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spoondrifts · 8 days ago

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i'm reading "ace: what asexuality reveals about desire, society, and the meaning of sex" by angela chen and although it's really nothing i didn't already know, it's making me feel. some kind of way. validated, i suppose? i guess like. i know, intellectually, that it's fine to experience little to no sexual or romantic attraction, and i have no issue accepting that in others and believing their self identification immediately, but i haven't really internalized that. it's fine for Me. to not want those things either, at all. i always have to couch it in some caveat about liking things in certain contexts, or being indifferent about this or that act, or liking smthn in theory vs reality, but i can't ever bring myself to just say "no i don't want to do that, i have no desire for it, i wouldn't be disappointed if i never did it again." when i'm in any kind of committed relationship, i always start passively wishing it'll just peter out into lukewarm friendship on its own and the other person will end it, to our mutual relief—or the overwhelming anxiety i get when someone tries to define our relationship as anything but friends. which is awful and unfair to the other person, i know, but i didn't really recognize it as an aroace thing until reading this book. i've always had a hard time with my "for thee and not for me" mindset, but i haven't been able to look it in the eyes as actively dysfunctional and amatonormative until now and it's kinda making me want to throw up and die

#ugh. ughhhhfhhhh #UGHHHHHHHH #how to tell ur situationship qpp person that you need the intensity of this whole relationship to be scaled massively back before you freak #out and bolt like a skittish horse #fuuuuck my life #exeunt: bay #asexual #aromantic #aroace #queer

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heesimp · 1 month ago

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https://www.tumblr.com/w2enha/764459326641471489/p-jongseong-nsfw-audio-%E1%B6%BB

ok all things funny but THIS AUDIO? I love audios too but sometimes i feel like their voices don't match but this is 100% jay recording

(+ thinking about sending you a short headcanon every day/night😋)

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oh wow that’s…yeah.

I wish it was longer because I kept picturing jay sinking his cock into his gf for the first time 💔 I firmly believe he’d lose his shit and fuck her as if he’ll never have sex again and it ends up being amazing for the both of them.

I encourage you sending headcanons and any other things you wish…maybe even more audios if you feel so inclined to. :)

#ask #fuuuuck my life #jay fucks his gf for the first time in missionary #missionary is hot idc it’s not boring if you do it right #🍓 anon #audio

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one-winged-dreams · 8 months ago

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Got confirmation today that the back pain IS scoliosis 😔

#fuuuuck my life #she was like 'lift your shirt' and then 'yep' in like 5 seconds flat

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jakowskis · 8 months ago

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i wanna watch s3 (+ s4) for completionism's sake but part of me doesn't rlly want to ;-; actually i almost feel more willing to watch s4 more than s3?? mostly cuz i literally cannot bare the thought of seeing the hub without tosh n owen in it like i find that so distressing. help

#sss #😭#u kno how ppl refused to watch once ianto died #thats how i feel but w tosh n owen gkdkgkf #but i wanna see s3!! but also i dont!!#this is a particular pickle as a writer #like lowkey if i wasnt i'd probs just not watch it for a while. if ever #but i want the additional insight into the characters for writing purposes #fuuuuck my life #txt

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yunafire · 30 days ago

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Me after writing the smuttiest thing ever and... Not... Having... Inspiration... For fic. At all. After.

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#ugh I hate this vibe #have so many ideas and I can brainstorm and dream the perfect fic #but actually too burnt out to write anything??#Fuuuuck my life #about me af

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the-ash-holio · 7 months ago

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Welp.... I bricked my laptop -___- luckily I got everything backed up on a portable hard drive before I sent it off for repair.... and then found out the repair is going to be TWICE WHAT I FKING PAID FOR IT???? The rep literally said "this is outragous. I'm sorry. Just get a new computer lol)

So yeah, I'm getting another new laptop, and learned the hard way that a little liquid spill really IS a huge problem. All I'm hoping for is that my sims data transfers over properly. Not even the money I'm going to have to drop on another computer.... I CAN'T LOSE THAT GAME DATA. I will fucking die.

#FUUUUCK MY LIFE #sims 4 #ts4 #I'm never having liquids within a 10 foot radius of electronics again

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termagax · 11 months ago

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ANON

#GIIIIIIIIIIIIIIRLLLLLLLLLLLLLL YOU ARE TRYING TO KILL ME #p. piglet...#fuuuuck my life

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jesschalamet · 15 days ago

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They’re so hot, good lord 😮‍💨

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sholmeser · 4 months ago

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anyone else feeling soooooo awesome and normal

#replaying zero escape worst decision of my life never do this #quark ending..............................ohmygod.#'a quark is a really really small thing and i was really really small too' FUUUUCK MY ENTIRE LIFEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE #junpei tenmyouji #quark vlr #zero escape #myne #this is what i mean when i say junepei is totally rooted in gender roles and they subvert those because of the other #but. that will take far far too long to talk about. so i will not. for now.

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houndfaker · 1 year ago

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is forever enough, is forever enough

#persona 3 #p3 #p3p #minako arisato #femc #hamuko arisato #kotone shiomi #aigis #hamugis #arena au #quinn moment #quinn drawings #my tumblr + twitter oomfs i hope you love seeing me crosspost my bullshit #did u knoooow they make me feel normal #shout out to atlas for permanently ruining my brain saying lullaby by the chicks is a hamugis song FUUUUCK MY LIFE

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spaciebabie · 11 months ago

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would smash leshy

#spacie spoinks #was only a matter of time not sorry #i thought leshy was a girl at first and b/c of that was very attractive 2 me #i found out leshy was a boy and was like ''aww :('' and the emotions fizzled out but now they're back again #leshy.....hmmm #i want 2 have a one night stand w/him and have it be the best night of my life. never 2 be replicated again.#we go our separate ways and never talk again #where was that one anon that was like: oh so you're favorite characters are yellow or green or something #leshyyyyy #i wanna squish him #i would do crazy things 2 leshy dude #man. why would bamsara do this 2 me #constant intriguing ship posting and now i wanna bang a leaf monster . okay.#so stupid #my life is already ruined w/springtrap I DONT NEED ANOTEHR GREEN MAN IN MY SKULL!!!!!!!!!#houuugh springtrap.....man....im thinking about him again...........#euaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahghgggg #fuuuuck man #two of them. in the microwave that is my mind #going round and round #they're both awful #anf very. sexy.#UGH!! WHATEVER!!!!!!!!!!!!

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loafbud · 6 months ago

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no fucking way……..

#THEY JUST BECAME FRIENDS HOURS AGO WHAT THE FUUUUCK #HE’S THE ONLY FRIEND THEY HAVE RN BECAUSE #I HAD DELETED ALL MY 17 MIIS TO GIVE ALL THEIR RELATIONS A NEW START #BEFORE RE-ADDING THEM TO THE GAME #tomodachi life #loafbud

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chaoticprussia · 4 months ago

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i hate him i hope he explodes. im not even tagging this. im just pathetic and im obsessed with this pathetic stupid gay man. fuck you.

GET OUT OF MY HEAD GET OUT OF MY HEAD

#me: yeah i gotta be respectful about the fucked up historical aspects of the lore #also me: AAAAUGHH HES GAY THE THIRD REICH IS FUCKING GAY IM GONNA HAVE A STROKE FUUUUCK #fuuuck i think the third reich is one of my comfort characters fucking hell man fuuuuuuck this is terrible fuuuck #what have i become #I SWEAR I CAN BE NORMAL #IM JUST HAVING A MOMENT #PLEASE DONT BURN ME AT THE STAKE #i promise im usually super normal about it #i am simply having a moment of weakness #FUCK MY STUPID BAKA LIFE #im so tired bro im gonna crumble to dust

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salemruinseverything · 9 months ago

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uuuughh i need better friends. only like 5 of the people i actually talk to are people i enjoy being around. all of the people i think are cool never talk to me fuck my liiiiiiiiiiiife

#this post goez out 2 rowan & everest who are the only 2 of those 5 who will see this i <3 u guys 🙏#also to all the cool mutuals i never talk to but who make my life better anyways pls help me increase that number /hj #salem's random thoughts #also fuuuuck i logged on to desktop tumblr 4 the first time in ages & my unfucker stopped working please help #i don't wanna endure the twitterification any longer i h8 it!!!!!!!!!!!!! it looks cramped!!!!!!!!!!! give the posts room to breathe!!!!!!1

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cameleonvermillon · 16 days ago

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range in special interests is so funny. Like four months ago a rape porn game took over my life to the point I refuse to think about anything else what do you mean im getting back into scooby doo

#i can recognize what episode a shaggy line is from by ear with 80% accuracy #i watched thw original series and movies so much as a kid and return to it throughout my life #I LOVE SCOOBY DOO FUUUUCK

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max-headroomfiles · 3 months ago

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Btw you guys my thoughts on the newest season of ghost files season three are.....

HOLY SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

That's all :]

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