#gnawing on table legs

[lvllns]

checks watch like oh guess it’s time for my monthly “is medieval studies right because greek is right there” breakdown

[multishipperbish]

love this dynamic in fan works tbh

[johnslittlespoon]

putting this pic as my computer background so i catch a glimpse every time i switch between windows, call that gay micro–dosing 🌈

[literalnobody]

The frustration of KNOWING there is media out there with the very specific tone you want to write into your own stories and wanting to consume that media for inspiration/immersion/the joy of experiencing art on the same wavelength as your own but not being able to FIND it

[kirbytripledeluxe]

STOPPPPPP DRAWING BIG MAN GIJINKAS SKINNY. ITS IN HIS NAME.

[scummy-writes]

I read this event the first time but *punches the wall* god. GOD. Its these moments that kill me.

[designedparadigm]

   simon  in  love  is  nothing  but  a  sick  dog.  love  is  something  that  breaks  him  down,  it  cracks  him  open,  it  makes  him  bleed  on  his  knees  for  someone  else.  he's  rotten  through  to  his  very  marrow  -  an  infection  he'd  so  willingly  spread  to  someone  else,  taint  them,  drag  them  down  with  him.  deep  into  the  darkest  pits  he  knows  so  well.  he's  never  going  to  be  fixed;  he's  broken  and  he's  broken  forever.  to  take  him  is  to  take  him  in  the  pieces  he  comes  in  and  love  him  anyway.  it's  something  he's  been  thirsting  and  hungering  for  his  whole  life.  he  had  that  with  his  family,  the  unconditional  care  -  and  had  it  ripped  away.  it's  left  him  more  sick  than  it  did  anything  else.  gaping  open  chest  wound  that  forever  weeps.  god  knows  he's  so  fucking  sick.  sick  for  craving  it,  sick  for  needing  it,  sick  for  caging  that  part  of  himself  away.  as  if  by  creating  a  beast  hungry  for  blood  he  could  hold  back  the  longing  and  the  undying  need.  it's  the  desperate  need  to  crack  open  someone's  ribs  and  unfurl  in  their  chest.  to  find  a  home,  to  quiet  the  ache.  it  will  never  be  normal.  he  will  never  be  normal.  sick,  degenerate  freak.  he  needs  his  jaws  around  someone's  throat  -  and  he  needs  them  to  need  him  just  as  much.  a  sick  and  twisted  codependency  -  something  so  wrong  but  something  that  holds  him  together.  a  reason  for  him  to  wake  up  and  a  reason  for  his  partner  to  wake  up.   they  need  to  understand  it.  they  need  to  be  just  as  fucking  sick  as  he  is.

[lunearobservatory]

thinking about him (mobvada)

[thesearchforbluejello]

This has absolutely been discussed many times but I am once again losing it over the fact that "Rogue One" as a name is making sound out of silence.

It's formed as a last minute, emergency name for the shuttle, for the people aboard, for the mission when Bodhi says it; it has no precedent, nothing that came before it for that name to be used. But when Bodhi says it, it exists.

It both takes advantage of and retcons the Rogue Squadron we've seen before in the original trilogy, where there was no Rogue One. But there is now, because Bodhi said it.

Jyn's name, Cassian's name, K's name, Chirrut's name, Baze's name, Bodhi's name, every one of the rebels that are on the shuttle... none of them come up again in the things that temporally follow. Yes, those pieces of media were created before this film, but in the world of the story, they come after, and it becomes a remarkable silence.

Rogue One as the team that took Scarif and stole the Death Star plans exists as Rogue One because Bodhi pulls that name out of silence, out of nothing that preceded it. "Rogue One?! There is no Rogue One!" "Well, there is now." And after Scarif, there is no Rogue One again. It existed only for what it accomplished.

On a meta level, that's exactly what the film does as well-- it tells a story that was only a handful of vague lines before, draws it out of the lacunae and places itself where it belonged to tell a story that was restrained by the shape of the narrative that came before it and was unavoidably wrapped around it. It's the quintessential "doomed by the narrative."

There's also the fact that Jyn's theme is built around dies irae and reflexively creates a reference to her in parts of A New Hope and also makes the score tell you that she's doomed by the narrative to die but I've screamed enough already.

[stealingyourbones]

Just saw the Gotham War thing on your Dash.

It made me feel certain emotions, so I've decided to vent those emotions through writing, and I have decided to make that your problem.

Bites u bites u bites u bites u bites u AISORJDLSKAKKSS

dude it was so damn good. Lovely writing

[coldbycrossfade]

these two images in particular make me start yelping like a hurt stray dude i have the rabies that makes u horny or w/e and sends u to silent hill

[stardustedknuckles]

Love being in the city but stuck in the house is stuck in the house and I. Am stuck. In the house!!!

[sednonamoris]

two chapters in between me and what i really want to write 🫠

[fereldenshero]

[semisentient-entity]

bruh none of my outfits in this specific time and region are historically accurate enough ┻━┻ ︵ ＼( °□° )／ ︵ ┻━┻

[drdogjpeg]

i miss her, man.