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how sad!
#girl i don't even know anymore#this was supposed to be a quick screencap redraw but it turned into something else#whatever!#i have decided refined artwork is Not My Thing and i will instead go crazy#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#jjk fanart#jjk fanworks#jjk s2#jjk season 2#eyestrain#(sorry)#kenjaku#and the beloved !!#carcassaku#and NOT geto because that's NOT geto stfu!!#i will draw geto later though i promise#phon.art#tumblr REALLY crunched the quality with this one. YIKES
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so. gay love did pierce through the veil of death and saved the day is what I'm hearing
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I want to open requests again but also, I have like zero confidence to write anything at the moment.
I dunno i keep hearing people talk about how they hate when writers do this or hate that and this headcanon is the worst, everybody dunking on something, and I keep seeing it in my stuff. I just don't have much confidence in making anything that people aren't gonna find cringe and poorly made and miserable to read. Like why would I take all of your ideas when someone else can/will just do them a million times better then I ever could without all the stuff that makes my writing annoying to read.
I'm not looking for like sympathy or anything, I just wanted to give a warning if you don't really see much writing from me for a bit.
#i know i'm just being self centered and annoying i just have like paper thin confidence in anything i do#there's some characters i don't even wanna write anymore i just feel bad looking at them#macaroni picture frame#like 'i hate people who write x character this way' and 'people who romanticize this are disgusting and should kts'#and it's stuff i write. i dunno i just feel like i'm throwing sewage in front of people writing nice stuff#i know i dont have very creative headcanons or anything either. im the mary sue boring girl writer#to delete later probably when i get embarrassed#not writing
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The 6 people that are obsessed with Joel
#yeah i can't be bothered to draw anymore then that rn so y'all will have to deal with trying to understand who I've drawn#well i guess not cuz I'm gonna tag then#also don't even say anything about the sausage one. i know.#ya girl was STRUGGLING to make it somehow work#joel smallishbeans#etho slab#jimmy solidarity#firebreathman#mythicalsausage#iskall85#boat boys#smallidarity#does fbm and joel have a duo/ship name??#if so idk what it is#swedishbeans#also ye Joel's there cuz man's the biggest obsessor of himself
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Hey sorry, the KSBD Girls have been turned into cutesy anime girls. Yes, they are chibs now. Yes, their eyes are massive. No, the process is irreversible. We are very sorry, nothing can be done about it anymore.
"Don't look at me"
#My art#KSBD#K6BD#Kill Six Billion Demons#Yes I accidentally gave White Chain an extra pair of wings#Pay no attention to that#Originally wanted to draw The Girls as they appear in *each* book but. That was going to be Too Many Chibs#So this is like Book 1 and/or 2 (Cio's outfit is from Wielder of Names)#(Allison's is from the end of Book 1 and White Chain... Book 1?)#(I drew these forever ago I can't remember anymore man)#Anyways read KSDB it is Very Good#Definitely one of those comics that has just ruined my life because I am never going to experience anything quite like it again#I don't even know where to start just go fucking read it man
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#art#my art#artists on tumblr#altfashion#punk#are e-girls even a think anymore I feel that's more accurate#I don't know what fashion is anymore#fucking love it tho#oc
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gonna be so sad when tonight is the first preshow space with good audio and i'm asleep because i have a psych appointment tomorrow
#life update if anyone gaf we're now at the point where i know i'm getting the adhd diagnosis and yet i STILL HAVE TO WAIT#like she just isnt sure if it's adhd or add (its norway theyre not gonna update the terms any time soon just roll with it)#and im just like. girl i don't give a fuck#its been so many years i cant do this anymore#we've talked to my fucking kindergarten teachers like 😭 they've investigated my entire life atp#to make sure i did in fact have all these issues from birth#because my word and my mum's word just isn't good enough i guess#like lets rely on the selective memories of random ass people ive encountered growing up this is ASININE#anyway my godmother had a 4h consultation the other day and got diagnosed on the spot#so now my mum is mad at her LMFAO#cause my mum's like. that bitch doesn't even have adhd. shes fine.#which i feel like is probably wrong but i agree with the sentiment#where is the deep dive investigation into her wholeass existence 😭#its cause she got to go private but they refuse to refer me to a private specialist so i have to keep going publuc#public#and if i go private on my own its too expensive plus the waitlist is years long#so. whatever. i guess.#man im so tired.#i will never ever ever forgive my psychiatrist from when i was 15 who said i probably had adhd but because i did ok in school its fine#and they wouldnt set the diagnosis#because the fact that i have papers from when i was 15 saying i don't have it is what's making this all so difficult#even though if you read all the papers it says i hit on EVERY SINGLE POINT#which is why the One Psych who listened to me is absolutely fuming losing her mind cause she can't understand why any of this happened#man i hate my fucking life lol
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Boy who broke my heart, I hope life is kinder to your daughters than you were to me
#lilac rambles#his wedding is at the end of this month and i am...Feeling Things#i wonder if she knows about me. the girl he always went to when his heart broke. who he flirted shamelessly with for years but never thought#was worthy of anything more than that.#did he think i wasn't pretty enough? was i too sad? too angry? too raw? too imperfect and human and messy?#why was i something to string along when he was lonely and never someone who counted?#i don't even want him anymore. why do i feel this way still?#lilac's silver springs chronicles
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can someone explain to me why does my mum don't want me to be in my room and is forcing me to do my work downstairs 😃
#girl . im holding your hand while saying this#if im in my room it's because i chose to be#here i said it#i do not like being downstairs when there are people calm down#she just told me “what are you doing with your life” GIRL 😭calm down im begging you#she always want to know what i'm doing ? how am a supposed to tell her i just dress up and do silly things#she doesn't even want me to have my pc in my room 😭 girly pop ..#killing myself#she always think whatever i do i do it only because it's something she doesn't want me to do like 😟#how can you fuck up so badly . turns out you just don't want me to do things i enjoy#i kinda wanna hit her with a hammer sometimes but i stay kind 💗#someone help me i just wish she just stopped caring about me anymore i feel so trapped she always want to know what i'm doing#she's always behind my back it's sickening#as im typing this she literally called my name to tell me to hurry up and do my work downstairs THIS IS INSANE GLFGH#what is this tomfoolery#anyway yeah i'm good#j is rambling
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the parallels between hades and orpheus in hadestown i'm so unwell
#hadestown#they were boys who wanted to take pretty girls home#the gods have forgotten their love but ORPHEUS reminds them why they fell for each other#persephone's “i don’t know you anymore” and hades' “you don't even want my love”#“wait for me” showing both orpheus/eurydyce and hades/persephone#argghhhh TOO GOOD#hades saw a boy so in love it made him believe in love and giving chances#if orpheus succeeded he would trust persephone to come back to him as well#orpheus and eurydice
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i feel like such a fake lesbian for saying this but. shivers. idontgiveashitaboutcaitvi.
#i don't even know why i think i just don't like caitlyn anymore#which is like girl i LOVE women who are a little fucked up and morally grey leaning bad but#she doesn't do it for me. And i don't know why
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Personally I find it really funny that based on what the twins said in the Book 2 finale re: having to tell their mom about what happened to Unalaq, it's literally canon that Unalaq's wife a) exists, b) is alive, and c) is just chilling in the Northern Water Tribe
She took one look at all the spirit fuckery her husband was getting up to and went "Well that's none of my business" and honestly I respect that
#oh and when I say spirit fuckery I mean it in both the literal and metaphorical sense. blame kat's latest raava and vaatu fic#yeah I'm just gonna start posting random LoK opinions on here now. this blog's been dead long enough#not really an incorrect quotes girly anymore sorry#not even a girl anymore. but you know#most of my red lotus and oc posting will remain on my personal blog though bc no one wants to see that#anyway. yes. Unalaq's wife. when I say the avatar franchise has a mom problem this is exactly what I mean#80% of characters don't have a mom. the moms that are alive either have little to no screen time or mentions#or they're basically Schroedinger's mom in the sense that they exist but not really#the exceptions being like. pema and suyin. and maybe senna though she also has very little screentime#my point is. the twins are younger than korra. I know avatarverse has a precedent for putting kids on the throne. looking at you zuko#but really we should have gotten unalaq's wife as chief of the nwt#introduced her in book 3 during the lead up to p'li's prison break#but that's just my objectively correct opinion#northern water tribe chief raspberry when#(according to avatar wiki her name is malina so I've been calling her raspberry in my head ever since I found out#malina means raspberry in russian that's why. probably in a bunch of other slavic languages too idk I'm not an expert#and she shares a name with katara and sokka's weird white stepmom from the comics which no sane person considers canon. so that's fun)#the legend of korra#unalaq
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It took me a year and a half to get a group of 6th grade boys to stop idolizing men like Tate, Trump, and Musk. Let that sink in.
Gen Z, and to an extent, Gen Alpha, have many young boys in their flock who have been impressed upon by adults like Musk, Tate, and Trump, for several years over the empty promises of money, women, and power.
We allowed this to happen by giving such men a platform, and I fear that as these boys get older, they're going to become more radical and entitled. They already see that a man can rape and bully his way into becoming a president. They're seeing "grab 'em by the pussy" live up to the hype. They think The Handmaids Tale sounds wonderful for "making life itself the economy" (said by a former student of mine).
It took me a year and a half to get a group of 6th grade boys to stop idolizing men like Tate, Trump, and Musk. I don't know where to start the process with a group of millions.
#As a mental health provider. As a female bodied person. As an LGBT. As a US citizen. I don't know if I have the strength anymore.#i know i do deep down but man#seeing the results thus far#ive never been more disappointed in people younger than me#you were supposed to be better than us#better than those that came before#and even with my disappointment i still have hope for you#cause i know not all of you settled#but idk how to help you and maybe its not my place to#but i still want to try for those of you that give a shit and are still in the fight#i cant save a million lost boys or girls for that matter#but if its a small group of 2 to 6#aye#i can do that#im speaking to my former experiences as a student aid and student teacher and mentor#its bad guys#its really bad
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will forever have a soft spot for chloe cause yeah dawg i get it we can try to avoid becoming attached out of the overwhelming fear of being abandoned again but miserably fail together
#she's not the best person ever#but no one is#and i'm not excusing a lot of her actions#like the way she acted when kate called max will always leave me biting my fist out of frustration#but people love to just stare at the surface n focus on the parts of her that aren't great#n don't bother to wonder what got her there#the part that jumps to conclusions and does things out of pure selfishness#and that part that doesn't really think things through...#like shooting that damn bumper#but i GET IT#putting so much trust and love into people just to have them disappear on you especially if you dont know if its intentional#not getting closure can do SO much damage it's not even funny#n it legit can just make you feel like an idiot when you look back like#why did i try so hard just to end up alone#like this girls life went downhill at the age of 14#she just like me fr 😭😭😭😭😭😭#no but#it's hard not to feel like the worlds against you#even at the end she acknowledges that she's been selfish#SO#i don't like believing that she chooses to be this way yknow like#i truly think that she believes acting like a hardass all the time is the only way she'll be able to get by anymore#she lost her dad n then max n then tried again with rachel and then lost her#i'd be fuckin insane too#girl just doesn't wanna be hurt anymore#there's better ways of coping and acting but overall i get where she's coming from#n ill always save her bc i genuinely believe that she deserves a second chance#to live her life and find happiness again#life is strange#chloe price
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I am probably going to get a lot of hate for this but I've lost all the respect(the very little I had left) for Selene Gomez in past few weeks.
I just had to get it off my chest.
And I know I am gonna get death threats and bullied for this but fuck it. She is manipulative, conniving and instigater of all the hate. She had done this before with too many women, she is doing it now and she will keep doing it. She thrives on this. She loves when other women get death threats and hate like hailey is getting rn. Are we all pretending she hasn't launched her Unhinged pathetic mob of fans before on lots of women, especially women who are either prettier than her or had the audacity to breath near justin.
I said it even though it's a death sentence these days to say anything against selena.
She knows what she's doing. It's way too late for pretending otherwise.
#girl is problematic af#she's one hell of PR#her past actions are so fucking problematic its a miracle how no one talks about it#can't believe i went from a fan to can't even stand her anymore#probably gonna get death threats for this#unhinged toxic stans#i don't care what anyone says#she knows what she's doing and has been doing for years#she won#she isn't always the victim#anyone with two brain cells can tell selena is toxic af and she instigate hate against certain women#anti selena gomez#hailey beiber#bella hadid#justin beiber
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how do you create so many cool amazing smart clever sweet absolutely badass women characters and also create the worst most annoying lesbian ever too
#somebody poison that clingy bitch to death please#i don't even like yao but i am starting to feel bad for her now#also i don't trust her one bit so every time maomao praises her i wanna hold her by the shoulders and violently shake some sense into her#every time she knows something and maomao goes “oh her information network is great as usual" i am like girl don't you think it's fishy????#i am convinced she wants something from lakan's mansion and maybe she's the one who tried to poison jinshi#maybe she's a spy gyokuyou's bro sent or smth idk but i really really don't trust her and mostly hate her sm it's unreal#she wants to live at kan mansion? cool#but stop forcing maomao to go there she needs to tend jinshi ffs and not waste anymore time with you hoes#die already 😭#yeah i do really hate her this much#and so much more#kusuriya no hitorigoto#the apothecary diaries#light novel#knh text
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