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Prior to leaving for the tours we did today, there was a fight between two of the dogs. We were unhooking and loading up dogs. Muk went through Jack's circle after being unhooked, Jack grabbed him, and Muk turned around and just nailed him. Muk ended up having Jack pinned. SDG was able to pull Muk off Jack pretty quick, but Muk left Jack with a pretty nasty wound on his arm that bled a LOT. Called the vet, and she said based on where it is, he won't bleed out, just wrap it tight. We got him bandaged up and put him in a crate in the house, and then we had to leave for the tour, so off we went. Jack was okay when we got back. Swollen, but he left his bandage alone.
Tour was good. After the people left, we were standing around the fire for a minute, and we heard wolves howling in the distance. That was neat. Still can't believe Lilly let me handle her today. I am interested to see if this means we are "friends" now or how she will react to me at the kennel now.
#barkin up some trees#sled dog adventures#it was a wild day#glad Jack is okay#now that he has had his ass whooped we are hoping he leaves Muk alone#he has some kinda beef with him for no reason#muk wont instigate with Jack usually but he wont back down either#they sure are a handful#dog fights happen sometimes ๐คทโโ๏ธ#it isnt the first ive seen at the kennel and i doubt it will be the last#i am just glad it turned out to be nothing too serious#like it bled a lot but the vet said he should be fine based on location#i will check in tomorrow and see how jack is doing
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#mash#m*a*s*h#my gifs#lol the other day i was annoyed by seeing a post suggest that hawkeye rarely expresses his feelings without joking to deflect#so i decided to make my mild irritation constructive#also i'm glad i finally have a gifset for the moments in the first gif lol bc i've always found them striking#hawkeye has to know the unfortunate victim of a funny injury is okay before he'll laugh about it#there's also a moment where potter tells a 'funny' story about a helicopter pilot who nearly blows himself up with a grenade#in smilin jack iirc which bj laughs at and hawkeye doesn't. love those tiny little character details
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So, I assume cores are like a ghosts version of autistic special interests, and assumedly not everyone becomes a ghost?
But what if Jack does, his core could be ghosts itself, and is one of the strongest fresh ghosts to be out there, one worthy of rivalling king Danny.
Oo! I like this. I haven't gotten too far into any world building, but let's see if we can do this some justice. I haven't ever written Jack, so this might be absolutely horrible. Also, most of my knowledge is purely fanon or what I made up on the fly.
Idk if this is what you wanted, but I hope you enjoy it nonetheless. <2
Jack Fenton had always loved ghosts. His parents read him ghost stories and myths and legends when he was growing up, his sister was very into the dark and macabre, and his brother even took him ghost hunting a few times!
Yes, the Nightingale family had been witch hunters, but an interest change came with the name change. It was a package deal, really. One that know one really registered until much later down the line.
At the end of his senior year, Jack meet Madeline. If you asked her, it was love at first sight. If you asked him, it was love at first fight.
Maddie, as she liked to be called, had been raised by her grandmother. The woman taught Maddie everything she knows about the supernatural, claiming to be a medium. No one ever believed her.
Jack had a friend throughout high school named Vlad. Vlad was, in every sense of the word, paranoid. He had measures against everything supernatural, metaphysical, real, ect. If you could think of it, he probably had something to counter it.
The three made quite the team in college. Maddie and Jack had applied to the same colleges, only going to the one that accepted them both. Vlad followed after them, saying that he didn't trust Jack to leave him on his own.
"Ridiculous!" Jack had whispered to Maddie, "He just doesn't like being alone."
Ghosts were the common interest between the three, having grow up around some kind of exposure, so when someone offhandedly mentions a theoretical way that a living being could enter the Realm of the Dead, well, they had to see if it was actually possible.
Which leads them to nearly twenty-three years later. Their research had gotten Vlad hospitalized, so he wasn't there to share in the success, but that hadn't stopped Jack and Maddie. They'd worked for years to build a portal into the Afterlife for the opportunity to study a real life ghost.
Their research, of course, had been shunned in many occult circles, but that's okay. Those guys were all quacks and crazies anyway. Who needs their approval?
Ghosts were the emotions of a formerly living being that had imprinted themselves on ectoplasm. The proof? There was a ghost attack on their college during their junior year. Everyone thought they had staged it because no one saw the ghost, but Jack, Maddie, and Vlad knew. They had gathered the small bit of glowing green goo to study it.
That glowing green goo had been what had powered up the portal when they got it build. They used it like a battery.
So why hadn't it worked?
Well, it worked eventually, but why had it taken nearly four hours after the initial activation of the portal?
Regardless, they had been right and now Amity Park was full of proof to prove themselves to everyone that had ever laughed at them! If only Vlad could've shared in the glorious moment. He's not dead! They just...lost contact shortly after Danny was born.
Jumping forward almost two decades, Jack and Maddie were sat down by their children, Jasmine and Danny. Apparently, Danny had been the one to activate the portal by dying. It was...a lot to process, but they were happy he had come to them, even if it had taken two years.
It made them rethink a lot of their thoughts over the years. But, you can't really teach an old dog new tricks, no matter how much you explain and demonstrate it.
They didn't hurt Danny! God, no. They'd already done that enough.
No, Jack and Maddie redoubled their efforts to study ghosts with the added intention of understanding them.
Everyone in Amity Park know that there's at least a 90% chance they'll become a ghost when they die. That is quickly lowered to a 50% chance when the understanding that intent matters in all situations, even death. Those who want to rest won't come back as a ghost. Those who have something to finish or do have a bigger chance of coming back. Maybe not with all their memories, but they might.
Maddie, when she died of a combination of radiation - because ectoplasm is barely radioactive, but consistent exposure for most of her life doomed her - and old age, wanted to rest. She had done enough in her life, so she was ready to leave it behind.
Jack, when he died of the same combination with the addition of pneumonia, wanted to be with Maddie. But he also wanted to finally finish what he and Maddie and Vlad had started all those years ago.
Upon his death, Jack remembered a conversation he'd had shortly after Danny had come clean about being Phantom.
"Dann-o?" Jack had asked one morning.
"Hey, dad," Danny had tried to smile, but he seemed so tired. He was always tired. Had he always been this tired? Was this a new thing? Jack was horrified that he didn't know.
Jack had sat down next to his son on the couch, not too close as to be imposing, but close enough to be comforting. "What's wrong?"
Danny took a very long time to answer, words seeming to fall apart in his mouth. "Are you and mom going to keep trying to capture ghosts?"
Jack blinked. Why wouldn't they? There was still so much to know! So many theories to prove or disprove! So much locked potential that no one was ever going to look into again simply because no one else thought it possible!
"I mean-" Danny scrunched his nose in thought, trying to piece the words together in a way that someone who couldn't read his thoughts or be in his head could understand. "You and mom have worked to study ghosts for basically your whole lives. But, now that you know I am one, are you going to stop? Like, are you going to stop hunting them - us - down? Are you guys going to keep trying to hurt us?"
Oh. Oh. He's- Danny, he's- he's worried that they'll hurt him? "Oh, Danny," he said, "It was never our intention to hurt you."
"But-!"
"But we can't just drop everything. We've been doing this our whole lives almost, like you said. What are we supposed to do if we stop it all?"
Danny didn't say anything. In fact, he looked devastated. Why..?
Oh. Oh.
"It's not like that!" Jack was quick to say, "We're-we're not going to hunt ghosts any longer. If anything, we'll probably just want to ask some questions? I don't really know. I'll have to talk to your mom about it some more, but- We don't want to hurt you, Danny. It was never our intention."
Danny had been very quiet and a bit distant for the rest of the week after that. Unless, he'd always been like that? But he opened back up a little while later.
Jack and Maddie had never really completed their research on ghosts, so it's no surprise that one of them would come back as the thing they spent their lives after. But now came the question of what Ghost!Jack's obsession is.
It's usually seen as insensitive to ask a ghost what their Obsession is. But, if you know what their Obsession is, most are beyond thrilled to share it with you, basically info dumping everything they know about the subject, sharing related items, and learning more with you. It's a fun experience for all involved, especially if two or more ghosts have the same or similar enough Obsessions.
Really, it shouldn't have been a surprise that Jack Fenton's Obsession was Ghosts, considering his life.
Once that was a widely known fact, though, some began to wonder what his core and powers would be. Aside from, of course, the basic power set that all ghosts get when they become a ghost.
Cores and powers go hand in hand with a ghost's Obsession. Sometimes they amplify one another, sometimes they compliment one another. Very rarely are they the same thing.
For example, King Phantom's core is ice, his Obsession is protection, and his powers relating to that of ice, mostly offensive and defensive focuses. Ember's core is fire, her Obsession music, and her powers are similar to those of the sirens of myths.
You get the idea.
Then again, the Fenton Family has never been normal, has it? Not even as far back as when they were the Nightingale Family.
King Phantom had figured out one day what his father's powers were, and, consequently, his strength. It was an accident, really! They hadn't seen each other in a while, and Jack's hugs were already monstrously strong before he'd become a ghost-
Who knew that ghosts could get shattered spines?
Jack Fenton, upon becoming the very thing he'd spend his life dedicated to, gained the ability to copy another ghost's power via manipulation of his core.
While most ghosts' cores were a single solid substance like ice or fire or shadows, Jack's core was ectoplasm. Able to change and adapt to his needs, not set in any one way.
Phantom was beyond glad his father, who became known as The Professor, was on his side.
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#danny phantom#dp#writing#is this okay? is this what you wanted? do you like it?#obsessions#king danny phantom#ghost jack fenton#ghost cores#ghost powers#op phantom#op jack fenton#glad he's stopped trying to hunt ghosts#good parents jack and maddie#reveal gone right
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Carlos Sainz | F1 London Live in 2017 | x x x x x
#carlos sainz#autumn posts#explored this event last eve and omg so many wonderful moments!!!!#oh to be able to time travel ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ surfing the web will have to do!!#also I'll still reblog and post RBR of old and Max related content in 2025 but#wow they have made some immensely frustrating decisions as a company#I do sure despise their upper management!#also tbh I am glad newbies get chances but it seems like 2025 is going to be maybe too many rookies maybe o.o idk I just got here#and I know F1 teams are probably trying some succession planning and lots of new brands hopping on seem geared to younger fans#and I love Gabi and Jack and I'm sure Ollie and Kimi are great! idk them as well yet! and I miss Franco :(((#but idk I'm already missing the older drivers we lost like what do you mean Carlos is fourth oldest he's my age ๐ฅฒ#idk I like grizzled old men!!!! and drivers who are still in their prime!! 30s isnt old!!! (I know it is in the world of f1 but...)#idk I know big F1 is trying to plant seeds but they're pulling up perfectly gorgeous trees to do so....I just got here too!!!!!!#hmmmm rambling balogna from a new fan#also I dont like watching cars crash so really really hoping the races next year with all these green drivers aren't too bad ๐ซฃ#idk I get worried!! and all the engineers and bts folks have to deal with wrecks so#mannifesting safe drives and good starts ๐โจ#and rbr and vcarb are on my shit list for now but the Max blogging will not cease#he and I will both be in our sixties and I'll be here salivating hehe ๐ตโ๐ซโจ#gosh dad bod Max ๐ตโ๐ซโค๏ธโจ heaven help me the thirst blogging will be off the charts here#okay enough yapping!!!#wishing everyone a v excellent Friday!! โ๏ธโ๏ธ๐โจ#brb soon to spam F1 Live in London content bc oh gosh what a rich well#also I won't spam too much hehe I'll space it out#also the Little Mix girlies (gn) were OUT at this event so that was fun!!#an insta feed of F1 drivers and a ton of Little Mix bloggers since they performed there! and I like Jade!! I gotta check when her albums out#okay autumn out!!! ๐ซกโค๏ธโจ bye for now!
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Also wdym jack and joker is trending on tumblr
#jack and joker#IM GLAD OKAY IM SUPER GLAD BUT:#i am also a possessive bitch and this is my show that i want to hug forever
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see, ppl can say what they want about the resi 3 remake, but the remake got Mikhail perfect. Also i actually really love weird Puppy Nemesis lmao
#GET OFF OF HIS TRAIN SHITBIRD#ilu grandpa you did your best#I think the remake is fine#there's parts of the original I miss a ton#and parts I am glad are gone#mostly I'm just confused by the rose colored glasses everyone remembers wrt a nemesis that doesn't exist#he was never a random stalker he always had scripted spawns and due to the ps1 limitations the โrandomโ was down to two or three options#with that said re3 remake coming off the heels of re7 with pretty good stalkers like jack and margeurite#and then directly off the heels of re2 with one of the best programmed game stalkers i've ever seen#he's a letdown for sure#I loved the pre-release rumors saying nemesis would chase you into safe rooms#that should have been a real thing#Oh wow is it really time for our regularly scheduled resident evil obsessing??#I wanted to name Nikolai after Mikhail but mercury spatted me with a newspaper and told me I had too many M names#I have had this fondness for hero grandpa for a long time okay#anyway I know that absolutely no one follows me for resident evil so lmao ignore my rambling#it's fine though#because no matter if you follow me for solivaga or homestuck :)#I've fed you resident evil no matter what#what do you mean parts of the harley manor are inspired by the spencer mansion!?#HAHA GOT'EM#what do you mean there's a ton of resident evil refs in soli#RAT STRIKES AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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re "dean shouldn't have to be nice to jack" it gives the same vibe as people openly and proudly hating children as a whole
like yes I personally am uncomfortable around children and don't want to have any, but also that's a child so if one interacts with me I'll play along and answer their banana phone and ask them about their favorite dinosaur, you should still be nice to kids bc they are. you know. children.
it does definitely give those vibes. personally i feel like it's not that extreme to question dean's treatment of jack and say that it's definitely not the best. and i suppose you can argue that he has no "obligation" to but again. jack is days (to a few years) old. can we be just a little bit realistic here and perhaps remember that dean does not always have to be perfect
and i think the main issue i have with it beyond that is that it usually comes in parallel with the idea that "jack isn't family and therefore dean shouldn't have to care about him/be nice to him" which is just subscribing to the way that dean views the world and missing the fact that their family is Everything at all times mindset is the core of john and dean's abuse. jack not being family shouldn't have an impact on the way he "deserves" to be treated (thinking abt the famous "you deserved to be saved, he doesn't" moment) and how his familial status/role is the thing that makes him actually a monster & determines his value. and it does also tend to appear in the same blogs that say sam "betrayed" dean by going to stanford and again in s4/s5 (notably 05x16) where it's very consistently clear that they are just really falling into dean's flawed belief system simply because it's dean's.
i just think that in the end there are so many more interesting things to explore, besides the idea that dean "doesn't have to be nice" (like the dean & john elements within dean & jack's relationship as well as the dean & sam elements) but ofc that would require taking a step back from much of common fanon so perhaps my hopes are too high
#the way that the general audience tends to view the characters exactly the way that dean views them is so fascinating to me#and not to keep going but like. all of this is core to dean imo.#his relationship with jack isn't ooc or something that was intended to make him the easier person to support#and i think sometimes people need to remember they can like him for that anyways.#it's okay to love that he can be so incredibly awful and controlling but still so overwhelmingly caring in the end - it's SO interesting#anyways asjfsjhd thank you anon i'm glad i'm not the only one that finds it silly <3#and i hope this wasn't too long-winded and makes at least a bit of sense#star notes#dean & jack
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mitsuki's role in weekend lesson is so interesting, because... there's no challenge for him? why doesn't the mean casting director in neji want to challenge him?
(disclaimer that I'm on suzu's route and have only done kisa's route before this)
like, okay, so neji finds out that amber isn't participating in univeil's summer performance. his strategy would be something like a mix of fall and winter: aim to win, but also use the opportunity to train your new actors. since there isn't a chui to beat in this scenario, he and fumi can relax and risk a bit of the performance to train the new guys. alright, makes sense, cool cool.
so neji writes the characters and assigns the roles, right. the third years have some inner conflicts to overcome, and the first years have some growing to do. we have fumi playing the talented genius who quit competitive dancing, and kai who plays as someone that limits himself or is otherwise unambitious for the sake of supporting others. okay, same conflicts, let's see if the character development transfers from role to actor.
we have suzu playing louis who has pages and pages of monologue specifically, because suzu is bad at memorizing lines unless it's built around a conversation with another person (opposite of sou, who can memorize lines on his own). and also he has to do it while dancing, which he also needs to improve on. sou plays a jeanne who is cheerful, sociable, literally acts as the glue that binds everyone together through instigating the competition -- a departure from sou's own personality (plus sou, at this point I think, still wanted to play jack roles, though idk if neji knew this, or if it mattered to him). kisa plays a jack role for the first time, while also dancing and singing, and had to deal with neji sending her off to spy/steal ideas from other classes for her own improvement (in the guise of letting other classes try to poach her from quartz). neji always pushes a little harder on kisa, because he's always amazed that kisa will just do any of his own unreasonable demands (he says something to this effect if you let kisa choose neji to help her during one of the rehearsals).
so, okay, we've got a training plan down for everyone... except mitsuki. mitsuki doesn't get a challenge. shiroma is a side character, a prize to be won, very flat compared to even mukai (who has more depth to his personality even without the last minute improv). neji even throws in the random jazz lounge singer just so mitsuki can sing, which ends up looking more like a favor to mitsuki (since he only likes singing) and a "might as well use your talents somewhere" scenario.
(lmao shut up mitsuki, you got an easy role. sou has to dance both the great galleon and the random social dance kanna does in the background in andou's studio, and the dance she does with louis. the only characters who don't dance as much are mukai and employees A and B).
neji seems to place mitsuki in the same category as otori and himself: reliable in the roles they're good at, with no need to push for improvement compared to the others. but that's so interesting to me because like... why wouldn't he push mitsuki more? why wait until late into the year during the winter performance? and even then, initially, he wanted mitsuki as al jeanne more so to train kisa and fumi, rather than mitsuki himself. like, this is the scriptwriter who has no problems using other people's own inner conflicts as inspiration for his writing. neji can be a mean casting director when he wants to be. there's no reason why mitsuki is an exception.
I guess shiroma being a prize to be won and nothing more does mimic how mitsuki is valued for being a tresor and nothing more. but there is no space in the play for shiroma or mitsuki to do anything about that, unlike fumi and kai whose characters (andou and hasekura) both change throughout the play. mitsuki himself realizes very late into rehearsals (like, around a week before the performance) how he can connect with shiroma
and I mean, sure, that sounds compelling, but I don't think that's what neji intended nor do I think mitsuki is just talking about shiroma at this point, but hey this is the "theater is a metaphor" game sooooooo
anyway. I just think it's so odd that neji doesn't push mitsuki that much... but then I think about otori. I'd bet if otori wasn't so hilariously antagonistic to suzukisasou, he would also get the mean director neji treatment. not because of otori himself but more like. neji writes around actor chemistry and otori's rapport with the other actors is just less inspiring for drama and more inspiring for comedy LMAO (sorry otori). chui himself had a missing takihime bc he didn't really vibe with anyone on the stage.
and maybe that's it? mitsuki is also a person who distances himself from other people, and doesn't really put in the effort until later in the game. and before he even makes the effort for quartz (that neji sees), he really only made an effort for kisa. (I still maintain that mitsuki cares a lot about quartz even from the beginning, but whatever, I guess early game mitsuki that wasn't compelling enough for neji)
and I think it makes more sense why neji couldn't write anything for mitsuki. early game mitsuki doesn't have interesting relationships that neji could see. neji could write fumi and kai together and let their own internal conflicts be reflected in their relationship onstage. hasekura lets andou shine. mary jane wanted an equal (some form of it, a "friend" in the play) and that's why she created jacob. neji sees suzu and sou fighting in the hallway and in the next play writes jire and fugio fighting over chicchi. neji sees otori... being otori, and either writes him as funny side character A or a small-time antagonist to kisa.
which makes it extra hilarious why neji didn't understand oh rama havenna. neji wanted to experiment with fumi as a jack and kisa as a lead role. and mitsuki finally, coincidentally slots in as someone who could fill in the gaps left by fumi not being the al jeanne, and as someone who has a good relationship with kisa. and yet. mitsuki excels above and beyond during oh rama havenna, precisely because he makes rukiora his own character (as opposed to how neji initially wrote rukiora based on a younger version of himself; hence rukiora's relationship with domina) and rukiora's chemistry with chicchi reflects mitsuki's own relationship with kisa.
idk, I think all of this is just neat. kinda wish neji pushed mitsuki a little bit earlier, but also I think it's cute that he kept giving mitsuki easy roles for a while. he can push and prod the other actors, but he's making sure the princess doesn't have too much to complain about.
#mine musings#liveblogging jj#stop talking about mitsuki in someone else's route challenge failed. again#there's also something to be said about neji also only playing bit characters himself#and not really putting much of his own vulnerabilities (as an actor) and relationships with the cast on the stage#but this post is already long lol#also i just remembered how mitsuki was glad that neji gave some of his lines to suzu#in the fall performance#likeeeeeee neji really let mikki get away with small unchallenging acting roles for SO LONG#should i tag this...... okay sure#jack jeanne
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#feel very free to reblog with examples#i'm glad he's healthy and jacked now but#i'm so partial to skinny little 2007 jon mess in a v-neck with long curly hair#sue me okay
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i always forget that the lorax is like actually good commentary on the environment and not just some weird joke, like my mum told me her class was writing letters to the onceler and so confused on why she would have a bunch of 10 yr olds write to a tumblr sexy man like whatโs next? are they gonna do algebra with sans undertale?
#and then some girl i knew from hs posted on her story this weird tiktok about how deep the lorax is because human really do cut down trees#(which like okay leah iโve known about that since i was 3 but iโm glad you just found out)#and it was set to fucking how ba ah ah d can i be#like i cant take that seriously#all i can think about is the onceler shaking ass for jack frost#i guess i am chronically online#like the normal person sees the lorax and thinks about saving the planet#i wish i could be like that..#mari.txt
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petitioning shipwrecked to pretty please let us witness Dash Gunfire attempting a voice-over and utterly failing so everyone else hears and reacts to whatever hilarious nonsense he says
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#pleeeeeease lmao i hope this happens#if it doesnt thats okay y'all can just do it in the next one yeah? yeah. glad we agree. <3#jack jabbers#shipwrecked comedy#the case of the greater gatsby#dash gunfire
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omg i have to preface this ask with the mini heartattack i just experienced, i couldn't find you in my extensive following list and i thought either a) i had accidentally unfollowed you somehow or b) you got terminated for some reason ;w; so i'm very glad to see neither of those things happened and tumblr has just decided to be mean to me for no reason ๐ฎโ๐จ
anywho i wanted to talk about my husband jack torrance. sometimes i wonder if he knows how much i love him and want the best for him all the time ๐ฅบ i'm glad he's, mostly, content now. not as angry or depressed as he used to be. every day with him is such a gift. i know he's grateful for me but i just really hope it's always with him that i'm not going to leave his side, how truly and deeply i love him... ghahh ๐
ty for listeningg, clownie <3
I AM ALSO VERY GLAD NEITHER OF THOSE THINGS HAPPENED, @circusgoth-dotcom!!!!!
and i'm very, very glad you came to talk to me about jack!!! :)
i know he knows how much you love him and i know he wonders the same thing about you!!! if you know how much he loves you!!! if you know how good you've been for him!!! the love between you is so genuine and so obvious, you can just see it in him!!! you can see that he's not angry or depressed anymore!!! there's, like... a calmness to him now. it's like you love him in the exact way he's needed to be loved. it's sooo beautiful!!! ๐ค
#THANK YOU FOR SHARING WITH ME I LOVE YOU TWO TOGETHER!!!!! :''')#also i'm so glad i'm not terminated i'm not glad tumblr was being mean to you but STILL!!!#i'm glad it's all good and everything is okay!!!#<333#also even if you had accidentally unfollowed it HAPPENS I UNDERSTAND we'd find each other again <3#ask liv#other ships#circusgoth-dotcom#clownie tag#character: jack torrance
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ITS SPOTIFY WRAPPED DAY LETS GOOOO
I think I'm too excited about Spotify wrapped but hey it brings me joy okay
28 genres. 27,384 minutes. 890 artists.
My #1 song was "doing ok." by Pablo David Laucerica and the little wrapped comment is right, it still sounds perfect #2: "DEBT COLLECTOR" by Jhariah #3: "Like Real People Do" by Hozier #4: "STAR-CROSSED" by Ethan Gander #5: "Flight of the Crows" by Jhariah
My top artist was (unsurprisingly) Jhariah! Top 0.5%. Can I make it to 0.1% next year? Tune in and see. #2: Will Wood #3: AJR #4: Ethan Gander #5: Hozier I also have podcasts... #1: The Penumbra Podcast #2: Camp Here and There #3: The Magnus Archives #4: Welcome to Night Vale I was designated Collector which means I hoard and only listen to my playlists and insert Debt Collector joke here.
#Spotify wrapped 2023#Jhariah#Hozier#Ethan Gander#Could I have just sent a picture? Maybe. Idk#my top genre was pov: indie by the way#Glad TMA made it on there all my insomniac nights amounted to something#So excited that Jhariah was my top artist yissssssssss#Alas no Jack Conte#We'll get 'em next year boys#Hozier was a surprise but I think it's because I kept listening to LRPD nonstop#Then sometime in the winter I got into Sunlight then all of Wasteland Baby! by proxy. So it makes sense#โHow could AJR be in my to-โ *remembers how Manny times I streamed TMM* โoh rightโ#I got jumpscared by the artist message by the way#Was not expecting the Jhoothfairy to be talking! to me!#Okay I'll stop rambling
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What in the actual hell is happening in this game?
#carolina hurricanes#I'm glad Pyotr is okay#Andrei's blade just โ๐ฝ#jack just gets absolutely ambushed#wild wild wild
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๐๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ๐ ๐๐จ๐ซ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐๐ฆ๐๐ซ๐! ๐ธโจ
Grace finally has a Magicam account, and what better use for it than immortalizing their friendships?
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โ ึดึถึธหยทหณห๐ ึดึถึธ.
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๐๐๐๐ฟ_๐ด๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฒ I finally made an account!! First pic, tea party preparations with housewarden of Heartslabyul! ๐น๐ซ
โค๏ธ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฒ_๐ผ๐ณ๐ต๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐๐ LMAO? HE'S SUCH A PRUDE LOLL
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โยฌโ ๏ธ ๐๐ฝ๐ฎ๐ฑ๐ฒ_๐ฑ๐ฒ๐๐ฐ๐ฒ @ace_ofhearts dude you're aware that housewarden Rosehearts owns a magicam account right?
โฆ๏ธ ๐ฑ๐ถ๐ฎ๐บ๐ผ๐ป๐ฑ_๐บ๐ถ๐ป๐ฑ totes adorbs!! but kinda bummed u didn't pick me for such a cute pic idea... (ใ
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โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โยฌ๐ฆ ๐๐๐๐ฟ_๐ด๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฒ @diamond_mind Oh I'm so sorry!! I got so busy with preparations that it slipped my mind u_u; I'll save you a spot next time, promise!
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๐ฆ yuur_grace
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๐๐๐๐ฟ_๐ด๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฒ ....okay so this MIGHT turn into a series. I pray to the Seven that Leona isn't active on magicam or else I'm migrating (he looks so peaceful tho, doesn't he?!)
๐บ ๐ท๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ต๐ผ๐๐น__ Grace.
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ ยฌ๐ฆ ๐๐๐๐ฟ_๐ด๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฒ @jackhowl__ Jack...... 5 replies
๐ ๐ฟ๐๐ด๐ด_๐ฏ๐๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ต๐ถ๐ฏ๐ต๐ณ you owe me a deluxe cutlet sandwich now btw ๐
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โยฌ๐ฆ ๐๐๐๐ฟ_๐ด๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฒ I don't recall that being on our TOA?? 1 replies
๐ฐ ๐๐ฎ๐๐ฎ๐ป๐ฎ_๐ป๐ฝ๐ฐ ????? LEONA KINGSCHOLAR???? ISN'T THAT THE PREFECT WHAT. 1435 replies
๐ฆ ๐บ๐ฎ๐ด๐ถ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐บ_๐๐๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ฑ๐ฒ๐ฏ๐ด๐ฎ๐ต๐ฎ๐ฑ๐ฎ Sevens you narrow minded idiot.
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โยฌ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ป๐ฝ๐ฐ is that literally fucking leona kingscholar 34572 replies
โปoh, except.... maybe they forgot one little detail...
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๐๐๐๐ฟ_๐ด๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฒ Decided to pay our octobuddy a little visit at the @mostrolounge this afternoon ๐๐นWhat a face! (also, wow where did all of you come from?? Was Leona's sleeping visage that baffling of a prospect? รนแดu,, actually, I'm now realizing that I hadn't even set this account to private...oops.)
๐ฌ ๐๐ต๐ฎ๐๐.๐ฎ.๐บ๐ผ๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ ahahah!! oh man look at his face! little shrimpy's got guts~
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ ยฌ๐ฆ ๐๐๐๐ฟ_๐ด๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฒ thanks for being the cameraman buddy รนแดu อกออโ
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โค๏ธ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฒ_๐ผ๐ณ๐ต๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐๐ I'm surprised you didn't get ptsd just from walking into that room LMAO
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ ยฌ๐ฆ ๐๐๐๐ฟ_๐ด๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฒ @ace_ofhearts hm okay how about you join me next time
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ ยฌโค๏ธ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฒ_๐ผ๐ณ๐ต๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐๐ @yuur_grace no thank you <3
๐ฌ ๐ท๐ฎ๐ฑ๐ฒ.๐น๐ฒ๐ฒ๐ฐ๐ต. hahah. how swift. perhaps i may join you one day to capture such riveting images. 3 replies
๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ป๐ฝ๐ฐ ok no I'm actually so invested we can't just move on from the fact that this guy showed up all of a sudden and just KNOWS Leona kingscholar personally?!?? 200 replies
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๐๐๐๐ฟ_๐ด๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฒ Another face cradled! And a dear friend hugged! Had a blast at this wonderful get-together in Scarabia dorm โ๏ธ๐ฎ๐ I think I'm ready to sleep for a week though hahaha ^^;
โ๏ธ ๐ธ๐ฎ๐น๐ถ๐บ๐ฎ๐น๐ฎ๐๐ถ๐บโช I'm so glad you came! I don't think I've had that much fun with friends in a while! You're always welcome whenever you feel like visiting ๐โจ
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โยฌ ๐ฆ ๐๐๐๐ฟ_๐ด๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฒ @kalimalasim always!
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โยฌ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ป๐ฝ๐ฐ ARE YOU FREAKING KIDDING ME 1240 replies
๐ ๐ท๐ฎ๐บ๐ถ๐น_๐ There's still some leftovers if you'd like to take some for Grim. Or yourself, really. 2 replies
๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ป๐ฝ๐ฐ oh okay so there's even MORE. why not. SURE. 212 replies
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๐๐๐๐ฟ_๐ด๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฒ Nothing better than a long evening spent with the beauty queen himself @vilshoenheit. And look, he reciprocated! How sweet~ ๐โจ A wonderful idol, an even better friend.
๐ ๐๐ถ๐น๐๐ฐ๐ต๐ผ๐ฒ๐ป๐ต๐ฒ๐ถ๐โช How precious. Do take good care of that manicure.
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โยฌ๐ ๐๐ถ๐น๐๐ฐ๐ต๐ผ๐ฒ๐ป๐ต๐ฒ๐ถ๐ Wait, Grace, is this a private post?
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ ยฌ๐ฆ ๐๐๐๐ฟ_๐ด๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฒ will do! ๐ค 2304 replies
๐ ๐ฎ๐ฝ๐ฝ๐น๐ฒ๐ฝ๐ฒ๐น_๐ณ๐ฒ๐น๐บ๐ถ๐ฒ๐ฟ man you're better than me, i can't stand a second doin any a this balderdash
โ โ โ โ โ โ ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ โ โ โ โ โ โยฌ๐ฆ ๐๐๐๐ฟ_๐ด๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฒ your loss,, it's sooo relaxing ๐โโ๏ธ
๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ป๐ฝ๐ฐ YOU GUYS I CANT COPE ARE YOU KIDDING MEEEEEEE 784 replies
๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ป๐ฝ๐ฐ is this guy some sorta undercover cop or sum?? how's he got all these crazy ass ties??
๐น ๐๐ต๐ฒ๐ต๐๐ป๐๐ฟ๐ผ๐ผ๐ธ oh, lร lร ... quelle beautรฉ, the calm before the storm~
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๐๐๐๐ฟ_๐ด๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฒ Seems like I've been graced with this nice little picture from @0r1h0_shr0ud2 during a visit to Idia's dorm! No face hold unfortunately, but it's quite cute!๐ฉต๐ค Very rare, it seems Idia has yet to realize the photo being taken ^o^. Peep the adorable little PreMo gacha figure I got for him...? ๐
๐ฉต ๐ฌ๐ฟ๐ญ๐ต๐ฌ_๐๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๐ฟ๐ฌ๐๐ฑ๐ฎ I was so happy that you decided to stay and keep my brother company, Grace Alexander-san. Idia doesn't show it, but you really made his day!
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ ยฌ๐ฆ ๐๐๐๐ฟ_๐ด๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฒ @0r1h0_shr0ud2 awww! I'm always happy to spend time with you both! ๐ค 3 replies
๐ ๐ด๐น๐ฌ๐ฌ๐บ๐๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ถ woah when was this?! you can't just spring such a rare event out of nowhere! delete, delete!!! 5 replies
โฆ๏ธ ๐ฑ๐ถ๐ฎ๐บ๐ผ๐ป๐ฑ_๐บ๐ถ๐ป๐ฑ oh my Seven!! you both look so dope! truly inspiringโ and can we talk about how *adorbs* you look with that biscuit hanging from ur mouth?? (หต โขฬ แด - หต ) โง
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โยฌ๐ฆ ๐๐๐๐ฟ_๐ด๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฒ @diamond_mind brothaaaa keep this up and you'll be fighting off rumors for days LOL รนแดu ahuahu
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ ยฌโค๏ธ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฒ_๐ผ๐ณ๐ต๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐๐ @yuur_grace OH U WANNA HEAR ABOUT RUMORS??? HAHAH
๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ป๐ฝ๐ฐ Am I tweaking or is that like. *The* Idia Shroud from the family Shroud part of the largest technological pioneers in Twisted Wonderland. Or am I insane.
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ ยฌ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ป๐ฝ๐ฐ this HAS to be a social experiment atp?? What in the world is this guy's power??? 467 replies
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๐๐๐๐ฟ_๐ด๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฒ it felt almost special, leaving my vest off. Maybe it was the winter breeze. Tsunotaro helped me with his cape, though, despite my insistence. What a sweet personality! ๐๐ We took a long walk through an abandoned woods, found some gorgeous gargoyles. To end my little series, I asked to hold him as well. He doesn't own a magicam account so I can't tag him... But at least he can keep the pictures :) Hurray! It ends! ๐คโจ
๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ป๐ฝ๐ฐ THERE IS NOOOOO FUCKING WAY I REFUSE NO NO ABSOLUTELY NO WAY THIS IS AN EVIL PRANK WHAT WHAT WHATTTTATSYSYTHJDHJ WHO IS THIS GUYYYYYY 1204 replies
๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ป๐ฝ๐ฐ OH YES DROP THE BOMB ON US WHY NOT. OKAY. THREE OTHER CELEBS WEREN'T ENOUGH I GUESS. 762 replies
๐ฆ ๐๐ฎ๐ป๐ฟ๐ผ๐๐ด๐ฒ๐ฒ Grace, you must know I have never been so entertained in my long life. Why, Malleus himself sits beside me and stares down at the screen in bafflement!
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ ยฌ๐ฆ ๐๐๐๐ฟ_๐ด๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฒ @vanrougee ???? Explain?? ToT
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โยฌโฆ๏ธ ๐ฑ๐ถ๐ฎ๐บ๐ผ๐ป๐ฑ_๐บ๐ถ๐ป๐ฑ @yuur_grace you sweet summer child ๐ญโ
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โยฌ ๐ ๐น๐ถ๐๐ถ๐ป๐ด.๐๐ถ๐ด๐ฏ๐ผ๐น๐ @yuur_grace YOU ARE ENTIRELY UNCONNIVING. YOU PLACE MALLEUS UNDER INTENSE SCRUTINY FROM THE MASSES AS WELL AS LADY MALEFICIA! YOU SHOULD BE MORE MINDFUL, HUMAN!!
โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ โ ยฌ๐ฆ ๐๐๐๐ฟ_๐ด๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฒ OH my god.
HEHEHE I HOPE YOU LIKED THIS AS MUCH AS I DID THIS WAS SO EXHAUSTING BUT SO FUN TO MAKE !!! ๐ฉท๐ค๐ฉทโจโจ Also pls don't look too hard at the numbers ik a lot of them are wrong I'm sleep deprived and high on 3 monster cans ๐ค
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as far as jack could tell, jervis was really out of it; and it made him wonder it was due to something that had happened while he was out with his father, or when they'd gotten here. perhaps both. jack gnawed on his bottom lip, his eyes darting to jervis's hands, which were flexing like he was struggling with something. an eyebrow rose as jack contemplated asking whether he needed some pain medication.
since he didn't receive an answer to his question yet, jack figured he might as well introduce himself. โ uhh, well, you don't have to talk to me if you aren't feeling up to it. my sister told me that you fainted in front of her out there โ so, i understand if you're still feeling sick. my name is jack, โ he scratched at the back of his neck as he continued to observe jervis. whenever the man tried to get up, jack approached him and was about to caution jervis that maybe he shouldn't by lightly touching his shoulder.
but he remembered matilda telling him something about the other really not liking to be touched, so he merely was going to verbally tell him. up until jervis laid back down himself, anyhow. jack couldn't hold himself back from frowning at his poor present state before venturing out of the room with a 'i'll be right back.' and indeed he had been, with two different vials, alongside a few syringes to inject into that IV bag: should jervis want to be medicated. jack figured it'd be easier to just do that rather than forcing him to swallow anything.
he placed those also on the table before tilting his head at the quote jervis had said until it clicked a few seconds later, โ that's a quote from through the looking glass, isn't it? and one that the red queen said in the story if i remember correctly. she was basically teaching alice that staying in the same place is falling behind, right? โ jack squinted his eyes at that before a thought came to mind. a soft snort left him, but one that was done of an innocent sort of amusement rather than malice. โ that is a kind of roundabout way of talking about survival of the fittest. but hey, lewis carroll was all about the whimsy of things, i guess. and its no big deal. โ
jack pretended not to see the tears that the other shed for jervis's own sake. the blood on his lips was something he couldn't ignore, no matter how hard he tried, though. jack grabbed a washcloth from his pack and held it out towards's jervis's hand. once it was out of his hand was when jack set down that teacup, the slightly too long stripped pants he wore swaying across the ground. โ mm, you and dad were both asleep for nearly four hours. sure โ i don't think that's silly at all. i keep something on me all the time from when my brother, julien, was still around. โ the bracelet he showed the other on his right wrist then seemed to be made up entirely of tiny conch shells.
julien was a big fan of the sea, which jack thought made his death all the more crushing. after seeing the state that the stuffed animal was in, he figured that that bunny must've been really loved; though it didn't really matter by whom it was. the end result was the same, as love changes you. jack knew this well as he'd never wanted anything more than to be embraced by the warmth of it.
he quickly shook that thought off, only to grab the two vials he got from the fridge once more. โ eh... the four hours actually went by rather fast. โ jack cleared his throat then, โ you know, i couldn't help but notice that you aren't looking so hot still, and so i grabbed some meds for you. but i won't force you to take them. i have a pain reliever as well as something that relieves vertigo. are either, or both of these, something you want? โ
Eigengrau.
A faint hum buzzed in his ears; his mouth was so dry it felt like heโd swallowed a wad of wool.
The thin sheet beneath him brushed his fingertips as Jervis flexed his hands, cracking his eyes open a sliver. The room tilted, everything blurring at the edges. Ahโฆ so he had fainted. Just as heโd suspected. No glasses, then.
"Hey. Ahh, you're awakeโฆ That's awesome. How are you feeling?"
The new voice was barely a whisper, young and uncertainโbelonging to a boy, maybe sixteen or eighteen by the timber. Was this another of Barton's assistants, a friend of Matildaโs, or perhaps her brother? Jervis couldnโt quite remember; hadn't Barton mentioned something about having more than one child?
He winced, his body feeling heavy, leaden; aching everywhere. Slowly, he exhaled and tried to push himself uprightโtried being the keyword. The effort brought only a wave of vertigo, dizzying and blue-hot, making his vision swim.
โฆ ohh, godโฆ
He swallowed thickly, curling into himself. Something wasnโt right. His glasses and gloves werenโt the only thing missing. He was in his socks, jeans, and a now damp charcoal t-shirt, his body slick with cold sweat. His graying auburn curls clung to his neck in tangled ropes. His boots were beside the cot, his messenger bag on a desk across the room. His overcoat and maroon button-down were draped over a chair.
A flicker of discomfort in his right arm. Burning. Tugging.
Jervis glanced down at the source: a plastic tube. A peripheral IV catheter.
"Ah, you know... 'It takes all the running you can do, to stay in the same place,'" he muttered, his voice clipped and hollow; Bermudian accent casual, almost detached. He turned his eyes to the boy; offered him a faint, strained smile. "Keeps things interesting, I suppose... but I appreciate your concern, lad."
He lifted his fingers to his cheek, feeling the moisture trickle downโsalt on his lips. Tears, sharp and stinging. Jervis flinched and quickly scrubbed them away with the heels of his hands.
Cold metal pressed into his spine, tight around his neckโthe chain with his and Sylvieโs wedding rings twisted against his skin. He mustโve been thrashing in his sleep. There was blood on his lips.
"Forgive meโฆ" His vision swam as he watched the boy set a teacup on the small table beside the cot, just within view. "But I'm afraid I've rather lost my sense of time. How long has it been since Iโฆ?" He paused, his voice barely steady. "... if... if you donโt mind, could you please reach into my coat pocket? You'll find a small cuddly toy. A rabbit..." He rubbed his mouth, lowered his eyes. "It sounds foolish, I know... but it... it was my daughter's, you see..."
The boy nodded, moving quickly to retrieve the toy from Jervisโ coat pocket, and placed it on the table beside the teacup. The bunny was missing one of its button eyes, its white fur faded and matted. A pink satin ribbon around its neck was frayed and tattered.
โThank you,โ Jervis said hoarsely. โI must have been out of it for quite a while.โ
#divingdownthehole#tw: mentions of child death.#tw: medication.#tw: illness.#ooh okay okay ๐ that song was also a really good listen while reading your reply! like GAH you are just so good at selecting songs-#that capture the vibes of your replies perfectly tbhhh. BUT hiii!! and aww well i was just telling you the truth about how i felt but#its no problem at all emi!!! and OMG really? honestly i didn't get that impression at all as i thought your reply perfectly described-#just how complex the effects of trauma on a person can be as characters are a reflection of real life people so it only makes sense-#that jervis's mind is just... so chocked full of images related to the things he's been through despite him not wanting to be reliving#these events or seeing them anymore you know? and i honestly can't blame him for seemingly not wanting to do either of those things as#recovery + healing isn't really ever a straight path as you pointed out there. thus i didn't think any of it was overdramaticized or#anything of that nature! so don't worry you're totally good with that!! but yeah jervis as a character has really been dealt a bad hand#in my opinion and that's really unfortunate because no one deserves having to lose their parents or lose their daughter ):#and jervis is at a spot in his timeline where he has still lost alice relatively recently right? so that's just. UGH i feel so bad for him#tbh as having to experiencing one of your kids dying sounds really terrible.#but AWW well thank you so much for saying so!! it makes me so happy to hear that you're always excited for them. but yeahhh-#trust me when i say their madness may be even worse when they're just amongst themselves unfortunately enough ahahhh... ๐ซ #but i'm so honored? that you were intrigued?? by my description of him??? like AHHH i'm giving you the biggest hug RN and i just-#want to say TYSM once more!!! but yes i'm not going to lie because jack + julien were basically like brothers before barton-#even came along jack was very attached to him and julien didn't like killing people either so he was sort of a good influence on him#which might be part of the reason why he is the way he is now TBH but sadly dysfunctional family dynamics often leave people#suffering in their own way from it as you said. but AHH thank you!! you're so sweet PLSSS like i'm glad that you find him interesting-#BC he is a good person at heart unlike barton but they contrast in a different way than say jervis and him would since he tries-#to live his life down the straight and narrow buttt that doesn't always happen for him. and yesss barton is back to bother everyone / hj#LOLLL but gosh you're right!! i think i remember you mentioning it back then :00 but yeah i did some casual research on on it when you-#mentioned the quote in your reply and i thought that the red queen hypothesis had something to do with darwin's survival of the fittest-#idea + it turns out that i was right so i am somewhat proud of myself for that NGL lmao but TBH that is just another example of you-#using such good character writing with jervis because subtext and nuance is like one of those things that i find hard to write sometimes#but what a character doesn't say is also just as important AS what they say so its interesting that you'd bring that up. but huh i never-#actually thought of it that way before but that does definitely seem to check out if i'm being honest. BC grief never truly goes-
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