#go d im a mess rn hahah.
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whyyy why why why why whyw does this have to happen to me
#AGAIN .#i just.#i#i thought i had finally. gotten used to it. i. i FINALLY had a place where i could just be#where i could exist w/o the anxiety of being. of living#and EVERY. SINGLE. TIME. its taken away from me#and i havent moved on and i dont know how i can move on#and i feel so far away from everyone#and i miss my friends#i miss them so bad#i . miss .#i just want to go back to my tomboy phase or back to ballet class or trading ppoke.mon cards on the playground#and i miss my friends here (they arent gone yet but they might as well be)#and i miss my d.nd group. even if we have just started#and i miss everyone in my clubs (im not too social there anyways. i wonder if they would remember me)#and i. i still miss my ex. i hope shes moved on. i still want to find her again sometime#i just wanna go home. and now im going home but.#its not#its not home anymore and it NEVER will be home#i just. i dont wanna go through that again. i cant i cant i cant i cant i. should go watch something to distract myself#vent#go d im a mess rn hahah.
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HAHAH omg this relationship!!!! Trying to buy her off will NOT work (in fact it will just make things worse!) Brigit just feels like this proves her point that he’s a terrible person and think that people can be bought and she assumes he will use such tactics with her sister, as well, as though Eithne’s love and affection would be so shallowly won. (Meanwhile Arthur is just trying to be nice #whoops) Also, crying b/c if he got her a horse it shows that he really is trying b/c getting Brigit a horse is one of the best gifts you could give her, vs like something you might get a girl, in general, like jewelry or something. (But this act of consideration will completely be lost on Brigit and she wouldn’t stop to think about that part of it -- Arthur isn’t aloud any wins here) but omg all of arthur’s complicated emotions on this point laksjflkjafljsf and if he ever was like nice and then mean all in the same interaction, she’d just think that the ~niceness~ was just an act and his real sefl comes up with his frustrations ... meanwhile Brigit has been nothing but mean to him this entire time and he probably has ever right to be acting this way laskjflasjf I do think Brigit would be more ~subtle~ about it -- at least to start -- because she does know he’s an actual prince and she should watch herself but she might also get frustrated/have those moments where she’s not thinking and she is a little too direct, but it also all depends on what is going on between him and eithne at any given moment. laskfjlasjflkasjflfj also omg for real!!! them showing up together separately at the malconaire’s place is gonna be like our jensenxjared boys on BBE 2.0. ;D (but instead of being from opposite mobs, they are literally brothers)
arthur in here like 'i fucked my way into this mess ill fuck my way back out' alsdkjfljkdasfjkdsf and he's going for all the greatest hits that ppl usually want from him and frankly that's gifts of some kind tbqh and he's like 'this is so confusing this always works' alksjdflkjdsf he's just running into situations all over the place rn where all his old standbys are failing him and he's just ???????
like literally the subtext here i feel like is basically: brigit: 'you can't buy my favor!' arthur: 'what? i wasn't trying to do that!...wait, is that ~is that what i was doing?? omg is that what i ~always do omg??!?!?!!?!' alksdjfkljdsklfjdsf mess lakdsjfklsjdf in which arthur learns the fine art of social interaction hahahaha
hahaha omg i love that their whole mental infrastructure is almost like engineered to misunderstand e/o its delicious!!! bc i feel like the fact that there's no way he can possibly win here will honestly feel so familiar to him bc ngl that's basically how the whole competition for the throne is ultimately framed bc roderick will literally never change yknow and so they're basically primed to misunderstand e/o bc of her mistrust and his drive to keep pushing to please someone who can literally never be pleased yknow and aljsflkjsfk
honestly her being a lil less than sincere w him, given who he is etc makes total sense but honestly -- ironically enough ig -- he's less likely to try to take any kind of revenge or anything than cassimir is, like if she were to be like 'you're not good for eithne you should stay away from her' or whatever deep down he'd frankly agree?????? and like he couldn't say so he'd be all blustering like 'shows what you know' or whatever and probs be v unsettled abt the whole thing but the truth is that he does ultimately think she's right abt that and like his exact reaction obv depends on the scenario obv bc he can be profoundly unreasonable in the right circumstances etc but yeah!! i think its interesting that they completely misunderstand e/o in so many things while also completely agreeing in others? lksdjfalkjsdf
BBE 2.0 EXCEPT THEY'RE BROTHERS ALSsdfJ DFLKJDASasdfs SFLJDSF LITERALLYYYYYYYY IM SCREAMING alsdkjfldksjfkjsdf
ooc | Brigit & Arthur
congratulations! brigit does not like you!!!
It's not even really his fault, but his dad invaded their country and has her queen as his hostage (no thank you!!!) and almost more offensive than that, he then has the auDACITY to try to flirt with eithne??!?!?!? like he'd eVER be worthy of her!!?!?! (not that anyone is worthy for any of her sisters, but this is besides the point) And if he's just having fun, then he's doubly an ass!!!! But also if he dared to ever try to ask her to marry him, then Brigit would be extremely upset because taking her sister away is the woRST thing anyone could do, especially because brigit knows that eithne would do the stupid thing and actually say yes to him so she can ~save the family~ *eyeroll*
that being said, she's not stupid, and she knows telling off a prince won't get you anywhere but locked up (and then were would poor eithne be w/o her ;D), but that's not gonna stop her from being sarcastic/passive aggressive and just generally running interference whenever she sees him so much as looking at her sister!
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#im back hooome in case anyone cares bfjdjdj#but i don't think it'll change much bcs now i won't have time and energy bcs of the uni 🤕#and there is so much stuff i missed......i have sm posts to rb but im so sleepy and tired :(#and god. jungkook.......?? i missed him so muhc i was missing him all the time i couldn't look at him and im still missing him and#all the pics and vids.....i watched some and.....i just don't understand how can someone like him be real.....i mean we knew he's an angel#but now it's confirmed once again and apparently he is getting more and more beautiful and i have no idea how im going to survive this and.#what to d o with all this love for him i just. fbdkjdkdjdj idk what to do#im tiref and my thoughts are a mess#i can't believe cb is so soon too ahhh can't wait to hear the songs 🤧#i hope he is happy with it and with everything in his life and will always be that's all i could ask for 😔#i hope you guys are doing well too! i know how hard you are trying everyday and you should be proud of yourselves for staying strong#and i hope one day you all won't have to worry abt anything and have plenty of happiness and love in your lives 💖#wish i could find more hope in my heart abt my life too tho 🤪 idk why im suddenly so emo hdhjd i should sleep#jdjdjdjdj i don't want to think abt anythy rn...but i have only one day till i'll have no choice hahah h#anything*#asya.txt
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TWICE?????? ALICE 💀💀 how did you even manage that 😭💀 hopefully your dad gets it for you im so worried about your financial choices rn 💀 you know what's worse about sms pc inclusions? instead of just adding more little pieces of cardboard they created jewel cases 😐😐
i hear you on the school stuff though schools supposed to start up here soon too but we really have no idea what's going on lmao :') i think we'll have in person classes??? but we might because of omicron 🙂
also i bias heeseung lol :D i heard him sing one line from given-taken and i was a goner 😩
-meatball
LMAOAOAO PLS <//3 i had bad spending decisions last semester but this semester im turning a new leaf !! hopefully we can go back to my freshman year spending habits where i spent like $100 in 3 months 😭 and omfg right !! those jewel case albums will be the death of me because they have like Nothing but the CD and pc <//3
i hope they tell you guys soon :(( so many schools have been super unresponsive and irresponsible about this whole situation like im pretty sure my president is lying about the stats to make us feel better ab going on campus ?? it’s so messed up
you heard “woke up in day one” and heeseung became ur day one 🥰 i love that HAHAH honestly some days i wonder how i’m Not heeseung biased
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okay fghsgdj yes you can say girl ! my pronouns are she/her :) okay but fr pause, i read this like 3 minutes after you posted it (or at least my notif said 3mins lmao) bUT IM IN BED AND I USUALLY HAVE MY COMPUTER OPEN WITH YOUR RESPONSE SO I MAKE SURE I ADDRESS EVERYTHING AND THEN SEND IN THE ASK ON MY PHONE HDGSJSH anyway, time to get my ass up 😔 but wait i find you so funny like honestly, reading that cracked me all the way up. and i feel the “lol” thing so hard!!!! idk why i do it all the time (i’m tryna stop) but i’ll say something with lol at the beginning and lol at the end... it might be a defense mechanism at this point lol (😔) AND (i need to stop with the uppercase too it’s not funny anymore) I DONT KNOW WHY I LAUGHED SO HARD JDHSK WHEN YOU SAID ALSO AGAIN HAHAHAH LIKE UR HAHHAH also my sleep schedule is not pretty either lmao but i’m homeschooled so i never have to get up for anything? hhdhsis idk but i’m glad you slept!! you need sleep!!
also (pls no i cannot) why did i not know what ykwim meant until i reread this?? like it makes so much sense- anyway! i think it’s so cool that you’re excited for university! idk why but i do lol like you’re getting ready for the future (masters degree and all that) & you’re (maybe) going to england anyway so that’s cool haha (hopefully when you go you can see your relatives 🤞🏾)
the fact that you get happy seeing my asks i- 💓💓
you make me wanna go to London & England so bad urghhhh like i’ve only been out of the country once (to Canada for a family reunion) but it sounds so prettyyyyy & i’m so sorry that cov*d is messing everything up and i hope you can see your relatives soon :(
now to address the whole english speaking/writing: I FIND THAT SO WEIRD DUHSKSJ i don’t know how an english speaking person could say that if you don’t write it 100% grammatically correct.... that it’s wrong? when literally, over here at least, WE’RE SO GRAMMATICALLY INCORRECT HAHHAAH in both the way we talk and write!! and lol you’re welcome,, AND THE PARAGRAPH DID MAKE SENSE HDHSJSH & your rant is fine because... that is actually a bit ??? bc no one writes with 100% grammar lol
OH MY GOSH (see this uppercase thing is addictive) YOU STUDIED LATIN FOR 6 YEARS??? that’s really cool 🥺 the way that you know/speak 3+ languages i- NOT EVEN 3+ LIKE 6+ (german, english, latin, french, serbian, italian, and everything that comes with latin lmao) even if it’s just a tiny bit like wowee. it is really fascinating!!! i had the opportunity to take latin and i... didnt. i took art instead BUT ONLY CUZ MY FRIENDS WERE IN THAT CLASS AND ART LOOKED FUN IM SORRY
PLEASE WHY DO YOU KNOW EVERYONE?? that sounds so fricking cool tell your mom (mum or mama it’s really fine lol) that she sounds awesome. i think Jamaica would be fun either way!! i mean it looks pretty from pictures? i was a baby so i honestly have no recollection hahaha
LMAOO NOT U SAYING THIS IS LONGER THAN SOME OF MY FICS- PLEASE GIRL IM TELLING YOU I VERBALLY LAUGHED HAHAHAHAHAH but yea you really don’t need to apologize i like reading everything you say 🥺 HDKSHS AND UR FINE WE WERE JUST TALKING ABOUT ME BEFORE uhhh hmm uhh lemme think i, well, i saw chaos walking yesterday (big tom holland fan over here) and it was alright.. my mom acted a fool at all the jump scares LMAO but it was funny... since i’m talking about movies (this is hella random i know) but i like shark movies HDKJSSJ my favorite is the meg (it’s so good ohmigosh) and the 47 meters down movies aren’t bad either... i have two younger brothers... iiiii AM IN LOVE WITH MUSIC PHEW anddd i’m homeschooled (i think i mentioned that lol) i think that’s a good amount ahahaha AND IM HUNGRY RN JDHSJ
now. please. let me address the edit. i just want you to know that.. when i talk about your fics and i finish them and everything i’m not looking for more? like obviously if you’re writing i’m gonna read it but you don’t need to feel pressured or anything (idk if you do) to put more fics out lol like they’re great and i’m just sending the praise bc i love the ones that are there :’) but i’m so happy you’re working through your writers block!!! yay so so happy for you!!! and PUHLEASE anything you write is fantastic, i feel the exact same way when i write but girl. you’re fine. it’s gonna be great. (idk if this made any sense but... okay)
(and my cousin calls her mom mama so it’s really okay hahah i even call my mom mama sometimes) (and where you got the number “16 sentences” beats me but i still cracked up) (is this me pretending i had tags? maybe) HAHAHAHA OK BYE ❤️❤️ why did this take me so long to send i have no clue, AND WHY AM I OVERTHINKING EVERYTHING I SAID SHAJSHSJ ANYWAY BYE btw i love us too... like iconic // lovely anon 💓
me reading this:
also the dedication you put into sending me stuff— like with the laptop and phone and ahsksk 🥺🥺🥺
i’ll update you when i’ve started uni btw, i’m getting more and more excited every single day haha but i still have 3 weeks until it starts and even then I’ll obviously have to get used to it and everything, but you’re making me even more excited about it sksjshsg
yeah i wanna go to england too dkshsh let’s be sad together over the fact the we can’t travel eksjsh😔😭 but hopefully the wait will make it even better in the end <33 also i talk to loads of relatives over the phone at least once a week so it’s not too bad for me! but i miss their house 😭lmao
and i knowww snshsh so many native english speakers just make so many mistakes— and obviously i get that some things are slang but some things are simply wrong ajsh, the thing is no one has ever told me that my english is bad (i know it’s not bad anyway, but i’m still insecure) or no one has ever pointed out any mistakes, but yeah it’s mostly just insecurity dkshsg but yes thanks for saying what you said (previously as well as in this ask)😌🥰
Okay now for latin— girlll i don’t blame u for choosing art over latin esp. when all of your friends are doing art as well!! I’d choose art over latin as well lol skshsg but in year 6 we had to choose between latin and french, and at the time i didn’t like french? which was dumb of me and now i wanna learn french ekdhs but i don’t regret choosing latin at all bc if i properly learn french one day then i’ll already know understand loads of stuff (or at least some stuff lol) just thanks to latin 😌😌 but still, art>>>latin skskshshgs
I wanna watch chaos walking too!!! But i don’t get when/where/how it’s out lmao, cinemas are still closed here so i’ll either have to wait or find it somewhere online... il*egally 🥰 i don’t have high expectations at all btw but i like daisy and tom and the dog🥺 so i think i’ll enjoy it
GIRL SHARK FILMS SHARK FOLMS SKSJSHSHS okay so there are a few classics i haven’t watched yet, and also a few new ones that i haven’t seen yet BUT I LOVE SHARK FILMS SO MUCH SKSHSGSGSKK the first like proper shark film i ever watched was the shallows (which i like but my brain is still too small to comprehend what happened at the end (i mean i get it but i just can’t imagine it— idek if you’ve seen the film but skshhs)) and after watching it three times it does get a bit boring (but now whenever i see pictures or videos of big waves i’m just waiting for a shark to show up like come ON SKSJSG
^^^that pic/scene really traumatised me sksjsh but i still like the film
I only watched jaws like a few months ago, and i get that it’s a classic and also that it’s old and they just didn’t have the best.. equipment or special effects or whatever but i mean... look at meg and then look at jaws.... no disrespect to jaws at ALL but the meg is so much cooler. (That one scene on the boat where the shark just JUMPS OUT OF THE WATER AND SKSJSHHSUSJHA i get such a shock every time it’s so good (and the dog aww aksjshssli 🥺🥺🥰 and the boy with the ice cream lmao he’s iconic)
47 metres down, wow, i liked that film too. (i’ve only watched the original/first one i think) i mean that is such a fucking nightmare scenario like ALSJDHSNEMSKDJSHSJSKWBALSODUEWBSLDKHDJSNSKSKSHSGEBWKAISGSHEKEKSKLDJDJDHDHSHAGGA (that’s the best way i can express my feelings about that scenario lmao)
oh and i’ve recently been watching more horror films but i don’t know if they’re for me... I like the thrill and whatever but i just end up being scared for my life when i have to go to the bathroom at night or when i’m trying to sleep bc suddenly my mind is flooded with all the scary shit from the films 💀💀💀
and music i mean... you know those people who just don’t listen to music? WHAT IS WRONG WITH THEM???? i honestly like all genres especially in the last year, i am IN LOVE with Nicki Minaj + Megan andddd Stormzy and i like Harry Styles but i prefer his first solo album (and obviously one direction has bangers i have a throwback 1D session at least once a month), I also love MGK especially his new stuff and otherwise i mostly listen to german artists lmao. So who do you like?💖 (WHY DO I FEEL LIKE YOURE GONNA SAY SOMETHING COMPLETELY DIFFERENT SKAHAGUS IF YOU LISTEN TO COMPLETELY DIFFERENT MUSIC DONT JUDGE ME AJSHDJS) (i know you’re not gonna judge me but)
++ @ the thing you said about writing, don’t worry, i don’t feel pressured at all!!! (not by you and not by anybody else.. except myself sometimes lol) and i’m just very happy that you liked my fics 🥰🥰🥰 and if i start telling people that i’m writing a fic then sometimes it puts a bit of (healthy) pressure on me. like yes sometimes it really is writer’s block, but sometimes i really am just lazy ddkshhd so now that i’ve told you i’m writing a fic i might get my ass up quicker than i would if i hadn’t told anyone 😌😌😌
#ok i wrote some if this on the tube/on the bus/at the dentist/in bed so if this seems like it’s all over the place#that’s bc i was literally all over the place skshg#*of#also i love how you used tags skajahsg#lovely anon#<3#sorry if some of the sentences didn‘t make sense or were too fucking long i wrote half of this half asleep#and i know i dont have to apologise but still like no one should have to read all my page long sentences that arent even proper sentencesskk
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S7 is the season we see Klance is canon or not. The final cannon shall be shot in August 10th announcing our lost or victory. We have come a long way, my fellow soldiers. - 🦑
GOD THIS RLY IS FORREAL HUH………. I AINT READY FELLAS…………………
im putting the rest under a read more bcs its rly long HGDJAHGJA
I took your advice and treated myself. I got two video games and a Pokémon plushie, Thnx boo~💖 - 🦑
HELL YEAH MUAH!!!!!!!! also which two video games *eye emoji*
I feel bad for not using the emoji anon thing cause I have an emoji. I just overthink my ask every time. Anyway how’s ur day been-🏳️🌈
IK U SENT THIS YESTERDAY IM SORRY ILY but im gnna say that Today has just been. one big ass rollercoaster……………..
I took a nap! But yeah- I sleep talk/walk a lot and this is the 2nd time this week I wake up in the middle of sleep talking. Its weird because I continue speaking while conscious but also unknowing. Its kinda hard to explain- All I remember is the broken fire alarm beeping and me sitting up muttering- “I cant believe they did that to Keith- Its sooo obvious- I just-“ It was something along those lines- Knowing me, I probably dreamed of straight!Keith and just went off hahah ~🍞~
WJHGBHJASHJJ i used to sleepwalk a lot when i was a kid and that shit was rly creepy tbh…… my sister used to do it a lot too and one time we just started screaming and shaking eachothers shoulders at the same time and UHWUHFU still dont know what the fuck that was all abt but creepy……….. ALSO ME AT THE KEITH THINBG KAMKGJIAG
My dad bought me a red backpack for Christmas last year and I really like it but it has Keith’s galra sword and bayard on it on a really small patch so it’s lowkey, but I’m going into hs now and I want a cute aesthetic backpack and I don’t really want a voltron backpack in highschool soooo wish me luck on trying to get one -🦎
BRO, BE A REAL ONE AND TAKE THE KEITH ONE……………. uhwuhwutgf it sounds so sexy………………��………….
sorry nessa it seems that imma be telling you every time i have a gay moment but… the girl i like SO much drew me today and im feelin v confused lesbian bc of that, bc she’s sending me mixed signals since i confessed some time ago and she said she needed time to think then, and we never talk about it now bc im an anxious mess&hate confrontation but then SHE comes OUT HERE with her CUTE ART and SEDUCES me all over AGAIN!!! what does that mean!!!! does she like me too??? no?? yes??? UGH! - 🐢
GOD NEXT THING SHES GNNA ASK U TO MARRY HER DUDE!!!!!!!! ask her out……….. I WLD DIE IF SOMEONE DREW ME LIKE HELLO???? thats Love bitch….. keep me updated i love hearing abt ur gay moments wuhwzutuzhguh
lance wears his hood when he’s moping and he doesn’t like to feel like the downer by moping around the paladins which is why we don’t see him wear the hood on screen -🍓
man…. this lowkey made me sad but……. ur right…………….
IM OPTIMISTIC AS FUCC AND YALL PESSIMISTIC KLANCERS CAN FIGHT ME WE’RE GETTING KICK THIS SEASON!!!!!!! -💧
HELL YEAH BABY THATS WHAT I LIKE TO SEE
ADAM…..!!!!!!!!!!!!!????!!!!!! hansome. -🐀
HES LITERALLY SO GORGEOUS i wld let him ra
OK SO,,,, I LITERALLY HAVE LIKE FUCKING BUTTERFLIES IN MY STOMACH RN AND MY HEART SPEEDS UP EVERY TIME I SEE ADAM AND EUZNWKFKALW IM RUBBIJG UP AJS DOWN MY HALLQAY BC I LOVE MY SON SM AMD HES SO PRETTY MY BOY I WOULD DIE FOR HIM VLD KEEP YO UGLY ASS HANDS AWAY FROM HIS BEAUTFIUL GLASSES AJD GORGEOUS EYES A FSNGIRL UWU COME THROUGH GIVE ME MORE OF ELZHWHDISNWJEJ A D A M - 🐢
i literally wrote this entire thing, turtle anon how r u me, im me
(KFGHFAJGKJADHFHAGJKSDGZH)
So season 7 really is that binch huh? -☕️
S7 IS GNNA DO IT TO US SO BAD………
URGH AND WE STILL HAVE 4 MORE DAYS!! ~🐩
IM NOT GONNA HOLD ON FOR FOUR MORE DAYS DUDE…………
ASKSDJFS I’VE BEEN ASLEEP FOR SEVEN HOURS AND I COME BACK AND ASKEFJLDSFJJ -🍓
IM SCARED TO EVEN GO TO SLEEP TONIGHT LMFAJUJHGKAJG
concept: veronica and lance are twins -💧
DELICIOUS POST raindrop anon i STAN u
In the middle of all this bullshit I just gotta stay relentlessly positive and everything will be okay!!!!! -🧚♀️
YES BABY THANK YOU MUAH
black paladin veronica or we riot - 🐚
M E ME EMEE EGHAGKJDG
“you’ll all love veronica. trust me” YEAH BECAUSE SHE’S ONE OF THE GAYS I’M CALLING IT - 🐜
DAMN RIGHT!!!!!! WLW QUEEN
Since were talking about moms, my mom thinks Keith is a girl and she once said “Oh that’s a cute girl” while pointing at a photo of Keith. - 🦑
LMAO?????????? FORREAL??????????? SADHGKJADGKJ
i think we all know the real reason why keith named his wolf cosmo is because he’s secretly a massive fan of the fairly odd parents and just doesn’t want to admit it - 🐜
GOD u r so fucking right we r all fools………….
#JSKDSMSNSJ SORRY THESE TOOK SO LONG TO ANSWER I LOVE U GUYS MUAH#Nessa replies#Anonymous#squid anon#pride anon#toast anon#lizard anon#turtle anon#strawberry anon#raindrop anon#rat anon#coffee anon#poodle anon#fairy anon#seashell anon#ant anon
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i really look up to you, your pure existence is so good for my soul, and even though I don't want you to feel bad (ever!) it just helps sometimes reading what you write on here and knowing I'm not alone. I am currently struggling so much with my first ever uni exams, I lost all my ability to study and to keep things in my head, I feel like a complete failure and I don't know what do... do you have any idea how to handle this? :/
hello kiddo, wanna give u a kiss on ur forehead, (um idk if youre neurodivergent or allistic but i can only really work from my experiences so i hope this is of some help!)
routine is the big boy in my life, if im trying to learn then doing the same thing each day at the same time really helps me to get into it? or do it at all maybe start your day w something simple, i wake up, get breakfast while waiting for kettle to boil, go upstairs with tea, drink while watching youtube, once my teas all gone i set up my amp and start practicing guitar, after i play music maybe respond to messages (if i have enough spoons) and draw if i can and then crash usually and read or watch yt or have a bath, sometimes walk my dog
if i dont wake up and get breakfast and tea right away i flounder and lose balance and cant! practice! and then i cant! draw! and then i cant read! all i can do is stare into space or watch yt
take breaks w/o ur phone or w/e, listen to lowfi music and dance to ur mirror or stick ur head out the window and breathe until its too cold or go for a walk (maybe take someone with u and have a long convo and get a little lost so u have to google ur way home, or maybe listen to good vibe music, my fave rn is shakey graves if u couldnt tell hahah)
i like to stim, like bounce my ball or stare at a sensory tube or sniff this woodfire candle linus gave me, thats what looking after myself looks like for me
also try really hard to go to sleep at an okay time and wake up early, the day will be longer and u’ll be active in the light which is gud if ur not a night worker
also just a heads up, get some vitamin D spray or somethin!
when learning is hard i still do it and maybe its shit and i dont progress (thats okay!) but then the next day maybe itll be a little better! also pup success at uni does not equal ur worth, just do ur best and also maybe evaluate what you value in your self, r u particularly kind? or can you make people laugh? or are u a great listener? idk uve got somethin i know u do, let that be the weight that holds you rather than your success in academia
also idk if u go out and drink but maybe take a break from that while ur struggling
good luck! i hope this wasnt a huge mess of useless words, you’ve got this sweet thing
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about me ✨
I’m a struggling fanfic writer, student, person? But I’m getting there :D I wrote a bit before I made a tumblr but after reading a ton of fanfics I got inspired to write some too! [fics are wips but theyre coming]
Noelle/Lune | any pr. (no preferred ones atm) | minor | ♋ | 🇵🇭
Facts !!
I aspire to do a lot of things
I plan on going to Law School when im older
I’m the eldest child lol
I loved listening to musicals! (mostly mainstream but yk)
I like all music genres but my favorites are r&b, indie and bedroom pop
I’m slowly getting into kpop my favorites atm are NCT, TWICE and TXT
Idk what aesthetic i wanna stick to and my style is a mess lol
I wanna learn how to speak japanese, korean, german, french, spanish, dutch, and ilocano
I want to start my own business!
I wanna be more social and make more friends :D
oikawa/ bakugou/ kageyama/ yamaguchi/ uraraka kinnie ajfasfd
Might start posting my fics on AO3?
Add..
tiktok: @tobiosnoelle (new acc! Will be posting updates/sneakpeaks of fanfics here from time to time) ***currently inactive tho rn aaa *** ʕ •́؈•̀ ₎
twt: @bokeanna (i post and rt random stuff so its a mess sorry jn advance lol i might make a new one tho HAHAH)
btw i also have discord so if u wanna be friends there send me a dm :D
jdjsjs thats all im gonna place for now but feel free to ask me things u wanna know ;>
!! - format inspired by @aka-a-shii ‘s about me post
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YOU ARE AN AMAZING PERSON AND YOU HAVE AMAZING PEOPLE AROUND YOU!! HAVE A GOOD DAY AHEAD AND I HOPE YOU EAT A LOT THAT IS ALL 💓
Thank you so much! And btw everyone, i’ll be answering all the asks i have in my inbox rn, since i don’t wanna let it pile up even more. So beware, this is a long ass post! (and idk if it will show up on mobile properly :(
fullydecaffeinateddinosaur said:AHHHHHH I love Forgotten, I hope you’ll make a part two (but if you don’t that’s okay). DONT LET THE HATERS BRING YOU DOWN!!! You’re an amazing writer.
thank you so much for liking it!
Anonymous said:Don’t stop writing! I think that a non was just jealous and if that persone doesn’t like smut well she don’t have to read them! Don’t let anyone to drag you down because I love your stories! 😘
lool dw, i definately won’t stop writing!
Anonymous said:PLEASE MAKE A PART TWO TO FORGOTTEN 😭😭😭😭
umm, i’m still deciding if i should or not… i just, idk...
Anonymous said:DAMN. FORGOTTEN GOT ME FUCKED UP. YOU ARE DEFINITELY MY FAVORITE WRITER WOW I LOVE YOU♥️
OMG AM I REALLY!??! WOOOW!!! THANK YOU!
Anonymous said:Is forgotten supossed to have a second part? :) Sorry if my english is bad
no, don’t be sorry your english is perfectly fine! and im still thinking about it!
Anonymous said:Omg forgotten was soooooooo good!!! Please do another part!!
thanks! and maybe ;)
Anonymous said:Forgotten made me shed actual tears 😭 are you going to be continuing it?
did it really? was it too harsh? and im still not too sure if i will
Anonymous said:will their be a forgotten pt 2?
who knows…
Anonymous said:Guuuuurrrrl i read your fic (forgotten) and i looooved it soooo much that i wanted to re-read it (its that a word? Sorry spanish speaker here hahah) but i couldn’t remember your nameee and i spend the entire day looking for you (cause i only rememberd the “mochi” part) and i finally fouuuuuuund youuu!!!!!! So pleeeeease keep it up with the good work! Please make chapter 2! Loveeeee yaa! Saludos desde el fin del mundo!
yaaay you found me!!!
Anonymous said:I LOVE FORGOTTEN AHHHHHHHHHHH ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
THANK YOU!!!!!!
Anonymous said:I need part 2 of forgotten now because like I’m crying and omg the feels
Anonymous said:I was wondering if you’re ever going to continue forgotten! The ending was such a twist and I cried while reading it LMAO i think it would make a good full fanfic!! Pls at least make a part 2 I’m dying RN
Anonymous said:will there be a pt2 of forgotten?
Anonymous said:Wow forgotten got me fucked up!! I loved it I loved it I loved it!!!!! Do you think there’ll be a part two for this or is it the only one?
Anonymous said:MOCHIIII I love you and your an amazing writer but Forgotten gave me da feels man!!!!!! I finally found someone I hate (Tae’s cheater of a wifu) XD. Is there anyway you might continue the story though with a happy (revenge on the witch as well 😈) ending?????
Anonymous said:Holy moly forgotten is so good!!! I hope you do a part two❤️❤️❤️
Anonymous said:BUT UR GOING TO MAKE A PART 2 TO FORGOTTEN RIGHT?!!!!!
Anonymous said:Part 2 of forgotten plz omg I loved it it was so good💙💙
Anonymous said:omggggg your Taehyung uni story defos needs a part 2!! i loved it!!
figureinglifeout said:Omg pls tell me forgotten has a sequel. Tae can’t do OC dirty like that
fairyrink said:I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT HAPPENED AND WHY TAE IS ENGAGED TO THAT GIRL BUT UM I NEED EXPLANATIONS SO I NEED TO KNOW IF YOURE DOING A PART 2 OF FORGOTTEN PLEASE!!! 😭😭❤️❤️
Anonymous said:Will there be part 2 of Forgotten? I really hope there will be more it can’t end like that! That bish can’t win!
Anonymous said:OMG!! I really liked Forgotten a lot even if it did break my heart at the end :’( Are you thinking of making a part two or something like that cause that was really good and I just want Taehyung x reader to be together even though that’s unlikely 💔😅
Anonymous said:Is Forgotten going to be a series?
Anonymous said:Ah also forgot to ask: is Forgotten a one shot? - moose anon
Anonymous said:I’m sorry but Forgotten has me yelling WTF. Like, I knew something like that would happen, BUT I STILL WASNT READY. UGH MY HEART. FUDGE MUFFINS. - moose anon
xsnapplex said:Mochi!! I really hope you make Forgotten a series, because classic you out a cliff hanger in it… T-T I almost lost my mind at the end. But it was sooooo goood
ahh okay, so i decided to answer these asks all together since they are basically asking the same thing. first of all, THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR LIKING IT!!! xoxo im like so happy you guys enjoyed it! and to answer your questions, im still not to sure if there will be a second part unfortunately… we’ll just have to see!
Anonymous said:Lol I think you made me a sucker for hybrid ffs 😂 but i love “take it like a puppy” so much. ❤️😊😘😍
aww thank you! lmao i really like hybrid aus too!
Anonymous said:😭😭😭😭 I wasn’t ready for it. I’m a crying mess now after forgotten it was soooo good. If it’s a oneshot it’s beautiful and really sad but if there’s gonna be another part… *fingers crossed*
thank you sooo much!! and nooo dont cry!!
sanha-ii said:Okay right, the story Forgotten got me tense as! The cliffhanger at the end is actually making me shriek due to the amount of theories I’m getting, will there be a part 2 by any chance or is this a story where you let the readers suffer forever😂😂
ikr? it was such a twist lol. and idk, maybe i’ll just be mean and let you guys suffer…. *insert even laugh*
Anonymous said:WTF TAEHYUNG AND SEULGI ENDED UP TOGETHER?????? AND TAEHYUNG DOESNT REMEMBER THE READER??????
IKR RIGHT!?!??! LIKE WHAAAATTTT????
zara-zaza said:Forgotten was so good!!! But if it was me I would have slaped the shit out of Seulgi the second time I saw her 😂😂 but just a question does Tae really don’t remember her or was he just mad at her?
loool it was so shocking thoo. and well…. i cant say… ;)
Anonymous said:Ahhhh I’m so freaking hooked on “Forgotten”!!! Ugh I kinda wish that the reader moved on from Taehyung but it soooo good either way! I love the way you write and I can’t wait to see what happens next ♡♡♡♡♡
ikr poor reader! :( And thank you for liking it!
Anonymous said:Oh my god! A second part in forgotten, please! Y/N deserves to be happy and Seulgi SHOULD DIE! I’m sorry, I’m just being really over dramatic
But is Seulgi really the bad guy here? I mean maybe was hurt because Y/n left… but Seulgi clearly leave him tho… ;)
Anonymous said:PLEASE DO A TEASE PT 3 I WILL SELL MY SOUL FOR IT HAVSHBAHAHSH U WRITE SO GOOD IM STUCK IN THE REALM OF UR GOOD FICS
lool thank you! and im sorry bby, but tease was only meant to be a two-shot :(
Anonymous said:uM, eXCusE U?! How dare you write something as good as forgotten and LEAVE US ON A CLIFFHANGER LIKE THAT?! iT’S LIKE pURusaSION BTS style!!!!!
loool my style is usually ending things off on cliffhangers!!!
Anonymous said:Please do another part of tease I can’t take the ending please my love
srry bby, but i won’t :/
Anonymous said:i just finished reading the taehyung x reader, forgotten and im crying at how you ended it. you’re a great writer, bless you.
loool it was so mean right??? BUT THANK YOU!!! xoxo :”)
Anonymous said:omg Forgotten was sooo good and sad it legit brought me to tears 😭❤️ and the plot twist at the end got me so fucked up I was expecting a happy ending :’D
aww sorry bby!! i didn’t mean to make you cry
Anonymous said:WTF WRITER NIM YOU MADE ME CRY IM CRYING WHY DID YOU HURT ME WITH THAT ENDING HOW COULD YOU?! IM JUST GONNA GO CRY NOW AND I HOPE SEULGI DIES AND ROTS!¡ I’m in pain, you better fix this 😭 - Psychotic Jungkook stan anon
ohhhh are you threatening me???? LOOOOL im so cruel, right???
Anonymous said:OMG how… how could you end Forgotten just like that pls have mercy on yn …. i can’t believe you …. oh god
hmmm we’ll see… ;)
Anonymous said:Fanfic request: Could you write a fanfic about Min Yoongi (x Reader) where he was a mass murderer or gang leader/criminal that fell in love with you on a job of his. (Something like that at least. I don’t really know. But I thought that we should start recommending stuff that wasn’t just the mankae line lol)
thank you for requesting! but unfortunately i not taking in requests since i have too much stories to work on atm! srry again!
Anonymous said:Forgotten.. I’m literally about to die now.😫😭 WHYYYYYYYYYY!?! UGHHHHHH. Getting my heart attacked and stomped on was not how I wanted to end my night.😭😫😂 Anyways, it’s beautifully written! I love your fanfics (even if they do bring my heart an enormous amount of pain)!💕😘
aww im so sorry! i didnt mean to hurt your guys! i just wanted to write something very angsty!! but thank you so much for reading it!
Anonymous said:There is a part of me that wants to kiss you but another part of me that wants to ask you ‘why?’ Also why does everyone use Selugi as 'that girl’ in fanfics? I like I am getting into R.V and I am starting to like her. ~Edgy ❤❤ (Kiss part spoke louder that was amazing also I am a sucker for angst it fuels my soul. Love u)
loool aww edgy, your soo funny!
Anyways, this took a long time to answer, but thank you eveyone who sent me an ask! i seriously love you guys!!!
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okay so I just read my last post and lowkey started smiling so I thought it would be funny if I named this post lol but then I was like but the 2nd part of this post won’t be funny. but then i thought about it again and lol the 2nd part might be funny too. depends how you look at it. rn it seems funny i guess.
okay so part 1 i guess is about my last post. I smiled bc I can’t believe i wrote that shit. I just had the best talk with d.. like i realized what we actually have. idk cuz i haven’t talked to her in so long I kind of started just thinking we were never friends in the first place.. thats pretty fucked up of me to think that. just cuz i don’t talk to someone now as much it doesn’t mean what we had we wasn’t great. it was awesome. its still there but in some time it might not be there anymore but that doesn’t take away those great moments and connections. i just talked to d and i just realized she gets me like no one else and i get her like no one else. like we fucking grew up together jesus christ. and yeah we changed but we changed together. we’ve been through hard moments, awkward moments, fucked up moments, sad moments shit, great moments together. everything. we knew everything about each others lives. and those were intense years hahah kinda still seems intense now but we got each other. lol i lived with her!!! and shits still good. fuck. but yeah i say i got no homies. lol some emo shit in the last post
shit that was a longer part 1 then i wanted.. might be high lol
okay part 2. oh yeah! my parents found my one hitter. yup out everything the fucking one hitter!!!! bruh right. but yeah this is my last shot.. like i cant fuck up again its getting old. im almost 20 I can’t cry and blame it on my challenging moments of my life again.. i practically turned the accusation of me smoking into me hating life. which to an extent is true. ill get to that later. but yeah I pretty much told them the only reason I want good grades and get a normal job aka physiotherapist, and a nice house and stuff is for them. i honestly just want to sit around and do nothing. but i know that will bring negative energy to the family. and honest to god i can’t handle the sad family shit anymore. for once i just want everything good again. all warm again. but yeah i turned the accusation of me smoking into that. i wanted to also say shit about low confidence but that made me feel like im throwing in everything and the kitchen sink. so i left it out. it is true though. then i said everything i did these past 2 years was for you guys. how im acting is for you guys. all of what im doing is for you guys. which is all true. they understood that and said okay we’ll let this one go but if you mess up again we’re done arthen. and i said okay.
funny part: my mom legitimately thought that i drink alcohol and like she kept emphasizing it too like i drink a lot. lowkey almost started laughing so i just cried more to hide it but really mom? it’s like you legit don’t know me. lol i don’t drink trust me.
truth: well a lot of true shit i realized this weekend as well. i smoke because i don’t get that high from tennis anymore so I’m looking every which way for a high that matches and nothing does. but im afraid that tennis boat passed a long time ago. since 16 to be exact. oh i also said something to d and she got it like fuck she understood. i said that you know it is fucked up that im smoking right dealing with fact that if I get caught again everything is gone. but right now I am just trying to find myself and this is how. i just quit tennis im trying to find my identity. just for this time and Ill figure it out I know i will. but while im trying to find myself i have to make sure I don’t fuck up what i have now. and the fact theres a fear in me of becoming a garbage man for a living i can’t throw this shit away, gotta do atleast a little. can’t give up everything. ya feel?
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