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thank you to everyone who reached out to me/commented on my post yesterday!! it really warmed my heart! iām sorry i never got around to responding to any of you directly, but between my lack of sleep and all the shit that went down yesterday, the words having really been wording lately. but i want you all to know that i really appreciated it!! <3
#getting dumped sucks#but all get through it#healing will be 10000x better with all my lovely moots in my corner#love you guys to infinity and beyond <3#moots moots lovely moots <3#personal
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Trying not to be bitter, but I am totally bitter about this.
Beau #3 recently reactivated his account on Feeld and I decided to go through our original chats and there are 2 things that stick out
The 2nd night we talked, I was out with friends for a birthday. My phone was dying and I have my Ventra card on it, meaning if my phone dies, I canāt get on the train. I was being rude by messaging him while I was supposed to be hanging out with them, so I decided to conserve my battery and stop for a bit. He sent me this message.
Later, we were talking about how Spouse and I went to couples therapy and he said he tried that before he divorced his ex.
WTF, man?!
So he didnāt communicate that things were moving too fast and then he ghosted me.
And yet, Iām still crying about it.
#getting dumped sucks#i still miss him#she fell in love with the drummer#and then he broke her heart#beau no. 3#enm#ethical non monogamy#polyamory#coleyās adventures in polyamory
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Im going to be really upset if MelJay does break up.
But I'm not worried about the breakup itself, but rather how insufferable THOSE people will be about it.
Considering how much this fandom loathes this ship and acts like it's venom, its safe to say they will be celebrating the breakup like there's no Tomorrow ESPECIALLY if Mel was the one to initiate the breakup, Jayce hate will fly through the roof and Mel will be mischarecterized to the power of 60. And not to mention the toxics will be annoying as fuck to MelJay lovers. Like, there's countless posts defending s1 Meljay right? Talking about how its not problematic and all of that, i know these mofos will come back to rub it all over your face if just the slightest bit of distancing happens between them.
I don't like most of the fandom very much, I've had similar experiences to this over on tiktok and I've seen it happen in twitter (of course) and discord and I wish not to see that again.
I don't want to see MelJay break up, or have relationship issues, because they're literally the loves of my life, my babies I swear. but I won't really deny it if it does happen, its the writers choices and there's going to be a proper reason why (its lowk not looking good for both of them so) i will PROBABLY eat everything up either way, and I won't stop shipping them, like, i can probably just stay focused on the s1 version of them or something.
But the people man, the people scare me so much, I'm not ready to fight for my life like I did s1 š
So like, If I see the slightest bit of attitude, i'm blocking. Dramatic yes, its a fictional ship, yeah, I know, I don't care.
Also; no I will not be defending either of their actions if they had actually done something horrible (neither should anyone), and if they are toxic or become so, i will not glorify or try to excuse anything. I will try to enjoy whatever is given, a wrong stays a wrong even if I (or you) doesn't like it. I cannot change any outcomes.
#arcane#mel arcane#mel medarda#arcane s2#arcane league of legends#jayce talis#jayce arcane#arcane mel#meljay#arcane jayce#jayce league of legends#jayce x mel#Goldenforge#I love them#They're like my favorite ship ever#Its obvious I hate most of the fandom#Dear God I can already imagine the reactions#āHell yeah Jayce go get your bf!! Leave her!!ā#āhell yeah!! Dump him Mel!! He sucks!! He doesn't deserve you!!ā#āFuck yeah they broke up!! They're not straight/into opposite sex anymore!!!ā#(They're bi/pan tyvm)#Stop the edits too.#I've already seen so many jayvik edits putting down meljay to make it 'emotional'#Especially the overused ātell your baby that im your babyā song#UGHHHHH#Not to shame anyone#But its annoying#Ship what you want#Just don't bring down other ships#Not cool
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āim glad that at least one of us has maternal instinctsā zhu when i fucking get you >:(((
#ma was so happyyy with the kid oh my goooooddddd#rlly i REMEMBER when i finished reading swbts i was rooting for zhu/ma messy divorce in the second book dkfgjdk#when zhu is like oh i know that every step in my journey to greatness will only bring suffering to ma but well. sucks to be her ĀÆ\_(ć)_/ĀÆ#MA BABY LISTEN TO ME NOW DUMP HIS AAASS!!!!#i was at least hoping ma would yell at her until zhu realized she fucked up big time but alas :(((#once again tragedy of characters bound to society's roles :(((#fr in a kinder future modern au ma should dump zhu's ass a few times#and then get back together with them juuuusttt as baoxiang is gearing up to shoot his shot#laying his heart at her feet and she's just like ah that's so sweet of you but uh. the call of toxic lesbian situationship was too strong#you see i'm 95% of zhu's morality#we're getting married tomorrow <3#and so ma is off getting 6 orgasms in a row while wbx is once again rebounding on mid nefarious sex with ayushiridara#u see the vision#anyway ONTO HWDTW WHO'S READY FOR THINGS TO GET MUCH WORSEE??? YIPPPEEEEE#tre reread#send post
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mixing as much coffee as possible into my protein shakes to make them more palatable not un-akin to hiding a dogās pills in peanut butter to trick them into eating them
#i do not get enough daily protein so iāve been trying to be *~proactive~* but the protein powders suck so much so iām just going with the#the fairlife vanilla and chocolate ones which arenāt the chalkiest options iāve ever had but the bar is low#dumping in tons of black coffee does help LMAO#if people have recs for other protein shakes or powders that donāt completely suck though lemme know
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drawing them over random photos is free serotonin
#my hand hurts after these so if i get carpal tunnel yallknow why#these are also background practice bc i suck at them lol#i didnt wanna post these separately so m just dumping em here#sp k2#south park k2#kenny x kyle
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knowing communication is vital to a healthy relationship but never knowing how to start a conversation or holding back because you don't want to burden them with your emotions or say/do something that will push them away and just generally being socially inadept is such a fun time! :)
#i was so content being single why did i sign up for this again?#i like this person so much and i'm already so attached#and they've reassured me that they want to be with me also#but things are going so fucking slow and i think right now they have to#because of their mental state and things they are just trying to figure out about themselves and what they want#and i just want to be there for them through it and help them sort things out#but i guess some of the issue is they are mourning a relationship that they wanted but that didn't get to happen#but that apparently after we basically established yeah let's be a thing the other person reached in hopes they could meet each other#which like they told me it's more an issue now of letting the other person down easy and let them know they found a person to be with#but i'm just not coping with this knowledge very well at all#despite the reassurance from them that i'm the one they wanna be with#and i think i'm struggling because i'm probably jealous because they are friends and have been for years#and i don't want to be jealous i just wanna be chill about it#like i'm not going to be the person who makes them feel like they can't maintain their long term friendships#i won't be that person#but it makes me feel insecure like i'm competing against someone i don't even know#and i worry they're going to realize i just fucking suck and decide that to leave me to try something with that person instead#but i don't know how to even start a conversation or convey these feelings to them without fearing it's going to start some bullshit#that i don't want tainting the relationship#even outside of that like#i wanna know so many things about them but i don't even know where to start or if i can just ask them questions#everything scares me relationships are scary#i'm so fucking scared of being hurt again#ugh#personal#sorry i just needed to dump this somewhere because i've been bottling it up for a fucking week now#it did not make me feel better but at least i got the words out
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i have a room in wobbledogs exclusively for teeth. whenever dogs drop their baby teeth i send the teeth down the chute to to the teeth room. it's because they have a potential effect on dogs when eaten (shifts their hue toward white and increases their glow) that is cool but not quite desirable for every dog out there, and because teeth are so small, they get easily lost in nooks of rooms and also get eaten by dogs you didn't want to eat them, and when you have a dog you want to make eat teeth it's sometimes a pain to find enough. someday i will unleash dogs in here to eat teeth
#talks#i have another empty room that is just a garbage rerouting room. chutes from rooms that dogs are in are connected to it and i dump all the#dog waste down those chutes into the garbage room. then from the garbage room there are two chutes. one sends#waste that increases mutation chances when eaten to a room full of dogs i force to eat sludge. the other is the#teeth room.#i used to have a dog sludge room chute and a tooth room chute in all my dog rooms but it started cluttering my areas#because i had to build a dog gate around each chute entrance because dogs kept getting sucked into the tunnels.#with multiple entrances the dog gates took up a lot of room space and also there was a higher percent chance#flying dogs could get over the gate and get slurped into a different room anyway.#if this happens id rather they got suucked into the empty garbage room than into a room with other dogs because#im separating them for categorization purposes and they'll get all mixed up otherwise and i may not even#notice. if i see a dog in the empty garbage room i know something is amiss.
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Entering depressed dreamty wave era of the month, Iāll excuse myself for being moody, I randomly feel like crying on the floor.
#so uh you know when you realize you have a patern and smell that youāre approaching a period where youāll feel extremely low ?#that me rn#Iām starting to feel weird and iām self aware enough to know that mean Iām slowly falling under a wave of negative feelings and that at any#given moment Iāll be having an emotional meltdown#so like Iām feeling a bit sad but I know that soon iāll feel BIG sad#kinda like seing the water dissapearing on a beach and knowing a tsunami approach#so Iāll excuse myself in advance for being emotionally tired and in general constantly sad#i know iām very open on this blog about moments where I feel down#but I donāt want to be seen as āthe girl who canāt shut up about being sadā#i canāt shut up in general#so i do end up not closing my mouth when feeling strong emotion of sadness#also i need a therapist but for personal reasons canāt get one#which sucks#am I trauma dumping here ? definetly#will Iāll probably delete this later out of shame ? surely#that a lot of tags because i donāt feel like saying this out loud on text#I think iām annoying#most of the time Iām sure that I am#lacking self confidence suck#anyway#dreamtyās ramble#tw vent#vent
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if you want a good story to make you feel a bit better, was at the vet with my dog when someone seemingly dumped theirs and took off. i didnt see him actually dump it, but there was a brown dog in their car and then there was an identical brown dog chasing them when they ran. they're checking their cameras to make sure that's what happened
i went outside to try and get it to come up to me but it was very scared. it went up to some people's porch and they started to chase it off but i told them what happened. suddenly the whole street is trying to get the dog to come up to them. we got her in with another friendly dog to make her feel better and some turkey to get her to come up to us
the vet is taking her in and giving her her shots and taking care of all the flees and ticks she has :] there's a really good rescue place down the road she'll go to and she'll have a home in no time
#everyone coming outside to help made me tear up. i <3 community#also a sorta-update i think they did dump it bc someone just drove up very fast and he was PISSED#yelling in his phone ''dumping their fuckin dog i cant BELIEVE-''#so i guess the camera showed it happening. they went to check immediately#im typing this as im leaving so i dont think i'll get an update from here#but yay i love you humans. even if the world sucks there's always nice people#and that dog will have a better life now because people cared <333
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Left: "That's the end of the official tour."
Me: "And now what?"
Right: "Now you get on your knees and go down on us."
I should have know something was up when the after hours tour of the precinct ended in the cells.
Right: Well go on then, get the fuck down there and take care of me, and when you're done taking my nut, you're gonna take care of my boys, and you're gonna swallow they give you to swallow!"
Well I had no problem getting on my knees as they took turns unzipping and using my mouth to relieve their shift stress and unload their ball juice into, TWICE!
#get on your knees#get on your fucking knees#go down on us#take care of us#get on your fucking knees for us#what are you waiting for#what do you think we want?#blow us#get the fuck over here#suck our cocks#suck our dicks#suck us off#teamwork#afterwork#post work#took turns#used my mouth#dumped their loads in my mouth#made me swallow#all four of them#one after the other#swallow what we give you
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please where the fuck are all the sonic fans
bc i need someone to hold my hand and meticulously explain or tell me how to learn all of the general overarching sonic lore in an step by step - easy to follow and chronologically ordered way please im begging š
bc i wanna join in the fun and be in the know but sorting through all of that content and material and not knowing where to start and what goes with what by myself is too overwhelming for me and it makes it sound more like work than smth id actually enjoy LMAO š
iāve always liked watching sonic content but i donāt know anythingggg about the background and origins of the characters like shadow and rouge (besides the fact that they get along and that maria dies lmAo)
friend suggested watching cutscene movies cuz iām really not the biggest gamer or letās play watcher but thereās also like a gazillion games and idk which ones to start w so yknow
thereās just too much bro š
someone needs to turn this into a college course powerpoint or smth istg ahA
#the shadow generations episode looked fucking awesome but iām also super lost bc idk anything about anything LMAO#sucks cuz the only sonic content iāve really consumed are in the form of shows but those are all a separate canon i think so idek man.#i watched sonic x when i was like 8 but i donāt remember anything abt it besides liking it a lot#ik thereās comics too but letās not get into that rn bc if we do i think iāll explode#tumblr info dumps save me i am a sad uneducated loser whoās too adhd to attempt self teaching#please send help#iām joking but iām also a little kinda sorta serious#sonic#sonic the hedgehog
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continuing my self imposed tradition of drawing these guys for new years! Happy new years everyone!
#onwards to 2024! this year was just warmup and 2022 and 2021 and 2020 and 2#jjba#jojo#jojo's bizarre adventure#diu#diamond is unbreakable#josuke higashikata#okuyasu nijimura#koichi hirose#havent posted for a hot minute sorry.... burnout n college sucks ass#even tho i dont draw much jojo anymore it still holds such a dear place in my heart. also my ocs that I DO draw constantly are from it sooo#technically. TEHCNIALLY i am still#id like to post here again tho. maybe ill compile my oc doodles into one huge post and just dump it on yall idk#ocs are hard to share outside of ur friends tbh but maybe you guys would enjoy it :3 aurelio especially ouguh aurelio my dalring boy...#anyways ill get out of yalls hair now have a good one!
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op of chappell jared crossover event post š no beloved the fandom is not okay it is deeply cooked actually
#Iāve been clamping my lips shut all day resisting the urge to shit-talk ppl for dumping on jared for no reason#LITERALLY the most innocuous and even nice and cute thing he does will have ppl trotting out their annoying ass quips#like Nawt to care abt a celebrity in this day and age but sincerely leave him alone already lmfao you guys suck#itās the hypocrisy that rly gets me
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i need to go pound joey drew into a pulp RIGHT NOW
#diction dump#joey drew#batim#HIS SPEECH AT TBE END OF BATDR MAKES ME JDLABRLELWL#SCREAMINF AT TVE SCREEN#JUST SHUT!! UPP!!!#okay iām normal now. i hate him so much#he praises audrey about being his first creation of life when the ink demon is literally RIGHT THERE.#like. do you want to be good or not?? of course bendy kills you! youāre being an asshole! you suck!!#oh my godd i need to fling him around a room ragdoll style. crush him into smithereens. rrrgrghh#he comes across so disingenuous.. like. i donāt care if audreyās your precious shining moonlight. sheās also The One Who Came Out Right.#meanwhile The One Who Came Out Wrong is SEETHING with hatred for you! do you not see the consequences of your words?!#āi know youāre in thereā like the ink demon isnāt sentient?? like audreyās just stuck someWHERE not with someONE?#and bendyās so so angry. of course he is! his creator (well. a copy of him) is saying TO HIS FACE that heās just a monster. a mistake.#that heās NOTHING. and most infuriatingly that this stupid OTHER who had the privilege of coming out right is EVERYTHING!#why does she get that? why did she get so lucky? where was all this compassion when it was him? why did he never feel this love?#and so he lashes out. obviously. all heās ever been is a monster because all heās ever been TAUGHT is how to be a monster#and who taught him that? who forced him into that? thatās right. the biggest monster around.#so iām sorry if i donāt find your little speech to be heartfelt joey. youāre a long way away from saying anything truly GOOD.#phew. okay. needed to get that off my chest.
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Finally deleted MyFitnessPal off my phone for my own personal sanity
#got some memories with that app#at first it was just sitting there bc I couldnāt stop myself from tracking the calories of some things#but after a 13 day streak shit could only get worse so I deleted it#proud of myself#that thing had me in chokehold last year did not want a repeat#tw myfitnesspal#tw mentions of eating disorder#random post#ooc post#kind of vent#???#started to wake up stressed out about what Iām gonna eat and I was like nooo not ts again#was literally restricting myself to 1200 cals a day AND IM 5ā7#tw eating issues#sucks when youāre not even underweight so you donāt feel valid#waitttt I was not meant to trauma dump in this post#can we not bring being 2000s model skinny back into being trendy bc why are body types a tend in the first place#I can change fashion but definitely not my body#no bc this world is fucked up why was I scared to die alone bc I wasnāt skinny when I was literally 10#I hate that itās normalized to praise peopleās bodies#like idc if that makes me soft but a girl just living and everyone just talking about how good her body is#why is that okay bc yes it is positive but it also creates so many negatives#like does anyone get what I mean#itās a compliment but it also makes everyone including that person afraid to be anything but ābody goalsā#idk how to explain it but like imo bodies shouldnāt serve aesthetic purposes#they actually have functions and needs and they allow us to live#tw body image issues#I hate wieadās too but thatās just because why is everyoneās food so gourmet I literally just slap some butter onto toast lol#late night post
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