#gay theodore nott | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

slytherslvt · 4 months ago

Note

plsplsplspls i need an innocent!reader (any pronouns) x corruption!Theodore and Mattheo

Corruption- Poly! Mattheo and Theodore x innocent!male!reader

major nsfw !!

The door to Mattheo's dorm creaks open, revealing a nervous you standing on the threshold. Your cheeks are flushed, and your eyes dart between Mattheo, lounging on his bed, and Theodore, sitting at his desk.

"Come on in, angel," Mattheo says, patting the mattress beside him. "We've been waiting for you."

You hesitantly step inside, closing the door behind you. "I’m-I’m not sure why you wanted to see me," you stammer, wringing your hands together.

Theodore chuckles, turning his chair to face you. "Isn't it obvious, love? We've seen the way you look at us. All wide-eyed and innocent. It's... intriguing."

“Oh,” you say. “Okay.” You don’t move from the doorway, though.

Mattheo raises an eyebrow, a smirk playing on his lips. "Just okay? That's all you've got to say, hmm? Come on, don't be shy. We won't bite... yet."

He stands up and approaches you, his tall frame towering over you. "At least, not unless you ask nicely," he adds, leaning in close enough for you to feel his breath on your ear. "Now, come inside and make yourself comfortable. Unless, of course, you'd rather stay there and let us imagine all the filthy things we could do to you.”

“Oh… um… I don’t know about this,” you reply.

“Come on,” Theodore says. “You can trust us. We’re your friends. We won’t hurt you.”

“By not trusting us, it could make you a bad friend, and you don’t want to be a bad friend, do you?” Mattheo asks.

You shake your head. “Okay…”

Mattheo grins, stepping aside to let you enter. "There you go. See, that wasn't so hard, was it?"

As you take a few tentative steps into the room, Theodore stands up and locks the door behind you. "Just want to make sure we're not interrupted," he explains, turning back to face you with a predatory gleam in his eye.

Mattheo sits back down on his bed, patting the spot next to him again. "Come sit, angel. Let's get to know each other better, shall we?”

“But we know a lot about each other, what more do you want to know?” you ask.

Theodore smirks, walking over to stand in front of you. "Oh, sweetheart, we want to know so much more about you. Like... what sounds you make when you come. What feels good when we touch you. How far we can push you before you break."

He leans in close, his voice dropping to a low whisper. "We want to corrupt that sweet innocence of yours, you see. Make you scream our names and beg for more. Isn't that what you really want, hmm?"

“I don’t know. I haven’t even done anything… like that,” you reply.

Mattheo's eyes light up at your admission, a hungry look crossing his face. "Well, isn't that just perfect," he growls, reaching out to grab your wrist and pull you closer. "We get to be your firsts. Your first kisses, your first touches, your first everything."

He leans in, capturing your lips in a searing kiss, his tongue demanding entry. You stiffen at first, caught off guard, but soon melt into him, your inexperience evident in your clumsy attempts to reciprocate.

When Mattheo finally pulls away, he smirks. "See, that wasn't so bad, was it? Now, let's see what else you can learn tonight.

Theodore's lips trail along your neck, sending shivers down your spine. You gasp, your eyes fluttering closed as you try to process the sudden sensation.

"M-Mattheo..." you murmur, unsure of what you're asking for.

Mattheo chuckles, pulling back slightly. "Don't worry, love. Theo and I are going to take care of you. Aren't we, Theo?"

Theodore hums in agreement, his teeth gently grazing your skin. "Mhm. We're going to teach you everything you need to know. And you're going to be such a good student, aren't you?”

You nod, “Yes,” you answer.

“Good boy," Theodore praises, his voice soft yet commanding. He straightens up, his gaze locking onto yours. "Now, let's start with something simple. Take off your shirt for us.”

Mattheo watches your every movement, his eyes darkening with desire as you slowly lift your shirt over your head, revealing your bare torso. "Fuck, you're gorgeous," he growls.

His words make you flush. “Thanks?” You don’t know why it comes out as a question, but it does.

Theodore chuckles, running a hand through your hair. "It’s a fact, love. Now, lose the pants too. We want to see all of you."

You do as you’re told, stripping off the rest of your clothes. You’re fully exposed to them, and now you’re nervous.

Mattheo’s gaze roaming over your naked body. "God, you're beautiful," he murmurs. "Look at you, all nervous and innocent. It's fucking adorable."

Theodore nods in agreement, a smirk playing on his lips. "And all ours to play with. Don't you worry, sweetheart. We'll make you feel so good."

You blush at their words, biting your lip nervously. "What do I do now?" you ask, looking between the two of them.

“Undress us,” Theodore answers.

Mattheo grins wickedly. "Yeah, show us how eager you are to learn. Start with me."

He spreads his legs, giving you space to stand between them. You tentatively reach out, your fingers fumbling with the buttons of his shirt. As you expose more of his chest, you can't help but marvel at the lean muscles beneath your fingertips.

Theodore watches your every move, his eyes darkening with lust. "That's it, love. Keep going. Show us how much you want this."

Soon enough you get them both fully undressed. “What next?

Mattheo grips your chin, forcing you to look up at him. "Next, you get on your knees and show us what that pretty mouth can do."

You do as you’re told, getting on your knees. Theodore guides your head, pushing his cock past your lips and to the back of your throat. You gag, your eyes watering, but he doesn't let up. "Relax your throat, love," he coos, his voice laced with false sweetness. "Take it like a good boy."

Mattheo watches, his hand stroking his own cock as he enjoys the sight of you struggling to take Theodore's length. "Look at you, choking on Theo's cock like a good little slut," he taunts, his voice rough with desire. "You're doing so well, sweetheart. Keep going, just like that."

Theodore threads his fingers through your hair, holding you in place as he thrusts into your mouth. "That's it, love. Suck it just like that. Fuck, you're a natural."

You continue what you’re doing, your tongue tentatively licking at his shaft and then his tip. When you notice that Theo likes it, you do it again.

Theodore groans. "Jesus, that feels good. Look at you, learning so quickly. You're a natural-born cocksucker, aren’t you?”

As your confidence grows, you try to take him deeper. Theodore’s cock twitches in your mouth and he pulls away from your mouth, not wanting to cum just yet.

His cock is replaced by Mattheo’s.

Mattheo grabs your hair, guiding your mouth onto his cock. "That's it, angel. Show me what you've learned from Theo." He pushes his hips forward, his cock hitting the back of your throat. "Fuck, yes. Just like that."

Mattheo's grip tightens in your hair as he begins to fuck your mouth in earnest. "You look so fucking hot like this, on your knees, taking my cock like a good bou," he says.

Theodore kneels down beside you, his voice low and seductive. "You're doing so well, love. Why don't you touch yourself while you suck Mattheo's cock? Show us how turned on you are.”

You’ve never actually touched yourself before, and when Theodore notices your hesitation, he takes your cock into his hand, thumb stroking the tip.

It makes you moan around Mattheo’s cock.

Theodore starts to stroke your cock, trying to match Mattheo’s pace as he fucks your mouth.

Mattheo groans at the vibrations of your moan around his cock. "Fuck, that's hot. Keep making those noises, angel. Let us hear how much you're enjoying this."

"That's it, sweetheart," Mattheo encourages, watching your face contort with pleasure. "Take my cock while Theo jerks you off. You’re being so good for us.”

"You're gonna cum for us like this, aren't you, pretty boy?" Theodore asks.

You are. You don’t know what it feels like but the pleasure is overwhelming and your cock is twitching in Theodore’s hand, and, fuck, you do cum.

"Good boy," Theodore praises, slowing his strokes as you ride out your orgasm. He brings his hand up to his mouth, licking your cum off his fingers. "Delicious," he says “Now why don’t we move to the bed so I can be inside you.”

So, the three of you are on the bed, you’re on your hands and knees, Mattheo in front of you, already pushing his cock passed your lips and Theodore, who is lubing his cock, and then your hole, before pushing inside you slowly.

Theodore runs a hand down your back, his touch gentle despite the invasion of his cock. "How does that feel, love? Does it hurt?"

You only moan in response, not being able to answer with Mattheo’s cock in your mouth. Theodore starts to move, slowly at first, letting you adjust to the new sensations. He grips your hips tightly, his nails digging into your flesh. "Fuck, you're so tight," he groans, picking up his pace.

With a final thrust, Theodore buries himself deep inside you, his cock pulsing as he finds his release. "Fuck, yes," he groans, filling your ass with his cum.

Meanwhile, Mattheo gripping your hair tightly, fucks your mouth one last time before coming undone. "Swallow it, angel," he demands, his hot seed shooting down your throat.

Both men collapse onto the bed beside you, panting and sweaty. Theodore runs a hand through your hair, a satisfied smile on his face. "Well done, love. You were incredible."

Mattheo leans in, pressing a soft kiss to your forehead. "Thank you, sweetheart. That was amazing."

#gay #mlm #i love men #harry potter #slytherin #slytherin boys #anti jkr #fuck jkr #theodore nott #mattheo riddle #smut #fanfic #x male reader

217 notes · View notes

deadghosy · 4 months ago

Note

No specific request but:

Theodore nott with male s/o

𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐎𝐃𝐎𝐑𝐄 𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐓 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐀 𝐌𝐀𝐋𝐄 𝐒/𝐎

Warning: homophobia mentions, fluff, Theodore being a loverboy

Theodore with a male lover is something most people didn’t expect since people have seen him flirt with girls around Hogwarts

His mates were shock, probably not mattheo since possibly Theodore tells him everything. But when Theodore came out, the gang was supportive of Theo and welcomed you. But some people weren’t.

Of course some girls threatened you and even called your slurs. Guys as well, but Theodore shut that shit down so quick. Pansy handled the bitches that can’t help but be jealous of you. So yeah you had two protectors.

Theodore always was a munch for you in secret and in public. He always hold your stuff, and even if you complain about the slightest thing. He’s on it. He will always make sure you are comfortable.

He loves when you two cuddle and you wear his hoodies, shirts, jerseys, and etc. he’s down bad for his boyfriend

Every valentines he spoils you like hell. It’s just funny how mattheo even have a Polaroid photos of how much shit Theodore bought for you. You was once drowning in teddy bears because you mentioned how you like stuffed bears. So he bought you bears.

Honestly wants you to come to Italy with him. Maybe move, but he doesn’t want to to rush you. He just wants to live his life with you.

He just loves his boyfriend so much he would literally make you two wear matching promises rings

157 notes · View notes

hp-hcs · 1 year ago

Note

on a slytherin high rn so I'd be interested to see your take on yandere enzo berkshire? (on his own or poly with mattheo or theodore because there's no such thing as too much of the theo's) or just any sort of enzo x male reader.

~yanxidarlings; why you should make your writing blog a primary blog (case study)

poly bc i love my theo boyos ☺️

i tried real hard on this one i swear, just none of my words are wording right 😭

really? nobody has a single request? 🤨🤲

detention — yandere! poly! lorenzo berkshire & yandere! poly! mattheo riddle & yandere! poly! theodore nott x male! hufflepuff! reader

TWs: possessive/obsessive/toxic behavior, referenced homophobia, implied past repeated homophobia, homophobic slur, implied past bullying, references to past violence, graphic threats of violence, sexual innuendos, implied sexual activities

•••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••

“…really, I don’t know what you were thinking. Here, this is the detenti- Mr. Riddle! Mr. Nott! Get off of those desks!” McGonagall scolded, snapping her fingers and casting a wandless spell that made them both fall off of their desks and safely into their chairs.

You hover awkwardly at the doorway of the classroom-turned-detention-room, feeling the sudden piercing eyes of three Slytherins on you.

McGonagall huffs in disappointment, pats your shoulder, and leaves without a word. The boys all share a look you can’t quite decipher.

“Well, well, well. What’ve we got here?” One of them drawls, putting his feet up on his desk and crossing them at the ankle. “A pretty-boy Hufflepuff got in trouble?”

You rock back and forth on your feet, biting your lip nervously.

“Aww, he’s nervous,” another Slytherin cooed patronizingly. “What’s wrong, little badger? Afraid of a few snakes?”

The first boy stands up, sauntering over to you with an obnoxious smirk. He holds his hand out for you to shake.

“Mattheo Riddle, darling.”

You slowly take his hand and shake it, your grip loose.

“Nice to meet you,” you say softly. “I’m Y/N.”

“Y/N,” the second boy purrs, joining the first, Mattheo. “Lovely name for a lovely boy. I’m Theodore, sweetheart.”

You swallow thickly, the two taller boys standing over you.

“Leave ‘im alone, guys,” the last boy speaks up. “I’m calling dibs.”

“W-what?” You squeak, your eyes darting between the three as they all share another wordless look.

“Come along, little badger,” Theodore grins widely, predatorily, slinging an arm over your shoulders. “We don’t bite.”

“Unless you ask us to,” Mattheo adds on, joining your other side and wrapping an arm around your waist.

Your cheeks burn with the innuendo and all of the attention. “Er…no, I’m alright. Thank you.”

“If you ever change your mind…” Mattheo shrugs, leaving the offer unspoken.

The third boy finally stands up, swatting away Mattheo and Theodore. They both, surprisingly, acknowledge him and step away from you.

“Ignore these idiots,” he says fondly. “They think only with their dicks and never their brains.”

The Theos™ immediately break out into loud protests at the accusation. The third Slytherin rolls his eyes.

“I’m Lorenzo, but most people call me Enzo.”

“What do you call yourself?” You ask, voice still soft and almost getting lost in the clamor of the two other boys.

“What?”

“You told me what people call you…but what do you call yourself?”

He blinks.

“Uh, Lorenzo, I guess.”

You nod. “Lovely to meet you, Lorenzo.”

“I have a feeling that it’s lovelier meeting you, Y/N.”

~~~ “So why did you get detention?” Theodore asks, looking up at you from where he lays on the floor of the library, the spot you four had chosen to further converse at after your sentence was served. “You don’t seem like the type to really do…anything wrong.”

You wince, closing your book and relaxing further into the comfortable couch. “I uh, tried to ask this guy to Hogsmeade this weekend-” The boys all sit up at this, a dark look passing over each of their faces. “-but he uh…did not reciprocate,” you laugh humorlessly, running your fingers along your orbital bone.

They can barely see it—it’s still too early—but a definite bruise is starting to form. It’s going to turn into a hell of a black eye by tomorrow.

“He hit you?” Theodore asks, his voice low.

You shrug. “Comes with the territory of being the uh, ‘Puff Poof’, as they call me.”

“Creative. Put a lot of work into that one.”

“Tell me about it,” you grumble.

“Wait, how did you get in trouble then? If you were the one who got beat up in the first place?” Mattheo asks, his face scrunched up in confusion.

“Oh, I called Dumbledore a uh…‘batshit crazy abuser with a sanctimonious attitude and a god complex’. As it turns out, he did not like that.”

They all stare at you for a moment before bursting into laughter.

“Holy shit.”

“Talk about misjudging someone, damn.”

Your laughter eventually dies off and the conversation comes back around.

“So, Y/N, uh, what was this guy’s name?” Lorenzo asks sweetly, innocently. “Just..curious, is all.”

You huff, rolling your eyes. “Cormac McLaggen.”

They all collectively grimace.

“I know, okay? No need to rub it in.”

“You have terrible taste,” Mattheo scowls. “Asking out fucking McLaggen when we’re right here.”

“Yeah, don’t need to worry about him anymore, sweetheart,” Theodore says, sitting up from his spot on the floor and moving over to settle between your thighs and rest his chin on your knee. “We’re enough, aren’t we?”

Your cheeks burn at their words.

~~~ “What’re you all doing, bringing a Puff in here?” A fourth year jeers as the boys lead you through the Slytherin common room to the dorm they all share.

Theodore stares at the kid with his dead eyes; unnerving to everyone in the common room.

“If you even so much as look at him again, I’ll carve your eyes out in your sleep.”

The threat comes not from Theodore, but Lorenzo.

You gape, bewildered, as Lorenzo leads you down the hall, humming to himself like nothing happened.

“Same goes for you, you know,” Mattheo leans down to murmur in your ear. “Don’t even think about looking at another boy, got that, lovely?”

You reach their dorm and are roughly pulled inside, the door being slammed shut behind you all. Theodore pushes you up against the wall, pinning you in place.

“Ours, understand?”

778 notes · View notes

theodorenmyth · 4 months ago

Note

OKAY BESTIE I GOT AN IDEA 😋BAZINGA!

Okay so imagine Theodore with a male!reader who literally is non-verbal with people they don’t knows but since Theodore knows reader since childhood. He already knows what reader sounds like and uses that advantage like “I know what they sound like and you don’t.” As a way to seem special. It’s a funny lil thingy

Pairings ; Theodore Nott x M!Reader

Summary ; You've always been non-verbal around people you don’t know, but Theodore Nott is the exception. Knowing you since childhood, he’s the only one who’s ever heard your voice. Theodore takes pride in this, often teasing his friends about how special he is for knowing what you sound like. When a moment of teasing unexpectedly leads to you laughing out loud, the entire Slytherin common room is left in shock. But as always, Theodore’s by your side, reminding everyone—and you—that he’s the only one who truly understands you.

A/N :; OFCCC ANYTHIH FOR U BBY

warnings); none

Word count ; 900+

You've always been quiet. Not just the shy type or the introverted kind, but truly non-verbal around people you don't know. It’s not that you’re incapable of speaking—you just don’t feel the need to. Why waste words on people who don’t matter? Your parents tried to fix it, forcing you into speech therapy and social situations, but you stood your ground, remaining silent as ever.

Theodore Nott, however, was the exception. He’s known you since childhood, back when you’d babble nonsense at the age of three and he was the only one you trusted enough to talk to. Through the years, your silence solidified around others, but with Theo, it was different. He knew what you sounded like and used it to his advantage whenever he could.

Today was no different.

“Oi, Theo! Your friend here doesn’t talk much, does he?” Blaise Zabini, a Slytherin with a penchant for getting under people’s skin, lounged on one of the common room couches, watching you with curious eyes.

You kept your gaze on the book in your lap, pretending not to hear him.

Theodore, leaning against the wall beside you, smirked. “That’s because he doesn't talk to people he does not like.”

Blaise raised an eyebrow. “And yet, he talks to you? That’s saying something.”

“I’m special,” Theodore said, his voice dripping with mock arrogance. “I know what he sounds like, and you don’t.”

“Lucky you,” Blaise muttered, rolling his eyes. “Must be nice having a conversation partner who only speaks when it’s convenient.”

You shot Theodore a glance, silently telling him to stop teasing Blaise. But Theodore just winked at you.

“It is nice,” Theo continued, ignoring your look. “And you know what the best part is? He's got the sweetest voice. Soft, smooth.. too bad you’ll never hear it.”

Pansy Parkinson, who had been listening from the armchair across the room, snickered. “You’re such a brat, Theo. Let the rest of us in on the secret, yeah?”

“Nope,” Theodore replied smugly. “It’s all mine.”

You rolled your eyes, closing your book with a sigh. Theodore’s antics were relentless, and while you appreciated that he was trying to keep things light, you couldn’t help but feel a bit embarrassed by all the attention.

Draco, who had been reading by the fire, finally looked up. “You know, Theo, you should really be careful. What if one day he starts talking to someone else?”

Theodore’s expression faltered for a split second before he quickly recovered. “Not going to happen, Malfoy. We’ve got an understanding, don’t we?” He nudged you gently with his elbow.

You gave him a small, teasing smile and nodded, much to Draco’s amusement.

“You’re all mad,” Blaise declared, stretching out on the couch. “But I suppose it’s not surprising, considering the company we keep.”

Pansy leaned forward, her eyes twinkling with mischief. “Come on, Theo. Just a little hint? What does he sound like?”

Theodore sighed dramatically, making a show of considering her request. “Alright, alright. I suppose I can give you something..”

You tensed slightly, wondering what Theo was planning to do. He wouldn’t, would he?

“He sounds like..” Theodore paused, casting you a sideways glance before grinning. “..like a songbird at dawn. Soft, melodic, and absolutely captivating.”

You couldn’t help but laugh quietly, the sound escaping before you could stop it. The others in the room froze, their eyes widening as they stared at you in shock.

Pansy’s jaw dropped. “Did.. did he just laugh?”

“Did you hear that?” Blaise asked, sitting up so quickly he almost slipped off the couch.

Even Draco seemed stunned, his usually cool demeanor cracking slightly. “Well, that’s a first.”

Theodore grinned, clearly pleased with himself. “See? I told you he has the sweetest voice.”

Pansy pouted, crossing her arms over her chest. “It’s not fair! Why doesn't hevlaugh like that around us?”

You ducked your head, cheeks warming under their scrutiny. You never intended to break your silence in front of them, but Theodore always had a way of pulling reactions out of you.

“Because,” Theodore said, leaning in closer to you, his voice low and teasing, “he likes me more.”

You shoved his shoulder playfully, mouthing a silent 'fuck off' that only he could see.

He chuckled, putting an arm around your shoulders and pulling you into a side hug. “Don’t worry, I won’t let them bother you anymore.” Then, in a louder voice for the others, he added, “That’s enough for today, folks. Show’s over.”

Blaise and Pansy groaned in disappointment, while Draco just shook his head with a smirk.

“You’re insufferable, Theo,” Pansy muttered, but there was no real heat in her words. “If he ever decide to talk to me, I’m stealing him from you.”

“Fat chance,” Theodore shot back, his arm still around you. “He's stuck with me for life.”

You looked up at him, meeting his gaze with a look that said everything you couldn’t say out loud. He squeezed your shoulder gently, understanding you perfectly.

“Alright, alright,” Blaise said, standing up and stretching. “I’m going to bed. Good luck keeping him all to yourself, Theo.”

As the others started to leave, the common room quieted down, the only sounds left being the crackling fire and the soft rustle of pages as you reopened your book.

Theodore didn’t move, his arm still comfortably around you. “You okay?” he asked, his voice gentle.

"Yeah.." You said while nodding, leaning into him slightly.

“You know,” he said, a hint of amusement in his voice, “I really am special.”

You rolled your eyes but couldn’t help the smile that tugged at your lips. "Whatever." You muttered. He was right, after all. Theodore was special—your one exception in a world of silence.

And you wouldn’t have it any other way.

123 notes · View notes

musingsofahufflepuff · 6 days ago

Text

Just to Stop the Feeling

bi!Theodore Nott x m!reader; angst & fluff

summary: in the wake of his mother’s death and his father’s ever increasing expectations of him, Theodore finds love in a place he never would have expected

a/n: a year in the making and this might be the gayest thing i’ve ever written. big shout out to @suugarbabe for listening to me yap about this for weeks, the anon who requested this, and everyone who’s been supporting me the past year. here's 6.2k words of bi awakening, enjoy ♡

The Great Hall was loud, too loud if you asked Theodore. The Sytherin was sat at his house table, head propped up on one hand as his friends chattered around him. The sorting ceremony had just wrapped up which meant everyone in the Hall was catching up about their summers. Theo thought back to just a couple days ago, the oppressive silence that haunted the Nott Manor in stark contrast to just how lively and crowded it was now. His father was rarely in common spaces nowadays, thank Merlin, but that left Theo to stalk around the Manor much like the ghosts floating above him now. If only it was as interesting an existence as Sir Nicholas or even Peeves. Not even a poorly rolled cigarette in the garden brought much enjoyment to him these days.

“Theo! Are you with us mate?”

His eyes drag up to meet the inquisitive look on Enzo’s face. He hums in acknowledgement.

“We’ve been talking to you for the past five minutes.” Theo takes the cue to look around and see the group looking at him, some in amusement and some—Mattheo specifically, though he tries to hide it—with concern.

He slips on his signature lazy half smirk with minimal effort, rehearsed and perfected. “Tired from the train, what did I miss?”

Enzo perks up and launches them back into conversation, Mattheo visibly relaxing in his peripheral. Arm still supporting his head, he jokes and laughs and nods along to everyone recapping their summer breaks, feeling hollow.

The Slytherin common room wasn’t cozy in the traditional sense, with its cool lighting and excess of stone architecture, but Theo found it comforting nonetheless. He was sitting on one of the leather couches in front of the fireplace, this time only in the company of Mattheo and Draco.

Cool leather against his skin contrasted nicely with the heat of the fire, the familiar voices of his friends putting his soul at ease for the first time in months. He loosely kept up with what they were talking about, his mind simultaneously wandering to thoughts about the new term. Evidently, Draco and Mattheo were on the same wavelength as the topic shifted to Hogwarts and—much to Theo’s dismay—girls. “So Nott, got your eye on anyone this year?”

Theo rolled his head against the back of the couch to face Draco, that smirk back on his face. “Eh, hadn’t thought about it too much. I know Pansy has hers on you, Malfoy.”

The blond scoffs, “as if I wasn’t aware.”

“Like a predator on prey,” Mattheo cracks, smile evident in his voice. Theo allows himself to chuckle as Draco looks at them helplessly. Theo feels Matt’s elbow nudge at his side. “Too bad it isn’t Granger looking at him that way.”

A pillow flies past Theo’s head and smacks the boy next to him square in the face. Mattheo dramatically falls back onto the couch before erupting into laughter.

“Too bad you aren’t a beater, huh Malfoy?” Theo quips, quickly putting up his hands to potentially block another projectile pillow.

Draco just groans, “I’m going to bed.”

The first month of classes flies by fairly quickly, everyone falling into their usual rhythm. Quidditch practices a few times a week, late nights smoking in the astronomy tower and the odd party here and there. Theo is itching to get off the castle grounds.

That’s why he jumped at the opportunity to go when Enzo asked the group for company on his shopping trip that Saturday morning. Theodore loved Hogsmeade in the fall. The shops would put up festive decorations and the entire atmosphere of the small village grew extra cozy.

With a Slytherin scarf loosely draped over his shoulders and Butterbeer on the brain, he met his group of friends at the beginning of the path to Hogsmeade.

The breeze was comfortable as they walked through the village, stopping every couple of shops to peruse the new inventory. They finally make their way to the Three Broomsticks, finding a table for the group.

Theo groans as he gets voted to go up to the bar for drinks. Sitting at one of the stools is a guy in scarf showing off a badger emblem. As he gets closer, he realizes he vaguely recognizes the Hufflepuff. Theo settles himself down on the stool next to him, causing the guy to look over.

He has a quizzical expression on his face, eyes lighting up as he figures out who he’s looking at, “You’re Nott, right? I think we have a couple classes together.”

His heart thumps a little harder at his name on the boy’s lips. The boy in front of him tilts his head when Theo doesn’t respond, reminding him to give a quick nod.

The Hufflepuff’s lips tug up into a small smile as he offers up his name.

Theo blinks a couple times and stammers out something about seeing the guy around sometime before he’s speed walking back to the table, no drinks in hand.

“Whoa, who got Nott blushing?”

Theo furrows his brows together in confusion, a hand coming up to his face. And sure enough, heat was radiating off his cheeks.

“Never mind that, Theo! Where’s the butterbeer?”

Monday morning Theo is sitting in History of Magic before class starts, getting ready for an hour of boredom, when books hitting the desk with a thud catches his attention. He’s startled to see you, the Hufflepuff boy from the Three Broomsticks, standing there already looking at him.

“Mind if I sit here?”

Theo nods, feeling like an idiot. Why was this Hufflepuff boy able to completely shut off his ability to speak, let alone think?

That bright smile is back on your face as you take the seat next to him. And his heart flutters.

“So glad this is the last year of having to put up with Binns and his masterclass story telling,” he can practically feel the sarcasm dripping from your voice and finds himself cracking a smile. An actual smile, not the smirk he usually puts on.

“I know, it’s a wonder anyone manages to stay awake.”

You gesture to the travel mug in your hands, “gotta keep at least a bit of caffeine on me for emergencies. One of my muggle-born friends gave me something called an energy drink? It’s…a lot, to be quite honest.”

Theo huffs a laugh, “energy drink? You’d be better off with some espresso than whatever muggles put in those things.”

You give a contemplative nod, “I’ll keep that in mind.”

Before he can figure out something else to say, to keep existing in the surprising warmth of conversation with you, Binns is starting up his monotone ramble. Theo feels his heart sink as you look away from him to at least make an attempt to pay attention. He silently looks through his textbook, trying to ignore the weird sensation in his chest.

“Hey Theo, wanna come to the Astronomy Tower tonight?” Mattheo’s voice comes from behind where he’s sat in the common room the next evening after dinner.

He pulls his nose out of the book he was buried in as he thinks it over. It had been a while since he’d had a proper smoke with the lads, and he didn’t need to ask to know that’s what Mattheo had in mind. It doesn’t take long for him to set his book down on the table with a nod, “yeah, sure.”

As he turns around to face him, he sees Enzo right behind the other boy, grinning with a thumbs up. The look on his face makes Theo debate changing his mind, but he walks out of the common room with the pair anyway.

The walk up to the Astronomy Tower is long and filled with so many stairs that Theo is very quickly reminded why he doesn’t bother coming up here as often as he thinks he’d like to. Enzo and Mattheo walk slightly in front of him, talking about something Theo doesn’t really bother to listen in on, Quidditch perhaps? How those two don’t run out of things to talk about, he’ll never know. He’s so lost in thought he barely notices the last two flights of stairs to the top and he’s suddenly hit with the cool air of early fall. He’s also suddenly aware that Mattheo and Enzo are no longer talking, but instead looking at him. He blinks.

“Huh?”

“Told ya he’s just been on a different planet lately,” Enzo quips, nudging Mattheo with his elbow. Mattheo nods in agreement but doesn’t comment on it, instead repeating his question, “I said do ya got your own smokes or are you taking one off me? Cause if you are, we’re fucked. I’m out.”

Theo isn’t surprised in the slightest, “is that why you invited me? Free cigs?” Nonetheless, he pulls a pack out of his pocket and holds it out for him.

Matt grins as he swipes one, “nah, but it doesn’t hurt. You’ve always got nicer ones than me.” Enzo immediately scoffs.

“It’s cause you’re broke Matty—”

“Shut up, no I’m not!”

“Then explain why you keep mooching off of me—” they continue to bicker before Theo cuts them off. “Matt, got a light?”

Mattheo shuts up and holds out a lighter, flicking it to life with practiced ease. Enzo swoops in with his joint before Theo can even pull a cigarette out of his pack, rolling his eyes at his friend. Mattheo raises an eyebrow quizzically, “weed? Seriously?”

Enzo just shrugs nonchalantly, cocky little smirk on his face. “Not my fault neither of you know how to have fun—hold on, is that my fucking lighter?!” Mattheo gives him a shrug, moving it away from where Enzo’s leaning in to get a better look.

Theo sighs, “I think he meant on a school night—”

“Who are you? My mum? Didn’t think you cared about actually attending lessons, Teddy—” Theo immediately scowls at the nickname, making Enzo raise his hands in surrender, smirk still planted on his face. Merlin, he could be insufferable.

Theo returns the shrug, trying to play it off, “just figured with OWLs coming up—”

He’s cut off once again, this time by Mattheo, “don’t tell me, you wanna make sure you don’t miss sitting by that Hufflepuff.” Damn his ability to see straight through him. “Don’t think we didn’t notice you two sitting together yesterday in Binns’ class.”

“Well, I didn’t…” Enzo interjects but is ignored by Mattheo other than an exasperated eye roll.

“You seemed pretty chatty; wasn’t that the same guy at the Three Broomsticks last Saturday?”

Theo quickly lights the cigarette on Mattheo’s still flickering flame and shoves it between his lips. He receives an unimpressed look at his attempt to avoid the question, but to his credit, Matt refrains from pressing further. The same cannot be said for Enzo.

“So what, you’re fraternizing with Hufflepuffs now, are ya mate? Never thought I’d see the day—” his teasing is abruptly ended by Mattheo whacking him upside the head.

Mattheo lights his own cigarette before putting the lighter away, taking a deep drag from it. There’s a beat of silence between them. A gentle breeze passes through the tower as Theo looks out at the Scottish Highlands bathed in the light of the moon.

“He’s just…nice, I guess. Doesn’t seem to mind I’m a Slytherin,” Theo finally answers, releasing a stream of smoke.

Enzo chuckles, rubbing the back of his head where he was whacked. “Fair enough. I feel like usually only girls that want a little fun are willing to break that barrier.” He raises his eyebrows suggestively as he takes a drag as well. Mattheo snorts with a nod. “At least it's not a Gryffindor.” Theo’s nose subconsciously scrunches.

“Yeah, remember that Gryffindor Enz was all over end of last term because word was going around he had a good pot stash?” Now it’s Mattheo getting shoved, but he barely reacts besides a huff of a laugh.

“Didn’t even have the goods,” Enzo pouts petulantly, “wasted a whole 2 weeks for nothing.”

“I think you’ll live, mate.”

Theo leans back against the railing, cigarette between his lips as he watches his best mates as their bickering shifts into them laughing and joking like it always does. He adds a couple quips here and there, mind wandering to the Hufflepuff boy periodically as the cigarette slowly dwindles. Once it’s reached the end of its life, he snuffs it out, pushing himself off the floor where they’d ended up sitting for the past hour. “I think I’m heading back down to the dorms, it’s getting late.”

Mattheo shares a look with Enzo. With a smirk, Enzo wolf whistles, “gotta get your beauty sleep for your little badger, eh Nott?”

Theo just flips him the middle finger as he crosses the tower to the first of many, many stairs. As his descending footsteps echo through the stairwell, Enzo turns to Mattheo, “poor fucker is whipped.”

Mattheo nods, “and down right oblivious…how many galleons are we betting for how long it takes him to figure it out?”

There’s a mischievous smirk on the other boy’s face. “How much you got?”

The next morning, Theo is once again startled by the Hufflepuff boy dropping his books on the table with that same dramatic thud. If Theo didn’t know any better, he would start to think it was intentionally to get his attention. This time, he speaks first.

“Morning.”

There’s that bright smile again and Theo’s chest feels…odd.

“Morning!” you chirp as you slide into the seat. “I took your advice and got some espresso, much better than that muggle concoction. Figured since it was your suggestion, I’d bring you some. Mum got some beans from a cafe in London when I wrote her about it.”

Once again a warm sensation floods Theo as a second mug is set on the table and slid his direction. He carefully picks it up and takes off the lid, finding a double shot inside. It’s still hot from what he assumes is a temperature charm on the mug and the warm sensation in his chest gets stronger.

He raises the cup to his nose, inhaling the comforting aroma of coffee before taking a sip. It’s not quite the taste of home, but it’s close. He nods appreciatively.

Then before he can stop himself he’s making an offer, accent a hint thicker than he typically tries to control, “I’ll have to make you a cup the way I had growing up sometime. This is good though.”

Theo doesn’t have time to backtrack or change his mind before your smile is turning softer. “Yeah, I’d like that.”

To hide the flushing of his cheeks, he quickly downs the rest of the liquid and hands the mug back. For maybe the first time ever he’s glad Binns decides now is the perfect time to begin the monotonous period.

Out of the corner of his eye he sees you put the mug back in your bag, soft smile still on your face. And maybe Theo doesn’t hate this class as much as he thought he did.

Over the following weeks, Theodore does the unthinkable: he looks forward to bloody History of Magic, just for the opportunity to chat with you before class.

His friends share looks at breakfast as he starts leaving earlier and earlier each Monday and Wednesday, hoping to get even just a bit of extra time with you. Because he’s too nervous to ask you to hang out. And he cannot for the life of him figure out why.

He’s Theodore Nott. The stoic, level headed and lusted after Slytherin. Right? He makes people nervous. He flusters pretty girls. So what the bloody hell is going on?

He’s never, not once in his 5 years at Hogwarts, ever considered the possibility that someone could do this to him. Let alone a stupid, pretty Hufflepuff boy with a gentle, excited smile that’s way too eager to mingle with a snake. But somewhere in his gut Theo knows he’d be devastated if the other boy stopped.

And that terrifies him.

One morning after several weeks of sitting together, you once again drop your books onto the desk with the theatrics Theo’s come to expect from you. He subconsciously finds himself perking up at the sound just before you start chattering away, something he’s also grown almost fond of. He likes that you tend to fill the space he’d otherwise find awkward or tedious in conversation, seemingly undeterred by his often quiet nature. And he’s more than happy to just listen to you and bask in your welcoming presence.

This time you’re talking about the History of Magic exam coming up in a couple weeks and your lack of a study partner, something that instantaneously catches Theo’s attention.

“Yeah, my usual study buddy bailed on me, the nerve,” you laugh. “So now I’m on the hunt for a new one…”

Theo’s heart rate picks up as you trail off, there’s no way you’re going to say what he’s hoping you will. Right? There’s no way he’s that lucky. Hell, there’s no way someone like you would want to be around him outside sitting next to each other in the worst class offered at Hogwarts. He’s pretty sure you have less controversial friends to ask than a brooding Slytherin whose best mate is the son of Voldemort, for fucks sake—

His internal pity party is cut short by you looking at him almost… nervously?

“Would you maybe be free to, I dunno, study together some time next week? It’s cool if you’re not, I just thought—well, I’m not sure what I thought—other than that I would offer,” your question starts to shift into a ramble and your cheeks flush as you seem to realize it. Meanwhile, Theo’s heart has stopped and his breath catches in his throat. He has to hold himself back from shouting a thrilled “Yes!”

He clears his throat, desperately clinging to his composure. “Yeah, sure, I could make that work. When did you have in mind?”

Theo feels nearly sick with nerves as he sits at the Central Hall fountain outside of the library waiting for you. He was at least 15 minutes early, mostly because Enzo said he would hex him if he kept pacing around the dorm room like he had been for the prior half hour. His foot taps anxiously in a way he is not used to. He's no stranger to stress, but this is on a different level. All he's going to be doing is go over the most boring aspects of wizarding history with you for a couple hours and here he is, worried he's going to end up in the Hospital Wing with heart palpitations. He takes a deep, shaky breath as he looks up at the snoring dragon mural above the library. Just breathe you idiot!

“Hey Theo, sorry I'm late. My dormmate would not shut up.” He hears your voice before he sees you, his head turning to follow the sound. And he tries to keep the surprise off his face at hearing you call him Theo instead of Nott like you had been since that afternoon in the Three Broomsticks. “You ready for the most exciting next couple hours of your life?” Oh, and what he wouldn't do to see that teasing little grin on your face more—

“Ready,” he stands from the fountain bench, following behind you through the heavy wooden doors of the library.

He walks half a step behind you as you weave your way through the tables and shelves, finding a relatively remote spot in the already quiet space. For maybe the first time in—your friendship? Theo hopes that's what you two are at least—the entire time he's known you, your set your books down without the slam.

You must have noticed the look he was giving you because you smirk. “I don't just go throwing books when you're not around. And close your jaw, you'll catch lacewing flies.”

Theo lightly bites on his lip as he sits next to you at the table, your shoulders almost touching. You flip the massive textbook open and pull a couple quills and parchment from your bag as you settle in to go over the material.

There’s a feeling of familiarity with you that Theo wasn’t anticipating. Conversation comes more naturally than when he’s spoken with you before class and he realizes he really, really likes spending time with you. There’s no bickering like there is with Matt and Enzo, no snarky comments thrown around for laughs. It’s peaceful and warm.

He feels like that around you a lot, he realizes, warm. Comfortable. His arm brushes against yours.

Theo and you spend the next couple hours working through the exam material, interspersed with getting to know each other. He listens to you ramble about your favorite classes this term, your friends—anything you’re willing to tell him, he wants to drink it all in.

Neither of you seem to notice how close you’ve gotten to each other until he can feel your breath on his face and that warmth that seems to radiate off of you. Then, you’re getting closer.

There in the back of the library, Theo’s world comes to a standstill as you gently press your lips against his, his heart threatening to pound out of his chest. It takes him a couple seconds to regain his senses before moving his lips back against yours, losing himself in the kiss.

He notices you taste like earl grey which blends with the woody scent of your cologne in an intoxicating mixture. Much too soon for his liking you’re pulling back and he has to stop himself from whining at the loss of contact.

His eyes flutter open to find you haven’t gone far. In the silence he thinks about how pretty your eyes are and maybe—no, definitely—that’s his new favorite color.

“Was that okay?” your voice is just above a whisper.

Theo just leans forward and recaptures your lips in another kiss. First his mind swirls with this is what kissing is supposed to feel like. He’s dumbfounded that it really can feel like fireworks and it’s not just some sappy bullshit made for the romance novels Pansy and Daphne read.

Then it all comes crashing down.

The next thing he feels is dread. Overwhelming, overpowering dread. He can’t quite place why, but it’s there. And suddenly he’s pulling away from your lips like he’s been burned.

He sees the shock on your face, but before he starts to apologize or explain, his father’s voice is itching in the back of his mind. He steps back.

Your voice saying his name is muffled by the ringing in his ears and your concerned expression is taken over by that all too familiar disappointed look in his father’s eyes. He runs away, feeling more like a coward than he’s ever felt in his life.

And the worst part is he knows he’s leaving you alone, confused and hurt. But he does it anyway.

After wandering the corridors of the castle for the better part of 10 minutes, lost in thought, he finds himself in front of the music room. Like his body instinctively knew where he needed to be. He pushes the door open, relieved to find it empty. The wooden stairs creak as he walks up. He sits on the rug by the piano, hugging his knees to his chest.

Theo is alone in the music room not 20 minutes before Mattheo finds him. A bloodhound that boy. Or maybe he just knows Theo too well.

“Your little badger sent me.” Mattheo eases down onto the rug next to him, close enough for his knee to lightly graze Theo’s thigh. “He was freaking out like the world was ending or he kicked your cat or something. Didn’t know where to find you, but he did find Berk and I in the Astronomy tower. So I said I’d take care of it, you’re welcome.”

Theo just hums in acknowledgment.

“So…did he actually kick your cat or what?”

Theo shakes his head.

“Well it must have been pretty bad since you came here. Haven’t seen you hiding out here since, well—” his mum died. Mattheo doesn’t have to finish his sentence, they both know.

A long breath he didn’t realize he was holding breaks out in a sigh as his eyes shut. The soft enchanted piano music is the only sound for a moment as he wills away the emotions threatening to surface. “I don’t know, maybe the world is ending.”

A couple more beats of quiet. “Wanna talk about it?” He knows deep down it’s a question Matt will respect the answer to. And he briefly debates turning him down, but something compels him to slowly nod.

“He—we kissed.”

“Was it bad?”

“No.”

Mattheo nods as he considers the response he was given. “So the problem was that it was good?”

“Yes? No? Maybe?”

“That’s kinda dodging the question, mate.”

Theo groans, “I don’t know, okay?” He runs his fingers through his hair. “I just— cazzo! This is wrong, isn’t it? Feeling like this?”

“Theo—”

“I can’t feel this way for another guy. My father would disown me and it’d ruin my life. I’m supposed to marry a pureblood witch and produce an heir and—”

Before Theo has time to stop him or even process what’s happening, Mattheo is grabbing him by the face and pressing their lips together, and that same fluttering sensation is back. It’s not as strong and thrilling as kissing you, Theo’s not sure that’s even replicable, but it still feels nice in a way none of his previous kisses have been. Where he was going through the motions for some reason even he didn’t understand. But no, once again he can understand why people would want to do this.

Then as quick as he was pulled in, his best friend is pulling away, silently observing him for a moment.

“Did the world end?”

“…No.”

“Then what’s the problem?”

They sit staring at each other as Theo’s brain struggles to formulate a response.

“Matty, I—” he hesitates like this is going to be what destroys their friendship, “I don’t think I’m…straight.”

“I didn’t think you were.”

And something about the way he says it makes Theo feel better. Like he’s not being judged or ridiculed for feeling this way. Like it’s something natural. A no-brainer, boring fact of life. Theo thinks he might cry.

Instead he leans forward and connects their lips again, just briefly. And part of him knows Mattheo can feel the underlying sadness and fear in it. But when they pull apart once again, neither of them comment on it. A weight feels like it's been lifted off him.

“I think,” Theo pauses as he debates speaking about this out loud for the first time, like it will make it real. “I think I haven’t really felt like myself since my mum...y'know?” He says it like it’s a question, but they both know the truth. “I know it’s been 2 years, I should be fine. But I’m not.”

Mattheo, who had been quietly listening, speaks. “I don’t know Theo…I’ve barely heard you talk about her since you came back to school third year. Have you talked about it to anyone? Hell, have you let yourself grieve?”

“I…I don’t know how. My father stopped mentioning her after the funeral and—he barely acknowledged she was even gone.” He pulls his knees back up to his chest. “I miss her.”

He feels the comforting warmth of Matt’s hand on his shoulder blade. And the gentle touch of his thumb across his cheek, wiping a tear away is the first indication that he’s started to cry. He quickly sniffles in an attempt to stop the tears, but it doesn't work. If anything, it just makes them fall faster. He tucks his head down, forehead against his knees. Mattheo's hand gently rubs his back as they sit in silence as he cries. He's grateful Matt doesn't try to help by speaking, the gentle piano filling his ears like a warm hug after being lost in the cold for days with no reprieve.

The silent sobs eventually slow, his body no longer shaking from the force of them. And weirdly, he feels better. He’s spent his whole life being told that men don’t cry, especially pureblood wizards of their status, so when the weight comes off his chest he’s shocked at how easy it is to just breathe.

He pulls his head up to look at Matt, who isn’t looking directly at him but keeps his hand on Theo’s back. A soft murmured, “thanks,” passes his lips and causes the curly haired boy to return his attention to him. Mattheo doesn’t comment on how red and tear-stained his eyes are, much to Theo’s relief.

“You good, mate?”

“Yeah, I think so.”

Mattheo hesitates before speaking again, ��you don’t have to listen to me, cause what do I know, but I think you should talk to him.” Theo thinks back to you, how lost and hurt you looked when he ran from the library and he sighs.

“When did you get so wise?”

Mattheo shrugs, “we’ve all had to grow up pretty fast…you’re my best mate Theo. It sucks seeing you like this, y'know?” He lightly nudges Theo’s shoulder, “kinda ruins the vibe.”

Theo can’t help but chuckle, “you’re an idiot.”

“And here I thought I was wise.”

“I was wrong, you’re fully a dumbass.”

“Nah, that’s Enz. But seriously, talk to him. We’re all tired of you pretending this isn’t something you want, whether you realize it or not.”

Theodore reluctantly nods, “fine. Fine, you’re right. I think I like my, what did you call him? Little badger?”

Mattheo grins and shifts away from Theo, looking a bit too happy for a man that just watched his friend cry over a crush.

“What are you so cheery about?” Theo raises an eyebrow as Mattheo gets up to return to the Astronomy Tower.

Mattheo throws a smirk over his shoulder as he lingers at the top of the stairs, “Enzo owes me a hundred galleons.”

“Wait! You two idioti bet on this?!”

Despite feeling somewhat better after his talk with Matt, Theo avoids you for the rest of the week. Come Wednesday morning, he’s sliding into the seat next to Mattheo in History of Magic, ignoring Enzo’s annoyed “Hey!” in protest and Mattheo’s side-eye.

He doesn’t turn around to see the disappointed look on your face as your books softly thunk on the desk behind him where you two usually sat. But he doesn’t miss the lack of usual flair the sound has. His heart aches.

“Riddle said you’d be in here.”

Your voice breaks through Theodore’s thoughts, pulling his eyes toward you walking up the steps and over to him.

He'd been finding himself coming back to the music room over and over again since he started avoiding you. He wasn't entirely sure why, maybe he just wanted to stop the dull ache of loneliness in the absence of you. He pushes the thought out of his mind.

You settle down on the rug next to him, jarringly similar to the position he'd been in with Mattheo a week ago. Only you were further away, and while he couldn't blame you, he hated it.

“Sorry for kissing you so suddenly, I just—I’d been wanting to for like a month and I guess I was hoping you wanted it too. I didn’t mean to scare you off.”

He quickly shakes his head, “no, don’t apologize, it was—I liked it. I’m sorry for running off like that. I think I got…overwhelmed. I didn’t exactly know I was, y’know, into guys before…you.” He forces it out despite his embarrassment, cheeks a light shade of pink.

You look at him with a small, somewhat sad smile, “it’s fine. Kinda reminds me of that day we properly met in Hogsmeade. You ran then too.” You pause briefly before adding, “and don’t worry about it, this is new for me too.”

Theo flushes more intensely at the memory as you turn your head to look around the music room. “I don’t think I’ve ever been in here before. Riddle had to give me directions...Why here?”

His mouth goes dry as he stares at you. “My, uh, my mum used to play the piano. She tried to teach me, but I couldn’t fully get it before…” he trails off for a moment before pushing past it, “I come here to feel close to her.”

A look of realization passes over your face, “oh, I—I’m sorry.”

“It’s okay. I don’t really like to talk about it.”

A hesitant hand reaches out to rest on his knee. He didn’t even realize he’d relaxed his legs down from his chest.

“We don’t have to talk about it, Teddy—”

He gasps at the nickname, soft and filled with raw emotion. “I want to.”

“She was… the only person I felt truly got me, before Mattheo at least. And she uh, she used to call me Teddy. So since she—” he hesitates, the finality of it all hitting him at once like it’s the first time he heard the news all over again, “since she died, I haven’t let anyone call me that.”

He sees the way your eyes soften further, but it’s not from pity, like he’d come to expect from the topic, no, it’s deeper than that. It’s empathy. “I didn’t know,” your voice is quiet, like you’re about to apologize, but truthfully that’s the last thing he wants. So he keeps speaking.

“She would have loved you.” His hand shifts to rest over yours, still on his leg. “She would have loved how…happy you make me. So, I want you to call me Teddy, please.” It comes out a bit more desperate than he intended, but when did anything ever go as planned when it came to you?

But you don’t run. You don’t look at him in disgust for showing emotion. You just nod with a soft, “okay Teddy.”

And god, that fluttering sensation is back. A small smile tugs on his lips; before he knows it he’s leaning forward, needing to be closer, as close as you’ll possibly let him. And this time, without any guilt or shame or fear, he kisses you.

And he feels like he’s drowning. Drowning in your lips, in your scent, in you. Like water filling his lungs, it burns so sweet. Surrender to the unknown, letting his lingering heartache and worries about his father’s expectations go until all that’s left is you.

It’s pure bliss.

As your lips move together in sync, his body heats up and he finds himself craving more. He’s just received a taste, but he can already tell he’s going to be insatiable; the need to devour you, to become one with your very essence, is overwhelming. But he doesn’t run away. He pushes deeper.

He feels your hand cupping his face, almost to steady yourself from falling over as his tongue brushes against your lips, begging, pleading for mercy. Like he’ll fall apart if you don’t let him explore every inch of you. Your lips part.

Tongues dancing together, he pushes you down until your back hits the rug, his torso hovering over yours as his hands on either side of you hold him up. Your fingers caress his cheek, touch featherlight.

The kiss lasts until neither of you can breathe, parting only to gasp and pant, inches from each other’s face. You suddenly laugh, a sweet sound that rivals the room’s quiet piano in its beauty.

“You’re still here,” your eyes search his, like you’re trying to find doubt in them, but there is none. He wants to kiss you like that for the rest of his life.

“I don’t think I’m scared anymore.”

Your arms coming up to wrap around his neck and pull him back into another kiss catches him off guard, but he melts into it like his body was made to meld with yours. It’s soft and sweet and feels like home.

The next morning at breakfast, you’re sitting next to him like you belong at the Slytherin table, at his side and getting acquainted with his friends. Enzo’s in the middle of asking you for details on which Hufflepuffs have the best weed when Draco comes over and sits down, an apprehensive look on his face. “I suppose this is something you just expect us to get used to?”

“Yes.” It’s Mattheo who speaks, grabbing a bit of toast off Draco’s plate and taking a bite. “He makes Theo happy, he’s one of us now as far as I’m concerned.”

Enzo pipes up from beside him, “I’ll do anything to never have to listen to Theo hopelessly pine like that ever again.”

Draco huffs and as Theo’s about to say something, he hears you laugh softly next to him as your hand gently squeezes his thigh. “Just gonna have to live with some yellow brightening your mornings, Malfoy.” The other two boys snicker at the defeated look on Draco’s face and start to tease him that he’s just jealous Nott grew a pair and managed to ask someone out. But Theo barely notices.

He presses a kiss to your temple, heart fluttering as you grin up at him and for the first time in a long time, he’s happy.

#theodore nott #theo nott #theodore nott x male reader #theo nott x male reader #slytherin boys #enzo berkshire #mattheo riddle #x male reader #mattheo riddle x theodore nott #a lil bit of #mattheo riddle x enzo berkshire #if you squint #bisexual #gay #mykie fics

122 notes · View notes