#fuckin not looking forward to this
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It’s gonna be fucken wimdy.
#first cyclone for me#these normally hit far north queensland#not the SEQ#northeners are looking at us like that one meme#‘first time?’#fuckin not looking forward to this#not going to be fun#wish me luck
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Endure

#elden ring#elden ring midra#midra lord of frenzied flame#midra's manse#love everything about the boss#but I wanted 4 more phases#I loooooved how they characterized the very essence of frenzy#with graceful dance like moves#and lilting across the boss room#instead of some deranged beast#like at the very depths of frenzy it offers peace#the way he walks forward with his arms out during the one ff attack#so fuckin cool#bro stabbed me down the spine at least 12 times#didn’t go in having a plan but it turned into a colored line render for texture#the fabric was good fabric practice#and I looooove drawing eclipse black hole fire stuff#unfortunately the crop just looks cleaner
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Yeah, she’s a bitch, but she also has her iconic moments, let’s bffr
#queen shit#don’t get me wrong i’m looking forward to colin calling her out#but also#i fuckin love this#portia featherington#lady featherington#bridgerton#bridgerton season 3#polly walker#bridgerton gifs
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I Am so glad that my first time reading Dracula is through Dracula Daily and Re:Dracula. It is so immersive reading along with Mr. Harker, whose voice actor is incredible btw, all of them are!!!! Cannot recommend it enough
#like genuinely I get the creeps and I am on the edge of my seat!!!!!#it has also gotten me into a crapton of other email based books so thank you!!!#I am always so excited to receive that notification in the morning and it gives me something to look forward to after work#i do think this has genuinely rekindled my love for reading#dracula daily#re: dracula#also this book fuckin rocks??!!!#bram stoker dracula
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I BUILD MY PHYSICAL REALITY, WITH BRICKS IF NEED BE
#bakuspecial#happy pride! I am at all time full of rage#I draw my shit year round but this month. I get one pass. to do something more graphic-design-ish#this pride I am holding ur fucking hands okay. where I am is looking at a chance for significant changes#I'm just. looking forward to it. my body is my own. I look forward to making it home#Trans Fuckin Rights. that is my statement. thank you
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Ooghh just came up with a comic idea I'm excited about. As soon as I'm done with my commissions it's onnn
#it's about Dani being a fuckin idiot about their asexuality tho so don't get too excited 😊#it is pretty exciting to me tho lmao#shitpostery#look forward to it!#if you're into that
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this is so dumb but man. consistent qsmp streams were such a staple. i really leant on them to be consistent because everything else was so NON consistent. like i could cover more shifts unexpectedly or change plans as long as it didnt interfere with the whole . qsmp thing. obviously but it was easier for things to change because i knew i had an interest to fall back on happening ALL the time. and i always knew i could watch it.
technically nothings CHANGED the streams are still out there but going online and seeing whats happened while i was gone made it easier to go with the flow of so many fuckin things. now it feels like whenever something goes wrong i have nothing to hold onto.
#i know this sounds so stupid but it really stabilized me kjdsfk#like even streamers i didnt watch i could just drop in and BOOM seratonin. dopamine. nothing else matters#and its live so hey maybe i missed something i can go back and watch it AFTER the stream is over too#now its like im clawing at anything that comes out on a consistent basis so i can feel Normal and have things to look Forward to#again i know this is such a fuckin. lame ass problem to have?#idk i dont think im articulating this correctly#complaining
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#;;ooc: about the mun#misericorde vn#misericorde#ik I did this meme over on my main blog but I had to make one for here too; my love for Misericorde is fuckin immeasurable#obviously I can go on for waayyyy longer than 6 hours (and will continue to do so) lmao#I especially love the friends who've given the game a chance after letting me rant and rave about it (both ic and ooc)#and I'm looking forward to reading the final chapter aloud to said friends~ that's a really special thing to me#plus posting more content on my blog! I'm glad that people seem to enjoy my writing; theories; general screaming; etc
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Because I'm worth it, baby! <3
#Already finding out things I didn't previously know even just from a quick skim#I'm in fuckin' heaven I really am#And I'm looking forward to becoming a rabid Antarctic girlie too#<3#Personal#History#Historic Context#Franklin Expedition#Polar Exploration#Apsley Cherry Garrard#Gillian Hutchinson#National Maritime Museum
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trimax version of this drawing this means i officially gotta draw a tristamp version
the Stampede version as well
#art#my art#digital art#digital illustration#fanart#trigun#trigun maximum#trimax#trigun fanart#vash the stampede#truth b told i already started the tristamp version 💀#im like. almost done w the lineart i just gotta do his arm and gun and then ill b on color and then i gotta replicate the cover font#WHICH FUCKIN REMINDS ME!! trimax font was SO HARD!! i could not for the life of me find anything that looked similar enough i had to just#do it myself 😭😭#I DO NOT LIKE LETTERING I DO NOT LIKE IT I DONT!!#im conflicted abt how i feel abt it tbh like i like it but i feel like. i mean its close enuf. its fine.#i feel fine abt it.#anyways thats the post look forward to tristamp version if u like that
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[shaking the thespian by the shoulders] YOU ARE IMPOSSIBLE TO DRAW HGJKG
#chemi chats#trying my best out here but also this melty little shakespearean lie detector is fuckin IMPOSSIBLE HGKJ#im fond of the downturned face on their right (our left) he looks so sad :'] and the upturned face on her left (our right) is fun to draw!!#but the MELTING RAUGH HGKJG very difficult :'] i dont know how to draw the melty drops so it looks natural? bluhhh#i finished the empathy instead and he's not even being posted until the 10th hkgjg#im looking forward to concept!! at least i know how to draw her semi-consistently hgjkg#aight back to it rahgugjf
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Brit Floyd fit ft the fuckass leather jacket i got for £1 at a costume shop sale
#u actually kinda can not see most of the outfit details in this picture bc of the pose & jacket but its the only one i liked#i had like. 0 time between getting in from work and going back out again. pictures were not a priority#i picked the skirt bc it reminds me of the light show they put on. its so fucking cool#the jacket is super ripped up on one side n weathered n it goes SO hard. love this fuckin thing#nyxtalks#im looking forward 2 this concert#i am probably gonna drink too much for a work night
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just beat deltatraveler again.the whole thing start to finish because i accidentally fucked up my save. it was fucking awesome except for the streamer bait sans fight. that is actually a villainous thing to put into a pacifist run on the 3rd chapter
#deltatraveler#deltatraveler spoilers#i cheat engined thru the sans fight suck my dick I'm not doing that at 3 fucking am#as for the rest of the game - no notes. 10/10#kris actually talking was like an autism explosion for me omg it was so cool#the whole bed scene was so cooooooolllll I'm so looking forward to their reactions/interactions with the world around them#the dev team characterised them fuckin perfectly#yapping
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Deo, Deo, Wait Deo.
First of all, HII i love your comic!
And Second of all! What do you MEAN the "vampire hunter" is an "other"??? Was that in the comic? Did i forget about something??? This is very plausible, my memory is horrible. Do we actually know what's his deal? Or was it hinted and perhaps went over my head?? My eyes are wide open, filled with wonder, and ears are listening 👁️👁️
it's not any sort of canon moment you could have picked up on or something you could have missed, don't worry!
That relationship chart is sort of just a little bit of the "what's going on in my head while I'm writing" and a part of that is that to me, I see people like witches and vampire hunters as partially intertwined with the concept of the supernatural. They are human, but they are defined by their relationship to the supernatural, in a way that makes them almost something other than human.
so he is "other" because he's a vampire hunter. Whether this is due to bloodline, his book, some sense he developed or trained, or just a choice he made is up for interpretation, but that's why I marked him as such!
I would also likely mark Eleanor as half other for the same reason!
#I hope this makes sense HAHAHHA#also thank yo so much for reading I'm so glad you like my comic#and also thank you for the extremely fun question#I got TWO really good questions today I'm so excited about them uaughasjkgshakgshgjkas#seriously like looking forward to answering them all morning#anyways yeah much open to interpretation but that was at least my reasoning#I dont have time to update the chart with the new arcs and maybe a cleaner layout today cause I have plans with a friend soon but#yeah like my work hours are actuall just straight up 40 hours a week right now#cause for personal reasons I'm matching my bfs schedule exactly atm#so when he's at work I'm at work#probably healthier for me but also like uhh...#I have more than 40 hours of work every week#cause of fuckin WEBTOON!!!!#its ok its ok its ok#uhm. anyways#thank you so much for the question seriously#exciting and very fun#asks#yoshiintheweb
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i’m home !!
procedure went real well, everything was really smooth and almost as soon as they said, “you can count backwards if you want,” i don’t think i even said ten before i was suddenly in recovery and sipping some ginger ale.
honestly the worst part was the iv because they had to do it on the side of my wrist because apparently my veins are crooked ?? i just hate ivs anyway so that’s no surprise but other than that no complaints.
everyone was real nice and made sure i was well taken care of (my nurse even had me pee one more time before so she wouldn’t have to do a catheter which with my history…..thank you)
but yeah, i’ll have a follow up in about a month just to make sure everything’s good and the iud is doing its thing !!
i do have some cramping and bleeding but that’s normal, although a little funny because i literally just stopped my period yesterday but…oh well !! hopefully in a few months i won’t have hardly any so this we can handle and i hace some medicine (and my ~medicine) that’ll help so i’m all set.
mom had to go run some errands so my little recovery buddy is keeping me company. also, a moment of recognition for my new favorite shirt (thank you as always, Boss Dog Art; i’ve already got my eye on another one that says, “i think therefore i am against transphobia around the world” or something like that and it’s got a cool skeleton on it; this is my third shirt from them and they’re really comfy and good quality so not sponsored but check them out, they seem cool):


#It’s been a rough week leading up to this i’m not gonna lie#one of my neighbors was shooting on Sunday when i was in the pool#which i’m used to at this point#but for some reason i got triggered into a panic attack#and could not catch my breath#could not calm down for several minutes just scream crying#had to dunk my head underwater a few times and splash myself in the face#eventually i just buried my face in my towel and screamed cried until i physically had to stop#because i thought i was about to have a heart attack#so that wasn’t so chill#spent the rest of the day shaking#guess you just never know when it’s gonna hit!!#another plane has hit the ptsd towers#sorry#not for nothing though but the shooting stopped so there’s that#they probably thought someone had a fuckin’ ari aster movie turned up over here#nope just a mentally unstable bitch doing her best which clearly isn’t great but what can ya do!!#it was kinda funny though because i’ve been hesitant to go back out there since#but finally yesterday i had even worked longer the day before so i could really enjoy it#it had been sunny all day#no signs of rain#i’m ready to get some exercise in because i knew it might be a while#before i can again so i was really looking forward to a nice 30 minute run#damned if it didn’t start raining as soon as i got out there#and that was fine#i still ran a little got my water weights in#but the kicker was i looked at the weather on my phone and it looked like it was going to keep raining#so i said okay let me just go take a shower and settle in for the night#it didn’t rain and the sun came back out so oh well!#but point is…today went well and i’m doing okay and things could always be worse so no worries <3
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i think i might just like harems when theyre toxic af
#like none of that lets get along shit and have a fair fight#or we can all share one person and be friends still (even tho the jealousy is still present????)#everyone should be trying to sabotage each other (the lvl of harm varying on the characters personality)#and put a yandere (who will kill) in the group to keep everyone on their fuckin toes too#also i think i only like harems if i personally can select who is in it!#for example me being able to block out whitney in dol (at least for now) makes a huge difference#i dont wanna engage with every person cause theres always at least one guy who bothers me#i should decide who can stay and who isnt allowed in!#GAME IDEA right here if anyone is looking to try making a dating game but something “new”#the player can also select who is the “main bitch” who is the “mistress” and everyone else can be sides lmaoo#this affects the dynamics in the group#and the dialogue and stuff#like the main li should be a bit cocky or at least they and everyone should be aware that theyre on top so theyre not as easy to target...#tho the 2nd li might be able to be more forward#2nd li should also have the fact that theyre second place thrown in their face#lol im getting too detailed here!!#i would play the hell out of this if its done well and the best format would be text based in my opinion#since there would be so much branching....#there should be dating and stuff and affection lvl raising#and i think the yandere should be violent and there should be an optional toggle to let them kill ppl#if u dont keep them in check#My biggest peeve with harems is that its just a bunch of guys cockblocking each other#and shortening time i would like to spend with specific lis#its extremely frustrating when the guy i hate drags me away from who i want to be with#and have no option to tell them to fuck off#a game where i can pick and choose and tell ppl to leave would make such a difference#and its kinda wild that dol managed to like implement it and thats not even the main point of the game!#i could make a whole post about this actually#like i just want toxic reverse harem with actual thorough choices that affect the story and who i spend the most time with#i should be allowed to neglect ppl and have the game take not of it even if its on accident
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