#get it. diary but with my name. get it.
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hello 2024!!! goodbye (and good riddance) 2023!!!
2023 was... not the kindest year to me. I struggled a lot (like. A LOT) with grad school, had trouble taking care of myself (thanks depression), had to deal with some very unpleasant people, and had a lot of health issues in my family. overall, not a fun time!
but in the spirit of moving forward and not being overly pessimistic, i have to admit there are good things that happened in 2023 as well. at the end of the year it was decided i could move on with my phd project as i wanted to (a miracle!!). i got to go to my first ever out-of-state conference, which took me to the west coast for the first time! 2024 was also the first time i had consistently been going to the gym for about a month (i stopped but. it happened!!) i had a lot of laughs with mariel (ty for introducing me to detco 🙏 and thank you for indulging the gamer in me) 💕💕💕 i got to meet a lot of wonderful people and now i actually have friends i get to? play games with? just like i always wanted? at the end of the year i also found a vtuber i've really been vibing with and he's in line with one of my main goals for 2024: living more purposefully
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spent the last few days of 2023 constantly doing errands... i don't wanna step into a supermarket for a while!!! also got to go to one of my favorite botanical gardens again with my parents. it was really calming and honestly, i really needed to spend some time in nature just breathing fresh air 🌱🌷🌵 i also got to try french onion soup 🧅 for the first time ever and AAA it was so good??? my mom put some bread and gruyere cheese on top and it was just such a good warm, salty broth that re-energized me!! i'd like to have it again soon if the weather keeps staying as cool as it is hehe
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2024 is gonna be a big year for me, which is pretty scary ngl! i have to get important milestones done for grad school so i can graduate in a year. i'm also going to be a TA for the first time every and i would be lying if i wasn't extremely nervous about it- i literally don't even remember the content for one of the courses 😵�� i also turn 26 meaning i will soon be off my dad's insurance lmfao so i have to get all my health stuff in order before then (ripping my hair out at the idea of scheduling my wisdom tooth removal)............. anyway...........
i'm really stressed as the beginning of the semester is almost here (5 days ough.) but i wanna end this post by focusing on some goals for this year!! like i said, i want to live more purposefully and true to myself this year. this means engaging with things more deeply and focusing my efforts on what i truly like (clothes, media, hobbies, etc). i wanna make grand strides in my academic work but also in my personal life! i wanna become more active this year, start cooking more, make sure to read more, use my notion.... i wanna create! i need to get back into needle felting and i started a csp trial yesterday so i'm gonna give art a try too! a big big biiiig goal for me is to finally set up my neocities too >< i got some ideas for what i'd like to do with it brewing in my head hehe
and that's it for now i think!! i want to make public journal entries like this frequently because some of the coolest people i know online do it and honestly? it's fun!!! ✌️
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hey. hi. hello. um? hey?
we, as a fandom, simply do not talk about this moment often enough.
#'lemme just wear this CORSET with my DIARY in it for a while' yeah okay. alright. mhm#keep in mind: he's wearing this shit when his dad dies#he is standing at soichiro's fucking deathbed scheming how to get him to write mello's name down while wearing a fucking CORSET.#Do Not accuse me of turning the babygirl beam up too high on light yagami the man did it to himself#shydroid you were so fucking right to call him a canonical 'slutty boy at heart' i'm losing my mind#death note#yes i’m procrastinating rn shut up
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Rules: Make a poll with five of your all-time favorite characters and then tag five people to do the same. See which character is everyone's favorite!
I was tagged by @suddenrundown, thanks for the tag! I was so tempted to put "eliot's baseball hair" but I resisted (also polls don't allow strikethroughs. sad). tagging @michinaranja, @vero-niche, @acidmatze and anyone else who wants to play!
#does bulbasaur truly count as a character? irrelevant. he is my boy i can't not include him#and judge me all you like for vriska but she's been a favorite character of mine for over a decade now#she means so so much to me. my horrible problematic daughter with so many problems and crimes to her name and also a spider theme#what more could i want! i'm kinda sad i don't talk about her as much anymore but she's always there. in the corner of my brain#anyways i know i don't talk about the apothecary diaries as much either but this is a formal recommendation to everyone to go watch it#it's literally about an aroace with drug autism. i feel so seen#i tried to get a decent spread of characters so honorable mention to tsukishima haikyuu and mithrun dungeonmeshi#who got cut so this list wasn't all anime because i don't talk about them much despite the brainworms sldkjfsl#i also kept it to just one character per media cause it made it easier to keep myself to just five lsdkjfslf#otherwise it would be half the cast of trigun and half the cast of leverage and-
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short translation of a chinese translation of chapter 49 (corresponds to "Beating the Heat" in the LN) in the GX manga because i like how they did this scene and what they added after maomao leaves the room... it feels like it hints a lot more explicitly at jinshi's secret than both the LN and the other manga, which is fun! also basen almost letting it slip before gaoshun slapped a hand over his mouth and again after their whispered conversation is extremely funny to me
#the apothecary diaries#kusuriya no hitorigoto#the fan translation should be getting to this chapter soon but i wanted to drop this anyways#obv you dont have to wait too long after this scene for the other shoe to drop but i appreciate the wink wink nudge nudge#<- especially as someone too dense to understand wtf was actually going on during this scene during my first read of the LN lol#maomao#jinshi#basen#gaoshun#also i appreciate any additional scenes w basen so this is naturally enjoyable. hes just a little guy and i'll be dense with him#(while poking his babyface)#idk how it is in the original jp but in this vers him 🤝 jinshi not calling maomao by her name but instead 'apothecary' and 'this girl' 😐#knh logs#knh spoilers#my post
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Lot of people get caught up in the conceit that fantasy high is teenagers in a fantasy world when really it’s improv comedians in a fantasy world. Now misfits and magic? THAT is teenagers in a fantasy world
#do you get what I’m saying#misfits and magic#dimension 20#fantasy high#online diary#‘that’s not what I want- I throw it on the ground’#‘oh my god it’s my favorite meal two free hamburgers’#‘i’m gonna name him after my favorite movie- hello terminator two!’#I mean come on
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started stardew valley for the first time. born to remember villager likes and dislikes forced to immediately forget it the moment i take my eyes off thw wiki
#HELP. HEEEELPP <- THE FORGETTER#i have 18 different tabs open and im pretty sure half of them are duplicates. i have not made anything past 5000G i am so cooked#rn im at summer 11 ish?? i cant remember dates in real life either jesus christ GRIPPING THE COMMUNITY CALENDAR WITH MY BARE HANDS#my ass really went into this like “ill just take it easy and go into it blind so i get the newborn baby deer experience" completely ignoran#to the fact that i get anxious disappointing ppl and not having any background knowledge going into smth new. like a FOOL#also the walking speed is just slow enough to make me space out and forget where i was going and what i needed to do head in my hands#ive had to backtrack all over pelican town so many different times im in fucking adhd hell. resource management hell#im saying this like i hate it but its actually pretty fun and engaging when im not gripping my head trying to remember what i was doing#i got linus' 2 heart event and it made me whimper a little. LINUSSS LINUS I LIKE HIM. AND WILLY AND MARNIE THEYRE SO NICEYS#marnie kinda like.. reminds me of my friends mom even her face is pretty similar. shes sweet i like her. also willy calls me lad hes cool#i think im just gonna start a new save and NOT rely on the fucking mixed seed forages bc my ass was too stubborn to buy seeds#i just got sebastians 2 heart event too ughhh ive never had to work so hard for an emo boys approval. but it was satisfying#corn will fix me. its a replenishable summer-fall crop corn has to fucking fix me PLEASE#i also. made a stardew valley farmer. the one im playing as. their name is cosmo they have a backstory and everything im making#him a ref. his backstory is so fucking funny just wait#yapping#diary#puppy plays sdv
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oh my god I just realized murderbot mainly distinguishes humans by height/ how “big” or “small” they are because secunits are programmed for scanning based on height/build lmao
#hence why it removed 2cm of height to not get detected by secunit scans#the fact that its so bad at telling human ages so it goes by their size is so… it’s so funny#my murderbot has prosopagnosia agenda launch#learning that it calls people by their feed names was a game changer#for me personally.#what else aren’t you telling us secunit.#murderbot#the murderbot diaries#me talking
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some more divine warriors and a few of their gods . irene and menphia as well as some other figures in my rewrite , some forms for the nature gods that predate the divine. raiya, ai and dei'lune .
#mcd#minecraft diaries#aphmau#irene the matron#menphia the fury#her name isnt the fury here though erm shes menphia of the storm#and irene is Irena she is still the matron#this is like a tiny sliver of the . worldbuilding ive started for my rewrite its going insane but only my favourite people get to see#but i'll talk a little bit about stuff in asks if people have questions but . for now im just testing stuff out
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the new witcher novel is going to be mid as fuck. and you know what. i’m so ready for it
#i mean i’m not ready yet but by december i will have my affairs in order i think#its going to be like ‘then geralt did some witchering’ and i’m going to be bored but i dont care.#sapkowski making new anything = i get to talk about everything and people don’t laugh me out of the room#because It’s New and It’s Current. which is what people like#and i will be ok with mid. better than dropping bombshells or wild ‘gotchas’#like if there is no weird transphobia in this book… it will be good. even if it is mid. you know#the elbow-high diaries#sorry just saw a post about new fantasy novels in 2025 with all the big names and i got 🤨 slighted that witcher was not mentioned#ah. i forgot. witcher isn’t considered a book series here. ‘books based on games.’ yeah. i get it. ok… no! don’t touch me… i’m fine…
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bro is MAJESTIC. bro is ETHEREAL.
#bro is also just two pixels. get a grip.#i am so deeply in love with him#like i feel insane#i am vibrating with autism and gayness#giggling kicking my feet blushing#drawing hearts around his name with a pink glittery pen into my diary#weird al#weird al yankovic
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an abridged summary of how i ended up with two bitty guinea pigs
(the long version is several days long, and involved an entire emotional rollercoaster that no one wants to hear. long story short, i got the pigs and they are perfect in every way)
anyways! they're named Murry and Perry (Left to right in first doodle lol) (i haven't wanted to pester them very much while they're adjusting so i don't have any good pictures otherwise i'd share b/c i don't think i did them justice. they are very spikey and their colors are a lot more mixed, especially Perry's.) and i love them so damn much and i haven't even had them half a day yet.
#my doodles#Perry and Murry#their names are from the murderbot diaries technically#b/c i couldn't get away with naming one “murderbot”#so i shortened it to Murry#and Perry of course lol#i just sit here and watch them pop around their cage#and it makes me so happy i start tearing up#I just love them so much
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A few recordings of words from a Lord and her guards whom finally get a chance to express their true thoughts and feelings through a man who is just willing to listen.
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#this is a definition of work in progress#will this ever get a fic?#knowing my attention span and commitment issues#I’d say no#I’m pushing the peepaw Aaron agenda#bro saw 4 depressed adults and didn’t hesitate to sign the adoption papers#I guess this could be considered as my rewrite??#aphblr#aphverse#mcd aphmau#aphmau#aphmau shalashaska#aaron lycan#mcd aaron#peepaw aaron#mcd dante#istg Dante needs a last name#minecraft diaries dante#mcd laurance#laurance zvahl#garroth ro'meave#mcd garroth#minecraft diaries garroth#mcd rewrite#zefs art
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yet another pretend wip wednesday - this one for my TBA bonkai legacies fic
“How did you get this?” Bonnie asks, crouching down to take the ascendant from Lucie’s hands. “What were you doing in my room?”
“We just wanted to look at it,” Lucie whispers, her eyes beginning to shine with tears. “It was making the funny sound again-,”
“I keep this locked up for a very good reason, sweetheart,” Bonnie sighs, pulling the little girl in for a hug. “You both know better than to siphon my door.”
“We didn’t mean to,” Lucie sobs, clinging to Bonnie. “It was an accident!”
“Honey, it’s okay, it's okay. You're not in trouble,” Bonnie murmurs, hoping she won’t hear the lie. She clenches her hand tighter around the ascendant, keeping it held out to the side. “I'm just thankful you didn't open it. Where's your sister?”
Lucie draws back to look up at her with tear stained cheeks.
“She went away.”
A cold chill slides down Bonnie's spine, rendering her useless for several heartbeats.
“Away?” she asks when she’s found her voice. “Where did she go?”
With a trembling arm, Lucie reaches out and taps the center of the ornate box.
“Sissy’s in there,” she whispers. “The bad man pulled her in.”
#bonnie bennett#kai parker#bonkai#tvdu#my writing#the vampire diaries fanfic#gemini coven#i use lucie instead of lizzie because i am and will always be against killing jo lol#so they name her Lucielle after luke instead#maybe i need to stop saying 'legacies' given that its only ten years after s6#the plotlines are going to overlap so i feel like it counts still ??#but like the kids are kids which should add some awfulness to kai and josie being trapped together lmaooo#i do also have a name and cover art made oops#its like a spooky side project whenever hits different gets too scary lol
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i can't be the only one who thinks tom riddle smells like euclyptus & rain hehe ♡🐍🌿
#he's so calming ajvfvsk ♡😭💕#he my aroma therapy hehehe ♡#gotta get the euclyptus n rain candle from bbw!! ♡🕯️#wanna smell tommy boi in my pinky glam room hehe ♡#liana's diary ♡#he who shall not be named ♡🐍💕#girlblogging#coquette girl#just girly posts#just girly things#girl hood#girl blogger#girlhood#girly stuff#girly#girlblogger#girly girl#tom riddle x reader#tom riddle x you#tom riddle#lord voldemort#voldemort#slytherin boys x you#slytherin boys x reader#slytherin boys headcanons#slytherin boys#slytherin#harry potter#coquette dollete#pink coquette
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i really wish my memory functioned and that people would stop telling me “look on the bright side, at least you’ll forget your painful experiences too” because. nah. i’ve had people who hurt me horribly call me up years later only for me to greet them like old friends because i literally could not remember why we stopped talking. all my confidence goes out the window when i have to make an argument because i can’t for the life of me remember where my sources are from, if they’re legitimate, whether or not i dreamed it up…
and even beyond that, shouldn’t i get to recall the wonderful experiences in detail, too? i went to bronycon in 2019 and it rewired my brain a bit for the better. hell if i can remember more than a few details. that’s unfair.
#i don’t have the faintest clue what life could be like with a functioning memory. but even still i know This Sucks#i can’t ever remember names or keep people straight in my head. i get longtime friends mixed up sometimes#i never can remember who told me what or where or when#i have to use a GPS to get to the coffee shop i’ve been visiting since i was 6.#this is unfair#gear diary#sorry for the ventish posts ugh something this morning put me in a sour mood
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Vegetable Guard
#my friend :3#his name is Joey Tribbmeowni <- my moms favorite show is Friends and Joey is my fav character#hes shy around people though.. he wont eat till he’s sure we’re gone but otherwise knows its safe here ^_^#my moms trying (emphasis on trying) to grow vegetables but squirrels keeping eating them LMAO#a squirrel came in the backyard just now while Joey was resting and it was like OH SHIT and he RAN#when he saw Joey. I saw him pounce on and eat a butterfly earlier so he has the right qualifications for the job#my mom is really fond of him.. when she leaves him food she goes ppspsssspspsps#since we can’t get near him I wonder if I can get a laser pointer and play with him from behind the window#diary#yapping#maybe having him around will give my mom enough time to actually grow her tomatos
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