#gen rambles ✨

[moonstruckholland]

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[shinyedits]

✨|| alphacore pjsk miku graphics

for @lavendergalactic's event; gen alpha themed official art used vandalised

[celestialmancer]

Why are most the things I wanna ramble abt today wrt ocs more uh

Nsfw ish or nsfw territory

[the-cosmic-collective-sys-blog]

✨One would think that having eldritch beings within you would bring you infinite knowledge, or be graceful and mystical...

✨Eddie and Gaster tag-teamed on putting the body completely under the cover for warmth reasons.

✨Imagine if God hymnself and a skeleton whose existence transcends time and space just took control of your body for a second and just. Put you in a comfy warm hoodie. That's the same vibes of what just happened hfhfgfds--

[dragon-spaghetti]

I'm ngl I don't. Really know what to do anymore

[wannaeatramyeon]

Masterlist of Other Lookism ✨Bullshit✨

Lookism Masterlist | Part 2 ☞ (multi-character headcanons/dynamics)

Lookism Storylines ☞ (fun shit. mix of x reader and with reader)

Gun + Goo | Part 2 | Jake + Samuel | Vin + Ryuhei |

You're here! Everyone else ☞ (single character-centric standalones)

... Even More Lookism Masterlist ☞ (different characters in same scenarios series)

How To Fight/Viral Hit Masterlist | Seong Taehoon

(I hit the link limit on the main one)

Maintained collection of my Lookism silly writing, headcanons and ramblings

Single Character-Centric Standalones

Vasco: the Strongest Cinnamon Roll (Vasco x Reader if you squint)

Vasco: Gen + Romantic hc

Vasco x Reader: Compliment Assault | With help from Jace's ears

Vasco Appreciation Post

Vasco x Reader: Haircut

Vasco x Reader: Glowups for the fights (feat Jace)

Vasco x Reader: First time

Vasco x Reader: make the bad guys good for a weekend lifetime (feat Jace + Burn Knuckles)

Vasco x Reader: Fairground date

Vasco x Reader: Embrace

Jace Park Appreciation Post

Sad Sinu (meme)

Johan Seong x Reader: Puppy pick up

Johan Seong (x Lua Im): Making new friends

Johan Seong x Reader: Cute

Johan Seong x Reader: Kiss Me

Johan Seong x Reader: Silences & confessions

Johan Seong x Reader: Vision

Johan Seong x Reader: His love language

Johan Seong x Reader: Home

Johan Seong x Reader: Reunion

Johan Seong x Reader: Meeting Mrs. Seong

Meeting Johan Seong for the first time: J-High

Zack Lee and Johan Seong: Three words

Zack x Johan x Reader: Home

Johan + Mira + Zack reunion

UI Daniel Knocking you out

Daniel Park with Reader: Two bodies

DG x Reader: Daniel Park

DG x Reader: Cinema

DG x Reader: Baby

DG x Reader: First words

DG x Reader: Jealous hc

Yandere!DG + Reader: His hold on you

DG x M!Reader: Meeting Aru

DG x Reader: Remember?

DG x Reader: Love you too!

DG/James Lee x Reader: One arm

James Lee/DG x Reader: Haircut

DG x Reader: Touchstarved

James Lee x Reader: Trophy Partner

DG x Reader: Public Announcement

DG X Reader: Manager and their Idol

Meeting DG for the first time: Coffee

DG x Reader: Hair

Lineman x Reader: After he meets Jake Kim

Lineman & Jake Kim discovering Big Deal's bounties

Eli Jang x Reader: The morning light

Eli Jang x Reader: you're losing me

Eli Jang x Reader: Returning home

Eli Jang X Reader: Daddy

Eli Jang x Reader: loving touches

Eli Jang x Reader: Stargazing

Logan Lee x Reader: Snapshots

Xiaolong x Reader: Asking

Xiaolong x Reader: Webtoons

Warren Chae x Reader: Househusband and The Fighter

Kwak Jichang x Reader: Frozen

Kwak Jibeom x Reader: Snakes in a bath

Cheon Taejin x Kwak Jihan: Shouldn't

Yandere!Baek Hangyeol x Reader: True Beauty

Sophia x Male!Reader

Hudson Ahn x Reader: growing older

Eugene x Reader: No smut

Gen 0 x Reader: Jinyoung, Gapryong

Jinyoung Park x Reader: Jake (feat Jake)

Seongji Yuk x Reader: Treats

Seongji Yuk x Reader: Favourite

Seongji Yuk x Reader: Tanghulu

Seongji Yuk x Reader: Travel

Gitae Kim x Reader: Half Sibling

Meeting Student!Gitae Kim for the First Time

Meeting Yamazaki Shingen for the First Time: Sleepless Nights

[fosermi]

since animation is literally your major, is there any details from the Sonic X Shadow generations clip we saw today that you might want to talk about?

OK SO major spoilers under the cut for the preview of the Sonic x Shadow gen prolouge

i was WAY too busy fangirling to give a proper analysis BUT when it does come out fully i might just do one, also please take note im still in my second year of studying to be an animator so these are purely my opinion. for now i can point out a few things that i genuinely want to talk about.

first thing that stood out to me was that 2D-3D style of animation, definitely something i dont think we've seen be done for the franchise before (correct me if im wrong) and it reminds me so much of RWBY in a way. There were some bits that, to me, looked choppy BUT THEN AGAIN those were the parts that needed to be choppy for emphasis reasons, specifically it was at the start where Shadow is having some sort of break down. its obvious from how choppy his movements are in comparison to the smoothness of the rest of the preview that shadow was genuinely shaking. with that 2D-3D style that choppyness looks janky as fuck but its so perfect for conveying how uptight and bottled up shadow's emotions are. its so hard to try and capture what im saying but trust me its there!!

second thing i wanna point out are the camera angles. they shift so much to serve the dramatization of the scenes and its so ✨JUICY✨like i shit you not, i cant stop staring at the different camera angles and going "oooohhh ahhhhh" and trying to rationalize the reasoning for those angles because HOLY SHIT they're so good and they actually do serve a really good cinematic purpose!! its easy for people to get lost in the changing of perspectives and camera angles but this? oh this does it so good that it actually drives the plot FORWARD instead of it seeming like separate scenes mashed together.

third thing I'll point out is the scene color shifts. when doing something cinematic, ambiance is key. so when the scene shifted from this soft and comforting blue hues

to this eerie red so suddenly with our only warning being a slight shaking of the screen??

that made it such a surprise that it gets the viewer on alert!! a good thing!!!

now i can go on and on about the different colors for each scene but let me just touch up on this one scene in specific:

it quickly goes from hopeful gold/good light to ominous black/no light, very contrasting, which can mean oh so many things... most notably; maria's hope vs shadow's resolve.

fourth thing ill touch up on are the frames where shadow runs. specifically the one where he runs out of frame from maria.

we get almost 1 frame of a model and then...

these frames here? chefs kiss, perfect. showing us just how fast shadow really is, so fast that we the light from his airshoes doesnt catch up until a fraction of a second later!!! even the glow in the doorway changes to reflect that short millisecond split.

fifth thing ill point out and its a small little thing thats making me absolutely rabid:

he fucking glows.

and yeah, sure, you can argue that its bounce light, its most probably is bounce light since its under harsh light conditions BUT if that was the case the glow wouldnt be this vibrant of a shade and it would give an aura and not specifically on his markings. just a little thing i noticed that i will get to screaming about when i post this.

last thing i wanna touch up on is the sound effects. they were just so very crunchy and pared up with the animation style?? oh it was delicious!! i have some issues with the lip sync but then again they were trying to go for an anime/western cartoon hybrid style here so its bound to be off on the lip sync.

anyway, thanks for listening to my silly ramblings, its nothing too impressive just a fangirl fangirling. now if you'll excuse me, ill go scream to the eclipse nation about glowing hedgehog.

[einsatzzz]

For the weirdly specific artist ask game, can you answer 3, 4, and 14 ❤️

Heewwwooo Butter!!! Thank you for sending this, yipeee!!! 🥳🥳💖✨ I rambled too much with #3 (What ideas come from when you were little), I'm putting it last.

4. Fav character/subject that's a bitch to draw

I already answered this here, but I'll give you another. Lum/ine, Ae/ther, Ei, Xi/ao, Wan/derer and any of my other faves from any Mi/hoyo game that I play, because goddamn! Just look at their outfits! Back when I was still drawing fanarts for Gen/shin, I will die every time just from drawing the details of their clothing. But I was too down horrendous for Lu/mine to just give up on drawing her. So when I switched to drawing Sp/yFam fanarts right after, my art braincells are just "Thank God, this evil Gen/shin obsession has been defeated".

Not gonna lie, with them releasing Oro/ron and Sun/day so close to each other, I'm starting to feel the urge to draw them again...wtf djfbjsd Anyway, if anyone drawing Gen/shin fanart (specifically) comes across this by any chance, here's a lifesaver reference site that I used for their outfits. It made the experience slightly less painful.

14. Any favorite motifs

Motifs where there are opposites of light/darkness and sun/moon, but not exactly presented in a black/white way where you know from a glance which is the absolute good and which is the absolute evil. It's more of like ying yang, where there's "complementary and at the same time opposing forces" or that "in kindness, there's evil; in evil, there's kindness". I believe the gray blur where each of these sides converge is the best place ever to explore in fiction.

3. What ideas come from when you were little

The concept itself of making a comic! When I was around...I guess around 4th to 5th grade? Around ten years old or less? I remember drawing this comic of an original story I had back then. I think the setting is something like a historical drama in Ko/rea.

That's because even in the late 2000's and early 2010s, kd/ramas were popping off so hard in PH, almost every adult I knew were watching them. It would always play in the background whenever I'm doing homework or when my mother is tutoring me. The titles I can remember were Je/wel in the Pa/lace and Queen Se/ondok (<-OK I GOTTA CONFESS THIS ONE CHANGED MY BRAIN CHEMISTRY).

Anyway, my younger self got so into this original comic story, I probably ended up drawing up to like half a ream of papers? sdjfbjshvfshd It's all traditional drawings with short bond papers with just a shitty ballpoint black pen. I was ten years old(?), so it definitely looked not so good. It's a secret project so I'm the only one who knows about it and I also hid it under our cabinet like it's some lemon fanfic hahaha (it's more action, tragedy with a bit of romance) I think it's because of that bit of romance that I hid it out of embarrassment, also the papers were actually supposed to be for when we need to print something for school projects, so I think I thought I was gonna get scolded for "wasting" them. I'm not about risk myself getting whooped with either a slipper, belt or broom bro 💀💀💀

I think what happened after that is for when your art perception improves but ur art skills can't catch-up, so I kind of had an art block and wasn't satisfied with it anymore. Then I ripped the pages and threw the entire thing away dsjvfhdsfvshdf 🗿🗿🗿🗿🗿 I wish I didn't 🗿🗿🗿🗿🗿 I have no start point to compare my current art with anymore and I can't even remember the story or the OCs that I had in there anymore.

Anyway, I'm making up for it now by making comics seriously fr fr and I won't be deleting it even if a ten-wheeler art block truck hits me and runs me over.

This question made me look through the oldest fandom account I can remember, for possible old arts and it's actually so funny/embarrassing how passive-aggressive 14 year old me is. Someone commented "I don't like this ship! This character is only mine!" on a rarepair ship fanart I showed to the group and 14-year old me replied "I understand your feelings, but you're not his only fan so keep that to yourself next time ^_^" ajvfsghdcghsdcds other interactions are also full of haterism energy it makes me go GHURL STOP!!! 😭😭😭😭 THAT'S SO MEAN!!! This 14 year old is a wholeass different person, who does this bitch think they are?!

[lander64]

Wow, ScaVio are buggy messes? The 3D models suck? Gen 5 was peak and anything past that is shit? Wow what an original and unique take that no one has said before ever.

This is definitely not a new thought but damn I’m really sick of those “Pokemon is bad now” videos. Not because their points are invalid necessarily but they just say the same thing over and over again.

[j0kers-light]

Joker's Loyal Three: Make a Move (What-If)

Make a Move - Frost’s Edition 💜

Hey hi everyone! I polled the blog a while back to see if anyone would be interested in a short oneshot of how (potentially) you and your choice of the Loyal Three would meet! And here we are!

Up first we have Joker’s right hand man, Frost! I do hope you enjoy!! Listen to the song, Twenty2 that inspired this oneshot the lyrics are in the fic! 🖤✨

Unsurprisingly, Frost already knew you.

From the way you walked, to your manner of dress; a stark contrast from the other parents, that he assumed that you were a student at first.  

That was the aura you possessed. So youthful, so open. A complete opposite of him. Frost studied you from afar (a habit from his military days) and he knew every nuisance about you. He knew it all.  

You unfortunately didn’t know him.  

The other moms were brave and would whisper and boldly gush over the tall, dark, and mysterious man dropping off his daughter day in and day out.  

Frost was a walking book troupe and they wanted to sink their teeth into him. Too bad he was poisonous. His ominous glares should have scared women away, (his imposing figure definitely scared everyone else) unfortunately it made the moms fawn over him even more.  

But not you.  

No, you always had a soft smile on your face, a warm greeting simmering on your tongue the rare occasion that you and Frost crossed paths, and you were always polite with a picturesque cupcake in your outstretched hands.  

Wait what? 

Genesis dragged him to this dumb bake sale. She said it would be nice to show off her amazing dad while he clocked in some parent volunteering hours.  

All Frost did was blend in with the shadows and people watch.  

He wasn’t expecting you to find him and offer a sugary treat as if he were some cornered animal that needed coaxing. And that’s how the official introduction began.

He didn’t hear a word you said, he was too busy staring at your lips in motion. Thankfully, you were patient and smiled at him bashfully before repeating yourself.  

“It’s butter pecan with a caramel filling and a cream cheese frosting. I made it myself! Y-You don’t have an allergy, do you?” You hesitated.  

Frost slowly shook his head and accepted the cupcake from you. It tasted amazing, but your megawatt smile was the true icing to his day. 

He finally got to meet you, officially, not stalking you in the shadows of the school grounds hoping that you would come up and say hello.

Little interactions like cupcakegate seemed to pile up over the course of the school year.

Frost thought you were just buttering him up like the other moms; each bidding their chance to seduce him, but Gen quickly put those theories to rest.  

“Oh Y/n? She’s like that to everyone.” She mentioned. He didn’t like how Gen used your first name and scolded her for a lack of manners.  

“Dad, Y/n is cool like that. She told me to drop her last name the second time I stayed over her place. I’m like friends with her and her daughter. Chill out.” 

So this was normal behavior from you. He was a little disappointed, but he let it go.  

Frost remained an enigma for months— watching you from afar but keeping his distance, that is, until you made the next move.  

“Mr. Myers! Whew, I’m glad I caught you. You come and go so quickly in Oz!” You laughed off your labored breathing since you jogged halfway across the schoolyard to catch up to him.  

The glares you were receiving from the PTA moms dug into your back, but you pressed forward. It didn’t matter what this looked like; you were doing this for your daughter.  

You weren’t flirting with the guy. It was completely normal for other parents to talk to one another on school grounds! 

Still, Frost made it awkward by not responding and his silence only increased your jitters. No problem, your erratic rambling could fill the stale air.  

“Not much of a talker huh? I get it. Well, um, the girls wanted to have a slumber party this weekend. Is that okay with you?”  

His mind was drawing a blank after watching your breasts heave with every breath you took. It was wrong of him to stare, but you looked so good wearing a dress that fluttered in the wind and his favorite color at that...

Hopefully you didn't notice him leering. You called out his name to get his attention, blissfully unaware.  

Frost at a loss mumbled, “The girls?”

His deep baritone voice stunned you. It was exactly how you imagined it to be. And you fantasized a lot about Frost.  

Finally hearing him in person took your breath away. Hopefully you didn’t sound as desperate as you felt.  

“Yes.... the girls! Um Gen and my daughter oh and Charlie if their parents let them come. I need to follow up with Michelle on that.. Anyways, I was hoping to pick Gen up from your place?”  

Frost wanted to say yes. How could he not to a beautiful woman like you?  

He already completed a background check on you when Genesis first started hanging around your daughter.  

You were squeaky clean and meant nothing by the otherwise innocent request, but Frost was in deep and under no circumstances could anyone just pop up at his house, even for a few minutes. Even if it was you.

At least not this early into the relationship.  

Frost shocked himself with that. What relationship? He barely talked to you. He definitely wasn’t giving off ‘I’m interested’ vibes.  

“No. I will drop her off.” He ended up saying.  

Thankfully, you didn’t seem phased by the setback. You just smiled even wider. “Oh okay! Gen knows where we stay, I’ll see you both on Friday!” 

And off you went skipping to your car and doing a victory dance in the driver's seat as if he couldn’t see you. You high-fived your daughter in the passenger seat before driving off.  

Frost just inwardly smirked at your antics. Somehow that brief three-minute interaction put color back into the pale sky.  

A perfect ending to an otherwise dull Monday.  

Friday rolled around and Gen wasn’t the only one excited about the slumber party.  

Frost tried not to psych himself up too much. He was just dropping Gen off and leaving, so why did he make an effort to dress well, smell good, and clean up the truck? 

One would think he was planning for a date. Wishful thinking, he supposed.  

It paid off. You stood proudly in the driveway as eight pm rolled by. Genesis waved wildly back as she jumped out the truck and made a beeline to hug you. 

“Is everyone here?” Genesis asked.  

You nodded at the teen, “Yes, you’re the last to arrive. Go on in, I’ll grab your stuff for you.” 

She thanked you and headed inside leaving you with the man of your dreams.  

Frost was impossible to ignore. His tall figure made the massive truck look minuscule as he grabbed Gen’s suitcase and other personal belongings out the back.  

He followed you inside and set the luggage down in the living room before taking a look around.  

You kept a nice home and Frost could feel the warmth in the air. He almost didn’t notice you watching him with an odd gleam in your eye. 

He overstayed his welcome. He was supposed to drop Gen off and leave, not come inside and invade your space. No wonder you looked at him funny.  

“Can I get you something to drink?” You politely offered.  

“No, I’m leaving.” So curt; you involuntarily pouted at Frost. “So soon? Okay.. I’ll walk you out then.”  

You didn’t need to, it just felt like the right thing to do plus it gave you a magnificent view of Frost’s broad shoulders. He was truly a mountain of a man and you wanted to reach the summit.  

Maybe you had too much wine tonight, who knows, but your mind was always racing with lustful thoughts of the man.  

He noticed your glassy eyes and plump lips parting and respectfully looked away. He could tell you had a glass or two and you confirmed his assumption when you tripped going down the porch.  

Frost reacted fast and caught you around the waist. His fate was forever sealed.  

You were so tiny compared to him and so soft around the middle that he never wanted to let go. You gasped at the strength being displayed and you bit your lip knowing that you held his full attention.  

Frost flexed his grip on your waist and you squeaked out your current thoughts on impulse.  

“Sorry I’ve been.. t-they had a flash sale on white wine and I’m trying to get rid of it and I may have gone overboard. I promise, I’m a responsible adult who can look after the girls tonight and—” 

“Stop talking.” Frost said. Your teeth clicked closed.  

If anyone else spoke to you like this, you would have chewed them out, but Frost was different. He was authoritative by default, and you secretly liked that. You felt compelled to obey whatever he said.  

The wine was also not helping things.  

He guided you down onto the steps. “Sit down and cool off.”  

Then he surprised you by taking off his jacket and draping it around your shoulders before taking a seat next to you.  

Your heart skipped a beat seeing his muscles flex in the moonlight. You prayed that you weren’t drooling.  

“T-Thanks.” It was such a cold night for summer and you foolishly forwent dooming a jacket before rushing outside. Gotham City summertimes were unpredictable like that.  

Frost’s jacket however was like a sauna and it smelled undoubtedly masculine. You weren’t subtle at all when you inhaled the rich leather. “Wow this smells good.”  

And then you remembered that he was sitting right next to you. You glanced up and cringed. “I really am embarrassing myself.” 

Frost didn’t mind. He did make sure he looked his best before stopping by. He wanted to receive some compliments from you and you didn't disappoint.  

He loved how open and honest you were. If it was on your mind, you said it without hesitation. You fascinated him, something a woman had not pulled off since Gen’s mother left him.  

“I don’t mind. It’s cute.” Frost teased. You were not having it.  

“Cute? Cute?! Babies are cute, I’m a grown woman! I should be mature not ughh!” You rubbed your face and stared up at the moon.  

“Hm, nothing wrong with being a baby.”  

Were you hearing things? Your neck almost snapped in half to stare at Frost.

He was also looking at the moon but diverted his gaze to you. Those deep brown eyes of his. They held so many mysteries you would never solve them all. You could at least try.

Neither of you cared who started moving first. Gravity pulled the two of you closer and closer— unfortunately fate had to intervene.  

Frost heard Joker’s programmed ringtone coming from his back pocket. Duty called. He didn’t want to try and make a move on you but it also physically pained him to pull away.

“I’ll pick Gen up Sunday.” Frost said as he prepared to leave.  

Did he have to leave so abruptly? You were about to kiss him! 

You scrambled off the stairs while trying to wrestle his jacket off. It was official, you had to be drunk because you were struggling with that simple task.

“Wait your jacket!” Any excuse to keep him for a little while longer, you used it.  

“Kept it. It’ll help keep my baby warm.” Frost didn’t know where this random spur of confidence was coming from.  

It just came naturally to him and your adorable features turning fifty shades of red was oh so worth the secondhand embarrassment he’d experience later.

He even tossed a smirk your way to further the teasing.

You knew Frost for almost a year and never seen him smile. It was worth the wait. That sexy smirk made his rugged beauty shine even more.  

You didn’t care if Frost wasn’t his real name, you stood on the sidewalk to watch him drive down the street, already a committed woman.  

You stayed rooted in place until his truck turned the corner out of sight. The night didn’t go as you hoped but some leeway was made. He called you baby.. his baby! You were acting like a twenty-two year old with a raging crush!  

Okay remain calm. There were teenagers inside your home.

They would instantly know something happened if you walked in as giddy as you were. You shoved your hands into your new jacket and paused mid step.  

Your fingers brushed against a piece of paper and quickly pulled it out. He gave you his phone number. How did he sneak this past you?  

Oh the PTA moms were gonna have a fit come Monday morning.

[hero-nerd]

WHAT ARE SOME THINGS ABOUT MONOMA YOU'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO TALK ABOUT BUT NEVER HAD THE CHANCE TO? GO FORTH, GIVE US THE MONOMA CITATIONS. RAMBLE.

- @veras-monologue

YES THANK YOU IM ALWAYS HAPPY TO TALK ABOUT MONOMA

I think the majority of my pre-established writing with citations for him has been posted already. Whether anyone read it or not is a different question lmao. And I never set up a tagging system so they are probably lost to the depths of tumblr anyway. So if you have any questions about those please ask!!

But today I’m gonna talk about something I only ever get to talk to about with one person, our ✨ballroom dancing au✨

So this started because me and my friend have a villain monoma au where he and toga are twins separated at birth that reunite when Mr Compress brings Monoma into the league. I’m like 87% sure I’ve posted about that but again I’m always happy to expand or make another post on it. The au is mostly slice of life things amongst the league with Compress trying to parent his chaos twins while Magne sips her drink and laughs at him from the background /lh.

From here I got really into this manga about ballroom dancing I randomly picked up at the library and I’m so fixated right now, so I messaged up that friend like hear me out, ballroom dancing au

Weve been establishing that au for a bit now, Monoma and toga are siblings still that dance together, Compress is their main coach but Magne is like an assistant as well. It’s super fun /gen

One thing I’ve been thinking about is that Monoma is a really selfless dance partner, always letting Toga really shine in the dance while tailoring his dance exactly to her. The manga series talked about this idea of the flower and the frame, with the lead dancer being the frame meant to emphasize the flower, aka the following dancer. Monoma really leans into this and does it to the point where you can barely see the frame, Toga isn’t just a flower she’s the whole damn garden.

I think this is where people would disagree with me saying that Monoma would want the spotlight, but this is also where I have citations!!!

Citation one is from the sports tournament, Monoma did not mind placing low in the beginning to win his strategy. Like he said, he wasn’t some idiot chasing after a carrot on a stick, he was thinking things through to win in the long run. Of course it didn’t work in that moment (something else I could go off about) but that mind set is still there!

And then citation two is from the joint training arc. Monoma knows he is going to get captured but lays the trap with twin impact anyway, allowing his team to win. He seems to have the mentality (not just here, but this is what I pulled for citation) that a win for his team is a win for him, regardless of whether he was the one to do the winning thing. My past analysis has emphasized that his unstable identity leads him to heavily put his identity into outside factors, specifically class b, so I think this stands.

Now this is not to say that he doesn’t want to be the center of attention, be in the spot light! He very much does, although I think his feelings on whether he deserves it or not / what that looks like are pretty complex. In the joint training arc he talks about being the side character that steals the show, more beloved than the main characters, and that’s how he sees himself. However even here he calls himself a side character.

Then of course there is his big moment recently animated in the show, which would change this analysis plenty. However, applying that to him in this moment is like applying season six bakugou moments to season one bakugou, that doesn’t work! There’s chat at after development that needs to be done. I actually have a scene that ties in that stuff to give Monoma some character development in the ballroom au but that’s for another post XD.

And then tagging @logicaldelta because 1 au and 2 I’m not sure I have been able to coherently express all this to you yet lmao

[where-are-the-spooky-gays-2]

(@oatmeal-stans-the-trash-rat) It's Oatmeal, hello!

I have no energy to do my usual bit, so uh. ON TO THE SPOOKY GAYS :D

So long of an ask it made my typing lag out. I don't blame you if you don't answer this cause I accidentally made this into a damn list-fic lmao. Sorry about that (/gen).

We can just title it Searching For A Someone, Can Anyone Find Him? and leave it there. A Dukexiety Pony AU, if ya will.

Warning: slightly suggestive(?), arguing, soap allergy (that gets mentioned once and never again), unreality(?), fantasy ableism(?), intrusive thoughts, panic attacks, mentioned abandonment/banishment, betrayal, abandonment issues, fear of being alone, fear of vulnerability, difficulty trusting others, anxiety, insecurity, separation from family, nightmare mention, ANGST

In list form cause ✨ramble time✨

MLP au bc... bc I say so :3

Okay so: Virgil is a Pegasus who cannot/didn't learn to fly cause he grew up on the ground in the Everfree Forest; still lives there & used to being on his own

Remus is a unicorn with a broken horn, so every time he does magic, his spells go very wrong and kinda spiral outta control; bc of this, after a bit of chaos, Ponyville kinda ran him out and he hid in the Everfree Forest

There's some background Creativitwins angst... let's just say Roman was too afraid to defend his brother & while he tried to do something about it, it didn't go well & Ponyville threatened to run him out like his brother... Ya see where this is going. He got really scared and wasn't there for Remus when he needed him to be. They both miss each other a lot but don't like talking about it.

ANYWAY: so one day, Virgil & Remus come across each other. Remus is a chaotic mess & Virgil is anxious and not very good with trusting others; Remus is a little eager for some genuine connection bc he hates being alone. Virgil tries to just. Go on with his day, but Remus is persistent & won't leave him be. They end up sticking together bc they literally have no one else anyway so why not?

As their friendship grows, Virgil ends up genuinely caring about Remus and his chaotic self. Remus cares about Virgil & becomes a bit protective of him.

Later on, as they grow closer, they reveal insecurities & such. Remus with his fear of being alone, abandonment issues, and odd allergy of soap that comes up in conversation for no reason. Virgil with his difficulty trusting others and being vulnerable and all his anxieties and the fact he has wings but he doesn't know how to fly. They bond over both feeling useless sometimes (Virgil's lack of flight & Remus' messed-up magic issues).

At some point Remus has a difficult episode concerning his intrusive thoughts and Virgil helps him out the best he can with breathing exercises he knows from calming himself down from his own panic attacks. Remus admits to having pretty bad intrusive thoughts a lot of the time & that his episodes are common. He's surprised when Virgil is like "okay well uh is there things I can do to help take better care of you when they happen? Like what you need?" and feels so cared for by that sentence alone and actually feels safe for once after so long of being alone

The first time Virgil has a panic attack around Remus is also the first time he felt undoubtedly safe with someone after so long of being alone. Remus remembers the breathing exercises Virgil taught him and helps him through it. Let's just say it ended with them cuddling so close it was hard to tell them apart. Remus has this talent for distracting Virgil & making him laugh at the weirdest things & reassuring him in his own way.

So yeah, they both cared lots for each other & feel safe with each other & just sjsjsjsjsj GAY

uh anyway they never really have an official confession bc they just do what they want & get closer & at some point starting being romo with each other; Virgil gets anxious over it for a lil bit when he realizes how they act & how that might look & so he nervously asks if they're romo partners & Remus is like "yeah? I thought that was already established??" And Virgil is like "oh good for a sec I thought it was one-sided haha" and Remus soothes his anxieties by saying "you're one of the coolest ponies I know and I think you're hot so uh I hope we're romantic by now" and Virgil snorts at him fondly

So yeah they're romo partners

After that comes the question of "how did you end up here". Virgil talks about how he just lived here his whole life since he was a foal & doesn't remember the time before that (aka: he got abandoned as a kid but he don't remember his family from before cause he was a kiddo and young brain didn't want to remember painful memory anyway); Remus mentions growing up in Ponyville but they didn't want him anymore so they threw him out & even his own brother left him all alone (which btw makes Virgil mad/upset bc Remus' own family didn't want him?? I'm sorry what? He's super caring wdym???)

Remus doesn't mention Roman by name but vaguely mentions his twin. Virgil can see the pain in his eyes so he doesn't push. Remus softly admits to missing his brother and Virgil snuggles up next to him to comfort him. Ends in sleepy cuddles yusss

Sometimes when Remus is really insecure he feels like Virgil could leave him and never come back. This also ends in cuddles, very protective cuddles from Virgil. This dynamic is lots of comfort cuddles bc I say so :3

Back in Ponyville, Roman is missing his brother a lot & wants him back & feels so guilty about not being there for him when he needed to be. He's been searching for Remus since he left bc that's his brother but doesn't tell anyone else about it bc he's scared if he utters a word about missing Remus that Ponyville will boot him out

Roman's friends (Logan, Patton, Janus) all know he goes on these 'adventures' a lot. They've all figured out he seems to be looking for something but never finds it cause when he returns home he's always very sad and spends the day back locked away in his house. Patton likes to send over comfort cookies when this happens. Janus will invite him to see the next play with him so he has something to look forward to & will sometimes visit to distract him by talking about Roman's favourite plays with him. Logan always just sits by him in a companionable silence, which usually leads to this steady grounding cuddles. Roman loves Logan Cuddles the best when he's upset. Though they may fight sometimes, Logan's always good at being this comforting grounding presence.

ANYWAYS: so at some point them three figure out Roman is looking for someone; Janus kinda remembers Roman having a brother but doesn't remember what happened to him cause he was younger (youngest in friend group. And shortest. He hates it lmao). Eventually they piece together that he might be looking for his brother and thus try confronting him about, which doesn't go well if ya imagine; Roman gets upset and emotionally reveals what happened and how he's been trying to find his brother for so long and he's so guilty because he couldn't be there for him and he can't find him; all three comfort him cause omg that's a lot how long have you been holding this by yourself? Let us help we can help you look for him it's okay (which surprises Roman bc he's used to hearing hateful remarks about the 'Tale of the Chaos Pony' and how the Chaos Pony was 'thankfully' run outta town)

Patton is hesitant bc he's heard of the Chaos Pony, but offers help anyway bc it's Roman and he feels sympathy for Roman missing his brother

Uh yeah this leads to these four going on a quest into the Everfree Forest to find Remus. Roman give them tips on venturing into the forest bc he's been there so many times and he knows all the places he's already checked

So. Ya can prob see where this is going. With the help with his friends (in true MLP fashion) they find Remus! Yay! And this Pegasus (Virgil) who Roman finds a lil odd and rude but eh first impressions y'know? Yeah.

Except Remus sees him and stares as if he's dreaming. Roman tries to reassure him he's real but Remus doesn't believe him, saying things like "Roman wouldn't be here, he doesn't care about me, he left me all alone, he betrayed me, why would he care?" Which only makes Roman hurt more

ANGST

Virgil sees what's happening and goes to Remus to help. He tells Roman and the others to leave them alone bc they're causing Remus hurt bc it hurts to see his brother and such. Remus looks to Virgil desperately like "am I dreaming, is this real?" Cause he trusts his partner & Virgil tells him how it's really happening in this soft soft voice and Remus pauses. He looks back to Roman, who's crying, and looks to the others, who are watching all this unfold. Remus tears up bc Roman is really here but then it turns into angry tears bc Roman betrayed him and he starts upset shouting about how Roman left all alone and scared and he missed him so much but he hurt him... Yeah it gets very emotional

Roman is apologizing, over and over again, as Remus is hurt and angry bc he missed Remus so so much and he is so so so sorry he failed him as a brother and just wants him back and he never wanted him to leave.

Very messy emotional shouts later, the sky decides to rain bc um. Plot.

They all have to seek shelter in Remus' and Virgil's cave thing they live in. Uh. Idk there's mountains by/in the Everfree Forest, right? Idk, maybe they live in a giant tree like Zacora (idk how to spell her name, she's the zebra from the show)

This leads to Roman seeing for the first time a glimpse into what Remus has been doing for the last who knows how long since he was basically banished. He sees Virgil glaring over at him as he nuzzles and comforts Remus who looks very conflicted and distraught. Logan, Patton, and Janus come over to check on Roman and give him some comfort bc he's also very distraught

Umm, uh, so. Awkward and tension moments. Until Remus softly asks Roman "You really didn't want me to leave?" and omg Roman's heart aches of course he didn't; Roman explains to Remus how he's wanted him back for so long & how he's been searching for him so he can apologize and have his brother back again. Virgil is still very protective over Remus but seems to be glaring less.

This ends up in some agreed peace between the two groups as the storm outside gets worse. Janus makes a comment on that if Virgil is a Pegasus, then why doesn't he go and deal with the storm himself? Can't Pegasi fly?

Of course this sparks a whole new argument bc Virgil is insecure about not knowing how to fly and thus Remus defends him by telling Janus to "shut up it doesn't matter" but then Janus does the mistake of pushing for an answer & Virgil accidentally admits in heated argument that he doesn't know how to fly (Janus shuts up at that & Logan and Patton are kinda like witnesses to whatever to happening rn)

And Remus is like "so what? He's still super cool and caring. I can't do magic the 'right way' and he can't fly. So what? We're both still cool as fuck you bitches" and yeah, Janus apologizes in his own way of being like "my apologies then" which sounds halfway sarcastic bc Janus' voice just sounds sarcastic 90% of the time and that's just how it is

Uh yeah so, after some tension dies down and they all either apologize for what they need to apologize for or accept the apologies given, the storm (which turned from rain to a fucking snowstorm somehow (pony lore)) go away. They're all like "um what" and then realize it was the Windigos all along (these wind elemental pony spirits who feed on hatred and arguments according to MLP canon in the show) and then they all agree to try to actually hear each other out in the future to avoid the Windigos

Brother reconciliation bc I cannot do all this angst without some comfort okay? They cry and vow to never separate again, not like that, & hug the shit outta each other. The others are happy to see some happiness that the twins have each other again. Virgil is still protective over Remus but eases up by a lil bit. Just a lil bit.

Yeah um they all become friends

Roman asks Remus if he wants to return back to Ponyville with Virgil, and he's like "um nah they're all bitches. Plus you could just. Visit. Ya dork" and Roman's like "oh yeah lmao. But will you try to visit?" And Remus is like "maybe" and Roman takes that

(spoiler alert: Remus & Virgil do visit sometimes & find out the old mayor who booted Remus was unelected bc they weren't fair to anyone anyway. The new mayor is actually pretty rad & welcomes Remus back. Remus is still wary of Ponyville but a lil less so with a better mayor being there. Also Princess Celestia makes a token appearance and is like on official MLP Canon business with Twilight Sparkle [think the very first episode of the show happens the first time Remus visits Ponyville] & the Sanders Sides gang is a giant story happening in the background. So yeah)

Happy ending! Yay!

Bonus!

The twins will dual each other and stuff to bond. Usually in the forest

When Remus' intrusive thoughts get bad, his magic reacts to them and goes even more haywire than normal; only Virgil knows how to handle this the best & teaches the others how to take care of Remus (Remus' faves are Virgil, bc he already knows how to help, and Roman, bc his brother catches on quick and uh sibling comfort is unique to its own)

Virgil and Roman develop friendly banter

Janus and Virgil are a bit more rocky with each other at times but nothing friendship-ending

Patton and Remus don't understand each other that well but both make an effort anyway

Logan & Janus become besties with Remus! Bc I say so :3

Virgil is a Pegasus & Remus is a unicorn right? Well, ya see: Roman's a unicorn, Logan's a unicorn, Patton and Janus are earth ponies (aka: the only Pegasus in the friend group is flightless, whoops)

Um some friendship nonsense happens and via hot balloon, Virgil sees Cloudsdale for the first time! He sees everything he was supposed to have as a Pegasus kid & that's an angsty hurt/comfort story right there on its own. Remus and Logan go with him for support.

At some point, the others ask Dukexiety if they're dating bc they're romantic with each other and they're like "yeah, we have been the whole time?? What are you, oblivious?" And yeah, the others were a lil oblivious to it sans maybe Logan. Mainly cause he's Logan and also he already asked not long after he met them

Comfort moments with the twins when some insecurities kick in; they stay with each other and hug the shit outta each other the whole time

Roman gets nightmares frequently & when Remus discovers this, he makes sure Roman knows he can always seek comfort from him when he needs it. Remus is surprisingly very good with helping a distressed panicky post-nightmare Roman feel safe again

Janus & Remus cause some chaos together. Occasionally. Okay maybe more than occasionally but hey. :3

Remus & Virgil have cutie-marks that have nothing to do with their disabilities (broken horn & flightless wings) bc their disabilities aren't the One Thing they are :)

Um Dukexiety kisses and nuzzles? Yeah.

If ya ever answer this ask, then I may copy + paste my list-fic into a doc and try to write it... Maybe. We'll see, lol :3

Good luck with this, it's so long sksjsjsjsjsj

Aye heyo Oatmeal!!! No need to apologize but oml I L O V E this entire AU S O fucking much P L E A S E!!! It has the perfect amount of A N G S T and fluff!!! Poor Ree was an outcast and didn't know his brother actually cared but luckily he found Vee along the way and that it was easy for them to connect with each other and have a strong bond <3 Cackling at the fact that when Vee asks if they're dating Ree's just like "You're hot as hell was this not already established???" they're such dorks I L O V E them XD God and it's S O fucking sweet that Ro is trying everything he can to find his brother while the others comfort him and stick by his side through it <3 I don't blame the chaotic Unicorn for feeling the way he did when he was found but it's good that everything worked out in the end and everyone is friends <3

[the-cosmic-collective-sys-blog]

✨Do you ever have a headmate who's simultaneously an unexplainable enigma and a silly little guy?

✨For us that's Gaster.

✨He's able to go through literally every sidesystem, including Xelyx's (his part of the headspace is inaccessible to everyone else), he's left little notes without leaving any other trace, and he occasionally says sweet but cryptic things to us only to disappear.

✨But also he doesn't really know how smell works and he called the smell of mint "lavender"-- that and he occasionally just chills in the background.

✨Also also him and Xelyx almost immediately got together so do with that what you will/silly

[stepswowdsen]

【KHR】 XanLena ❤️💜🔥🪷

I drew sketches of Xanxus and Selena recently!

Xanxus ❤️🍷🔥

New (2024)

Old (2023)

Xanxus wearing áo dài ("Long dress"), a type of Vietnamese traditional clothing

I think my art style is improving nicely! The way I draw faces is getting more refined

I'll redraw the hair later. I just sketched this quickly for now.

Cuz I was just thinking about how I wanted to draw XanLena together more

I have a XanLena art idea in my head... Just need to get started with actually drawing it

Did a quick colour test today. I'll draw the rest later.

I wanna do a big XanLena piece eventually... And also matching XanLena in traditional Vietnamese clothing 🥰💞

Selena (Liên) 💜🪷

Recent sketches I did of my KHR OC, Selena (Liên)

My wife and her NB swag~ 💜🖤🤍💛

Her Vietnamese name is Liên, which is the Sino-Viet word for "Lotus" 🪷

Selena's Names:

English name: Nguyễn Selena (グエン・セリナ)

Vietnamese name: Nguyễn Nguyệt Vân Liên (阮月雲蓮)

Japanese alias name: Gen Suzuha (阮月雲蓮)

New (2024)

Old (2023)

I resketched Selena's hair recently 💜

I resketched these quickly so it's not as refined but I'm still experimenting/trying to decide how I want Selena's hair to be drawn, whether I want to keep the curls in the back or not.

I feel like her ponytail is pretty iconic to her design. So if Selena got a TYL (10 Years Later) design, then I'd just add a bun on top of the ponytail

Didn't redraw everything yet but just updated this for now

I redrew the bow and it has better lines but I prefer how pointy the shape of the OG bow was so I'll just combine the two eventually. I just wanted to get the new Selena down

Though both are nice! I just like how the shapes/silhouette of the hair are generally clearer and cleaner now

Oh and I'll make the silhouette of the ponytail more wavy like the 1st one

XanLena Chibis (2023)

This is pretty old so I'd like to redraw it but I still think it's cute ^^

I rambled more about XanLena and Selena in a previous ramble post.

I'll put it under the cut!

[capricioussun]

Gen q: since I won't be really using instagram much anymore, how would yall feel about me posting the kind of stuff I'd post to stories, here? More frequent wips, random commentary abt things, etc etc

Edit: just stuff like this mostly ✨

[irlwolfdog]

✿˚✿ Intro Post ✿˚✿

Hii, this is just to give a bit of info abt myself and my blog :3

Stuff about me

Pronouns - He/It

Names that can be used for me - starry, star, rocky, nicknames (as long as they aren’t sexual/insulting)

Gender - trans guy

Sexuality - ace, vaguely bi, somewhere on the arospec

Age - 14

Kinda important stuff - I have adhd, autism, anxiety, and heavily suspected but not yet diagnosed depression. These affect how I may interact with people and can be very debilitating. Please be patient and use tone tags when interacting with me <3 /gen

Theriotypes - german shepherd, czech wolfdog, bombay cat

My interests (may change) - Pjo, marauders, Greek mythology, Epic: the musical, TSOA, the Iliad, animals (specifically cats), Deadplate, mlp, ride the cyclone, Saiki k., mha, DnD

My hobbies - drawing, reading, sleeping, horseback riding, music in general, making pins/jewlery, embroidery, gaming (not a ton, mainly jst animal crossing, ts4, roblox, and Minecraft)

DNI

TERFS, transphobes, biphobes, homophobes, aphobes, exclusionists, radqueers, ableists, racists, discrimination against any religion, NSFW, anti-furries, anti-alterhumans/alterbeings, anti-‘links, antivaxxers, zionists, pro/comshippers, z00s, p3dos, trump supporters, republicans

Stuff about my blog

I post sometimes abt my therianthropy and random shit, it’s mainly jst reblogs

This is my main so I don’t have a very coherent theme

Are my asks open - no, sorry :(

Hashtags

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Rambling/shitposting - rocky rambles ✨

Reblogs - rocky’s reblogs :3

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Venting - *sad barking noises*

My other socials

TikTok - @/imalittlerat123 and @/starshine._01

Pinterest - transghostboi15

Gimmick blog (currently inactive) - etsyfrfr

Therianthropy/side blog (currently inactive/still setting up) - starflavoredkoolaid

Discord - dm me for it (must be under 18 bc I’m a minor and one of my moots)

Insta - st4rrycan1s