#girl WHAT are you talking aboutt

[ssaltlicker]

People applying american politics to arcane is the funniest shit. Whats even the point of watching the show

[masked-and-doomed]

Mine and mine alone!! He doesn't get to be with anyone else!!

*Mister Omelette standing emoji

He gets to have him because he's pretty mecore. And he's really funny.

[justmeinatree]

please please please (NO PRESSURE BUT) (IM BEGGING YA)

something extremely smutty where like niall is working out: (literally need nothing else completely go ham its up to you but just like LOOK:)

the little jerk as he lifts up yk what im talking aboutt lets not pretend we're not *respectfully* looking.

as if i could say no to this 😅 it’s not the smuttiest thing, but if we’re open to a part 2, there’s a lot of room to play 😏

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it was the breathy grunts that first got your attention. 

you’d never cared much for niall’s workouts, always preferring to have the quiet time, enjoying a cuppa, maybe a book or tv show. but as you were just getting cozy with your tea, pulling the blanket over your legs, you could hear him from down the hall.

it piqued your interest, the sounds he was making having reached your ears, and for some reason, shooting down to your centre, leaving a little tingle of interest.

and for that same reason, you were now leaving your warmth and comfort, flinging the blanket back over the arm of the couch, trudging down the hall. 

once you pop head around the doorframe though, eyes coming into contact with your boyfriend, the tingle of interest in your cunt quickly turned to a dribble of excitement.

because fuck, was this the scene you’d been missing out on all these years ? you’ll have to remember to scold yourself for that one later, but for now, your brain was short wiring. niall was currently laying on his exercise mat, legs bent up at the knees, slightly spread, his arms straight up above his head, doing some sit ups with an exercise ball in his hands. and, since the universe wanted to punish you even more, with every flex of his abs, his hips would thrust up just a bit with the force of the movement. 

he was glistening, a sheen of sweat all over his skin, torso bare for your eyes to ogle. and when did your drip of excitement turn into a full fledged puddle of arousal ? how long had you been watching ? why are you quite literally feeling yourself leaking down your inner thighs ? 

it’s once he lays back down, taking a moment to breathe between sets, that you make your presence known. you weren’t exactly trying to, but a small whimper managed to escape your throat without permission. but really, his entire body was stretched out, muscles flexed, and if you look really closely, you can see the outline of his cock through his shorts. you really can’t be blamed.

niall’s eyes flick over to the door, noticing you, quirking his eyebrow, “what is it, love ?”

you bite your lip, heat rising on your cheeks at the prospect of being caught. however, niall was your boyfriend, had been for a long time, and moments like this don’t much embarrass you anymore, “d’you always look this good while you workout ?”

a loud breathy chuckle erupts from niall, echoing through the room, “gonna start joining me, sweet girl ?”

you squint at him, tilting your head to the side, looking at him with a playfully untrusting look, “was this your plan all along ?”

and so maybe he wanted to see if being a little louder than usual, a little more grunty than usual, would make you come over. and maybe he chose to forego his shirt, and maybe he spread his legs a tiny bit more than usual, in an effort to keep you around. “does it really matter now ?” he smiles innocently, “can see how wet your thighs are getting.”

“i hope you plan on doing something about that,” you smirk, shaking your head at your boyfriend’s antics.

“can’t do anything from way over there,” he hums, nodding his head in a come hither motion, “c’m’ere.”

as you finally step into the room, waltzing over to niall, he quickly reaches out for your ankles, his sheer strength taking over your moment of weakness, making you stop with your feet spread on either side of his head, eyes locked straight up between your thighs.

it was still early enough in the day, you hadn’t changed from your sleep shorts, tiny piece of fabric without any panties, something niall typically likes to tease you about, “why even wear anything if you’re gonna put those on,” he always drones on before bed.

but for now, he’s not complaining a bit, a fairly good view of your sopping cunt, peaking through the drenched fabric, arousal coating your inner thighs, “s’a good thing i’m parched,” he groans, hands gliding up your calves, stopping behind your knee, abruptly giving a tug, making your legs buckle. you squeak loudly, echoing through the room, as you were caught off guard, knees colliding with the mat underneath niall.

with your cunt sitting right above his face, niall groans, feeling the hot hot heat radiating off of you, “christ, and i thought i was warm,” he mumbles, his tongue darting out to lick along your skin.

he swirls around your thigh, taking his sweet time, lapping up any bit of arousal that’s made it way past your shorts, before moving onto the other thigh.

your legs were trembling, head tipped back, as your breathing accelerates. he was avoiding any area near your pussy, every ounce of your being aching for more. more tongue, more touches, more niall. more, more, more.

but once your skin was cleaned up, he pats your legs, groaning, “perfect post workout snack. think m’gonna jump into the shower now, baby.”

your eyebrows furrow immediately, because absolutely the fuck not, “like hell you are,” you quip, shuffling yourself until your centre is hovering right above his stiffening member. “you clean me, i clean you,” you murmur, leaning down over him.

and just like he did for you, your tongue slowly laps up the beads of sweat over his stomach and chest, feeling the ridges of his abs with every stroke. 

your eyes flutter shut, the musky, heady scent of sweaty man wafting through the air, the salty taste on your tongue, it was doing things you never could have imagined. not once had you really given workout niall a chance like this, something he always does much too early in the morning for your liking. but the more you were delving into it, the more your brain was swirling with want. with need.

you couldn’t stop, too caught up in licking as much of him as you could, tongue flicking over his nipples, mouth attaching to his pulse point. 

and it was working. you were teasing him right back. his telltale little breathy pants huffing against your ear whenever you were close to his neck, fingernails indenting your hips, his cock now painfully hard.

you’re not even sure niall’s noticed that his hips have started rolling, searching for any sort of relief, something you’re not too keen on giving into quite yet. 

so a moment later, you pull away, coming to a stand, “better get that shower going, we have some things to do today.”

niall scrubs his face in his hands, groaning loudly for a moment, before getting up with you. and as quick as a flash, he’s got you scooped up in his arms, running off.

you squeal again, laughing loudly, as he whips down the hall, around the corners, and into the washroom. he quickly closes the door behind himself, setting you down on your feet, pinning you against the wall, “can forget about all those things you have planned today. gonna be too busy.”

you hum, your body melting against the wall, as niall’s mouth leaves a trail of open mouth kisses over your shoulder and neck, teeth nibbling on the shell of your ear, “hmm tell me. tell me what we’re gonna do.”

“gonna start by showering with me,” he murmurs against your ear, “and if you’re a good girl, i might use the shower head on you.”

you whimper, nodding quickly, “please, fuck. what else ?”

niall tuts, shaking his head, “depends how good you are for me. now how about stripping down and washing me off in the shower ?”

“yes, yes anything. m’a good girl, i promise.”

……

Masterlist

[saltygilmores]

Thoughts While Watching Gilmore Girls, 3x8, Let The Games Begin. Part 7 (It's Been A While)

Last chapter was posted May 11th. Apologies for the hiatus. The vibes need to be just right to create these things. You can read parts 1-6 and everything else in my pinned post. On the last episode of TWWGG: "After Lorelai (Rory) exits the (Yale) interview, one that was seemingly a success, she immediately turns to Richard to chew him out for springing the interview on her last minute and not giving her time to prepare. That is more than fair coming from Rory, to be quite honest. And I’m glad to see her standing up for herself." Lesss gooo. Lorelai hauls Rory into a cab. They arrive home at night, even though it was blazing sunshine a short distance away at Yale. Rory asks Lorelai if they can not talk about college for 2 days and she agrees and everything that just happened is brushed aside and forgotten. Kidding. After a brave display of defiance towards Richard moments earlier, Rorynow expresses her guilt for not towing the line for Mommy. Mommy was right. Mommy is always right.

I....you know...forget it.

I think I should cross off "Lorelai and Rory eat at Luke's without paying" from the Bingo Card. Bringing outside food into his establishment? That's just rude. Luke could probably send Jess to college with all of Rory and Lorelai's unpaid checks and stiffed tips.

Saying it outloud isn''t going to change their unethical and frankly downright criminal behavior, Lucas. You know this.

Or at least a bag of Doritos.

Why hello, my sweet baby darling. I'm ready to Cmhrrrh.

Oh, Is "studying" what the kids call tonsil hockey these days? Run like the wind Rory! RUNNNN. I just have this good feeling Rory is totally not going to blow this sacred opportunity to have unsupervised makeout time with Jess or anything like that. Never, in the kingdom of The Queen of Blue Balls. Lorelai and Luke watch as Rory runs after Jess to "Study". Wink wink nudge nudge. Then a few seconds later without a shred of irony or realization, Luke tells Lorelai how he told Jess that as long as he lives under his roof he's gotta keep his pants on.

You're off to a ripping start already.

Lorelai is being rational? She's not running after them? "It's okay"? She's pulling the "They're teenagers, they can kiss in the dark" shit for Jess and Rory like she did for Dean? I'd say "Fetch me my fainting couch" but I know it's all a big fat farce, Lorelai is full of shit as per uszh, and my fainting couch is in the shop.

Settle down, Lucas. You're going to have a stroke one of these days. Or steam is going to come out of his ears like in a cartoon. Or he'll snap and go on a killing spree.

I've never seen two grown adults who weren't in some kind of strict religious sect have such near anyeursms because their adult children want to kiss each other. What are the odds Luke Danes, the varsity athlete, was much sluttier than Jess when he was 18? Probably pretty high. Cross off "Do as I Say Not As I Do" on the Episode Bingo Card.

Pretty rich coming from Ms "Also Has Run Around All Over Town Looking for Jess and Rory" and "Ms. Run Around All Over Town Looking For a Gumball Machine Bracelet"

I can rely on Lorelai being insufferable in every episode, but when Luke is insufferable too I pray for the sweet relief of the end credits. I hope in his Cockblocking Quest of Glory, that he trips on something. Or loses his hat.

Smoking against a gas pump. Living dangerously. I don't blame him for having a bit of a death wish, to be quite honest. Luke should be more concerned that Jess is going to cause an explosion that will level Stars Hollow into a parking lot than him rounding first base. (Where the hell did Luke go, by the way?)

Whatcha thinkin aboutt?

That was such a good HUH. *pets his sweet head*

*gnaws on the drywall* SUCH A GOOD KISS. I have no words. Okay, That’s a lie, I do have words but I ran out of space so I will see you in part 8 for the thrilling conclusion (which is: Rory ruins this precious moment by abandoning Jess and chasing after Dean) Oh god. I just skipped ahead and there's a Lorelai Couch Speech at the end too. Mind if I join you for a cigarette against the gas pumps, Jess?

[raspberrysmoon]

girl what are you talking aboutt

do you remember my explanation of c!quackity last night...... i started a moodboard series with him and eddie........ teehee

[missamyrisa2]

Honestly sitting on someone’s toes or like putting them between my pussy lips and then mercilessly tickling your - I mean their foot so their toes wiggle and vibrate against my pussy until I cum would be heavenly ☺️🤤

Oooooh that's suuuuper naughtyyy and I kinda love ittt~ it reminds me of a tickle scene I wanted to post yesterday for that ask, but it's not available on any sites except those that'll get me in trouble ~ that show Cathouse had a segment on tickling~

which, by the wayy storyytime ~ I was at my mother's house and was noodling around their dvr and saw that very episode was recorded and had been watched and my brain wanted to fly out the window never to be seen again knowing that they had been watching an episode which prominently features tickle torture~!

anyyyywayyy~ the last tickle session in that episode has the mama of the bunch strapped down to the bed with her legs spread and arms crossed ~ "tickle me...and make me cum~" she orders the ladies~ so while she's being tickled (and I know some people hated it but I looooved the sillly squeaky music playing here) one of the girls who had just been tickled to bits is sitting against the wall and has her foot on the ticklee's panties and earnestly ~rubs~ on the royal girly area until she cums~ andddd I don't have a foot fetish but goooosshhh that was hottt~ llike using a tickle spot to tickle a hot spot to ticklegasm is just mmmh~ such a lovelyy reversal ~

What were we talking aboutt? Ohh yesss ~

I would loooove to experience thisss especially because I absolutely lose my mind and become sooo mmh~ overloaded when my feet are tickled so the thought of putting my toes on your girly spot while you tickle my other foot would just have me writhing madlyyyy ~ especially if we had something like my big toe in a silky sleeve so it's all extra sensually teasing on your royal area~<33

[iicha-0s]

Jungkook's Approval Stamp | !Jungkook×reader

A/n: hey guys! this one was pretty fun to write back in November. I hope you guys enjoy it lmk what you guys think! :D

Tags— !face-riding, !messy sex, !dirty talking (a little bit), !oc is thick, !jk is WHIPPED here, !oc blows him so good she has him MOANING out loud, !squirting, !oral (both f and m receiving) , !overstimulation, !unprotected sex (stay safe!), !motorboat, !cuddling, !creampie, !hickeys, !nicknames

Ratings: Explicit|R18|Adult

"I mean, it was probably the hottest thing i came up with in my head out of nowhere." You lean against your arm on the pillow while looking up at him as you both lay on your tummies next to each other.

"can i maybe get a demonstration?" He looks down at you.

"a demonstration?" You raise an eyebrow before lifting yourself to elbow the mattress and be in the same position as him, both yours shoulders brushing against  each other a little.

"I wouldn't know what you mean until I get one yk?" jungkook shrugs as you look at him, not even surprised at his request.

he's always the type to flirt with you any chance he would get. earlier, when you'd recently become friends you thought it was just his way of trying to tease you since you were on the curvier body shape chart, compared to the majority of skinny girls on your campus. but as time went on his indirect "jokes" about how he wanted to fuck you raw and hard continued, you understood that no matter how many skinny girls he's slept with he still prefers the thicker ones.

"yk its always the thicker the better, Y/n.." he took a sip from his drink."... would honestly love to have your thighs suffocate me." was something he once slipped out at a party after a couple of drinks while eyeing your thick thighs peeking from behind your ridiculously tight dress.

"are you sure you'll be able to take it?" You look at him with a challenged face.

"can't say anything until we actually get to it." He shrugs.

"we dont have to do too much, koo. you're saying it as if we're gonna fuck." You chuckle.

"You never know. a boy and a girl. together in a bed. in a dark room with only a laptop being the light source. will the kiss? will they fuck? guess we'll have to continue watching to find out." You throw your head back and laugh loudly at his comment, cheeks puffing so adoringly just the way he loves.

oh how I wanna bite those cheeks rn.....

he bit his lower lip to hold himself back as you calm down from your laughter but keep the smile persistent on your pretty face.

"alright then I'll give you a demonstration." You give in and fall silent for a few moments while he waits for you to do what you'd thought, eager to find out.

*slap!*

your soft hand collides a bit harshly with his cheek as a slapping sound emits through the silent room. his eyes go wide while his face stays still, facing away from you because of the sudden force, mouth slightly open in shock.

"what the fuck was that for!" He looks at you with his eyebrows furrowed only to see you shrugging.

"You said you wanted a demonstration, so I'm giving you one."

"what type of demonstration did you even think that I was asking for??" He rubs his hand over his now stinging cheek, pretty sure there's going to be a red hand print by judging how hard you hit him.

"the one that I was thinking aboutt~ does it hurt bad?" You ask as he looks at you to see you looking back with big eyes and a small pout.

just the thing to get him to swoon over you all over again..

he sighs and moves his hand away but doesn't let the act go. even though it didn't hurt that much his heart still wanted to gain some sympathy from you, to find out what lengths you would go out of guilt.

"yeah it kinda does." He looks down, pouting while playing with the corner of your pillow cover.

"want me to help make it feel better?"

"i-" He gets a little taken aback at your question and looks at you again to see you still looking at him with your big eyes. gulping he nods and chokes out a small "yes" his heart rising just at the thought of all the different scenarios of things you'd do now.

you bring your hand up, grab his chin and turn his face so that his cheek is facing you. bringing his face closer to yours, you open your mouth and stick your tongue out pressing it flat against his cheek giving it a nice long lick.

you move your tongue from his jaw to his cheekbone and just this action basically knocks the air out of jungkook. his brain goes numb and he swears he's never felt his dick get as hard as it has right now. 

you pull away and let go of your cheek as jungkook doesn't dare move an inch. it's as if he moved, he'd cum right then and there. he could feel the reminisce of your warm tongue on his cheek still, your saliva now coating his cheek.

"woah okay-" He chokes and clears his throat as his voice cracked a little in the end.

"Hm? you didn't like that?" You question.

"no I loved that." He accepts his eyebrows still raised in shock as he looks at you only to see you giggling shyly.

"am I seeing a hint of shyness there? right after you did something like that? you're gonna drive me insane, Y/n." He nudges you with his shoulder as you giggling again while shushing him.

"no you didntt~"

"yes I didd~" He continues teasing you while smiling watching you continue giggling shyly.

"anywaysss~ does it still hurt? I'll do it again if you want me to." You look at him with your big eyes again, a small smile consistent on your face.

"then i should say.... yes it still hurts." He giggles as you shake your head and roll your eyes.

even tho you knew he was joking you still grab his chin and lick his cheek but in a slower pace than before while he hums at the action.

"seems like you've unlocked a new way of turning me on. yk another part of me hurts too can you maybe help soothe the pain there too?" his question makes you furrow your eyebrows in confusion.

"wdym? where?" You watch him as he rolls on the bed and lays down flat on his back, tugging his hands under his head as it pulls his tight tank top a little high to expose some of his v-line.

nudging his head to point at something you follow his eyes only to come face to face with a giant boner now standing tall and proud in the front of his matching black sweatpants.

"it's more painful than the slap you gave me on my cheek so I don't think one or two licks will help soothe it." He smirks watching your wide eyes staring at his boner, mouth hanging a little agape.

"i- oh-" You stutter and gulp at the sight not understanding how you've just caused this reaction out of him by doing something you thought was a little silly but very flirty if you were to try and use that to get someone.

maybe i can get his approval on something else I've been wondering about?

you wonder before looking up at him and pushing yourself off the bed to sit up straight. jungkook raises both his eyebrows whilst smirking at you as he watches you slowly make your way in between his legs and tug at the strings in the front of his pants to get them lose.

he lets his head comfortable on your pillow, the smell of your shampoo engulfing him as you pull his pants and boxers down just to be slapped slightly by his cock hitting against your face.

looking down he sees you make eye-contact with him while grabbing his dick and giving it long licks from the base till the tip.

oh yes, he'd imagined you like this a lot of times but none of that was and will ever compare to the real thing. the feeling of your warm tongue against him, your saliva slowly coating his dick and the small sounds of you gulping it down even tho it has his precum mixed in it.

this is it... I could stay here forever....

he thought while placing a hand on top of your head as you start taking him in your mouth. You opened your mouth as far as you could, jaw aching as he helped push his length in, his own lips parting as he watched, and once your throat constricted around his tip he stopped, hissing out. Your eyes burned as he held your head still, deep into your throat, pulling air through your nose as you relax your throat.

“That’s it. that's my good girl.” He praises before he pulls your head back and pushes it down again with a grunt. God, it was sinful watching Jungkook’s face. Watching how his brows furrowed and his lips remained parted, how he huffed and hissed as he slowly fucked into your throat, using your mouth for his pleasure.

But what you didn’t know was that he was only getting you accustomed to his size before the grip to your hair tightened, his free hand rested at the small of your face and he bobbed your head faster on him.

Grunting and hissing, Jungkook was relentless against your throat. Your nose meeting his pelvis over and over as tears gathered in your eyes, streaming down. He stopped to pull away fully, a trail of drool and his arousal connecting you both, allowing you a deep intake of air before he pushed you back in.

You rolled your eyes back as he abused your throat, only letting him use you, but Jungkook was too turned, and he knew that if he continued to fuck your throat while your eyes rolled back and braless tits bounced like that against his big t-shirt you had on, he would cum.

and soon he did cum deep in your throat. he holds your head down, nose pressed against his pelvis as his cum splashed all over your mouth and your throat while you struggle to gulp around his huge girth. once done cumming for a few minutes he pulls your head off, both of you panting and he realises how much he loved your fucked out face.

he's surprised but also not, at how fucked up you look when you'd just gotten face-fucked by him... and the real deal wasn't even here yet.

it's sure going to be a long night....

he smiles and sits up pulling you in by grabbing the back of your neck and pressing your lips against his. you both messily make out as he pulls you towards him causing you to land on his lap. bringing his other hand up to cup your cheek he slides his tongue professionally into your mouth and rubs it against yours.

you moan softly at the feeling both of you sharing his taste from your mouth as you move your arms around his neck and lose your hands in his hair.

"sit on my face." He pants in between the kisses and lays back down pulling away. you are a little shocked by his request but always had a kink for face-sitting, so without giving it too much thought you sit up on your knees and take your underwear off from under his big shirt you were wearing.

he watches you attentively, grabbing a glance at your glistening pussy already dripping wet when you guys haven't even started doing anything.

tugging you up by your thighs he makes you sit on his face, mouth inches away from you as he could smell your arousal which caused him to grow hard again. wrapping his arms around your thighs, he pulls you closer and dives in immediately causing you to throw your head back and gasp at the sudden contact.

teasing you by rubbing the tip of his tongue in circles around your clit sends waves of electricity through your body as your thighs twitch next to his head from time to time.

you place a hand on the headboard for support while the other lands on the mattress as you moan softly while he continues teasing you. he stares up at you watching you carefully as you keep your head thrown back, continuous moans flowing from your mouth of his name.

he tugs you closer and flattens his tongue on you as you let out a low moan, hand moving down from the headboard to his hair. you grip and tug on it as jungkook start rubbing his flat tongue on your clit in circular motion, repeatedly.

"jung- ffffuck!" you moan it felt so good that you unconsciously start grinding your hips against his tongue to gain more friction. he groans at you using his tongue to get off causing your back to arch when his vibrations spread from your core thro your entire body.

he moves his tongue lower to your entrance and starts circling it with his tongue while his nose is pressed against your clit. you unconsciously move your hand up from the mattress and push your shirt up until it's revealing only a little bit of your under-boob, to get a clear view of Jungkook's face in between your thighs.

your groan at the sight of him holding your thighs tightly next to his head while devouring you completely. it causes you to continue riding his tongue and moaning as you arch your back into your hand, that was gripping a bunch of your shirt against your tummy, again and tug onto his hair. he pushes his tongue inside your seeping cunt and you gasp at the feeling.

he moves his tongue in and out of you, the tip of it brushing against this one point that has you squirming and drooling on top of him cause the electric shocks it was sending through your body felt amazing.

gripping onto his hair tighter and looking down at him through hooded eyes from time to time, you feel your high approaching you quickly. jungkook stares up at you in awe his hand moving up to rub sensually on your soft tummy while the other stays on your thigh as he feels you clench around his tongue understand that you're about to cum.

he keep rubbing his warm huge hand on your skin, kneading your soft flesh and pinching here and there from time to time while fastening his tongue movement going in and out of you.

you whine out a moan of his name, arch into his hand while your thighs shudder next to his head and cum hard on his face and mouth. he continues softly licking and sucking you and helps you ride out your high as you continue moaning softly here and there while trying to calm your breathing down.

you calm down completely and look down only to realise jungkook is pulling you in again as he starts licking at your cunt. you gasp and try to pull away but he holds you firmly by your thighs and teases you by brushing the tip of his tongue against your bud.

your body jolts at the action and you twitch above him, letting out a squeal while he takes your bud in his mouth and starts sucking on it harshly. you tug onto his hair while trying to get away from him, your head getting thrown back as you whine.

"pl-ease- AH!" you arch your back when you feel him use his teeth on the bundle of nerves causing electric shocks to run through your body. he continues playing with it with his tongue and teeth, sucking and nibbling on it alternatively which is making your brain go hazy.

your thighs shake as you feel your high approaching quick, since you were still sensitive from the last one. your eyes roll back into your head as you yelp in pleasure, squirting all over his face and cum hard.

he was taken by a little shock because he didn't know you were a squirter. he helps you ride out your high, tongue swiping softly against your dripping cunt while rubbing soothing circles on your thighs that twitch beside his head.

you sigh and slowly move off of him as he sits up too, wiping his face with the back of his hand but you don't miss out how he licks your arousal off of it. he leans forward onto all fours and hovers over you causing you to lie down against the pillows kept behind you.

he leans in and softly presses his lips against yours, placing his hands next to your head on the pillow. you wrap your arms around his neck and open your mouth to let his tongue in, rubbing yours against his both of you moaning softly.

breaths mingle and so does the taste of both of yours orgasms mix up with spit, as you both messily make out while he pushes your legs up a little by the back of your knees. he pulls away with a soft smacking sound made by your lips and moves down to your neck, leaving wet open mouthed kisses only to leave dark purple hickeys all over.

you moan softly while playing with his hair and he continues moving lower and lower. pushing your shirt up on your stomach again, while he fixes himself between your legs again as you keep your hands in his hair when he lowers himself into you again.

pressing your head back against the pillow you tug onto his hair upon the felling of his warm tongue on you again. he leaves long stripes of his spit with his tongue. your arousal as well as his drool coating your pussy and making it shine.

fuck she tastes so good I can't get enough.

he groans and shoves his tongue into your cunt as you arch your back and tug onto his hair. he look up at you from in between your legs to see you taking hold of your breast from over his t-shirt and it gives him the motivation to keep going.

moving his tongue away and focusing it on your clit, he pushes a finger inside you causing you to shudder his name. he plays with your clit as his rough finger moves in and out of you skillfully, making you feel so good. he adds another finger and has you squirming and moaning his name easily under him.

pulling away from your clit he keeps fingering you, bringing his thumb to your clit and starts rubbing it in circles too when you arch your back against your hand and clench around him letting him know you're close.

"nu-huh you're cumming on my dick this time." He pants softly and pulls his hands away from you.

you let out a soft whine and open your eyes to meet his hooded ones. you see him take his tank top off as well as his joggers, his thick hard dick standing tall and proud against his tummy. licking his lips he stares at you who was panting while staring back.

"Lets get this off since you already have it up like this." He mumbles and leans down taking hold of the hem of his shirt you were wearing and pulling it over your head. he looks at your nipples in a little shock upon seeing a heart-shaped nipple pasties on it.

"what?" You look at him and then down at your chest and figure out why he's staring at your tits like that. bringing your hand up you were about to peel it off when he grabs your wrist and stops you.

"keep it on." is all he says and holds your wrist next to your head. his other hand positions his tip against your hole and slowly pushes in. you gasp at the stretch but your arousal helps him push in easily as he eventually settles himself deep inside you.

you felt so perfectly stretched and so full. you look up at him on top of you and see his face contorted in pleasure. he leans down and presses a chaste kiss on your lips before slowly pulling out and pushing back in until his hips meet yours. your mouth hangs open, his imitating yours as you bring your hand up to cup his cheek while he presses his forehead against yours.

"You feel too good, Y/n." He groans and starts thrusting in and out at a steady pace, holding himself back from cum already.

both of yours lips brush against eachother, pants and moans shared along with heavy breaths as he continues thrusting in and out of you. it felt so good and you both didn't want the feeling to ever end.

"f-fast-er please!" you moan against his lips wrapping your arm around his neck to help keep you grounded in some way, when he switches angles a little and starts pistoning faster into you.

you throw your head back and moan his name loudly, gripping onto his shoulders. he moves his other hand to your breast and takes hold of it, seeing how perfectly his hand engulfs it and the cute heart-shaped pasty covering your nipple.

God I'm gonna cum so hard.

he groans and throws his head back while straightening himself up. he grabs you by your hips and flips you over, manhandling you onto your fours and pulls your hips up. he pushes himself back in immediately while you hold onto the pillows and moan loudly.

he holds onto your hips tightly and starts thrusting in and out at an animalistic pace, staring at your plump ass slapping against his pelvis and producing lewd sounds that fill the room.

his eyes catch something and he looks more carefully to see a small tattoo, in between the dimples at the end of your spine.

"plum"

"fuck-" He groans and runs his thumb over it. he knew you were crazy but he didn't know you were this crazy. bringing his hand forward he grabbed you by the back of your hair and pulled you up, until your back was pressed against his chest.

"plum huh?" he pants against your earlobe before biting onto it as you moan. "who are you so plum for? tell me." he groans and keeps holding onto your hair.

"hng- ahh- Kook!" you moan out loudly.

"who?" he grits against your ear while tugging onto your hair a little more.

"you! fuc- God!" you yell out placing your hand on the forearm of his hand that snuck its way around your waist and was now started rubbing against your clit.

"me? and? is there someone else?" he stares at you in amazement at how easily you were a putty in his hands.

"no! just you! only yo-huf-you! always!" you pant out shutting your eyes tightly and digging your nails into his forearm as he keeps rubbing his hand on your clit in circular motion and thrusting into you too.

"thats right baby. just me. it always should be just me." he smiles and pushes your head forward till its pressed tightly against the pillow and increases his pace of moving in and out of you, even more.

your moans come out muffled against the pillow while he keeps a hand places on your head and the other rubbing your clit as he feels himself cumming. he throws his head back and moans out your name, coating your walls with his seed. he keeps thrusting in and out of you to ride out his high, fingers still rubbing against your bud as you spasm and squirt around his cock, your high following right after.

your walls now coated with his and your cum, a lot of it dripping down your thighs too as you shake while jungkook leans down against you from behind and places multiple kisses against your back, rubbing softly here and there.

squirting not only once but twice had knocked the air out of you and you were too exhausted to move even an inch. you feel jungkook press a few kisses on your hair and mumble a "I'll be right back" before he left to go to the bathroom and come back with a warm towel to help clean you up.

he turns you over slowly and cleans you up being as gentle as ever and makes sure to place multiple kisses everywhere on your skin. he cleans himself up too and helps you wear his shirt again before putting on his joggers and laying down next to you.

he pulls you closer and rubs soothing circles against your arm while pressing the "play" button on his laptop to continue watching the movie that you guys were. you snuggle into him and entangle your legs together, listening to his gentle heartbeat while watching the movie.

"I wanted to ask..." he starts causing you to look up at him. ".... about those stickers on your nipples. was they on purpose?" he looks down at you.

"not really I use them practically all the time." you shrug.

"so the other day when I hugged you and asked if you weren't wearing a bra and you said yes, you had these on?" he raises an eyebrow.

"mhm" you nod and look down at the laptop screen.

"can I see them again?" he pushes the laptop away and places it next to you while turning to face you.

"didn't you already see them?" You ask when he climbs on top of you and his hands move to pull your shirt up your chest.

"not really. I was distracted." he smiles and pushes your shirt over your breasts and stares at your boobs while licking his lips.

your heartbeat rises a little as he continues staring hungrily dragging his hand up your side and resting in right under your boob.

"are they supposed to look this attractive?" he looks up at you for a second before looking back at your boobs again.

"I don't know. noones ever seen me like this." you blush and look away when he suddenly leans down and presses a kiss on your cheek.

"can I motorboat?" he stares fondly into your eyes as you nod slowly and he smiles, pressing a kiss on your lips before moving your cheek and then lowering himself to your neck.

he kisses, licks and bites onto the skin on your neck leaving hickeys while moving down to your chest. you pant softly as he starts playing kisses all over your chest too sometimes biting here and there only to cause you to gasp.

he presses his face in between your boobs while his big hands push your boobs further against his face from each side. he honestly couldn't get enough of the smell of you. wanting to stay in the position forever, he snuggles his head more in your chest causing you to giggle since it tickled, as he keeps his head shoved in between your boobs.

"I could stay here forever." his voice comes out muffled from your chest as he looks up at you smiling trying his best to ignore his semi-hard on. moving his head in between your boobs again you laugh softly and play with his hair, turning your head to look at the laptop screen to continue watching the movie.

"is this the right time to say that I brought up the topic, on purpose, just to see if you'd approve of me doing something like that?" you feel him smile against your chest.

"aha! I knew it! but I let you off easily..." he chuckles and holds both of your boobs with his hands while elbowing himself up a little. "...and that was just because I love you too much." He plunges his face back in between your boobs while you laugh outloud, throwing your head back and wrap your arms around his shoulders.

[silverpelt3600]

Halo 2x8 Spoilers!

It is time. It took me a WEEK to find the time to watch this goddamn finale.

Y’all know the drill, this is just stream of consciousness as I watch the episode. Whether it’s coherent or not, either way I’m losing my mind likely!

- pre-episode recap editing goes CRAZZYYY

- okay first scene who is he talking to I’m lost already

- the microscope view was so confusing for a second LMAO. Also this Jeanine girl is literally losing it.

- ALRIGHT YEAH SHE KILLED SOMEONE LMAO. Crazy virus thing? Also the happy music is killing me lol.

- Kai and her team yay! KAI AND HER TEAM OH GOD. Casual explosion that fucks it all up.

- “Master Chief, I speak for the entire UNSC when I say how happy I am to see you back with us” THIS BITCH.

- OOOHHH YEAH JOHN YOU HANG UP ON HER

- OOH. THATS NASTY WHAT JUST CRAWLED OUT OF JANINES MOUTH.

- fuck I feel so bad for John. Totally torn, and the admiral’s little comment of “there’s nothing anyone can do for them” is just the cherry on top. She pisses me off so much lol

- “you have no idea what I can do” FUCK YEAHHHHHH. THATS WHAT IM TALKING ABOUTT, YOU KNOW I LOVE THAT SHIT.

- Cortana my beloved really hoping she’s okay

- Lmao Kai “you ever fire a plasma rifle? You never forget your first”

- NOOO PEREZ

- “What the hell is that?” THAT MY BOYYYYYYY YEAHHHHHH

- THE SLOMO WALK I’m crushing so hard

- oh god the people frozen in the hallways is so creepy…

- OH GOD WHAT THE FUCK THATS SO GROSS FUCKIN TUMOR ARM. THE GUARD TOO? Oh for fucks sake this is nasty

- FOR FUCKS SAKE pulling the Halsey card is wild.

- ooh she’s helping him now. AND AGAIN WHO THE HELL IS HE TALKING TO.

- “you wouldn’t understand. She knows me” what if I cried. What if I started sobbing.

- OUR GIRL SHES IN THE SYSTEMS.

- “You don’t know everything” WHAT THE HELL IS HE DOING SINCE WHEN COULD HE DO THAT. Is it because of the artifact’s in the ship?

- holy shit he’s on the Halo. And THE MUSIC. AND CORTANA MY BELOVED.

- “so nice to have you back” I LOVE THEM SO MUCH.

- “do you think it’s been waiting all that time? For you?” Alright y’all are gonna stress me out there’s too much to comprehend.

- Holy shit Kai’s crazy. “How hard could it be” well YEAH but come on. “This is gonna hurt”. NO SHIT. Jesus Christ I can’t handle this much emotional strain.

- Alright SHITS HITTING THE FAN IN COMMAND. Oop but that solves the Admiral problem!

- EUGHH THERES SO MANY. Hold up. Hold the fuck UP. Kwan is having a moment. The “Cohesion” needs to FUCK OFF.

- oh fuck. OH FUCK HALSEY HAS IT.

- GIRLY WHAT ARE YOU DOING GODDAMNIT. Ohhh. I see now. Goddamnit.

- OOOH SHIT CRAZY DUEL TIME NOW. Damn John getting his shit rocked before GETTING BACK UP LIKE A BADASS. “We’re not done” DAMN RIGHT!

- oh damn now I feel sad for the covenant homie.

- yooo okay cryofeezing Halsey that’s an idea.

- KAI. BABY GIRL OH MY GOD PLEASE BE ALRIGHT.

- “that can’t be good” well yeah if I saw several spires shoot out of mountains I’d be pretty worried too.

- Again talking to this guy? And he apparently also talks to Makee? YOO WHAT THE FUCK ITS A LITTLE ROBOT????? And the crack in his visor! I’m so confused now have those conversations been in a different time or in John’s conscience or what??

- And then the episode ends, and with it so goes my sanity.

Alright y’all, end of the season! One hell of an episode fr. Without a doubt season 2 has been a fantastic season, developing so much of this storyline in a profound way. The finale sets up for a lot to be handled in Season 3, so here’s to hoping they get the green light to make it.

John has absolutely become a favorite character of mine, and this season has only reinforced that. So much of my emotions while watching have been in empathy for John, which makes these episodes land so much harder.

And shoutout everyone who’s stuck around just for these little posts I make. I started making them just for fun but I kept up with it since y’all seemed to like it, which is cool because now I have a little catalogue of what I was thinking during the episodes that I can look at in the future. And FOR THE RECORD I’m not gonna disappear until season 3 comes out. I still need to get caught up on the storyline in the games lol.

Alright that about sums everything up I think.

*bows to an applause while a single spotlight shines on me and flowers are thrown onto the stage.*

[chososcamgirl]

HEYYY SIGMA ALPHA IYAAA GMMM HRUUUU ‼️🔥🤗 DAILLYYY CHECK INNN TIMEEE YK ITT RISE AND GRINDDD 🐺🐺

IM SERIOUSLY LACKING IN MY ASKS RECENTLY SO IM SORRY ABOUT THAT POOPIE PLS DONT BITE ME 😖😰

IM SO GLAD WORK IS GOOD BUT TRY AND GET MORE REST ‼️🔥 U CAN DO IT I BELIEVE IN U ALPHA 🤞🐺

IM GONNA RETURN THE CHARGER TODAY (and hopefully buy some things 😈😈) BUT GIRLLL I DO NOTTT WANT TO PAY THAT FEE URNENRNR KINDA WISH I WENT BACK AND RETURNED IT BUT IT WAS RLLY LATE AND WOULD HAVE BEEN DANGEROUS AND A GIRL NEEDS TO GET HER PRIORITIES STRAIGHT YKYK⁉️

OKKK THOUGHTS ON LAST CHAPTER 😈🐺🔥

nadnndbMDNDNEISNSNDNE DNENENEKE FUCK DUXK FIXKKKK I KNEWWWW IT WAS GONNA BE MEGUMI THANK YOU QUEEN FOR NOT GIVING IN TO SUKUNA BECAUSE GODDDDD 😭😭🔥🔥 BUT OMFGG??? “‘YOU SURE YOU DONT WANT TO STAY?’” OH MY GODD I AM SATTT UGHH THE PET NAMES, PERSONALITY SWITCH, EVERYTHING OMFGGG I WOULD HAVE CLUNGGGG ONTO THAT FUCKING MAN OMG YHE CHOKEHOLD THAG THIS CHAPYER HAD ON MEEE UGHHHEHHEHEHESK

IM SUCHHHH A SLUT FOR CLINGY MEN PLEASEEE LIKE OMFG JUST FUCK ME ALR HWBEBEBSKENNEND TWEAKING RN CUS THATS LITERALLY SO 🤗😍🔥😚🤤 I NEED SOMEONE LIKE THAT SOO BAD KEND GNAWING AT MY ENCLOSURE AND DROOLING RN OMG THE WAY I WOULD FORGET ALL OF HIS RED FLAGS LIKE I GUESS YN IS STRONGER THAN ME AFTER ALLLLLL WNNENEN AND THE FACT MEGUMI WAS WAITING FOR THAT TEXT OMGG ITS A NEED NOT A WANT 😍😍 ME AND WHO??? LIKEE WHENS IT MY TURN

the ai anon… I AM OUTTTT TO GET U HOW DARE U HO.. 👿👿 but iya.. ur writing is so fire you got your first allegation.. THATS HOW U KNOWW U MADE IT WHEN PEOPLE START ACCUSING U OF SHIT ‼️ guessing ai anon said that out of jealousy bc they can’t cook like you can iya but still.. ai anon i am OUT to get u 😡😡 the new chapter was SO FULLING KMFG IM FILLEDDD (in more than one way)

THANK YOU FOR BLESSING US ONCE AGAINNN IGNORE AI ANON THEY HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THEYRE TALKING ABOUTT UR SO FYA 🔥🔥

toge running in on yn… omfg the way I RECOILED. Like I would just start digging my grave ON THE SPOT bc you KNOW I would never be caught sleeping with the ops (unless toge was the op but he would never be one 🥰😍🤗 [please let me hit im so desperate] “‘…but you owe me.’ There was a glint in his eyes, hinting at the mischief he always seemed to conjure.” OH OKAY 😍😍 WHAT WOULD THE FAVOR BE⁉️⁉️ 🤤🤤🔥

Maki going straight to yuta after the fight… OKAY GIRL GET UR PRIORITIES STRAIGHT 😭😭 how is this man still a side hoe/fwb I’m FUMING for him LMAO someone get them tg already ‼️

Sjap toge ily please marry me 🙏🙏 i can provide a good sense of humor, cunt, and lipgloss please give me a chance 🤤🤤🤗🤗🥰

CANT WAIT FOR NEXT CHAPTERRR DONT FEEL PRESSURED TO RUSH GIRL THE EDGING KEEPS US UP 🤗😍‼️

Sigh.. guess who’s ovulating.. on their own.. on a weekend.. ALONE… cramping… 💔 (hint: it’s me) UGHH I HATEREE BLEEDING MY PUSSY OUTT ESPPP WHEN I GET JT ON MY SHEETS. I WOKE UP TO A MURDER SCENE. ON MY WHITE SHEETS. WHITE. SHEETS. I’ll never recover from this 💔 BUTTTT I means I’ll be period free for the next month!! And that includes HALLOWEEN WEEKENDDDDD SENNENDNEN 🔥‼️ im doing matching costumes w my friends but we don’t know what yet 😭

I HAVE MY AMBASSADOR MEETING TMRWWW GANG WISH MY LUCK ‼️🤗

LYCHEE⁉️⁉️ OMG I LOVE LYCHEE.. THE OLIVE THEORY.. WERE SOULMATES 😍😍

MY HOT TAKE… I HATE DR.PEPPER.. IVE TRIED SOOO HARD TO LIKE IT BUT IT JUST TASTES LIKE CHERRY COUGH MEDICINE 😭🔥

OKOK QOTDDDDD… WHATS A LIFE HACK YOU SWEARRR BY ⁉️⁉️🤞

HOPE U HAVE AN AMAZING DAY/ HAD AN AMAZING DAY ‼️‼️ ILYSMM BYE SIGMA 😈😈

- 🐺

HI ALPHA!!!🐺🐺

NO UR SO OKAY!! i’m getting to ur ask now i promise ill be on top of them more as well😓😓 THANK YEWWW im feeling much better now so im happy <33

GIRL JUST KEEP IT ATP😭 do NAWT pay the fee🫵🫵 $40 is actually ridiculous and yes prioritise ur safety first over anything🙏🙂‍↕️

LMFAO IM GLAD YOU LIKED IT😈😈 sjap megumi is CLINGY. he was waiting for that exact text since they’ve met like and when he got it trust he was jumping up and down😏😏😏 sjap clingy megumi truther FOREVER 💯 also the ai anon I KNOW😭 eh i didn’t really bother w them i know they don’t mean any ill intent but it was just a weird ask to send like atleast don’t put urself on anon and face it but we ball🔥🔥🔥 thank you poo poo 🫂🫂 also i started calling my cat poo poo bc of you and i laugh everytime 😭😭😭

I KNEW YOUD LOVE THE TOGE BIT😭😭😭 fan service for you but omg the favour is going to be [REDACTED] so yeah🙂‍↕️ i NEED to write a sjap toge spinoff after i finish this one i just cannot i know it’ll eat so hard🗣️ YUTAMAKI TRUTHER FOREVER (i still love nobamaki too tho)

NAUR NOT THE WHITE SHEETS😭 omg when i hate when you can physically feel it come out of ur pussy like omg it’s like SUCH A GROSS FEELING EAUGH. BUT YESS HALLOWEEKENDDDD i’m supposed to go my co workers party but idk if i want to LOL i still have no friends in this city besides my co workers but idk i’m content rn i know uni is starting next year but that’s not until 6 more months😭 but we’ll see

YAYY I HOPE IT WENT WELL ALPHA‼️‼️ I KNOW U DID GREAT <3 OMG THE OLIVE THEORY😍😍😍 yes we r soulmates… ive never tried dr pepper mainly bc we don’t have it here so i wouldn’t know😭😭😭

AOTD‼️ IDK MANY BUT the post used one i do is putting a wooden spoon over boiling water so it doesn’t overflow (idk if that counts but yeah) HBY🫵

THANK YEW ALPHA!! I HOPE U HAVE A SUPER SIGMA DAY!! <33

[noro-noro-noro]

had a dream. actually it was 2 dreams I just some of the first one. not much but anyway I was undefended in a high floor of an unfinished building that was half bordering a dark forest and sunrise and half just open to the city skyline, but not like All the way just somewindows & then places where it was just the horizontal beams. I was protected from something truly evil by Something Else in the darkness but as soon as the sun spilled in it was reduced to a dark stain. the sun melted it. I made a pitch black area with my hands against a metal pillar to at least save a shred of it & it was in there, & I think it webt I to a dried up dead roach in a spider web.

2: I was living in school campus again but also combined w the front half of my mom's house. I was working on smth then it got late & I had to walk thru the student center to get to where I parked my car..the student center was a lot less safe it was full of weirdos. a dude out his hsnd on my shoulder & I was like no sir. & then a homeless guy with sharp piercings in the middle of his hands kept bothering all the girls on the stairs bc he wanted to have a baby. when I got to my car there were people rooting through it so I grabbed them like hi :) what the fuck are you doing you stupid cunts. & I looked at my car & it was beatnthe fuck up missing the front door back windshield smashed in etc etc & I got so fucking mad I don't know what happened next

my allergies are really killing me. I feel so gross. here's some dreams from my afternoon nap

3. at a summer camp or smth keeping an eye on the kids, there was some adult only event where the kids were rooting for us! kind of parkour like, we had to get through some obstacle course that was also in a half built or maybe half decaying house. one dde was "it" & was chasing people scarily & to win we had to get a special water gun & blast him, but the guy was super experienced & while i didn't win i was one of the only survivors. anyway then the bus left without me, so i chased it all the way back to the elementary school bc my stuff was still fucking on there. i was really irritated aboutt his, but not surprised -this happened al the time i guess.

4. something about dragcave undergoing a massive website overhaul. i was still banned from talking bc i think i left a mean review on someone's dragon description when i was 13. anyway there were guilds now too. it was crazy.

5. i don't remember the first half of this - i FEEL like it was linked to dragcave somehow. anyway i'm now some hottie who can't die like the jennifer from her body, except i was blond & i think my name was mary todd or something cheesy like that. i was looking for some dude who'd just inherited the next powers of whatever. i don't know if i was gonna like kill him & absorb his powers, or put him in a position where he can grow & then kill him? it was not good motives. anyway he was just some dorky white boy in a convenience store at 11pm that seemed excited that a hottie like me would give him attention, & i followed him out to his car mentally making a list of various sex acts i could perform on him to get what i wanted out of him, but then as soon as we started driving we came under attack from giant bat demon things & i was like oh yeah whatever. if the Forces of Evil or whatever followed me they probably know this is the next guy. well whatever if he dies now he dies & i'll still eat up his powers anyway. horrific car crash. i was decapitated in the backseat, & that guy's legs were pinned in the car but his torso went through the windshield. the demons dragged him outside of the car & his arm fell off but he was still more worried about me for some reason. i got up & blasted the demons away & was like come on dude this has really ruined my outfit couldn't you try to drive safe & he kinda stared at me dumbfounded & then passed out. he'd be fine though now that the demons weren't fucking with him he'd probably recover in about 16 hours

[odxrilove]

☆ ENHYPEN AND HOW THEIR FRIENDS FIND OUT ABOUT THEM HAVING A CRUSH.

pairing: hyung-line!enhypen x f!reader

genre: fluff, idol!au

author's notes: i like doing these 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫

☆ HEESEUNG

he tries to keep it a secret as long as he possibly can but jungwon gets suspicious when he notices the longing stares heeseung sends your way whenever you walk through the corridors. so naturally as the good leader he is, he wants to talk aboutt it.

it's in the late evening when heeseung congratulates himself for keeping it a secret with his favorite pastry when suddenly jungwon mentions your name. "hyung, how is yn doing today? i heard she fell down pretty hard today during practice.". heeseung is nervous, why would jungwon suddenly talk about you. "she did? i didn't know."

"oh, i thought you would since you are pretty close to her." the other members are now looking at the two curiously, listening to their conversation as they wait for any explanation.

"im not that close to her, we only talked a few times." heeseung is sweating buckets, eyes widening in fear. did jungwon found out about his crush on you?

"really? i thought you were close to her, you know, since you like her"

heeseung chokes on his pastry. sunoo lets out a gasp as he covers his mouth with his hand and the rest of the boys look at heeseung with wide eyes as a concerned look takes place over jungwon's face. the room falls silent for ten solid seconds until jungwon clears his throat awkwardly. "was i the only one to know?"

jungwon never gets his answer because as soon as the words leave his mouth, the other members' voices fill the room. "hyung! you have a crush?!" "yn?! the pretty girl with the cool dance moves?" "you were going to tell us right?"

it's safe to say that heeseung walked out of the kitchen quickly, trying to hide in one of the rooms with the members running after him, throwing questions after questions about "yn, the girl who stole heeseung's heart"

☆ JAY

jay manages to keep his crush on you a secret for around a month and a half, which is a lot and considered an achievement when you live with six noisy boys. but jay's not proud about it, since he knows the only reason why his brothers hadn't find out yet was because of their busy schedule due to their recent comeback.

so while they are all busy preparing for upcoming events, jay isn't the slightly worried about them– or you, finding out about his preference for you. that is until he catches one of your group-members eyeing him suspiciously when your group bumped into his in the hallway after your group's performance. he just hopes that she didn't catch him staring at you with heart eyes.

your group leader is very good at reading people, so one look at jay and she knows exactly why he's more flustered than usual after you complimented him on his outfit and performance. unfortunately for jay, she also loves to gossip and is very close to sunoo. less than an hour and a few whispers later, sunoo's strolling to jay in the dressing room.

when sunoo drags his stool closer to jay's until their shoulders almost touch, the latter gets suspicious, looking at the younger boy in confusion. sunoo is the first one to speak up, "do you like yn?". jay can only look at sunoo's innocent expression in shock before he shakes his head, "yn? no i don't like her." and thus begins a series of back and forth.

"so you don't think she's pretty?". jay sighs, "i didn't say that". "so you think she's pretty?" sunoo pries. "well i can't deny that", jay mumbles. "so you like yn", sunoo exclaims. "sunoo, i didnt say that", jay sighs again. "so, you don't like her?" "oh mY GOD SUNOO STOP! OKAY YES I LIKE YN AND WHAT ABOUT IT?!" jay finally admits, putting his face in his hands when he can sense the other members' stares.

sunoo only giggles devilishly, a small "got you" falling from his lips as he watches jake throw his arm around jay's shoulders, smirking when the room fills with questions and cheers from the other members.

☆ JAKE

it's seven in the evening when jake retreats to the dorm's dressing room to call his mom. he explicitly tells the other members not to come in so that he could have his weekly interaction with her. usually, jake would call his family at least two times a week.

she probably knows jake has a crush on you since the first time he talked about you because of her mother instinct and because of how happy jake sounded upon talking about your group and you. after that call ended, she had googled your group and listened to a few of your songs.

"you know, i'm quite impressed by yn. she's a very good dancer." her voice echoes through the room as jake's preparing his bag for that week's photoshoot, phone on speaker. he chuckles a bit before his mom continues, "also a very pretty girl, i understand why you have taken a liking to her."

the moment the first words leave her lips, niki barges into the room unannounced, stopping dead in his tracks when he catches on what was being said. jake panics at the sight of the youngest member and goes to grab the phone but niki's faster, snatching the phone away in front of his eyes before running off.

he listens to how his mother accidently reveal his crush, continuing to blabber about yn as she thinks she's talking to her son. niki's jumping excitedly to the living room, interupting jake's mother by yelling a loud "jake has a crush on yn! his mom told me!" through the dorm, attracting the attention of the other boys and jake thinks he might pass out as he's dramatically slumped over the dressing room's couch, whinning when he hears the footsteps of his members in the hallway.

☆ SUNGHOON

at first, none of his group members were suspicious of sunghoon. but that was only at first, and when he didn’t actually know you or meet you in person. let’s say that sunghoon was able to hide it pretty effectively since he only admired you from afar. in summary, sunghoon just doesn’t talk about you or your group to avoid any suspicions.

however, his plan backfires when his group meets yours backstage an award show and jake openly jokes about how each member is a fan of yours but sunghoon, as the latter never even pronounces your name around the dorm.

he sees you playfully cross your arms before he’s rushing over to you and jake, interrupting the conversation immediately to correct jake’s words. with a flushed face and lots of stutters, he manages to convince you that he is indeed a fan too but that he is just a bit on the quieter side and doesn’t always express his admiration for your group in front of other people.

after the show, sunghoon swears he could kill jake as he sends him death glares during the ride back home. but when they step into their dorm, he doesn’t expect his friend to turn towards him with a smirk.

“so, you got pretty irritated back there, didn’t you?”

the desire to slap jake is strong but sunghoon remains calm. “obviously, that was disrespectful of you to say.”

“we were joking, besides, how am i supposed to know you’re a fan when you act like you didn’t even know their group existed.” jake snickers at his friend’s words, having caught on why he reacted like that. he continues, throwing him a wink “don’t worry bro, i won’t talk about it.”

at the same moment, jay steps into the room, “won’t talk about what?”

jake doesn’t even spare the other boy a glance as he smirks, running a hand through his hair when he grabs himself a bottle of water. “won’t talk about sunghoon’s crush on yn.”

jay stops in his tracks, gaping at his two friends as the other members join them in the living room, having heard the last sentence of the conversation. jake leans against the kitchen counter with a big smile on his face as he watches sunghoon getting punched in the arm by a happy jungwon.

poor sunghoon can only groan in despair, scrunching his nose as he falls back onto the couch with a loud thump, hiding as much as possible in the cushions.

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[sxfik]

my thoughts on episode 11 (as i watch it)

apologies in advance if none of this is coherent :)

how could they not catch joon woo HE WAS STANDING RIGHT THERE

CAN WE TALK ABOUT THE WAY HE LOOKS AT HER WHEN SHE’S TORTURING THOSE KILLERS

you can tell it’s the proud !! moment for him

but also the concern he has when they’re in the car driving back home and he calls mr. cho, but he’s still looking at her

AAAAA not him asking her to drink until 4 am, 2 HOURS past their agreement (also him telling her that she should be a part of the mafia), and when the camera focuses on him, you can tell he's telling himself "it's only to finish up the food, no other reason"

AAAA "i need to apologize for what i did on the bridge, i hugged you, you were flustered right?" "don't apologize you were worried" and HIS FACE WHEN SHE TELLS HIM HER HEART WAS POUNDING AND HE AVOIDS HER EYES AND THE SLIGHT WIDING WHEN SHE SAID "WE NEED TO TEST THIS OUT"

AND THE SLIGHT SMILE HE GIVES HER WHEN SHE PREPS TO HUG HIM AND GOD THSI WHOLE SCENE OH MY GOD HIS FACE WHEN SHE SNUGGLES IN AND HE'S DEFINITELY TRYING TO BREATHE NORMALLY AND HIS HAND ON THE CHAIR OH MY GOD AND SHE LOOKS UP AT HIM AND HE'S TRYING SO HARD NOT TO LOOK AT HER THIS IS BETTER THAN ANYTHING I COULD EVER WRITE

and then the way he still stands there after she tells him she was wrong CHA YOUNG WHY god that poor man but then that soft smile as she falls asleep....

awww he's checkin on his mother !! aw is he asking why she left him,,,, fuck this is really ripping my heart out

"im sure my son is doing well so don't give up on yourself" why am i crying so hard im only 25 minutes into this episode

holy shit's getting heated at wusang...

lmao the tailor acting tough in front of vin and also 1/2 half of clown couple asking to be her bodyguard,,, poor vin he's really being caught between the marital fight... the fact he's more scared of the wife

nis dude actin REAL sus

mr CHO NO why would you do this bro

HAHA ms seo also acting sus around them huh (game day? will vin get competitive.... or has she figured it out...)

AHAHAHA CHA YOUNG PUSHING HER BACK AND FORCING HIM TO GO

oh shit he got exposed........... "come with me"

joon woo really spiraling more and more he fights vin(but also he's so fucking hot)

han seo my poor boy please get the fuck out of there im not joking please get yourself out join the good side

CORN SALAD !!! AHAHAH

NIS DUDE YES FIGHT FOR VINCENZO, y e s cleaning lady !!

enter player nis, YES, boy lookin so cool, saving the day! CHA YOUNG yes stomp on that man

lmao the small nods between CHA YOUNG AND VIN AHAH AND THEN HIS BETRAYED LOOK

oh wow mafia man, you're always ready to hug cha-young but no one else???? hmmmmmmmmmmmm

THE MUSIC WHEN HE HUGGED HIM

IS THAT A FUCKING PARADE AHAHA

MAFIA CORN SALAD AHAHAHAHHA NOOOOO

lmaoo the reformed guys in the back

"with all the support you have, why don't you make your own family here" is this her asking him to stay????

god the way vin and cha young look at each other when they have an idea, TRULY MARRIED

the power vin holds,,,, oh shit he found out about the temple

han seo poor boy with the gun,,,,, mr. panic yall colluding together? MR PANIC YOUR DAMN GOOD W A GUN you're too baby for this han seo please just get tf out of here

mr panic you out here playing you're own game here?

han seo and mr panic I WANT TO SEE THIS play out,,,,, does han seo have the potential to go all the way to the top?

piano girl giving me,,,,, bad vibes girlie you're a bit scary

aw nam and vin are still besties that's good im glad

MR. CORN SALAD, THE ACTING IS AMAZING HOLY SHIT HE'S SO.... he's pisseddddd boys getting a little manic here

yes NIS DUDE getting shit down

please vin go with cha young to meet joon woo have BAD FEELING ABOUT THIS

"there's a limit to one's pain but no limit to one's fear" AH SHIT BRO WHY IS THIS SO HOT MY GOD i know this is a lil psycho of him BUT AAAAAA

VINENZO KNOWS !!! HE KNOWS!!! GO SAVE CHA-YOUNG BRO PLEASE GO GET HER

SHE KNOWS NOW SHE KNOWS GOD THIS IS

FUCK shit's getting so intense,,,,, the stare off he's about to have with him

the OST FOR THIS SHOW IS SO GOOD

joon woo you aboutt to go full psycho?? please don't be a cliff hanger please oh my god please dont be a cliffhanger

FUCK I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS ABOUT THIS

[notyobabygirl]

heyyy so my boyfriend was with me, my mom, and my brother and some of my brothers friends. and my mom and boyfriend were talking and i was standing there… luckily my brother wasn’t there… and i got caught in the biggest lie that i told my boyfriend. he like said exactly what i lied to him about and my mom knew right away and she like played along with it. but as soon as he left she looked at me and was like “what was that aboutt” so i explained why i lied to him. it was a lie that like makes me sound better than i am like i was kinda fake flexing to him. so hopefully my mom still goes alone with the lie and doesn’t tell my brother or anyone because my brother would totally tell my boyfriend that i lied and i would get made fun of so much because of it. and it’d probably lowkey ruin our relationship because this is a lie that he’s believed for over a year and i just now got caught in it. i feel so bad and dumb for lying about something like this to make me look cooler than i am lol

oh trust me girl i have done so many of those lies and i will probably still do them in the future!! i doubt your mom will tell your brother but you can always just be like hey i know i shouldn’t have lied to my boyfriend but i don’t want him finding out so don’t tell brother about this. just so you have some reassurance. i really don’t think it will get brought up again probably

[coldkryptonitecupcake]

“Abomination”, Ch. 3

   Ten minutes and two sets of stairs later, Eris and Narvuk sat in Ikora’s office. More accurately, Eris sat and Narvuk simply knelt, having already broken a chair. Ikora sat across from them, occasionally typing something on her tablet. “And you say you woke up in the Hellmouth, even though you died in” - she glanced at her notes - “Crota’s throne world?” Narvuk nodded slowly, a question forming slowly in the back of his mind. “You remember your previous life?” Narvuk though for a moment, then replied slowly. “Rememmber...piecesss. Lit-ul thinggs escape mme.” 

“Intriguing. You certainly are unique, in more than just your physiology. Perhaps one day, we could--”

“Whhat happen to Crota? Wherre iss my master?”

   Eris and Ikora exchanged glances before Ikora sighed and laid her tablet down on her desk. “Crota is dead, Narvuk. The same fireteam that killed you finished him off.” The Knight’s three glowing eyes widened slightly, then narrowed to slits. “Whho.” Eris shook her head almost imperceptibly at Ikora. “I’m... not sure now is a good time to talk about that. We don’t even know what you are yet.”

“I amm Knight. Thhat isss all I am, all will everr be.” Eris spoke for the first time. “But whether you are a Hunter, Warlock, or Titan is still to be determined. And that discovery is imperative, as it also determines which Vanguard is responsible for you.” 

“Donn’t care aboutt silly Vanguarrd! Where are oness who killed mme?” Zivath, his Ghost, made her entrance as if on cue. “Found em! Well, two of them. I was digging through old records of Vanguard operations on the Moon, and voila.” She stopped as she realized that all eyes were now on her. “Is... now a bad time?”

   After a few minutes of yelling on all sides (and a talk with Shaxx), Ikora and Eris reluctantly agreed to let Narvuk confront the Guardians Zivath had found. He marched off behind his Ghost, who led him into the Annex. As the Knight made his way through the hallway past the Drifter’s room, Zivath pointed out the Warlock and hunter sitting side by side near the landing pad. “There they are. So what’s the plan, big guy?” Narvuk didn’t reply, merely treading down the hall. The Hunter, ever the perceptive one, heard him first. Her head whipped around and she started when she saw him. “Poppy, Knight!”, she shouted as she drew the Hand Cannon on her side and fired. Poppy (what an odd name), sprung up and pulled her Jade Rabbit from her back. Before she could fire, however, Narvuk raised his Wall of Darkness, which filled the hall in front of him. “Stopp! Nnot here to hhurt yyou!”, he roared. The two Guardians, perplexed, held their fire. Poppy was the one to break the silence. “Drop the shield and fight, Hive! Unless your kind’s standards for warriors have dropped!” He snarled behind the wall before letting it drop, conjuring a portal under him in the same instant.  

   The Knight appeared to be talking with Lord Shaxx, a crowd forming a safe distance behind him. As Poppy  started forward, Shaxx noticed her through the Knight’s arm. She pushed through the crowd and stormed up to the Crucible Handler. “Shaxx, what the hell is this? Why is he still alive?” Shaxx gestured for the Warlock to relax, and when she showed no sign of compliance, he sighed. “Narvuk here” - he nodded at the Knight (nodded!) - “is a Lightbearer now.” The girls’ jaws dropped. “Y-you’re joking. You have to be, There’s no way a Ghost would ever choose a Hive, let alone one of Crota’s--” Sienna cut herself off, realizing the implications of her outburst. 

When the shield dissipated, Poppy and the Hunter nearly dropped their guns. The Knight was gone! Poppy whirled to her friend. “Where’d he go, Sienna? He can’t have just vanished!” The Hunter threw her hands in the air. 

“How am I supposed to know that? I can’t see through walls, Poppy! He’s like eight feet tall, he can’t be that hard to find!” The pair gathered themselves and hustled up to the Courtyard. Immediately, Sienna pointed. “Found him.”

Shaxx’s helmet snapped to her. “So you recognize our guest?” She hastily tried to backtrack. “I wouldn’t say ‘recognize’, these Hive all look the sa--”

“It’s a yes or a no, Sienna.”

She sighed and nodded. “Yes, I remember. You were a Swordbearer, the first of maybe a dozen we killed.” Narvuk slowly nodded as the details returned to him. Shaxx cleared his throat. “Poppy, Sienna, you should know that Narvuk has requested to face the both of you in the Crucible.” Raising his hand to stall the inevitable stream of questions, he continued. “The match will be Clash, and it’s to be held as soon as possible. Luckily, the Cauldron doesn’t have another match scheduled for two hours.” The girls looked at each other, then nodded. 

“Hope you’re ready to boost that death count, Hive!”, Poppy called over her shoulder as they turned and walked away.

[humankoalaa]

BLACK LIGHTNING 3X06

*SPOILERS AHEAD*

anissa hush with this if i die video. you ain’t bout to die girl 😂

tayvon 😭😭 jasun wardlaw jr. is so handsome.

lynn.... 🤦🏾‍♀️

oh no jamila. bye girl. at a funeral? you looking for a story? BYE. who raised you? my mother would’ve slapped the shit outta me.

LMAO nissa and lynn weren’t having it.

jeff... ugh my grandpa with allllll the patience for jamilas rude ass.

tied of my grandparents fighting. at least lynn ain’t high as hell tawm bout bullshit.

thundergambi ❤️

woah..... nissas meta genes affected too? shit.

she said how much time i got 😂😂 tv be killing me knowing damn well people ain’t bout to die.

gambi ready to snitch 😂

oooooo bih i thought that was lady eve. iss gina tho.

i thought truth teller was henderson 😩 i need to stay off this weed when im watching be forgetting or not noticing shit 😩

lynn and tobias are my favorite enemies.

how nafessa/thunder still look 😍 “dying?” .... black don’t crack. dass why. all offense.

jeffs identities with these two black eyes would be more subtle than blackbirds mask. i said what i said.

ooooo jeff said sorry. growth.

i knew she’d blame herself for tayvons death 😣

😂😂😂 “it’s like that?” ... jeff why you ask that when your daughter is petty?

commercial break. im bouta to get lit. this episode got a chill vibe. i needs my weed to really embrace the chillness. ... by any means necessary y’all.

my friend said YOU JUST GOT HIGH.... girl... 🤣 mhm she is. if you don’t know what that means.... well.

“im not a porcelain doll” 🤣🤣

Bruce Leroy? theure REALLY tryna break a record how many corny things a character say in a tv show record. stop playing with my mother man.

“you smell of death” 😂😂 grace. filter. what is it? .... nevermimd ms. choi. nevermimd.

nissa lying through her damn quilt.

that quilt can’t even keep the sun warm.

“I’m not aboutt to lose you now” 😍

BUT LIKE ANISSA COULD BE IN THE SHOWER WITH GRACE BUT POISON 😤 talk about a kittyblock. im pissed.

ooooo hair bitch you spying on my recently excommunicated grandmother? i couldn’t y’all she was getting on my nerves 😩 ididnt have a choice!

jenn....... dude took your electricity or whatever last time..... how you ain’t learn 😩

odell in peoples house uninvited AGAIN 🤦🏾‍♀️

i will barbecue your black ass 😂

oh shit mr handsome disappearing meta is back 👀 i need him and painkiller to fight.

jamila... you nosey.

i see the green light ain’t fuck her up that bad.

okay hair. you alright for now. he can manipulate the earth? ok. bet not be manipulating my auntie.

ooooooo gambi knows it’s painkiller.

okay i agree. tobias ain’t as bad ass odell..... pains me to say that.

🤣🤣🤣🤣 tobias is such a troll.

“neon negro” bitch im deaaaaddd. tobiaaaasss 😭😭😭😭 im cryn.

“anissa? baby?” 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 sing to me grace! you bettah saaang 😭

the lesbian in me is gonna say grace has gambi on speed dial. let me have this. SH.

#thundergambrace has my heart. that’s their ship name. you read it here first.

grace i want to thank you for taking off the hoodie.

worried grace ❤️

he called grace pretty lady 😭

oooooo odell finna die *i know he’s not but he better be severaly wounded* preferably like shot in the mouth. im a nice person i swear i just cannot with this mans.

KILL HIS ASSSSS MR MARKOVIAN

JEFF?! really?! you couldn’t arrive one second later? DAMN! 😤

pathetic? cause he doesn’t kill? see you should’ve let mr. markovian kill his ass jeff.

i keep think gina is lady eve. ALSO seriously?? it’s jamila? now she’s part of the resistance squad? 🤦🏾‍♀️

ohhhh shit. welp. hi dr. jace.

dr. jace. matching to the gods rn. she got that nancy grace hair that don’t never move.

thundergrace cuddles ❤️

why grace take the empty bowl up there to the shower....

PAUSE! was grace bout to change into the leopard cause of anissas i guess rotting insides? i know i shouldn’t laugh but .... 😂

gambi 🤭 oooooooooo he knows.

man im ready for lynn and jeff to divorce. like Jeff could’ve died lynn.

lol you crazy lynn. gang green crazy. most people be on that liquor. lynn out here on whatever the hell gang green is. lawd.

this episode was a nice change of pace. my blood pressure coulfnt handle another last week type episode y’all. see y’all next week 🤞🏾❤️

[its-3am-sadness]

getting lost up in the past— this is what I found

Friday February 1st, 2013:

ugh..im sitting in third hour..i wanna cry, but i cant theres to many people..

can anyone really save me? ..no.. noone ever can.. i just wanna be happy, truely always happy.. )': ughhhhhhhhhhhh! i gotta go..

Monday February 4th, 2013:

holy shit that was a longg weekend.. i almost cut saturday.. i got a new razor & everythingg.. Jake told me to go chuck itt in the snow, soo i did, but then on sunday i went & found itt.. soo i have itt in my ipod case like my other one.

I stayed up till 3 saturday nightt watching 'Enchanted' i love that movie now (: and i sent Jake a 7 and a 9 page text.. he was asleep though..but his best friend is a girl & i have nothing at all against that, i don't have a reason to hate her at all, i havent even met her, but i still am so super jealous.. i hate that they hang out and slepover together and i dont know, i trust him.. but look what happend with the last guy, i trusted him with all my heart, i never thought he would cheat on me and he ended up fucking his ex-girlfriend and lying about it.. im so scared.. i dont wanna be here.. i was thinking saturday & yesterday how i wish i was single just so i don't have to be so paranoid..but i love being around Jake that i wouldnt dream of ending it..

Shawntay said i should tell him about how i feel with him & his besty, but i idont wanna be the dumb bitchy girlfriend who is all 'you cant talk to girls-blahh blahh blahhk' shitt, ya know?? So ima just leave it to myself because i don't care..

im really trying not to cut.. Tabby (my ex's girlfriend) told me that it takes 21 days to break a habbit & we both last cut on the 22nd, soooo we'll see how that goes..

on wednesday it'll be me & jake's 4 months.. & next thursday is valenitines (how ever you spell itt) day and i wanna get him something.. hmm..

my tits now have names.. right one is Adam & the left is Ryder (:

I love him, my baby. <3 soo much.. </3

Wednesday February 6th, 2013:

today is 4 months with my baby!! i love him sooo much. dude. <3 he is so amazingg. i just want to push him in the snow and kiss him and be crazy. i am crazy about him.. like super crazy aboutt him. <3 i dont wantt him to be taken awayyy! ):

Hunter said he was going to ask me out last week on friday on the bus.. god he's a douche.. he broke my heart so many countless times and just left.. and my ex. my good lord, he is such a dick. im sick of them both fucking with my head and heart. ive moved on and it Shawntay's words 'have a new life with a better guy'.. god i love her. i dont know where i would be right now if it werent for her.. <3 i love you shawny'z forever <3

Friday February 8th, 2013:

well..i almost cut last nightt, i didnt but i was aboutt to.. im not taking my meds, im just throwing them in a bag & ima sell them.. they weren't working anyway soo..

Im seriously so sccared that Jake's going to leave me.. even though he says he's not going to an yada yada yada, but still.. im paranoid.. it's just who i am... i love him with all my heart though.. ya know??

im diguesting..im a whore..a damn slut.. in love with a guy who prolly cant stand me.. im fucking pathetic.. why..why..why would, HOW could anyone like me, or put up with me.. i mean, what the hell..im a little ugly bitch. a fat, pathetic, stupid, idiotic, loud, sluty little damn bitch...fuckkkkkkkk.

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Monday February 11th,2013:

well..i hate myself. terribly. fucking. little. cunt. thats what i am. a fucking bitch. a pussy, more like a pair of balls.. pussy's are actually quite strong.. so im a pair of balls. GROSS!.. i like pussy better.. whatever. so anyway.. i hate how much of a bitch i am. im so mean to everyone. im not good enough for shawntay. i dont deserve jake and i feel like i treat both of them like shit.. i dont mean to. they're both my whole world..damn.. i couldnt live with out both of them.. i really couldnt.

Conversation on Saturday Night:

me: how isn't it? if you go then you wont have to worry about me.

Jake: ill worry more

me:no

Jake: yeah i will

Me:no

Jake: why cant i?

me: Because..you just cant. you shouldnt. its not worth it.Never. You should leave before you get hurt.

Jake: this isnt about right now anymore is it?

me: i guess not..

Jake: cause ive told you before im not leaving unless you stop loving me ima be here for you until you dont want me to and ima be with you till you break up with me, i love you and im gonna stay through thick and thin. you wont hurt me. You wont.

Baby i friken love you and i wanna be with you no matter what im yous i dont want anyone else but you and im gonna stay okay?

Me: i hurt everyone. i want to be with you. i am in love with you. but i am so hard and difficult. i push every single person away because i just tear people down. i dont want to do that. You are so amazing and that cant die.

how can i call that mine? that is a way to good for me kindda guy.. ive fallen in love with him. but he is way to good for me.

Tuesday February 12, 2013:

i almost cut last night.. i lost it and i started crying terribly. my mother is such a damn bitch. i cant handle her anymore.. she's having surgary on the 25th of this month.. but shes forcing me to appologise for being 'rude' to my brothers wife.. fuck that.. she told me i didnt appriciate anyone.. you dont tell someone who hates themself, who seriously cant stand to look at herself or hear herself, you DONT TELL THEM THAT THEYRE NOT FUCKING APPRICATIVE! what the hell.. so i have anger issues so i flipped out, not to her, just annonmusly over facebook & shes not even my friend on there so fuck her. seriously. and my mother is sticking up for HER, an not ME. bitch.. i have enough shit i dont need to deal with this, its from over a month ago.. i hate my mother.. she fucking came running downstairs screaming at me for taking something that i really didnt.. i didnt even know what she was talking about.. why... im always to blame. FUCK HER! god... she makes me want to kill myself. she thinks that i look up to her and that she's this perfect little angel and does everything for me.. but all she does is make me feel like shit.. i mean we have our moments that we get along an laugh an are friends. when we're friends we're totally fine, but than she turns in to over protective bitch mode.. i hate itt.. i dont wanna stay after school to get extra help.. and shes fucking making me. i hate it. i hate her. i want to get the fuck away. HELP ME! i need to be saved.

Wednesday February 13th, 2013:

theres not a lot of time to write here today...i only got about 3 minutes.. but damn.. i wanna die.. im not going to stopo myself tonight if i wanna cut. i gotta do it.. its to hard. my parents and my one brother are douches..they fucking dont know when to stop making me feel like shit.. i hate it. goddamn.. i cried so much last night.. i wish i were alone.. it'd be easier not to worry about hurting someone.. i hate myself. im absolutly disguesting. fat, ugly and just so gross.. i hate what ive become.. i cant stop myself. it's who i am now..

my razors fell out of my case this morning, it was scary i thought that someone was going to ask me what they were when i bent to pick them up.. i was so shakey.. i hate myself. ughhh. fuck. i hate everyone, my self the absolute most though.. good bye..

Thursday Febraury 14th, 2013:

well.. i stopped the 21 days last night.. 16.. 2 on my thigh, they're small. and the rest between my two arms. im such a fail..

Jake did the cutest thing ever.. he put a bunch of choclate kisses in my locker & taped it saying 'i <3 u' i keep blushing today.. i just told someone i like they're hat & he said he liked my face, i blush to much, i dont like him even, but it was kindda a compliment, soo.. *sigh* i hope shawntay doesnt get mad at me.. i told her i cut in our notebook, i havent told jake & im nott gunna unless he asks.. i cant tell him.. i HATE THAT THEY CARE!!!!!!!!! ugh... i just hurt eveyrone.. i make everyone want to kill themselves.......... FUCK.

ive been handing outt 'my little pony' valentines today.. only 4 gurls, and like 15 or more guys.. the girls are Shawntay, my friend Kenzie, Tabby & Heather. God.. all of them are so FUCKING gorgeous..ugh.. i seriously wish i could be even half as pretty as them.. Shawntay, everything about her is perfect, i wouldnt change a thing. Perfect long hair, flawless skin, perfect body.. McKenzie, she's in love, happy, so beautiful. Tabby, SO gorgeous, i find her easy to talk to and i think we could be pretty good friends. i love her hair.. i want it terribly. and Heather, her makeup, my lord is it always so damn perfect. no flaws to it, always perfect all the damn day long. She may be a bitch sometimes, but she's also hillarious as fuck. i could see me an her being better friends then we are, but not anything long-best friend. but damn.. i wish i were them..

Friday February 15th, 2013:

last night i broke down terribly and cried for hours.. i could stop. my douche fuck parents.. goddamn.. i wish i could just love them and call it good. but my mom comes down and bitches about facebook.. so now i have to delete it.. god. she controls every damn thing of my life.. she doesnt even know what tumblr is or instagram & she fucking wants me to delete them. HELL TO THE FUCK NO! dumbass. i hate her.. she ruins my life..

Tuesday February 19th, 2013:

okay..well this is reallly really stupid.. but on friday, i realized that with my ex boyfriend, he fucked her while we were together & i had sex with him countless times after.. so now i obviously did something wrong. it showed me how worthless i am & how much i seriously fuck people up..it's all my fault. i loved him wrong. i treated him like shit and look where that's gotten me.. im such a pathetic fucking fail of life. i hate myself.. im used and worthless. im the damn slut of the fucking family for fuck's sake!! my oldest brother just got married & the other just got engaged.. ugh..

ive been starving myself latley too.. it's kinda hard because i love eating, but ive been not eating lunch for about a week & i rarley eat at home soo..