#gadzooksposting

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my brain @ me the second I smoke weed:

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oh my god all these fucking gut punches in this one song??? thibking about him & throwing up

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this is like being in the top whatever% of caleb listeners for bitches who don't have spotify

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since i still have this tab open i will say it's EXTREMELY funny when just seeing the lyrics to something in print there's such a disconnect between that and the actual experience of hearing it like

the song: nightmarish, evokes the feelings of being hunted or of a demonic possession, if you're too high you'll be like "i've GOTTA GET OUT OF HERE!!!" (but in a good way)

genius:

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agh it's going to drive me fucking crazy knowing that 1 and 2 were like written and intended as one album but split just because of the restrictions of what you can fit on vinyl and that "the last song on the first album is really the last song of both I just wanted to end the first one with it" like please. hi. one quastion. WHAT WOULD THE SONG ORDER BE IF IT WERE JUST 100% AT YOUR DISCRETION???

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he's the only one who gets it.....

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this won't come back is truly such a song of all time that unless I'm sitting in the dark with my eyes closed focusing on nothing else I won't even listen to more than the first 5 mins of it

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it all makes sense bow.. little lion DOES belong before this won't come back

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ok I can't listen to an interview w/o taking notes for myself apparently so

no volume 3!! 1&2 are it!@ its meant to be one album essentially & "the last song on the first album is really the last song on both albums" I FUCKING KNEWWWWW it not literally but like it has thay feeling. explains why I always felt like it felt so much more more An Ending than croc killers 1. bcus it is!! & also said that the gadzooks series was at least somewhat inspired as a response to the reception of the mother stone in a doubling down on the criticism way & thats why there's "20 minutes of nonsense" because "people say a song needs to be this or what or whatever & j think that's not true". you were so right bestie. stick it to them.

& wrt writing the album during finch: there was a lot of stuff left over that i couldn't put into the film that went into the music. & ok the podcast format is actually really good bcus he's refuted all this shit that was written in other interviews lmao like tms was NOT an accumulation of all the stuff he's been writing since 18 & no he doesn't ever bring an instrument to set. & other interviews had talked about him discovering the Beatles as a teenager as an influence but in this one he said he remembers it ar 8 & his mom said he was like 5 or 6. he DOESNT consider his music psychedelic???? he days psychedelic to him is more "something with a theremin" idk if im spelling that right..I thought there WAS a theremin on these???? losing my mind. & he said it's annoying how people are always trying to figure out what drug was behind it when it's just natural to him & like imagination. felt. I always assumed there weren't actually drugs involved but I can see how the boring "lol what we're they smoking when they made that" type of people would get thatbinpression.

ok this part I just have to like transcribe where he was saying how he doesn't realize how many different voices he goes through in songs until reading what other people say "oh yeah I guess they do change pretty quick I guess there are a a lot of parts in the song hm. I guess things don't come back yknow sometimes." SO THATS WHERE THE TITLE COMES FROM!!!

WHAT THE FUCK OK "after infinished the film I was working on in Australia i had a lot left over thatbi poured into an album called bag of rabbits that im not sure will ever see the light of day" album written during nitram??? pleeeeease release jt please I am on my hands & knees. ok I thibkntheyre just talking abt acting now so I'm ending this post but. great podcast

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my mom when a caleb song is playing: so now who is this?

me:

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dug out the aux for my big headphones to plug then into my record player for the first time & 20 mins later I can confidently say this is how this won't come back is absolutely meant to be heard.. it peels back the layers

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bro I need to PAINT I can't still be working on the gadzooks vol 1 series by the time vol 2 is out

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section of acrylic painting i did at 16 and forgot about until rediscovering it at my parents house recently / oil painting from last year