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so are we going to ignore the angst in the middle of the ccrt dump orrr
I mean I wont say anything if you wont 👁️
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i really love how you draw annie everything about her is just so so so gender
thank you very much!!! i'm so glad you like her, i'm here to spread the annie agenda, truly.
here is a doodle of her on the house <3
#teethdraws#splatoon#annie#i have been developing her more and more behind the scenes giggles and rubs my hands together like a fly
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the face behind the blog 🍒
i want y’all to know what i look like so face reveal below the cut! 🤭
also, you guys are more than welcome to call me kenna <3
#y’all are going to have to pry those sunglasses from my cold dead hands#k speaks 💅🏻#face reveal!#no more anonymity#full on screaming into the void#hehe#the face behind the blog#this is the person giggling and kickin her feet at torger christian wolff
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so mad that im being this unwell about the malevolent cowboy au
#im gonna have to read it again today it's consuming my brain#was playing the funny video game and had to go full like. head in hands thinking about malevolent cowboy au#i am not being normal about it#i posted about it yesterday but i don't remember under which blog so im just doing it here because sure that can go on main#i need to go pace around with my arms behind my back like a detective with a cold case or something#every time i think about it i am putting my face in my hands i am not being normal#giggling twirling my hair et cetera. you understand#im having a normal time about the malevolent cowboy au. i am being very normal about repressed gay men with catholic guilt#i havent reblogged it because i am not even articulate about it i am just. SDFGHJK#just going to start making tv static noises about it. that should be enough#not tagging this as malevolent people don't need to see this#i called it the ananxiousgenz one yesterday i shouldve said the ananxiousgenz and percymawce-arts one because it's co-written but i forgot
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People are soooooooooo quick to shit on people who deal with emotional disregulation it makes me fucking sick. When you express your stress through tears you're a crybaby. When you're quick to frustration, you're either overly dramatic or you're violent and scary. When you have the gall to get too happy, you're childish or straight up crazy.
Living with emotional disregulation comes with having to grow thick skin because people will call you every fucking name under the sun because you have the audacity to express emotions that are constantly ramped up to an eleven no matter which one you're feeling. You're loud, you're sensitive, you're overemotional, you're weak, you're soft, you're childish, you're naive, you're too much you're too much you're too much you're too much you're too much you're a burden because people now have to handle you.
Where do people think they have a right to judge others for feeling? I may be quick to express my emotions, but you're quick to judge and condemn and on a societal level that should be worse.
#my bullies in elementary school knew i had problems regulating my emotions so they'd say things where i could hear them.#they were never overtly mean things but they would say it in a mean tone and then giggle at me. and when i went to tell a teacher#the teachers would just roll their eyes at me. it's not bullying because they're not saying mean things#(even though they're clearly weaponizing something out of your control you don't have the language to describe)#my middle school bully heard my teachers call me overemotional and that stuck to me for all three years.#my coworkers and managers will shit-talk me behind my back for “being so dramatic” it happens no matter where i am.#i'm so used to people looking down their noses at me because clearly i can't be taken seriously. clearly i'm just naive and immature.#i just. my broken bleeding heart keeps weeping into my hands and i can't staunch it.#but i don't even want to staunch it. hearts are supposed to bleed aren't they?
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#im to embarassed to talk abt him but omg im gonna EXPLODE#cutest boy EVER in the world EVER EVER EVER#his cute glasses and his pretty eyes and his smile lines and crows feet and the way the hairs at the front curl into a heart shape#the way he sits and the way he stands and the way he talks to his family and the way the big t shirts he wears sits on his waistband and#hes insecure about his body and his acne but hes literally so gorgeous I have no idea why he is#goddddd cutest boy in the worldddd i like him so much it makes me feel sick#at prom (26th june) he tied some loose fabric around my wrist and its still there now#his jeans i see him wear all the time cus theyre his favourite like he has favourite jeans im àaaaaaaaaaa#the way he throws his head back when he laughs and the specific “ha-HAA” laugh he does when he isnt expecting it#his stupid chai latte that he really likes#how he always has to say goodnight 3 times before he stops talking#how he uses the purple heart emoji rather than the regular ones#i had a dream once that we were laying in my bed when everyone was asleep just whispering and giggling and he left in a hurry back to-#wherever he was staying and we were laughing and when the door clicked behind him i just felt so light#UGH HES SO CUTE#his big dramatic expressions and how everything becomes a story#the stupid facial expression he pulls where his tongue goes out and hos eye brows arch when he makes any kind of dance move#the way he giggles when hes about to make a joke#(richie tozier voice) CUTE CUTE CUTE#omg his VOICE. oh my god. oh my god. oh my god man. oh god. help me. god be with me. please.#hes playing troy bolton rn so he keeps singing HSM and im just AAAAAAA I CANT. I CANTICANTICANT#the way his instinct is to grab my wrist/lower arm/hand whenever anything happens#OAIAHAUAGAH GUYS. GUYS I WILL NOT SURVIVEEEEE#his eyes are like. slanted? idk how to describe it but theyre lower on the outside and theyre soooooo gorgeous#ughhh both his eyes and hair are like so-dark brown theyre nearly black and its so fucking pretty i cant do this#at prom i had to lean in to talk to him & vice versa and at some point we were sat towards eachother with his legs kinda like barricading-#mine yk. ugh. he was so sweet and so cute the whole time. like helping me walk in the heels and opening doors for me and following me around#UGHHHH I CANT. GUYS. HELP.#☕#beverly says stuff
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Ashe would’ve had the most egregious platonic crush on Cantrip EVER btw,,, they deserved to meet
#Like the group would meet up w Jade for something and Ashe would actively try to hide behind Vynce bc oh my god super cool woman#and then Cantrip would like grin at her and the second they got like back in the Winnebago#Ashe would take a deep breath and start SCREAMING#Everyone else would get really scared for a minute but then Ashe would start happy stimming and start rambling about how cool she looked#Vynce would offer to give her Jades number and Ashe would be like#‘WHAT??? NO.. NO SHES WAY TOO COOL TO WANNA TALK TO ME.. NO’#and then she’d look at vynce and giggle more and beg him to hand the number over#and then she’d get too nervous to actually text Jade so Vynce would have to send Jade a text and be like#‘hey so Ashe rly wants to be friends and she’s sorta screaming so loud my ears really hurt can you like. text this number or smtn’#jrwi prime defenders#jrwi pd#ashe winters#jade cantrip#jrwi cantrip#jrwi#prime defenders#moomins yapping<3#jrwi hc
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instead of grinding for finals i lost hours to a one piece wiki spiral
#IT ALL STARTED...WITH CP9S INDEPENDENT REPORT#in the most predictable fashion. ive yet again fallen for the “dangerous murder bot villains are actually a found family and genuinely care#for one another“#PLSSS THE WAY THEY ALL WORKED SO HARD TO EARN THE MONEY TO TREAT LUCCI#thinking so hard about how they are one collecfive unit. they move together they work travel live thrive together#giggled so hard at kaku giraffe slide#SOEAKING OF WHICH I JUST LEARNED KAKU IS THE YOUNGEST OUT OF CP9#HE WAS 18 WHEN THEY PLANTED HIM AND THE OTHERS IN WATER 7#im not ok im ripping my pillow to shreds punchjng the wall screaming shaking good GOD DJFJ#KALIFAS DAD WAS IN THE PREV GEN OF CP9????? SO SHES RRALLY BEEN THERE THROUGH IT ALL#thinking about lucci and jabra and blueno trio...#yes i originally was devastated to discover my favourite shipwrifjts were actually undercover government assassins but like#the found family.....maybe not found family but FORGED FAMILY THEY MADE IT WORK#i still think it's so silly that. kaku is the youngest but hes second ij terms od power and he speaks like an old man#in my ideal world cp9 brutally murders spandam and they live their best lives after doijg whatever#attention span for stats and cs??? nonexistent#but yea sure i can spend 2 hours memorizing the key detaisl from the wiki entries of all cp9 agents and making a chart and timeline#maybe this is a sign...that i need to fix this before it causes bigger issues#rambling about stuff#wait omg no last thought is how when all the cp9 members reunite after 5 years and firsg thing they do is immediately check their doriki#and jabras upset by how both lucci ajd kakus are higher than his now but then u think about how hes the oldest in their group#heck five years ago when they were sent off to water 7 those two were 23 and FUCKIJG 18 YEARS OLD#OF COURSE HES UPSET THESE TWO FUCKING KIDS ARE STRONGEE THAN HIM#who holds seniority over them. im actually devastated and extremely entertained#the last time u see the youngest of your group hes some 18 year old kid you could best in a spar. maybe even leave some words of wisdom for#then he goes and leanrs how to build ships for 5 years and comes back stronger than u#they are a family to me... HE COULD HAVE ABANDONED TJEM?!?! THEM ALL HAD THE CHOICE OF LEAVING THE OTHERS BEHIND TO SAVE THEMSELVES#BUT THEY DIDNT. HE STILL GAVE KALIFA HIS SHIRT AND CARRIED KAKU ON HIS BACK ALL THE WAY TO ST POPLAR#biting my hands hitting the wall scratchijg the floors screaming shakijg not normal about these guys#THE WAY JABRA HAS A PET CHICKEN TO COUJTER HATTORI
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Uuuuuuuhhhhh I'm being weird about cannibalism agaaaiinnnnnn, dont looooookkkk, and if you do ooooo, don't judge for the love of fucckkk
Will you claw at my chest?
Will you tear my flesh?
Will you rip at my ribs?
And tell me I'm ment for this?
Will you hold my heart in your hands?
And tell me this is how to love unashamedly?
Will you remind me that ever dark thought is natural? Will you make me wish I had no skin at all? Will you kiss my heart and tell me this is dark? Will you tell me the way my lungs can't breathe right is beautiful, and the way my bone snap so easily is art? Will you tease me for not exercising enough when my muscles are soft?
Can I open up my mind to you, tell you how beautiful you look in red, Will you then tear the skin off my lips like it belongs to you?
I belong to you, if only you claw at my chest, and make red coat our shared white bed
#aggressive poetry#cannibalism#uhhhhhh#dont look#im hiding behind my hands giggling#that what you should invision#this is not about my girlfriend#im just being weird again
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*gasp* Your profile is spooky now!!!
hehehehehehe boo!!!
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I spent the entire day thinking about Fingon and smiling like a fool in public about how he'd call me princess and sweetheart while ahem, you know, only for an elderly to ask me who/what got me smiling like that
What I panicked and said: Oh nothing nothing, I was just remembering something random you know
What I wanted to say: Mam if I told you, you'd get a stroke and call me crazy because I was mentally getting my back blown out :)
#also that elderly lady was not the only person staring at me strangely#three other persons were giving me weird looks#as I laughed and giggle while hiding my face behind my hands#IN PUBLIC#fingon you are getting me into trouble#these poor ppl probably think I'm crazy or smth#˚₊‧꒰ა doodlepops rambles ໒꒱ ‧₊˚
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the tumblr friend i didnt know liked vocaloid reblogged my post about oliver with various "MY BABY BOY" and i swear my eyes dialated with how excited i got
#my hands were waving around my feet kicking behind me giggling#oliver is my baby boy i love him more every day
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glass slipper
Killua's as gorgeous as ever, and that cute little smile Killua has just melts all of Gon everytime.
#;windy’s stuff#gonkillu#hxh#gon#killua#hunter x hunter#killua zoldyck#T-THEMMMM 🥺🥺🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧#WAHHHGGGG MY HEART LEGIT CANT I 🤧🤧🤧🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥹🤲#SOBS LOUDLY#SLAMS HANDS ON TABLE#GKKKKK#🤧🤧🥺🥺🥺😤😤😤😤🤧🤧🤧🤧😭😭😭😭#KI JUST RUSHING FORWARD AND GON CATCHING HIM ALWAYS 😤😤😤😤😤😤😤#J-just cute little Ki and his cute little smile I AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#AHHH I CANT TAKW IT AHHHHHH GIVE HIM THE WORLD#Gon saving Ki from that awful life 🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧#KI CUTELY GIGGLING AHNNNNNN#K-Ki being so shy and cute and pretty and tucking his hair behind his ear#I CANT#EATS HANDKERCHIEF AHHHHHGHHSHSHHHHHHH#I JUST AWWW 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧🤧#CUTE LITTLE TINY KI JUMPING UP TO REACH AHNNNNNNN#NO ONE HURTS KI EVER EVER 😤😤😤😤😤
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Omg!!! Them!!! No shades!!! :D
Btw I literally have notifs on for when you post, your art is just so good. Aspire to be able to stylize art as well as you do. Big inspiration!!! Keep it up!!!
so kind of you...thank you so much for saying so!
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First haunt of the season and I'm a little sad I'm moving before October bc like half the staff recognized me + they are noooot playing with hands on this year💞
#it's so funny the thing me an the staff have going#like at this point I'm almost always held hostage and used as a prop to scare other guests#tonight one of the actors had a patient bit that ended with asking 'would you like to be numb too?'#and then mock bashing my head against the wall (well he actually jerked my head but used his hand as a cushion)#anyway I was like almost giggling but trying to stay in character bc the girl behind me Screeched seeing that#and one of my fave actors who is Often the doctor there held me extra in his room just to chat about haunt changes#i thought it was hilarious the half character breaks of 'haha I know you' before pressing a prop knife to my neck#personal
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The wolf boy urge to BITE
looking at you with my big eyes... lil ol me? you bite the merrick? only if you are nice to the merrick
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