#get a damn mammogram

[artejoke]

Ammonite at the museum

Unknown, Portrait of Mary Anning with her dog Tray and the Golden Cap outcrop in the background, before 1842, Natural History Museum, London

Mary Anning (1799–1847) was an English fossil collector, dealer, and Paleontologist. She became known internationally for her discoveries in Jurassic marine fossil beds in the cliffs along the English coast at Lyme Regis. Her findings contributed to changes in scientific thinking about prehistoric life and the history of the Earth. Anning died from breast cancer at the age of 47.

[mywickedtruth]

Is it just me? Or is lining up your nipples a regular life issue for other breasted people?

[bladeofthestars]

i wish it didn't take so long to get literally anything done in the american health care system

[alivingmel]

Apologies, reasons, c-c-cancer?!?, future plans, etc.

HELLO FRIENDS, it's Mel. It's been a very long time since I've posted here, and I feel I owe all you lovely folks who supported me in years past an explanation (whether or not you even remember me because it has been years now) SO, let me tell you what's been going on (under the cut):

Back in 2017, my mental health hit an all-time low that resulted a suicide attempt and subsequent hospitalization. Thankfully, my time in the hospital set me on a path that led me to receiving the care and medication I needed! I started on a mood stabilizer that truly changed my life around. . .

But, because my period of positive self-growth coincided with staying offline and not drawing as frequently as I used to, a misguided part of my brain began associating these things with that awful mental state that almost killed me. I never, ever wanted to feel that awful again, so I started to shy away from sharing and making art until avoiding it completely.

Furthermore, many of my pieces had been fueled by pure mental anguish and, once that pain was alleviated by the proper medication, I found myself struggling to find the motivation to create anything. . . My mind was so much clearer and I could come up with concepts for stories and characters better than ever, but actually getting these ideas down on paper became difficult. For most of my life, I had overrelied on frantic emotions and the idea that my life was not worth anything beyond what I created whenever I made art.

Now that I've realized that yes, my life is valuable and yes, I want to live it, my old approach to art was rendered defunct. I became distracted by new hobbies, since I was able to actually Enjoy Things properly for the first time in my adult life. . . And also because I was avoiding art, which had become a source of frustration and embarrassment for me. I felt like I was a different person than I was before, and the old me was a mess but DAMN they could draw.

I believe it's possible for me to rekindle my passion for creating stuff and discover a reason to draw that isn't unhealthy! But it will require a LOT of focus and energy from me, involving a lot of aggravation and disappointment because FUN FACT when you don't draw for months at a time, you get rusty as hell.

Thus far, I haven't been able to manage the sustained effort required to remember how to draw because, despite being far more mentally stable nowadays, the the last six years have been very. . . Unstable. . . I've lost beloved pets and family members, had to support both parents with major surgeries on several occasions, deal with multiple drawn out court cases (one involving a police officer with a vendetta against my brother trying to get him put in jail, LONG STORY. . .), keep my house from falling apart without having nearly enough money to properly fix the staggering amount of things wrong with it, the persistent cold (and sometimes very hot) war between my immediate family members, and so on. . . My minds been so preoccupied with a constant stream of disasters in my household that it's been VERY EASY to justify a continuing avoidance of art.

I was hoping this year would be the one where I'd get back on track, but instead it turned out to be the year where the old track violently explodes and now I have to build a WHOLE NEW TRACK. So, for now, I have to focus on preventing the derailed train that is my life from jettisoning off a cliff.

Back in December 2022, I discovered a lump in one of my breasts. Considering my age and the fact that it was actually causing me discomfort, I figured it was a benign cyst. Got a mammogram and a biopsy to make sure! IT WAS NOT A CYST. I was diagnosed with triple negative breast cancer, which tends to be the type of breast cancer that folks under 40 get. It's often connected to genetics, but I tested negative for all relevant gene mutations and no one else in my family has even had breast cancer. IT FELT LIKE A VERY SOAP OPERA-ESQUE TURN OF EVENTS AFTER EVERYTHING ELSE THAT'S HAPPENED, not very realistic plot progression on Life's part, 0/5 stars.

Triple negative is unfortunately one of the most aggressive types of breast cancer and, since the "triple negative" refers to the tumors lack of hormone receptors and the HER2 protein, it does not respond to most targeted breast cancer treatments. But because triple negative tumors are nasty, fast-growing little fuckers, Classic™ chemotherapy works wonders on 'em!

Thankfully, despite all the doctors suspecting otherwise, my nearest lymph node tested negative! Makes a huge difference in treatment, likelihood of recurrence and metastasis, and my chance of surviving this ordeal. The amount of chemo I have had to endure has sucked hardcore and will continue to suck. I finished 12 weekly infusions at the end of May, and I started the last 4 bi-weekly infusions in June. The last four doses include a very friendly, fun-loving drug nicknamed "the red devil". :’)

The silver lining of this whole mess is that I FINALLY GET THESE TITS TAKEN OFF AND I DON'T EVEN HAVE TO PAY OUT OF POCKET. . . As you may or may not know, I'm nonbinary. I've never had any desire for HRT, but god, GOD, my boobs have given me hardcore dysphoria since puberty willed them into existence. I'm not very comfortable talking about my identity with family and acquaintances irl, so the fact that I don't have to explain myself to nosy relatives now is a relief. WOULD HAVE DEFINITELY PREFERRED HAVING SOME AWKWARD CONVERSATIONS INSTEAD OF FUCKING CANCER, but at least I get some kind of reward at the end of all this.

As someone that's been (physically lol) healthy their whole life, this has been a difficult journey. And, this is wicked cheesy, but the amount of strength I've been able to scrounge up? SHOCKING. I'm proud of how I've managed to grow as a person since 2017. Back then, I could've never pulled this shit off. 2023 MEL IS THE MOST POWERFUL MEL YET, BUT. . . THIS MEL NEEDS TO CHANNEL THEIR NEWFOUND TEMPERANCE INTO THEIR ART AFTER GETTING THROUGH THIS. . .

I actually had this fairytale idea that I'd draw during my chemo sessions and ~rediscover my passion~. . . But I qualified for a cooling cap program (helps with the hair loss, trying to retain as many follicles as I can cuz they play the lead role in my physical presence ok!!!) and the headache you get from encasing your skull with ice is not exactly conducive to productivity.

SO, for now, I need to focus on beating the shit out of cancer and recovering from the treatment beating the shit out of me. But because this experience has made me hyper aware of the fact that we do not get an infinite amount of years to do all the things that we want to do in life, I WILL RETURN. . . Because I have stories to tell! With shitty characters that have shittier lives! I didn't devote 30% of my grey matter to this stuff just to take it with me to the grave, man!!!

ALSO, A REMINDER: if you ever feel like there's something off with yourself, health-wise, do not hesitate to get yourself checked out by a doctor. Whether it's a tiny lump, a persistent dull pain, or anything else. . . Find out what, exactly, it is. I caught this cancer right in time! At this stage, the survival rate for triple negative breast cancer is a little over 90%. Had I waited to get checked out, had I given it enough time to matastize to a distant part of my body. . . My chances of surviving would've dipped to about 12%. That period where I was waiting on tests to confirm whether the cancer had gone anyplace else was absolutely terrifying. SO PLEASE, DON'T FUCK AROUND WITH YOUR HEALTH (OR YOU MIGHT FIND OUT).

[dove-da-birb]

Shameless Self-Insert Hours & Nicknames

Picrew | I list the nicknames I would use for TWST, Ikevamp & Ikepri because I would absolutely annoy the ever-living hell out of them for my own entertainment. (Picrew at the bottom)

"Wait a damn minute, this is an Otome? NOPE CAN'T CATCH ME! LATER LOSERS! PEACE!

Name; Dove

Birthday; June 30, 2001

Height; 166 cm

Dominant Hand; Right

Pronouns; They/Them

Gender; Non-binary / I'm just vibing

Sexuality; Asexual (neutral)

Romantic Orientation; Aromantic (neutral)

MBTI; bruh, idk and idc anymore, I just vibe

Enneagram; 5w6

Hobbies; writing, reading, knitting, crocheting, drawing, cleaning, dancing, singing, annoying friends

Talent; pulling stories out of thin air

Pet Peeve; getting hair in their mouth and cleaning up other people's messes

Other; Eldest of three siblings and acts as the peacekeeper of the entire family. Gots that juicy gifted kid to undiagnosed neurodivergent adult drip. Speaks English and a tiny bit of French. Swears like a sailor. Has the sides of their head shaved (undercut). Hair is a mix of 2B and 3A.

Modern Aesthetic; dark academia, art hoe, and grandparent-core

For Fantasy Games; plays with dresses and suits, mixing up the more gendered clothing

Somehow ends up going into several games that they play or are interested in. IDK man, just thought it would be fun

Nicknames they have for people;

Twst

Ace; Ass

Deuce; Deedee

Riddle; Riddler

Trey; just Trey

Cater; Cat

Leona; House cat

Ruggie; Gigi

Jack; just Jack

Azul; Adam

Jade; Florence

Floyd; Jasper

Kalim; Kal

Jamil; Millie

Vil; Queenie

Rook; Monsieur Ombre

Epel; Epi-pen

Idia; Idea, Ikea

Ortho; Son

Malleus; Tim (insert Tim 'Hornton' joke here)

Lilia; Lily

Sebek; Beckie, Beks

Silver; Silvie

Ikevamp

Isaac; Apple tater

Arthur; just Doyle, sometimes Dodo

Vincent; Vinny

Theodorus; Dora

Dazai; Ozzi

Comte; Germs

Mozart; Zarty

Napoleon; Bonny

Sebastian; Seb

Leonardo; Lee, Finky

Jean; John

Shakespeare; Pear, Billiam, Shakes

Vlad; Lad

Faust; Jojo

Charles; Hen

Ikepri

Chevalier; Chevie, Cheval (horse), Computer

Clavis; Clavs, Clavicle

Gilbert; Giovanni, Bertie

Jin; Jen

Keith; just Keith

Leon; Dompy (surname)

Licht; Lick

Luke; Lulu

Nokto; Nok-nok, Toto

Rio; just Rio

Sariel; Ariel, Elly

Silvio; who? (straight up ignores him) fine fine, Silly it is

Yves; Yew

Ikevil

William Rex; Rexy

Liam Evans; Evs

Roger Barel; Roadkill

Victor; Tori

Elbert Greetia; Elbow

Ellis Twilight; Twilight Sparkle, Lizzie

Alfons Sylvatica; Alfie, Alf

Harrison Gray; Hare

Jude; Dude

*forgets others*

Obey Me

Lucifer; Loo

Mammon; Mams, Mammogram

Leviathan; Levi, Nerd

Satan; Nerd, Dork, Blondie

Asmodeus; Asmo, Momo

Beelzebub; Bee, Bubs, Bubbie

Belphegor; Belphewhore, Bels

Diavolo; Princess

Barbatos; Barbie

Solomon; Old Man

Simeon; Angel

Luke; just Luke

Thirteen; Lucky

Mephistopheles *idc how it's spelt*; Mepmep

Raphael; just his name

More nicknames tbd

[dreaming-marchling]

I'm reading through a bunch of your #my Writing tagged items, and I saw the AU idea you have with Brian being like 8 or 9 when he comes to the Torettos. and my first though was, him losing Teresa to cancer, losing a second mother would be devastating. but then I had the thought--Teresa, doing her very best to get Brian into an emotionally, mentally, and physically healthy space, decides the the Whole Family is going to be modeling Healthy Behaviors - including regular dentist appointments (Mia really hates that she ends up in braces because of her Mom's new crusade!), physicals every year, Mr Toretto (I don't recall his first name?) is pushed into going to that colonoscopy he's been putting off, and Teresa finally goes in for that mammogram. There's nothing on the screening, but her doctor is worried about her family history of breast cancer so suggests this new gene test that can detect a mutation that is known to cause breast cancer (did you know the BRCA1/BRCA2 gene testing is like 25 years old now?) and she tests positive. Early intervention saves her life, all because she was trying to show her most fragile child responsible, healthy behaviors.

(no idea if it was breast cancer for Teresa...)

I am absolutely living for these thoughts! I've had similar myself, that they all have to model being okay with doctors for this terrified child who won't talk but still looks at them with big worried eyes whenever the topic comes up. All those follow up appointments for Brian clashing with deep mistrust but also a huge need to hide the truth about his injuries both to keep doctors off Earl's back and also because if Adults know he's hurt then they'll know he's slower or that he'd have a harder time getting away.

Dom's father (I gave him Anthony/Tony for a name) not being a dick to nurses, sitting there patiently and not getting angry at being poked.

Dom's parents listening very carefully to what the doctor's say for Brian's recovery and then actually following those things.

Dom and Mia not hiding things away, just open with the doctors and with their parents being in the room.

And, maybe especially, Teresa trusting doctors too. After Kelly hid and taught Brian to hide, after she rejected any help, having this woman who does all the mom things that he recognizes from Kelly or Mrs. Pearce or even movies very easily say she's going to her doctor's appointment like it's not a big deal? That's very Different. That's very big.

And then they catch something before it could kill her and boom, life becomes very very different and Brian doesn't have to lose two mothers.

THE FEELS!! I prioritize the AUs the least of all my MiT writing but damn do they call to me :)

Thank you for sharing your thoughts!

[fatgirlgetsfitatlast]

March 2023 monthly summary

Well, fuck. I had this all typed out and somehow it went away! grrr... Try again...

I feel like I'm singing the same song as last month, scale stopped moving the last week or so of the month. So frustrating.

Goals I had for this month were:

Continue 16:8 intermittent fasting ✅ Some days longer, some shorter, but overall got this done.

Continue 7x a week workout, at least 30 minutes each. ❌ I fell off this wagon when I got food poisoning, broke my 80 day streak of working out, but I've been doing 5x a week. Going to try and get back to 7x a week though, at least 1/2 hr.

On 3 days a week, add in an additional workout to the day, to bring the time up to 1 hour. ❌ Didn't even try. Where has my motivation gone?

Continue Hip Opening challenge; restart it when it is done. Take progress pictures. ❌ Gave up on this for now. It was hurting my psoas muscle SO MUCH. I did see an LMT who did an amazing/surprising job of helping that. It's not 100% yet, but will see him again and then try this hip opening yoga again.

Evaluate ability to go back to walking on the beach after Dr. appointment March 7th ✅ I did evaluate, and no go. After wasting a month with freezing this plantar wart and that having ZERO EFFECT, he finally put acid on it. That had an effect! Huge, painful blister. I am HOPING this will actually kill that damn thing finally. I go back to dr next week.

Keep tracking food; keep carbs and calories within goals ✅ Except for one day on a family visit where i ate everything that was served, I have kept carbs and calories within goals. I also didn't fall into a sugar-binge after having that one day of indulgence, which is a pretty huge win.

TAXES!!! ✅❌ Well, I didn't actually get the taxes done, but I got everything READY to do them, so I'll have them done by the 15th, likely sooner. Counting it as a win.

Remember this is about HEALTH not just weight. Keep your blood sugar in check! ✅ I don't have a blood sugar monitor ... should I get one? IDK, I don't really want to stick one of those things on my arm, tbh. But I feel like the low/healthy carbs I'm eating are keeping it in check.

Don't give up. ✅ Have not given up.

Other things I did that weren't on the list:

Got Mammogram and Dexa bone scan. Still waiting on results. I am afraid the bone scan is going to show osteoporosis, in which case I need to get more serious about weight bearing exercise and strength training.

March 31st graphs:

What to do for April:

Seriously, get your taxes filed.

Continue 16:8 fasting and low carb eating.

If scale doesn't move, lower net carbs more (?)

7 days a week workout, minimum 1/2 hr a day.

Go back to walking when toe allows.

See LMT about hip/Psoas issue. Try hip opening challenge again when feasible.

Schedule colonoscopy.

Remember this is about HEALTH not just weight. Keep your blood sugar in check!

Don't give up.

[tincansamurai]

did a pre-surgery mammogram today and damn. those things sure can get flat. what a mildly uncomfortable experience i will hopefully never have again

[kangaroorpmemes]

desperate housewives out of context // season 5 based on this video x

“hi. I’m the whore that lives down the street. can I borrow a cup of condoms?”

“why don’t we just tell them the truth?”

“well, that should be long enough.”

“here.”

“kiss my ass.”

“you’re telling me you own a mug with bernadette peters in gypsy?”

“they said that my breasts were a triumph of german engineering.”

“if you don’t fire them I will cut you with these scissors.”

“so, I want a new style that says I’m not a giant turd of sin.”

“I got drunk on bourbon and threw up all over their lawn.”

“I hope you’re enjoying this party because you’re not living to see another one.”

“I’m sorry that I lied, the guilt has been tearing me apart.”

“you know what’s gonna tear me apart? a ten pound baby shooting outta my hoo-ha.”

“shitty bastard.”

“milk, bread, vodka, condoms...”

“there’s someone in my life who hits me with a dead squirrel every single day.”

“I’m not supposed to drink.”

“they’re not supposed to do tattoos in the kitchen but I have a tattoo on my ass that says otherwise.”

“it’s ten a.m, I don’t want to drink.”

“the hell is that?”

“oh, my water broke.”

“for gods sake we have to go to the hospital!”

“I’m trying to lock this job down.”

“I will have this baby right here and then beat you with it.”

“nothing worse than having old junk around.”

“you’re saying I’m worthless.”

“I’m not saying you’re worthless, I’m saying you’re worth less.”

“I’m having sex in the kitchen. where food’s prepared. what kind of demented slut would do that?”

“I’m busy, I don’t have time to explore my hypothetical career in the adult film industry.”

“we’ve had sex for 23 days straight, I’ve seen more ceiling than michelangelo.”

“you want some wine? we’re celebrating.”

“what’s the occasion?”

“you want to be a neanderthal, that’s your choice, but I prefer to behave with class and dignity.”

“I think it’s time we had a parent/child talk.”

“two of my friends involved in a nasty catfight? I live for that stuff.”

“you can dye that hair all you want but the grey’s just gonna keep coming.”

“you attacked my child and then me, why should I listen to you?”

“I brought booze.”

“come on in.”

“I take it you have an opinion?”

“you are such a nervous nelly.”

“SPERM!”

“happy birthday!”

“we going for drinks or mammograms?”

“congratulations, you’re now dating a lesbian.”

“see ya at the parade!”

“I don’t feel good.”

“I think I’m gonna be sick.”

“there’s an unfortunate coincidence.”

“I don’t know how you do it.”

“you don’t seem happy to see me.”

“the last time we spoke you called me a greedy bitch and I called you a scary old hag.”

“is that really you?”

“you know somebody else my age with a body like this?”

“I don’t know what twittering is.”

“we’ve been robbed!”

“it wasn’t me. I swear.”

“just because we’re thieves doesn’t mean we need to be untidy.”

“if you call me sweetie one more time, I’m going to grab this camera and take a picture of your colon.”

“shut it, bitch.”

“you might wanna pile on the makeup, drag queens get their first drink free.”

“where did that come from?”

“the man put chives in my parisian salad, he should be in a straight jacket.”

“halle-damn-lujah I got my period!”

“don’t worry, you’re gonna get through this. you’re gonna be just fine.”

[rambleswhatsthepoint]

4/15/23

Just like that it’s shorts and tshirt weather.

It’s been a while since my last post. I decided to foster fail. Nugget is just the sweetest and gets along perfectly with the cats. They aren’t afraid of him at all and they can even sleep next to him. It’s been fun to see him integrate into the family. Last weekend we actually went to lake Katherine with him for the first time.

Easter choir performance went pretty well. The time flew and I’m hoping we sounded decent lol. It was nice to see the church packed for Easter services. I am happy that Lent has ended. It was just so much church time. Sooooooo much. But it was fun to sing and also to wear a dress. Wearing clothes that aren’t joggers or old tshirts is just so novel lol.

Haven’t landed any interviews and I feel like the job pool of places to apply at is drying up. I will keep trying.

So next week the base training for the marathon starts. Which means from Monday to October 8 I’ll be freaking training. It’s a little crazy to think that for the next 5.5 months I’ll be preparing for one singular event lol. Not gonna lie, I do think- wait why am I doing this again? lol

Did I ever journal about the smash boob? Fing mammogram, got one for the first time. Wasn’t bad then. But then I had to go for a second one cause something looked “questionable” and that was freaking painful. And then after that I had to get an ultrasound which didn’t really show anything but now I have to go back in 6 months for more torture for a recheck.

I got my tetanus booster, tdap? I dunno whatever it’s called and a few days later the muscle in my arm wouldn’t stop twitching. Got bad enough I reached out for my doctor, but then of course it started to subside. I guess the muscle in the arm that got the shot got inflamed or I dunno.

I also have a high amount of whatever thing in your blood that indicates inflammation. That’s two tests in a row with that. Everything else was fine. My doctor was saying she thinks if I actually changed my diet that it could go away.

But I don’t want to be gluten free lol. Dairy I already swap most out but leave me my damn bread and pastries. It was like wheat, gluten and soy and dairy that came up on my food sensitivity test. Meh. Meh ugh. She said i might even be able to get off my daily allergy pill. Bahhh

Haven’t really had any time or interest to try out the stupid dating scene. I’d rather get a new job. Then with marathon training I really won’t have any extra time anyways so 🤷🏻‍♀️

I have so much stuff and I want to get rid of it. I want a new desk. I need a new office chair.

Nugget sleeping on the same bed as evil cat. 🥰

[artejoke]

Theodora and after

Artist Unknown, Theodora mosaic (detail), 547, Basilica San Vitale, Ravenna

Theodora was a the daughter of a bear trainer and dancer, became a sex worker and eventually a Byzantine empress. She is remembered as one of the first rulers to recognise the rights of women, passing strict laws to prohibit the trafficking young girls and altering divorce laws to give greater benefits to women. She died from what is reported to be breast cancer in 548 at age 48.

[heyitsburtburt]

Hey everyone thought I'd give you an update on my manager's health status as of right now.

They did find SOMETHING in her left breast but she was informed by her father that she stabbed herself w/ a pencil in that area when she was very young and never had the graphite removed. Whether that's causing it or not is probably up in the air, but she will be getting a mammogram in a few weeks just make sure.

Hope you guys keep her in your thoughts as I do, because I care about her damn it and you guys should too, even if you don't like her.

[vaporwavedoggie]

Ughhhh I need a calender app for my iPad so I'm gonna put my busy week here to sort shit out till i get one ignore this just putting it here for a sec

Mon 29th: go to jps and get set up with jps connect, maybe work on coms?? Visit mom n grandparents as well so kiddos can get paid for doing their yards like they offered, if getting back in time volunteer at church, help feed the people, and also get a box of food for the fam. SHOWER

Tues 30th: psych/therapy appointment at 10:30 am, if jps connect went through pick up antibiotics and psych meds, maybe work on coms?? Family night to see Deadpool n wolverine with the hubby and two oldest kiddos

Weds 31st: clean the house, do dishes, all that shit, work on coms. SHOWER. Work work work!!!! Maybe go over to grandparents n clean their house for them??

Thurs 1st: volunteer at the church @ 5:30 n get there early enough to set up, feed the peoples, get a box of food for the fam. Do some self care before that. Maybe journal, maybe read, maybe play stardew valley?? Idk

Fri 2nd: Bible study @ 6:30pm, FILL OUT THAT GOD DAMN FORM ABOUT THE THING, clean the house, maybe car as well??? If not too stressed coms. Spend time with hubby. Ik i dont gotta write this one down but i wanna watch a movie w him other than just talking or sleeping or cuddling. Maybe i could introduce him to metalocalypse or venture bros and binge it w him idk. SHOWER

Sat 3rd: Write vows and brainstorm ideas with family. Make it super mushy, so mushy he cries and maybe pees. Journal. Work on coms. Go to grandparents and clean their house for them if I have the energy. Let close family know I'm getting married on Fri and they're invited. Take kids to that school supply run at the church so they can get what they need for school

Sun 4th: Church @ 10am!!!! Do some self care n take two of the youngest kids to the library to give them some e n r i c h m e n t. Encourage them to read n shit before they go back to school to warm up. SHOWER

Mon 5th: Clean grandparents house, volunteer at church, feed the peeps, get box o food, self care, yadda yadda

Tues 6th: SUPPOSED to get a mammogram at 1pm then I gotta go to court for an interview thing at 1:30pm so I gotta reschedule the mammogram. They can feel up my tits some other time. commissions??? SHOWER

Weds 7th: Pick out what I'm gonna wear to get married. Maybe borrow best friends/roomies old wedding dress like she offered but idk if it'll fit. If not ima dress casually. Tbh I don't care what we wear as long as were wearing clothes. Work on coms. Do some self care n relax by playing video games or something

Thurs 8th: go over vows/make them if you procrastinated like you always do you little shit, at 5:30pm volunteer at the church and feed the peeps and get food for your fan. AND SHOWER

Fri 9th: GETTING LEGALLY MARRIED TO MY HUBBY AT 7:30PM BITCH!!!

Sat 10th: I think they said there was evening service at church that day?? Idk I'd have to ask. If so ima go to that one instead of the one on sunday. Sleep in mother fuck you earned it. SHOWER BITCH

Sun 11th: Church @ 10am if no evening church.

[thewanderingace]

This has been the most atrocious month ever.

My dad is losing his job at the start of next week because the company he works for is closing all their stores.

My mom had/is having a breast cancer scare (she needs to keep going for mammograms every few months to keep an eye on whatever the doc saw).

And our landlord has told us he is selling the house we've rented from him for the last 14 years so now we have to move, leaving behind our friends neighbors and community that we've built here. We don't know when we need to be out by yet. But I don't fucking want to move

The single good thing that has happened is I got an interview for a job I want. Let's hope I get it cause damn we need the extra income bad. Just had the first phone interview and I think it went okay? I really hope it did. Fuck me.

Anyways 2024 is already hell.

[internetwitch97]

IM TOO SCARED TO GET A MAMMOGRAM. 😁😶🫥 😁😁😁 SECOND TIME THIS WHOLE “LIFE”. EVER SINCE I Was 15 or 16

I HAVE BEEN.

toO SCARED TO GET A MAMMOGRAM.

hello?! please help!!!!! please pleas help me Sir!!!!!!

God Damn.

GOD DAMN ME.

god damnit!!!!

GOD DAMNIT!!!!!

[airmofresh]

Feel our pain, men! A mammogram is NOT fun, men, so if we women ruled the world, you men would be getting your tallywackers smashed in a vise just like us women have to do with our boobs! So have some damn sympathy for us ladies already! Okay, my rant is over, now back to our regular programming. LOL!