#gabe talks

[fields-of-elation]

lmaoo i spotted II pulling up his mask to drink something and i didnt have enough storage to make a clip of it

[mrgabel]

This made my day @grantairescurls 🤭

[starangel969]

⭑ we did it! On Tuesday I finally passed my anatomy exam - and now am one step closer to becoming a healer in real life!

am really grateful for every person being there for me, especially during my mental breakdowns. And - what is surprising for me - am grateful to myself. This wasn't easy, but I made it. I'm here

better hide, cause this girl's starting second year of medical studies soon!

[starangel96]

Medical university is a very serious thing for very serious people

there is no place for those who fill their notes with gnomes

and snails, I can't get over how cool are those to doodle

of course if I was a person doodling during lectures, who I am not, considering how serious person I am

very serious student. Future doctor. Take notes

[matamorose]

I feel so self conscious about posting nothing but the really salacious stuff to my ao3. Guys I swear I’m a competent writer who can comprehend/interact with this media like an intelligent adult but all that’s suitable to publish/isn’t wildly too personal is uhhhh NC-17. One day I will finish one of my serious fics and then let it see the light of day but they’re all getting away from me 😭 The only completed drafts I have are the little oneshots

[the-station-doctor]

🐰🌟🎀: mainly just a test, but he came out well soo

[420sadnoodles]

What if I made my own Oscar Wilde/ Gothic lit discord server. Who would join

[crwndsprkzy]

when i am just some other teenager because my source is a high school chat fic

[starangel96]

sweet, pure but at the same time really intelligent guy, with "world is a wonderful place to live and experience and we should protect all innocent people from harm (and spare those not so innocent)" attitude. Bonus points if he's a blondie and his name begins with "A"

do you ever become obsessed with a character and you just go "of fucking course its that one" at yourself because you are so incredibly predictable

[lettucefather]

GABV1EL WEEK YIPPEEEE

Day 1: SPAR / WIRES / VOICE

[numbuh424]

the longing looks Aziraphale gives Crowley after seeing Beelzebub and Gabriel get together... his eyes just scream "I want that for us too" and it's ruining me

[fields-of-elation]

"Descending" is one of the songs I don't listen to that often but I just did and it kicked me in the shin.

To me, this song appears to be about being too far gone to be helped (and in Vessel's case, having turned to Sleep when everybody was not paying attention).

Sort of a "post-mortem" cry of help. People suddenly coming back when it's too late even though help has been asked for before.

"You come crawling back to me / But I'm already underground / And we all know that talk is cheap / So come on and save me now"

The last line in this paragraph almost sounds spiteful, sarcastic. They weren't here, maybe they can help now that it's too late anyway, which the next part of the chorus reinforces:

"And you wonder what I believe /But you don't wanna be around /So what would you do for me? / Yeah, what would you do for me?"

Asking "what would you do for me" twice to reinforce what in fact those people would do to help anyway? Talk is cheap, where is the action? They don't wanna be around anyway.

Okay and finally, the pre-chorus which made my inner third eye open:

"And I won't let you fall / I've been left no choice/ Don't you see that?"

Going back to Vessel, he has been left no choice but to turn to Sleep to deal with whatever pain he is dealing with. The "I won't let you fall" is sort of ambiguous to me. It could be Sleep, it could be Vessel talk to the third person in that context. Or, the entire pre-chorus is Sleep talking to Vessel that they had no choice but to do what they did.

Those are my two cents on that song which made me appreciate a whole lot more, feel free to add your thoughts!

[mrgabel]

Also, had a pleasant time with my family! Upon coming back home I was just swamped with work and can't believe how fast the weeks have gone by. But now, finally, I have a short time to take a breath and have some free time (on my birthday even! hihi).

[starangel969]

⭑ this whole "annual trading game" is obviously not only about WoW OCs...

Mint Song by -_-MintS-_-

Bernadetta by Hessen

Esme by Ksedehery

Tall chicken by HersheyTheWolf

Zion by zirario

Frost by Puzzel12

Braveliver by juppiterSMASH

am still not 100% satisfied, there are still revenges I should’ve done, still some bookmarked OCs, but considering the fact that I had internship in hospital in July, I think that the progress in comparison to previous year is massive - and I admit that!

I know that for some people ArtFight is an opportunity to experiment and that’s really cool, but I’ve realised that I’m more of "take what you’ve learned and make the best of it” type of person. Sticking to routine and my artstyle helps me with being more efficient and not getting stressed, but having fun instead

also - never ever work on your OCs reference sheets till the last days of June. It may burn you out easily. At least a couple days of break right before the event helps a lot

what else? I think am boosted now. I've missed drawing my characters, so I hope to jump into that with new motivation. And who knows - maybe this year's experience will finally make me to open commissions...

[starangel96]

Considering completely surprising amount of notes on this one, I've decided to elaborate further

I'm 20, so it's logical that I wasn't playing this game since the beginning. However, it was with me in my childhood - thanks to my amazing Uncle. He allowed me to watch as he was playing along with his friends and sometimes even to fly around Stormwind on a gryphon. Totally amazing experience for a tiny girl

You can imagine my childhood plays - acting as if I am able to transform into a bird and fly, or casting amazing spells to eliminate the enemy. I've promised myself, that I totally need to play this game when I'll be old enough

And it has happened. Finally, I was able to understand what all those spells, and birds, and gryphons were about. I was slowly getting to know Arthas, and Illidan, and Maiev, and Khadgar, and I loved it

Thanks to fanfiction about this game, I've met a bunch of amazing people and discovered my passion toward RPG-s. I improved in drawing and writing thanks to constant need of illustrating life of my beloved characters. I also found raid music surprisingly motivating in matter of workout

I’ve grown deeply fond of Ulsea. It may be stupid, but she's been around for 6 years and experienced with me major events of my teenage years. By her story, I was able to work out my own issues and struggles

Not so long ago, I finally started to speak more in our Guild's discord server. It turned out that there's another bunch of amazing people and they like me, despite the difference in age and experience. Full of laugh and so opened and helpful, even in matters not connected to WoW. Being a part of this group boosts my self-esteem and makes me feel better with myself

And last but not least, my first interaction with my Boyfriend happened mostly thanks to us both knowing this game. Despite the fact that it's just the beginning of this new chapter in my life, I can't wait where it'll take me. Actually, where it’ll take both of us

I know this game is not perfect, the story is definitely not the peak of fiction, and devs surely aren't angels. But Azeroth is, in some ways, my second home, place of comfort and good memories. And I'm forever grateful for that

[matamorose]

I feel most days like I’m trying to hand-rehabilitate a badly traumatized animal when it comes to myself.

This isn’t even an angst post, I’m thrilled beyond words that I think maybe– maybe!– I can get to the school in NY I was supposed to go to originally. I’ve been trapped in the Midwest for years lmao and I got here by basically an accident.

I keep joking that I’ll never break myself of the urge to just run away by night– I don’t think I ever will, sincerely. But this isn’t running away if I can swing it, it’s finally getting something and somewhere that I really really wanted.

I feel as if I’m cursing myself by confessing to it aloud but I think it can work. I think I can allow myself to be tentatively hopeful, even if not outright celebratory.