#get hurt

[tinkerbitch69]

I CANT STOP LISTENING TO THIS BAND SEND HELP!!!

[clunge]

The Gaslight Anthem - Dark Places

[inkedknuckles]

Men will hate us if we are pretty and men will hate us if we are ugly. But some ways of being hated are better than others. A boy grinds against a girl in a dirty bar as I watch from the corner. His breath fogs her neck. She laughs and pulls away. I know what happens to pretty girls. A man calls me pretty as he holds the door open for me. A man calls me pretty and doesn't let me split the check. A man calls me pretty as he holds me down and splits me open with his hand over my mouth. I know what happens to pretty girls. And still, I want it. To be ugly is to be, at best, invisible. At worst, it is to be seen as worthless. Sub-human. Is it better to be wanted violently, or to be unwanted, utterly?

A boy holds me tight and grinds against me in a dirty bar. I try to pull away.

[thedarkcaustic]

I miss you as my best friend these days. I want to call you up and tell you I’m in love. And I’m finally in love with someone who loves me the way I want to be loved.

[serpulalacrymans]

Just because you got hurt doesn’t mean you get to hurt others, Ren.

Real mature of that anon to remind us BOTH of him, though. I will admit that anon’s cruel but two wrongs don’t make a right here.

Fuck you and fuck off!! I'm not hurting anyone! This is good, this is a good thing! This isn't a 'WrOnG," this is an emotional process! Shut up!

He needs me! He needs me..

[sad-drake-lyrics]

sometimes i wake up in the morning sometimes i dream some more i keep my wounds without a bandage, baby as i come stumblin' through the door spent my nights in dislocation talking to spirits on the floor i think i came to find the feeling, baby between what was mine and what was yours and i came to get hurt might as well do your worst to me, yeah

[lovejunkie97]

[inkskinned]

she's singing in another room and my dog is asleep at my feet. my grandma asked me why i haven't found a man yet and i laughed. oh, you know. i like my house clean.

my girlfriend is also my man is also "my partner" if i'm in a professional setting. yesterday we went to a ren faire and a man mimed at me - you're together? and at my delighted nod, his baffled, you're gay? made me laugh. a woman with rainbow hair said i love the two of you together. you're both so beautiful it's absurd.

my dad introduced my partner as my "..... friend. or whatever" the other day. he knows we're dating. in the same way, i was never able to get my sister's husband to stop saying that's gay like it's 2008. he still uses the word fa***t, and my sister's defense of him has always been well, he's just kidding.

my lover and i dance to old music in a tiny kitchen. we judge new music together and take food critique very seriously. we watch love is blind before we fall asleep and agree that if they had a queer season, it would be bloody but also make for excellent tv. of fucking course queer people would know someone for only 2 weeks and agree to get married. what are you saying.

at a bar with friends, a man puts his hand on my wrist. got a boyfriend? and yes, i do have a boyfriend, she's amazing. i am texting her while i wander around a gas station named after geese. i am visiting a swing state for a wedding. in the candy aisle i overhear: she's actually like a lesbian it's disgusting. two teenage girls with packaged sandwiches in their hands, giggling. no literally, like. i'm not, like. okay with her being there while we're all, like, naked and changing.

my girlfriend and i tailgate, drink gin and cider out of cups. from the frat group beside us, a man corrects himself with one of his friends: bro, i mean, nonbinary entity, and it makes everyone around him laugh, myself included. he razzes his friend the same way i would have killed for at 19 years old - like nothing happened, he continues: you apply sunscreen like an alien. he does a little sassy (and fairly accurate) dance interpretation of the motion. his friend is laughing so hard they're crying.

i am lucky, i live in a safe neighborhood in a safe state. my masc passenger princess comes up from DC. i drive her for an hour to where all the leaves are a violent arrangement of color. we walk along the trails, letting autumn into our blood. in this part of the state, there's a lot of pickup trucks and trump signs. when we chastely kiss before getting into the car, i accidentally make eye contact with a woman holding her child's wrist. she looks disgusted. she looks fucking pissed.

two hours later my girl and i are eating dinner on a patio, soaking in the last warmth of new england sun before the chill of winter sets in. we are giggling and trying to talk through plastic vampire teeth. at another table, i see a young woman sit up straighter. i watch her watch us. she blushes and takes her partner's hand from across the table. shy, like the taste of evening has just become something deeper.

it's worth it for this moment, i think. my lover is still humming the same song she's been singing for four days straight and i don't want to kill her for it. her guitar is beside my bed. her toothbrush is in my bathroom. in a few moments i will make us lunch. we are lucky enough to have found each other. it is lucky enough to be in love.

[per1w1nkl3]

very specific but does anyone know a good fanfiction where charlie from carlie x gets somehow redeemed or something like that?? I'm sure it exists somewhere

[zanmor]

We are well beyond canary in the coalmine warning levels with the way trans people and particularly trans women are treated on this site.

Maybe you've heard the metaphor of allowing wolves and sheep to share the same space, welcoming everyone. You end up with just wolves because allowing them in that space makes it unsafe for any sheep. Or the story about how a nazi goes into a dive bar and is refused service. The bartender then explains to someone else at the bar that if you serve them once they tell their friends and before you know it you're the nazi bar they all go to and normal customers don't feel safe.

Terfs and other bigots are seeing these targeted harassment campaigns succeed against trans women and rejoicing. They see Tumblr ban them and officially stand by those decisions as endorsement for their harassment. It's a sign to bigots across the internet that Tumblr is a good place for them.

And what's more is that a lot of us probably don't realize just how much trans women contribute to Tumblr. The women banned recently were sources of site-wide memes and posts I wasn't even aware originated from them.any years old memes and references can be traced back to trans women on this site.

How many of these folks have to be removed before this is no longer a site you want to be a part of it? Sure you cultivate your own experience, but you can't follow or interact with people who aren't here. And if I wanted to interact with the nazis and terfs I'd go to reddit.

I encourage everyone to reblog this. Trans women shouldn't have to be the only ones speaking out against the bigotry they're experiencing. They shouldn't be the only ones risking their blogs being nuked by staff. We have to stand with them.

[midnight-coffee94]

No single line has ever wrecked me as hard as this one from the Good Place and I think about it constantly

[soupsysoup]

guys! Guys!! GUYS!!! I have an idea: Phantom of the Opera but Erik is a girl in love with Christine. It's also not allowed bc ppl around them are homophobic!! Maybe Christine has some internal homophobia but manages to get over it, only for Erika(F!Erik) to kill! And it's the same as the play, but with gayness basically-

[thedarkcaustic]

There is no clean way to enter  
the heavy machinery of the heart. Just jagged cutthroat questions.
 Just the glitter and blood production.

“This is the Nonsense of Love“ - Mindy Nettifee

[cronchy-baguette]

When all this is over, will you stay with me? For good?

[chloesimaginationthings]

Abby and Into the pit Oswald have similar “friends”..

[acetier]

i'm So Normal about him

((close ups under cut bc idk he's pretty asdsfksdf))