#getame christina

[sunflowerchrissy]

Yes I loved him! He gave me that beautiful , jealous , sinful love! That ride with me die with me I’ll jump in front of a bullet love! That regretful, neglectful , sexual, I love it love ! But that was for him.

Please give me your love and make it not be so hurtful.

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My before and after drinking.

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Fantasy life

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I asked why keep these videos of us at our lust and making love moments. There is no future in us and I’m not letting others in keeping them.

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I appreciate my soul it keeps me human.

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I got this beautiful ring today. While saying “no” he feels like he’s the best for me and just wants me to hold on to it. When nothing goes your way you run from new things. Wondering if I’m running or sticking to my old/new self. ??

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Boy good thing I didn’t post all of them !! 👀 Stay tuned haha

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Some people are not going to really like my next couple of decisions. But hey , life moves on and lately at a rapid pace !

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Call me a 10 but never a dime. My type of man don’t look for change.

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Maybe I don’t want time to heal because that’s why I’m strong today! Maybe healing could take away what I’ve learned and take away the humanity I felt by being in love. Or just maybe!!! Just maybe !! I’m not supposed to love like that again. So no! I choose not to heal because that part isn’t broke at all !!

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No matter what you do , you still have choices even after you made a choice. The idea that we have to live by our mistakes to own up to them is fake ! I’m not end all know it all , but I’m optimistic about being my happiest.

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Dear mental : please forgive me for pushing away anyone that would love to lay next to me even though my body is an infernal caress.

Dear Vanity: please keep me humble from the beauty I see myself as to not bully but to let my inner self shine brighter.

Dear air/ space: please excuse my “ catch flights not feelings !” attitude to be in control enough to “ catch flights with feelings!”

Dear Love : thank you for sticking around even when I push you away. One day I’ll allow a play date since I’ve been letting trust creep in the side door.

[sunflowerchrissy]

“ If you give each other strength and make one another weak also. Your perfect for each other!”

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When I run away.

When I run away , know I️ did it for my happiness. Know I️ believe my happiness will cause others to have happiness as well. But mostly know it may not include some of you. Only those most important to me !!!

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Relationships

I’m definitely not in a “titled” relationship. I’m in something much better. It’s a called a “honest friendship , with benefits !”

[sunflowerchrissy]

You open me up.

You open a side of me I thought was lost.

I would whisper every once in awhile ,” are you still there?” But got no response.

My chest felt heavy the other day when I woke up with no good morning and I heard a voice say , “ I am here now!”