#glad to see you in my inbox again!!1!1!

[starzfl]

Wip!

It’s a redraw of this :>

OH MY GODDD YOU IMPROVED SO MUCHHH I LOVE ITTT

[antivancorvo]

palette challenge batch #1

these are really fun to do, and very nice practice for painting datv characters!! I have a bunch of asks in my inbox still, I'm going to go through them slowly but surely, thank you guys for requesting <3 and glad you like them, the reception on some of these was so nice to see, it's really cool to create in this fandom again T-T

[wondrluv]

Luke 100% accidentally just gives you hickeys. Random thought at 1 in the morning but he’ll just have his face tucked in your neck and the next thing you know is you have to invest in colour corrector again. He doesn’t even know he does it he just starts doing it while you’re both relaxing after a long day.

Anyway! Do with this what you will!

this has just been sitting in my inbox for ages and i finally cleared everything out tonight and i'm so glad to dig this up from the depths of the clutterness.

but i will totally agree with you !

you would wake up and start getting ready for work, prying his arms off of you and heading towards the bathroom. it would take you a minute to look in the mirror but once you did you r eyes would narrow on the very obvious bruise on your neck.

after you've showered and gotten as ready as you can before you start doing your makeup, you would reach for the spot where your color corrector should've been only to find out you were out. all feelings of letting luke sleep in after his game last night left your body and you were shaking him awake.

of course, he would grumble out protests of being awoken but you couldn't find it in you to care when you had to be at work in an hour and you hadn't even started your makeup or had breakfast yet.

he would apologize but the two of you both knew he didn't really mean it. somehow he would end up coaxing you to stay home, muttering something along the lines of 'if you don't want people to see it then you should just stay home.'

he would promise that he would go out later to replenish your color corrector supply but for now, he would get you to change back into your pajamas and come back and lay with him

[scorpioriesling]

WE NEED PART 4 OF HOW YOU GET THE GIRL!!!

You Are In Love

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Pairings: Bodhi x reader

Warnings: angst, violence, injury, mentions of blood, smut, 18+, mdni

Summary: You finally come to terms with your feelings, and realize what you'd been so blind to all along.

SR’s Note: This is the FINAL PART to Blank Space, How You Get The Girl, and This Love! How are we feeling, because I was personally giggling and kicking my feet near the last 1/3 of this one! This has been an incredible writing journey for me (and the first Fourth Wing series I've completed! Yay!) and I'm glad you all have liked it. Cheers to the final part; I hope you all enjoy it. <3

Tags: @mellowmusings @rcarbo1 @lilah-asteria @kitsunetori @velarisdusk @nctsawrus @freakishfandomfiend @paintedbyshadows @poeticbookwormcat @lreadsstuff @desprrssooo-espresssooooo

(inbox me or comment if you'd like to be added!)

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The weekend felt like torture, every evening filled with regret over how things ended with Aaric and wondering how Bodhi was feeling after everything happened.

And of course, what Jesinia had said.

My best friend is in love.

You'd immediately denied it, your mental walls closing off the idea. There was no way you'd felt something so massive for Bodhi, you couldn't.

Reguardless, the thought still lingered as you made your way to the training room, trying real hard to convince yourself and Markham that the issue was past you. He still side-eyed you this morning upon arriving for class, but he seemed happy to see that you had time to be alone this weekend.

Inside though, you only felt like shit.

"Why did you need me for this class, again?"

Markham chuckled, rounding the corner to head to the mat room.

"Just wanted an extra hand in keeping the records for today -- with Professor Emmetario being on leave, and all."

You sighed, following him into the gym where countless riders flanked the training mats. Heads began turning to face you, and many eyes widened when taking you in alongside Markham.

"Good morning riders," he announced, stalking to the middle of the room. "As you can see, I'm filling in for Professor Emmetario as he is on temporary leave."

Many riders nodded, but you felt the weight of their gazes on you. Markham gestured to you then, and you shiifted on your feet.

"In addition, I have Y/N here with me to keep record of the challenges today," he looks around, and smirks. "So, do your absolute best -- she'll be writing all of it down."

Many of the eyes looking at you narrowed, and you couldn't help but feel so small under their gazes. You absentmindedly scanned the crowd, searching and praying for the brown ones that you love.

You caught yourself. Liked.

"Y/N, please," Markham's voice intruded your spiraling thoughts. "The first names on the list."

You gulped as you raised the notepad in your hand, your eyes roaming over the names at the top.

"Okay, um," you cleared your throat. "To start, um... the first challenge is going to be Liam and Matthew."

Two larger guys flanked the mat, getting into position while the rest of the riders moved to the outer edges. Markham announced for them to begin, and as expected, they began to duel it out.

Five minutes later, the blonde had the other male pinned.

"And that's a win for Liam! Congrats," Markham announces. You scribble on the notepad, taking record of the win. Seconds later, Markham was looking to you expectantly.

"Right, um," you announced. "Next is Rhiannon and Lydia."

The two women took the mat, and once again, Markham announced for them to begin. A soft hand on your shoulder caused you to turn, only to be met with the soft green of Violet's eyes.

"Oh! Violet, hi," you said in quiet surprise. She gave you a half-smile, her eyes searchign yours for answers to her impending questions.

"Hey, I just wanted to try and talk to you today -- crazy weekend, I didn't get time to try and find you." She said apologetically. Your brows furrowed.

"No that's alright! Why, what's going on?"

"Well," she said, her eyes flickering between you and the match happening before you. "I just... wanted to make sure you were okay. You know... after Friday, and everything."

Your heart sank.

"Oh... um, yeah, I'm alright."

Her lips pressed into a thin line, and she winced at a punch the woman with the braids took before looking to you again.

"Y/N... I saw what happened on Friday. I mean, Markham putting you in a position like that with Bodhi, and then everything with Aaric-"

"That's a win for Rhiannon! Congradulations."

Markham frowned at you when you didn't immediately write down the outcome, and he coughed loudly.

"Y/N... the next pairing, please."

Your eyes looked up, realizing the room was awaiting your announcement expectantly.

"Oh! Um," you stuttered, fumbling with the papers. "Next up is Ridoc and Andrew."

You barely watched the two men take the mat, your focus returning to Violet.

She breathed out. "Y/N, I know I'm not your very best friend or anything, but... I'm also not blind," she said in a hushed whisper. "Bodhi and Aaric are my friends too, especially Bodhi."

Her words were pointed, and she looked up at you with a raised brow.

"I can see how you feel for him. And, I can see how he feels for you too."

You swallowed hard, images of the man you've begun to fall for flashing through your mind. All the way from the first time he picked up your fallen books, to the way he walked you home after the bar, all the way to your last, magical night together-

"Next, please."

You looked up, meeting Markham's irritated expression. Glancing down at the sheet again, you opened your mouth to speak.

"S-sorry, next is-"

"I'd like to initiate a challenge, please."

Your gaze snapped up at the voice, disbelief clouding your mind and making it hard to register what was even said. However, Markham finds delight in the situation.

"Bodhi! What a wonderful surprise," he trills, and you watch the crowd part to reveal your worst nightmare. Bodhi steps forward, fresh cuts barely dry on his face as a nasty bruise spreads down his lower leg. His eyes meet yours, and you nearly bawl at the sight of him.

"Please, Mr. Durran -- who would you like to challenge today?"

Bodhi's jaw tightens as you gaze worriedly at him.

"Aaric."

Violet gasps behind you, and your heart sinches at his response. Markham claps loudly, redrawing the attention of the crowd.

"Excellent! Bodhi and Aaric then -- please take the mat."

You stood, frozen in place as the horrific scene unfolded before you. Aaric looked at you once before confidently taking the mat, his anger almost as telling as Bodhi's. The disbelief was truly unreal, especially the professor's reaction to the whole thing.

"Begin!"

Your eyes widened when Bodhi immediately lunged for Aaric, grabbing him by the waist and hurling him to the ground. The whispers and shocked discussions around you were drowned out by the ringing in your head, every alarm bell sounding at once.

Bodhi straddled Aaric, his fist rearing back and slamming into his nose. Blood sprayed across the mat, and a few riders stepped back to avoid the splatter. Your eyes burned, seeing the two fight so viciously right in front of you.

You were pretty sure Violet grabbed you by the shoulders, attempting to turn you from the grizzly scene, but everything around you was a blur. You watched the muscles in Bodhi's back flex as he got one more good hit on him, seconds later being thrown off by the force of Aaric's legs. He winced on impact, his leg taking most of the weight as he fell to the mat. Aaric was on top of him in seconds, drawing his hand back as blood dripped from his nose onto Bodhi's cheek.

"Stop."

Your voice was a whisper, only loud enough that a few riders around you heard.

"I said stop," you said it louder this time, your focus zeroing in on Bodhi's clinched expression. Riders moved as you dropped the notepad, your small steps turning into a jog as you shoved person after person out of the way.

It wasn't until your feet hit the mat that Markham said anything.

"Y/N, you cannot interrupt a challenge-"

"I SAID STOP!"

Your voice came out in a shout, so loud it echoed off the stone walls around you. Aaric turned, his gaze refocusing as he took you in. Before you could think too long about it, you were reaching for him, pulling him right off of Bodhi.

"He needs a mender," you said, your brain working in auto-pilot. No one moved, so you took it upon yourself to sling his arm over your shoulders, helping him to stand. You angrily looked around as everyone watched on, the only person moving being Violet as she ran for help.

"DID YOU HEAR ME? HE NEEDS A FUCKING MENDER!"

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You sat in the mending room with Aaric, watching the girl's skilled hands as she wrapped his injuries.

"It'll take a little time to recover," she said after a long stretch of silence. Aaric looked to her through slitted eyes, and you opened your mouth to speak.

"Will he need support? Or, extra amenities or anything?"

She msiled knowingly at you, securing the bandage.

"No, he should be quite alright -- but, I'm sure he'd love your support nonetheless. Are you his girlfriend?"

Your cheeks reddened, and Aaric coughed before answering.

"No, no. She's not."

The woman nodded slowly, shrugging before she stood.

"I'd say give it a week at most," she gestured to the bandage. "You shouldn't need... help, I suppose, in changing it." She eyed you.

Aaric nodded, blowing a breath out before giving her a thumbs up.

"Sounds great."

She pursed her lips, turning to leave.

"Stay as long as you like."

When she closed the door behind her, the room fell silent. He wouldn't look at you, and you found it hard to do more than glance at him.

When you did speak, your voice came out small.

"Aaric, I'm... I'm really sorry."

He shrugged, chewing on the inside of his cheek before looking at you finally.

"Not your fault he challenged me today."

You sighed. "You know that's not what I mean."

Now he sighed, adjusting in the bed to look at you.

"I take that back -- it kind of is your fault."

Your head reared back in shock.

"I... I mean, yeah, I-"

"I was just blind to it, you know?" He kept talking. "I should've known. I definately should have known the trouble I'd be getting myself in going after Bodhi's girl." He chuckled dryly. "So, in a way, it's my fault too."

Your brows furrowed as you pondered what he said.

"Aaric, there was no fault in you asking me out. It's just, I mean, everything happened all at once, and even I didn't know that Bodhi-"

"Oh, trust me. I knew." He said, his brows raising. "I knew from the first damn night at the bar what I'd be getting wrapped up in trying to go for you." He shook his head, and your chest ached.

"Aaric... I truly am sorry. I shouldn't have said yes to the date, and with the way everything happened..." You threw your hands up, shrugging. He gave you a genuine half-smile, moving his bandaged hand to rest on your knee.

"I'm just honored a pretty, ambitious second year even considered the offer."

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It was raining when you left the mending room -- like, pouring rain.

You stepped through the exit doors, pulling your hood over your head. Heavy raindrops pelted your robes, and you squinted to make out the pathway before you. Puddles splashed as you delicately stepped over and around them, so focused on crossing the courtyard at this point that you hadn't looked up to see the person making their way to you.

But when you did, you broke into a sprint -- puddles be damned.

"Bodhi," you breathed, runnign straight to him and throwing your arms around his neck. His hands wrapped around your torso, clutching you to his chest like you were his most prized posession. You breathed him in, the scent you'd grown to know and miss when it wasn't around. When you did finally pull back, his eyes gazed softly down at you.

"Gods did I miss you," he mumbled, his breaths coming out in small puffs of steam amidst the chilly air. "Y/N, I'm sorry. I should've never left the way I did, and I should have just heard you out, and I know what I did was stupid, but-"

"I'm so glad you're okay." Your soft voice cut through his rambling, and he paused. You pulled him close again, yoru arms wrung so tightly arond his neck that he had to bend at the waist to hug you properly.

"What I'm not okay with though," you said, a hint of defiance creeping in. "Is you challenging and beating up someone two years younger than you for simply asking me on a date."

He pulled back, his brows knitting as he stared at you.

"Yeah, a guy two years younger than me who asked out my girl," he said, and your heart fluttered. "And, a guy you agreed to go out with."

You let out an exasperated laugh. "Bodhi, seriously? He asked me out before... well, before last week," you fumbled. "And besides, I don't remember ever agreeing to be your 'girl' anyways."

His eyes darkened at that, the silence stretching between you thick as tiny rain droplets fell to his shoulders from his curls. His hands gripped your waist, fingers flexing and unflexing.

"Last I checked, you're mine," he said through gritted teeth. "Can't believe you'd even consider a first year, knowing all I could do for you."

A small, sly smile tugged at your lips as you inched closer, your lips mere centimeters from his.

"Well, maybe I prefer thirds."

His eyes widened, and you bit softly on your bottom lip. His hands released your waist, moving instead to lift the cream hood from atop your head. Rain immediately soaked your hair, wetting the braided crown and the long strands flowing behind it.

A mere minute later, his hands cupped your face.

"I only prefer you."

And with that, his lips crashed onto yours.

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The skill with which Bodhi unlocked his dorm with one hand was impressive, but not something you were hyper-fixated on. Him guiding you through the door and onto his bed while not breaking the kiss with you, was.

"Lie down baby," he rasped, hovering above you while beginning to gently slide your robes off. "Let me take care of you."

Your legs rubbed against one another at that, and he took the action as an initiative to get your clothing off of you as quickly as possible. He blew out a long breath when you were stripped down to only your bra and underwear, his eyes eating you up as though you were his last meal.

"So beautiful," he whispered, leaning in to press a gentle kiss to your lips. The speed at which he removed his clothes was also impressive, but again, not what you were focused on. Left only in his boxers, your eyes fell to the large tent beneath them.

"Bodhi... please,"

He chuckled, bending down to slot his face between where your legs dangled from his bed. Luckily, he had the room to himself, being a third-year and all. Unluckily though, you were already a moaning mess as he merely kissed the inside of your thighs.

"Shhhh," he teased, his pointer finger reaching up to circle your clothed clit. "My girl should never have to beg for me."

Your eyes rolled back as he pressed harder, the nerves stimulated in the most delicious of ways. His lips touched your panties covering your core, and he grinned.

"That is... unless I want you to."

Your bottom lip was between your teeth again as he pulled your panties off, his lips and tongue diving straight into your aching pussy. He let out a groan of satisfaction as his tongue swirled inside of you, his finger still spinning small circles against your clit. He drank in every whimper and squeak you illicited before standing once more.

Rising up onto your forearms, he gently took your fingers in his, pressing you back to lie down flat once more.

"Bodhi, I wanna make you-"

"You can next time," he said, his lips lazily kissing down the column of your throat and over your chest. One hand slid beneath your back, expertly unclipping your bra before he pulled it off of you. His breath caught as he took in the bare sight before him, his eyes so dark brown they looked black.

"I want this time to be just for you."

You nodded in understanding, gasping when he leaned down to take one of your nipples between his teeth. He grazed over the swelling bud with expertise, but didn't linger long before trailing the kisses back up to your lips. He shrugs off his boxers, discrading them to the floor before his free hand wraps around his growing length. Your mouth dries as the sheer size of it, longer than his already big palm wrapped around it.

"Is this okay?" He asks, his eyes searching yours for confirmation. You nod, and he squeezes your hand.

"Y/N... you're the best person I've ever met," he admits, aligning his length with your awaiting core. You clench at the small touch, and tears spring to your eyes.

"I really do think I'm in love with you," he admits, looking down at you with caring eyes. A single tear falls from yours as you let out a breathy laugh, leaning up to kiss him before agreeing.

"I think I'm in love with you too, Bodhi."

A smile works its way across his lips, and he holds tight to your hand as he presses his cock in, his eyes studying you as he inches further and further in.

"Bodhi," you whimper, and he halts just before sliding it in to the hilt.

"Are you okay?"

His caring tone warms your heart more than any fire you'd ever sat before, and you stare up at him lovingly.

"Yes -- please, move... oh Gods please-"

He slips his cock from you, pushing back in slowly again before sliding out once more. He set a slow rhythm, his eyes searching your face for any sign of discomfort before speeding up.

"You feel so good," he groaned as his pelvis continued snapping against the backs of your thighs. Your mouth fell open as he drove deeper, the tip of his cock reaching your most inner parts. Your fingers squeezed his, and he leaned in to kiss you again.

"I love you."

The admission had more tears stinging the backs of your eyes, and your watery smile was the best you could muster before answering.

"I love you too, Bodhi."

His thrusts sped up, his breath coming out in soft pants as he continued fucking you. His eyes however, never left yours.

"I love you," he repeated, his fingers squeezing yours. You gasped as he continued thrusting against you, his ab muscles flexing with each minstration.

"I love you... Gods, I really... really do," he gasped, his opposing hand sliding to cup your jaw. His thumb wiped away a stray tear, and your eyes squeezed shut as your back arched.

"Bodhi... please..."

He leaned in, kissing your lips as your core tightened around him.

"Let it go, baby."

You cried out as you came, your walls fluttering around him as he pumped his cum deep inside of you. His breaths tickled against your neck, and you were left gasping for air as you completely let everything go around his cock.

You laid down flat on the bed, your fingers unwrapping from his in favor of tangling in his damp locks once more. His eyes reconnected with yours, his hand tilting your chin to press your lips together again.

"I love you, Bodhi."

He grinned lightly at the admission, his fingers brushing a lock of hair from your forehead.

"I love you, Y/N -- all mine, you're all mine."

Jesinia's words rang loud and true in your mind once more, and for the first time -- you felt you'd finally accepted it.

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𝅭⠀american beauty⠀.⠀soldier boy⠀૮⠀if you have the spotlight on you today, it's ’cause ben made you. after all, what would you be if not america’s sweetheart, who, coincidentally, was also his sweet girl? but, remember, only in front of the cameras.⠀⠀song inspired bot ⠀·⠀୧

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𝅭⠀lady and the tramp⠀.⠀riff lorton⠀૮⠀oh, he said he’d change, he promised himself he’d be better. riff was trying to keep his word, even taking night classes at university, ’cause he needed to know if he was worthy of a lady like you or just one hopeless tramp.⠀⠀·⠀୧⠀⠀REQ

©⠀𝐅𝐀𝐈𝐒𝐙𝐓, 2025.⠀don't use my work without my consent.

[danieyells]

@2flowerz also asked for Lyca so

NOW WITH 100% MORE DOGGO LYCA. HE IS DEFINITELY A HUMAN AND NOT A WEREWOLF. He is trying very hard to be a human. I love him very much. . . .

Hello: (the first time the game is opened after that character is set as home screen NPC. Only happens once per day, unless the character is switched out and back.)

"...You again. Where're we going today?"

You've Got Mail: (whenever there's something in the inbox, usually Arena rewards)

"Hey, you got letters. Don't you have to read them? Oh, don't you know how?"

he understands if you can't read, man. neither can he.

Default: (requires no affinity, has no time constraints)

"You smell sweeter than usual today... Stop. Go away."

after learning that the pc is going to turn into the anomaly that cursed them any sort of 'you smell nicer than normal' feels like such a threat lmao

"You want to touch me? Fine. Ten seconds and that's it."

that is more than enough my good sir

"When I find Neros, I wanna prove I've been getting along with humans. Then he'll definitely let me live with him."

considering he related the term 'neglect play' to what Neros did to him. . .I'm not so sure. . .and if Neros was as old as he sounds like he was, I wonder if he's even still alive. . . .

"Hey! Moth-eaten Casanova! Where'd you go? I'm gonna show you my special move today."

"special move" in Japanese is 「必殺技」 or 'lethal move'/'killer technique', usually unique to a person or fighting style. Not sure if he wants to show Ed how cool he is or try and kill him lmao--

"This phone thingy they gave me keeps making noises and making me jump... Why do I gotta carry it everywhere? It's scary!"

Affinity 1: (between 5am and 11am)

"Mnn... Let me sleep... Don't touch me... Zzz..."

Affinity 2: (between 11am and 4pm)

"Laws, school regulations, anomalous law... Manners, morals, rules... How're you s'posed to remember all that?"

man i wish i could tell you. . .i've mostly got the morals in order, that's basically just 'don't do harm to others' when you get down to it. laws are about 50% 'don't do things that may endanger you or others' and 50% bullshit. the rest you're kinda on your own with.

Affinity 3: (between 4pm and 8pm)

"Urgh... My skin's crawling... Moon must be gettin' round soon..."

Affinity 4: (between 8pm and 5am)

"At first I was sad 'cause I got put in a different house to Suba, but all kinds of stuff happens here every day so it was fine."

awww he was sad because he doesn't get to see Subaru as often but he's not bored so it's alright! glad he's comfortable ;u;

Affinity 5: (between 8pm and 5am)

"H-Hey, don't come so close! Somethin' about your scent makes my stomach feel weird!"

WE'RE ONLY ON AFFINITY 5 DUDE YOU CAN'T BE CATCHING FEELINGS THIS EARLY it's probably because he's scared of girls or something lol

Affinity 6: (between 4pm and 8pm)

"I didn't do anything wrong! Those guys were saying mean stuff about me 'cause they thought I couldn't hear. All I did was yell at them."

I hate how they won't even let Lyca defend himself verbally. . . .

Affinity 7: (between 11am and 4pm)

"I don't mind classes. The teachers say cool stuff. Once I learn to read the textbooks and the notes and the blackboard it'll be perfect."

HE'S GONNA BE SUCH A GOOD STUDENT WHEN HE CAN READ???

Affinity 8: (between 4pm and 8pm)

"There was this big noise in our practical class and my ears popped out. Everyone ran away screaming. Damn it..."

wow they're cowards if the ears alone scared them. . .how're they supposed to deal with anomalies if that scared them!?

Affinity 9: (between 8pm and 5am)

"This? It's a picture book, duh. How come you don't know that when you're a human? I study with it before bed, everyone does it."

I wonder who made him a picture book of all the things he'd be learning as a first year to study with. . . . . .or maybe it's just a generic picture book lol

Affinity 10: (between 10pm and midnight)

"This blanket's not trash, it's just dirty. I can't sleep without it, so hands off."

he really loves that blanket huh. it must be one of the only things he had from his childhood or from being looked after by neros. . . .

Affinity 11: (between 5am and 11am)

"What's a "so-shul skill"?  That blond gigolo was talking about them. He said I don't have any. Is that a good thing?"

he's got social skills!! Just. . .not very human social skills!!!

Affinity 12: (between 11am and 4pm)

"I'm starving... I wanna eat Sho's food, but I can't order it without Suba... Wait, you can read, right?"

Lyca slowly realizing how many people he knows can actually read and thus can help him with placing orders for delicious foods--

Affinity 13: (between 4pm and 8pm)

"That moth-eaten Casanova's in his room all day so I tried to take him for a walk, but he locked his door and ignored me. The hell?!"

LYCA CONTINUES TO SCRATCH AT ED'S DOOR COME FOR WALKIES ED!!!!

Affinity 14: (between 5am and 11am)

"That stupid blond gigolo ran off with my blanket. I'm not done sleeping yet..."

tbf your blanket is filthy. . .and I get it, it's what you've got and it smells familiar but. . . .

Affinity 15: (between 5am and 11am)

"I can't get back to sleep... I'm gonna wake up that moth-eaten Casanova for a walk."

lyca is a dog scratching at your bedroom door with his leash in his mouth like 'yes it is time for walkies now rise human'

Affinity 16: (between 11am and 4pm)

"The teacher asked us to name an anomalous plant you can eat but when I did he said humans can't eat it. So what? I can, so I'm not wrong."

I AGREE WITH HIM HE SHOULD NOT GET THAT MARKED WRONG. if you only want a human applicable question say 'humans' not 'you.

Affinity 17: (between 10pm and midnight)

"In the last place I never knew what time it was and I pretty much just slept all day. Now I gotta get used to having a "roo-teen.""

Affinity 18: (between 8pm and 5am)

"I'm drawing. If I draw all the good stuff and bad stuff that happened every day I won't forget about it."

if he could write he'd keep a diary but since he can't write he's keeping a picture diary. . .and he's a really good artist according to his character story, so it's probably a pretty faithful recreation of whatever happened that day. i'd love to see his picture diary. . . .

Affinity 19: (between 10pm and midnight)

"Huh? The blood on my bed? ...It's nothing. Don't touch my stuff, you're gonna get your smell all over it!"

WHY IS THERE BLOOD IN YOUR BED, BUDDY. ARE YOU OKAY??? IF YOU ATE SOMETHING IN BED THAT'S FINE I JUST DON'T WANT YOU TO BE INJURED. . . .

Affinity 20: (between 5am and 11am)

"...Did you cry? Your scent is all squeezy. How come?"

smelling you sad makes him sad too so tell him why you're feeling sad and he can make the sad go away?

Affinity 21: (between 11am and 4pm)

"I wanna go to the cafeteria, but the teachers won't give me my pocket money. They said I'll get "spoiled." The hell does that mean?!"

GIVE HIM SOME MONEY SO HE CAN BUY FOOD???? HE NEEDS TO EAT????? HE'S BUSY WITH CLASS SO HE CAN'T GO ON MISSIONS YOU CAN'T JUST STARVE THE BOY????

Affinity 22: (between 4pm and 8pm)

"That moth-eaten Casanova told me humans like it if you ignore them sometimes. Something about playing hard to get? I'm gonna try it tomorrow."

I wonder if that has anything to do with Subaru's home screen chat where he wonders why Lyca hasn't messaged him back. . .he's trying to play hard to get because he thinks it'll make Subaru like him more. . . .

Affinity 23: (between 8pm and 5am)

"I'll stay here and be quiet at night, even when the moon's not round. 'Cause you're tired, aren't you? Go sleep."

even if he doesn't have to stay or even if he wants to make lots of noise, he'll stay and be quiet so it's easier for you to fall asleep. He won't be loud and you don't have to worry about him! so sleep tight!

Affinity 24: (between 10pm and midnight)

"Sleep here. Huh? Is there a law that says we can't sleep together? There's not, is there? Hurry up and lie down."

it's pretty much innocent. . .he just wants you close by. . .being able to smell you while he sleeps would probably make it easier to fall asleep. . .feel safe and familiar and everything. . . .

Affinity 25(max): (no time constraints)

"I'm gonna work hard... I'll gonna work so hard, they're gonna say I can live with humans forever..."

Lyca, despite being a werewolf, is a lot like Kaito in that he just wants to be a normal human. Except he never started as a normal human, so he has a bit further of a distance to go to become one. . .he's not a dog, he doesn't wanna be a pet or an animal or anything like that. He wants to be a person like everyone else. But it's hard when others reject him, and when everyone says they think he's too dangerous even when he hasn't done anything wrong. Other ghouls--other humans--do way worse stuff than he does, and yet he's still held to a higher standard. It's not fair. But he's working as hard as he can to catch up. . . .

Spring: (March-May) (between 5am and 11am)

"That blond gigolo tried to wash my blanket! He's never coming in my room again!"

he does not like spring cleaning--

(between 11am and 4pm)

"Lately there's flower smells everywhere, but sometimes there's one that kinda smells like you."

IT'S GONNA BE HILARIOUS IF THE ANOMALY THAT CURSED YOU HAPPENS TO LIVE IN OBSCUARY'S FOREST. . .LIKE YEAH IT'S JUST OUT THERE IT WAS ALWAYS ON CAMPUS IDK WHAT TO TELL YOU WE COULD'VE BEEN WORKING ON THIS CURE BEFORE YOU GOT IT.

(between 4pm and 8pm)

"Harurin kept nagging, so I went to the safari park. Not gonna lie...it was super fun."

I love that Lyca uses the nicknames Rui uses for some people lol and I bet he loved running around Jabberwock!!! All that fresh open air and the wildlife. . .he's a wolf at heart really and truly.

(between 8pm and 5am)

"Cherry blossom petals are super fun. They're like, whoosh, then they fall everywhere. I wish our house had some."

Summer: (June-August) (between 5am and 11am)

"Urgh... My head...it hurts... This? It's shaved ice. The blond gigolo told me to eat it so I don't get "heat eggs-aw-schun.""

oh buddy you're eating it too fast. . . . . .

(between 11am and 4pm)

"I was just in that moth-eaten Casanova's room and it was so cold I thought it was gonna snow! Is he secretly a yeti?"

okay it was only 63 degrees in there it wasn't THAT cold Lyca.

(between 4pm and 8pm)

"I'm gonna go practice swimming at Harurin's place. Can you do other stuff besides doggy paddle?"

I can't swim at all so. you are miles ahead of me my friend.

(between 8pm and 5am)

"I know I said I always wanted to do sparklers, but... you sure this's okay? I thought we're not s'posed to play with fire!"

canid instincts are kicking in--fire BAD and SCARY and DANGEROUS. ABORT MISSION.

Autumn: (September-November) (between 5am and 11am)

"I just tried to join in with some guys playing with a ball, but they said I don't know the rules and told me to go away."

THEN TEACH HIM THE RULES god they're such jerks around here.

(between 11am and 4pm)

"Blond Gigolo was makin' this massive fire near the garden just now. It smelled all burnt and sweet... Is that some kinda ritual?"

(between 4pm and 8pm)

"Finished my picture. That Romi guy who comes to the bar all the time said he wanted one, so it's for him."

Romeo does like fine things. This just goes to show how good of an artist Lyca is! I bet Romeo's gonna frame it and put it somewhere people can see lol or maybe just keep it in his room. . .that or he wants to see if he can get him to make a forgery and profit off poor Lyca--

(between 8pm and 5am)

"Moth-eaten Casanova said humans like looking at the moon... D'you get sad if you can't see it?"

Winter: (December-February) (between 5am and 11am)

"I'm gonna go play at that big ice castle after class! Huh? 'Cause playing in the snow's fun."

THE FROSTHEIMERS BETTER NOT GIVE HIM TROUBLE LET MY BOY RUN AND ROMP IN THE SNOW!!!!!!!

(between 11am and 4pm)

"Mm, I don't really feel the cold. Humans get warm when they run around too, don't they? Race you over there! "

he is having so much fun in the winter ;;;;; just running around and playing. . . .

(between 4pm and 8pm)

"My fingers have been gettin' all tingly and stiff and my hair's all crunchy! What's up with that? "

maybe playing in the snow a little too much lol--

(between 8pm and 5am)

"How d'you drink hot drinks so quick? They always burn my tongue... Huh? Dogs have sensitive tongues? I'm a wolf, not a dog..."

His birthday: (April 19th)

"Oh right, it's my birthday. Neros told me my mom wrote down the date."

Your birthday:

"It's your birthday, right? No, I only know 'cause that blond gigolo was yelling about it. ...Here's your present."

I bet he drew something really nice or found you something really cool ;3;

New Years: (January 1st)

"Hope you have a happy and prop...props... prosp...prospinous? new year... Damn it, I practiced that for ages..."

Valentine's Day: (February 14th)

"Oh, thanks. Professor Nicolas said I can't eat chocolate, so I'll give it to Casanova and Gigolo!"

why would you even risk giving him chocolate in the first place lmao. . .also in Japanese he says "I'll share with those two idiots" instead of "casanova and gigolo" lmao

White Day: (March 14th)

"This is for you. I dunno what kinda stuff human girls like, but Suba helped me pick it, so it's prob'ly fine."

Subaru knows girls' tastes is Lyca's logic I guess lmao Subaru is a lil on the femme side comparatively--

April Fool's Day: (April 1st)

"Why's everyone being so mean today?! Telling lies and laughing at me... They're all jerks...!"

please explain the day to him. . .people are mean enough to him as it is. . . .

Halloween: (October 31st)

"My ears and tail are out? I know, I'm doing it on purpose. The moth-eaten Casanova said it's okay today."

THE ONE DAY HE CAN BE HIMSELF IS HALLOWEEN BECAUSE NO ONE WILL THINK ANYTHING OF IT. . .they'll just think it's a cool costume or maybe a fox robe! And he'll get candy for it!!!

Christmas: (December 25th)

"Hey, look! When I got up this present was next to my pillow! Santa really came..."

WHO TAUGHT HIM ABOUT SANTA. . .AND WHY. . .then again Romeo said Santa's reindeer is real so. . .it probably isn't actually harmful to teach him about Santa since Santa's probably somewhat real here. . . .

Idle: (about 20 seconds without interacting with the game) (below 13 affinity)

"...I'm going for a walk."

(13 affinity and above)

"Hey, you alive? Huh, you're breathing so I guess so."

Absent: (logging in for the first time in 2 or more days?)

"How come you stopped coming? Do you hate me? It made my heart all squeezy, so don't do it again."

oh no sweetie. . .sometimes we just have to take care of things and disappear without wanting to. . .sometimes life gets in the way instead of finding away. . . . . . . .

JUST. . .SWEETEST OF SWEETHEARTS. HE'S SO CHILDISH AND ADORABLE AND SWEET AND GOOD. . .I WILL USE MY TEN SECONDS OF PETTING TIME WISELY. He really does try harder than anyone, he's so determined and I believe in him so much. I want my boy to be happy.

[towasdandelion]

hihi!! i hope youre doing well <33 i am back in your inbox to suggest more fluff JAHSGJASHD (┬┬﹏┬┬) I AM A SAP!!!!

how about the ghouls receiving a text from their love that reads "i want to marry you someday" / "i can't wait to marry you someday" ? with whoever you would like ofc!! (again i would love to see . ritsu. begs on my hands and knees in front of you. AAAAAA) you were so good at picking ghouls for my last suggestion i was giggling like a FOOL while reading it nd i know this one will be just as good!!!

thank you for everything you do (❤´艸｀❤)

Hiii I'm doing good! I'm glad you liked the last one (⁠｡⁠•̀⁠ᴗ⁠-⁠)⁠✧ and I'm here to deliver more fluff! This one I definitely wanna make into a series so I'm going to write for Sinostra (Ritsu wink wink) and Vagastrom first! Enjoy (⁠人⁠*⁠´⁠∀⁠｀⁠)⁠｡⁠*ﾟ⁠+

Sinostra and Vagastrom ghouls when you text them "I want to marry you someday"

I'm 100% sure Ritsu already thought about marriage more than once. It's not really like him though, is it? He long gave up fighting his feelings though. Instead, he focuses fully on maintaining your relationship in healthy ways. He also reads and researches a lot about how relationships work but will quickly hide it in your presence. If you do manage to "catch" him though, you'll see a rare blushing Ritsu!

Taiga has to make sure you know what you're saying. It's not coming from insecurities or something like that. It's just... Well, we know how he is. He can be uncharacteristically serious about this. Only at first though. Then he will proceed to just tease the hell out of you. He never really thought about relationships or marriage. But there he is now, grinning to himself as he imagined you in a white dress.

It catches him a bit off guard. But then Romeo starts to seriously think about it and... He finds himself loving the idea sooner than he realizes. To make you his forever? His most precious gem? Big yes. Somehow he even starts to feel eager, but he tries his absolute best not to show it and be nonchalant. He's not gonna wait idly though. A promise ring it is.

Alan is a bit scared and insecure. Not because of the commitment. He would marry you in a heartbeat. But he's scared of becoming someone you won't recognize. And he only wants you to be happy. So please please please reassure him, let him know it's really him that you want, now and forever. And his worry will gradually start to melt away.

Sho is glad you weren't actually around when he read your message, because a big blush spread across his cheeks... He just sits there for a moment, repeating "play it cool" over and over like a fool. It just hits him how deeply in love with you he is. By teasing you he's actually concealing his embarrassment. The image of you two standing by the altar won't leave his mind for the next two weeks.

He's always such a brat. Yes, even when you say things like that. But Leo still struggles with being honest about his feelings. Like Sho, he feels like a fool because he fell for you so hard that marrying you is the only route he sees this relationship going. He's going to play this 'Im so annoyed you don't see it' game. He's going to beat around the bush until 1 - Sho calls him out or 2 - You do. Only then he will at least try to be honest with himself.

[xoluvx]

just a call away; b.eilish

request #1: oohhh maybe billie teaching reader how to touch themselves for their calls while billie is traveling?? request #2: can u do one where billie is away cause she’s caught up at work n ur alone in the hotel room both her n the reader r frustrated n they’re doing it over the phone pls 😜

a/n: combining these two requests because they're just so good and so many thoughts were running through my head when i saw these in my inbox. okay, thank you & enjoy bbs <33

"Hi baby," Billie's voice was music to your ears. You felt giddy and hyper. Your heart felt like it was going to burst out of your chest. It never knew how to control itself around her. Except "around her" meant a phone call today because she was away and you couldn't join her 'til a few days later.

"Hi," you squealed not being able to suppress the pitch of your voice. You sounded like a school girl with a massive crush. Which wasn't entirely untrue. You did have a massive crush on your girlfriend.

"I miss you so much baby girl," Billie's voice was low. You could picture her laying in bed after a long day of promo and oh how you wished you could be in bed with her right now. You wished you could hold her, run your fingers through her hair, and rub her tummy.

"I miss you too," you replied clinging to the counter.

"Are you home?" Billie cleared her throat and you heard the sheets rustle. With the time change she just had to make sure.

"Yeah. I'm missing you terribly," you replied sighing. The fluttering in your chest was turning into a throb. But it was nowhere near your chest. The pulsing was between your legs. She just had that massive of an effect on you.

"Me too, angel." Billie sighed but it sounded more like a whiny moan. You brought your phone closer to your ear longing to hear it again.

"Yeah?" you asked genuinely wanting to know if she missed you, but it came out more of like a suppressed moan that mimicked hers.

"I'm feeling very flustered," Billie's voice was low. The rustling of sheets was there again. Fuck. You wanted to be in those sheets. You wanted your body tangled with hers fisting those sheets.

"Do you-" you couldn't finish your thought. Your legs started dragging on the hard wood floor towards your bedroom. You gripped the door knob prying the door open reaching for your bed. All you could picture was Billie and the times you'd spent on this bed exploring your bodies and oh my god you could cum from the thought.

"Yeah," Billie groaned. She knew what you meant. She knew what you were going to propose and boy was she glad she'd taught you. If she wasn't so fucking horny right now she would've been patting her back.

"You remember what I taught you?" she spoke. You nodded remembering she couldn't see you. So you gave her a verbal response looking for your headphones.

"I want you to touch yourself angel," Billie's voice was now amplified. You could hear every shift in her desperate voice and her quiet sighs.

"Just how I taught you," she added. You stripped your shorts getting into bed. The small purple vibrator she'd bought for you resting near your hip.

On the other side of the phone Billie was slipping her hand in her sweats. Her hair was wet from having showered. She couldn't get you out of her head the entire time. These thoughts aroused a hunger inside her she couldn't satisfy unless it was with you.

"I'm ready," you mumbled and Billie's voice uttered a good. Her voice was low and coarse.

"Use your hand first," she instructed and you happily obliged. You remembered the way she'd taught you one night. You laid in bed, naked, legs sprawled as she watched and talked you through it.

You ran your finger between your folds. A small moan escaped your lips. You were so sensitive. You ran your finger down your pussy gathering your built up spreading it throughout careful not to overstimulate. You wanted this to last. You wanted Billie to be a whimpering mess just like you.

"Are you touching yourself?" you asked in a chocked voice as you circled your clit.

"Yeah. Uh. Yeah." Billie's voice was pure heaven. When the gates of heaven opened, that's what you wanted on repeat. Though at the rate at which you were going you probably wouldn't go to heaven.

“Fuck,” Billie cursed and you could picture her head tossing back in pleasure.

"Grab the vibrator," Billie muffled through gritted teeth. You followed her instructions turning on the device. A sharp moan and quiver coursed through your body at the contact.

“I’m not gonna last,” you moaned arching your back. You pictured her holding the device the way she’d done when she first bought it for you. She’d showed you how to use it, placing it on your clit adjusting the settings so you could get a feel for all it had to offer. She held your thighs when they quivered forcing you to stay calm as you came in seconds.

‘I can use it on you,’ she’d said looking up at you as you bit your lip feeling your thighs quiver. Her fingers digging into your thigh holding your leg still.

‘Or you can use it on yourself,’ she smirked as she increased the speed urging your body into a fit of shakes as you unraveled on the purple vibrator.

“Fuck,” you curled your toes clinging to the pillow. You could hear her wet pussy through the phone. You could imagine her fingers rubbing fervently on her pussy as she tried catching up to you.

“Cum with me,” Billie cried. She was on the verge.

Those were the words you needed to hear to push you over the edge bringing her down with you.

You whined and breathed heavily under the soft pants of a whimpering Billie on the other side of the world.

[crldnvrs97]

Do you have any headcanons for NedCat?

Hi! This has been sitting in my inbox for two days already because my ass decided to take this seriously.. so here's a few!

1. Ned never believed he deserved happiness with this marriage after what he’s done, but he let himself feel it with her.

He grew up in a world of duty and war and death. Love was never promised. Worse, he’s probably thinking he has no right to love Catelyn because of what he did. But Catelyn made him laugh one night, really laugh, like from the chest and it stunned him. He looked at her, clutching her stomach from laughing too hard, and thought, “If I only get one good thing in this life… I’m glad it’s her.”

2. Catelyn sometimes traced his scars in the dark.

When they lay together after long days, she’d run her fingers over the ones on his chest, shoulder, arms. No words. Just gentle touches. He flinched the first time she did that, but he completely surrendered himself to her right after. Now, when it’s become her habit, he never flinches. She never asked where or how she got those scars and I’d like to think that’s her way of saying, “I see what the world did to you. I love you anyway.” even though she dreads that whatever the hell happened to him during the rebellion, it led him to keep things from her, secrets of his own that she would never likely know, SHE LOVES HIM ANYWAY.

3. Ned always kissed her like he was apologizing for the world.

Not out of guilt, ofc, but reverence. Like every time he kissed her forehead or her wrist or the inside of her palm, he was saying thank you for staying. For choosing him. For building a life out of something that started with grief. He didn’t have the words for it, but she knew. She always knew.

4. Whenever Sansa would ask Ned to tell her a story, it was always about Catelyn.

He’d tell her about how her mother used to catch stray cats in Riverrun even when she wasn’t supposed to, or how she once scared off a boy twice her size for teasing Lysa. Or he’d literally make up tales that has a character with bright blue sapphire eyes, and auburn hair, aka Catelyn, and Sansa would be entirely clueless or would think that Ned was purposely describing her.

5. Robb (or any of the Starklings) caught them having sex and accidentally triggered The Talk.

It was mortifying. They were old enough to be curious but too young to fully get it, and suddenly that child was red-faced and awkward and stumbling through explanations. But then came the bomb: “But what about Jon? Who made him?” Cat went stiff. Ned went dead silent. And he knew. Knew this was one of the moments he’d been dreading for years, having to explain to his children how he’d “dishonored” their mother. So he did. He didn’t make excuses. He owned it. He said it was a mistake, that it hurt their family, that it hurt Catelyn and Jon, that neither of them should be blamed. And that he was sorry. After explaining, the kids would of course, go on to defend Catelyn, like “Why would you do that? Mother would not hurt you so!” And it’d struck him to the bone because he knows they are right. He’d feared that they would see him differently, and get mad at him, but before the kids could form their judgments, Catelyn would step in. She’d say smthn like, “People make bad choices. That doesn’t always make them bad people. What matters is what they do after. What they choose not to do again.” And in that moment, watching her defend him, even after all the pain he’d caused, Ned fell even deeper in love with her. And hated himself just a little more. Because she deserved better than his secrets.

6. Whenever Catelyn gave birth, Ned gave her a gift, each more extravagant(?) than the last.

A necklace for Sansa. A ring for Arya. Bracelets. Brooches. Little carved trinkets. She used to tease him about it, but he always said the same thing: “I wasn’t there when you birthed Robb. I’ll never make up for that. But I’ll never stop trying.” And she understood, its because that guilt sat in him. So every time she survived childbirth, every time she held a healthy baby in her arms, he looked at her like she’d just moved mountains. Because to him, she had.

7. They realized, separately, that they were in love when Sansa was born.

There was something about her birth that was different. Maybe it was how Cat looked at him afterward. Maybe it was the way Ned held the baby AND her like she was something fragile and sacred and his. He didn’t say it. She didn’t say it. But the truth bloomed quietly inside both of them: I love this person. I think I always have. But they didn’t speak it. Not until years later, when Cat told him she was pregnant again. And then before they could let the silence do what it always did, Ned got called away to fight in the Greyjoy Rebellion. The night before he left, they didn’t sleep. They didn’t fight the fear. They just held each other and said the words they’d swallowed for too long. “I love you.” Because they know now war didn’t promise returns. And they couldn’t risk leaving it unsaid. Not this time.

8. Ned keeps one of Catelyn’s old gloves in his cloak, always.

It was accidental at first, something she left behind during one of their early days together. But he never returned it. Just kept it folded into the lining of his cloak. On long rides, in battle camps, in cold nights away from home, he’d slip his hand in his cloak and close it around the soft leather. Something that reminds him that she was waiting for him. That there was something good to come back to. He never told her. But once, she saw him reach for it after a hard council meeting. Her breath caught in her throat, and she didn’t say a word, because now she carried that image with her, too.

9. Ned used to braid Arya’s hair when Catelyn was sick.

He was terrible at it. The parts were crooked and the strands too tight or too loose, but Arya sat still every time, just proud that her father was the one doing it. Catelyn watched them from her bed, half-delirious with fever once, and whispered to herself, He was never meant to be just a soldier. There was something in the way he cared for their children that made her remember the one of the many reasons why she loved him in a way she hadn’t known she could: tender, bone-deep, helpless. She reached out that night and took his hand and said, “You’re a better father than anyone ever gave you credit for.” And Ned had to turn away because his throat got too tight to speak.

10. Ned once asked Catelyn if she missed the South. And in cat’s mind, she thought irst that yes, I do miss the river, I miss Father and Uncle and Lysa and Edmure but he looked at her and realized that, no, maybe I dont. She then said, “No. I found my warmth here.”

They were lying in bed in the middle of a Northern winter, her nose red from the cold, a fire crackling low. She laughed when he asked her, just teasing, but he turned serious. Looked her in the eyes and asked it like a fact. Not poetry. Just truth. She didn’t reply at first. Just reached over and took his hand under the blankets. Held it tighter than usual. 

11. They had a miscarriage once, in between Arya and Bran.

It was early, but far enough that they’d started talking names. Catelyn woke up to blood on her thighs and Ned holding her so tightly it hurt. He didn’t let go of her for days, even when she didn’t speak. Especially when she didn’t speak. When she finally cried, he cried with her. They buried the little blanket she’d started stitching in the godswood, beneath the weirwood. No one else knew. It was their grief, and theirs alone.

12. Ned loved watching Catelyn sing to their children.

Her voice was perfect, it was warm and full and safe. She'd sing the lullabies from Riverrun, soft and slow, brushing her fingers through hair, rocking them until their breathing steadied. He'd linger in the doorway sometimes, silent. One night, she caught him watching and said, “You can come in, you know.” He replied, “I don’t want to disturb a sacred thing.” And meant every word.

13. They used to have small fights (not really fights) about Arya.

Catelyn wanted her to be more careful, Ned didn’t care. “Let her climb,” he’d say. “Let her run.” It would worry tf out of Cat, because she feared for Arya, feared what the world would do to a wild girl. But then, one day, Ned told her, “She’s your fire, Cat. She just burns a little differently.”

And suddenly, the frustration melted. Because in that moment, she saw Arya not as defiance, but as inheritance.

14. Ned and Cat only do blowjobs when she’s too pregnant, or she just gave birth to their kids

See, these freaks both canonically have breeding kinks. Ned knows his seed is for Catelyn’s womb only so there’s that. But they LOVE it when Ned goes down on her.

15. Ned and Catelyn did NOT die. 

The starklings did not go through all those suffering either. In fact, they have two additions to their happy, very much alive family, named Minisa and Benjen. Ned and Cat are still in love. Still disgustingly adorable. Still that annoying couple who always find each other across a crowded room and do the little smile thing. Their kids are annoyed, as always. They just lived happily ever after.

[twig-tea]

2024 Tumblr Top 10

tagged by @lurkingshan here and @neuroticbookworm here, thank you both! This really reminds me that I need to do a real pinned post at some point.

If you want to generate your own, you can use this link! I used the link to find the posts but wrote this below because I thought reflecting on the posts would be fun.

My GL rec list (covering everything through to Feb 2024), which I'm very happy about taking first place. If you want GL recs, check that out first, and then feel free to browse my #GL recs tag.

The admittedly shady post from October calling out the director of the Addicted Heroin Thailand adaptation for (a)making weird choices and (b)defending them as artistic. But I stand by my anger about this. Censorship is not an aesthetic!

The non-novel-spoilery reaction post to episodes 1 & 2 of Love In The Big City which was also from October, but which honestly stands up for my reaction to the whole series. What a gift of a show.

A quick pitch for Akaya is in Love with Hiroko from July. This one hurts! I was so ready to cheerlead for this show and did several times, but the penultimate episode made me wary and the finale really upset me, to the point where I didn't end up writing about the finale, so I'll take the chance here: Don't make a show about two self-aware lesbians, one who has been comfortably sexually active for years and one who is super horny for her, and have them get together as adults and yet be celibate for a year out of "respect". Is the message that sex between consenting and enthusiastic adults is not respectful?! GTFO. For the record I can be respected with orgasms, thank you.

The episode celebrating the messaging in the finale of Let Free the Curse of Taekwondo from November. Glad that this is here between the previous entry and the next two, because this is a good balm for the pain. LFtCoT landed the ending and gave us all a giant hug while doing it!

The list of things I was thinking about at the end of Wandee Goodday ep3 from May. Another disappointment for me. The things this post shouts out are still things I like about this show, and reading it again is a reminder of where the back half let the first half down (not taking seriously some of the things we were told to take seriously in the first few episodes).

An early post about Love Is Better the Second Time Around from March. Another show that did not land everything, in this case because it felt like it tried to shove in a complicated conflict in the last two episodes that they didn't have time to handle. But I still love those early episodes and all of the interplay between Miyata, Iwanaga, and Shiraishi.

My clown theory for Every You, Every Me also from October, which ended up being correct! I've never been more happy to be right, I liked this reveal for the show so much.

In February I wrote this thesis about the state of Thai BL looking at data from 2022 and 2023, which I have been meaning to go back and update since I think Shan as usual was feeling the start of the wave and we needed more data to see the change actually play out in 2024. I now no longer feel (as I did in this post) that things haven't changed, I do think they have this year. But I need to crunch the numbers again to prove it to myself (and everyone else) though. Stay tuned!

In July I did a round-up post about the various theories surrounding Century of Love, and whether Vee and Vad were the same person. Turns out San did wrestle with this as I'd hoped but the show itself felt like it lost steam and copped out around this, unfortunately. At least we'll always have fox demon Offroad and grumpy old man Daou's collarbones thanks to this show.

Special shout-out to @lurkingshan because two of the posts above are answers to asks she put in my inbox that spawned project posts. Shan knows what the people want to hear!

Tagging @italianpersonwithashippersheart @benkaben @ellsieee @colourme-feral @pigglepiephi @impala124 no pressure tags and apologies if you've been tagged already!

[ateez-himari]

Hi bb how are you??? it's been a really long time since I've popped into your inbox but you know what's going on , I'm a little bit better and I'm doing well now and I hope it stays that way!!! I had a couple of questions as usual😔😔and I'm here to ask away

1-did Mimi go to mingi's Autobahn shoot and did he go to her shoot with sleep token? I need to know cause they better not have used the bathroom again

2-did Mimi film the challenge with hobi and San or did she film one with only hobi? And did she and any other HYBE artist film any other challenge?

3-ive wanted to ask this question and since xikers is having a comeback it's the best time to ask this, has Mimi ever produced or composed any of xikers songs? Or she participating in their new cb?

4- is Mimi getting into any scandals these past few weeks or like this year as a whole?

5-last question I promise , hypothetically if ateez had a cb soon would there be a duet song between Mimi and mingles?

I love you so much bb please take care of yourself and stay hydrated and also eat well!!!😚

Hi my sweet, it's so good to see you in my inbox again! 🥰 I'm so glad you're doing better, I hope you're getting everything you need right now 🩷 As usual your questions really catch me off guard but you rebooted my imagination!

• Hima tries to attend every member's solo shoot no matter what the project is, so even with other schedules she went to see her boyfriend!! Unfortunately for him though she was slightly too busy making friends with Yunmin...but that whole leather jacket outfit definitely did something so she bough him one right after

The Sleep Token project happened over their Europe tour so she was flying to see them in between schedules and asked Mingi to stay with the other members so that he could rest, she didn't want him to exhaust himself simply to support her. Kind of a good thing he stayed back because possessive Mingi and whipped Vessel wouldn't have mixed very well together...

• Our sunshines filmed the challenge alone during their first time out together after the tour, they also danced to a few other songs; Mona Lisa, Mic Drop, Idol, DNA, Burning Up (Fire), Danger and Anpanman (in all fairness they were left without any supervision and unrestricted access to his TikTok account). The Seventeen group chat also found out that she was in the building so Hoshi and Woozi went to film '96ers' and 'Stupid Idiot' with her!

• Hima has been involved in producing every Xikers album but didn't participate much in 'Watch Out' aside from working on 'Bittersweet' due to health issues. They assumed that she wouldn't be working on this comeback either due to the influx of personal schedules but were happy to hear that their favorite noona was going to be in the producing chair once more!

Extra Information; Zico has been working with the maknae since BoyNextDoor's debut album and the members were very sad when their seniors sat them down to have the same conversation about the possibility of Himari having to step back for a little while. When her condition was well enough for her to work with them again they forced their CEO to buy lunch for everyone in order to celebrate

• The scandals mainly revolved around her closeness with certain male idols since some people don't understand where the boundaries lie in her romantic relationship. Mingi understands that his girlfriend is a very loving person, so physical contact such as hugs or simple touches to the arm don't mean much towards others, but from an outside perspective her friendships with certain people can seem 'too close' due to interactions between male and female idols being quite rare

There's been another one recently though with the press conferences held by Chairman Bang where people believe that the 'proof' shown by the vocalist regarding plagiarism/theft were all fabricated simply to try and take out some of the group's competition. Don't worry, the rumors will be addressed very soon 🫣

• Since they're in a romantic relationship while in the same group they have to find the balance between work and personal life which is why they haven't had any collaborative works, but they would definitely make a song together on an album if the chance arose! With the different routes they've been going down when it comes to genres it's hard to tell what it would be though 🤭

I love you so much more my sweet!! 💐💕 You take care of yourself for me too! Get plenty of sleep, food and water, and I hope you get some time to focus on things that make you feel better/happy 😘🌸

[thepalehorsevictoria]

20 Questions for Fanfic Writers

Tagged by @ollypopwrites and @razildor and I am procrastinating my negotiations analyses and 500 pp reading (whyyyyy don't do grad school, kids).

Lemme just tag @silshinobii because I cannot stop thinking about Sugar and Spores and its offshoot because it brought me Thirst Trapping!Emmrich. If @emmg or @farore05 need to procrastinate along with me, by all means.

1) How many works do you have on AO3? Ten. Fuck me.

2) What’s your AO3 word count? Aww dammit this needs math. 126,632. Granted that's been since 2013, so.

3) What are your top five fics by Kudos?-

Pater Noster, Pater Volkarin (god I really do not really like this one anymore now that I'm about to wrap up Coastline and its two sequels but eh)

Coastline Variations

The Internship

The Marriage of Volkarin and Rook

and fucking Magebane? Wowwww.

4) What fandoms do you write for? Honestly the idea of writing for anything that isn't Dragon Age terrifies the shit out of me because I genuinely don't know anything as well as I do that, so. Just DA.

5) Do you respond to comments? Why or why not? I am trying very hard to do so. Because I love them. I hoard them. When I am stuck I go back to them to see what people liked. But for the next two months my real life is going to be shit-tastic so I should probably schedule time to do just comments. Because I LOVE THEM.

6) What’s the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending? [laughs in The Internship] Or maybe the extremely short thing I wrote for Hellblazer but that's so short IDK.

7) What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending? It's going to be The Marriage of Volkarin and Rook once I finish it. Because c'mon.

8) Do you get hate on fics? No but I got some weird shit in my Tumblr inbox today?

9) Do you write smut? My god, I'm trying:

I wrote a lot of SebHawke smut for a while because that's what I was hyperfixated on in the worst of a decade-long depression. (DA2 probably saved me, y'all.)

But almost everything I write for EmmRook is smut because I'm sorry, have you seen that necromancer? Andraste wept when she saw Dat Ass. But I am ... trying to be better at smut. There is some AMAZING stuff in the EmmRook ao3/tumblr space. I'm glad to be a part of it and give back by working on my smut.

10) Do you write crossovers? No but I got really stoned once and came up with the idea that a Agatha All Along and American Gods and The Sandman crossover would be hella fun. And then the writer of two of those things broke my goddamn heart.

11) Have you ever had a fic stolen? No. I do see like a detail that I put in that ripples somewhere else every now and again but there is no fucking way I'm the one that started any of these, and I don't own shit, so, have at ye.

12) Have you ever had a fic translated? No, wait, that's a thing?

13) Have you ever cowritten a fic before? No but I hope I do @bankabb proud soon. Also, do brainworms from @emmg count? Because I've done a few of those.

14) What’s your all-time favorite ship? EEESH. I do not write for Hannigram, but I was there in the Flower Crown era of the fandom and it was glorious. I love it. EmmRook is quickly becoming a big favorite because the community around it has been amazing. I was there for Superwholock and I still have the scars.

I am also the current boatswain of the Emmrich/Dorian ship.

15) What’s the WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will? Oh, fuck me. I have something called Open Fire, which I had on the DAKM when it was still on LJ so it was in pieces everywhere. It was a DA2 AU that started with three little words: "Corporal Sebastian Vael."

I also have The Light Remains, which was going to be Sebastian coming to rescue Hawke from when she was trapped in the Fade but I genuinely don't see myself finishing it.

16) What are your writing strengths? I genuinely could not tell you. Ich habe keine Ahnung.

17) What are your writing weaknesses? Smut and long paragraphs.

18) Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in a fic? Attempted, because Orlesian is basically French and it's one of my half-dozen languages (and the one I know best next to English and my ancestral tongue). I can probably try Italian. The Asian languages notsomuch.

19) First fandom you wrote for? Dragon Age, my beauty. I'm still here. Oh have we said Fuck You EA yet? Because fuck you, EA.

20) Favorite fic you’ve written? The Internship was a favorite for a good while, because I had quite a bit of experience to write from. But honestly I still love the character that has become Tara Fucking Thorne so I'll still love writing her. She talks like I do.

All my love, vic 🖤

[sihtricfedaraaahvicius]

Shooting a Movie part 2

Note: as if I can write a one chapter thing. nope! once again; shoutout to @foxyanon for letting me ramble about this fic to her as I made it up!

follow up to part 1.

Warnings: 18+!! smut/brief hint of angst. The pornstar plot continues with Sihtric.

pairing: Modern!Sihtric x you (f)

summary: your next job offer was to make a movie with Sihtric.

wordcount: 5k

Masterlist

Your movie with Masema had been a success, and the movie offers came rolling in your manager's inbox ever since it was released.

You viewed all the offers but none really made you excited as they were, as expected, all made for the hardcore porn industry. Masema had told you he'd always be up for another movie if you would be interested, all you had to do was contact his manager and he'd be game. But as much as you had loved your little adventure with the dominant man, the hardcore stuff was not what you wanted to focus on necessarily right now, so you turned down offer after offer.

However, after a few weeks you contemplated hitting up Masema again, as you simply needed work in order to pay your bills, but before you could reach out you suddenly received an interesting message; a role in a more soft porn movie was available, and the male co-star was none other than Sihtric Kjartansson.

Sihtric was a very well known name in the industry, just like Masema, and it wasn't easy to make it through the selection to work with him. You and many others swore Sihtric and Masema could've been twins, but they both truly didn't know each other nor had they ever met, despite working in the same industry. There were some differences between the two men though. Sihtric was scarred and had several tattoos on his body, and he had an outrageous but damned sexy haircut with half of his head shaved and the other half full with long, dark curls. But their personalities were completely different as well. Masema was stern, serious and rather quiet, whereas Sihtric was not taking himself seriously at all, he just wanted to have fun. And from the stories you had heard in the dressing rooms and at parties, Sihtric was truly kind, gentle and very warmhearted. Everyone who had worked with Sihtric had nothing but praise for him, and you hoped you would soon be one of the lucky ones who could tell nice stories about him.

You reacted to the available spot, and to your surprise you got a phone call from Sihtric himself only a few days later to tell you that you were his first choice.

'There's a script,' Sihtric said on the phone, 'it's a roleplay but I haven't read it yet. I thought maybe we could go through it together?'

Sihtric's voice melted your insides, sounding so warm and playful, and you already couldn't wait to finally meet him. You'd seen several of his movies, and you had never failed to get off by watching him, but you weren't exactly planning on telling him that.

'Sure, that sounds great,' you said, glad that he couldn't see your flushed face.

'Great,' Sihtric said and laughed softly, which weakened your knees, 'how do you want to meet? I just want to make sure you're all comfortable, you know? I could come over to your place if you'd wish, if you feel safe and at ease there, but you're always welcome to come over to my place. Or, we could always meet up for lunch or something and just go over it, no matter how weird that may be,' he laughed again.

'Eh,' you stammered a little lightheaded, 'no, I- I'll come over to your place, no worries.'

You preferred to visit your co-stars instead of inviting them over to your home, that way you can always leave whenever you want to in case you don't vibe with them.

'Alright, cool,' Sihtric said with clear excitement in his voice, 'I'll make sure I have the scripts here and I'll text you my address. If you're cool with me texting you of course,' he quickly checked.

'Sure, you can text me,' you smiled.

When you arrived at the apartment building Sihtric lived in you double checked the address he had texted you before getting out of your car. The neighbourhood looked rather dodgy, even on a late afternoon, and not a place where a famous and rich pornstar would live. You were hesitant to get out of your car as you saw a group of men hanging out near the building, and so you texted Sihtric to ask if you were really at the right place. You looked at the building again and got spooked when your phone suddenly rang as Sihtric called you.

'Sihtric?' you answered.

'Yeah, hey,' he chuckled as he ran down some stairs, his footsteps echoing loudly in the background, 'you're at the right place, but I know how it looks. I'm on my way to pick you up, don't worry.'

He had barely said those words when you saw the main entrance door swing open and Sihtric stepping through it. He looked so good while so casually dressed, wearing black leather boots with black sweatpants and a half buttoned up grey flannel on top. His outfit coincidentally matched with your short black skirt and dark grey t-shirt.

Sihtric hung up as soon as he saw you step out of your car, and he showed you a big smile as he approached you with open arms, inviting you in for a hug.

'Hey, babe,' he said so smoothly and naturally while he pulled you in for a tight embrace, 'sorry about the place,' he rambled before you could even greet him back, 'I've lived here almost all my life and I'm used to it. I actually never invite colleagues over for that reason and stop by them, so when I invited you I forget this place looks dodgy as fuck. Sorry about that,' he took a step back and held your hands, 'damn, you look gorgeous by the way,' he made you twirl around for him as he held your hand so he could check you out, 'how are you, darling?'

'I- Oh,' you giggled as you nearly fell in his arms, 'I'm good,' you smiled and already felt yourself getting lost in his mismatched eyes, 'and how are you?'

'Couldn't be better,' Sihtric smiled sweetly and then noticed he had never given you the time or space to close your car door, so he shut it for you.

'Thanks,' you felt yourself already constantly blushing in his presence.

Sihtric waved off your gratitude and took your hand, holding it as he walked you towards the building.

His apartment was bigger than you had expected, but still very modest and it was evident that a single guy lived there. His living room was a little bit messy, but not dirty, and you wondered why someone who earned the amount of money he did lived in a place like that. There was nothing wrong with it though, but it was the total opposite of Masema's mansion for example, as Sihtric only seemed to have one bedroom instead of six. And in a way you actually liked that, because Sihtric clearly wasn't flashy and showing off his money; he liked to keep life simple and it seemingly kept him grounded too.

You sat down on his black leather couch while he poured you a drink, and after some small talk you moved on to the reason for this meeting.

'Okay,' Sihtric said with a sigh as he held the scripts in his hand, 'I've only read the pairing and it's as cliché as it gets, but,' he paused for a second and handed you the one script, 'I think it's hilarious and we can work with it.'

'What's the pair- oh,' you snorted when you saw the roles selected, 'teacher and student, really?'

'I know,' Sihtric laughed and let himself fall back into his comfy couch next to you, 'let's see what we got here then,' he said and flipped the first page.

You sipped your drink while his eyes scanned the first page, and a frown appeared on his face before it transformed into a grin.

'Oh, hold on,' he chuckled, 'I expected me to be the intimidating teacher and you the hot student, but it looks like they reversed the roles for once.'

'What?' you nearly choked on your drink and flipped the page, 'oh, shit,' you laughed.

'This is ridiculous,' Sihtric laughed again as he read the context of the written scenes, 'I have to eat you out to crank my grade up? And in return for my good behaviour you give me a blowjob? I would've been a fucking A student in school if this was how it worked,' he snorted, and you both laughed as you continued to read.

'Oh, we have sex on the teacher's desk, obviously,' you rolled your eyes with a smile.

'I love how awful this is,' Sihtric said and shook his head, smiling, 'who even writes this shit?'

'The writer should be stated in the back right?' you had barely spoken the words or Sihtric already flipped to the last page.

'Let's see. Hm, one… Osferth?' Sihtric furrowed his brow and then laughed, 'what a freaky dude. Anyway, are you up for this though?' Sihtric looked at you and threw his script on his salon table.

'Eh,' you paused as you quickly looked through the written acts again, 'yeah, it's all fine by me. Nothing we haven't done before. I'm cool with this. You?'

'Of course,' he said and turned to face you, resting his arm on the couch's backrest behind you.

You also turned towards him, feeling comfortably shy under his intense but soft and sweet gaze. You knew he wanted more than to discuss that script with you, but it was also clear that he gave you enough space to tell him you didn't want anything more right now if that would be the case. But you had no plans of stopping him, as you wanted to explore him as much as he wanted to explore you. And Sihtric sensed that, he was good at reading people and feeling their energy, and he liked what you radiated. He then leaned in a little closer and hooked one finger around the delicate golden necklace you wore.

'Gift from a lover?' he asked as he looked at the little heart pendant.

'Oh, no,' you said, 'I just liked it and bought it myself some years ago.'

'Ah,' he clicked his tongue, 'fair. I saw it in one of your movies and I thought it was just an accessory at first, but I got curious now seeing you wear it in private.'

'You got curious?' you asked with a playful smile, 'curious to what? If I'm seeing someone?'

'Just curious is all, sweetheart,' Sihtric said with a soft voice, and he smiled while his fingers grazed your collar bones lightly after letting go of your necklace.

'So you've seen my work?' you continued to question him.

'Your latest one, yeah,' he confessed, his fingers trailing down your arm, 'I had heard your name a few times before, I knew you were pretty new but also rapidly gaining an impressive resume.'

'And you wanted to work with me because of my last movie? Because that was really just me exploring the industry a little further.'

'I figured,' Sihtric smiled and placed his hand on your thigh, 'but it was a good movie. And you're now the first girl who got to kiss Masema on screen.'

'That's a title I proudly earned,' you smiled, to which Sihtric laughed and leaned in closer.

'You know, I'm also not one to kiss in my movies,' he half whispered and circled your lips with his thumb, 'but I understand Masema, because you make it so damned tempting.'

You smiled a little shyly, which he enjoyed, and he moved even closer while you remained somewhat frozen.

'You can touch me, you know,' he purred with a flirty smile and took your hand to place it on his chest.

You giggled softly, and Sihtric lightly caressed your cheek with his fingers. You looked up at him for a moment, and then your eyes darted between his slightly parted lips and his eyes, which popped out because of his black eyeliner, and you immediately looked down at your hand on his chest after you noticed he saw you had looked at his lips.

'What's the matter?' he asked sweetly, 'getting shy? There's no reason for that. I'm sure you've seen my work, so we've seen each other naked already anyway, what else is there to be shy about?'

'I just struggle to not kiss you,' you confessed.

'Why do you want to kiss me so badly?' he asked with a smirk.

'Because you're cute,' you shrugged, 'and really good looking of course.'

'Well, so are you,' Sihtric half whispered, 'so in that case, maybe you could kiss me.'

'Can I?' you asked as you both leaned in closer, feeling his breath on your lips.

'You can, but you're getting me all nervous now,' he chuckled, 'it's been a while since I properly kissed someone.'

You smiled compassionately at him, hoping to ease his sudden nerves, and you moved your hands up to his neck as you leaned in to softly peck his lips. Another nervous chuckle escaped Sihtric as you pulled back to look at him, wanting to make sure that everything was fine with him, but the blush on his cheeks told you everything you needed to know without even asking, and you brought your lips back to his again.

'That okay?' you asked after a longer kiss.

'Mhm,' Sihtric hummed softly against your lips and moved his hands to your face, pulling you back in again for another tender kiss.

He pulled you in his lap, and you straddled him while you continued to kiss gently and slowly, while not lacking the intensity of that steamy kiss you had shared with Masema. Sihtric moaned softly into your mouth when the kiss deepened, and you became a little lightheaded when you felt his tongue piercing lightly grazing your lips and tongue.

'You good?' you asked after he broke the kiss for some air.

'Mhm, don't stop,' Sihtric breathed against your lips, and immediately snuck his tongue in your mouth again at the first opportunity.

His fingers slid under your short skirt, settling on your buttocks while you unbuttoned the rest of his flannel and pushed it down his shoulders. You felt the cold steel of his silver rings on your skin while you kissed his jaw and up to his earlobe, where you playfully tugged his dangling cross earring lightly with your teeth, before you kissed under his ear and down his neck.

Sihtric smiled and threw his head back on his couch, enjoying the way your lips felt on his skin a little more than he perhaps should, but you somehow made him feel so good, he relished in it.

He hooked his arms under your knees after a moment, and lifted you smoothly his arms as he got up, walking you over to his office desk which was located in front of the living room window, overlooking the rather shady neighbourhood from the third floor, and he took off his flannel as soon as he had sat you down. You bit down on your lip as you smiled, eyeing up his muscular and scarred torso before you placed your hand on the back of his neck and pulled him back in for another kiss while you wrapped your legs around his waist, locking him in.

'Tell me what you like,' Sihtric breathed against your lips, his hands roaming your body before taking off your shirt.

'Anything, handsome,' you laughed your signature cheeky laugh, which took Sihtric by surprise and he simply melted inside.

He smiled at you, his eyes half dazed while his lips were touching yours and his hand holding your face.

'Anything, baby?' he murmured playfully and then pushed your mini skirt further up, his fingers curled around the elastic band of your seethrough panties, 'that's not good enough for me though, I need to hear what you want.'

'Your cock,' you smiled and cupped his arousal through his black sweatpants.

'You want my cock?' he teased, 'hm, how badly?'

His warm and soft voice sent tingles down your spine while he held your face close to his, lips and noses touching as you both smiled at each other.

'Really badly,' you whispered seductively and lowered his sweatpants.

You attempted to pull down his boxers too, but Sihtric playfully slapped your hands away.

'Nah-ah,' he chuckled, 'it's my turn first,' he winked and dropped to his knees.

He pulled your panties down so fast you had no idea how he had done it, and before you could even adjust to the sudden change your legs were already upon his broad shoulders and his head between your thighs. He knew the script had more foreplay, but he also knew neither of you were sticking to the script in any way right now, except that you were sitting upon a desk and he was about to taste you.

You gasped when you felt him kiss and suck your clit lightly before he started to lick you, his piercing then hitting the right spot with every roll of his tongue. You squirmed at the feeling and fell back on his desk. His grip on you was loose and relaxed, he knew you weren't going to try and get away from him because the sounds you made told him you were enjoying yourself too much.

Your breath hitched in your throat at the feeling of his facial hair against your skin, and you couldn't stop smiling at the way he pleasured you so gently yet firm. You moved one hand down into his dark curls, and the vibration of his low and satisfying hums against your core made you squeal and tug his hair each time while you arched your back, much to Sihtric's own pleasure. He had you at his mercy so easily and he loved it. He wanted you to feel as good as it felt for him, and knowing he didn't even have to use his hands on you to make you feel this good stroked his ego and made him feel content too. He could get off by just pleasing you all night.

'Hm, please,' you mumbled, smiling, desperately needing more.

You pushed yourself up your elbows to look at Sihtric, but you immediately fell back down lightheaded after having locked eyes with him while he slowly teased you with the tip of his tongue and winked at you. You were left breathless and swore you saw stars after you laid back down again, and that was not just because you were looking out of the window.

'Just relax for me,' Sihtric cooed and moved up, leaning in over you and pressing his hard trapped cock against your folds while he took your chin, 'let me take care of you, please? A pretty girl like you deserves to be taken care of.'

'But what if I want to take care of you?' you asked with a slight pout.

'You're too pretty to get down on your knees for me,' Sihtric whispered with a soft smile, 'we can do that when we're filming. But I'm not letting you do that here, not this first time, okay, sweetheart?'

'O-okay,' you mumbled as he leaned his forehead against yours.

'Did you like that?' he asked, his lips touching yours with every word he spoke.

'Yeah,' you sighed dreamily, 'I really did.'

'Good,' he smiled, 'all I want is to make you feel good.'

He kissed you passionately and didn't stop until his cock became painful, desperate to be freed from his tight boxers so he carefully asked, 'You wanna fuck, baby?'

You nodded impatiently with your desperation for him clear in your eyes, to which he smiled. He wasn't sure what exactly he was feeling inside right now, as it was new but also pleasant and he wanted to chase it, so he lifted your chin with a tap of his index finger and he kissed you deeply again, wanting this moment to last while he took off your skirt.

He continued to kiss you while he pulled out his leaking cock, giving himself a few good strokes before teasing your entrance. He knew you were desperate and he wanted to see you smile, and it worked.

'Stop teasing,' you giggled with a soft whine.

You attempted to push his hand away so you could feel him inside you, but he didn't move. Instead, he wrapped his free hand lightly around your throat, smiling as he looked down into your eyes. He then moved his hand further up and tangled his fingers in your hair, giving you a firm tug to keep your eyes locked with his.

'Or what?' Sihtric asked sweetly.

'Stop it,' you laughed and slapped his chest playfully.

'Or what?' he dared you again with a smirk as he towered over you, then politely commanded, 'open your mouth for me.'

Without any hesitation you listened and opened your mouth for him, his grip still firm on the back of your head, and you allowed him to let his spit slowly drip from between his lips and down on your tongue. You gave him your cheeky smile as you thanked him, to which he kissed you in response, a little more heated than before. Once he broke the kiss he quickly covered your mouth with his hand, silencing you as he sheathed himself entirely inside you in one smooth movement.

'Ahh, fuck,' his words were dragged out with a low moan as he stilled inside you, letting you adjust to his size which stretched you the same pleasant way as Masema had done, and you never thought you'd ever feel this full again.

You tugged his hair firmly while your other hand squeezed his bicep, digging your nails into his skin as he began to slowly thrust into you. So slowly you felt every twitch of his cock with each stroke and your moans began to sound muffled as your mouth was still covered. Sihtric removed his hand and pushed you to lay back on his desk, he took your legs and threw both over one shoulder before he grabbed onto your waist and began fucking you with a pleasantly slow and steady pace. 

Sihtric was never rough nor too soft, he had the perfect balance that wasn't fucking you senseless but also not something you'd consider making love, it was something pleasant inbetween the two. He fucked you deeply but with a certain passion, and nothing made him harder than knowing he was taking you in front of the window, in clear view of those who lived in the surrounding apartment buildings, who could see how good he made you feel without having to ravage you.

He leaned in occasionally, taking your face with one hand while he continued to thrust into you slow and deep as he kissed you and caught your soft moans in his mouth. You arched your back once he moved away from you, and he had his strong arm wrapped around your legs to keep them in place on his shoulder while he had one hand pressed down onto your stomach, feeling his cock inside you as he enjoyed how tight you felt in this position.

'You're making me cum so easily, sweet lady,' Sihtric huffed with a devilish yet soft smile.

'Then cum,' you breathed, wanting to feel his warmth spread inside you.

You looked up at him with alluring eyes, feeling dazed at the sight of his black curls sticking to his glistening face and the way his smiling lips were slightly parted, from which his soft moans and heavy breaths escaped. His eyes were hooded, his eyeliner still applied perfectly and his cheeks were a light rosy colour. He took his time with you, thrusting deep inside you so slow it made your head spin and you could only laugh your cheeky laugh in between your moans and gasps.

You experienced hard porn and soft porn, but this was neither of those. This was something entirely different, softer and slower than you'd ever felt before, and despite the slow pace it felt extremely intense you couldn't say anything that made sense. And the entire sight of you on his desk, looking like a beautiful mess as you fell apart for him while he was so gentle with you pushed Sihtric over the edge before he wanted to, but he couldn't help himself and spilled inside you with a heavy grunt. He continued thrusting into you through his own high, and he massaged your clit with his fingers to ensure your climax was just as intense and blissful as his had been when you came shortly after him.

You were left shaking on his desk, and as the adrenaline rush left your body you started to feel cold as you laid naked on his desk, while the window was slightly opened and the cool night's breeze touched your skin. Sihtric was fast to clean up and put on his boxers while you were gradually coming down from your high, and he noticed you were trembling once you finally sat up on his desk, completely naked.

'Hey,' Sihtric gently took your face as he positioned himself between your thighs again, 'are you okay?' he asked, concerned.

'Just… c-cold,' you chuckled, a little dazed still.

'Oh, sweetheart,' he whispered and quickly grabbed his flannel off the floor to drape it over your shoulders.

He then wrapped his arms around you and pressed your bare chest against his in an attempt to warm you as fast as he could, to which you smiled. You wrapped your arms around his waist, stealing his body heat, and you embraced like that for a long moment without exchanging a word, just enjoying each other's warmth, scent and touch. And Sihtric only broke the embrace to cup your cheek, so he could peck your lips sweetly, over and over again while he looked completely smitten.

'You never kiss, and yet now you can't stop?' you murmured.

He hushed you and smiled, then went in for another kiss but you teasingly backed away. Sihtric looked confused, but his smile returned quick enough once you leaned back in and nuzzled his nose softly.

'Kiss me,' he whispered pleadingly, and you kissed him passionately several times more. 

'I could kiss you all night,' he murmured against your lips once you broke the kiss.

'You're too cute,' you giggled and then finally got dressed again.

You jumped off his desk and then held out his flannel to him.

'Keep it,' Sihtric smiled.

'Are you sure?'

'Yeah, it looks good on you.'

'Thanks,' you chuckled and put his flannel over your shirt, loving the way it was comfortably oversized and smelled exactly like him, 'so, you always rehearse scripts like this?'

'No,' Sihtric laughed, 'this, eh, really got out of hand. Sorry,' he blushed.

'Don't apologise. It was really nice,' you reassured him.

'I'm glad it was nice for you too,' he said, 'it's, eh, still kinda early in the evening I suppose. Do you want a drink or something, or maybe some food? I could order us something,' he mumbled almost shyly.

'Oh,' you sighed with a smile, 'that's so sweet, baby. But I think it's best if I get going.'

'Oh, y-yeah, of course,' Sihtric cleared his throat, knowing it wasn't very professional to ask you to stay for some crappy take-out meal, but he was disappointed regardless.

You grabbed your belongings and Sihtric walked you to your car, where he took your hand before you could get in.

'Get home safe, okay?' he said, 'let me know you're home safe?'

'I will,' you kissed his cheek, and he then suddenly took your face and kissed your lips.

The kiss was long and passionate, until he abruptly pulled away with a shaky breath.

'Are you okay?' you asked, a little surprised.

'Yeah,' he sighed and gave you a weakened smile, then stopped you again as you attempted to get in your car, 'hey,' he said softly, 'don't… this line of work, it's- just promise you won't do anything against your will, okay?'

'I won't do anything I don't like,' you said, 'I promise.'

'Good,' Sihtric swallowed hard and lightly touched your face, 'you're just… you're too pure and too beautiful for this industry, sweetheart. Girls like you,' his voice trembled lightly, 'they get taken advantage of if they're not careful. Look after yourself, okay? And if you ever need anything or if there's trouble, you have my number, yeah?'

'I will be careful,' you promised and pinched his cheek to lighten his mood, which made him chuckle, 'I'll see you again soon, right?'

'I hope so.'

'I'll have my manager set up a day to shoot and all that,' you said, 'you'll hear from me.'

'Sure thing,' Sihtric said and finally allowed you to get in your car, and he then leaned on its roof while he looked down at you, 'and, well… you know where I live now. You're welcome anytime.'

'For sex you mean?' you chuckled.

'For anything, sweetheart,' he smiled and watched you start your car.

'You're too cute,' you smiled and waited for him to step away so you could close the door, but he didn't budge. 'Sihtric?' you snorted, 'I gotta close the door?'

'Oh, shit,' he laughed and pulled away, 'yeah, shit, sorry,' he stammered and then politely shut your car door and blew you a kiss before you hit the gas.

With an uneasy feeling in his stomach he watched you drive off and cursed himself for kissing you. Because he knew better than to kiss someone the way he had kissed you, and he shouldn't catch feelings for anyone in the same industry because it would always cause trouble. But he also knew it was already too late for him to not catch any feelings for you.

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This fandom I swear

So I know I’m basically screaming into the void here but I have seen some seriously alarming tendencies of both parasocial behaviour and now downright infantalisation regarding Yoongi’s DUI incident

Now I’m a big fan of Yoongi, and I’m just as fond of the “lil meow meow” memes about him as anybody else, but it just doesn’t apply in this case.

Let me spell out the obvious (because then takes I’m seeing is downright worrying):

1. Min Yoongi is a 31 year old man. Not a baby or a teen, a whole ass adult, in his 30s. Thus him being of legal age, makes him as fully subject to the law, as any other legal adult of legal age (or even those of minor age, persecution of underage people is very much a thing, and even if he wasn’t an adult, he would still have received criminal punishment).

(Edit: It has been brought to my attention that I had misunderstood the situation and I must admit that I based this post when I wrote it on what I had seen on Tumblr of the situation (no, I didn’t fact-check online and I won’t now either, this post was made out of an emotional response to the overall fandom situation)(I get if people thinks that’s messed up and ignorant of me (which you’re entitled to totally) but personally I have never been personally invested much in BTS beyond their music and I don’t see that changing). I just wanted to vent and say my piece, I apologise for any misinformation I may have caused. Again, I do not condone the media backlash that has gone beyond the reasonable amount (holding him accountable is different from going on a outright witch-hunt).

-I know this post is months old, and I see now I have had people in my inbox since I first posted it, and I only have seen them now (I ignore that I even have mutuale, inbox and dms on here because that’s just not what I’m here for). I must admit that I did delete your messages and could have actually researched the situation, but to be honest I can’t be bothered (again, I’m not Wikipedia, the facts are there online, this post was made and now edited out of my emotional frustration over the situation), but felt I should at least say something so here it is, lazily edited and smacked in the middle.

2. A DUI (which you can get while operation any form of vehicle or mode of transportation, be it cars, scooters, boats, bikes etc) is a serious offense, no matter what the outcome is. It’s fortunate that this situation was so mild, nobody got hurt nor no personal damages, it still is a serious offense and should have be treated as such. Yes, we shouldn’t be treating this situation as if he hit and killed somebody, but he still could have, and this needs to be taken seriously.

Min Yoongi, a man in his 30s (a grown ass man of legal age, whom I’m seeing getting his criminal offense downplayed like nothing happened by those both of legal age and those not), committed a crime, as mild as the situation was, is a serious situation and for that break of the law, he deserves to be punished for it. And the fact that there are people treating like he did nothing wrong is just idiotic.

The amount of parasocial behaviour (friendly reminder, you will never truly know any idol, youtuber, celebrity, actor etc if you don’t personally know them (no meeting them multiple times and borderline stalking them and learning evrry single detail you can about them online doesn’t count) and infantilisation in this fandom is insane.

Stop putting people you look up to on such a high pedestal until the point where you think they can do nothing wrong (like some armys are doing right now, with a man in his 30s)

I love Yoongi, I still look up to him even after this, I’m glad that he wasn’t hurt and that this doesn’t hurt his military service. I hope he learns from this, faces whatever legal punishment they give him, and hope that he can regain his license again in the future.

I hope he, the company and most importantly the fandom, recognises how serious this situation is and stops going “poor little meow meow” or “I’m in love with a criminal” (no you don’t, nobody in the fandom knows who and how BTS are in their private lives (private lives whom they are fully entitled to keep hidden from overobsessive fangirls who thinks stalking people counts as knowing them. They’re people, not objects nor saints, please treat them as such) over a man who commuted a criminal offense, aka broke the law and now needs to face said punishment.

I know I have been repeating myself over and over, but with the amount of braindead takes seen in this fandom regarding theses legal grown men, is just painful.

[beehunterkisser]

YESSSS ISABELLA IN WONDERLAND UPDATE!!! Wonderful as always <333

Firstly, I want to say that I totally glossed over Isabella daydreaming about Phineas teaching Perry how to use a knife. I snorted very loudly at that when I reread part 1.

Secondly, oooohhhh Doof was so silly. I love him being the Caterpillar, and I really enjoy all of his hands. I have no specific reason for this, I like them.

I also like how Doof is thinking of Vanessa, what a loving dad. I also like how he’s treating Isabella, I feel as if he’s used to dealing with kids her age because of the experience he gained when raising Vanessa, and it comes across well in how he’s talking to her. (I could be reading too far into it, but I feel like when I was a kid I met adults like Caterpillar Doof)

Very amazing and wonderful as per usual. I am very excited to see who we meet in the next installment!

Thank you :-)

THANK YOU SOOOOOOOOO MUCH FOR THIS ASK I DIDNT EVEN WANNA ANSWER IT FOR A LITTLE WHILE BC I JUST WANTED TO STARE AT IT LOVINGLY IN MY INBOX FOREVER HAHAHA. Stuff like this makes doing big projects like my au SO worth it.

I love doofs caterpillar hands too Its just natural to love his caterpillar hands. like i said in the tags he got Snubbed because he has way more but i was too lazy to draw him.. the doof fullbody design has them all though.

you may notice the gold band isnt on the top of his hat in this like it is in the comics. this is because im a noob and mistook my lighting in the first spread to be a gold band. and every time id draw it id get REALLY MAD and be like why tf did i put this here its so annoying..you never put it there..you did that to yourself. ANYWAY

Im really glad you liked his characterization because im definitely not like. a professional doof writer my strengths are in other characters i feel but you saying this makes me feel confident about it YAY.

THANK YOU SO MUCH AGAIN YOU ARE SO SWEET

[beheworthy]

I just found your blog and posts talking about how Thor Ragnarok wasn’t all that and it honestly feels so vindicating to see you and others talk about this now! I remember trying to discuss criticism of Ragnarok back in 2017-18 and how I didn’t like the direction it seemed to be taking the MCU in and I literally got DOGPILED on. I had people coming into my inbox on anon and in my post replies telling me I hated fun, that I didn’t know what I was talking about, that I was homophobic (???) and all this other horrible shit (some even telling me to kms) JUST because I critiqued the film’s characterization of Thor and Loki, the poor balance of comedy and seriousness, and other issues. But look, all these years later, and everything I said about the mishandling and direction of the characters and story ended up happening (just look at Love and Thunder) and now a lot of people are realizing how maybe people like us had a point. Anyways again, I am glad to find your blog and posts all these years later!!

oh man i'm so sorry you had to go through all that. i assure you you're not alone and all of us went through this same experience. i got so much hate and resistance, got called what not (still do) - just for not liking thor's direction but i never stopped because i knew that just because i was a minority, it doesn't make me wrong.

so please, you are more than welcome to join our little thor appreciation society. our master yoda @fostertheory , my love @notallthosewho-wanderarelost , goddess of thunder @m1ghtythor , queen of asgard @karioke13 , king @zndr315-blog

and the greatest ever @uniiiquehecrt . there are many more lovely people who pop in from time to time as well<3

i could reiterate the 300 ways marvel drilled him in the ground but i think i have spoken more than enough since november 2017, conveniently categorized here - #anti thor ragnarok . here is my blog archive to help you find posts more easily. and here are all my complaints summarized in a 10k word post because i just can't let this shit go.

and here are some people just like you who have messaged over the years about how alone they felt in their criticism of thor3: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 ❤️