed and leaning into your ear. “I’m also still super sore from yesterday.”
“Don’t sweat it,” you responded, giving her butt a gentle rub. “We can just hang out.”
“I have another idea, if you’re open to it,” Chaewon suggested, slipping the shirt on. “How about you take Kazuha instead?”
“Take Kazuha?” you repeated. “You sure?”
“Yeah, why not? You two get along so well,” she continued. “Plus, I think she could really use it.”
“Wow aren’t you such a good leader,” you teased playfully. “Always looking out for your members.”
“What do you say, can you help this leader out?” she asked, climbing on top of your body. “I’ll make it worth your while if you do.”
“Going on a date with Kazuha and getting a reward? Sounds like a good deal.”
“It is a good deal,” she whispered, kissing you again. “Spend the night with her again if she wants, she worked so hard today.”
“You sure?”
“Positive.”
“And what about the surprise?” you asked, kissing her while your hands filled themselves with Chaewon’s toned ass. “When do I get that?”
She slid off your body and lay down in her bed, pulling the sheets up.
“Tomorrow, you can make me all sore again,” she moaned with a wink.
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A/N:
Honestly this got a tiny bit delayed, but yay here it is. I just gotta say, the support recently for my work has been overwhelming. So many kind messages! Forgive any typos, I tried to proofread if thoroughly but I have a weird gut feeling that I missed some.
Now for the story. For those of you who saw "that post", I just wanna say making this a very Chaewon-heavy chapter was not me being petty, this was just always the plan. Obviously I've teased it, but I'll just say there's no more bait when it comes to Kazuha's chapter (I've already written most of it, and yes it is next).
Please feel free to reach out and leave feedback! I try to read every message/comment/whatever. Thanks again everyone who reads and has been beyond kind to me! <3
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THE FATED STARS (PJS)
SYNOPSIS: Park Jongseong harbors the biggest crush on one of the most popular girls on the campus, you. You, being dared by your friend group to tweet and made a boyfriend application, initially started out as a joke, thinking that no one would applied it. Upon the tweet going viral and many applications being sent in, he decided that he would shoot his shot, even if he doesn’t know a single shit about what is the sun, moon, rising in astronomy. 
GENRES: slice of life, romance, comedy
PAIRING: secret-admirer!jay x f!reader
STARRING: xdinary heroes’ gaon and jooyeon, aespa’s ningning and karina, itzy’s yeji, le sserafim’s kazuha, the whole enhypen.
WARNINGS: a lot of actual unhinged things going on, author is a bit too obsessed with astrology so you’re now forced to learn about it, cussing, some lame sexual jokes (I promised it’s lame), they all tell each other to give up and kts, reader is not jlo’s biggest fan because she’s a mariah carey’s fan. the whole band is so broke for some reason. 
A/N: SURPRISEDDDD…. tried my hands on writing smau because too much angst kills me. I hope you guys enjoy it and if you want to be in the taglist, comment on this one.
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STATUS: ON-GOING
FORMAT: SOCIAL MEDIA AU
UPDATED: EVERY TUESDAY-WEDNESDAY-THURSDAY
RELEASED DATE: 08 NOVEMBER 2023
END DATE: UNKNOWN.
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ASTEROIDS
✭ INTRODUCTION/PROFILES
VICTIMS OF CAPITALISM | 7 DUCKLINGS
✭ MOST POPULAR ASTEROIDS
(001) - BOYFRIEND APPLICATION
(002) - FORM FILLED
(003) - PERSONAL OPINIONS & FAVORS
(UNCUT 003) - FIRST IMPRESSION MATTERS
(004) - CHART ANALYSIS
(005) - MEET UP (+ written)
(006) - SHE HATES ME
(UNCUT 006) - REPLY IF I SHOULD…
(007) - THOUGHTS ON ZODIAC SIGNS?
(008) - BANNED ON KAKAOTALK
(009) - KURT COBAIN’S FANSIGN
(UNCUT 009) - USERNAME CHANGES
(010) - LOSING TO IDGAF WAR
(011) - GOOD THINGS ARE COMING SOON
(012) - THE RECORD STORE HANGOUT (+ written)
(013) - TUMBLR GIRL ERA (SELF SABOTAGE)
(014.01) - BABY
(014.02) - BABY
(015) - SORRY (BUT I’LL DO IT AGAIN) (+ written)
(UNCUT 015) - THE IDOL, THE FAN
(016) - CONCERT ANNOUNCEMENT
(017) - PICKUP LINES TO USE FOR CONCERT GOERS
(018) - CONCERT'S PARADISE (+ written)
(019) - SYNASTRY AND THE SIGNS
(020) - THE COFFEE KISS (+ written)
(021) - ACCEPTING MY FATE
(022) - JEALOUSY? (+ written)
(UNCUT 022) - WHAT TYPE OF LOVER ARE YOU QUIZ
(023) - STEP UP MY GAME
(024) - THE DAY THAT YOU'RE FINALLY MINE (+ written)
(025) - I LET YOU INTO THE DARK SIDE
(UNCUT 025) - FREE CHART READING
(026) - AWKWARD ROMEO AND JUILET
(027) - COUPLE ANNOUNCEMENT
EPILOGUE 001 - TRUST FUND BABY
EPILOGUE 002 - GETTING A GIRLFRIEND IS EASY...
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lilirari · 1 year ago
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𐙚 ⋆୨୧˚ A SKY FULL OF STARS ⋆ ˚ ꩜ 。
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𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ☾. summary : lando attends a k-pop concert for the first time and ends up falling in love with a certain member of the group
𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ☾. pairing : lando norris x fem! k-pop idol! reader
𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ☾. faceclaim : huh yunjin of le sserafim
𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ☾. author's note : ah yes, lando norris, my favourite bri'ish papaya boy. i wanted to post this on his birthday but i couldn't get the time to finish it T_T anyways i hope this will at least take everyone's mind off from that clown show earlier today (las vegas gp) for even a second & let's all be grateful that lando's ok :( <3
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le_sserafim 2023 LE SSERAFIM TOUR ' FLAME RISES ' IN BANGKOK ANNOUNCEMENT #LE_SSERAFIM #FLAME_RISES
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yourinstagram 🤍
lilymhe my girls !!!!
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user01 ariana what are you doing here
user03 lily's a fearnot and she's met them a couple of times. iirc, she and yn are friends now.
user01 omg i never knew that ??? we stan these queens & their friendship !!!
user05 ahhh they're finally coming to my hometown !!!
user07 i just know they're going to slay like they always do <3
user09 let's gooooooo !!!!!! 🫶
user11 we're getting sour grapes live 🥹🥹🥹
user13 streets are saying that y/n's going to perform a solo song 🤭
user15 yoooo what ??? fr ???
user17 an original or a cover ?
user13 most likely an original 🥹 she has been spending a lot of time in the studio lately.. even her most recent post is of pictures she took while she was in the studio so she's probably working on a new solo song
user17 shut uppppp i can't wait now !!
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landonorris 📍 bangkok, thailand
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landonorris hello hello bangkok
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alex_albon lando norizz strikes again
landonorris YOU'RE JUST BEING A HATER BECAUSE YOU'RE NOT AS COOL AND AS GOOD-LOOKING AS ME
alex_albon maybe i'm not but at least i got enough rizz to pull a girl 🤷🏻‍♂️
landonorris ... i hate you
oscarpiastri looking good, mate 🧡
danielricciardo sorry for not being able to join you guys, mate 😞
landonorris i miss you mate 😢
danielricciardo miss you too. it's during times like this when i feel really bad, y'know. you really need to get yourself a partner, mate. i can't stand seeing you all alone 😭
landonorris working on it ✊
charles_leclerc please find a girl for him there alex_albon
user02 not lando third-wheeling two couples 😭
user04 not the drivers telling lando to get a girlfriend when i'm literally right here
user06 lando doesn't need a girlfriend. he has oscar.
user10 aren't you guys on vacation ? why's george wearing a merc t-shirt 💀
mercedesamgf1 because he's a dedicated and hard-working man. the work grind never stops !!! 🔥💪
carmenmmundt told you everyone would notice georgerussell63 🧍🏻‍♀️
georgerussell63 sorry love 🥲 should've listened to you 😞
user12 if lily attends the le sserafim concert, there's a high chance that lando and y/n might meet 😍
user14 wtf is a le shrimp fin
user16 i get it that y/n and lily are friends but why would lando even attend a k-pop concert ? he doesn't have any interest in k-pop
user18 ^^^^ plus why are you shipping y/n and lando, op.. they don't even know each other.. this is on another level of delusional
user12 mark my words y/n and lando will meet each other at the concert and fall in love
user20 .. this is the real life, not a wattpad fanfiction or a k-drama, weirdo.
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yourinstagram officially released my new single, 'i ≠ doll' today at the bangkok concert ! go listen to it now ♡ the energy today was insane and i had a great time performing for you all ! love you bangkok <3
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_chaechae_1 love u xx
zuhazana 🤍
lilymhe my wife !!!! you did so well today 🥹🫶 i'm so proud
yourinstagram love you wifey !! 🩷
lilymhe are you sure it's only bangkok you love ? 🤭
yourinstagram lily !!! 🫢
user47 WHAT'S THIS SUPPOSED TO MEAN
user21 what are they talking about...
user69 sus 🧐
winmetawin nice song :)
bbrightvc 🤍
yourinstagram 🤍
dew_jsu 🔥🔥🔥
hirunkit_ ❤️
landonorris it was fun 🫶
yourinstagram aww, i'm glad to hear that ! thanks for attending the concert 🫶
user90 Y/N AND LANDO INTERACTIONS?? this was not on my 2023 bingo card but i love it
user73 MY PRETTY WIFEEEEEE
user38 she's so gorgeous 😭
user19 her smile 🥹🥹🥹🥹
alex_albon great job as always, y/n ! love your new single !
yourinstagram tysm albono <3
user45 wait if y/n calls alex 'albono' then that means she's as close to him as she is with lily
user66 EXACTLY!! i love how she's slowly making lots of friends with people from the f1 world
georgerussell63 carmen & i had a great time, y/n ! thanks for the backstage passes. it was fun getting to learn the ropes of how you guys perform.
yourinstagram anytime, george ! it was fun getting to know you both ^^
user81 thailand f4 in the likes and comments.. my two worlds are colliding 🥹
user12 AHHH LANDO LIKED AND COMMENTED !!! they love each other !!!ynlando forever ❤️
user38 just because he liked and commented doesn't mean they're a thing...
user50 stop being delusional, op
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lando.jpg in my fearnot era (lily forced me to write this caption)
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alex_albon lando's got great taste in music, everyone 🤭
lilymhe lies !! i didn't force you ! you wrote this caption all by yourself 😒
georgerussell63 not a single picture of the rest of us.. i see how it is 👀
yourinstagram 🧡
landonorris 🤍
user99 stop not lando & y/n using each others' favourite/representative heart emojis.. 🥹
user57 y/n and lando in their bestie era
quadrant looking so handsome!
user88 y/n in the first slide of the jpg account.. somethin' is sus here 🤨
user76 right?? he could've put that picture of the girls first but no he decided to put y/n first.. 🧐
user43 guys please let's not get too deep into this it's just a bunch of pictures
maxfewtrell looks like you had a lot of fun, mate 🤭
alexalbon oh he definitely did 🤭
user33 SOMETHING'S GOING ONNNNNN
charles_leclerc 🫣
spotify stream le sserafim's songs on spotify, lando!
user50 what's my wife doing in a white man's post
user67 so you're telling me that the first picture, which is literally the best fan taken picture of y/n at the concert, was not taken by y/n's fansites but by a white man???
user86 y/n on lando's jpg account.. never thought i'd live to see a day like this
user94 y/n looks so pretty in the first slide 🫤🫶
user33 i waited 2 years to meet y/n, white man did it in a week
user75 ahhh lando's a fearnot confirmed!!
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yourinstagram been liking the colour 🍊 a lot lately...
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lilymhe of course you have 🤭🧡
landonorris it sure is a pretty colour, isn't it? 😁
yourinstagram perhaps 🫣
maxverstappen1 🤨
oscarpiastri 👀
yourinstagram 🤫
maxverstappen1 🧐
user99 HELP MAX'S COMMENTS I'M CRYING
user66 max is so nosy 😭
user04 max trying to figure out what's going on with y/n and the mclaren drivers.. he's just like us
charles_leclerc 😶
user57 charles knows something fr
alex_albon why am i not surprised 🤨
yourinstagram look away albono 😬
spotify orange looks so good on you, queen
barbie hi (ginger) barbie 🥰
yourinstagram omg hi barbie!!! 🥹🥹
duolingo wow 🤩
wkorea 아름다운
somsomi0309 my gf 🫶
user06 ain't no way the girl who swore she hated the colour orange like a year back posted this..
user55 EXACTLY!! idk how to react fr
user78 i thought y/n got hacked or sumn 😭
user09 had to do a double take fr
user88 chill guys, everyone's likes & dislikes changes quite frequently ykyk
user37 still then.. this is not the y/n ik 🤨
user83 MY GORGEOUS WIFE!!!
user67 marry me y/n
lilyzneimer 🧡
yourinstagram 🧡
user23 OMG LILY AND Y/N INTERACTIONS???
user97 what if.. y/n and lando...
user73 y/n mclaren wag confirmed?
user30 maybe not a wag but she definitely has connections with mclaren..
user45 omg y/n mclaren collab maybe :0)
user25 GOSH SHE'S SO PRETTY??? 😩😩😩
user88 that one guy she was kissing in bangkok is so lucky fr
mclaren orange mhm? i think we've spotted a papaya fan here 🫵
yourinstagram 🫣🫣🫣
user81 ORANGE LOOKS FIRE ON YOU GIRLIE
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mclaren thank you yourinstagram for joining us on the paddock this weekend! it was such an honour having you by our side 🧡
ps you're our lucky charm now 🤭
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mclaren stream y/n's & le sserafim's songs everyone!!
f1 the queen of the paddock 🤩
lnfour the best duo!!
quadrant y/n ate and left no crumbs
yourinstagram it's a pleasure to be your lucky charm ^^ thank you for inviting me 🧡
scuderiaferrari we love you y/n! please come visit us next time ❤
williamsracing our garage is always open for you y/n 💙
astonmartinf1 please come to aston martin, y/n we have alonso
redbullracing since everyone's shooting their shot.. we'll give you free merch if you come by our garage next time, y/n 🤭
yourinstagram ooh this is so tempting 😫
mclaren get away red bull y/n belongs to us 🤺🤺
alfaromeostake we'll give you an alfa romeo if you visit us
alphataurif1 our drivers were jamming to your songs all day long!
yourinstagram ahh i saw daniel singing to 'antifragile' in the car 🥹 thank you for playing it through the radio ! 🫶
alpinef1team our drivers & the crew love your music, y/n!
mercedesamgf1 come to mercedes, y/n we have roscoe
yourinstagram oh this convinced me i'm currently omw 🏃‍♀️
mclaren not y/n cheating on us...
yourinstagram anything for roscoe 💁‍♀️
lewishamilton 🤍
haasf1team pretty queen 🥰
user04 HELP NOT THE TEAMS COMPETING TO GET Y/N IN COME BY TO THEIR GARAGE
user08 y/n going to merc solely for roscoe.. i know my goat
user16 alfa's rizz game is crazy they're offering a whole car to y/n 😭
user24 i'm convinced charles wrote that comment by the ferrari account
oscarpiastri i had a blast this weekend bc of you. loved having you over, y/n 🧡
yourinstagram aww, you're too sweet, pastry :( made my day 🧡
user32 shut up everyone y/n calls oscar 'pastry' :(((( <333
charles_leclerc come to the ferrari garage next time, y/n 🥹
yourinstagram ofc bestie i promise i'll visit you in the next race i attend 🤞
lilymhe orange suits you, wifey 🤭🧡
francisca.cgomes 😘😘
maxverstappen1 it was great to have finally met you, y/n! my friends at mclaren are so lucky to have you! ☺
yourinstagram aww, thanks maxie! it was great to meet you too :D
lilyzneimer 🫶🫶
landonorris hi pretty girl 🫣
yourinstagram hi pretty boy 🫣
user05 since when did these two start calling e/o 'pretty' 🤨🤨
user10 they are so sus istg
user40 y/n and lando... i know what you are 🧐
user48 why are y/n and lando flirting in public bros think about the rest of us
user56 notice how there's not a single hate comment towards y/n? that's my queen, everyone!!
user72 i've been scrolling down for what seems like an eternity now but i still haven't spotted a 'just f1 prioritising celebrities over fans' comment. y/n is officially the oscar piastri of the paddock celebrities
user64 no bc the way everyone's so in love with her.. they're all so real for this
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yourinstagram thank you for inviting me to the united states gp, mclaren! it was such a wonderful experience and i had so much fun! team papaya forever 🧡 also, chin up, pastry! i know you'll do so much better in mexico <3 and congrats on the p2, lan — you deserve it!
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oscarpiastri thank you y/n 🫶
yourinstagram anytime bestie! you got this!
mclaren we love you y/n!!
yourinstagram love you all too mwah <3
landonorris yoooo i got a slide all to myself on the paddock queen's ig post!!
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landonorris thanks, pretty girl 😁
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landonorris team papaya forever, hmm? 😏
yourinstagram ew shut up and get your ugly emoji away
landonorris never 😏😏😏
yourinstagram i hate you 😒
landonorris you know you love me i know you care 😩
yourinstagram okay justice beaver 🧍‍♀️
user90 JUSTICE BEAVER I'M CRYING
user55 justice beaver.. (the office flashbacks)
user45 i love y/n and lando's conversations sm 😭 they're always so entertaining
user78 not ynlando bickering like an old married couple
user67 lan and pastry... i love this trio 🥹
user11 team papaya forever? does this mean you're a mclaren fan, y/n?
yourinstagram ... maybe
user13 screaming crying throwing up y/n's a papaya!!!!
user15 I KNOW WHO MY GOAT ISSSSSS 🗣️💅🏻
lilymhe MY GIRL MY GIRL MY GIRLLLLLL
lnfour SLAYYYY
danielricciardo heidi & i love your music, y/n! keep on slaying 😁🧡
scuderiaferrari did it hurt when you fell from heaven?
carmenmmundt 😍😍
maxfewtrell 🧡
savnorris so pretty!!!
riabish it girllll
adam_norris_pure_electric ❤
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olivernorris1 👏👏
flonorris1 gorgeous!
ciscanorris1 🧡🧡🧡
user91 the way the entire norris family is in the comment section??? hello???
user75 not y/n summoning the norris family + lando's bff in her comments 😭
user34 something is going on between the norris' and the y/l/n's
user17 that picture of lando.. he's so cute 😭
user19 smiley lando made my day 🥹 thank you for this picture, y/n
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all thanks to my lucky charm, y/n 🧡
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mclaren papaya power!!! 🧡
lnfour 🐐🐐🐐
quadrant LFG!!!!
yourinstagram you're welcome 🤭
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oscarpiastri great race, mate!
carlossainz55 ❤👏
adam_norris_pure_electric 🏆💪
savnorris mila's so proud of her uncle la la !
charles_leclerc LANDO WE CAN BE WORLD CHAMPIONS I SAID
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— imessage : my bristol boy ☆
y/n : .. lando, did you just reveal our relationship through a twitch stream?
my bristol boy ☆ : i got tricked, y/n 😭
my bristol boy ☆ : i'm so sorry 😞
y/n : you're so silly...
y/n : it's alright, baby, don't worry
y/n : we would've had to reveal it sooner or later anyways
y/n : it's just so funny to me that it was done on a twitch stream 😭
y/n : but yeah, it's all good 👍
my bristol boy ☆ : you're always so understanding ☹️
my bristol boy ☆ : i love you
my bristol boy ☆ : now that our r/s is public, can i please post pictures of my pretty girl now? i want to show you off to the world
y/n : not if i show you off first 🏃‍♀️
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yourinstagram my manager wants to meet you btw lan
landonorris .. oh no 🏃‍♂️
landonorris i suddenly don't exist anymore
landonorris sorry sweetheart 😅
landonorris KISSING AND HOPE THEY CAUGHT US
landonorris I WANNA SHOW YOU OFF
landonorris since we've made our relationship public now, can you please tell the world that i'm actually your favourite driver ?
yourinstagram ok (it's still seb)
landonorris wtf
landonorris no wait the words in parentheses don't exist therefore i am your favourite driver in the whole world
yourinstagram ok you keep on telling yourself that.. 🧍‍♀️
landonorris my stargirl
landonorris you're so pretty
landonorris i love you
yourinstagram i love you too my bristol boy <3
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landonorris also y/n called me her favourite driver take that sebastianvettel (jk love u)
sebastianvettel haha, that's great lando!
sebastianvettel but i think we all know who the #1 in her heart truly is
yourinstagram it's always been you seb 🫶🫶
landonorris ok i can see that i'm not wanted here 🚶‍♂️
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yourinstagram don't say that lily i still love you
landonorris your boyfriend also goes vroom vroom for a living
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danielricciardo lando norizz is a myth, everyone!
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carmenmmundt pretty y/n 💓
_chaechae_1 take good care of her, lando!
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riabish my girl!!
savnorris mila's favourite auntie 🥺
yourinstagram i will cry savannah
yourinstagram tell her i love her and i miss her :(
savnorris she misses you too! please come visit us again soon
yourinstagram will do! 🥹
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phoxphenex · 1 year ago
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i love y/n asking 7dream to go on different concerts ^^ can we have 7dream's reaction of y/n asking to watch a concert of their gg ult next? [y/n & mark - xg] [y/n & renjun - kiss of life] [y/n & jeno - ive (I KNOW u already did it b4 but ive4lyf🫶🫶🫶🫶)] [y/n & haechan - itzy] [y/n & jaemin - le sserafim] [y/n & chenle - aespa (y/n and chenle are the best Next Level enthusiasts 😍) [y/n & jisung - everglow (they don't have a concert yet but everything's possible...😞)]
𝗔𝗦𝗞𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗗𝗥𝗘𝗔𝗠 𝗧𝗢 𝗚𝗢 𝗧𝗢 𝗔 𝗗𝗜𝗙𝗙𝗘𝗥𝗘𝗡𝗧 𝗔𝗥𝗧𝗜𝗦𝗧𝗦 𝗖𝗢𝗡𝗖𝗘𝗥𝗧 (gg)
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thirstyformoreheizuha · 3 months ago
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-Heiji girl dad au.
One of the most horrible cases that Heiji solved was the murder of a young little girl who was barely five years old. The three suspects were the mother, the father and the live-in nanny of the little girl.
Murder cases always had a suspenseful air that he grew used to, but nothing compared to this. The mother wept and howled for her dead daughter. The father sobbed and was barely coherent during the interrogation. The nanny kept staring into blank space and the police struggled to get her attention.
Truly, a horrifying case.
The little girl was found in her bed, a knife to her chest. Despite being surrounded by dolls and plushies, forensics informed them that the little girl desperately hugged one particular toy in the brink of death : a Barbie doll.
Heiji kept staring at that bloodied Barbie doll, feeling a sense that he recognised it, but couldn't put a name to it.
He tried focusing on other aspects. But nothing helped. It was a locked room murder, and they still haven't found any key evidence such as the clothes the murderer was wearing. The suspects were all too out of it to get any more info.
But seriously, he knows he's seen that Barbie doll.
Forensics were finally done tracing and taking photographic evidence, so they began extracting the lifeless body. The mother's screams grew hysterical and the father wept louder and fell to his knees as their little girl was taken away.
Truly, he could only look away solemnly to prevent himself from imagining his own daughter in such a state.
Please, never.
He noticed an officer about to put away the bloodied Barbie doll into a ziplock bag.
"Excuse me, can I have a look?"
After wearing his gloves, he took the doll and inspected it. In true Barbie fashion, it had blonde hair, wore a pink dress and a pink tiara. The only noticeable difference is that this Barbie had a microphone in her hand and a built in necklace.
Wait, a built in necklace?
He realised something and pressed the heart shaped necklace.
A song played.
Everyone in the room stared at him as the Barbie doll in his hand started singing a song he's heard before.
He knew this doll. He knew which Barbie movie this doll was from.
A few months ago, Kazuha and their daughter were having a Barbie movie marathon in the living room and dragged him along. Despite his initial protests, they were able to shut him up by shoving some homemade Okonomiyaki into his mouth. One movie stood out to him because their daughter basically held a concert while watching the movie; Barbie the Princess and the Popstar.
And during a visit to the toy shop last week, she managed to secretly show him a Barbie doll she wanted before Kazuha caught her red-handed.
"Ya already have so many dolls at home"
"But Mama! It's Princess Tori!"
"Nope. Auntie Sonoko just bought ya a Barbie doll the other day. And YA BARELY EVEN PLAY WITH IT!"
"Papa!! Help me out please 🥺"
Heiji took one look at Kazuha's glare.
"Sorry Princess. Your Mama wins"
Their daughter looked at him with such an adorable sad face that he almost gave in. Luckily, Kazuha snatched the doll from his hands in time before walking away to place it back on the shelf.
As Heiji carried their crying daughter and rubbed her back to calm her down, Kazuha walked next to him outside the store.
"Trust me, she's not going to remember that doll at all when we get home"
And sure enough, when they reached home, their daughter turned on Youtube on their smart tv and watched Kpop girl group music videos instead.
"Papa, I like Le sserafim"
"Hmm? Why so?"
"Because Mama's in it"
"Hah?"
Kazuha laughed before explaining to him that one of the members is also named Kazuha. And just like the wonder of childlike innocence, her current favourite K-pop group is simply based on the fact that a member has the same name as her mother.
"How did she even found them?"
"I don't know. I looked away for just half an hour to cook dinner and then suddenly she's now a Le sserafim stan"
" ..... I'll try coming home earlier to reduce her screen time"
Suddenly, he realised the nanny's name: Hirai Tori.
Suddenly, it all clicked together and he started noticing little bits and details that he initially looked over because they were too circumstantial.
And sure enough, within minutes, he figured out where the evidence was and how she managed to perform an almost perfect locked room murder.
Almost.
When he cornered her with his deductions, the nanny stared at him wide eyed and her feet gave away "H-How?"
"I won't deny that you planned all of this really well. Unfortunately for ya, the one thing that gave you away was this Barbie doll"
"that Barbie doll?"
Heiji felt a prick of annoyance. "What the? You're her nanny and ya don't even know her toys? Ahou, this Barbie is a Princess Tori doll"
"Tori???" The nanny asked in rage.
The father, who barely managed to calm down, asked with a strained voice "so, our daughter was trying to tell us who killed her?"
Heiji contemplated whether to tell them the truth.
"THAT LITTLE BIT*H. I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M CAUGHT BECAUSE OF SOME STUPID DOLL"
The nanny lunged towards Heiji but the police were quick to restrain her.
"Even after death, that little monster still manages to ruin my life"
"No. You're wrong"
Heiji looked at her dead in the eyes.
"She's just a kid. She wasn't trying to ruin anything. It's simply the childlike innocence of hugging the one toy that reminds her of her beloved nanny for comfort "
After a moment of silence, the murderer was finally dragged away from the scene hysterically laughing at the irony of the situation. The parents broke down further into tears, holding each other in a futile attempt to console each other.
He heard some officers whisper of the possibility to make the murderer take a psychopath test, but for now he's exhausted and just wanted to go home.
To his own little girl.
..............................
"Tadaima"
"Okaeri" Immediately Heiji was caught off guard by a fluff of pink running into his arms.
"Woah there Princess!" he caught his daughter and lifted her up.
"Papa you're back! You can become Prince Charming and save me from the monster!"
"Who are you calling a monster you little brat?"
The girl shrieked and hugged Heiji's neck to hide her face while Heiji laughed watching his favourite two girls.
"Welcome home" Kazuha smiled and gave him a peck on the cheek. "Dinner?"
He nodded with a smile and three of them ate with the usual scenario of the little Princess chattering away whatever adventure she had today. However, Kazuha noticed that Heiji seemed a bit distracted whilst responding to whatever it is their daughter was saying.
In the background, the night-time news started airing on tv and the news reporter began reporting on a murder case of a little girl that happened just a few hours ago in Osaka.
Despite the tv being on low volume, Kazuha's sharp hearing caught the news reporter stating that the young girl was murdered by her nanny whom police suspected was a psychopath.
"Turn it off. Please"
Kazuha was surprised that the father-daughter conversation was interrupted by the sudden request, but she noticed him clenching his fists.
Oh.
That was his case.
Their daughter seemed unfazed by her mother getting up to turn off the tv or her father's tense face. She gobbled up the last remaining pieces of her meal and drank from her sippy cup.
"Papa! I'm done! Let's play!"
Heiji snapped out of whatever daze he was in. "What? Oh. Alright. But let me help Mama with the dishes first okay?"
Their daughter was about to pout before her mother came back to the table. "It's okay Heiji, I can handle the dishes"
"But.." Heiji looked at Kazuha in confusion. Kazuha smiled and whispered to him to go.
He looked at her once again.
She knew.
She knew exactly what was bothering him.
He thanked the lucky stars for the angel of his wife.
"Okay Princess. Let's go fight that big bad dragon you were telling me earlier"
"Yeayy!" Heiji picked his daughter up from her seat and carried her to the sink to wash their hands together. After drying off their hands, they start heading towards the living room.
On their way, Heiji managed to sneak a little kiss on Kazuha's head and a soft 'thank you'.
..............................
That night, for the first time in a long while, Kazuha suggested a 'sleepover' and have their daughter sleep together on their bed instead of in her own bedroom.
The little girl was delighted to be held in between both of her parents under their warm blanket. After a good night kiss from Mama and Papa, she drifted away to dreamland and slept soundly.
Heiji, who held his family close in his arms gazed at the two people he loves the most. He brushed his thumb over Kazuha's cheek gently, which prompted her to look up towards him sleepily.
"Kazuha"
"hmm?"
"Love you"
Kazuha smiled and held his hand that was holding her cheek. A few moments later, he watched as his wife also fell into slumber without letting go of his hands.
Truly, it was a horrible case that would likely continue to haunt him for the rest of his career. But for now, with his wife and daughter safe in his arms, he's going to be okay.
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I think I read somewhere before that in Japan, it's quite rare for people to actually say "I love you" literally even between parents and children. Something about saying "I love you" too often takes away the sanctity and meaning of it.
I kept going back and forth on whether Heiji would say 'thank you' or 'love you' before falling asleep because it is even rarer for men to directly express their affection verbally.
But you know what, I believe this case took a heavy toll on Heiji who he himself is now a father to his own little girl. And despite trying to (kinda?) hide it, Kazuha still caught on that the case disturbed him and so tried to calm Heiji's nerves by making him stay close to their daughter in small but subtle manners.
And I think that the subtleness is exactly what Heiji needed to calm down on his own instead of direct words and affection.
It would comfort him more to see his daughter jumping around and having fun with his own eyes instead of having someone tell him that their daughter is safe verbally.
Hence, the "love you" had a deeper meaning of thank you for understanding me. Thank you for knowing exactly what I needed. Thank you for being patient. Thank you for marrying me. I love you and I'm truly grateful for you. God damn I should have confessed earlier.
GOSHO AOYAMA MAKE THEM CONFESS PLEASE I'M BEGGING YOU.
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sensenotsense · 1 year ago
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another one tho idk if im set on this outfit. id also think it would be fun doing a different ones for different groups. this one is twice but i have some ideas for le sserafim and new jeans tho id want to do one for seventeen and txt too....
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i want lil page dolls for some of my pages and ive thought of one for my crochet and gaming pages
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lilacura · 10 months ago
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Drift | Miyawaki Sakura
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pairing: kazuha x reader , sakura x reader
>wc: 1.8k
sypnosis: in a world consumed by fame and shattered dreams, you find yourself caught in the whirlwind of a relationship neglected for the allure of success. But when all hope seems lost, an unexpected source of solace emerges in Sakura, your girlfriends' bandmate.
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Things used to be so good between you and Kazuha. You remembered first meeting her at one of her early band practices with the other LE SSERAFIM members. Her skills on the guitar and soothing vocals instantly drew you in. After building up the courage, you confessed your feelings and were overjoyed when she felt the same.
Kazuha was devoted in the beginning of your relationship, always making time for dates and staying up late chatting on the phone when busy schedules got in the way of seeing each other in person. She wrote the sweetest songs that were inspired by your love. You proudly supported her at every concert and event, feeling like the luckiest girl to have an up and coming star as your girlfriend.
But as LE SSERAFIM's popularity grew, Kazuha seemed to grow more distant. Practices and recordings stretched later and later into the night. Your anxious texts went unanswered for hours, then whole days. When you did manage to see her, she was distracted, constantly checking her phone for updates from her manager. More than once, plans you had made got cancelled last minute as she had to prioritize work.
You tried to be understanding of her hectic new lifestyle. After all, this was her dream and you didn't want to hold her back. But it was like you barely even factored into her life anymore. Simple affectionate gestures stopped, then meaningful conversations. Being in a long-distance relationship was taking its toll, yet Kazuha didn't seem to be trying very hard to overcome the challenges.
One particular free evening, she once again cancelled plans to meet up without much of an explanation or apology. Frustrated tears filled your eyes as you paced around, feeling lonelier than ever. That's when there was a knock at your door.
"Sakura? What are you doing here?" you asked in surprise when you opened it to find Kazuha's bandmate and friend. She must have sensed something was wrong, as sympathetic eyes looked back at you.
"I know things have been rough. I figured you could use some company," Sakura said gently, holding up the pizza and movie she brought. Her thoughtfulness caught you off guard in that moment. Before you knew it, you were pouring your heart out about everything with Kazuha while she listened supportively.
A weight felt lifted getting it all out in the open. Sakura understood better than most the toll the idol life could take and didn't make excuses for Kazuha's behavior. She simply comforted you with a hug. When had you last felt so at ease just being with Kazuha? It was in that embrace you realized how much you had really been missing human affection and care.
From then on, Sakura continued to be there for you in the ways Kazuha wasn't. Long talks over coffee, taking you out on fun dates, simple gestures like bringing your favorite snacks. Before long, your gratitude toward her grew into something more that made you question everything. Was what you had left with Kazuha even a meaningful relationship anymore if she couldn't be bothered to put you first?
As the distance grew and Kazuha's busy schedule continued to strain your relationship, the cracks became more apparent. Communication became sporadic, and when you did manage to talk, it felt forced and distant. The once sweet gestures and affectionate moments were replaced with a coldness that left you feeling isolated and unimportant.
One evening, overwhelmed by your emotions, you finally mustered the courage to confront Kazuha about the state of your relationship. With a heavy sigh, you looked into her eyes and said, "Kazuha, we need to talk. I can't keep going on like this. Our relationship feels so distant and one-sided. I feel neglected and unimportant to you."
Kazuha, sensing the seriousness in your voice, let out a deep breath and responded, "I've been working so hard to pursue my dreams, and I thought you would understand that. This is just a temporary bump in the road. I can't believe you'd just give up so easily. It feels like you don't love me as much as I do you."
Your frustration grew as you shook your head. "It's not about giving up, Kazuha. I've been trying to make it work, but it feels like you don't even see how much you've been hurting me. I need someone who will prioritize our relationship, not just brush it off as a minor inconvenience."
Kazuha's expression turned defensive, her voice tinged with anger. "This is unfair! I've been doing everything I can to juggle my career and our relationship. You're making it seem like I don't love you as much as you love me."
Tears welled up in your eyes as you tried to convey the depth of your emotions. "It's not about measuring love, Kazuha. It's about feeling valued and cared for. I need more than just empty promises and excuses. I need actions that show me you're willing to put effort into us."
Kazuha's defiance remained, her voice growing more defiant. "I can't believe you're making it seem like I'm the one in the wrong here. Maybe you're just not as committed as you claim to be if you're so quick to leave over a rough patch."
Your heart ached as you wiped away tears, realizing the disconnect between your needs and Kazuha's understanding. "It's not about commitment, Kazuha. It's about respect and emotional support. I can't keep sacrificing my own happiness for the sake of a relationship that feels like it's crumbling."
“y/n right now is not the time to talk about this, maybe after i’m done with the new comeback.”  Leaving you in the room alone.
Dumbstruck, you sat there, the weight of Kazuha's words pressing heavily on your chest. Her dismissal and departure left you feeling abandoned and unheard. The room felt suffocating as the reality of the situation settled in.
A whirlwind of emotions swirled within you - hurt, confusion, and anger. How could Kazuha prioritize her career over the crumbling state of your relationship? It felt like a betrayal of the love and commitment you had shared.
As you sat alone, tears streaming down your face, you couldn't help but question everything. Was your love not enough? Were your needs too demanding? The self-doubt crept in, adding another layer of pain to the already wounded heart.
A part of you held on to hope things would change if you just gave it more time. But one night when you scrolled through Kazuha's Instagram live to find her completely engrossed in a flirty interaction with a famous actress instead of responding to your texts, that was the final straw. 
You knew then it was time to let go.
Though it hurt to end things after so long, an immense weight was lifted at the same time. You realized your self-worth shouldn't depend on anyone who didn't treat you right. And maybe, just maybe, you had found that in someone else all along without realizing.
At their next band practice, you worked up the courage to tell Sakura how you really felt.
Your heart was pounding as you approached Sakura at band practice that day. So much had led to this moment after the turmoil with Kazuha, but were your feelings for Sakura really more than just comfort in hard times? There was only one way to find out. 
The others had gone on their break, leaving you two alone in the studio. Sakura glanced up with her warm, gentle smile that always set you at ease. "What's up? You seem nervous about something." You took a steadying breath.
"There's something I need to tell you. These past few months with you have been really special," you began hesitantly. Sakura remained quiet, watching you intently with care and concern. Her attention gave you courage to continue. 
"When we're together, it feels... right, in a way nothing has for a long time. You're always there for me without judgment. And I've come to realize, what I feel for you is more than just friendship."
Sakura drew in a small gasp, eyes widening slightly as your confession sank in. Your heart sank too, fearing you had just ruined the best thing in your life right now. "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said anything. Please forget it, I don't want things to be awkward between us—"
"No, don't apologize," she interrupted softly, reaching to take your fidgeting hands in hers. Her touch was soothing yet electrified your nerves all at once. "I feel the same way about you. I was just too afraid to admit it." 
A wave of relief and elation rushed through you at those words. Sakura returned your happy tears with her own, and you embraced tightly, all the tension and uncertainty melting away. All that remained was the joy of knowing your feelings were truly reciprocated, and a bright new future unfolding before you both at last.
A few months had passed since you and Sakura admitted your feelings for each other. Being with her felt like the missing piece you never knew you needed. She was attentive, caring, and made you feel truly seen in a way Kazuha had stopped doing. 
When the paparazzi caught wind of your new relationship, it caused a media stir as the first out couple in the K-pop world. LE SSERAFIM's fans had mixed reactions, but Kazuha's response cut the deepest. Instead of being supportive, she gave shady interviews implying you had betrayed her trust. 
It was an awkward time during band promotions when you would visit Sakura, having to face your ex frequently. Kazuha gave you the cold shoulder, while Sakura did her best to diffuse tensions for the group's sake. You knew you would run into Kazuha eventually when the members all gathered for practice.
Stepping into the studio, you braced yourself as glares met you from across the room. Before things could escalate, Sakura took your hand for reassurance. "Just focus on me, okay?" she said gently but firmly to the group. You nodded, trying to push aside old hurt feelings. 
Their practice went somewhat smoothly at first, until a break where Kazuha cornered you alone. "I can't believe after everything we had, you would throw it away for her," she spat bitterly. You took a breath to remain calm. "You threw us away first when you stopped caring. I found real love with Sakura."
Kazuha scoffed. "Real love? She'll just abandon you too when it's no longer convenient." Your patience wore thin at that cheap shot. Before you knew it, words spilled out about all the loneliness and neglect you had suffered in silence. How dare she question your relationship when she gave up on you first?
Sakura must have sensed the tension, appearing to diffuse the situation. "That's enough, we should get back to practice." Kazuha shot daggers but stormed off, leaving you in tearful silence. You felt Sakura's comforting arms around you. "You did nothing wrong. I'm here, always." Renewed by her love and support, you knew in time the wounds would heal.
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lovemyloveallmine · 11 months ago
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16. Day 2 at the survival show
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"Niki and yn you both will go and see how far group B has practiced" said the host.
Yn and niki both went together in. Both glanced at each other seeing the tensed up faces of the contestants and burst out laughing. "Guys chill we are not going to eat you up no need to be so nervous relax " Yn said reassuring them and they have seen to relaxed up a little. "Start now guys" said niki sitting on the chair right beside Yn.
The contentsants started performing antifragile by le sserafim. After the performance Yn and Niki kept a straight face. Yn said " It was good all over but the syncronization wasn't that good. If you are performing in a group always remember syncronization is the most important part if you mess up that then you guys are done for". Niki nods and says " And also don't make your body so stiff while dancing I could easily see the stiffed movements and tensed up facial expression. You're supposed to enjoy the dance and let your body flow with the music don't show the tensed up expression because it looks really bad ". The contentsants nod and thank them and niki and yn exits the room.
Upon reaching to the makeup niki says " you wanna go to the hybe cafe for some coffee ?" "HELL YEAH " exclaims yn excitedly. Surprisingly their managers agree easily. They both reach the cafe and order two cold coffee and sits down. "Its now or never " niki thinks. He sighs deeply and says "yn I need to tell you something "
"What is it ? "
"Before I say 5 PLEASE don't freak out" niki says panicking
"I'll be fine riki I promise " yn says calmly
"I know that you're an engene " niki says getting ready for her to freak out but instead to much shock of niki yn calmly says " Oh ".
" Oh ? " niki says confused.
" See jake and heeseung already knew so I figured out for the rest of enha too" yn says
"No yn, I remember you from the concert that went to in america "
"WAIT WHAT ? YOU'RE KIDDING AIN'T NO WAY "
"It is what it is yn "
"How do you remember me ? "
"I just do, you really stood out that night I thought you looked cute " Niki says shyly admitting
"Oh- oh " Yn says taken aback
BUT hey please remember yn I am friends with you now because I think you're an amazing person and not because you're my fan or smtg " Niki quickly explains
Yn just nods still not knowing what to say
The spend the rest of the time talking about random things and then niki drops yn home and goes to his own dorm.
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AERA'S NOTE - This chapter is officially the worst chapter I have ever written 😭 This is what 2 weeks of sleepless nights and finals does to a woman 😭😭
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tryingtodotheright-thing · 10 months ago
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Hello Sunset - 4
AN: Thank you to everyone reading as always. S.Coups and Y/N finally meet in this chapter even if it's brief. What are you looking forward to seeing next?
PAIRING: Seungcheol x fem!reader
GENRE: exes to lovers, idol verse, angst
WORD COUNT: 2,904
WARNINGS: reader has anxiety and depression, swearing, mentions of alcohol
Text in blue is spoken in Korean.
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29 November 2023
The cheers as the performance ended resonated around Tokyo Dome, the sound could be felt in her core. Y/N couldn’t believe that she was performing at Tokyo Dome in her first year as an official musician. Sure, it wasn’t her own show and she was performing to a group of people who probably couldn’t care less about her but none of that mattered. She was going to perform to thousands of people in one of the most famous arenas of the world. It had been a shock to receive an invite to perform as a guest at the 2023 MAMA Awards. She didn’t know how the organisers found out about her visit to Seoul and the various schedules and promotions Sian had planned for her to promote the album and her OST for My Demon, which would be released in just over a week. 
She’d asked Sian to keep a few days of break to catch up on work and allow for her to spend time with Eun Ji and other friends before she travelled to Nagoya for the SEVENTEEN concert. The request was out of the blue but that didn’t stop her from saying yes. Who knew when opportunity would come knocking again? Y/N didn’t want to take the chances so here she was up, warming up to go on stage and perform. She was a surprise performance so her participation hadn’t been announced and she had to fight to keep the secret from Joshua. Y/N had to do her best to not blurt out the truth as they finalised their plans to catch up after the concert. She wished she could see his reaction when she went on stage.
Receiving the signal that it was time, Y/N got ready in position, waiting for the screen doors to open to reveal her. Before she knew it, the 8 minute slot came to an end and Y/N wished she could keep going. Thrill and adrenaline rush filled her to the brim, from head to toe and she thought she could probably float in happiness right now. Taking her mic off and handing everything back to the sound crew, Y/N followed a staff member as they guided her to her seat on the platform. She heard a brief cheer as some of the audience recognised her walking and she gave a smile and wave at the direction the noise came from. LE SSERAFIM was performing on stage as she continued to follow the staff to her seat. She was to be seated on the third row on the right hand side and there was currently no one else sat there. She didn’t recognise the group sat on the first row but she greeted them with a bow as she passed. She cooled herself with the mini battery operated fan that had been handed to her as she watched the performance on stage. As the evening progressed, the LE SSERAFIM members joined her and she exchanged greetings and made small talk with Huh Yunjin, who was surprised to realise that Y/N spoke and understood Korean. The two chatted here and there as they watched the performance. Every now and then, Y/N would scan the artist area to see if she could spot Joshua but couldn’t see him anywhere. She soon realised why when SEVENTEEN was announced as the next performance. 
Mind-blowing. Y/N couldn’t put in words how outstanding the team’s performance was. She was buzzing as she realised that she would experience a full evening of their energy and showmanship the following night. She cheered and sang along, on her feet for the entire performance. She forgot about the cameras and the need to be mindful of how many eyes were on her. She focused only on the 12 members on stage and nothing else mattered. She was sure her voice would be weak the next day but she didn’t care as she shouted in excitement as the performance came to an end. Y/N sat back down in her seat with anticipation as the award show moved to its final segment of the evening. Only the big awards were left and she had her fingers crossed that Joshua and his members would receive the Daesang prize that they’ve been aiming towards since 2015. Sitting up straight when she noticed the band returning to the artist area, she tried to see if she could see Joshua. She knew she would have to keep her interactions polite and distant as even the smallest exchange could be misconstrued to something bigger. SEVENTEEN found themselves placed in the two rows in front of Y/N. To her amazement, S.Coups, who had been taking a break from activities to recover from an injury, joined them shortly afterwards to sit right in front of her beside Joshua. She couldn’t control the fangirl in herself as she admired the group of them, particularly the eldest for whom she held a soft spot for. AS if he could sense her eyes on him, he turned around and their eyes met. She smiled at him as if her staring holes in the back of his skull was normal before styling it out by turning to Yunjin and asking a question about her group’s plan for their next comeback.
Time seemed to extend as the night drew to a close but especially as she watched the last award of the night be presented. As soon as she heard the words leave the veteran singer’s lips, Y/N was on her feet clapping for SEVENTEEN. She couldn’t have been prouder of the group. Even though she hadn’t been a fan from the beginning, as a fellow artist and as a lover of music, she could empathise on how much this accolade and recognition would mean to them. Watching the group give their thanks, she was inspired and made a promise to herself to follow through on her own dreams. She wouldn’t let her fear hold her back anymore. The evening drew to a close and all the nominees had moved to the stage to wave to the audience and say goodnight. Y/N had a staff member begin to direct her backstage and as she did so, she caught Joshua’s eyes, who smiled wider at her with a subtle nod. She grinned back and nodded before letting the staff lead her out. 
20 minutes later, she was on the move to her hotel. Emma, who had joined Y/N on this particular trip, handed over Y/N’s phone to her after she’d clicked her seat belt in place. Y/N unlocked the phone and worked her way through the unread messages. She sent quick messages to Rachel, Eun Ji and Sian, promising to call them the next day. After shooting a congratulatory message to Joshua, Y/N continued to browse through her personal instagram. Her public profile was managed by Sian’s second assistant, Lily. Emma was currently training Lily as her replacement so she could properly keep up as the momentum didn’t slow down on Y/N’s road to stardom. 
They arrived at the hotel without much fanfare and quickly headed up to their rooms. The two parted ways in the corridor, moving to their respective rooms once they’d confirmed on the check out time for the next morning. Y/N took a quick shower before changing into a grey joggers and black t-shirt. She dropped onto the sofa and turned the tv on, the volume low. She was too wired to go to bed straight away and her mind was still running. She flipped through her People Management magazine, flicking through the pages and glancing at the TV once in a while. Whilst engrossed in an article titled ‘HR’s AI Guide’, her Samsung Galaxy S23 began to buzz. She flipped the backwards phone to see that she was receiving a call from Joshie 🦌.
She swiped to answer and put the call on speaker mode. 
“Congratulations! You deserve this and more, Josh!”
“Y/N!” 
She could hear loud chattering, random shouts and jubilant cheers in the background. 
“Thank you, that’s very sweet of you.” 
Few more shouts in the background and she heard someone holler Joshua’s name. “I didn’t expect you to call. I thought you’d be in the midst of celebrations. What are you doing on the phone with me?! Go and celebrate with everyone.”
“I am, I am. I just called to give you a telling off for your surprise tonight. Why didn’t you tell me you were performing?” Not waiting for a reply, he rambled on and Y/N realised he really had participated in the celebrations already.
“Anyways, we’re going to thank the fans on the Weverse soon and probably wrap this up since we have a concert tomorrow. I called to say that there’s a band and crew celebration tomorrow night after the concert since we have a day off before the next concert. I’m sorry, I know we’d planned to catch up but I have to-”
“Don’t be silly! Of course you should be at the celebrations! Please don’t worry about it.” She tried to reassure him. It was disappointing that they couldn’t properly catch up but at least she’d get to support him at the concert and Y/N knew Joshua appreciated that.
“No, no. You should join us is what I’m saying! I told the guys already and they all agreed.”
Y/N tried to refuse the invitation, not wanting to overstep and intrude on their private gathering but Joshua wouldn’t take no for an answer.
“I’ve already told our manager to drag you along. He’s sitting in the same section as you and so is Coups actually. You can join them when they head backstage at the end and you can jump in one of our cars to head to the restaurant.” 
His pride at his forward thinking was evident in his voice. Before Y/N could suggest otherwise, he signed off and ended the call. The background noise during the entire call had been chaotic and she couldn’t make out proper conversations though she did hear a low voice asking Joshua who he was speaking to. Not even ten minutes later, her phone blinked to say SEVENTEEN was live on Weverse. She clicked to watch and moved to the bed, turning the TV off on her way. She watched the short session, amused at their state. When the live ended, she set her alarm for the next morning and waited for sleep to claim for her. 
By 10am the next morning, she was back in the black car, a long drive to Nagoya in motion. She’d contemplated taking the train from Tokyo but Emma had vetoed that plan, saying there were too many unpredictable factors for her to do so. Even if it took longer, a car allowed them to be in control. The show didn’t start till 6pm and Joshua had said to arrive around 5.30pm. He’d told her to text him and his manager would come and collect her and take her to her seat. She had plenty of time to arrive at the hotel in Nagoya, get some work done before needing to freshen up and get going. They took a break halfway through the journey and picked some lunch from a konbini. Y/N was pleasantly surprised by how good the food was - the cold food at the corner shops, heck even in an M&S didn’t taste this good! 
They’d made it safely to the hotel though they’d experienced some traffic so Y/N decided to take a shower and get ready first. She’d debated what to wear for a long time before deciding on a simple v-neck black dress with a light blue denim cropped jacket and her trusted pair of New Balance trainers. She’d put on a layer of makeup and a pair of silver hoop earrings and she was sorted. 
She spent the next hour working through her inbox, responding to quick questions and confirming when she’ll go back to the more complicated ones. Seeing her online, she received a call from her work manager, who briefly updated on things she’d missed and had said that he'd like to have a meeting with her when she’s back in London. She’d agreed and said she’d put something in the diary, whilst all the possible reasons for it ran through her head. Knowing that continuing to think about this would just make her worry more, she shook her head as if shaking the thoughts out of her head before turning the laptop off and packing it away securely. She grabbed her mini Cath Kidston Tinker Bell backpack that housed her room card, some cash, her ID, bank cards and portable charger and wire as well as the congratulatory card she’d gotten for Joshua. Doing a quick check around the room, she noticed her phone still lying on the bed side table, plugged in. Happy that it had gotten back to 89%, she unplugged the phone and left the hotel room. She locked the door behind and sent off a text to Emma confirming she’s leaving as well as one to the driver and to Joshua as she made her way to the hotel lobby. She got an instant thumbs up from Emma, which made her laugh. 
On the way to the arena, the butterflies had returned and this time they were here in excitement and anticipation. Y/N couldn’t wait to get there and she couldn’t wait for the concert to start. She knew undoubtedly that it would be a night to remember for life. Arriving quickly despite the crowds of fans travelling in the same direction, Y/N sent off another text to Joshua that she’d arrived. She told the driver in Japanese that she would hail a taxi or book one via Uber so he shouldn’t wait up and should go to bed. He tried to refuse but she was adamant and said she needs him well rested to take her back to Tokyo tomorrow evening. He laughed in disbelief before agreeing with her but not before getting her to promise that she would call if she didn’t have any luck with booking one through an app. In agreement, Y/N stepped out of the car and moved to the entrance whilst checking the LINE app for some sort of reply. The clock kept ticking and she was starting to panic that perhaps Joshua was too busy and hadn’t seen the message. Soon it was 5.45pm and she still didn’t hear from Joshua and his manager was nowhere to be found. Unlocking the phone, she decided to call Joshua and if she had no luck, well she’d just have to go back to her hotel room and cry her eyes out. Just as she was about to tap the button to call, someone called out her name, making her jump in shock.
“Y/N nim? I’m Joshua’s manager. I’m here to take you to your seat.” 
Y/N’s heart that had jumped out of shock started to return to its normal pace of padam padam. She greeted the manager with a bow and thanked him for collecting her. 
“It’s no problem. I’m just waiting to collect someone else and then we’ll head in together.”
Y/N wondered if there was another family member or friend visiting as well. They had been waiting for a few more minutes when a black van pulled up to the entrance and a man in black clothes and a black mask got out. She immediately recognised the figure as the leader of the band. She’d forgotten that Joshua said he would stay behind to watch the concert and attend the celebrations that night. She felt happy to see him healthy and walking on his own, knowing it must have been a painful journey and tremendous efforts on his part to recover as well as he had. He slowly walked to where Y/N and the manager stood, looking at her in question before looking back at the manager. 
“Ah, Seungcheol, you’re here. Good, good. It’s not that long before the concert starts, let’s head in.”
Not knowing that Y/N understood and spoke Korean, S.Coups asked the manager about who she was and why the manager was collecting her. The manager explained that it was Y/N and that Joshua had asked for a favour. S.Coups didn’t recognise her even after hearing her name, she could tell. It made her blush and Y/N ducked her head quickly when she noticed S.Coups looking back at her. She would just have to work harder to be recognised by her name as an artist. They arrived at their seats just as the lights began to fade. Her seat was next to S.Coups which made her question her luck. She knew she had no control so she would be singing along and enjoying the concert so there goes her attempt to impress him. She’d already been a weirdo and had kept staring at him last night and now she would be squealing next to him all night. She didn’t have a chance to stew on it as the intro for Super began to surround the stadium and chills covered her body. She was fully immersed in the production before her. 
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loafgeto · 1 year ago
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OKOK I ALREADY SAID THIS FOR GOJO BUT JJK MEN LISTENING TO KPOP.
geto: definitely listens to solo artists the most, like dpr ian, dean, iu, eric nam and bibi. if it was to be groups, he’d definitely listen to le sserafim or (g)i-dle (gg) and exo (bg). he listens to them when he’s studying, walking to his class, driving leisurely in his car or when he’s cooking. he’s not a hardcore stan like gojo or yuji, but he definitely likes the genre!!
gojo: literal twice, fifty fifty, and newjeans fan. he tries to collect all of the albums and gambles for photocards. he will listen to them everywhere and anywhere, sing their songs in the shower, scream at the top of his lungs in the car, you name it. the biggest fanboy ever !! he will definitely get floor or VIP tickets for concerts with how rich he is.
nanami: acts like he doesn’t listen when he actually does. his stoic expression gives people the impression that he hates k-pop, when he’s literally listening to red velvet’s “russian roulette”. he collects several albums, only because of the concept photos and so that he can listen to the CD’s on his cd player (yes nanami would most definitely still have a cd player). he listens to any group, wanting to explore different songs and concepts. he also listens to underrated artists
toji: he’s most definitely forced to listen to kpop songs LOL. forced as in he hears them everywhere he goes, in the store, restaurants, even the public restrooms, literally cannot escape them because of how popular it has become. but he’s been liking newjeans’s “omg” because, IT IS A CATCHY ASS SONG. he cringes at how he likes it, but he can’t deny how good it is. he’d probably assassinate someone for money to go to a concert and sit there like 😐🙂 the whole time while everyone else is screaming
choso: likes EVERY single damn group. ask him about any group and he knows, even the underrated ones that you probably never heard about. he’s a collector for sure, most definitely has a room dedicated to all of his albums, light sticks and other kpop items. he will go to every kpop concert near him, he may become broke, but not as broke as toji. he appreciates each and every artist, listening to their songs daily and keeping track of comebacks and shows.
sukuna: he hates it. ☠️ (unless someone can defend him)
yuji: same as his brother choso, LOVES and KNOWS every single group. but he’s a hardcore girl group stan, and he will literally talk about any group when you ask him. he knows boy groups, but he isn’t as strongly interested in them besides their songs. he learns the choreographies and makes sure he knows every word of the lyrics so he doesn’t sound too gibberish when he sings.
megumi: same as nanami, looks like he hates kpop when he listens to it. he listens to it when he’s studying or relaxing. he’s definitely a seventeen fanboy, he loves their different concepts and comebacks, like megumi sets a timer each time they have a new comeback. if it’s a girl group, he’s definitely a dreamcatcher or red velvet fan. he’d also be the type to like day6 and the rose.
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