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❖ Gu-won & Sarang || King the Land [01x08]
#king the land#kdrama edit#kdrama#leejunho#lee jun ho#lim yoona#im yoona#yoona#junho#yoona x junho#ghar nahi jaana#armaan mallik#bollywood edit#bollywood edits#kdrama edits#king the land edit#fmv#fanvidfeed#youtube#Youtube
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mujhe rona aa raha hai
#i came here thinking okay 11 se 6 max after that we'll leave go someplace else have dinner come home#par ye log bol rahe hain raat mein rukna hai mattresses hain sab yahi so jaaao😭😭😭😭😭#bhai main earphones nahi laayi hu#mujhse nahi hoga#btw btw#i was the only unmarried girl here they washed my feet and all of that showered flower petals#and i did the blessing thing#it was so funny pls no one prepared me for this#princess treatment fr#par mujhe ghar jaana hai bohot hogaya😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
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I am screaming "mujhe mummy ke paas jaana hai" at the top of my lungs but koi sun nahi raha.
#desiblr#pata nahi kyo#college life#kya kahu yaar ab mai#maa#ghar jaana hai mujhko#ye college mujhe maar daalega
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Mohabbat diary hargiz nahi hai - Saleem Kausar
Mohabbat diary hargiz nahi hai jis mein tum likkho ki kal kis rang ke kapde pahnne? kaun si khushbu lagani hai? kise kya baat kahni? kaun si kis se chhupani hai? kahan kis ped ke saaye tale milna hai? mil kar puchhna hai kya tumhen mujhse mohabbat hai?


ye farsuda sa jumla hai magar phir bhi yahi jumla, darichon, aangano, sadkon, gali, kuchon mein chaubaron mein, chaubaron ki tuti sidhiyon mein, har jagah koi kisi se kah raha hai kya tumhen mujhse mohabbat hai?


Mohabbat diary hargiz nahi hai jis mein tum likkho tumhen kis vaqt kis se kis jagah milna hai? kis ko chhod jaana hai? kahan par kis tarah ki guftugu karni hai? ya khamosh rahna hai? kisi ke saath kitni dur tak jaana hai? aur kab laut aana hai? kahan aankhein milana hai kahan palkein jhukana hai?


ya ye likkho ki ab ki baar jab vo milne aayega to us ka haath apne haath mein le kar dhanak chehre pe raushan jagmagati raqs karti us ki aankhon mein utar jayenge aur phir gulshan-o-sahra ke bicho-bich dil ki saltanat mein khaak udayenge, bahut mumkin hai vo ujlat mein aaye, aur tum us ka haath hathon mein na le paao na aankhon hi mein jhanko aur na dil ki saltanat ko fateh kar paao jahan par guftugu karni hai tum khamosh ho jaao, Jahan khamosh rahna hai vaha tum bolte jaao Naye kapde pahan kar ghar se niklo maile ho jaao koi khushbi lagane ka irada ho to shishi haath se gir jaaye... tum veeran ho jaao, safar karna se pahle be-sar-o-saman ho jaao


Mohabbat diary hargiz nahi hai, Ab-ju hai, jo dilo ke darmiyan bahti hai khushbu hai kabhi palkon pe lahraye to aankhein hansne lagti hai, jo aankho mein utar jaaye to manzar aur pas-e-manzar mein shamein jalne lagti hai kisi bhi rang ko chhu le, vahi dil ko gavara hai kisi mitti mein ghul jaaye, vahi mitti sitara hai
Farsuda - worn-out | Ujlat - hurry | Ab-ju - water-stream | Pas-e-manzar - background
#om is ok ig#desi#urdu literature#urdu lines#urdu stuff#urdu poetry#urdu nazm#nazm#urdu love#urdu sher#urdu quote#urdu shayari#rekhta#pics from pinterest#hindi poetry#desiblr
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Guys I have so much to tell you. LIKE so much to tell you.
(not proofread, will read it later lekin mujhe batana tha yeh sab)
Gup-chup baatein, tumhari aur meri . ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁˖ . ݁
So, finally, mera aur uska program ban gaya. Paper tha aur phir hum ghar saath main ghoomte phirte vaapis aane waale the. aur paper ho raha tha na aur him baithe the, toh woh mere poeeche baithi thi aur jab mera paper ho gaya toh maine peeche mudkar dekha aur woh itni sundar lag rahi thi itna bada haaayeeee nikla na mere dil se ki haaye itna khoobsoorat koi kaise ho sakta hai, uske baal khule, uski aankhein paper par aur meri uss par aur uska woh golden chashma jaise uski aakhon ki chamak ke saamne feeka pad raha ho. jaise qoh uski aankhon par ek sundar taaj ki tarah ho, jaise chaand ke asspaas taarein, jaise chaand aur yeh samaan. Hum uske baad paper khatam hone ke baad neeche khade ho kar baat kar hi rahe the ki usne kaha chale? mera muh dekh kar woh samajh gayi ki abhi mujhe nahi jaana, usne kaha haan haan thik hai ruk jaate hain. main hasne lagi. maine kaha ab kya karun mujhe tujhse itni saari baatein karni hai, usne kaha baatein tkh mujhe bhi bohot karni hai lekin tu itna muskura kyon rahi hai aaj hm? ab main usse kya bataun ki muskurahat ki wajah woh, zindagi main khushi ki wajah woh, ye baadal aur yeh baarish yeh halki halki si dhoop joh meethi lagti hai, yeh thandi hawa joh badan ko lagti hai, uska haath mere haath main, aur mere yeh laal gaal, aur chehre par muskurahat sabki wajah wahi toh hai. toh ohir maine kaha ab main kya karu main toh tujhse baat karne ke liye bohot excited hoon. ab min tujhe jitna pyaar karti hoon utna tu mujhe nahi karti, himesha one sided love :'( aur phir woh apna sar hilakar boli draamebaaz kahin ki aur phir hum donon hass diye. Kich der baad hum pohonche, aur khoob baatein kari. mera phone aa rhaa tha aur mujhse woh swipe up nahi ho raha tha, woh phoen baje jaa raha aur main usse uthaane ki koshish kar rahi thi, maine uski taraf dekha aur ohir phone ki aur hum donon khoob zor se hasne lage. phone utha liya baad main vaise maine. uske 2nd floor par itni achhi hawa chal rahi thi. aur humne kich pictures khinchi. Uske saath achha lag raha tha. Shaant lag raha tha. Aur phir humne aas paas jagah ghumi thodi si, ghumein ek saath, aur phir usne mujhse poocha tere phone ka password kya hai? aur maine usse bata diya kyonki usne phone pakad rakha tha aur usse mera wallpaper dekhna tha. aur ab realise ho raha hai ki maine usse apna password aise hi bata diya, bejhijhak aur main usse batana chahti thi. main usse apne baarein sab kuch batana chahti hoon. auruska sab kuch jaanna chahti hoon. aur phir kya, waapis ghar aagaye kyonki usne keh diya ki ab ghar chalte hain main thak gayi hoon, toh maine kaha haan thik hai, kyonki jaana main toh kabhi bhi tumhare saath ya tumse thak nahi sakti. maine usse bola ki ghar pohonch kar message kar diyo aur usne kaha tu bhi, aur muskuraayi. aur mera dil maano udd hi gaya. Bas aur kya, thoda sa pyaar aur ho gaya. Usse itni tez gale laagaane ka mann hua na, aur abhi do ghante bhi nahi hue hain lekin uski itni yaad aa rahi hai.
Duniya main jitna pyaar hoga na, mujhe tumse usse shayad thoda zyada hi hoga.
#desi#desi teen#desi love#desi life#desi romance#desi aesthetic#desi gay#being desi#desi blog#desiblr#desi tumblr#desi tag#desi things#just desi things#D.#day#spilled feelings#spilled poetry#spilled words#spilled thoughts#ava writes#written by ava
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Hi everyone! hope your weekend went well!
well, here's a lil rant plz ignore if u can.
my sunday was so ruined. subah se leke dupeher tak ek amazon product replace karvane mein customer care mein hi din gaya mera.
phir dupeher tak ittna frustrated rhi
aaj ke din nahayi bhi nahi main, jabki baal dhone the
phir shaam ko college frnd ka dost aaya to go out for dinner, but i said no kyunki mann nahi tha. and bas inform karna chaha mummy ko ke aise bahr jaane ko bol rhe the, aadhi baat mein hi mummy ne daantna shuru kar diya ke kahin nahi jaana, yeh voh. i was like- i already said NO!!!!
phir ghar pe dinner ka kuch decide nahi ho pa rha tha
so mummy said to get paneer ki sabzi from restuarant, i said koi nayi vali sabzi try karte hai, and i ordered it, Ekdum hi creamy sweet, gandi vaali sweet sabzi nikli voh sabzi! never order paneer shaahi kofta lol
uspe bhi meri aur mummy ki blaming behes chalu ho gayi thi 😭
#priya ka din#manhus sunday#hoping for better#family#desi shit posting#mood#.txt#priya's day#i hate feb already#my birthday month suckssss
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You give meaning to all the things I ever heard about love. Things were blur to me but now that I've known you, I can see how much power love holds. You look at me like I'm a piece of art- you call my name like it's your favourite song. I don't feel butterflies fluttering in my stomach - my heart feels safe when you're around. It's the feeling of being home after a long tiring day, no increased heartbeat- I'm at peace. You're my destination, I've been waiting to reach you and now that I have, I don't want to go anywhere else, ever. I want to stay here. Right beside you. You ask me, what can I do for you - love, just stay. And let me stay too. Rest, we'll see - you have me and I have you.
Aapse milke mohabbat k maayne jaane. Sab dhundhla sa tha, ab jo aapko jaana toh yeh bhi jaanliye k mohabbat mei kitni takath hoti hai. Aap mujhe yun dekhte hain jaise mei koi nayaab cheez hoon, mere naam yun lete hai jaise koi khoobsurat gazal ho. Mere dil ki dhadkanein tezz nahi hoti aapko dekh k- mera dil aapki moujudgi mei mehfooz mehsoos karta hai. Jaise koi sukoon ho. Aisa sukoon jo ghar pohochne pe hota hai. Aap meri manzil hai, meine aap tak pohochne k liye bohot safar tey kiye hain. Ab jo aap mile hain, ab jo aaptak pohoche hai, ab yahin mera ghar, yehi mera basera hai, meine ab yahin rehna hai. Aapke paas. Aap puchte hain, k kya karun tumhare liye? Meri jaan- bass rukk jaayein. Mujhe bhi rukne dein. Baaki, saath milkar sab dekhlenge- aapke paas mei jo hoon, mere paas aap hain.



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Kl cllg jaana hai 10 din se ghar pr hu ....
Or 2 file likhni hai yeh yaad nahi rha .. research paper ka content theek Krna hai yeh yaad nahi rha ....
But Grey's anatomy dekhni hai subha se shaam tk yaad tha 😭😭😭😭
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I want someone to write something for me like
Ab mere piche mat Raha karo,
Tumhe dekhe bin Dil nahi lagta,
Tum dikho toh chaand dikhta hai,
Ab mohabbat kaho ya sukoon, sab tum mein hi dekhta hoon.
Ab, mere aage na chala karo,
Mujhe peeth dikha kar dur Jaya na karo
Tumhari zulfein niharun ya fir tumhari payal ki chhankar,
Ab ghar kaho ya aasman, sab tum mein hi dekhta hoon.
Ab mere saath chala karo.
Duniya chale jaha chale, tum mera haath pakad ke chala karo.
Jaana, tum apni baat saari bataya Karo,
Ab Marzi aur arzi, sab tum mein hi dekhta hoon.
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Ghatak Padosi


Theme: Interfaith Cheating Affair
Characters:
Aslam Khan: 40 saal ka ek handsome aur strong Muslim mard, height 5'10", educated aur successful import-export businessman. Aslam ab tak single hai kyunki use naye aurton ko patana aur unhe apne bed tak lana pasand hai. Usne kai shaadi-shuda aurton ko apne jaal mein phasa chuka hai.
Anjali: 29 saal ki ek khubsurat aur simple gaon ki ladki. Uska figure 34-30-36 ka hai, sanskari aur apne pati Raaj ke liye loyal hai. Wo hamesha simple saree pehenti hai aur sharmili hai.
Raaj: 34 saal ka ek Hindu mard, jo sarkari naukri karta hai aur sheher mein rehta hai. Anjali ka pati hai lekin paisa kamane ke chakkar mein apni patni ko nazarandaaz karta hai.
Story Outline:
Scene 1:
Aslam apne out-of-town trip ke baad wapas aata hai aur Raaj ke flat par jaata hai jo uske flat ke samne hai.
Bell bajate hi darwaza Anjali kholti hai. Raaj uss waqt ghar par nahi hota.
Anjali ko dekhte hi Aslam uski khubsurti aur simplicity se mantramugdh ho jaata hai. Wo sochta hai, "Yeh kya khoobsurat cheez hai! Isse zarur patana padega."
Anjali polite tarike se apna introduction deti hai aur Aslam uske bare mein aur jaanne ke liye curious ho jaata hai.
Scene 2:
Shaam ko Aslam Raaj ke ghar jaata hai, dono se ache se baat karta hai aur unhe dinner ke liye apne ghar bulata hai.
Baaton ke beech, Aslam chupke-chupke Anjali ko dekhta hai aur uski tareef karta hai.
Anjali Aslam ko achha aur charming lagta hai, lekin wo mehsoos karti hai ki shayad wo flirt kar raha hai.
Scene 3:
Raaj aur Anjali dinner ke liye Aslam ke ghar jaate hain. Aslam unka swagat karta hai aur khaane ke beech Anjali ki khule aam tareef karta hai.
Dinner ke end par Aslam Anjali ko ek gift pack deta hai.
Raaj mazaak mein kehta hai ki wo ab tak Anjali ko sheher nahi ghumaa paaya kyunki uske paas time nahi hai.
Aslam turant offer karta hai ki wo Anjali ko next day sheher ghumane le jaayega. Raaj apne dost par poora bharosa karta hai aur haan keh deta hai.
Raat ko, Anjali gift kholti hai aur dekhti hai ek modern dress aur mehnga necklace. Usse Aslam ka style aur generosity pasand aata hai aur wo sochti hai, "Is aadmi mein dum hai."
Scene 4:
Agle din Raaj Aslam se request karta hai ki Anjali ko shopping ke liye le jaaye. Aslam khushi-khushi maan jaata hai.
Aslam shopping ke dauraan Anjali ki tarifon ki baarish karta hai aur sari shopping apne paise se karwata hai.
Anjali ko uska ye attitude aur care acha lagta hai, aur wo dheere-dheere uski company enjoy karne lagti hai.
Scene 5:
Teen din baad Raaj ko office ke kaam se 2 din ke liye sheher se baahar jaana padta hai.
Wo Aslam se kehta hai ki Anjali ka dhyan rakhe aur agar use kuch zarurat ho to madad kare.
Raaj ke jaane ke baad shaam ko Aslam Anjali ke paas jaata hai aur use dinner ke liye chalne ko kehta hai.
Anjali shuru mein mana karti hai, lekin phir maan jaati hai.
Scene 6:
Anjali ek hot si saree pehen kar Aslam ke saath dinner ke liye jaati hai.
Dinner ke baad Aslam use ek night club le jaata hai. Anjali pehle mana karti hai, lekin Aslam ke kehne par maan jaati hai.
Club mein Aslam use ek corner mein le jaata hai, jahan lights kaafi kam hoti hain, aur use dance ke liye mana leta hai.
Dance ke dauraan Aslam dheere-dheere Anjali ko touch karne lagta hai. Anjali ko ek handsome aadmi ki touching achi lagti hai, lekin wo use rokne ki koshish karti hai.
Dheere-dheere wo bhi Aslam ke charm aur touch mein kho jaati hai.
Club ke baad Aslam use apne flat le jaata hai. Anjali wapas apne flat jaane ki zid karti hai, lekin Aslam use hug karke bed par gira deta hai aur kiss karna shuru kar deta hai.
Shuru mein Anjali use rokne ki koshish karti hai, lekin wo bhi uski baahon mein kho jaati hai.
Raat bhar Aslam aur Anjali ek doosre ka saath enjoy karte hain. Subah tak Anjali Aslam ki diwani ban jaati hai aur uske aur kareeb aana chahti hai.
Kya aap aur scenes ya details add karna chahenge?
#interfaithxxx#just role(play) with it#roleplayer#interfaith roleplay#para player#roleplay#hslut4mstuds#hslut
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yaar log hostel aake maze karte hei and mei yaha raat ke 1 baje kapde dho rhi hu kyoki shaam ko pani nahi tha and kal nahi dho sakti kyoki kal dusre kapde dhone hei and yeh already ek hafte ka backlog hei and bhai hamari rassi yeh ek hi hei and voh bhi bina fan wale room mei kal subha tak sukhne chaiye and upar se ek aur tension ki residential campus ke kutte raat ko muh se gate kholne andar aate hei and kahi kuud ke kapde na chura le toh rector ma'am ko call karwake tala lagana hei and shit ek baje kaise call karu abhi-
yaar ghar jaana hei iss chotu ko, jaane do na
ghar jaane nahi de rhe toh atleast ek washing machine laake do and uhn bathroom ke darwazo ko fix karo joki band bhi nahi hote, bass dhakka maarke hope for the best karna padh rha bro that too in a girls hostel wtf??
upar se kal chutti hei toh kya kya plans nahi banaye thee padhai ka backlog complete karne ka par yeh seniors and hostel walo ka alag hi chakkar chal rha
#scarlet rambles#desi thoughts#desiblr#desi tag#desi tumblr#desi shit posting#colege#college life#hostel#hostel life#mbbs#mbbs in india#medical college#medico#teenager#growing up#wtf is this#take me back#pls
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Women's are simple beings... Badi divya aur madhur hoti hai unki dictionary... aur jab ek stree kisi mard se prem karti hai toh aur bhi khoobsurat ho jaati hai uski vaani... jaise...
Here are a few phrases and their meanings...
I need you - You need her
Itni zyada mohabbat karte ho tum mujhse - Main jeeetni tumse karti hoon utna kar paaoge kabhi tum? Huh, Kabhi Nahin!
Can you drop me home - Oye Hero, Baraat lekar nachte-nachte idher udher na nikal jaana, yeh ghar dekh lo yahin aana hai sidhe tumko. Bujhe?
Mere liye aapka prem kaafi hai, mujhe aur kuch nahi chahiye aapse - Chup chap weekly jhumke aur bangles shoppings jaana hai mujhe fir IMAX mein meri favourite movie dekhungi fir main daba ke Paani-Puri aur Momos khaungi fir Park mein ghumi-ghumi karna hai mujhe fir Library mein kitabein pardhte hue coffee piyungi tumhare saath
Apna khayaal rakha karo - Itni si baat tere moti bhuddhi mein kyun nahi jaati hai ki tujhko jitna hurt hota hai usse dugna mujhe hota hai ullu de patthe!
Look what I made for you - Oye Mister, chup chap acche compliments de mujhe baad mein apni sakhiyon ke saamne teri baatein karni hai
Tum pagal ho poore ke poore - Main tumse zyada pagal hoo chuki hoon
Ek thappad maarungi tumhe - Kisi ne ek kharroch bhi di tumko toh chamdi ukhaad dungi uski
Acchi lag rhi hoon na? - Mujhe toh pata hai main acchi lag rhi hoon bas ab tum bhi fatafat meri tareef kardo, mujhe aur bhi kaam hai sunder dikhne ke alawa
Pardhai kar lo tum bhi - Mujhe shaanti se pardhai karne de mere baap!




To know the other side of the list, contact my Ardhangini - @bareilly-wala-jhumka she'll tell you that list... 🌻❣️🌼
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Ghumne jaana h tumhare sath 😔 bore hogyi ghar pe maii akele
mujhe bhi ghumna hai, mataashri se permission nahi milti😔
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Mandir mein baitha hu meko ghar nahi jaana bhai
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consent sirf sex ke liye hi nahi baaki cheezon me bhi zaruri hai yaar
nahi jaana hai bua ke ghar to NAHI JAANA HAI NAA
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Trigger Warning: Mental health, indications of suıcıde
Sept aa gaya aur pata bhi nahi chala, aaj teachers day hai aur pichla teacher's day mujhe bakhoobi yaad hai. yaar yeh samay bhi na kitni ajeeb cheez hai jitni upma se upma karu kam hai, kahu ki yeh samay inn ghirte- hatte baadlon ki tarah hai aur inn patton ke girne ki tarah hai aur iss toofan ke jaane ki tarah hai. yeh samay woh pighalti ice-cream ki tarah hai, woh signal badalne ki tarah hai, achaanak aane waali modoslaadhar baarish ki tarah hai aur aasmaan mai. ek indradhanush ki tarah hai toh bhi shayad kam hoga. Yeh saal kaise beeta pata hi nahinchala, yoon bhadrapad aa gaya aur keval kuch mahine hi bache hain yeh saal khatam hone main. yeh samay bhi na bohot kamaal hai. Pichle septmeber mujhe laga tha, ki shayad nahi ho paayega. Yeh zindagi, mujhse nahi ho paayegi, kyonki yaar mushkil hota hai, har din hospital jaana aur phir kaam, kaam aur hospital, lekin humne kiya. September guzra, ek ek din gine the humne ungliyon par zaroor, lekin kab december aa gaya pata hi nahi chala. Naye saal ki kuch zyada khushi nahi thi, bas yahi dua thi ki yeh sal khishiyaan laaye. January, fervary ek aisi hawa ka jhonka laaye jisse hum aaj tak waakif hi nahi the. Aur yeh hawa ka jhonka jis dhara se aaya tha humari zulfe udane ke liye, waise hi chala gaya, shayad kuch bikhri zulfe chhod gaya. Yeh saal guzar toh raha tha, lekin aisa lag raha tha ki hum sthir haim kuch badal nahi raha tha. Jitni bhi koshish kar lo yeh patthar hil hi nahi raha, yeh dhakkan khul hi nahi raha. Phir kya, socha aise rote hue raatein guzaarna thik nahi hai, yoon ghar main band rehna thik nahi hai, kuch toh galat hai. Madad li, shayad kuch behtar hua, shayad nahi. lekin inn sab ke beech, maine bohot yaadein banayi. Woh ek baarish, woh ek sunset, aur na jaane kitne saari hassi joh shayad nahi hoti agar maine zindagi ka haath chhod diya hota. Kuch din aise bhi the jinmein mujhe laga ki isse khush toh main nahi jo sakti, kuch raatein iss kadar thi ki mujhe laga ki mujhse dukhi koi nahi ho sakta. Ho sakta ho ki aapka samay itna achha na chal raha ho, lekin phir bhi, samay kaisa bhi ho, yeh chhoti chhoti khudhiyaan zaroor laata hain. September aa gaya aaj aur pata bhi nahi chala. Shayad, woh dhakkan thoda dheela ho gaya.
सितंबर आ गया और पता भी नहीं चला, आज टीचर्स दे है और इससे पिछला शिक्षक दिवस मुझे याद है। यार ये समय भी ना कितनी अजीब चीज़ है, जितनी उपमा से उपमा कम है, कहू की ये समय इन घिरते-हटते बादलों की तरह है और इन पत्तों के गिरने की तरह है और इस तूफ़ान के जाने की तरह है। ये समय वो पिगलती आइसक्रीम की तरह है, वो सिग्नल बदलने की तरह है, अचानक आने वाली मूसलाधार बारिश की तरह है और आसमान में एक इंद्रधनुष की तरह है तो शायद काम होगा। ये साल कैसे बी��ा पता ही नहीं, यूं भाद्रपद आ गया और केवल कुछ मही��े ही बचे हैं ये साल खत्म होने में। ये समय भी ना बहुत कमाल है। पिछले सितंबर मुझे लगा था, शायद नहीं हो पाएगा। ये जिंदगी, मुझसे नहीं हो पाएगी, क्योंकि यार मुश्किल होता है, हर दिन हॉस्पिटल जाना और फिर काम, काम और हॉस्पिटल, लेकिन हमने किया। सितंबर गुजरा, एक एक दिन गिनें थे हमने उंगलियों पर जरूर, लेकिन दिसंबर कब आ गया पता ही नहीं चला। नए साल की कुछ ज्यादा खुशी नहीं थी, बस यहीं दुआ थी कि ये साल खुशियां लाए। जनवरी, फरवरी एक ऐसी हवा का झोंका लाए जिसे हम आज तक वाकिफ ही नहीं थे। और ये हवा का झोंका जिस धारा से आया था हमारी जुल्फे उड़ान के लिए, वैसे ही चला गया, शायद कुछ बिखरी जुल्फे छोड़ गया। ये साल गुजर तो रहा था, लेकिन ऐसा लग रहा था कि हम स्थिर हैं, कुछ बदल नहीं रहा था। जितनी भी कोशिश कर लो ये पत्थर हिल ही नहीं रहा, ये धक्कन खुल ही नहीं रहा। फिर क्या, सोचा ऐसे रोते हुए रातें गुज़ारना ठीक नहीं है, यूं घर में बंद रहना ठीक नहीं है, कुछ तो गलत है। मदद ली, शायद कुछ बेहतर हुआ, शायद नहीं। लेकिन इन सब के बीच, मैंने बहुत यादें बनाईं। वो एक बारिश, वो एक सनसैट, और ना जाने कितनी सारी हंसी जो शायद नहीं होती अगर मैंने जिंदगी का हाथ छोड़ दिया होता। कुछ दिन ऐसे भी थे जिनमें मुझे लगा कि मुझसे ज्यादा खुश कोई नहीं है, कुछ रातें इस कदर थी कि मुझे लगा कि मुझसे दुखी कोई नहीं हो सकता। हो सकता है कि आपका समय इतना अच्छा न चल रहा हो, लेकिन फिर भी, समय कैसा भी हो, ये छोटी-छोटी खुशियां जरूर लाता है। सितंबर आ गया आज और पता भी नहीं चला। शायद, वो धक्कन थोड़ा ढीला हो गया।
wrote this at 8:30 am, first thought in the morning. It's because I never thought I could make it to September. I'm glad. Life throws shit at you, but please remember to breathe, and it'll pass on. Sept-Dec patch was very rough for me, but it passed and I'm glad it did. This is your reminder that it'll pass.
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