#fuck im a lonely woman

[treasureplcnet]

also quite obsessed with karl being as detached from the story as he is. there's nothing that makes him have to be the detective that has to be involved, but he unknowingly dooms himself by agreeing to work with the KYAL cult. every other detective basically deals with elias head on except weissman, who only meets him right before he kills him. like he's right when he says "by my choices" because everything that leads him to being mixed up with the mannix cult is himself. it's the gambling debts and the choice to do the dirty work for an organisation he knows nothing about. he's the only one that doesn't encounter that body doing police work and it's specifically because he's told to cover it up. he gets himself into the mess and eventually fixes it but the fact that esther always dies in the doomed timelines and he's always too late even if he starts wanting to change things ("till this child. esther.") it just makes me very ill

[bucket-puns]

Ishmael death stranding au stuff I was cooking. Also a faust kromer and Before team Ishmael doodle.

[scoopsgf]

genuinely if someone doesn’t fall in love with me soon i’m gonna chuck myself off the chrysler building

[okitanoniisan]

i keep saying i need to make some zhaoryu shit but i'm back on my y5 kazusaeji bullshit again they are just so. m

[spotsupstuff]

What was boreas first interaction with zephyr like?

"Hopefully that will work..."

swift, to say the least

[zazagundam]

just occurred to me i haven't hung out with another trans woman in 4 years besides my partners in WA for a week MAYBE once a year (expensive) and a mutual ONCE, no wonder i feel so shitty, ive been so fuckin lonely and craving irl social interaction

[piratewithvigor]

I really pity repressed housewives of 1990 if the best sex they could hope for was watching Ghost

[skiitter]

one of the objectively funniest things to happen to me since i've started watching ds9 is that i bought a t-shirt at comic con with a picture of the cast on it and didn't notice until i got home that it was actually a massive spoiler.

[eileennatural]

now that annamarie tendler's book is out can we all please go back to being normal about john mulaney

[fettery-fetterie]

I'm just kinda thinking over what could it been had things gone just. Just every so slightly better

Had some fundamentals been challenged further

Had the right words be spoken

Had they didn't go all in

It's just so sad, because I ultimately do see them working on the right scenarios, but they're all just...fantasy, a fleeting dream, the unreachable

Oughhhh I love them so much. They're so doomed

[transbianyearning]

I wish every "couple looking for a third" a very die slowly and painfully through excruciating torment

[comradecowplant]

my beef with Hughie being the most annoying part of The Boys ended, Kimiko & Frenchie reigniting their romance is my new The Boys best enemy 🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄

[tenrose]

I may be not be able to change the world but I should at least change myself but I struggle so much and I fucking hate myself for that.

The current mental breakdown is making me realise that most of my worse moments feeling shitty and worthless do not happen when I'm tired after three months of work non stop, but one or two weeks after my vacations when I'm supposedly more reste. Coming back to work is the problem. Right now. And I'm too fucking lazy to search for something else.

[prophetmutual]

So obsessed with maggie and rusts little kitchen chat... the amount of house parties I've been to that ended up with me and some girl sitting on the floor of a kitchen telling each other our deepest fears like rust's so one of the girlies for that

[my-thoughts-and-junk]

i could not give any less of a shit about fallout 4 without dissolving into dust but fallout 3 coulda been so cool so im mad about it

[thewhizzyhead]

you know when you get a friend that was even more "tomboyish" than you were in your teens and then as the both of you grow up and enter college, you see them explore expressing themselves more femininely and absolutely fall in love with it and with the concept of womanhood - while you on the other hand become all the more estranged with "being a woman" because good God you really don't fucking get it and that seeing your once-tomboyish friend find joy and an emotional connection to womanhood makes you really realize that you have no such connection whatsoever, hence making you feel left behind in actually "becoming a woman"? Anyways what I'm trying to say here is I'm definitely not fucking cis-