#get jostled around

[sasster]

i think since next semester i dont have to physically go to class four days out of the week immediately after work i wanna pick something up..

like kickboxing or something. just to meet new people and be active and have fun

idk

much to think about

[linktoo-doodles]

drew yellow in the car

[knifefightandchill]

RESIDENT EVIL 4 REMAKE: SEPARATE WAYS (2023)

krauser practicing parkour running in the background

[buckingham-ashtray]

The Invisible Clubber........................ SMILING. CAN'T STOP SMILING. LIFE SO HAPPY. LOVE. LOVE LIFE. BEAT GETTING FASTER. CAN'T STOP SMILING. NOW JUST HARMONY. NO BEAT. MELODY. STOP MOVING. SMILE TO THE SKY. ALL STANDING STILL. BEAUTIFUL. NEVER BEEN SUCH HARMONY IN ALL HISTORY. WANT TO KISS EVERYONE. THEY WANT TO KISS ME. BREATHE IN. BREATHE OUT.................

Sebastian's Story.......... Sometimes I wonder what it'll be like to die. I'll find myself drifting off, staring at something, anything and I'll stop blinking. I feel my whole body slowing down... My heartbeat... And I wonder how long it'll be broken

*Sorry that I couldn't find the source where I got this from and have no idea when this was released. If anyone has the link I will be very glad to insert it!

[skunkes]

my muse came back wrong

[littlekingbergara]

did anybody else stay up too late last night kicking their feet to call me beep me by local indie band waterparks or was that just me.

[coriander-candlesticks]

I've felt like I should check in with Apollo the past few days and finally managed to clear enough space on my floor to feel alright with breaking out the tarot deck again so I did! Lit his candle, said as as formal a prayer as I could muster beforehand, asked Hermes to help with communication, the whole shebang. For further context: I've been wanting to ask Aphrodite something specific (also via tarot, it's the most grounding tool I've got) but I only have the one deck at the moment and, while I've used it to ask Hermes about things in tandem with Apollo, and Aphrodite introduced herself via it (with a card that also introduced Apollo), I wasn't sure if it would be cool for me to use it to ask her specifically something not in direct tandem with Apollo. I mentioned that in the prayer but also said that that might be a question for a different session, since trying to get an answer to that (on top of the general "hey how are we doing/do you have anything you want me to learn") might muddy my ability to understand the message.

Cue twelve cards falling out of my deck/poking out while I was shuffling. I usually pull ~3 cards on top of whatever falls out, but I ended up not feeling like it was needed. Seven of them fell out face-up, too.

Despite having some concerns about whether all of the cards were "supposed" to be pulled, it was pretty coherent! And covered quite a few things I've been thinking about recently, including sorting out anxiety vs a warning/displeasure, a follow-up of a card that was the focus of my last pull, and a reminder to look at outside/intellectual sources to combat the whatever-the-fuck-my-brain's-on. There were four cards that fell out face-up together in a pile: a card I associate with Apollo at the front and one associated with Artemis (the Moon) at the back, with cards related to unity & growth in the middle. I'd had a pretty bad experience attempting an offering to Artemis last month and have stepped back and avoided asking her for anything or specifically invoking her in prayers/offerings/etc. since (except for once when it involved a pregnant friend b/c it seemed odd and tbh a little disrespectful to ask Apollo for help and not her as well) because I took it as a sign that she didn't want me to work with her. I'm also aware, though, that that bad experience could have just been a meltdown/panic attack. Regardless of whether it was either of those two things, a "hey slow down" warning, or a combination, it was nice to have some clear reassurance & an official introduction. It's also significant, I think, that part of the Moon card's message is about not letting anxiety/"self-deception" (direct from the guide) cloud your intuition. I've been wanting to burn the candle I dedicated to her for a few days now- it's possible that was a sign from her as well.

As far as the deck-use question...the first card that fell out was the Empress (face-up, reversed). My initial thought was that it was a "no", but I decided to look at the meaning in case it wasn't that which was. probably a bad idea. It freaked me out a bit because I couldn't figure out what it was referring to. I ended up using my alphabet oracle tiles for a makeshift yes/no system after finishing with all the other cards and got clear confirmation that my instinct was, in fact, correct.

All in all it was really cool?? By far the most cards I've had in one pill iirc, and a good lesson in identifying how my intuition works.

[liebelesbe]

So weird that most people can just hold up their heads and not register it as exhausting. Like why do 99.9% of seats in public not have a headrest?? At least sometimes they'll be right next to a wall so you can lean against that instead (which is hard and hurts), but still.

[whataboutfractions]

[isthehorsevideocute]

If I see one more walk/trot adult ammy fly around the country/go overseas to go horse shopping I'm going to have a fucking aneurysm.....

[stockholmgf]

i’m feeling extra emotional attachment to my stuffed animals tonight and i’m so sad cause i can’t sleep with all of them and i don’t want them to fall off the bed in the middle of the night 😭😭😭

[pohlepen]

i know i just continue to make frankie worse, but she is probably the MOST annoying to eat food with. she tears it all apart, even if it's unnecessary. like eating a granola bar or quesadilla or something that's a handheld food. it takes her 5x longer than it needs to because she has to rip it into smaller pieces. she's such a glutton that she wants to SAVOR everything and for longer. probably because she's a taurus, but also she definitely has a sort of oral fixation and is more often than not chewing gum. though ice is her favorite, gum is just easier for an on-the-go gal. pens, straws, and fingers are all a close third. she has inability to be quiet or still 😔

[coredrill]

tempted to send aniplex another email begging them to dub the movies 🧎

[dentpx]

The girls are standing!

[quicktimeeventfull]

it is a beautiful day on planet earth bc my manager randomly walked to my desk like one hour before i was meant to leave and announced that tomorrow is a surprise wfh day. also i bought pickle chips and an o'henry bar so like life is pretty good u know

[babybearnini]

Live blogging from my flight rn the turbulence is crazy if u don't hear from me in like 2 hours u know what happened