#fuck mylife.

[backspacingmyself]

13/03/2024, 05.04

Another Ramadan where I'm still at home

[punk-rockrz]

[xiaq]

Hey friends. Got some really bad news about a close family member today. Fast-growing inoperable cancer sort of news. I imagine I may be doing quite a bit of companionable sitting/reading over the next couple of weeks. Can you please rec the softest of fic/books for me? I'm talking minimal angst, warm-mug-of-tea-on-a-cold rainy-day everyone-gets-a-happy-ending sort of reading. Fandom/genre is unimportant. I just need to be able to read them on my kindle.

Also if you're a praying/sending of good vibes sort of person, I'll take whatever you've got.

[goldiipond]

its impossible to comfortably listen to music outside the house tgese days my phone dosent even have a headphone jack and i think whoever made that decision should be hunted for sport. ihad to switch to this one when iwas like 17 and if you knew me and my mental state at 16 you may know that this change was less than a year off from piledriving me directly off the deep end

[cassandralexxx]

bro there is a lizard stuck inside the screens of my patio so my mom and I were trying to free him to the yard. Tell me why bro ran over my foot when trying to get away 😭😭😭

[flashdoesahundredyarddash]

Live reaction of man coming back to the age of tumblr after never posting in forever. (get a load of this guy!!) (featuring cameo of my hc Barry Allen design now new and improved. You guys will not believe it...)

[marinamar4]

I can swear to you that what happens here in Spain with politicians is not normal: one kills himself, another runs away, and the one who everyone, including his grandparents in their graves, asks to resign, does not resign.

[qwk]

i should be seeing texas chainsaw massacre at the theater right now

[tinogiehd]

he came home late. HE CAME HOME LATE!!!!! he came HOME late!!!!!!!!!!! HOME!!!!!! they were in la and HOME IS NOT A PLACE,,, HOME IS GEORGE BYEEEEEEE

HOME IS A PERSON NOT A PLACE

[makeitagoodoneeh]

Haven't had an infertility gut punch like that in awhile

Damnit, I'm probably going to cry again just writing it down. I thought it was just for a minute.

There are just... a lot of dads in my neighborhood. So sometimes I'm walking the dog through the park and there's a guy who looks SO much like my husband, pulling a wagon with one hand and pointing up at the sky with the other, showing the kids trailing behind him how the storm is rolling in, and it hurts like fuck.

That was supposed to be him. It was supposed to be us. Why are we even fucking here if it can't be us.

[dq1]

UGHHHH THIS IS LITERALLY THE DREAM

[linanthra]

Me siento sola

[cassandralexxx]

❌❌❌

I hate these motherfucking people man. She does this shit all the time.

[ruinikaidoexplodedbadly]

exams cancelled tmrw so i have two exams in a row tuesday and wednesday (killing myself)

[justwannabeloved]

5 years for a degree is too long actually

[zelzelez]

aaaaaaaaaaaahAHAHAHAHA.

I have so little stress tolerance this week and exactly now am I going through waves and waves of failure and stress and loss and idiocy. Exactly now have I had my device stolen that is nowadays the key to every fucking little thing of everyday organisation. And my noise cancelling headphones that I used every single day due to the extreme noise of the city.

God I feel so stupid and like a privileged whiny baby in this shit. At least my home is warm, my belly can be filled and I have clothes and another device to type this on. Still. Man, fuck this week, fuck Germany, always fuck USA and Israel, and yeah, fuck this life. Not even ranting does its thing anymore. 21st century SUCK MY ASS